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][.wad a day.][

today or rather 4mins ago de ytr, is realli..wad a day.
e memories that gushed back like nobody's business.
e strong urge to turn back to say hi.
e emotional struggle of wanting to be seen n yet at e same time not.
e moment when our eyes met n turned away.
it's realli wad a day.

last nite, due to an acute headache, i culd not sleep.
it was so pain tt i woke up n read i-mag n listen to music n take deep breath n did all sort of stupid stuffs while trying to make it ok.
finally fell asleep at ard 2plus 3?
i had a dream.

it's been so long since i haf a dream.
in e dream, we were doing stupid stuffs..
suan-ing each another, "bickering", "fighting".
those were e day.
those moments tt would nv come bac.
due to my words.

i refused to wake up,
in e dream, there was so much laughters..
e friendship, so fun, so special.
when i finally woke up n realised tt it's jus a dream,
n tt it's impossible to go bac to e past,
i can onli say.
hit by reality.
dreams vs reality.

tried to get e dream out of my mind.
tried to stop all e reminisicing of e gd old days.
tried to.

went to airport n tried to study vectors.
after an hr plus,
was exhausted n mind started drifting off once again.

lunch time,
was stoning n u walked past.
i stoned for e moment.
dunno to be thankful or not tt u din see mi.
cz it's been a period of time since i studied at e airport.
n whenever i studied dere, i wuld tink if we wuld meet.
n if we do, how wuld i react?
msged llz immediately.
n she agreed tt dunno if tt's gd,bad or nth.

cont stoning n decided to drop u a msg.
e nd to consider if i shuld drop u e msg,
mirrors e difference from e past.
n this difference is created by mi.
tt's sumthing tt i culd nv erase off my mind.

bac to work while waiting for e reply.
exchanged a few msg.
it's so familiar yet so agrh.

left for lit.
n i m pretty sure tt i m in e stone,
reminisicing the past.
unactivated mode.
so sorry to ppl who tried to talk to mi n discovered tt i was kind of distracted
n kind of lagging.
cz..i was tinking of e past.

took 36 n went bac to airport to meet jing n cont my day, or rather start my day.
jus as i was abt to alight,
i caught sight of a super familiar figure.
i stared hard to cfm,
n i noe u looked bac too.
at e moment,
i can onli say..
it's a super mixed emotion.

alighted n "hid" behind e bus,
not knowing if i shuld jus walk up n say hi.
or shuld i jus walked past n drop u a msg after tt.

final decision: walk past.
was turning bac to see once i m up on e escalator.
but too late.
had e urge to turn bac to say hi.
but thankfully, ur msg came jus in time.
resolved all e ? n wad to do.

headed to bk n awaited jing's arrival.
thankfully for jing,
i was more or less settled down n get bac to work.
was studying half way n suddenly sum1 covered my eyes.
hah e split second was so scary.
like i m suddenly in e dark xp
tried desparately to get em off my eyes.
n guess who lai de =P
haha chee fungi!

n so w llz's msg support n constantly allowing mi to rant n rant,
my mood pi xi duo le..
xie xie ni llz!
thanks for always allowing mi to rant!
thanks for always being dere to guide mi in almost everything!

n of cz w jing who constantly bei mi suan.
xiexie ni jing!
haha

n of cz fungi's drop by
n sinkin mi into darkness..
thanks fungi =P

n suddenly, wen u r missed! =P

at e end of e day, e mood pi xi duo le..i noe i wuld look bac n laugh at myself.
but at least for nw, i noe i had nt completely fang shou.
but, thankfully, there r always these pigs - thanks so much!
u guys = wo yong yuan bu hui fang shou de lifetime friends! =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

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