][.will it be e 2nd "best" one.][.i tink it will.][

][.will it be e 2nd "best" one.][.i tink it will.][

hi bloggy..finally here to blog again..past few days i slacked..haha din realli haf e mood n energy to study..den today hmm i even no mood now..abt 3 n a half hrs later..it will be IT..haha..but i guess i m gonna await it wif joy n tears ba..but they ain't tears of joy..n they ain't tears of sorrow too..now..i haf many reasons to be happy..n i haf many reasons to be sad too..ha..

reasons to be happy:
1)mummy n daddy finally bought mi a mp3..haha be glad..i m realli veri happy abt it..coz mummy haf refused to buy that for mi since i wanted it long ago..disc-man , mp3 ,i-pod..were all e things that mummy refused to buy for mi last time..coz she scared i will listen to it too much den ears drums huai diao ;p but today morning..she jing rang..ask mi..u wan mp3 or hp..haha so of coz i chose e 1st choice la..e 2nd choice nxt time den buy la ;p
2)da yi bought mi a pair of ear-rings ;p haha haven looked at it yet..but i guess..its nice ba ;p
3)gan die , gan ma n c mei wrote mi a card..n a hongbao..haha e card veri meaningful..wif lots of meaningful quotes..for eg"All our dreams can come true,if we have the desire to pursue them"..n many nice nice n encouraging quotes..
haha these are reasons that i m happy now..n i jus loaded e songs i love into my mp3 ;p hee..n there ish this nice nice song..its VJ de Bu Gou Yong Gan..haha n many wang zi bian qing wa de ost ;p

Reasons to be sad:
1)forever5 is not going to celebrate wif mi this yr..haha its ok..i understand..coz its O levels mar..but haha..nan mian a bit sianz la..coz every yr they will giv mi "surprise"..but this yr..they already say they wun le..haha
2) dunno how to say..dunno wad to say..jus feel sad..or rather worried..

][.i pray wif all my heart.][
hoping that U will be alright..
feel guilty..
feel sad..
feel that i caused it..

hope that everything will be fine..
hope that U ain't sad..
i pray..
i realli pray..

haiz..
nv seen U like this be4..
realli..

i m worried..
especially e moment when U walked away without saying gd-bye..
especially e moment when U stood n face e rain..
especially e moment when i walked past U'r back n felt that sumthing was not right..

yet there's nothing i can do..
i wanna talk to U..
but i guess U r not in e mood now..

hence i can onli praying..
n hope that everything will be fine..
pls be fine..
pls heaven..
pls buddha..
pls..

i pray..
*sobz*

haiz..hmm hao la..see i told u..haha i got things to be happy yet i got things to be sad..n they balance out..50:50..like my libra scale..so now..i m feeling so..haiz..realli hope that U will be fine..or rather..be great..i pray..

haha hao la..tc every1 ! go le..shall go rest..watch tv n study bio while i await that moment ;p byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.pls.U gotta be ok.i pray.][
][.haiz.][