][.the boat might sink even be4 it reaches the shore.][

][.the boat might sink even be4 it reaches the shore.][

today i went back to ahs to get my testi..
i read it..
n i felt so lousy..
not becoz of the testi..
but becoz of wad i was n wad i m now..
i wasn't realli sum1 great in sec sch..
but as i read my testi..
i felt a sense of relief..
a sense of achivements..
but right now..
as i looked at my life..
i can predict wad will be on my testi a yr later..
nothing..
blank..
wad m i now..
everytime i wanna take up a post..wanna try sumthing new..i wuld tink..that day got trng not ah..
n i will decide not to go for it..
i feel so sianz..
sianz not by bball..
but by myself..
i m not catching up wif my hw..
ppl ard mi are like so clever..
n i simply dunno how..
haha like wad i told U that day..
my boat may sink even be4 it reaches the shore..

haha hao la..jus sum grumbling..whining..hee today is overall a not bad day on its surface..quite a slacked day in sch..n becoz i slept for 10 hrs ytr..today i feel so energetic..haha den went 7-11 wif jo,xueli,janice,yongqin n huihui after sch..ate n chatted a bit..den went bac ahs for my testi be4 rushing bac to vj for trng..haha trng was slacked..cz no1 dere..seniors preparing for common test..den hmm wad else..after that they came n we played 5 on 5..together wif mr lim n ms tan..i dun realli run la..n i tink..my stamina suxz now..n mentally kinda of sianz la ;p haha den after that sum cake smashing..cz its mel's bday celebrations..haha den now i m bac home..

haha hao la..shall end here le ! but be4 i end ! heh heh i m v happy..cz xue li helped mi design e blogskin i wan le ! muhaha thank you thank you xue li !!! hee hao la..await my new blogskin ba..hee take gd care every1 ! byee..hehe

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