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now it's 12am ++.
so i m officially left w 2days be4 i get my result.
got leave for tt day itself.

after trng..
i jus feel like taking leave for thurs too.
i wanna get away..
i wanna haf time to myself.
i wanna go do e things i like..
i dunno wad's it thou..
but i jus noe tt..
i realli feel like getting away.

v tired recently.
everything is gg on rather well n normal.
but..it's tiring.

work.
tired of e adult world at times.
thou it's a little bit least stress than mugging non-stop.
but wells..still glad tt i m in a gd dept who will protect mi frm all those yikes ppl.
so..w em..things r well.
but been rather tired.
so quite lazy to talk.
but when u r working in e society,
u haf to be professional..even if u r unhappy n tired n moodless..
when u ans e call, u haf to be warm n sincere.
when u transfer e call to others..u haf to be nice to em even thou they shuld pick up e call tt they din.
when u do e ppt..u haf to tink if it's too childish.
u jus haf to put up a happy front no matter wad.
cz..this's work.
this is not hanging ard w ya best friends whereby u can jus be dao n nt talk at all.
jus be yaself.
quiet.
stone.
not possible at work.
maybe tt's why i wanna take off on thurs ba.
wanna get away n haf sum time to myself.
but no matter wad..thankfully i m in a gd dept =]

nxt up is competitive basketball.
today's trng was power.
e feet was tired.
but e runnings had made e stamina recovered a little la. =]
sighs.
e rebuilt con-fe-dence is shaken once again.
jus where m i n wad can i be?!
i m tired.
realli.
when u fu chu mre but in e end when reality sets in..
e truth is dere.
u r jus nt gd enff than those tt dun train jus as hard.
dun ask mi to be positive or be wei da.
cz it's tired.
tired of saying "it's ok" cz at times.."it's realli nt ok".
i dunno wad i m ranting.
but i guess i m jus ranting how i feel at times ba.

sighs.
life is so beautiful!
but i jus wanna get away frm my routine!!!
do sumthing crazy on thurs!
n face e reality on fri.

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

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