Wednesday, December 31, 2008

][.2008.][

][.2008.][

jus wanna blog down some thoughts about 2008 1st =]
jus in case by the time that i reached hm..
it's already 2009 =]

this year had been a v fruitful year?
haha though it's only 1 year.
i must admit that i grew quite a bit.

1st part of the year was..
busy working n learning more about the adult world.
saw both sides =]
had nice collegues who took care of me as well as..
haha lol..there's definitely good and bad.
jus very thankful to have jing with us! =]]
some1 to hear me rant n be there for me when things are bad =]

haha den..
hmm collection of A levels results was another big event of the year?
the uncertain emotional turmoil that was in me was =X
haha so many uncertain factors ahead be4 results were collected =]
what if? what if? what if?
thankfully there was CKs, forever5 and llz who were there for me =]]

hmm..after A levels results..
it was the interviews and the entering to uni?
haha e excitment, e uncertain..a mixture of everything =]]
was at ntu's bus stop telling mummy abt e interview and how much i wanted to get
into linguistics =]

so...
for a few months..
the waiting time was madness..=P
haha den enterance to uni =D
all the orientation, hall life..
a v v diff experience =]
for a home sick person..
haha staying in hall n doing e housework =P

haha ok! those are the phrases of 2008 =]]

~Some Ups & Downs of 2008~

Downs 1st =P
Injuries on my right =P
Stitch on right lip =X
(on foreve5's bbq day! which allow me to see their "wen rou" side for once)
haha n my middle finger?
right middle finger bone mallet deformity =X
haha stop playing bball for a few mths after getting bac to it after As.
it was realli quite down.
BUT..
everything happens for a reason..
so i guess..haha
apart from a deformed middle finger now..
everything is good! =D

losing the last game of sguni =[
losing inter hall game =[

Ups! =D
haha life is a roller coaster right?
with downs, there will be ups!
u jus have to keep believing n keep going =D

for 2008 i m thankful for many many things =]]
thankful for my beloved family.
my best friends =] forever5.
n all the special friends that i have in life! =]
n realli let go of some friendship n gain back some which i will und not to let go again =]

thankful for heaven for allowing me to get into the course i like.
thankful for e nice uni life, nice course mates, nice hall mates, nice team mates!
Na Da WooosH!!

n thankful for the 1st sem of uni =]
thankful that e grades are ok. thou nt gd =P

thankful for the recovery of finger =]

haha thankful for all the support that i had from every1 of u! =]
family,forever5,llz,ah rum n employer n 135,sh, ruth mei,coaches, 230 buddies n all the new friends made in this year =]]

haha n glad tt i managed to finish my dream in 2008 =]
my 1st marathorn =]]

haha realli vv thankful for this leap year =D
2008!
u realli made me grow by a lot =]
i thank YOU for the ups & downs.
i thank YOU for making me stronger with the ups n downs.
i thank YOU for bringing me through after bringing me to it!

for the upcoming year..
pls bless my beloved family & friends with good health & happiness =]
new yr resolution..
i will try to be a better daughter,
a better friend.
a better student! (i promise to study hard!!)
a better team mate =]

haha ok!
gotta end here le!
take gd care every1!!

Have a blessed 2009 ahead!
i love u all =D

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][.i m thankful.][

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

][.status: missing forever5.][



][.status: missing forever5.][

haha i must be kidding.
BUT.
i realli miss forever5 thou jing n fungi is still here w me =]
n i m thankful tt they r =]]
BUT.
as we all know..
forever5 is onli forever5 with the 5 of us =]

haha o m g..
so childish n weird to be feeling this way.
they will be laughing their heads off if they see this =P
BUT.
haha they usually can't be bothered by my emo-ing la =]

alright.
without em de countdown shuld be e 1st in hmm..
at least 5yrs?
haha from dte countdown to pasir ris park countdown.
we r boring ppl =P
BUT..
haha still love em as always =]]

may 2009 brings abt a bundle of joy for each n every1 of em =]
iloveus <3

][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for the friendship.][

Monday, December 29, 2008

][.it was on e verge.][

][.it was on e verge.][

status: cooled down
ytr was realli quite sad de =X
lost to hall6.
felt super wu nai n fed up with myself =X

shall not let this happen for ivp!
wanna get into e nxt round!
go ntu! go go go!!
i believe in u guys! =D

