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hiz bloggy..currently i m eating durians..jus had my dinner..yup i noe its late..11:09pm now..i m getting so fat..but it dun realli matter la..i mean wt can be shed of..but sumtimes disappointment can't..

it was once sumthing that i feared..
now i fear it too..
but for a complete different reason..

i rather fear it for e previous reason than e current one..
e current reason that i fear it realli suxz..
actually its not fear..
but i can't find e right word to describe it..

its affecting my mood..
i hate it..
it was once my reason to smile..
but it has became e reason for my depressing mood..

shugs..

haha hao la..was feeling kind of disappointed n depressed over sumthing that i dun realli deserve to la..wanted to tell sum1 abt it..but it seems like pointless..as in..haha i dun feel e need to..i jus wan this to change..change for e better..changed bac to e past..i pray..

hmm yah..anyway was feeling moodless..so switched on e com n chatted wif auntie joy..haha she reminds mi of so many things..things that were simple n sweet..times when things were jus so simple..not complicated..n maybe a little stupid but yet so nice..made tears welled up in my eyes..but din fall out la..cz these were nice n sweet memories..so mixed wif my disappointed mood earlier..it was jus nice..so jus sum tears that haf gathered..wif a smile while i reminicise these..e simple n happy moments n memories..n e changed world..

haha was jus chatting wif sh that day..den was saying that.."sumtimes u may noe sum1 for yrs n u jus feel that e person dun understand u..whereas sumtimes u jus noe e person for a short while n u can trust e person.."..haha i realli feel so..time dun realli matters at times..like wad aunite joy said..its e click..haha..thinking abt it..i tink its realli true..apart from forever5 which i tink its e time which built up our friendship n making it stronger by yrs la..i tink there r a few ppl that i trust becoz of e "click"..hee..n i had told em that la..cz realli appreciate e understanding..encouragements n friendship they give mi..hee u noe who u r..

hmm yah..so after chatting wif auntie joy..i feel much better la..e disappointment fades a little cz it set mi tinking of sum simple n nice memories n times..yah thou i m still kind of on a depressed mode now..but much much better le =)

haha hao la..shall end here le..gotta go rest le..take gd care every1 ! n stay happy always..rmb : " if there's a reason to be sad..there mus be a reason to be happy too""..n yah..to mi..crying isn't a weakling kind of behaviour..i always believe that it will make one feel better..but after that..mus be strong n move on..hee yah..jus crapping..but thats wad i always feel la..once again..take gd care..n byee..

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