][.tired.][
yawns..jus completed my compo hw...so tired..haha..sianz sianz man..why is my english so lan..so hard to express wad i m thinking sia..haiz..
hee but nbm la..finally i finished it le la ;p..hmmm today had dance pract...den 6 plus 7 end..*tired*...haha is it that ppl tends to read more as they grow older ah...i mean read more into a simple action n takes it as a complicated one when its jus a simple action..haha i also dunno..but today see sumthings then realli wondered ba..haha..nbm nbm..
den hmm nothing much ba..o no..falling asleep soon le..but still got things to do ! argh..hao la..jia u n take care always every1 :D
][.yawns.][
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Monday, August 01, 2005
woho..only a few mins ago..i said i wanna find out wads this song..n hee internet roxz sia..found it le ! its I think of you by TaTa Young...hope ya all will enjoy this song as much as i do la ;p hee coz i tink its got quite nice de lyrics :d hee..
I Think Of You
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
I Think Of You
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
][.15.][
][.lame yet amazing.][
][.lame yet amazing.][
haha hmmm here i m once again to blog a 2nd time within 3 hours..haha too sianz le ba..supposed to study chi..but my mind cannot focus enff la..so decided to cum to my bao bei bloggy again...
haha den very lame de..i feel like changing my background sound..so went thru all those i web de tones which i had saved..but all of em sounded so normal..so i decided to be lame n jus typed in any no. ..hee n thats how i gotta my current background sound..which i think ish quite a nice song la..hee hope u liked it too...
n woohoo..wonder wads wrong wif my com..i cannot see e tag board..haha sianz..hmmm anyway thats all la..jus wanna share my lame-ness n new "discovery" wif u :D hee now allow mi to digress..i shall go find out wads e name of this background music le..hee n if any1 of u noe..pls let mi noe wads it ok..thankie lots..n take care..
][.a complete failure.][
haha hmmm here i m once again to blog a 2nd time within 3 hours..haha too sianz le ba..supposed to study chi..but my mind cannot focus enff la..so decided to cum to my bao bei bloggy again...
haha den very lame de..i feel like changing my background sound..so went thru all those i web de tones which i had saved..but all of em sounded so normal..so i decided to be lame n jus typed in any no. ..hee n thats how i gotta my current background sound..which i think ish quite a nice song la..hee hope u liked it too...
n woohoo..wonder wads wrong wif my com..i cannot see e tag board..haha sianz..hmmm anyway thats all la..jus wanna share my lame-ness n new "discovery" wif u :D hee now allow mi to digress..i shall go find out wads e name of this background music le..hee n if any1 of u noe..pls let mi noe wads it ok..thankie lots..n take care..
][.a complete failure.][
][.music diary.][
][.music diary.][
hmmm tml ish chi test + lessons..den can go home early..shuld be quite shuang de..but haf dance pract..sianz..jus like today..wasted so much of my time..but luckily in e end..it was still ok la..
anyway hmmm now listening to music diary..1 word..shiok..been a long time since i listen to music diary wif a quiet heart..jus so nice..haiz..maybe e onli regret now is that i will be unable to write in on time for e zhen wen for music diary cd3 ba..but 1 thing for sure..i will buy that cd..yeah..mus buy wow..music diary roxz..
haha n hmmm mummy roxz..she knows where all my thingys are..thank you mummy..hee for helping mi find my lit file..
den hmmm...haha wad else ne..nothing much ba..except that ah min is deeply touched by hyde n gackt de love that 1 1st time see her cry sia..wahaha ah min relax..n hehe
haha..hao la..today is a ok ok so so day...so every1 jus take care la ",)
][.r0xz.][
sum craps again ;p
years goes by like nobody's business
every word n criticism hurts
i tell my friends n they say jus let it be...
so jus let it be...
its my fault in e 1st place..
so jus let it be..
i m jus a nobody who escapes..
so jus let it be...
hmmm tml ish chi test + lessons..den can go home early..shuld be quite shuang de..but haf dance pract..sianz..jus like today..wasted so much of my time..but luckily in e end..it was still ok la..
anyway hmmm now listening to music diary..1 word..shiok..been a long time since i listen to music diary wif a quiet heart..jus so nice..haiz..maybe e onli regret now is that i will be unable to write in on time for e zhen wen for music diary cd3 ba..but 1 thing for sure..i will buy that cd..yeah..mus buy wow..music diary roxz..
haha n hmmm mummy roxz..she knows where all my thingys are..thank you mummy..hee for helping mi find my lit file..
den hmmm...haha wad else ne..nothing much ba..except that ah min is deeply touched by hyde n gackt de love that 1 1st time see her cry sia..wahaha ah min relax..n hehe
haha..hao la..today is a ok ok so so day...so every1 jus take care la ",)
][.r0xz.][
sum craps again ;p
years goes by like nobody's business
every word n criticism hurts
i tell my friends n they say jus let it be...
so jus let it be...
its my fault in e 1st place..
so jus let it be..
i m jus a nobody who escapes..
so jus let it be...
Sunday, July 31, 2005
][.thank y0u.][
][.thank yOu.][
haha alright be4 i start..i need to say..i tink is either my com siao le..or my tag board siao le..coz i cannot see anything..haha so paiseh paiseh n thankie lots if u had left a msg behind..
hee now i shall start...hmmm today is not a v nice day ba..haha coz of many issues going on in my mind..which i tink dun nd to say out la..haha hmmm den went for training..haha becum more disappointed wif myself la..haha lots of stuffs jus ran thru my mind..n theres this few kids who keep on find snails n smash em ( when they (da dui ) were practising 5 on 5 )..o my gosh..so cruel man..haiz..poor snails..n if i m e parents of these kids..i will definitely give em a gd scolding man..snails not life ah ?..haiz...
alright..not veri depressed..but i cannot deny that i m..haha wad e craps..i guess onli sum will understand wad i saying ba..anyway thats not e main pt..
my main pt of e day is..i wanna thank sum1..realli thank yOu..realli..maybe u tink its nothing..but its realli sumthing in my not nice de day..its e only thing that i can smile as i reminisce my day now..haha..unknowingly..u made my day..*5milez*..i will rmb wad u say n work on it..work realli hard on it..coz i m deeply touched..*gan dong*
haha anyway enff of my craps..was trying to practice jump stop after trng..haha coz today din play much..so gotta lots of energy la..den hmmm starting to get a grip of it..i mean realli starting those kinda la..den today i was "taught" of another thing..jump stop le..need to bend low..bend real low..n it does works man..hee..shall work on it too...
anyway..tml till wed wuld be full of dance pract for council investiture..haha hope i can ta han la..hee..n wads up for this wk ne?..i dunno..but i m looking forward to nxt sunday..haha..
hao la..shall end of here le..hmmm every1 take gd care of yaself n rest well wow..nitey..hee
][.i will try my best.][
haha alright be4 i start..i need to say..i tink is either my com siao le..or my tag board siao le..coz i cannot see anything..haha so paiseh paiseh n thankie lots if u had left a msg behind..
hee now i shall start...hmmm today is not a v nice day ba..haha coz of many issues going on in my mind..which i tink dun nd to say out la..haha hmmm den went for training..haha becum more disappointed wif myself la..haha lots of stuffs jus ran thru my mind..n theres this few kids who keep on find snails n smash em ( when they (da dui ) were practising 5 on 5 )..o my gosh..so cruel man..haiz..poor snails..n if i m e parents of these kids..i will definitely give em a gd scolding man..snails not life ah ?..haiz...
alright..not veri depressed..but i cannot deny that i m..haha wad e craps..i guess onli sum will understand wad i saying ba..anyway thats not e main pt..
my main pt of e day is..i wanna thank sum1..realli thank yOu..realli..maybe u tink its nothing..but its realli sumthing in my not nice de day..its e only thing that i can smile as i reminisce my day now..haha..unknowingly..u made my day..*5milez*..i will rmb wad u say n work on it..work realli hard on it..coz i m deeply touched..*gan dong*
haha anyway enff of my craps..was trying to practice jump stop after trng..haha coz today din play much..so gotta lots of energy la..den hmmm starting to get a grip of it..i mean realli starting those kinda la..den today i was "taught" of another thing..jump stop le..need to bend low..bend real low..n it does works man..hee..shall work on it too...
anyway..tml till wed wuld be full of dance pract for council investiture..haha hope i can ta han la..hee..n wads up for this wk ne?..i dunno..but i m looking forward to nxt sunday..haha..
hao la..shall end of here le..hmmm every1 take gd care of yaself n rest well wow..nitey..hee
][.i will try my best.][
][.allow mi to live in my little world.][
][.allow mi to live in my little world.][
i m a "small small" gal
living in my small small world
jus allow mi to
continue doing so
lalalalala
lalalalala
haha suddenly feel like blogging this down..hee dun ask mi why coz i also dunno ;p..hee sumtimes i can't help but feel that this world hor..wun get to fulfill wad giodano says de " A world without strangers"..this is impossible..esp for sum1 like mi..i m jus a "small small" gal who wishes to live in my own "small small" world..a world wif my parents , my bro , my god-dad n mum n sis...n maybe a few other family members..as well as true best friends who realli understand mi..apart from that..i need no1 else..coz these are jus so fake..a person only haf 1 heart..how much care n concern can 1 person give to every1..
i once tot that as long as u try..u will be able to give every1 sum love n concern n make e world be a happy 1..but haha nah..its jus impossible..so every1 out dere *listen up*..jus focus on that few special ppl n give all u can ba..hee rather than making e whole world ya friend n in e end not being able to give em anything..that kinda of feeling is nv nice to the many ppl out dere ba..
haha hmmm ytr tok to moi..actually not counted as tok ba..onli exchanged a few words n jus feel so nice..i mean her own thinking..despite shouting at her..she nv say anything..she jus say..why bother to make others understand u..u are in your own shoes n others will nv be able to understand wad u r going thru de..so why bother to explain so much..waste your own strength onli..haha so simple n nice de thinking ba..
haha n hmmm thats about all ba..forgive mi if u dun agree wif wad i m blogging..but this is jus my own life de ideology..dun agree also nbm nbm la..n sorry if u feel uncomfortable n feel like bashing mi after reading this..realli sorry..paiseh paiseh..
][.cont living in this "world".][
i m a "small small" gal
living in my small small world
jus allow mi to
continue doing so
lalalalala
lalalalala
haha suddenly feel like blogging this down..hee dun ask mi why coz i also dunno ;p..hee sumtimes i can't help but feel that this world hor..wun get to fulfill wad giodano says de " A world without strangers"..this is impossible..esp for sum1 like mi..i m jus a "small small" gal who wishes to live in my own "small small" world..a world wif my parents , my bro , my god-dad n mum n sis...n maybe a few other family members..as well as true best friends who realli understand mi..apart from that..i need no1 else..coz these are jus so fake..a person only haf 1 heart..how much care n concern can 1 person give to every1..
i once tot that as long as u try..u will be able to give every1 sum love n concern n make e world be a happy 1..but haha nah..its jus impossible..so every1 out dere *listen up*..jus focus on that few special ppl n give all u can ba..hee rather than making e whole world ya friend n in e end not being able to give em anything..that kinda of feeling is nv nice to the many ppl out dere ba..
haha hmmm ytr tok to moi..actually not counted as tok ba..onli exchanged a few words n jus feel so nice..i mean her own thinking..despite shouting at her..she nv say anything..she jus say..why bother to make others understand u..u are in your own shoes n others will nv be able to understand wad u r going thru de..so why bother to explain so much..waste your own strength onli..haha so simple n nice de thinking ba..
haha n hmmm thats about all ba..forgive mi if u dun agree wif wad i m blogging..but this is jus my own life de ideology..dun agree also nbm nbm la..n sorry if u feel uncomfortable n feel like bashing mi after reading this..realli sorry..paiseh paiseh..