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
i miss forever5 =X
first countdown without em in years =X

haha n jus some random pics of x'mas =P





][.10.fe.15.][
][.but..held it back.][

Saturday, December 27, 2008

][.平行线.][

][.平行线.][

i still prefer happy endings =]
haha jus finished reading ju zi's 3rd bk for this hols.
realli love reading her bks!
haha thanks loads to sh for getting this for me =]
"Ni de ai qing, wo zai dui mian"
haha thou the ending is nt happy nt sad.
but i still feels a little pity =X
haha but nbm..=X

aw woohoo..haven been bloggin cz quite tired ba ;p haha
this x'mas has been quite..hmm gd?
haha apart from missing forever5 =[
realli feel different without em ard =P

had e green n red jersey theme for our half-day trng =]
n gift exchange!

den went to kim guan's hse for a x'mas party =]
thanks loads to e guys for inviting us =P
quite fun de for taboo =]
we played till super early in e morning? *madness* =P
haha had gift exchange too =]

let the pics memo it la hor =]


haha got more of e food but my hp n computer's bluetooth gt something wrong =P
shall upload again nxt time. =]

den had x'mas party at coach's hse ytr =]
the usual thing =]
got the gift exchange frm daisy n gave mine to yayun =] hope she likes it =]
den..haha got an increase in my tortoise collection from lqjl!
haha van says it's weird to call them coach..but wells..haha used to it le ba =P
den van sent us home! thanks loads van! v nice =D

haha wanted to go joggin today at 530am.
but wells..bed has more charm! haha

hmm feeling quite weird abt e game again.
feels a little shi bai =X
like..can't play e game tt i hope i can =X
cannot be demoralised!
jia u every1!!
Na Da WoosH!! go NTU!!
go hall 9!! =D

hao la..end here le! meeting irreplaceable team for x'mas later! haha
take gd care every1! byee..

i m still wishing for Mr Bump! haha



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][.两条平行线,走多远都没有碰面的终点.][
~28/12/08~

Sunday, December 21, 2008

][.i wanna, get away.][

][.i wanna. get away.][

i used to think tt i can play n play n play n not get sick n tired of it.
but tt's used to.
haha when u play it so often,
it realli gets tired.
especially when u have to face e fact that the comp is in 2 wks.
n e attendance is still so unstable.

i guess it would nt be so tiring if i m just a player.
a player tt jus plays n trains n not care abt other factors.
but i can't.
it's not tt i like to win, it's just tt i hate to lose.
n it's ok for lost.
but i hate it if i dun try my best.

*Excellence is not about being the best BUT trying your best*

ivp, ihg, isg.
haha it's enough to let me dread touching the ball for sat!
but nt today as it's van's invitation =D

steal a few moments away frm bball.

Friday nite =]
went ice-skating at kallang!
rounds after rounds around the icy cold ice.
nv tot tt it will be so fun!
it realli took my mind off bball =]
shall go again nxt time =]

Sat noon =]
shopping ard bugis w sh =]
but i guessed both of us were too tired to realli shop ba ;p
wanted to get things for gift exchange but ended up onli getting 1 x'mas present =P
n snacked over n nua at BK =P

Sat nite =]
a few rounds of reversis n chi chess w c mei =]
n nice sing along session n guitar session too!

Sun =]
Met up with e snrs (van, lao fern n employer)
haha what's new?
jus eat n eat n eat.
den went to play bball with lqjl, coach cindy n van.
rounds of 2 on 2 den 1 on 1.
wow i swear it's mre tired than training man.
n it's realli v nan de =X
cz..had nv tot of playing 1 on 1 with the coaches =X
haha..den asked lqjl to teach me center moves!
cz it's been so long tt i feel tt i m doing center moves!
e center moves done during trng is more of shooting so..
it feels realli gd to be doing the authentic stuffs =]

n now it's time for bed.
before the start of the game again.

rest well every1!
take care n nitez!
n ignore my rantings =X
i will be fine.
n i still love the game. =]
despite getting tired.

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Monday, December 15, 2008

][.all i want for x'mas..is a gd rest.][

][.all i want for x'mas..is a gd rest.][

realli.
realli.
realli.
wanna get away =X

i wan a gd break.
away frm this hectic 'holidays'.

this is nt considered a holiday man =P

i need a day..
to catch e sunrise n set.
n hear e sea sings.
let the breeze bring away e yr's bad experiences (which had helped me grow =])

shall start to plan for a get away.

ok..jus some rantings =P
take gd care every1!
byee..

n if u haf yet to catch cape no.7, do catch it ya! =] nice show!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.with great powers come great responsibilities.][

Monday, December 08, 2008

][.My 1st Marathorn.5:30:06.][

][.My lst Marathorn.5:30:06.][

haha post of the run =
.back aches
.aches
.and more aches =P

lol..but the pain is worth the satisfactions =]
photos from the marathorn is up!
n the actually timing too =]
happy happy =]
allow me to post to memo it ba!
sorry tt these few days are all abt e big run =]
jus wanna memo it =]





















haha ok! not feeling well le =X
must go hibernate n rest =]]
take gd care every1! byee..

