][.new insights.][

][.new insights.][

hmm i dunno if there's this word -> insights..neither do i noe if this word do exist..pardon mi for my lousy command of english lang..yah..but jus feel that i feel sumthing new today..as in understand sumthing..sum new thing..

today alj. vs qian xi..lost by 4..acc to yaqi..it was 4 again..same as e 7-11 cup..hmm it wasn't a v well played game ba..but i m realli glad to be in this team..as in..yah..today was a gd start..every1's fighting spirit was at e highest during warm ups etc..its realli a v nice gan jue..we even played "game" slack slack a bit..

hmm wun analysis much of e game le..jus hope that every1 is alright..dun be too sad..n can play to e best for e nxt game..n yah..hope all e injured players r alright too..for eg.bl de eyes..realli scary sia when i see her bled i almost wanna puke..i a bit scared of blood la..so hope she is ok le..

yah..n hmm alj jia u ! jia u alj ! hope e nxt match will be a better one..nope..it shall be..=D *xingxin*

hao la..i wan go slp le..take gd care every1 ! n yah..this blogskin is xueli help mi customize de..hee thanks xue li =D..byee

..i came to understand wad i dun..
..i m starting to understand wad i wan..
..i will work towards it..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][
][.tian cai.][

][.we must wan it more than them.][

][.we must wan it more than them.][

today is a so so day..
went sch..lessons..ate at airport wif janice..training..

wad can i say abt today..
inexperienced is all i feel..
maybe lousy is e right word..

e atmosphere wasn't right..
n was nv right for e day..
e stress n tension admist it..
i dunno..
but i somehow felt it..
was it onli imaginations on my part..

is it realli true that e older u grow..
e more complicated things will become..

i dunno..
jus wanna say jia u n relax to all of em..
i noe all of em want to win..
who don't ?..
i wanna win too..(thou i m jus a little nobody)

it isn't jus abt winning it..
it mean lots to me too..like any1 of em..
but i jus wanna say jia u n relax..stay united n i believe that they will n can do it..
cz i m sure that nothing can defeat a united team who believes in emself..n each of their team mates..

jia u ! cum on..dun be stressed..it will hinder ya performance..n i realli pray hard..jia u le..all of ya haf great skills..therefore jus play to e fullest..i haf confidence in you all..

hmm e above msg is for a grp of ppl who i noe will nv cum here n read my blog..but thats wad i wanna tell em..they are realli great players..hence i realli hope that they will play n enjoy e game at e same time..yup..n hmm today toked to mah for a while..kinda of shock that she will ask if i can cope ma..thanks mah..

haha hao la..end here le..wanna go rest le..take gd care every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.npo.][

][.the boat might sink even be4 it reaches the shore.][

][.the boat might sink even be4 it reaches the shore.][

today i went back to ahs to get my testi..
i read it..
n i felt so lousy..
not becoz of the testi..
but becoz of wad i was n wad i m now..
i wasn't realli sum1 great in sec sch..
but as i read my testi..
i felt a sense of relief..
a sense of achivements..
but right now..
as i looked at my life..
i can predict wad will be on my testi a yr later..
nothing..
blank..
wad m i now..
everytime i wanna take up a post..wanna try sumthing new..i wuld tink..that day got trng not ah..
n i will decide not to go for it..
i feel so sianz..
sianz not by bball..
but by myself..
i m not catching up wif my hw..
ppl ard mi are like so clever..
n i simply dunno how..
haha like wad i told U that day..
my boat may sink even be4 it reaches the shore..

haha hao la..jus sum grumbling..whining..hee today is overall a not bad day on its surface..quite a slacked day in sch..n becoz i slept for 10 hrs ytr..today i feel so energetic..haha den went 7-11 wif jo,xueli,janice,yongqin n huihui after sch..ate n chatted a bit..den went bac ahs for my testi be4 rushing bac to vj for trng..haha trng was slacked..cz no1 dere..seniors preparing for common test..den hmm wad else..after that they came n we played 5 on 5..together wif mr lim n ms tan..i dun realli run la..n i tink..my stamina suxz now..n mentally kinda of sianz la ;p haha den after that sum cake smashing..cz its mel's bday celebrations..haha den now i m bac home..

haha hao la..shall end here le ! but be4 i end ! heh heh i m v happy..cz xue li helped mi design e blogskin i wan le ! muhaha thank you thank you xue li !!! hee hao la..await my new blogskin ba..hee take gd care every1 ! byee..hehe

][.FEarless.][
][.u gotta work smart.not hard.][

][.finally back home be4 e sun sets.hee.][

][.finally back home be4 e sun sets.hee.][

yeah bloggy !!! i m home now..its 8:10pm..haha i m listening to music diary while blogging now..gan jue hao xing fu =D..hee realli v glad that i m bac home so early today..cz today onli haf 4.8 de run..haha hmm i haf so much to say..so much to blog that i dunno how to start..

haha hao la..like mi jus make sum "notes" here n dere la..

