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haha hmm..now ish 10plus ba..today wakey quite late de..ard 9..den slacked n had breakfast until now ;p haha..den moi asked if wanna go back school study at 11 ma..haha i wanna ask her take 17 wif mi..or else i dun feel like going le..dun like being alone n walked up e long long chang cheng..haha n yah..i discovered sumtime..yuan lai my rm ish a nice place to study..hee

haha say so..coz ytr i spent e whole morning n noon studying in my rm..haha but din study much la..but at least i din fall asleep ;p hee..alright..ytr be4 i zZz..i tot abt lots of things..haha many many..lots lots..

`Sumtimes i wonder why`

sumtimes i wonder why
i dun seem to be who i m
why am i always saying yes
when in fact i wanna say no..
why do i betray my own heart..

i hate to say "NO"..
yet thats e word that i wanna tell em e most..at times..
sumtimes i jus hope that i can say a firm "no" n let them noe that i realli dun wanna..

maybe i m born to say yes ba..
i dunno..
jus hope that i can change gradually n be more firm wif my decisions..
n do wad i realli wanna..
n not wad others wanna mi to..

i jus wanna be myself.
doing wad i realli wan.
not wad u all expect of mi.

haha alright..sum craps again..haha n yah..Wang Zi Bian Qing Hua ish nice tor !!! haha n i fall in love wif shao wei again..hee in fact ish Zi Qian la ",)..haiz but in e end he will be bad..haha but nbm still gotta ming dao..hee n yah..i gotta lots of song of e wk le..all ish 183 club n 7 flowers de ;p wahaha

hao la..shall end here le..that moi still haven wakey..she zai bu wakey i jiu dun wanna go le la..so late le ;p hee tc every1 ! n all sec4s de..jia u le..haha i noe studying ish boring..be it obligation or wadever..we jiu jia u la ",)

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