][.cont living in this "world".][
Saturday, July 30, 2005
][.i m a jinx today.][
][.i m a jinx today.][
today went to play nus 3 on 3 wif sh n moi ( a team)..together wif van , big cheryl and liying...we came in 4th ;p they came in 2nd..*claps* for van de team..
hmmm today is not a gd day..sorry to sh n moi 1st..for all those luan luan lai de shots..i rmb sh hate ppl saying sorry yeah..but yah realli sorry..dunno wad e hell is wrong wif mi today man..*shugs*..
n yah..i m a jinx today..i injured serene..rjc de..her nose bei mi elbow dao..both of us fell down..but i heard e tong ku de shen yin when she fell..n there was blood..i dun dare to look..i mean her nose like nose bleed like this..realli dun dare to see..after that van,moi,sh,big cheryl n liying jiu ask mi dun nd to be guilty..coz this is bball..not u injured jiu shi she injured..not purposely de jiu hao le..agrh..i jus hope she is alright n get well soon..buddha pls pls pls pls pls bless her..n hope that dere wun be any scars wadsoever de..bai tuo le..
but thats not e worst part man..wad makes mi feel worse is..their grp withdrawed coz serene is injured..hate this man..feel like i deprive em a wining chance de..feels like a qian gu jui ren that cause others to injure..dunno how to say la..its a mixtures of feelings..haiz..reminds mi of e incident when i caused van to injured when vj came to play friendly wif ahs..haiz..why is it always like this..why do i always injure players..thou they say nbm..but that kinda of feeling realli suxz man..cause they are like e star of e team..n if sum1 injure my team mate i will also surely vvvvv angry de mah..agrh..craps craps craps..realli sorry to all players that i haf injured..hope they recovered le..yeah..truly sorry..
den wad else ne..feel so crappy n sucky today..nv felt in this manner for so long le..jus so crappy..i played all craps today..but mus say...there was sportsmanship within e players there..
n secondly..i m a jinx coz i wanted to buy soya bean to share wif mummy..den this auntie wanna take giv mi de time..e can slipped n fell onto e ground den whole thing "explode" n splash on her..haiz..realli sorry auntie...
today i saw lots of craps..realli so many craps man..wads wrong wif human being..dun they noe wads manners man..went to buy newspaper at 7-11..den deres this uncle who cut my queue n jus smack e 70 cents at e cashier n left..cum on man..wads e problem wif him man..cut my queue already not correct le..still smack e 70cents at e cashier..cum on la..your 70cents veri big man..nv even freaking show some respect for e person behind e cashier la..wad e hell ?! u realli so rush for time meh ?!..rush till e extend that u r so rude ?..i jus feel like giving u a punch la..how freaking old are u le..n such simple manners u also dunno..go n smell la !!!!! always felt that this world is so wonderful n nice..but these ppl that i met today jus makes mi feel like bashing em man..*agrh*
anyway enff of e crappy kinda of feelings..dere are still nice souls on earth..for eg. e hor fun auntie
hmmm maybe is my own mood today ba..everyday i felt that this world is jus so nice..but today everything seems so sucky..n i can onli cum to this conclusion that..when your mood is bad..everything is as bad..i nv understand why my frends like to use bad words..i m always irritated when they jus f here n dere..but i guess its an expressions of negative feelings ba..den now i feel that..e more u put this world down..feel that it is so negative..it will jus become worse..e more u feel your life suxz..e more it will suxz..coz your psychological mindset is pulling you down n down..
haiz..alright..end of this depressing post le..anyway thankie butts for telling kelly wow :D..hee n sorry that i hung e fone..coz i was in e toilet..n not much reception is dere..sorry sorry..
haha hao la..anyway every1 take care la ",)..hee n i received an unexpected sms today..haha maybe onli these few things can make my day ba..take care..byee..
][.i suxz.][
today went to play nus 3 on 3 wif sh n moi ( a team)..together wif van , big cheryl and liying...we came in 4th ;p they came in 2nd..*claps* for van de team..
hmmm today is not a gd day..sorry to sh n moi 1st..for all those luan luan lai de shots..i rmb sh hate ppl saying sorry yeah..but yah realli sorry..dunno wad e hell is wrong wif mi today man..*shugs*..
n yah..i m a jinx today..i injured serene..rjc de..her nose bei mi elbow dao..both of us fell down..but i heard e tong ku de shen yin when she fell..n there was blood..i dun dare to look..i mean her nose like nose bleed like this..realli dun dare to see..after that van,moi,sh,big cheryl n liying jiu ask mi dun nd to be guilty..coz this is bball..not u injured jiu shi she injured..not purposely de jiu hao le..agrh..i jus hope she is alright n get well soon..buddha pls pls pls pls pls bless her..n hope that dere wun be any scars wadsoever de..bai tuo le..
but thats not e worst part man..wad makes mi feel worse is..their grp withdrawed coz serene is injured..hate this man..feel like i deprive em a wining chance de..feels like a qian gu jui ren that cause others to injure..dunno how to say la..its a mixtures of feelings..haiz..reminds mi of e incident when i caused van to injured when vj came to play friendly wif ahs..haiz..why is it always like this..why do i always injure players..thou they say nbm..but that kinda of feeling realli suxz man..cause they are like e star of e team..n if sum1 injure my team mate i will also surely vvvvv angry de mah..agrh..craps craps craps..realli sorry to all players that i haf injured..hope they recovered le..yeah..truly sorry..
den wad else ne..feel so crappy n sucky today..nv felt in this manner for so long le..jus so crappy..i played all craps today..but mus say...there was sportsmanship within e players there..
n secondly..i m a jinx coz i wanted to buy soya bean to share wif mummy..den this auntie wanna take giv mi de time..e can slipped n fell onto e ground den whole thing "explode" n splash on her..haiz..realli sorry auntie...
today i saw lots of craps..realli so many craps man..wads wrong wif human being..dun they noe wads manners man..went to buy newspaper at 7-11..den deres this uncle who cut my queue n jus smack e 70 cents at e cashier n left..cum on man..wads e problem wif him man..cut my queue already not correct le..still smack e 70cents at e cashier..cum on la..your 70cents veri big man..nv even freaking show some respect for e person behind e cashier la..wad e hell ?! u realli so rush for time meh ?!..rush till e extend that u r so rude ?..i jus feel like giving u a punch la..how freaking old are u le..n such simple manners u also dunno..go n smell la !!!!! always felt that this world is so wonderful n nice..but these ppl that i met today jus makes mi feel like bashing em man..*agrh*
anyway enff of e crappy kinda of feelings..dere are still nice souls on earth..for eg. e hor fun auntie
hmmm maybe is my own mood today ba..everyday i felt that this world is jus so nice..but today everything seems so sucky..n i can onli cum to this conclusion that..when your mood is bad..everything is as bad..i nv understand why my frends like to use bad words..i m always irritated when they jus f here n dere..but i guess its an expressions of negative feelings ba..den now i feel that..e more u put this world down..feel that it is so negative..it will jus become worse..e more u feel your life suxz..e more it will suxz..coz your psychological mindset is pulling you down n down..
haiz..alright..end of this depressing post le..anyway thankie butts for telling kelly wow :D..hee n sorry that i hung e fone..coz i was in e toilet..n not much reception is dere..sorry sorry..
haha hao la..anyway every1 take care la ",)..hee n i received an unexpected sms today..haha maybe onli these few things can make my day ba..take care..byee..
][.i suxz.][
][.wei le "ni".][
][.wei le "ni".][
wooo..jus came back from vj de bball de bbq..hehe hmmm quite nice la..but wad i can say is..i still haf a phobia towards seniors..no matter how nice seniors are..i jus can't seems to get over e idea that they are my seniors kinda of things yah..*lame shit right*...dun ask mi why..but i believe sumday i will ba..
haha hmmm..most or rather all e seniors speak eng de..haha so unlike e environment that i m living now..its like a diff world man..haha but thats why i wanna go vj..wanna score for my GP paper..hee n of coz..wanna play bball..its onli in a gd sch wif a gd squad that u will haf challenges n improve ba..thats wad i personally feel like..can ignore mi ",)..hee
hmmm anyway the seniors are v friendly n nice n fun-loving ba..they throw each other into e pool..woho..if i ever managed to get in..i haf to learn how to swim 1st..haha n they sit on laps convienently as thou its a chair ( eg.RongShan is e ke lian de)..hee
alright..after saying so much..i can onli say..i haf no confidence at all to get into vj..not even 0.1%..everybody start their revision le..n i m still here revolving my life ard bball..i guess its jus too hard to put it aside n focus on studies ba..but i haf to..maybe after 7/8 ba..agrh..i need to balance..need to focus..can sum1 scold mi n pull out all my com de wires n lock mi in my room man..
agrh..laming again..shall do sumthing abt it le..better do it be4 its all too late..my friends out there..pls scold mi n knock sum sense in mi when u find mi slacking my life away ok..thanks lots !!! n take care every1..byee..
][.wo yuan yi.][
wooo..jus came back from vj de bball de bbq..hehe hmmm quite nice la..but wad i can say is..i still haf a phobia towards seniors..no matter how nice seniors are..i jus can't seems to get over e idea that they are my seniors kinda of things yah..*lame shit right*...dun ask mi why..but i believe sumday i will ba..
haha hmmm..most or rather all e seniors speak eng de..haha so unlike e environment that i m living now..its like a diff world man..haha but thats why i wanna go vj..wanna score for my GP paper..hee n of coz..wanna play bball..its onli in a gd sch wif a gd squad that u will haf challenges n improve ba..thats wad i personally feel like..can ignore mi ",)..hee
hmmm anyway the seniors are v friendly n nice n fun-loving ba..they throw each other into e pool..woho..if i ever managed to get in..i haf to learn how to swim 1st..haha n they sit on laps convienently as thou its a chair ( eg.RongShan is e ke lian de)..hee
alright..after saying so much..i can onli say..i haf no confidence at all to get into vj..not even 0.1%..everybody start their revision le..n i m still here revolving my life ard bball..i guess its jus too hard to put it aside n focus on studies ba..but i haf to..maybe after 7/8 ba..agrh..i need to balance..need to focus..can sum1 scold mi n pull out all my com de wires n lock mi in my room man..
agrh..laming again..shall do sumthing abt it le..better do it be4 its all too late..my friends out there..pls scold mi n knock sum sense in mi when u find mi slacking my life away ok..thanks lots !!! n take care every1..byee..
][.wo yuan yi.][
Friday, July 29, 2005
][.its gonna be over.][.i m sorry.][
][.its gonna be over.][.i m sorry.][
haha alright..time for mi to say my apologises 1st..realli sorry for many things..
1st - sorry to sh..i on my com n i fell asleep without saying byebye..so i din reply e msgs..coz i m in my fairyland wif zhou gong le..realli sorry
2nd - sorry to moi..for all e mis communications n stuffs..causing u to bring ya stuffs..