..miss..
-i tink is last last fri or wadever..forever5 went to 230 to play ball(i was late for an hr.psps)..so shuang so shuang..nobody was dere n fungi shot e ball n it stucked dere..haha den we threw wen de shoes bag to get e ball down..if not i die la..is alj de ball leh =p haha den jeff came after a while..we played 3 on 3..haha be4 that was 2 on 3..i miss 230..i miss em..all of a sudden..i feel that we r getting busy n losing e care n concern for each other every now n den again..haha..wen's bday is cuming le..i hope we will be able to get together n plan it soon..haha if wen happen to see this..*ahem* dun nd an shuang la =p

den hmm wad else..sch has past for a few wks le..i m super tired man..everyday cum home i jus slp..go out be4 e sun rises high in e sky n reached home when e sun sets n e sky so dark le..haha lots of notes haven read..shall go do so after i take a rest after blogging ;p

hmm wad else..paiseh this blog is so random..haha my no. of trngs haf cut down by a lot..cz no more nat youth n i too tired to go for both xiao n da dui le..haha bas match has started..n hmm this sun de match shuld be interesting ba..at least thats wad i feel..jia u le alj ! *xingxin*..hope e seniors will be all on their best forms that day..feel so helpless sia..cz i m so lan n inexperienced to help em apart from doing my best during trngs..hee..jia u jia u ! n haha i m starting to enjoy my time training there..n hmm wad else..ytr rushing to trng wif van de time..we chatted a bit..n deres sumthing that she says which i hope that i realli can do so la..n i m confident of doing so..hee

n yah..haha wad else..too much that i wanna blog that i dunno how le..hee

][.changes.][
its realli ironic..
in life..
is it true that we must let go of sumthing once we got sumthing..
is it true that we can nv haf e best of both worlds..
i guess its so ba..
haha..memories will always stay as memories in my heart..
i remembered cuming across these words sumwhere "memories are ones most precious treasure " haha i guess its becoz memories onli belongs to e individual..u can tell others abt bits n pieces of the memories..but they will nv be able to understand it as much as u do..memories shared onli belongs to u..when u r tired..when u feel down..recap bac e memories..
haha thats wad i always do..but sumtimes e more u tink of e memories..e sadder u get..can't understand why it was like that in e past n yet like this now..why haf things changed..dun understand..but all i noe is.."dun cry becoz its over..smile becoz it happened"..hmm i like this quote..but sumtimes its kinda of hard to do so ba..haha psps i always dun do wad i preach de =p muahah

hee hao la bloggy..i tink i stop here le..thoughts jumping here n dere..v messy..haha but dun worry..i m enjoying my days..i m happy wif my life..haha take gd care every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.memories.treasured.][

][.thanks to all that cared.][

][.thanks to all that cared.][

y0z bloggy ! yeah i m bac..haha *claps* wel mi bac ba..fe is bac ;p lalala..ok this is so lame..yah..ok..jus wanna blog n thank certain peeps who "helped" mi in "times of darkness"..haha after indulging myself wif endless food n spending $10+++ on food today..+ e countless amt of time that e tears flowed like an uncontrollable spoiled tap..i mus say i m feeling much better le..haha realli..but mus apologise to all for my bad attitude today..i jus dun wanna tok much..cz i m scared that i will tear suddenly..so i appear as v ap la..n during trng..i also can't realli focus..haha so v sorry for this bad attitude..i m jus sorting out my thoughts..

