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it is realli a miracle that i m still wide awake at this hr of time after a trng day..jus completed my dom essay which wuld spells dome for me if i dom to my bed w/o doing it..*o ok..ignore my craps*..

aw yah..realli quite a miracle that i m still so awake nw..mus be e red bull effect..which cost a bottle of h2o and a can of h2o according to sum lame fellow like moi..haha aw xie le..

hmm..felt kinda of depressed all of a sudden after reading sumthing n thinking abt sumthing..today has once again been a bad free-throw day..sumtimes it gets so tiring n irritating when u can't get sumthing right..it jus suxz..n when it isn't e 1st or 2nd but upteem times that u haf been changing it..been changing n changing e way to shoot free throw..this coach says this..that coach says that..n i jus can't do it..it suxz..felt so lousy..i can't even shoot properly..i hate it..laid on my back n gaze at e stars..thou jus s sheryl had said..it was too bright to c lots..but there was still sum which acts s a comfort..=) decided to feel "+" n work hard once again to get it right..giving up is nv e way out..

n yah..4gotten to mention how mr kwok told us abt our maths CT n how depressing n demoralising n stressed that i felt..haiz..endless topics for revision w only abt a wk left when i 1st started couting down w 7 wks left..time realli past n i haf done nth at all! *screamS*

den..reached hm n did e essay..n read sumthing..n it strucks mi..many a times..i do feel e same way too..spacing out from e world..live by myself..ignore how others feel..ignore wadever is gg on..jus live in my own world cz e world out dere is too tiring..

haiz..hao la..shuld end my depressing thoughts..they are bad for health! =P jus trying to psycho myself..ignore mi..ok..shall end here..take gd care every1 ! byee..

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