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once bitten.twice shy
twice bitten.sad for life.

tell me that hardwork do pay off.
tell me that is so.
but i noe the fact is.
hardwork onli pays off at times.

i can't help it.
i dunno wads wrong wif myself.
i jus can't stop e tears from flowing.
i m ok.
at e same time i m not ok.

tell mi.
wad shuld i do.
maybe its jus fate.
maybe its jus the fact that i m not gd enff.

this feeling suckz.
after all e hardwork.
i hurt my right leg.
n now i m bac to square 1.

all e hardwork put in is nothing.
while others were resting.
i was training.
but it still boils down to e fact that i m lousy.

this isn't e 1st time.
this is e 2nd time.

haha paiseh bloggy ! jus trying to whine a little to u..actually today i m realli ok de..jus that hurted my right calf n was kinda of pissed cz it realli hurts..why do this to mi..why let my calf hurt right after my ham string is recovering..haiz..this suckz..but i m still ok..jus stoned while they played..den hmm it was onli when coach cindy came n asked mi if i m ok abt that u18 thing..that i start to feel slightly disappointed..but i told her i was ok..cz i tot i realli was..but after much "thinking"..i discovered that i wasn't..to be frank..i m angry..wif myself..n wif this unfair world..haha o mian..wad e craps i crapping..haiz ignore mi..actualli i m realli ok le..jus wanna type to relax a bit..hee

hao la..take gd care every1 ! byee..n for those who made it..congrats n jia u ok =)

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