haha maybe its jus like wad auntie joy say..its abt pride ;p haha it jus isn't a nice feeling..but maybe its a blessing in disguise ba =) hee..shall be insane n make auntie joy siao too ;p jkjk..anyway yah..once again sorry for my bad attitude today my friends..hee

ok..my thank u list :
1)cindy coach..haha thou she will nv see this..but..thanks for telling mi not to care abt it..thanks for understanding how i felt..u was e 1st one who gave mi e encouragements..thank u !
2)moi..thanks for lending mi ya towel n listening ear..n trying to lame mi endlessly..haha xie le ;p
3)liying..thanks..hee
4)qiaoxin..yeah we same boat de..thanks for telling mi not to give up..i wun de =)
5)sh..haha thanks..
6)rong..thanks..dun worry i m ok le..hope she is feeling better la..
7)auntie joy..haha xie le auntie joy..like a mama like this ;p..opps is ah ma ;p hope u feeling better too ok =p i m a gd listener too ;p
8)buddy..haha thank u..n sorry for my attitude nowadays ;p cz v tired ;p haha..hope u feeling ok too ok ! jia u jia u !
9)van n lq n nut..for asking mi if i m ok..thou its kinda of casual remark..but i realli appreciate..thanks..
10)jojo..haha thanks for understanding how i felt jo..n all e encouragements ;p
11)every1 that was wif mi today..laming wif mi..eg.jojo.xueli.janice.ame.lu.trina.kaixin.sheryl.xinying.haha n more..realli thanks..

haha hmm i tink i missed out sum..but realli sorry sorry..n i m realli grateful..thank u..*bows*..n of cz my parents la..for telling mi that in life theres definitely sumthings that i will get..n sum that i wun..i jus haf to take things by my stride..haha yup..feeling much better now..thou i guess it will be a hidden wound that is under e bandage..sumthing that cannot be in contact wif water so soon..or else it will hurt..but i guess soon..jus giv it sum time..e wound wuld heal completely de..wif all e thrombokinase etc ;p haha

hao la..shall end here le..tml is another brand new day..n i promise i will be bac e real mi ;p hee thou my leg hurts now ;p wahaha..n o yah..take gd care every1 !!! byee..n happy bday shi hui n sek=p

..if i say it din't hurt..
..i mus be lying..
..jus give it sum time..
..it will recover..
..n i will be stronger..

][.FEarless.][
][.hope to tell u how i feeling.][
][.but i din.][

][.once n again.][

][.once n again.][

once bitten.twice shy
twice bitten.sad for life.

tell me that hardwork do pay off.
tell me that is so.
but i noe the fact is.
hardwork onli pays off at times.

i can't help it.
i dunno wads wrong wif myself.
i jus can't stop e tears from flowing.
i m ok.
at e same time i m not ok.

tell mi.
wad shuld i do.
maybe its jus fate.
maybe its jus the fact that i m not gd enff.

this feeling suckz.
after all e hardwork.
i hurt my right leg.
n now i m bac to square 1.

all e hardwork put in is nothing.
while others were resting.
i was training.
but it still boils down to e fact that i m lousy.

this isn't e 1st time.
this is e 2nd time.

haha paiseh bloggy ! jus trying to whine a little to u..actually today i m realli ok de..jus that hurted my right calf n was kinda of pissed cz it realli hurts..why do this to mi..why let my calf hurt right after my ham string is recovering..haiz..this suckz..but i m still ok..jus stoned while they played..den hmm it was onli when coach cindy came n asked mi if i m ok abt that u18 thing..that i start to feel slightly disappointed..but i told her i was ok..cz i tot i realli was..but after much "thinking"..i discovered that i wasn't..to be frank..i m angry..wif myself..n wif this unfair world..haha o mian..wad e craps i crapping..haiz ignore mi..actualli i m realli ok le..jus wanna type to relax a bit..hee

hao la..take gd care every1 ! byee..n for those who made it..congrats n jia u ok =)

][.FEarless.][
][.i nd ya encouragements.][
][.studies.vj.alj.][

][.yUaN xIaO.][

][.yUaN xIaO.][

yeah today is yuan xiao jie ! n e moon is realli so bright n round ! wahaha..bloggy i noe this is v stupid..but share wif u a secret la..i feel a sense of cannot describe de happiness when i see e big n round moon that is shining on e sky..hee ok..i noe this is stupid..but anyway i m feeling happy now..

hmm actually i started wif kinda of dreading my day..i jus slp n slp till v late..that i missed e time to call sh..psps..cz i realli sianz when i tink of e day that lies ahead of mi..selection..den sph camp briefing..den trng..haha all within a day..

