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now is 9 plus in e morning..

it shuld be bright wif e sun shining into my room..
but yet it is dark wif e signs that a heavy rain is going to happen soon..

i shuld be preparing to go out to study..
yet i m here blogging..

wad a nice way to start a day..
maybe heaven knows how i m feeling now ba..

dark..sad..helpless..lost..
wad other words can i use to describe my current feelings?..

its gone..
n it wun be back again ba..

wad shuld i do..
i dunno..

n maybe even if i do sumthing..
it wuld be useless too..

shugs..
i hate this..

haiz..alright..ignore my craps..i tink i gotta go wash up n go out to study soon ba..asked moi le..but doubt she will reply mi so early..i nd to go out to study..i can't stay at home today..if not mummy will ask abt this n that..n i will jus blow my top ba..haiz..i dun wan to blow my top at mummy..i dun wan to affect any1 wif my mood now..but i jus wanna say..i m realli sad now..*5obz*..

alright..make a move le..will blog tonite..if things change..but i doubt it will..byee..tc..

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