3rd - sorry to fungi..promised you to go see sinseh de..but got dance pract in e end..i missed many sessions le..so realli sorry..
den hmmm ytr n today not veri nice de days sia..ytr both c gals n boys managed to clinch e 1st runner up..haha hmmm jus wanna say jia u for ya all de nationals ok ! hmm n haha..like shi hui say de..attitude determines ya..haha forget le..anyway if u wanna win..u need to give more than wad u can..
hmmm ok thats my craps..shugs man..supposed to pract 3 on 3 wif moi n sh today de..but got dance pract..n i mus go..i missed all e sessions except for one..n if i nv go..i m so gonna chu chou on council investiture man..n even wif going..i can say..it wun be any much better too..but realli wanna thank denise, sin hwee, hui min,cassendra for teaching mi how to dance..in council..after jiao hua left..its onli wif these sports player that i can be more relaxed..maybe sports player haf a diff kinda of character ba..or maybe we shares e same kinda of attitude ? hee i dunno..
anyway nxt thurs jiu shi invest le..after that everything no more..haha its gonna be over..no longer haf to balance wif council meetings..trainings..friends waiting for mi..n getting irritated n pissed off..haha its been fun in council..but i mus admit..not much friendship foster..apart from wif sports players..hee n realli thankful that my grp of dear friends wait for mi to go home together still despite e long meetings n stuffs..thou they nag n nag..show mi e pissed off face..but still i m thankful..all this is gonna end le..no longer haf to juggle wif this n that le..yeah..after that..its gonna be onli sun trng..mon-sat study life...yeah..thats it..thinking abt it alone makes mi feel so relaxed n relieved man..haha huuuhuuu
hmmm hao la..shall get going le..gotta go bathe n go out le..gonna go vj de bball bbq...hmmm hope everything gonna be great yeah..n jus saw melissa jus now..hee hope buddha will guide mi n stuffs la..coz i realli cannot communicate wif seniors de ;p hehe..byebye..take care every1..
][.feel so relieved.][
haha alright..time for mi to say my apologises 1st..realli sorry for many things..
1st - sorry to sh..i on my com n i fell asleep without saying byebye..so i din reply e msgs..coz i m in my fairyland wif zhou gong le..realli sorry
2nd - sorry to moi..for all e mis communications n stuffs..causing u to bring ya stuffs..
3rd - sorry to fungi..promised you to go see sinseh de..but got dance pract in e end..i missed many sessions le..so realli sorry..
den hmmm ytr n today not veri nice de days sia..ytr both c gals n boys managed to clinch e 1st runner up..haha hmmm jus wanna say jia u for ya all de nationals ok ! hmm n haha..like shi hui say de..attitude determines ya..haha forget le..anyway if u wanna win..u need to give more than wad u can..
hmmm ok thats my craps..shugs man..supposed to pract 3 on 3 wif moi n sh today de..but got dance pract..n i mus go..i missed all e sessions except for one..n if i nv go..i m so gonna chu chou on council investiture man..n even wif going..i can say..it wun be any much better too..but realli wanna thank denise, sin hwee, hui min,cassendra for teaching mi how to dance..in council..after jiao hua left..its onli wif these sports player that i can be more relaxed..maybe sports player haf a diff kinda of character ba..or maybe we shares e same kinda of attitude ? hee i dunno..
anyway nxt thurs jiu shi invest le..after that everything no more..haha its gonna be over..no longer haf to balance wif council meetings..trainings..friends waiting for mi..n getting irritated n pissed off..haha its been fun in council..but i mus admit..not much friendship foster..apart from wif sports players..hee n realli thankful that my grp of dear friends wait for mi to go home together still despite e long meetings n stuffs..thou they nag n nag..show mi e pissed off face..but still i m thankful..all this is gonna end le..no longer haf to juggle wif this n that le..yeah..after that..its gonna be onli sun trng..mon-sat study life...yeah..thats it..thinking abt it alone makes mi feel so relaxed n relieved man..haha huuuhuuu
hmmm hao la..shall get going le..gotta go bathe n go out le..gonna go vj de bball bbq...hmmm hope everything gonna be great yeah..n jus saw melissa jus now..hee hope buddha will guide mi n stuffs la..coz i realli cannot communicate wif seniors de ;p hehe..byebye..take care every1..
][.feel so relieved.][
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
][.GTO theme song's translation.][
hey every1..if i m not wrong..this song ish Poison..e gto de theme song..n below is a translation of it..i find it quite nice..so jus wanna share la ;p hee
Lyrics for POISON (GTO theme song)
...I won’t be manipulated by lies and empty words ...
...I’ll never turn away from what is in my heart ...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams...
...I’ll keep on going, I’ll keep on doing my thing...
...Yeah I want to stand beside you ...
...And I want to live free...
...And together we will never be afraid again...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...But sometimes a man’s got to turn around and faces his fears ...
...And sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
...Yeah , sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
Lyrics for POISON (GTO theme song)
...I won’t be manipulated by lies and empty words ...
...I’ll never turn away from what is in my heart ...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams...
...I’ll keep on going, I’ll keep on doing my thing...
...Yeah I want to stand beside you ...
...And I want to live free...
...And together we will never be afraid again...
...Even in this world where we can never say what’s in our hearts ...
...I’ll never hide my dreams and I’ll live my own life ...
...But sometimes a man’s got to turn around and faces his fears ...
...And sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
...Yeah , sometimes a man’s got to take a stand and fight ...
haha hmmm thats all..hope ya like it..
][.life is unpredictable.][
][.life is unpredictable.][
haha hmmm jus chatted wif wen on e fone..hee n yeah..glad to hear her laugh..haha wen veri mushy hor...but haha u realli mus laugh more n stay happy always ok..dun keep saying "ah i m going to die"..pls dun..coz u are not going to die !!!! not so soon !!!! u r gonna be my frend till i shuang de ok..haha n hmmm pls be guai n eat ya medi yeah..hee jia u jia u..time ish gonna fly veri fast de..all will be fine soon de :D jia u !!!! xiao cai sao jia you tor !!!! haha
den hmmm wahaha jus watched e project superstar de guys de 1st semi !!!! wahaha ooooo lx listen up...wei choong is so cute !!!!! haha i m gonna support wei choong n kelly le...haha butts dun worry..wei jian can make it de ;p hee wif ya fan club de fan base n his talents ;p hee
alright la..allow mi to be frank..hee today is e 1st time i watch project superstar den dun feel like hafing any1 of em eliminated..haha 1st time i tink all ish not bad la..from my pt of view :
M1 - Jason = haha not realli haf much comments la..but quite cute de..realli a bit like a bear dancing la..care bear (like wad fang zhong hua lao shi say)
M2 - Wei Choong = wahaha so cute...his bad boy xing xiang..haha den he dance de time veri cute..(thou mus admit he cannot dance la) hee..den he haf a korean boy look..n he sings quite nice de..haha n he earns 2 more fans tonite = wen n mi ;p haha
M3 - Jun Yang = haha i tink his singing realli not bad la..quite nice de..but he veri cute when he like tio stunned when e judges giving him marks..haha like a little boy..den he earned 1 fan tonite..= shi hui ;p
M4 - Wei Jian = haha cute la..hee den he dance de time veri cute also la ;p hmmm singing not bad ba..haha but a bit blur..hehe maybe thats his style la :D
M5 - Wei Lian = haha woohoo..he sings quite gan ren de..jia you o wei lian !
hee hmmm above are jus my vvvvv personal impressions onli ah..all of em haf their own gd points ba..hee *impressed* ..haha all jia you ba !!! hee hmmm n tml ish e gals de le..qi dai-ing wow..haha kelly jia you ! kelly gotta e highest if e forum nv bluff mi la..hee
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haha alright...enff of project superstar..hmmm tml ish c boys n gals de finals le !!! jia you wow :D hope both will win !!! hee jia u jia u jia u!!!
n hmmm moi thanksz for helping mi find open ya eyes this song ;p haha xie le...
den hmmm hao la..thats abt all la ;p hee finally i can say..tml no test for this wk..shiok man..hee jkjk..fri jiu got le ;p haha..hao la..shall go slack a while be4 i go study ss...hee every1 take gd care of ya health yeah ?..n jia u for everything :D
][.live it to e fullest my friend.][
haha hmmm jus chatted wif wen on e fone..hee n yeah..glad to hear her laugh..haha wen veri mushy hor...but haha u realli mus laugh more n stay happy always ok..dun keep saying "ah i m going to die"..pls dun..coz u are not going to die !!!! not so soon !!!! u r gonna be my frend till i shuang de ok..haha n hmmm pls be guai n eat ya medi yeah..hee jia u jia u..time ish gonna fly veri fast de..all will be fine soon de :D jia u !!!! xiao cai sao jia you tor !!!! haha
den hmmm wahaha jus watched e project superstar de guys de 1st semi !!!! wahaha ooooo lx listen up...wei choong is so cute !!!!! haha i m gonna support wei choong n kelly le...haha butts dun worry..wei jian can make it de ;p hee wif ya fan club de fan base n his talents ;p hee
alright la..allow mi to be frank..hee today is e 1st time i watch project superstar den dun feel like hafing any1 of em eliminated..haha 1st time i tink all ish not bad la..from my pt of view :
M1 - Jason = haha not realli haf much comments la..but quite cute de..realli a bit like a bear dancing la..care bear (like wad fang zhong hua lao shi say)
M2 - Wei Choong = wahaha so cute...his bad boy xing xiang..haha den he dance de time veri cute..(thou mus admit he cannot dance la) hee..den he haf a korean boy look..n he sings quite nice de..haha n he earns 2 more fans tonite = wen n mi ;p haha
M3 - Jun Yang = haha i tink his singing realli not bad la..quite nice de..but he veri cute when he like tio stunned when e judges giving him marks..haha like a little boy..den he earned 1 fan tonite..= shi hui ;p
M4 - Wei Jian = haha cute la..hee den he dance de time veri cute also la ;p hmmm singing not bad ba..haha but a bit blur..hehe maybe thats his style la :D
M5 - Wei Lian = haha woohoo..he sings quite gan ren de..jia you o wei lian !
hee hmmm above are jus my vvvvv personal impressions onli ah..all of em haf their own gd points ba..hee *impressed* ..haha all jia you ba !!! hee hmmm n tml ish e gals de le..qi dai-ing wow..haha kelly jia you ! kelly gotta e highest if e forum nv bluff mi la..hee
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haha alright...enff of project superstar..hmmm tml ish c boys n gals de finals le !!! jia you wow :D hope both will win !!! hee jia u jia u jia u!!!
n hmmm moi thanksz for helping mi find open ya eyes this song ;p haha xie le...