start of day...
went for selection..be4 that met janice..haha realli qiao ok..we going ard e same place n mus meet at e same time..anyway selections is hmm..yah..30+..n they choosing onli 20 ba..haha ok la..i feeling pretty relaxed now..if i nv make it den so be it la ;p..i tink i m not up to e standard yet..hee shall train harder ;p n yah..jus a quote "maybe u haf not met ya coach"..this one is cindy coach say de..hee i tink its quite encouraging ba..n another one from auntie joy "one day u will wear it wif confidence"..

so after that..it ended ard 3..rushed to bathe while ke lian de shao ji waited la..cz i asked her if can wait ma ;p..den to sph via cab..phew its $7.60..quite relieved la..cz i was afraid that it wuld chalk up to $10 +++..but still heart pain la..hmm den went there for sum games..briefing..den catch up wif sum friends..n yah..changed into trng gears n met jasmin via cab..so that can split cost..hee n rushed down to trng..n yah..jia hui jie (e person in charge of us) saw mi in my jersey n she was like..o ..you r from alj ah..

so yah..rushed down in a cab n as expected..they started running le..ok..so i told myself..its jus 30 mins..can de..*when in fact my heart is not thinking in that way la* den every1 run le..onli left coach cindy..so yah..ran wif her..haha..ran a bit le..den she say if can overtake mus overtake..n yah..i tink is realli mUs overtake..so jus overtook..den ran n ran..felt like cramping any min..den dunno how many rounds le..den lqjl ran past mi..i tried to catch up la..den caught up le..jiu jus run n run..ok i mus admit i felt like giving up la..lqjl is realli fast..n i realli mean it..her speed n stamina but i din la..wahaha..i tink if i can always run at that pace jiu hao le..den after ard 3 rounds she completed le..den left mi running by myself again la..so jus run till i completed e 15 round..den coach cindy was asking mi why i slowed down..hee den tell mi mus run like lqjl like this..haha etc etc..den we shot sum balls..formations..den coach cindy left..n we played 3 on 3..den free throws again..haha i guess i noe why i m v happy today ! cz i m starting to enjoy playing bball once again..thanks to e 3 on 3..its jus fun..was grouped wif emily n lqjl..den vs van hui2 n cheryl..den after that coach left..we shot free throws again..den lqjl came out wif sum punishments..haha 5push ups for 1 missed ball..haha ok..so jus shot..n mus thank hui2 for her encouragements while emily tried to distract mi =p..hee den ended ard 8..haha super early..den shot sum balls..n watched e fireworks wif jas n lqjl..yah..fireworks at dere..quite cool la..den wanted to shoot more..but was asked to go eat dinner with family la..cz its yuan xiao ;p hee

so now i m bac here..home sweet home..haha n ya..i m feeling happy..cz tml i promised to go for breakfast wif mummy n didi..den after that go 230 wif forever5 ;p haha..tml seems to be a great day..n i m jus so glad that today isn't the dreaded day that i tot it wuld be..hee..hao la..go slp le.tctc every1 ! byee..n yah..ps. feb so many ppl bday sia..so hmm psps ah..may nd to drag e bday present ;p haha

][.FEarless.][
][.motivation.][

][.A BIG Thanks,][

][.A BIG Thanks.][

after hrs of torturing..
waiting..
sleeping at 9pm waking at 12am..
watching vcds till 3am..
den sleeping till 9am..
n waited e whole morning..
pressing my bloster to my heart..
cz i feeling that my heart going to fall out any moment le la..

i finally received my O levels results..
thou its not v gd..
but i m realli grateful..
thankful..
haha e results is..
hmm all i can say is..e greater hopes n expectations e more disappointing it is.. hee jkjk..

hao la..need to thank a list of ppl..so pls dun mind if i missed out any..hee

1) Piggy daddy + mummy : haha thanks lots for all their support n encouragements n nagging these yrs..
2)Gan Die n Gan ma : thanks lots for everything too
3)My teachers : to all my teachers ! realli a big thank you for all ya guidance n help esp during my o lvl period =)
4)My friends : thanks lots for asking mi to press on n all ya encouragements !
5)Lingqin jl : thanks lots for all e sunday afternoons spent in mac trying to help mi as much as u can..despite ya busy schedules..realli thanks lots..but hai..i still did badly..realli sorry..but realli thanks ! hee thank you..
6)van: thanks..hee
7) to every1 : thanks lots every1 ! hee

haha hao la..i shall end here le..cz mummy chatting wif mi..so nt realli can blog la ;p hee tc every1 ! tml is a long day ahead ;p haha tctc every1 ! byee