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Sunday, December 07, 2008

][.Dream come true.=] - my 1st marathorn.][

][.Dream come true.=].][

so this is how it feels when a dream come true =]
sweet sweet victory taste! haha
You never try, you never know! =]
conquered 42.195! =]
timing should 5hrs 40 mins and dunno how many secs =P
shall cfm it when e results are up =]]
haha n pardon me..but this post will be v long =]
for my memories =]]

haha tired now.
BUT i must note tt all e experiences n feelings be4 napping! =D
haha forgotten since when was it..
most prob sec sch..
i had always felt a sense of pride n feel happy whenever i see those ppl wearing the shirt which says - finisher of 42.195 km =]
always..nv fail to feel happy for them.
n it was since then that i wanted to go for it =D
to complete a marathorn = 1 of my dream =]

n yoohooo..
7 december 2008 - my 1st marathorn! =]
haha i must have been mad when i registered for it =P
missed e saucony race which mean tt i din attempted 10km in a race condition =X
n had nt tried a half marathorn.
n the leap to a full marathorn.=X
madness. lol.

started trng for it 2wks ago..after exams =X
be4 exams, it was all jus the normal runs of ard 30mins.
attempted to run back frm ubi driving center to hm for twice.
n treadmill for a few other times.
in actual fact, less than 5times! =X
all these runs lasted for ard 1hrs ++.

haha n there it is the big big day =D
went to collect my race pack on friday.
n once i stepped into e hall,
there was this adrenaline rush =]
a sense of excitment for the race even thou i m nt well prepared =]
in 19 yrs of life.
haha it just feels v v amazing =] n motivated? =] haha

den rested on the eve after hall trng.
resist e urge to drink my fav green tea for the whole day!
cz..tea is nt advisible on the eve of the run =]
went for a gd dinner with family n god-family. =]]
carbo-load with loads of rice! haha
den came hm n wanted to rest by 8:30pm but did nt ;p
spent e time packing for today..=]
tied the championchip onto the shoe n pinning my bib tag no. 16886 =] onto the race tee =]

haha settled everything n slept ard 10 =X
but can't fall asleep instantly cz i napped in e noon =P
n started to sneeze *faint*
thankfully the sneeze ceased when i woke up =]]
2:45am: thanks to kim guan for the wake up call =]
haha but lol..as expected i went bac to nua n slept till daddy came n woke mi up at 3:15am =X
quickly wash up n grabbed my breakfast n went to meet kim guan.
cabbed to tamp sports hall n took the bus down to city hall. haha somewhere near the memorial war monument =]
4:40am?
haha ard dere ;p
hydrated myself with 500ml den went to washroom at swissotel.
5:15am: went to deposit our baggage (it was super muddy =X my beloved choc sky blue shoes jiu zhe yang bei soaked in e mud le =P)
after depositing our baggage..did some stretching n walked to the start pt =]
gosh gosh e amt of ppl dere is wow wow wow..haha

due to the crowd, i tink we started at ard 5:44am instead of 5:30am =]
haha so dere goes my 1st step to the countless steps =P
haha when we were jus abt to start, the professional were already wow..ard 5km ahead?
haha they are realli realli impressive!
their stides are like those running 100m dash rather than 42km =P
v nice strides =]]pei fu pei fu!

haha so..1st 10km was a relaxing run with kim guan as the gd pacer =]
finished it at ard 6:50am..on target! ( my target was 7am)
haha n e air was realli v v fresh =D
had nv tried running so early in e morning =]
u shuld give it a try too =D
den went to e washroom so lost my gd running buddy =P
nxt 10km was a run on my own =]
haha legs were still gg on well =]
so happy when legs were still listening to me after the 1st 10km =]
cz during trng, e max i pushed was only usually 10km or an hr =]
so 10km to 20km was a nice run too =D
reached the target of 8:10 am =]
but stopped to eat my breakfast bar at the 20km mark =P cz was realli vv hungry!
haha n to be truthful, i was v scared tt i will die during e run man =P (daddy n mummy was v afraid too ;p kept reminding me nt to push myself if i cmi ;p)
so ate a few bites of the breakfast bar n kept gg =P
gosh..it realli helped =P haha

so here i come 21km!
haha tt's e pt when e fatigue starts to come in mentally n physically =P
keep gg fe! haha tt was all i was saying in e mind =P
keep gg! u r half way done!
n it was dere tt i started my 10mins 1 km target =P lol
it helped motivated myself when i did 1km within or less than 10 mins =P
den ard 25 or 26km?
haha my pacing motivator re-appear!
so the last 16km or so was motivating each other =]
it's realli impt to haf a running buddy!
cz..it starts to get realli taxing on e legs! (esp e knees)
n mentally too ;p with the countdowns =]
so dere goes our last 16km!
run, walk, run walk =]
reached 29 or 30km n out of ecp!
haha e nv ending ecp =P
memories of ahs n vj's runs =]

