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after a few whole season of being benched.
got my 1st chance to play today.
believe it or nt,
i was in complete shock.

played like shit for e 1st quad.
played even worse for e subsequent.
yups, did a few ok stuffs.
but if u were to weigh,
tt few is nt enff to mi bu e rest.

felt so agrh when coach haf to make e comparison.
真的很累。

a whole pg of how i feel is nt enff to describe how i realli feel.
就算了。

人生究竟有多少个第二次机会。。
我努力的跌倒后再爬起。
但却有要一次又一次的面对类似的抨击。
泪水只能往心里流。
表面要装作不在意。

累了。
晚安。
守候天使，此刻只希望你能给我一个鼓励的简讯。

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