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1 more month and we will say hi to 2011 and bye to 2010.
time realli flies.

weekend was gd with 5-yr-old kid and our collection of marathon package.
haha i must be mad whenever i say: "Yes, let's go for the full marathon."
but no regrets, life would be too tiring if we consider all the pros and cons be4 making a decision.
at times, you just need a little madness to do things that will make you look back and smile.

12 days left to the race.
haha..i m nowhere near prepared.
need to run more within this wk n allow the body to gradually rest be4 e race.
compressors, mp3 are my best friends when it comes to jogging.
jogging nv fails to make my day.
with the sweat, you feel as thou some troubles and worries are gone with it too. =]
love how running takes my mind of things.

n definitely looking forward to rdm with kid nxt wed and a race like no others nxt sun. =]
3 yr old to 5 yr old: "let's stun em!"

apart frm meeting kid, sat was also nice celebrating fungi's 21st!
finally our youngest had turned 21 too.
Happy 21st Fungi! weloveyou.
n with this, we had officially stepped into a decade of friendship and celebrated 52 birthdays together! =]
haha..it's amazing when we sit back and think about all the special occasions that we had seen each other thur.
if meeting for birthdays = 52 times..
in this 10yrs, how many times had we meet to make each other day's special?
treasure them and all the dear friends that make my simple day a nice one. =]

sun was a mad rush with tuitions and taking care of xiaobai.
xb is YanYi meimei's dog who is under probation at moi's house now.
praying for it that it will be gd n be able to stay on. =]
had a new experience of bringing dogs out to ecp.
haha an impromtu roadtrip with wen, moi, offie, tiger and xiaobai.
it's chaotic with so many dogs.
n at times such as these, babies are really much easier to handle!
haha..but yups.
a tiring but fun day with the dogs. =]

n now it's back to school and work.
reports after reports.
jus finished one.
more or less got the draft done.
would edit it tml.
my dear brain, pls give me more writer juices so that i dun have to tink so hard and get mental blocks. =]
thank you!

n saw this on tumblr..



“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other…Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.”

haha feels tt the pic brings out everything.
jus felt like sharing this nice pic and "quote".
hopefully you will meet your right one at the right time and not fall for him/ her only when it is too late. =]

ok! shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~

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][.it's almost over.][

][.it's almost over.][

hello bloggy!
it's finalized.
all is said and done. =]
jus one last thing to do to close the chapter of my life nicely.
that's to go to the malaysia trip.

after which, it would be byebye to national team.
took loads of courage to say bye.
but at the same time, it was much easier than i had expected.
cried too much over it.
felt so weak and loser for crying over it.

so from today onwards,
i shan't drop a tear over the game anymore.
nothing else shall put me down from playing e game anymore. =]

on e way back after everything was finalized,
忍不住的痛痛快快的流泪了。
两年。。
这两年的一切。。
想必会是我人生的一个很好的历练。
我将永远记着这一切。
学会了很多。
不止篮球。。
也学会了人生。

我学会了。。
不需要样样东西都认真，负责。
因为，付出并不一定会得到任何成果。
有时，它换来的是痛。

我学会了。。
现实是残忍的。
强者就会生存。
所以，我会努力的读书。。
把学业搞好。
若能认真的打球，我能更认真的读书。 =]

我学会了。。
学会了。。
哈哈。。很多很多。。
但，最重要的是。。
当快乐变成痛苦时，
就放手吧。
因为，放手后，你真的会比较快乐。

从这次的事，
我也体会到真正关心你的人对你的真诚相对。
她们不会骗你。
她们只会希望你做对你最好的选择。

so..thanks loads coach cindy, sh, moi, llz, forever5 and my daddy n mummy.
thanks loads for giving me e courage to say bye.
thanks loads for accompanying me to say bye.
thanks loads for being there with me when i m uncertain.
thanks loads for giving me the time to be by myself when i need.
thanks loads for supporting me no matter what.
for all these,
thank you! =]

these 2 years..
i really learnt loads.
i can say..i tried and that's all.
from now on, it'll be a new chapter of life. =]
i will use my new regained freedom to do things i always wanna try.
n work harder for studies!
have more time for my family and friends! =]

haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~ =]