den hmmm hao la..thats abt all la ;p hee finally i can say..tml no test for this wk..shiok man..hee jkjk..fri jiu got le ;p haha..hao la..shall go slack a while be4 i go study ss...hee every1 take gd care of ya health yeah ?..n jia u for everything :D
][.live it to e fullest my friend.][
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
][.Zhen Chen.][
][.Zhen Chen.][
haha hmm alright..today is another simple day ;p rained so heavily in e morning..woho ;p den today fungi nv go sch..leave mi all alone climbing e wet wet de chang cheng..haha sianz ;p
den lessons...test..den wanted to go home early..but hate going home alone..so waited for moi..den meanwhile went for trng..haha played 5 on 5 wif juniors..n earned myself a big blister coz my sch shoes spoil le ;p haha anyway thats not e pt..we did e 50 squats thingy n i keep on bth den sit down..haha paiseh paiseh..chu chu n margaret too tall le..hee feel so short beside em man..haha jkjk..mus be too long nv haf sch trng le ;p so cannot tahan ba..hee shall get back my stamina ! i need it man..haiz ;p
haha den hmmm now i m back home..haha jus watched my yao tiao su nu de last esp..wahaha ish a cliche ending..but thats wad i love..coz real life dun haf so cliche de thingys de ba..haha e songs are nice..how i wish i can buy e soundtrack or sumthing..haha or maybe i shall buy e vcds...wahaha *hinting* 17/10 not too far away le wow..*ahem*ahem* listen up ah ;p haha jkjk la..hee n wen ah..u start on my bao bei p0pc0rn de 2nd cd le ma..haha i mus admit that its not a vvvvv nice show..but i still love it la..hee
den hmmm anyway back to Yao Tiao Su Nu aka My fair lady de last esp..it says about being Zhen Chen = Sincere..woohoo..suddenly think zhen chen this 2 words veri nice..jus like Yong Hen de Hen..haha..this last esp tok abt being sincere..sincere when doing sumthing..sincere when saying an apologise..sincere when...haha a lot of thing..in fact everything u do..jus be sincere n it will touch ppl de hearts ba..hee even if nv..being sincere at least u du de qi your own conscious ba..haha i shall try to be more sincere to everything i do from today onwards..sincere towards all my friends yeah..haha..hmmm den yong hao also teached mi lots of things today..i rmb once read a buddha de teaching den i came across these :
~forgive those who hurted you.coz they made you more determined~
~forgive those who cheated you.coz they broaden your insights abt life~
~forgive those who beat you.coz they helped you reduce your karmic obstacles~
~forgive those who abandon you.coz they taught you how to be independent~
~forgive those who cause you to taste failure.coz they strengthen your abilities~
~forgive those who denounced you.coz they made you firm and resolute in reaching your achivements of today.~
haha haf not felt so much abt these words till i watched how yong hao forgive dong kui today..haha yah its jus a show..but it shows how much forgiving can do..haha jus so much..shall try to be more forgiving yeah..n maybe its onli in that way that we can leave a much more carefree n happy life ba :D hehe *5milez*
den hmmm n yah..414 ah 414..pls eat ya medi n eat food ok...haha even if u pian fat..u will still always be my best frend de la..so pls eat healthy n eat ya medi..dun wanna see ya faint yeah..
haha n yah.. to all my friends n every1 out dere ! jia you ! take care ! esp to all sec4s..i noe studies now a bit stress le..pls cont to jia you and take things by ya stride yeah...take a rest if u need...dun overwork ya health ;p hee hao la..shall go study my chem test le..take care every1 ! hee and wooohoo..i looking forward to music diary cd3..shall write in sumday..n hope it will bei selected la..even if nv..also nbm la..jus wanna share wif ling zhi my own Ying Yue Ri Ji..but this period of time a bit hard la ;p music diary wait for mi wow ! :D
][.Neng Da Dong Yi Qie.][
haha hmm alright..today is another simple day ;p rained so heavily in e morning..woho ;p den today fungi nv go sch..leave mi all alone climbing e wet wet de chang cheng..haha sianz ;p
den lessons...test..den wanted to go home early..but hate going home alone..so waited for moi..den meanwhile went for trng..haha played 5 on 5 wif juniors..n earned myself a big blister coz my sch shoes spoil le ;p haha anyway thats not e pt..we did e 50 squats thingy n i keep on bth den sit down..haha paiseh paiseh..chu chu n margaret too tall le..hee feel so short beside em man..haha jkjk..mus be too long nv haf sch trng le ;p so cannot tahan ba..hee shall get back my stamina ! i need it man..haiz ;p
haha den hmmm now i m back home..haha jus watched my yao tiao su nu de last esp..wahaha ish a cliche ending..but thats wad i love..coz real life dun haf so cliche de thingys de ba..haha e songs are nice..how i wish i can buy e soundtrack or sumthing..haha or maybe i shall buy e vcds...wahaha *hinting* 17/10 not too far away le wow..*ahem*ahem* listen up ah ;p haha jkjk la..hee n wen ah..u start on my bao bei p0pc0rn de 2nd cd le ma..haha i mus admit that its not a vvvvv nice show..but i still love it la..hee
den hmmm anyway back to Yao Tiao Su Nu aka My fair lady de last esp..it says about being Zhen Chen = Sincere..woohoo..suddenly think zhen chen this 2 words veri nice..jus like Yong Hen de Hen..haha..this last esp tok abt being sincere..sincere when doing sumthing..sincere when saying an apologise..sincere when...haha a lot of thing..in fact everything u do..jus be sincere n it will touch ppl de hearts ba..hee even if nv..being sincere at least u du de qi your own conscious ba..haha i shall try to be more sincere to everything i do from today onwards..sincere towards all my friends yeah..haha..hmmm den yong hao also teached mi lots of things today..i rmb once read a buddha de teaching den i came across these :
~forgive those who hurted you.coz they made you more determined~
~forgive those who cheated you.coz they broaden your insights abt life~
~forgive those who beat you.coz they helped you reduce your karmic obstacles~
~forgive those who abandon you.coz they taught you how to be independent~
~forgive those who cause you to taste failure.coz they strengthen your abilities~
~forgive those who denounced you.coz they made you firm and resolute in reaching your achivements of today.~
haha haf not felt so much abt these words till i watched how yong hao forgive dong kui today..haha yah its jus a show..but it shows how much forgiving can do..haha jus so much..shall try to be more forgiving yeah..n maybe its onli in that way that we can leave a much more carefree n happy life ba :D hehe *5milez*
den hmmm n yah..414 ah 414..pls eat ya medi n eat food ok...haha even if u pian fat..u will still always be my best frend de la..so pls eat healthy n eat ya medi..dun wanna see ya faint yeah..
haha n yah.. to all my friends n every1 out dere ! jia you ! take care ! esp to all sec4s..i noe studies now a bit stress le..pls cont to jia you and take things by ya stride yeah...take a rest if u need...dun overwork ya health ;p hee hao la..shall go study my chem test le..take care every1 ! hee and wooohoo..i looking forward to music diary cd3..shall write in sumday..n hope it will bei selected la..even if nv..also nbm la..jus wanna share wif ling zhi my own Ying Yue Ri Ji..but this period of time a bit hard la ;p music diary wait for mi wow ! :D
][.Neng Da Dong Yi Qie.][
Monday, July 25, 2005
][.moments of life.][
][.moments of life.][
haha jus tried to put some pics on my blog..n yeah..haha can :D haha alright jus mi laming..but hehe those pics are moments of life which i wanna jus stay at that moment "forever" la..hee..hmmm forever5 de..ahs b gals'05 de..aljunied de..n those 3 nice nice de pics *credits to moi* i mean onli for e 3 nice nice de pics..haha realli hope that i can reach sumwhere like those 3 pics of scenery sumday..haha realli breathe taking man..its jus like paradise on earht man..haha so nice so nice..
hee anyway today is a simple day wif skill test n hist test..n haha tml bio..yeah..shall go study later..hehe n hmm wed got chem..haha chem is my worse subject le..thou everything is jus as bad..anyway wanted moi to help mi tuition chem de..but har..haha tml ish Yao Tian Su Nu last esp le !!! cannot afford to miss it man..mus cum home haf nice nice dinner n be prepared to watch it..haha another last esp of a show le..haiyo..so sianz..i haf been watching so many last esp of a show for these few days..
sat - mei nu yu ye shou (jap show - beauty n e beast..abt "evening news" those news reporters determination to report e correct news for e civilians)
sun-ai xiang sui ( jap show - abt mizuho (female lead) who aspire to be a novlist but in e end be editor de la..haha den kenji sakaguchi also got act..wahaha so cute !)
hmm den tml i m gonna watch Yao Tian Su Nu de last esp le..*sobz*..haha so many shows last esp le..haha watching last esp is always so contradicting sia..u wan it..and at e same time u dun wan..haha wad lame craps from mi again ;p hee *ignore mi*
hmmm haha thats abt all for today ba..haha n yah..butts tor..thankie lots for trying to help mi get e tickets wow ;p hee its ok la..relax i not sad :D hee watch on tv jiu hao le ! hehe hao la..jia u every1 & take care too ^_<
][.pls allow mi to stay.][
haha jus tried to put some pics on my blog..n yeah..haha can :D haha alright jus mi laming..but hehe those pics are moments of life which i wanna jus stay at that moment "forever" la..hee..hmmm forever5 de..ahs b gals'05 de..aljunied de..n those 3 nice nice de pics *credits to moi* i mean onli for e 3 nice nice de pics..haha realli hope that i can reach sumwhere like those 3 pics of scenery sumday..haha realli breathe taking man..its jus like paradise on earht man..haha so nice so nice..
hee anyway today is a simple day wif skill test n hist test..n haha tml bio..yeah..shall go study later..hehe n hmm wed got chem..haha chem is my worse subject le..thou everything is jus as bad..anyway wanted moi to help mi tuition chem de..but har..haha tml ish Yao Tian Su Nu last esp le !!! cannot afford to miss it man..mus cum home haf nice nice dinner n be prepared to watch it..haha another last esp of a show le..haiyo..so sianz..i haf been watching so many last esp of a show for these few days..
sat - mei nu yu ye shou (jap show - beauty n e beast..abt "evening news" those news reporters determination to report e correct news for e civilians)
sun-ai xiang sui ( jap show - abt mizuho (female lead) who aspire to be a novlist but in e end be editor de la..haha den kenji sakaguchi also got act..wahaha so cute !)
hmm den tml i m gonna watch Yao Tian Su Nu de last esp le..*sobz*..haha so many shows last esp le..haha watching last esp is always so contradicting sia..u wan it..and at e same time u dun wan..haha wad lame craps from mi again ;p hee *ignore mi*
hmmm haha thats abt all for today ba..haha n yah..butts tor..thankie lots for trying to help mi get e tickets wow ;p hee its ok la..relax i not sad :D hee watch on tv jiu hao le ! hehe hao la..jia u every1 & take care too ^_<
][.pls allow mi to stay.][
][.duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo.mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou.][
][.duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo.mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou.][
haha hmmm rmb i once blog sumthing like :
duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo ( escaping dun mean that u will manage to escape successfully)
mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou ( facing it might not be e worse feeling)
haha tonite i realli feel so..hee hmm why ne ?..since sec sch..nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian had been trying to teach mi jump stop..but i jus din make it..1 yr after another..n i still din manage to learn that from em..realli regrets it now..coz they realli nice coaches..n i tot it was ok..hee i mean i tot i can cont to play bball without mastering how to do a jump stop..but after tonite..i will definitely not feel that way again..hehe n i m not gonna tink that i can escape from learning jump stop..i wanna learn how to do a proper jump stop from today onwards..dun wanna "escape" from that problem le..i need to face it..n i wanna face it..thou its not gonna be easy..esp for a slower n stubborn learner like me..so i pray yeah...