][.FEarless.][
][.thank u.][

][.motivation.][

][.motivation.][

ytr i was feeling grouchy..
today i m feeling normal..

when one is tired..
a pat on e back..
a word of encouragement..
a simple eye contact is all one nd..

today was another long n tiring day..
got "scolded" for numerous times..
felt sianz..
but e encouragements made mi feel like doing better..

i noe i m lousy..
but i m willing to improve..
as long as u give mi a chance n guide mi..

i thought that u dun care..
but it seems like u do..
thank you..
i m realli grateful for that..

yeah tml is a rest day !..
this wk seems so long..
i jus can't wait for fri..
get everything over n done wif..

nowadays i m leaving everything to fate..
i m pushing myself to e max..
cz who noes what will happen after fri..
will my life be e same ?..
i realli dunno..

anyway take gd care every1 ! tctc..byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.2 more days.][
][.if i m to die tml.rmb mi as i m today.=).][

][.haiz.][

][.haiz.][

feeling super hmm..down ?..
i dunno..jus wanna apologise to all today..due to my bad attitude la..esp during trng..i m sick n tired of everything..can't e days jus past faster..i m tired la..i jus can't wait for fri to cum..get my results n decide on my "future"..its better than hanging there..not knowing where u heading to..agrh ! im tired of it..

apart from waiting for e results on fri..i m feeling sick of bball..haiz..or rather wif myself..i dunno wad i wan man..haiz..jus giv mi my results 1st..die or survive..quick let mi noe..

sorry to all..this is jus a bloggy for mi to vent my frustration..i m sianz..agrh !!!!!!!!!! i zkucs ! agrh !!!! hao la..go le..tctc every1 ! byee..

][.FEarless.][
][.3 more days.][
][.how much i wanna tell u.yet i noe u wun reply.][

][.backview.][

][.backview.][

hey bloggy..today i got so much so much to blog..cz e past few days..my life was so "colourful"..hee but i jus discovered that i haven do my work yet..*die*..but i still feel like blogging 1st..yup..

][.friday.reunion steamboat.n great tok.][
haha fri was supposed to be home by 3 cz i promise forever5 that i will be home by that time to prepare for our steamboat dinner..but by a twist of fate..i ended up at pp wif rong ame n sh..haha had a great tok..hmm i mean yah..i throw out all my "bitter tea" n haf a bit of change in perspectives regarding certain things la..den pia cab home..reached ard 6 plus..wen n jing already at my hse for dunno how long le la..paiseh2..hee glad to see em..den we played dai dee while waiting for fungi n moi..den steamboat..n haha byee..had a great chat wif mummy regarding e same things again..den slept kinda of late..but i haf a nice slp..cz i had a nice day..

][.sat.trng n sas.][
quite a bad day..started trng wif all e sprints..o mian..i can tell u that i m running out of lactic acid la..legs were wobbling..n i realli haf no speed..den after that all those drills..n as usual..i keep on travelling..i realli suxz man..felt so sucky after that..no speed no center move..den went home rest for 10mins..bathe eat chiong out to take 969 wif moi..den woodlands meet e others to go for e sas match..be4 e match had some trng..super tired..i was "dying" le la..n i suckz completely totally for e match..i mean realli..i wonder how many lan di(s) haf i missed la..n so many things that i shuld nt do n yet i did..i realli felt so angry wif myself..realli..n also bei coach scold quite a lot la..haiz..came home n chatted till 3plus be4 i slp..at least it ended not that bad la..

