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hi bloggy..paiseh ah..haven been blogging for e past few days..haf so much to say..yet din realli wanna blog..super tired..now that its 21/5/2006..i guess i haf to blog n sort out my thoughts le ba..

19/5/2006
everything is like a nightmare..
it happened so fast..
n be4 i noe..everything is gone..
damm it..
it seems like a bad dream..
shocked.sad.ok.disbelief.
thats how i felt..

when e final whistle was blowed
xin hao tong..
up till now..
i m still in a state of disbelief.
damm it.

i will always remember this day 19/5/2006..e feeling of being there was realli great..but e feeling of failing was sucky..e endless hugs was a kind of comfort but not completely..anyway jus wanna thank all for supporting vj team ! n thanks vj team for this nice season ! its realli been nice memories being wif this team..thanks to all..wei chu oosh ! wei chu oosh ! wei chu oosh oosh oosh !!!

after that e prize presentation..took pics den went to buffet at suntec convention hall..was jiao lian's treat..jiao lian was realli nice n generous..that day there was no scoldings from coach..everything was in a daze ba..for mi n e team i guess..after e full buffet..went to v-ball de bbq wif van n vk =P while e rest of e team went for a team movie ba..e stars was so nice at e nite..realli nice ! crapped wif qingzi jie , qingcai , employee n xiying..felt better while crapping..tried to crap none stop..cz when there's no crapping..thoughts begin to go while again..

after that van , vk , n e qingzi jie, employee n xiying came over n stayed at my hse..was a better nite with their companion..i bet its gonna be a tough nite alone ba..thanks to all 5 of em ! =)..

sat..i lived in daze for e whole day..was not in e mood for work..slacked till afternoon wif em..den after that went for rach bday wif sim n soef..den went to find moi n kovan..n mei..sorry mei..din stayed to tok wif u..u take care yeah ! den after that went to pasir ris park wif moi..went to find rong n sh..but din go for dinner wif em..bid gdbyes den moi zai mi ard e park n chatted non-stop..ha i guess whenever we r sad..thats e best way out ba moi =p..cycling n chatting by e beach..den went hm n met em on e bus 403..

n today is sun le..still not in e right mood..but i guess i gotta be ba..got to face up to e reality..gotta buck up..gotta..so much things to do..so jus wanna say..jia u vj team..jia u ! pls take care n jia u ! =)

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 n thanks for everything !

* that understanding hug => thanks my guardian angel.thats wad i nd at that moment.thanks thou i nv told u how much it meant.

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