haha n yah..is it true that gd friends haf e same kinda of traits de ah..haha coz last wk when i asked daisy senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..den today i asked hui hui senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..haha alright that was mi laming onli...hee but haha jus wondering if human will become similar in sum ways after yrs together ? haha esp friends..hee *wondering*..anyway yah..pardon mi..but jus wanna share a joke..hee one day a woman saw a man carrying a fishing rod n fishing at a area where fishing is not allowed..she went up to that man and say.."whey why are u fishing here..its not allowed..u noe ma ?"..den e man replied " i m not fishing la..i m jus trying to drown e earthworm.." wahaha end of my joke..paiseh paiseh..laming time..haha hmmm life de pace too fast le..relaxed n smile ok my friends :D hee
haha n yah..hafing skill test tml..den hist mock..eng test..tues bio..wed chem..thurs rest..fri ss mock..haha hmm wish mi all e best yeah..haha i haven finish studying my hist..haha i shall try my best not to slp tonite..i mean slp "earlier"..jus now after trng..saw jiao lian de serious faces..both cindy n ling qin..telling manager steven that we realli cannot play le..i mean matches to malaysia..coz we hafing our prelims which will determine which jc we go..den if our o levels cannot make it..we cannot play in aljunied anymore le..den cindy jiao lian also say..bball cannot be an exucuse...after much reflections..i realli too slack le..n my heart ish still not settled down for studies..i need n realli need to settle down to study le..not much time left..n i jus imagined all e reactions that i will be facing if i nv score for o levels..esp my mummy de..dun wanna disappoint her..realli dun wan..n i wanna cont to play in aljunied..so cannot do badly..i wanna play in aljunied..its jus so nice..so many things that i can learn..i wanna learn more..more..n more..but be4 that..i wanna correct my stupid foots-steps 1st..hehe..pls grant me e strength to change it ;p
haha hao le..i better go soon..still got lots of hist to study..hee everybody jia you ba !!! n yah..tonite de training was fun..n i hope hui hui senior de leg is ok..coz i like fall down on her once or twice..n yun yun too..realli sorry..coz they injured..den mi this heavy wt still fall on em *guilty*..hope they are alright..n all peeps wif injuries recover soon *5milez*..take care every1 !
][.13.][
haha hmmm rmb i once blog sumthing like :
duo bi bu yi ding duo de guo ( escaping dun mean that u will manage to escape successfully)
mian dui bu yi ding jui nan shou ( facing it might not be e worse feeling)
haha tonite i realli feel so..hee hmm why ne ?..since sec sch..nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian had been trying to teach mi jump stop..but i jus din make it..1 yr after another..n i still din manage to learn that from em..realli regrets it now..coz they realli nice coaches..n i tot it was ok..hee i mean i tot i can cont to play bball without mastering how to do a jump stop..but after tonite..i will definitely not feel that way again..hehe n i m not gonna tink that i can escape from learning jump stop..i wanna learn how to do a proper jump stop from today onwards..dun wanna "escape" from that problem le..i need to face it..n i wanna face it..thou its not gonna be easy..esp for a slower n stubborn learner like me..so i pray yeah...
haha n yah..is it true that gd friends haf e same kinda of traits de ah..haha coz last wk when i asked daisy senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..den today i asked hui hui senior to go 1st..she said " dun crazy la..go.."..haha alright that was mi laming onli...hee but haha jus wondering if human will become similar in sum ways after yrs together ? haha esp friends..hee *wondering*..anyway yah..pardon mi..but jus wanna share a joke..hee one day a woman saw a man carrying a fishing rod n fishing at a area where fishing is not allowed..she went up to that man and say.."whey why are u fishing here..its not allowed..u noe ma ?"..den e man replied " i m not fishing la..i m jus trying to drown e earthworm.." wahaha end of my joke..paiseh paiseh..laming time..haha hmmm life de pace too fast le..relaxed n smile ok my friends :D hee
haha n yah..hafing skill test tml..den hist mock..eng test..tues bio..wed chem..thurs rest..fri ss mock..haha hmm wish mi all e best yeah..haha i haven finish studying my hist..haha i shall try my best not to slp tonite..i mean slp "earlier"..jus now after trng..saw jiao lian de serious faces..both cindy n ling qin..telling manager steven that we realli cannot play le..i mean matches to malaysia..coz we hafing our prelims which will determine which jc we go..den if our o levels cannot make it..we cannot play in aljunied anymore le..den cindy jiao lian also say..bball cannot be an exucuse...after much reflections..i realli too slack le..n my heart ish still not settled down for studies..i need n realli need to settle down to study le..not much time left..n i jus imagined all e reactions that i will be facing if i nv score for o levels..esp my mummy de..dun wanna disappoint her..realli dun wan..n i wanna cont to play in aljunied..so cannot do badly..i wanna play in aljunied..its jus so nice..so many things that i can learn..i wanna learn more..more..n more..but be4 that..i wanna correct my stupid foots-steps 1st..hehe..pls grant me e strength to change it ;p
haha hao le..i better go soon..still got lots of hist to study..hee everybody jia you ba !!! n yah..tonite de training was fun..n i hope hui hui senior de leg is ok..coz i like fall down on her once or twice..n yun yun too..realli sorry..coz they injured..den mi this heavy wt still fall on em *guilty*..hope they are alright..n all peeps wif injuries recover soon *5milez*..take care every1 !
][.13.][
Saturday, July 23, 2005
][.living in memories.][
][.living in memories.][
haha hmmm in e end..i still din went for e project superstar thingy..despite a whole nite of toking wif mummy..haha hmmm yeah..feeling ok le la...haha i mean..i understand why mummy dun let mi go..hee she supports mi in supporting my bball idols..but not singing idols..haha everything sorted out n hmm yeah..but i will still support kelly la ;p hope she makes it to the finals..haha "Pu tong peng you" is realli a nice song man..haha n yeah butts hope ya had fun seeing wei jian ?..hee paiseh paiseh too..
haha den hmmm went to see shi hui's blog..wahaha *bang bang* thumbs up for that..hee ][.Team Anglican.][ de columm..haha yah i realli agree man..when ppl smiles from e bottom of their heart..e pic is jus so nice..regardless of e background ;p haha..den went to look at all our pics again n again..jus so nice..so nice..i can't wait to watch e video that was taken on our finals by amelia's mummy..hee amelia aka coconut says she is editing it now..hee realli hope i can get to watch it n relish e moments once again..14/4/05..a day that i will nv forget..
hehe nowadays e team seems to be separated etc..there's definitely sum sadness etc..but whenever i looked at our fotos..i m still hopeful..hopeful abt hafing alumni..hafing mama team..i'll nv let go of these dreams..coz its dreams that makes life goes on hopefully..no dreams no meaningful life..<>..
haha anyway back to those sweet sweet memories..*humph* chou shi hui de blogskin can put so many nice nice pics..i also wan change blogskin le la ;p haha jkjk..hmm yah..anyway..i do remember who gave us e name as Twin Towers..its coach..male coach who gave us e name when we were sec2..hee i will nv forget it..we were practising some formations..den we need to screen each other to run de at e 2 corners of e free throw line..is a formation for quite a impt match ba..every1 veri serious till a bit scary de atmosphere..den he jiu suddenly say..den every1 jiu luff..haha thats wad i remember la..but haha..ppl always say i haf poor memo de..haha but whatever..i prefer to believe in wad i remember ;p hee
den hmmm haha big3 ? studying hist ah ;p hee jkjk..see those pics..den i recalled abt our sec2 de time..when we make ppt slides..yours was full of pics less words..mine was full of pics too..but quite wordy..den u say ppt shuld not be wordy..den i remember sumthing in particular..u said that we were invincible not becoz we haf 5 great players..but its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches..its becoz of 12 wonderful players that we haf a invincible team..jus wanna say this once again..its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches...
haha hao la..i shuld get going le..going out for dinner le..better go be4 i m late..hee shall blog more later..n sh..psps ytr i din online..talked to mummy till i zZz..realli sorry ;p haha..
][.hen xiang ni men.][
haha hmmm in e end..i still din went for e project superstar thingy..despite a whole nite of toking wif mummy..haha hmmm yeah..feeling ok le la...haha i mean..i understand why mummy dun let mi go..hee she supports mi in supporting my bball idols..but not singing idols..haha everything sorted out n hmm yeah..but i will still support kelly la ;p hope she makes it to the finals..haha "Pu tong peng you" is realli a nice song man..haha n yeah butts hope ya had fun seeing wei jian ?..hee paiseh paiseh too..
haha den hmmm went to see shi hui's blog..wahaha *bang bang* thumbs up for that..hee ][.Team Anglican.][ de columm..haha yah i realli agree man..when ppl smiles from e bottom of their heart..e pic is jus so nice..regardless of e background ;p haha..den went to look at all our pics again n again..jus so nice..so nice..i can't wait to watch e video that was taken on our finals by amelia's mummy..hee amelia aka coconut says she is editing it now..hee realli hope i can get to watch it n relish e moments once again..14/4/05..a day that i will nv forget..
hehe nowadays e team seems to be separated etc..there's definitely sum sadness etc..but whenever i looked at our fotos..i m still hopeful..hopeful abt hafing alumni..hafing mama team..i'll nv let go of these dreams..coz its dreams that makes life goes on hopefully..no dreams no meaningful life..<
haha anyway back to those sweet sweet memories..*humph* chou shi hui de blogskin can put so many nice nice pics..i also wan change blogskin le la ;p haha jkjk..hmm yah..anyway..i do remember who gave us e name as Twin Towers..its coach..male coach who gave us e name when we were sec2..hee i will nv forget it..we were practising some formations..den we need to screen each other to run de at e 2 corners of e free throw line..is a formation for quite a impt match ba..every1 veri serious till a bit scary de atmosphere..den he jiu suddenly say..den every1 jiu luff..haha thats wad i remember la..but haha..ppl always say i haf poor memo de..haha but whatever..i prefer to believe in wad i remember ;p hee
den hmmm haha big3 ? studying hist ah ;p hee jkjk..see those pics..den i recalled abt our sec2 de time..when we make ppt slides..yours was full of pics less words..mine was full of pics too..but quite wordy..den u say ppt shuld not be wordy..den i remember sumthing in particular..u said that we were invincible not becoz we haf 5 great players..but its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches..its becoz of 12 wonderful players that we haf a invincible team..jus wanna say this once again..its becoz we haf 12 great players n 2 gd coaches...
haha hao la..i shuld get going le..going out for dinner le..better go be4 i m late..hee shall blog more later..n sh..psps ytr i din online..talked to mummy till i zZz..realli sorry ;p haha..
