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today..i slacked my whole day away..
woke up ard 12..coz ytr slept quite late..due to prom..
watched tv e whole day..n i realli mean e whole day..
ate lots..
sorta moodless..
sorta lost..
sorta sad..

heard be4 rubbing salt on e wound ?..
feeling so "pain" now..
rather sad today..coz everything seems to be drifting apart..
tune radio to 933 n listened to music diary..
den there came this song - > vit C 's graduation (friends forever)..
sad..sadder..saddest..
ytr prom..everything realli ended le ba..
soon every1 gonna embark on a new journey le ba..

followed by vitC's song..there is this 933 programme..
for ppl to express their feelings de..
den today ish a gal wanting to thank her best friend..
den e story veri gan ren..
i was praying that she dun dedicate "Di Yi Shi Jian" to her friend..
but she did..
n when i heard it..
*sobz*..

this is for u all :
time for us to go our seperate ways again..
soon we will embark on a diff journey like wad we did 4 yrs ago..
sad..is all i can say..

drifting apart once again..
this should not be e case..
but it happened anyway..

to u :
u called..i wanted to cont e conversation..
but u hung up be4 i could..
we were once e best buddies..
but we seems to drift apart now..
i noe u still regard mi as a gd frend..
but its no longer like wad u did be4..
we no longer share e bond we once shared..
n u nv noe how it breaks my heart..

to u :
u r a gd friend..
4 yrs ago..we went on our separate ways..
i did not make e effort to maintain our friendship..
sorry..
now we are going on our separate ways again..
wanna wish u all e best..
n jia u..

to u :
everything is drifting apart..
due to our separate ways..
u seems to be e only one that is going on e same way as mi..
i felt lost n wanted to call u..
but u sounded so cold that i can't say a thing..
i hung up after telling u abt wad i shuld..
wanted to confide in u..
but u'r voice showed ya unwillingness to cont e conversation..
i felt disappointed n angry at e same time..
why is it so..

to u :
u r e only one that saw thru mi..
u knew sumthing was wrong wif mi..
but my mummy was beside mi..
so i acted as thou i was ok..
but do u noe how much i wanted to tok to u..
at this veri moment..
i feel like calling u..
feel like crying out to u..
but i dun haf e courage to do so..
i know u wuld acc mi..
but i dunno how to tell u everything..
i dunno how to tell u how i feel..
but thanks..
coz u r e onli 1 that i can sense e care now..

to u all :
how long more can we go..
how long more will it last..
i haf no idea..
maybe wad happened on that fateful day this yr..
had already give mi a sign that..
a sign of wads happening..

bloggy..feeling down now..thanks for letting mi type out wad i feeling now..i tink i m going back to drown myself wif e endless tv shows n slp n wake up for trng tml ba..n e "monotonous" life will go on ba..
tc every1..byee..shall blog abt prom nite when i m more in e mood..byee..

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