][.tired of everything.leave mi in my own simple world for a while.thanks.][

][.tired of everything.leave mi in my own simple world for a while.thanks.][

i m tired..
tired of everything..
scram scram scram..

did i make a wrong choice..
sumtimes i tink i did..
sumtimes i tink i din..

e feeling suxz when ppl starts toking abt it..
makes mi feel so inferior..
as though i m there to occupy e space that i shuldn't..
taking sumthing that dun belong to mi..

i m starting to feel e stress..
e pace that they are going at is so fast..
i can't catch up..
i m tired..

looking at e files..
i haf so much so much to read..to study..
so much that i dunno how to start..

ppl haf their doubts abt mi..
i jus feel like proving em wrong..
but i nd encouragements..
i nd support..
but every1 ard mi is jus as stressed up..

at least my gd friends are..
i dunno how to tell em..

jus talked to sum1 on e fone jus now..
so many misunderstanding..
so much miscommunications..
so much that we haf no patience for one another..
both parties are at fault..
thats all i can say..
or maybe its onli mi..
maybe..
perhaps..
must be..

leave mi alone for a moment..i feel that i suxz..i always told myself to be positive thou i m always paranoid..but i m tired..mentally..i nd a break n get up to cont e race..defeat every1 who looks down on mi..i hate being looked down..i feel like shouting to these idiots who looked down on mi that they suxz too..but tinking abt it..wads e pt..sum1 told mi to use my own abilities to prove these ppl wrong..n i promise i will..i hope 2 yrs later when i receive my a lvl results like wad e seniors did today..i will be able to stand tall n be proud of myself..

hao la..take gd care every1 ! byee..jia u..be strong..n hmm my com is siao siao le..so tml e repair man gonna cum n take my com away..so may not blog for a few days..take gd care..byee..

ps.happy bday wen n butts ! butts did u change ya no.. or u dao mi..why nv reply ;p hee jkjk

][.FEarless.][
][.give mi e courage to defeat e obstacles.][