][.hen xiang ni men.][
Thursday, July 21, 2005
][.my 100th post.][.support kelly.][
][.my 100th post.][.support kelly.][
today is my 100th post..and as i had said..i wanna share e popcorn de story...
popcorn = wo yuan yi = e korean show that i fell in love wif..its a veri ulu show unlike qiu tian de tong hua etc..everybody tinks its a wu liao show..everybody suspects wad the is with my taste to watch that kinda of show..but i jus love it..coz it can activate e sad hormones in mi..haha anyway thats jus laming..e main pt is..in that show..e female main actress made a promise that she mus reach e 100th wedding couples target be4 she wanna die..haha den i suddenly rmb Music Diary once say..why mus we set a day a special day to do a special thing...to use a special gift etc..had we ever imagine that wad if tml nv cums..haha everyday is special..dun wait till be4 its too late..
anyway i m now eating my yan yan choc biscuit and anxiously waiting for 11:30pm to noe e results for e revival round..ahhh kelly mus get in !!! she realli roxz man..see her high high marks n special n talented singing abilities..always 30 + de...den today 40.5 !!! 40.5 oh my..gosh..guess ish one of e highest or in fact highest le ba..if she still dun get in..i tell hui min le..i will sleep throughout e whole founder's day programme..i mean my mind will be sleeping..coz she realli roxz man..her voice..haha its been a long long time..that i support ppl (apart from my bball idols le)..realli a veri long time le..jus now kelly sing de time..i also veri touched..haha so pls pls..leave it to fate..but i voted for kelly..haha dunno why i realli voted more than once..not a lot..onli 3..but haha this is my 1st time voting..haha den hmmm voted for macy too coz when she sing "she bu de ni" de time realli veri touching..kelly sing "open your eyes" its a nice song too..all e female de revival candidates are good man..hmmm but still hope kelly can get in...*pray*
den hmmm for e guys side..pray wei jian will get in..hee he will de..butts dun tink too much le ok..jia u ! mus jian qiang ! he can de :D
haha alright..rather slacking now de..anyway no mood to do anything..jus waiting for 11:30pm now..hope that kelly and wei jian will get in la ! leave it to fate..but still bai tuo le lao tian !!!
][.anxious.][
today is my 100th post..and as i had said..i wanna share e popcorn de story...
popcorn = wo yuan yi = e korean show that i fell in love wif..its a veri ulu show unlike qiu tian de tong hua etc..everybody tinks its a wu liao show..everybody suspects wad the is with my taste to watch that kinda of show..but i jus love it..coz it can activate e sad hormones in mi..haha anyway thats jus laming..e main pt is..in that show..e female main actress made a promise that she mus reach e 100th wedding couples target be4 she wanna die..haha den i suddenly rmb Music Diary once say..why mus we set a day a special day to do a special thing...to use a special gift etc..had we ever imagine that wad if tml nv cums..haha everyday is special..dun wait till be4 its too late..
anyway i m now eating my yan yan choc biscuit and anxiously waiting for 11:30pm to noe e results for e revival round..ahhh kelly mus get in !!! she realli roxz man..see her high high marks n special n talented singing abilities..always 30 + de...den today 40.5 !!! 40.5 oh my..gosh..guess ish one of e highest or in fact highest le ba..if she still dun get in..i tell hui min le..i will sleep throughout e whole founder's day programme..i mean my mind will be sleeping..coz she realli roxz man..her voice..haha its been a long long time..that i support ppl (apart from my bball idols le)..realli a veri long time le..jus now kelly sing de time..i also veri touched..haha so pls pls..leave it to fate..but i voted for kelly..haha dunno why i realli voted more than once..not a lot..onli 3..but haha this is my 1st time voting..haha den hmmm voted for macy too coz when she sing "she bu de ni" de time realli veri touching..kelly sing "open your eyes" its a nice song too..all e female de revival candidates are good man..hmmm but still hope kelly can get in...*pray*
den hmmm for e guys side..pray wei jian will get in..hee he will de..butts dun tink too much le ok..jia u ! mus jian qiang ! he can de :D
haha alright..rather slacking now de..anyway no mood to do anything..jus waiting for 11:30pm now..hope that kelly and wei jian will get in la ! leave it to fate..but still bai tuo le lao tian !!!
][.anxious.][
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
][.little things in life.adds up to happiness of my life.][
][.little things in life.adds up to happiness of my life.][
haf a veri simple day...more simple than anything i can ask for..
supposed to haf 5 periods..
1st - 3rd had em in com labs..
=rEcEsS=
4th - chi in lecture rm
5th - bio pract in lab..and its e best bio pract that i haf ever done man..
e ratio of hafing a baby boy or a baby gal = 1:1
den e ration of hafing blue eyes kid to brown/black eyes kid = 1:3
if i nv rmb wrongly la..haha wad a fun n slacking bio pract la..haha
den assembly...
den do class notice board...
den go home wif moi n fungi..
haha tell mi is it a slacking day ? hee at least to mi..it was la..
hmmm den on e way back home..played those tootpid things wif moi n fungi..running down e chang cheng..splashing water despite kc "warning" us that "how can we let our founders down"...den went to buy $1 / durian de durian..i bought 2 n e uncle jus refused to giv mi a box..haha ap man..nbm.anyway had durians n durians tok wif my mummy while eating durian..haha i love that man..simple simple n wen xing de gan jue..
den after that i slack..den suddenly rmb that i got to pack my chi file ! o shit..n i become like a feng bo zi..searching for all my ws n tests..haha dun deny..i realli dun like my current chi teacher man..maybe coz zheng lao shi roxz ba..haiz...den din manage to find e ws n test..den i decided to fang qi and go watch project superstar...haha butts i voted for wei jian..hee coz he sing till quite gan dong de wow..there were tears in his eyes too..haha den i see 4 of em sing de time..wa i cannot wait to watch tml de revival round man..hoped kelly performed well man..n i decide le..gonna save up my seaweed chicken money..to vote..maybe 5 ? pray pray that they get in..
hmmm den after that i m back at my messy room searching for my ws n test..still cannot find..den i beg mummy for help..she is sick..so rather reluctant to help de..thou she nag n nag..but she yi chu ma..my things all found le la ;p so amazing right..haha thankie mummy...
alright part of e problem is solved..now i m left wif chi ws which are not realli complete..n i jus discovered that for e whole of sec4..i had not learnt a word for chi la..*slap mi man*..n my chi grades are like..roller coaster..going down..cannot let this happen man..anything but my onli hope = chi..mus buck up le..so tonite need to pia for those ws le ba..haiz..but jia you le la !
den hmmm haha..thou now i seems ok wif it le la..but i m still hopeful..i am still standing at the same court waiting for you all to turn back and enjoy e game together my friends..i noe..i understand..u'r love for bball had yet to cease..its jus that..e mates that u all wan is no longer mi..i can onli be your best of friend..but no longer ya best of team mates anymore..haha no longer?..i am still hopeful that we will get to play together one day..still hopeful...ya change of attitude is drastic..it even scares mi..but i pray that..1 day..we can play again...
n ya..for all those who are feeling e same as mi now..i apologise on their behalf for e drastic change in attitude..n pls do not give up on em..and at the meantime..lets cont to jia you together..i will jia you and look forward to e day they return..jia you le..
and muahaha so unbelievable..but i haf reached my 99 post today le..nxt one gonna be e 100..n i m gonna write abt popcorn !!! haha muhahah wahaha hee hoo do re mi fa so la ti do...haha ok la..take care every1 ! and tml results for revival round jiu announce le..pray hard man...hee n butts dun too jing zhang le wow ;p hehe :D
][.waiting.][
haf a veri simple day...more simple than anything i can ask for..
supposed to haf 5 periods..
1st - 3rd had em in com labs..
=rEcEsS=
4th - chi in lecture rm
5th - bio pract in lab..and its e best bio pract that i haf ever done man..
e ratio of hafing a baby boy or a baby gal = 1:1
den e ration of hafing blue eyes kid to brown/black eyes kid = 1:3
if i nv rmb wrongly la..haha wad a fun n slacking bio pract la..haha
den assembly...
den do class notice board...
den go home wif moi n fungi..
haha tell mi is it a slacking day ? hee at least to mi..it was la..
hmmm den on e way back home..played those tootpid things wif moi n fungi..running down e chang cheng..splashing water despite kc "warning" us that "how can we let our founders down"...den went to buy $1 / durian de durian..i bought 2 n e uncle jus refused to giv mi a box..haha ap man..nbm.anyway had durians n durians tok wif my mummy while eating durian..haha i love that man..simple simple n wen xing de gan jue..
den after that i slack..den suddenly rmb that i got to pack my chi file ! o shit..n i become like a feng bo zi..searching for all my ws n tests..haha dun deny..i realli dun like my current chi teacher man..maybe coz zheng lao shi roxz ba..haiz...den din manage to find e ws n test..den i decided to fang qi and go watch project superstar...haha butts i voted for wei jian..hee coz he sing till quite gan dong de wow..there were tears in his eyes too..haha den i see 4 of em sing de time..wa i cannot wait to watch tml de revival round man..hoped kelly performed well man..n i decide le..gonna save up my seaweed chicken money..to vote..maybe 5 ? pray pray that they get in..
hmmm den after that i m back at my messy room searching for my ws n test..still cannot find..den i beg mummy for help..she is sick..so rather reluctant to help de..thou she nag n nag..but she yi chu ma..my things all found le la ;p so amazing right..haha thankie mummy...
alright part of e problem is solved..now i m left wif chi ws which are not realli complete..n i jus discovered that for e whole of sec4..i had not learnt a word for chi la..*slap mi man*..n my chi grades are like..roller coaster..going down..cannot let this happen man..anything but my onli hope = chi..mus buck up le..so tonite need to pia for those ws le ba..haiz..but jia you le la !
den hmmm haha..thou now i seems ok wif it le la..but i m still hopeful..i am still standing at the same court waiting for you all to turn back and enjoy e game together my friends..i noe..i understand..u'r love for bball had yet to cease..its jus that..e mates that u all wan is no longer mi..i can onli be your best of friend..but no longer ya best of team mates anymore..haha no longer?..i am still hopeful that we will get to play together one day..still hopeful...ya change of attitude is drastic..it even scares mi..but i pray that..1 day..we can play again...
n ya..for all those who are feeling e same as mi now..i apologise on their behalf for e drastic change in attitude..n pls do not give up on em..and at the meantime..lets cont to jia you together..i will jia you and look forward to e day they return..jia you le..
and muahaha so unbelievable..but i haf reached my 99 post today le..nxt one gonna be e 100..n i m gonna write abt popcorn !!! haha muhahah wahaha hee hoo do re mi fa so la ti do...haha ok la..take care every1 ! and tml results for revival round jiu announce le..pray hard man...hee n butts dun too jing zhang le wow ;p hehe :D
][.waiting.][
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
][.no1 can ever understand how another person feel.][
][.no1 can ever understand how another person feel.][
yeah..thats how i feel now..no1 can ever understand how another person feel..there i m printing my class deco de thingy...n my mummy who was joking n toking wif mi hrs ago..suddenly jus scream at mi..say i waste time..nv study..waste electricity..waste this waste that..wad e..i almost volcano eruption can..like all of a sudden..u doing ya work..den sum1 suddenly scream at u..how will u feel ?..haha but hmmm now feeling ok le la..jus that min i wanna ask her to shut up nia..cannot angry too long or else will old and die easily..n why take her anger to torture myself..i wanna live happily de...hee
alright anyway..hmmm today see sum events..den i realli tink..realli no1 understands another person..no1 man..not even ya best of friend or ya parents..sumtimes not even yaself ba..haha..i dunno..but jus feel that way la ;p
den now i m reading a book "If tml nv cum" wahaha den i suddenly feel like asking every1 i noe..if tml nv cum..will u regret...hee i tink i not realli will ba..apart from..1) not knowing how to swim 2) yet to see the real snow 3) haha is a secret ;p haha up till now shuld be onli haf 3 regrets ba ;p hee
n yah..hmmm i dunno..maybe ppl grow..i grow u grow..we are all mature le..that day was toking to moi..den we agree that..thou our friendship is bac..there's still a bball in between us..this is sumthing which cannot be helped n changed ba..