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][.goodbye sbc.][

][.crushed.][

当让你快乐的事变成了让你难过的事，你还会有勇气继续下去吗？

it's really hard to make a decision, when you are too tired to hold on, but too in love to let go.

i m ultra tired now.
all ready to let go.
cz this aint the game i love anymore.

had the greatest fall.
the most amount of tears.
n this is not worth it.

it's nt worth it.
so goodbye to all my heartbreaks.
goodbye to all the internal pain.
i will never forget e pain.

i tried.
n this is enough.
don't cry becoz it's over.
smile becoz it happened.

i will smile n let you know when all is finalized.
for now, pray for me.
n keep me safe n strong. =]

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][.这一次，说真的算了.][

][.累.][

][.累.][




hello bloggy!
super ultra tired.
had nt had gd night slp since sun.

past 2 days had been madness w presentation.
felt like all my strength had been sucked out of me into e e slides.
facing e ppt, facing e class.
enjoy it when e presentation went well n felt tt things were gd. =]

yet at e same time,
feel so drained when everything is over.
like phewwww..finally allow me to breathe.
breathe, breathe hard fe.

some v random thoughts.
but i hope tt i have enough $ to travel e world.
i wanna travel n see e world.
i wanna take a break.

this sem had been a v tiring one.
esp this mth n e nxt when all e work is like a river that nv end.
rarrs.rarrs.

有时候，真的累到。。
不想去想，不想去做任何事。
只想一个人，好好的静一静。
想大声的喊出内心的纳闷。

haha rarrs.
ok it will be fine.it will be fine.it will be fine.
at times such as these, no idea why..but jus wanna play w a baby.
seems like their innocence n laughter is e solution to the tiredness.

ok! take gd care every1!
i m ok.
jus whiny.
haha jk.
nitez =]

n thanks loads 933 for accompanying me thru e nites! =]

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][.寂寞寂寞就好.][

][.a true friend is...][

][.a true friend is..][

was eating dinner n flipping thur a nice nice album.
saw these words n can't help but agree. =]

a friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow -- shakespeare

thankful for mine =]

haha ok! random post.
but realli cant help but agree w shakespeare.
take gd care every1!
nitez! time for work.
jiayou!

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][.第一时间.][

][.Change in Bodyclock.][

][.Change in Bodyclock.][

it's 415am n i m wide awake.
this is madness.
slept at 530am ytr..woke up at 9am today!
n nt sleep a wink n still awake?!
siao liao.
bodyclock, are you ok? =]

these few days had been hmmm.
不是三言两语就能解释的。
很多复杂的情绪。
i love this line..
it's always easier to smile than to explain why are you sad.

haha dont worry.
i m nt sad.
jus haha
aw..family away in batam so forever5 is now soundly asleep.
really glad that they came over to keep my company.
haha..10yrs ltr, would we look back n laugh at wad we are now?
jus as how we looked bac n laughed at all our stupid quarrels. haha

人与人之间的缘分真的很奇妙。
遇见了，就要好好珍惜。
失去了，就微笑祝福。

watched my fair lady.
3 more ep to go.
love korean dramas =]

haha ok! take gd care every1!
bye~

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][.Spaced Out.][

][.Spaced Out.][

越不想去想，却因如此而越在想。
spaced out.
能不能就不要想了。

felt realli unwell on e train today.
kept sweating - cold sweat tt i had to alight at bugis to rest.
den after a while went to city hall for project. =]

met sh for dinner n study session at starbucks at jp was gd!
grocery shopping n all sets e pace of being bac to sch.
e nxt mth would be a hectic mth.
but be4 which, let's jus survive this 2 wks 1st.
mad mad wks.
quiz,presentation,proj due!
DEAD-lines.

amidst all these..
there are still smiles..
from looking fwd to forever5 gatherings n listening to songs on youtube.
really wanna watch this show.
caught it in manila and love it.



时间是你能给人最宝贵的礼物。
因为，时间一旦付出就不会再有。
所以，总想把时间留给在乎的人。
也越来越想把时间留给会让自己快乐的事。
tink i blogged abt this long ago.
time is the most precious gift =]

the minute you feel like giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long?

take gd care every1!
nitez =]

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