][.sun.trng.trng.][
woke up at 8:10 this morning..was chiong-ing like crazy..luckily i wasn't realli late for trng..sianz..onli 10 ppl appeared..while ytr match jiu 20+++ today trng jiu so little onli..n we had to run for 20 mins..ran 40++ ard e bball court..did sum shootings..den did e formation..i was on my verge of tears le la..i can realli feel my muscles tearing n protesting to mi that they wanna break down le..under e hot sun..den keep on bei scold again..realli v tired..so trng ended ard 1..chiong-ed home..reached ard 1plus 2..took a 30 mins rest..in fact is not rest la..jus nuah-ing dere..den went to bathe be4 i chiong to gan ma's hse for reunion lunch..reached dere ard 3..ate hurriedly..den chiong for trng at 3:30..was slightly late..but onli van n yaqi reached le.."last trng wif da dui"..hmm so onli 6 ppl at 1st..van,yaqi,cindy coach,lqjl,daisy n me la..den cindy coach was like..go run 20 mins..i was jus nuah-ing or rather stoning on e bench..i realli dun wanna run le..i can feel my muscles surrendering..n my tears at e corner of my eyes..i held em bac la..or else coach sure think i crazy de..luckily we ran 3 by 3..yaqi n van n me..all agreed to slow down to jog jiu hao..cz realli tired..so we ran e park 8 rounds..den came bac do sum shooting while e rest went to run..den after they came bac..coach asked mi to go e other side to tou lan di..o mian..its so tiring..i mean haiz..suan le..i was jus trying to hang on..realli..cz i knew i shuld nt missed all those lan di(s)..den i take it as a learning session la..but realli felt so tired..n jus feel like falling onto e ground..den after that jas n yun cum..den formations after formations..den i keep on make mistakes..n cz there's onli lqjl n mi as centers..din get any rest..n when trng finally ended..i was so happy..n so tired..den went coach cindy hse to bathe be4 going to manager steven de hse..had steamboat..den play 21dian..den rao yu sheng..hee quite fun la..actually is jus like last yr..den hmm reached home ard 11:30..n yah..i m feeling so tired nw..super..duper..i doubt i will do my hw le..jus feel like falling onto my bed..nitey n goodbye my tiring n torturing day..

][.current feelings.][
perplexed once again..
i was happy when i knew abt that..
but now i m feeling perplexed..
both haf its own "charms" that is attracting mi towards it..
haiz..shall jus leave it to fate la..
i m so tired..

byee every1 ! nitey + tc..

][.FEarless.][
][.be strong.][
][.i wonder how long more i can be.][

][.beautiful stars.][

][.beautiful stars.][

hey bloggy..psps din blog ytr..wanted to..but was too tired..had cross-country ytr..kinda of disappointing..but its ok la..cz bball gals team1 got 1st =D realli glad..but realli v sorry to fungi..i "broke" our promise..but i dare to say..i realli tried my best..but i jus nv seem to be able to do it..n when i ran..n saw e crowd infront..my heart realli sank..realli..i tried to overtake..but there's no space in front..shugs..e feeling suckz..i swear..n deres a lesson learnt..squeeze to e front of e starting line be4 everything start..n chiong all ya way..dao hou mian cai lac a bit..n all i wanna tell fungi is..i can't but u can..jia u ! i m awaiting ya gd news ok..but no stress la..realli..=)

hee so after cross-country ytr..went for swensense wif e team be4 i went to watch i not stupid too wif 1/2 e team..e other half went for fearless..realli touching man..i mean i not stupid too..n gen got act wow ! hee kinda of stunned when i saw her..hee but its nice..nice show la..den after e movie..i cont to stay at ps..for my class jms..junior meet senior..n once again..we went swensese..o mian..spent so much ytr..my pocket burn one big hole le la..sianz..den reached home ard 10?..hee that ended my day..n yah..came to noe of sumthing ytr..but i m perplexed after that..mixture of happiness n lost..haha i dunno..its sumthing that words wun be able to explain..n yah ! there's sumthing i mus mention !!! xinying bought mi "wu gui"..hee e exact same pattern de..*touched*..thanks thanks ! hee i will treasure this wu gui n make sure it wun suffer e same fate as e one be4 le..*mo ai 1 min for my previous n one n onli wu gui*

so today is jus another norm day..was so tired when i woke up in e morning..n e tired feeling lasted e whole day..came home n saw mummy hurted her hand..cz e glass cut her..stupid glass..so helped out mummy a little be4 going out again..n now here i m home sweet home..awaiting tml..awaiting our reunion dinner..mummy haf helped mi buy e food le ! realli v grateful n thankful..but she hurted her hand..so can't cook curry tml..but i realli hope to make it a wonderful dinner for all tml =)..hee n mus thank mummy..hope tml everything will go smoothly la..

n yah..to npo..u haf my promise..dun worry..i wun..unless its v cute =p hee..hao la..shall end here le..kinda of tired..wanted to read thru my notes n pack my file..but i guess i jus haf to leave all this for tml la..hee n yeah ! wen kinda of promise to help mi queue for music diary3 de cd le !!! muhaha *muackz wen*..hee v happy..byee every1..tc always..

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everything seems to be in place..
everything seems perfect..
but i m feeling perplexed..
i can't explain how i m feeling..
all i long for is to lay on e ground n enjoy e beauty of e stars above me..
but i m still thankful..
for everything heaven haf arranged for mi..
thanks..

