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hiz bloggy..been abt 1 wk since i blogged ba..haha psps..gotta o levels mar..haha o levels ;p

alright..today my main purpose of bloggin ish to..
haha i also dunno..
but i realli hope that i can bring across an impt msg la..

jus now..as i was walking home..
listening to all those sad sad songs..
den under e stars..
haha e feeling was realli great..
e songs..e sky wif stars..

haha alright thats all crap..
jus now as i walked home..
dere is sumthing which i realli felt..
regret..as i reflect..

regret..i realli regret..
regret for not preparing well enff for my o levels..
regret for not studying hard enff..
i realli regret..
i placed all my focus on bball for 3/4 of this yr..
n i neglected my studies till recently..
n e last min effort put in is definitely not enff for gd results de..

i m realli sad by the thought of it la..
coz haiz..o level results ish gonna be wif mi for life de..
why din i worked harder..
why din i..
i realli hate myself man..
why wasn't i like e others..
muggin practically e whole yr..
haiz..

so sad..
but its already 50% over le..
so all i can do now is cont to work hard for e remaining papers..
thats all i can do now..

so i realli wanna tell all that ish younger..
realli mus work hard ok..
starting of e yr jiu work hard..
dun do last min work le..
u will realli regret de..
jia u ok..
balance your work n bball (or wadever is impt to u) well la..
dun neglect ya studies..

haha hao la..enuff of nagging n crapping..i now regret also no use le..jus pray that i can get into a jc..n after today..i realli need to work hard for my a maths, chem n hist le..esp my a maths..

den hmm today realli tired sia..morning e-maths paper..afternoon lit paper..after that ish tuition wif lqjl..haha n i mus realli declare that my hp ish in a "wu yao ke jiu" de stage le..no more hope that kinda..i was 5 mins late for e "tuition" cz e examiners made us stay back..cz he veri bu shuang we tok..haha..den i reached waited till 5:30..wanted to sms lqjl..cz e mac so big..n i haf no idea where she is or she reach le ma..so i jus sat in e corner..den 5:30 le..i wanted to msg to ask..but my hp la..cannot even type ! agrh..so pek che u noe..haha or more of used to it le..but luckily for mi..lqjl msg-ed n asked la..den i went to find her..in another corner of e mac..lucky she nv wait n wait..or shuld i say..lucky her hp is in gd condition..haha lame sia..but i realli wanna change my hp le..but haha dunno how to tell daddy n mummy sia..my end-yr expenses are like so heavy la..wif e hk trip..e prom nite..haiz..i tink they veri ke lian le..

yah..den had tuition till 6 plus..cindy coach came..haha she also sick..worst den mi sia..but still ate mac..haha jkjk..den they veri funny la..hee..i "disappoint" lqjl coz i failed to count a fraction properly..haha regarding e age diff de..den jiu slacked dere while they had their dinner..n left for home after they left for trng..den tot abt a lots..haha tot abt - not studying hard enff ;p den now back home here..bloggin my life away..

haha dunno if shuld go for trng tml ma..van last wk said that we shuldn't go till after o levels..n i feel so too..so i told her i wun go for 2 wks le..last wk n tml..but i dunno la..den luisa msg-ed ytr n i din reply..coz my hp n coz i dunno la..den i realli dunno shuld go tml ma..sheryl dunno too..den sh haven reply..so i haven asked..thou she told mi she wun go la..but i wanna ask if nd to msg n inform van..luisa or ms leo ma..

haha hao la..stop tinking so much le..later den ask em again..go le..go rest be4 waking for my muggin..if i can wakey la..hee..take gd care every1 ! n for all e o levels peep..cont to jia u la..for others..hmm..jia u too..dun regret like mi..

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