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hey bloggy..today i got so much so much to blog..cz e past few days..my life was so "colourful"..hee but i jus discovered that i haven do my work yet..*die*..but i still feel like blogging 1st..yup..

][.friday.reunion steamboat.n great tok.][
haha fri was supposed to be home by 3 cz i promise forever5 that i will be home by that time to prepare for our steamboat dinner..but by a twist of fate..i ended up at pp wif rong ame n sh..haha had a great tok..hmm i mean yah..i throw out all my "bitter tea" n haf a bit of change in perspectives regarding certain things la..den pia cab home..reached ard 6 plus..wen n jing already at my hse for dunno how long le la..paiseh2..hee glad to see em..den we played dai dee while waiting for fungi n moi..den steamboat..n haha byee..had a great chat wif mummy regarding e same things again..den slept kinda of late..but i haf a nice slp..cz i had a nice day..

][.sat.trng n sas.][
quite a bad day..started trng wif all e sprints..o mian..i can tell u that i m running out of lactic acid la..legs were wobbling..n i realli haf no speed..den after that all those drills..n as usual..i keep on travelling..i realli suxz man..felt so sucky after that..no speed no center move..den went home rest for 10mins..bathe eat chiong out to take 969 wif moi..den woodlands meet e others to go for e sas match..be4 e match had some trng..super tired..i was "dying" le la..n i suckz completely totally for e match..i mean realli..i wonder how many lan di(s) haf i missed la..n so many things that i shuld nt do n yet i did..i realli felt so angry wif myself..realli..n also bei coach scold quite a lot la..haiz..came home n chatted till 3plus be4 i slp..at least it ended not that bad la..

][.sun.trng.trng.][
woke up at 8:10 this morning..was chiong-ing like crazy..luckily i wasn't realli late for trng..sianz..onli 10 ppl appeared..while ytr match jiu 20+++ today trng jiu so little onli..n we had to run for 20 mins..ran 40++ ard e bball court..did sum shootings..den did e formation..i was on my verge of tears le la..i can realli feel my muscles tearing n protesting to mi that they wanna break down le..under e hot sun..den keep on bei scold again..realli v tired..so trng ended ard 1..chiong-ed home..reached ard 1plus 2..took a 30 mins rest..in fact is not rest la..jus nuah-ing dere..den went to bathe be4 i chiong to gan ma's hse for reunion lunch..reached dere ard 3..ate hurriedly..den chiong for trng at 3:30..was slightly late..but onli van n yaqi reached le.."last trng wif da dui"..hmm so onli 6 ppl at 1st..van,yaqi,cindy coach,lqjl,daisy n me la..den cindy coach was like..go run 20 mins..i was jus nuah-ing or rather stoning on e bench..i realli dun wanna run le..i can feel my muscles surrendering..n my tears at e corner of my eyes..i held em bac la..or else coach sure think i crazy de..luckily we ran 3 by 3..yaqi n van n me..all agreed to slow down to jog jiu hao..cz realli tired..so we ran e park 8 rounds..den came bac do sum shooting while e rest went to run..den after they came bac..coach asked mi to go e other side to tou lan di..o mian..its so tiring..i mean haiz..suan le..i was jus trying to hang on..realli..cz i knew i shuld nt missed all those lan di(s)..den i take it as a learning session la..but realli felt so tired..n jus feel like falling onto e ground..den after that jas n yun cum..den formations after formations..den i keep on make mistakes..n cz there's onli lqjl n mi as centers..din get any rest..n when trng finally ended..i was so happy..n so tired..den went coach cindy hse to bathe be4 going to manager steven de hse..had steamboat..den play 21dian..den rao yu sheng..hee quite fun la..actually is jus like last yr..den hmm reached home ard 11:30..n yah..i m feeling so tired nw..super..duper..i doubt i will do my hw le..jus feel like falling onto my bed..nitey n goodbye my tiring n torturing day..

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perplexed once again..
i was happy when i knew abt that..
but now i m feeling perplexed..
both haf its own "charms" that is attracting mi towards it..
haiz..shall jus leave it to fate la..
i m so tired..

byee every1 ! nitey + tc..

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][.be strong.][
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