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y0z bloggy !!! hee today i haf a happy day =D hee..realli v happy..hmm actually i woke up in e morning n i tot its kinda of a screwed day..cz wanted to go mrs goh de hse wif council de..but all those that i m better wif nv go..so i jiu nv go also la..cz i also got og outing ah..den who noes..og outing tot that i can't make it apart for dinner..so they din tell mi e afternoon plan..so i m like left wif a whole day till evening..den fungi din reply mi if we going for movie ma..so i m like sad..its like..every1 ask u wan this n that ma..den in e end..all fang ya ge zhi together..haha..

luckily i made a choice..n thats to call jing ;p heh heh right choice ok..so we decided to go watch movie de time all this..den jing tell fungi n i tell moi..i tried to call wen..but she haven cum bac yet ba..hee we wanted to watch huo yuan jia aka fearless de..cz i like e eng name la..but hee we din in e end..cz i decided to settle for sumthing funny n they v nice de rang mi =D xie le ! hee so i was late..sorry2..moi was later ;p haha jkjk..so be4 moi cum..we went to CS de vcd shop..den fungi recalled that TM basement got 1 also ;p haha so there is this little kiddy thingy.."u nv say wad..n u nv ask wad"..haha den moi came..n we wanted to fool her by taking e escaltor down while she goes up..but she saw us..hee so din la..den went ntuc..bought our stuffs..n they stuffed everything into a bag..n yah..mine..but nbm..hee

den we went for e movie..i also nt sure e name la..its meet dick n dunno wad la..kinda of funny la e movie..but not realli worth ya $9.50 ;p hee jkjk..den after that moi went off to bai nian..while jing fungi n mi decided to go airport ;p haha actually is mi la..cz my og going there ma..so jiu ask em pei mi go for dinner..haha but heres e story ;p

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so we left TM..n decided to take 27..so we saw e 27 cuming n we were so happy..we jus hoped on ! haha so..u shuld be able to guess wads nxt ba..we din reach e airport..we went to sengkang ! haha n we were trying to squeeze into e seat..3 person to 2 seats..like when we were young n going on excursion..haha its super squeezy la..cz da jia dou zhang da le..kinda of dumb..but i enjoyed it la..den jing n fungi discovered it was e wrong way..den jing was saying she will kill mi if e bus is to sengkang..haha den e guy infront of us turned n say..yup..this bus is to sengkang..u all better alight be4 eTPE..haha but be4 we culd..e bus went to TPE n haha dere we r at sengkang ;p n we ;pass by a bigbig drain..which i wuld call it river ;p hee v smelly..but i managed to capture a nice pic of it..so we alight at e 1st stop at sengkang n took 27 bac to tamp be4 we go to e airport ;p hee n when we alighted..e guy was laughing at us..but nbm..we finally reached e airport wif e 27..hee sorry la jing n fungi..

at e airport..we had bk at t2..n i was eating like a glutton..for super long..n jing was hinting mi to da bao ;p but i dun wan la..den after that we went to buy candies ;p hee actually is fungi wanna buy e choc mashmallow de..but out of stock..so we ended up buying a ring sweet wif light de..hee i bought blue..jing bought green n fungi bought red..den we took lots of pics wif it..hehe..den went swensense to find my og..they finished their meal le..den i jus sat ard for a while n pass em e jts de money be4 leaving wif fungi n jing..hee but j-wei helped us take a pic cz he saw us trying to take 1 by ourself ;p xie le j-wei..hee so home sweet home..we took 53 home..n we decided to haf steam boat on fri..haha n i told mummy le..she agreed..she even volunteer to cook curry ! haha so happy n look forward to fri..hee wads more is..fri no trng =D haha yeah..

den walked home that time chatted wif fungi..i m realli v happy today..realli..hee n fungi..i hope i can blog tml to tell u that.."if i can..u can"..

haha hao la bloggy..this yr de new yr not too bad la..gathering wif my relatives was kinda of nice..n hmm together get to go out wif forever5..wad more can i ask..jus that wen nt bac from m'sia yet..so..but nbm..can see her on fri le ah..hee thanks heaven..i m grateful..hee n yah..i found another nice show to watch le..hee shall blog abt it nxt time..haha

hao la..byee bloggy..i wan go find things abt that show den go slp at 1am le..hee byee every1 ! tctc !

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