den jus now i was asked a qn..i haf no ans for it..i m jus sorry..sorry for all my actions n not being able to ans that qn."whats the problem with..."..coz i guess its my bu jing yi de actions that had hurted em..hence now they haf a change in attitude..its not their fault..i dun nd em to change back too..coz its my past actions that haf caused em to behave in this way..they not wanting to play wif us le..is got reasons de..in fact everybody got their own reasons..everybody is right..theres no right or wrong on earth..its jus how u see it..from which point of view ya view it..it all depends...n yah..life is uncertain...jus relax and take a step back..things might not be as bad as u believe..hee
alright man..take care every1..jia u too ! :D
][.dou shi wo de cuo ba.][
yeah..thats how i feel now..no1 can ever understand how another person feel..there i m printing my class deco de thingy...n my mummy who was joking n toking wif mi hrs ago..suddenly jus scream at mi..say i waste time..nv study..waste electricity..waste this waste that..wad e..i almost volcano eruption can..like all of a sudden..u doing ya work..den sum1 suddenly scream at u..how will u feel ?..haha but hmmm now feeling ok le la..jus that min i wanna ask her to shut up nia..cannot angry too long or else will old and die easily..n why take her anger to torture myself..i wanna live happily de...hee
alright anyway..hmmm today see sum events..den i realli tink..realli no1 understands another person..no1 man..not even ya best of friend or ya parents..sumtimes not even yaself ba..haha..i dunno..but jus feel that way la ;p
den now i m reading a book "If tml nv cum" wahaha den i suddenly feel like asking every1 i noe..if tml nv cum..will u regret...hee i tink i not realli will ba..apart from..1) not knowing how to swim 2) yet to see the real snow 3) haha is a secret ;p haha up till now shuld be onli haf 3 regrets ba ;p hee
n yah..hmmm i dunno..maybe ppl grow..i grow u grow..we are all mature le..that day was toking to moi..den we agree that..thou our friendship is bac..there's still a bball in between us..this is sumthing which cannot be helped n changed ba..
den jus now i was asked a qn..i haf no ans for it..i m jus sorry..sorry for all my actions n not being able to ans that qn."whats the problem with..."..coz i guess its my bu jing yi de actions that had hurted em..hence now they haf a change in attitude..its not their fault..i dun nd em to change back too..coz its my past actions that haf caused em to behave in this way..they not wanting to play wif us le..is got reasons de..in fact everybody got their own reasons..everybody is right..theres no right or wrong on earth..its jus how u see it..from which point of view ya view it..it all depends...n yah..life is uncertain...jus relax and take a step back..things might not be as bad as u believe..hee
alright man..take care every1..jia u too ! :D
][.dou shi wo de cuo ba.][
Sunday, July 17, 2005
][.finally i understand.xie2.][
][.finally i understand.xie2.][
haha today i wanted to blog about all my coaches..but hmm haha decided to leave that for tml..coz today already lots to blog le ;p hee hmmm today is e 1st time that i went n train wif da dui..haha yeah i enjoyed it..
haha how to say ne ?..e 1st one was to do 8 zi..den is hui hui,n cindy coach..den i ask daisy to go 1st la..den she say "go la"..haha i scared sia..hee coz she like irritated or sumthing..haha veri paiseh too..den jiu do..etc etc..den after that got this full court defence thing..den was in same team as daisy senior..den i keep on defence wrongly..den i tink e coach also sianz la ;p den daisy jiu tell mi wad to do..haha this time round no fierce fierce de gan jue...so yeah..realli wanna thankie her..hmmm den we play 5 on 5..those cannot pass ball de..den in same team as daisy n hui hui senior and yaqi and li ying..den daisy n hui hui tell us wad to do la..den they veri funny..instead of doing e whole hand de "XingXin"..they put 1 finger onli..haha den veri funny la..den during that i keep on posting when i wanna daisy they all to pass ball..then after that daisy told mi that shuld go towards the person n e ball...coz during 1 on 1..if post den sure bei intercept de..haha thankie lots daisy senior..haha thou u wun see this..den hmmm played e real 5 on 5..haha as usual i did badly..hui hui senior pass those nice shots i also cannot score..haha feel guilty sia..yah sorry sorry..
den today doing shooting n stuff de time..e coach correct my shooting..i mean jump stop..den cindy coach see le..she jiu cum help mi pass ball n teach mi..den yeah..finally..after so many years i understand why my body will sway here n there when i shoot..why i haf no balance n stuff..i mean many coaches haf been telling mi this n that..den demo to mi once or twice n teach mi (i m a slow learner..so veri paiseh n xin ku all my coaches le..hee)..but no coach haf ever realli take ball for mi n see how i shoot for ard 10 times..den finally i gotta a slight feeling of doing a real jump stop n jumping up to shoot..woho..e feeling is bang bang..i wanna master it..i mean it..i dun wan those sway abt de shootings anymore..jus give mi sum time..haha maybe i need lots of time..but i dun mind..i jus wan it..wan that feeling..
den hmm wads nxt ne..today during training..i made lots of mistakes..n yeah thats how i find out wad i need to improve on n train on..den on the way to take 53..walked wif cindy coach den she talked to mi la..hee i jus say haha orh hee i c i c..coz i realli lost for words..but wad she says realli veri nice..i mean haha talking to her is nice..she told mi to practise on e jump stop thing..den she is e 1st coach that told mi sumthing which no other coaches had tell mi be4..haha n yeah..i wanna do it..hee i haf been wanting to do it..yeah.. *tniopeerht* haha finally sum1 told mi i culd practise n use it sumday..haha no hurry..but jus at that moment..practise n keep it..haha i do anticipate towards that moment..n i will nv gonna forget it ! hee..den hmmm coach talked abt da dui..den she told mi sumthing which i find it extermely meaningful..A player's saddest n sianzest thing is when there's nothing else for her to improve on..coz its like its ya max..ya limits le..nothing else u can do..haha sumhow veri inspired by it..n jus wanna share it..haha..yeah..i still gotta lots of things that i need to improve on..n i m glad that there is..n coach also said..e greatest feeling is when u improved from that..haha i hope i will get to feel that feeling..haha
den yah..thats about all ba ;p haha realli enjoyed today's trng despite all e mistakes..n yah..jus wanna thank everybody for correcting my mistakes..its onli den i can learn..
n yah..all my coach roxz man..haha pri sch-mr wong..sec sch -nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian..aljunied - baoling,cindy,lingqin n seniors too..haha lalala jus feel like this all of a sudden...dun ask mi why..maybe i m getting high le ;p haha lalala..
haha tml ish a maths test..haha wish mi all e best..i got study a little bit la...but differentiation n integration is 2 opp thing which is gonna be tough on my toot brain ;p haha take care every1 n jia u always ! haha n yah hor..few mins later got 1 pig de bday le hor..if my memory not wrong de hua la..may this pig been happy always la ! i guess this pig already veri high n happy today le ba ;p haha but i wish her always..",) everybody too..always stay happy wow :D hee
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haha today i wanted to blog about all my coaches..but hmm haha decided to leave that for tml..coz today already lots to blog le ;p hee hmmm today is e 1st time that i went n train wif da dui..haha yeah i enjoyed it..
haha how to say ne ?..e 1st one was to do 8 zi..den is hui hui,n cindy coach..den i ask daisy to go 1st la..den she say "go la"..haha i scared sia..hee coz she like irritated or sumthing..haha veri paiseh too..den jiu do..etc etc..den after that got this full court defence thing..den was in same team as daisy senior..den i keep on defence wrongly..den i tink e coach also sianz la ;p den daisy jiu tell mi wad to do..haha this time round no fierce fierce de gan jue...so yeah..realli wanna thankie her..hmmm den we play 5 on 5..those cannot pass ball de..den in same team as daisy n hui hui senior and yaqi and li ying..den daisy n hui hui tell us wad to do la..den they veri funny..instead of doing e whole hand de "XingXin"..they put 1 finger onli..haha den veri funny la..den during that i keep on posting when i wanna daisy they all to pass ball..then after that daisy told mi that shuld go towards the person n e ball...coz during 1 on 1..if post den sure bei intercept de..haha thankie lots daisy senior..haha thou u wun see this..den hmmm played e real 5 on 5..haha as usual i did badly..hui hui senior pass those nice shots i also cannot score..haha feel guilty sia..yah sorry sorry..
den today doing shooting n stuff de time..e coach correct my shooting..i mean jump stop..den cindy coach see le..she jiu cum help mi pass ball n teach mi..den yeah..finally..after so many years i understand why my body will sway here n there when i shoot..why i haf no balance n stuff..i mean many coaches haf been telling mi this n that..den demo to mi once or twice n teach mi (i m a slow learner..so veri paiseh n xin ku all my coaches le..hee)..but no coach haf ever realli take ball for mi n see how i shoot for ard 10 times..den finally i gotta a slight feeling of doing a real jump stop n jumping up to shoot..woho..e feeling is bang bang..i wanna master it..i mean it..i dun wan those sway abt de shootings anymore..jus give mi sum time..haha maybe i need lots of time..but i dun mind..i jus wan it..wan that feeling..
den hmm wads nxt ne..today during training..i made lots of mistakes..n yeah thats how i find out wad i need to improve on n train on..den on the way to take 53..walked wif cindy coach den she talked to mi la..hee i jus say haha orh hee i c i c..coz i realli lost for words..but wad she says realli veri nice..i mean haha talking to her is nice..she told mi to practise on e jump stop thing..den she is e 1st coach that told mi sumthing which no other coaches had tell mi be4..haha n yeah..i wanna do it..hee i haf been wanting to do it..yeah.. *tniopeerht* haha finally sum1 told mi i culd practise n use it sumday..haha no hurry..but jus at that moment..practise n keep it..haha i do anticipate towards that moment..n i will nv gonna forget it ! hee..den hmmm coach talked abt da dui..den she told mi sumthing which i find it extermely meaningful..A player's saddest n sianzest thing is when there's nothing else for her to improve on..coz its like its ya max..ya limits le..nothing else u can do..haha sumhow veri inspired by it..n jus wanna share it..haha..yeah..i still gotta lots of things that i need to improve on..n i m glad that there is..n coach also said..e greatest feeling is when u improved from that..haha i hope i will get to feel that feeling..haha
den yah..thats about all ba ;p haha realli enjoyed today's trng despite all e mistakes..n yah..jus wanna thank everybody for correcting my mistakes..its onli den i can learn..
n yah..all my coach roxz man..haha pri sch-mr wong..sec sch -nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian..aljunied - baoling,cindy,lingqin n seniors too..haha lalala jus feel like this all of a sudden...dun ask mi why..maybe i m getting high le ;p haha lalala..
haha tml ish a maths test..haha wish mi all e best..i got study a little bit la...but differentiation n integration is 2 opp thing which is gonna be tough on my toot brain ;p haha take care every1 n jia u always ! haha n yah hor..few mins later got 1 pig de bday le hor..if my memory not wrong de hua la..may this pig been happy always la ! i guess this pig already veri high n happy today le ba ;p haha but i wish her always..",) everybody too..always stay happy wow :D hee
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haha pls bear wif mi..this blog gonna be veri long n windy...gonna be rather "selfish" coz its all my thoughts n feelings abt sumthings..so read it onli if u haf e time to spare la ;p hee realli paiseh..
