][.it hurts when others misunderstand.but.it hurts more when its u all.][

][.it hurts when others misunderstand.but.it hurts more when its u all.][

this few days..
so short..
yet so tiring..

sorry bloggy that i haven been blogging these few days..
so much happened..
so many qns in my mind..
i tot abt so much..
so much..

i came to one decision after another..
advice cum one after another..
every1 has their concern..
i appreciate it..
at the same time i m lost..

every1 has a pt..
this few days i haf been rather negative too..

today was another tiring day..
after e movie i tot it wuld be a better day..
but i was jus told of sumthing..
n it pushes mi back to e sad alley..

jus like wad i say..
it dun matters as much if its others..
but it hurts a lot when is u all..

it hurts..
we grow..
n we realli changed..
or is it jus mi..

if i can..
i wuld ask fairy god-ma to stop all this..
we r inflicting pain on one another..

i knew this wuld happen..
every1 cares for each another..
but as we go abt our schedule..
as we faces e ups n downs of life..
we r no longer there for each another..
yes..maybe morally..
but that seems to be all..

i miss e days at e back of e classrm..
when we wuld jus ignore abt e lessons going on..
n chat all we wan..
i miss e days when u wuld share wif mi ya i-pod during recess..

i miss e days when we wuld take bus together n bth abt y3..
i miss e days when u hate e smell of waffle..but yet acc mi to buy it..n even carry it for mi thou u wuld grumble..

i miss e days when we wuld chat wif one another till 10..n u nd to slp..

i miss e days..so much i missed..that if i list..it wuld jus go on non-stop..i miss those simple n sweet days..when i always go ard n feel happy cz i noe u all r jus there for mi..so near to mi..i noe friendship is not measured by distance..but now as i faces my life..i encouter all this stuffs..i dunno how..jus how much i wish u all were wif mi..how much i wished we were in e same jc jus like wad we had wanted to be when we left our pri sch for sec sch..we wanted to b in e same sec sch..jus how much n selfish i m to wanna keep u all wif mi..but its impossible..

i admit..i m not making enff time for u all..or in fact..its always u all making e time for us..i hate e way it is now..our friendship was always so perfect to mi..realli..i hate myself for letting things became this way..e way it is now..i hate it..it suxz..

u all dun like to hear sorry..n i hate to say it to u all too..i hope i wun haf to say that to u all anymore..
went to our blog..n fungi blogged sumthing..i tink they r all v meaningful..but i added my own comments..

1) If u shuld die be4 mi..ask if u can bring a friend along..
2)If u leave to a 100..i wanna live to a 100-1..cz i nv wanna live a day without u..*for this..i wuld say..if u live to a 100..i wuld wan to live to a 101 cz i wuld nv wanna c u cry*
3)True friendship is like sound health.the value of it is seldom known until its lost.*i nv ever wanna try to lose it*
4)A real friend is one who walks in when e whole world walks out.
5)Dun walk infront of mi..i may not follow..dun walk behind mi..i may not lead..jus walk beside mi n be my friends forever..*sumtimes u may not see mi beside..cz i jus wanna catch u when u fall*
6)Strangers are jus friends waiting to happen..friends r e bacon bits of a salad bowl..
7)Friendship is one mind in 2 bodies.its god's way of taking care of us.
8)I lean on u.n u lean on mi.n we will be ok.
9)If all my friends were to jump of e bridge..i wun jump wif em..but i will be at e bottom to catch em..
10)Every1 hears what u say..friends listen to wad u say..best friends listen to wad u dun say..*i agree totally*
11)We all take diff paths in life..but no matter where we go..we take a little of one another..*how much i wish we wun haf to take diff paths*
12)My father always say..when u die n u haf 5 real friends..u haf had a great life..*i tink i haf had a great life le*
13)hold a true friend with both hands..
14)A friend is one who noes e song in ya heart n can sing it for u when u haf forgotten e words..* u all always does that for mi*
15)Love starts wif a smile.grows wif a kiss.ends with a tear.
16)A best friend is like a 4 leave clover.hard to find and lucky to haf.
17)True friendship nv ends.friends r forever.
18)gd friends are like stars..u dun always see em..but u noe that they are there forever..
19)when it hurts to look back.n scared to look forward.u can always look beside n ya best friend will be dere wif u.
20)a friend is one who believes in u even when u ceased to believe in yaself..*i love this*


alright..shall end here bloggy..take care every1 ! ..byee..pardon mi today..


][.FEarless.][
][.i m always e one inflicting e pain.][
][.jus wanna say.][
][.it hurts too.][