Out of ecp!
haha n i ran ON my fav road!
haha e one whereby we get to see the ferris wheels n nice nice views =]]
haha mus emphasize ON cz..it's e 1st time ;p all e other time was on wheels =P

the last part was realli taxing on the knees for me n on e muscles for my running buddy =P (kim guan)
haha but keep gg man!
u realli can't underestimate the power of will n the desire to achieve a dream / goal! =]]
nice sceneries!
managed to walk n cont running thou everytime we run, we had to agrh yi sheng zai run cz my knees were realli pain n my leg dun seem to belong to me anymore =P
n e cramps for my running buddy was realli bad =P
BUT haha nice nice sceneries =]
got quite close to the ferris wheels n there was the ferrai showcase..e cars r cool =P thou i m nt a car lover =P
n haha last 10km! keep gg! jia you!
last 8km jia you!
last 6km jia you!
last 5km jia you!
last 4km jia you!
last 3km jia you!
last 2km jia you!
last 1km jia you!
haha tt was all u can hear frm e supporters =]]
u can do it!
keep gg!
it was realli motivating!
n i finally get to eat my banana at e last 10km =P
i missed my banana after the 1st 10 km =P

n last 750m!
haha runner's high!
the end pt was so near n at tt pt..i guessed i realli opened up my stride =]
n had a smile on my face!
500m!
250m!
100m!
END! haha
crossed e line with a smile! a smile from the bottom of e heart!
shuo bu chu kou de kai xin =]]
gd job running buddy!=D
gd job fe! haha self praise =P

haha immediately on my hp n called home to inform them tt i m alive n kicking after e race =P
went on to collect our medals n runner's tee!
haha n returned the champion chip =P
n tt's when e legs get realli haha..
walked super slowly to collect baggage be4 cleaning up the shoes n gg for lunch =D
haha n nw i m bac here! hm sweet hm! bed nice bed!leg pain leg! lol

haha met quite a few ppl =D
mr jeff lim (our ex-teacher of vj) haha den saw chai luan at e water station! xie le! without these helpers, we will most prob dehydrate si ba =P
n a few of e ahs jnrs as cheer ldrs during e last few km =] n demaine (my gl) n some vj crossers =]
thanks to all the runspiration cheer leaders too =]

haha unbelieveable, memorable experience =]
let the pics memo it ba =]]
n nt to forget, the cheers tt e runners had for the professionals runners =]
unforgettable day =]









haha ok..realli tired le =P
shall go off to slp =P
haha n jus a few motivating quotes tt kept me going =]

.one step n u r one step closer to ya goal (my dream)!
.the pride is worth the pain!

n thanks to my beloved n faithful mp3 n running shoes tt kept me gg <3
haha v tired..but jus one more thought!
You never try, You never know!
no1 may haf faith in u or believe tt u can make it!
BUT if u lose e faith, tt's e end!
dun let others affect your choice!
never doubt yourself nor e power of will n desire =]
for dreams are meant to be fulfilled n chased after =]]
go for your dreams!
one step at a time!
it may be tough!
BUT jus hang in there tough too!
when e tide gets tough, the tough gets gg! =]]

hao la..realli should go rest le =]]
nitez! or rather noon every1! byee..
n it's 6pm nw =] i m officially awake for 13 hrs =P byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.my 1st marathorn.=].][

Saturday, December 06, 2008

][.16886 - Dream.][

][.16886 - Dream.][

Jus a quick post on e eve of the run =]
Jia you fe!
haha objective of the race:
1) complete it at my own time own pace.
2) enjoy the sceneries.
3) chase after my dream.

n so this is how it feels to be chasing after a dream =]
whatever e result is..
jus try my best =]
cz..this is the 1st BUT definitely not the last =]
gd nite every1!
off to bed!
will post more tml! haha
n hp will be switched off during e run =D

take gd care!!
byee..

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][.Dreams, are meant to be chased.][