ok yah..today went to watch "Na Yi Ye" by our sch de CDS..haha be4 i went to watch..i was so xin tong coz my $15 jiu like this gone le..but after watching..haha i can say i nv regret..*claps* for ahs CDS members..hee realli veri touched by their performance...i personally love e 2nd n 3rd show even more...in fact...e 3rd show was e best to me..
why i love the 3rd show..coz it says in real life there is no fairytales..haha den they say ppl shuld not leave in e memories..but shuld cont creating new memories..it jus express all that i m feeling now...haha no1..theres no fairytales..no forever in reality..haha no2..i feel that i m leaving in my own memories land..where i keep on reminding myself of all those happy moments..i relish em over n over..but new memories do cum in..but its nv like be4..den no3..i looked at forever5 now..i jus dunno wad to say..so sad so sad..sorry seems to be e word to say...i tink i failed badly as a frend ba..during e whole show..i jus recalled our past..e days when we sat on e "fitness corner" that 2 bars n occupy it during the whole recess...not letting any1 play..e days where we spend all our free time at e bball court..playing those kido bball which we laugh when we see those young kids playing now...e days when we jus luff at each other n speak our minds out without any considerations..e days we fight n say dun frend u and yet patch up e other day...
while watching that show..i tot of a lot a lot...i tot of how we grew..how old are we now..how we change..we are no longer e same us..we pursue diff dreams going on diff journeys of life..2 wks ago.."feng bo" happened..i tot its over..but it came back to mi..i tot its all ok..n today i felt e strain again..i feel so agrh...in e middle of nowhere..being a sandwich..being a bridge..running here n dere..i saw the disappointment n sadness in their eyes when ya choose to leave n was so quiet when wif us...i understand e reason that u chose to be so quiet wif us..its like u understand how both sides felt n here u are in e middle..not knowing wad to do as a frend..at lost..i m a libra*jus for lame*..but that dun mean that i can balance both sides at e same time..i m not able to decide where to go n what to say...who to comfort..who to tok to..haha lalala ( my new invented "word")..i m realli not a gd frend ba...why m i getting e feeling that its nv gonna be saved le ne ?..haiz dun wanna tink so much...but my heart dun seems to be able to control my mind..i jus tink n tink of it..
to mi..friendship is when u can speak ya mind out..i mean when i regard sum1 as my real best frend..i wun hesitate..wad i wanna say i jiu say..i m not afraid that u will get angry n stuffs..but today wad moi told mi realli veri saddening..i tink its like..hmm haha i dunno..but to mi..when i m wif my frends..i feel no stress..i feel relaxed..when i m wif em..i m having e happiest moment n not e worst moment..i wan to stay at e moment n not wanting e moment to be over soon n wanna go home..i wuld wanna share all my happiness n sadness wif em rather than keeping everything to myself..i shuld not be afraid that i wuld hurt em..coz if i do..i m not treating em as my real best frend le..haha all those are jus my own definations..but after all these..i tink i grew n i learnt sumthing..it seems like only when u haf e same interests that u will be able to communicate..n it onli when u communicate that the friendship conts..haha thats wad i feel up till now..but i dun believe..i mean haha maybe i m foolish..but i do feel that if its true..everything can be overcum..but i guess thats jus a dream ba...
hmmm nbm shuld i console myself ?..at least it did improved as compared to 2 wks be4..but its not going anyway if we cont this way..n i believe like wad moi say..she will jus let go..i noe how i will react when that day cum..but no matter wad..all of u all are gonna be my greatest n nicest memories when i look back...i m jus holding on now..coz i dun wanna haf any regrets when i look back..n i believe that it will sumwad last..haha den hmmm pri sch will always be my greatest memories..coz at least up till now..i tink my sec life haf got nothing except bball team n bball which i will look back n miss..but pri sch life..i miss everything..coz theres u all..
i jus wanna all my frends to be happy..esp u all..when i was young..i tot that it wuld at least last till be4 we leave to work in e society..but now..its like gonna be over ?...from pri sch to sec sch..we overcum a barrier..which makes us sumwad closer n further..now we haf not faced e jc/poly barrier n we are already drifting..piao yi...is it realli becoz we are all old le n we tink in a more mature way..we grow n our circle of friends widen..i tink its sumthing that cannot be avoided n hafing more frends is jus part of life..ling zhi once say..at diff stage there will be diff friends acc-ing u thru..is it true that u all acc mi de period is already over le ne ?..haha i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
den hmmm i jus noe..being alone wif 4 of u..i still feel veri veri veri happy n relaxed..but when 5 of us is together..i feel so awkward..so diff atmosphere as be4...maybe when we were young..we shared e same dreams ba...made so many promises...tokyo tower..go to same sec sch..live under e same roof..play as main5 together..win everybody..form a band..haha maybe all those are onli my own dreams den..but i m sure at least when we were young..we enjoyed each others' company n nv felt sianz n awkward...but now we all grow old le..we change le..its sumthing that cannot be helped ba..haha i knew it...
jus wanna say..4 of u will always gonna be my best of friends..(of coz there are sum others too) and that even if 5 of us de friendship ends..4 of u will each remains as a special one to mi..this is not gonna change..
hmmm haha i crapped so much le...haha but thats how i feel ba..lalala i wonder how e others feel..no matter wad decisions u all make..i jus wanna u all to be happy..i will always be behind..in e journey of friendship..i will not be in front leading u e way..neither will i be beside u to hold u thru everything..coz i choose to be at ya back n give u a pat on e shoulder n a push ya on when u face difficulties..n be ya support...i may not able to do this..but at least for u all..i will try my best...lalala can take it as i crapping..can take it as mushy..can take this blog as anything u tink..but u will nv change how i feel n wad i mean..lalala
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haha pls bear wif mi..this blog gonna be veri long n windy...gonna be rather "selfish" coz its all my thoughts n feelings abt sumthings..so read it onli if u haf e time to spare la ;p hee realli paiseh..
ok yah..today went to watch "Na Yi Ye" by our sch de CDS..haha be4 i went to watch..i was so xin tong coz my $15 jiu like this gone le..but after watching..haha i can say i nv regret..*claps* for ahs CDS members..hee realli veri touched by their performance...i personally love e 2nd n 3rd show even more...in fact...e 3rd show was e best to me..
why i love the 3rd show..coz it says in real life there is no fairytales..haha den they say ppl shuld not leave in e memories..but shuld cont creating new memories..it jus express all that i m feeling now...haha no1..theres no fairytales..no forever in reality..haha no2..i feel that i m leaving in my own memories land..where i keep on reminding myself of all those happy moments..i relish em over n over..but new memories do cum in..but its nv like be4..den no3..i looked at forever5 now..i jus dunno wad to say..so sad so sad..sorry seems to be e word to say...i tink i failed badly as a frend ba..during e whole show..i jus recalled our past..e days when we sat on e "fitness corner" that 2 bars n occupy it during the whole recess...not letting any1 play..e days where we spend all our free time at e bball court..playing those kido bball which we laugh when we see those young kids playing now...e days when we jus luff at each other n speak our minds out without any considerations..e days we fight n say dun frend u and yet patch up e other day...
while watching that show..i tot of a lot a lot...i tot of how we grew..how old are we now..how we change..we are no longer e same us..we pursue diff dreams going on diff journeys of life..2 wks ago.."feng bo" happened..i tot its over..but it came back to mi..i tot its all ok..n today i felt e strain again..i feel so agrh...in e middle of nowhere..being a sandwich..being a bridge..running here n dere..i saw the disappointment n sadness in their eyes when ya choose to leave n was so quiet when wif us...i understand e reason that u chose to be so quiet wif us..its like u understand how both sides felt n here u are in e middle..not knowing wad to do as a frend..at lost..i m a libra*jus for lame*..but that dun mean that i can balance both sides at e same time..i m not able to decide where to go n what to say...who to comfort..who to tok to..haha lalala ( my new invented "word")..i m realli not a gd frend ba...why m i getting e feeling that its nv gonna be saved le ne ?..haiz dun wanna tink so much...but my heart dun seems to be able to control my mind..i jus tink n tink of it..
to mi..friendship is when u can speak ya mind out..i mean when i regard sum1 as my real best frend..i wun hesitate..wad i wanna say i jiu say..i m not afraid that u will get angry n stuffs..but today wad moi told mi realli veri saddening..i tink its like..hmm haha i dunno..but to mi..when i m wif my frends..i feel no stress..i feel relaxed..when i m wif em..i m having e happiest moment n not e worst moment..i wan to stay at e moment n not wanting e moment to be over soon n wanna go home..i wuld wanna share all my happiness n sadness wif em rather than keeping everything to myself..i shuld not be afraid that i wuld hurt em..coz if i do..i m not treating em as my real best frend le..haha all those are jus my own definations..but after all these..i tink i grew n i learnt sumthing..it seems like only when u haf e same interests that u will be able to communicate..n it onli when u communicate that the friendship conts..haha thats wad i feel up till now..but i dun believe..i mean haha maybe i m foolish..but i do feel that if its true..everything can be overcum..but i guess thats jus a dream ba...
hmmm nbm shuld i console myself ?..at least it did improved as compared to 2 wks be4..but its not going anyway if we cont this way..n i believe like wad moi say..she will jus let go..i noe how i will react when that day cum..but no matter wad..all of u all are gonna be my greatest n nicest memories when i look back...i m jus holding on now..coz i dun wanna haf any regrets when i look back..n i believe that it will sumwad last..haha den hmmm pri sch will always be my greatest memories..coz at least up till now..i tink my sec life haf got nothing except bball team n bball which i will look back n miss..but pri sch life..i miss everything..coz theres u all..
i jus wanna all my frends to be happy..esp u all..when i was young..i tot that it wuld at least last till be4 we leave to work in e society..but now..its like gonna be over ?...from pri sch to sec sch..we overcum a barrier..which makes us sumwad closer n further..now we haf not faced e jc/poly barrier n we are already drifting..piao yi...is it realli becoz we are all old le n we tink in a more mature way..we grow n our circle of friends widen..i tink its sumthing that cannot be avoided n hafing more frends is jus part of life..ling zhi once say..at diff stage there will be diff friends acc-ing u thru..is it true that u all acc mi de period is already over le ne ?..haha i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
den hmmm i jus noe..being alone wif 4 of u..i still feel veri veri veri happy n relaxed..but when 5 of us is together..i feel so awkward..so diff atmosphere as be4...maybe when we were young..we shared e same dreams ba...made so many promises...tokyo tower..go to same sec sch..live under e same roof..play as main5 together..win everybody..form a band..haha maybe all those are onli my own dreams den..but i m sure at least when we were young..we enjoyed each others' company n nv felt sianz n awkward...but now we all grow old le..we change le..its sumthing that cannot be helped ba..haha i knew it...
jus wanna say..4 of u will always gonna be my best of friends..(of coz there are sum others too) and that even if 5 of us de friendship ends..4 of u will each remains as a special one to mi..this is not gonna change..
hmmm haha i crapped so much le...haha but thats how i feel ba..lalala i wonder how e others feel..no matter wad decisions u all make..i jus wanna u all to be happy..i will always be behind..in e journey of friendship..i will not be in front leading u e way..neither will i be beside u to hold u thru everything..coz i choose to be at ya back n give u a pat on e shoulder n a push ya on when u face difficulties..n be ya support...i may not able to do this..but at least for u all..i will try my best...lalala can take it as i crapping..can take it as mushy..can take this blog as anything u tink..but u will nv change how i feel n wad i mean..lalala
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