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][.i m jus a kid.][

haha bloggy..discovered that i haven been blogging for like days huh..haha actually everyday i on my com..i m tempted to blog..there's jus so much i wanna say..but i dunno why..i jus din haf e "energy" to blog..but today i mus..i promise..

anyway today its been a long time since i haf 1 after another de trngs..haha o yah..be4 i start on bball..mus tok abt studies..i tink i realli suxz..my hist lect test is bound to fail..i m lost in maths..lost in econs..lost in hist..lost in lit..lost in every sub..i dunno how m i going to survive for my mye..i noe i can't escape from it..n i will nv choose e jump down de way as a way out..i dun haf e courage..i dun wan e regrets..so i guess i wuld jus haf to wake up..buck up..pull up my socks..or else..face e music..i will try to get myself focused on my studies as soon season ends..nothing seems to matter more than bball now..

haha these few days haf been..hmm lots of things going thru my mind.."can wads lost be found again ?..i dunno..but i dun wanna give up..do i realli mean it ?..i asked myself again.." haha i dunno..i realli dunno..e feeling jus isn't e same as be4..i watched e videos n discovered jus how lousy i m..i can't play e game i hope i play..every game has became another day of disappointment day for myself..which shuld not be e way..yup..so been rather down..but whenever i train there..i find that i m enjoying e game that i love..i realli love trng dere thou i m always corrected on my mistakes..but e encouragements dere is more than enff to keep mi going on..thanks alj.k..thanks for letting mi enjoy e game which is giving mi stress unknowingly..thanks for letting mi wanna fight hard n go on whenever i feel that i suxz..

haha anyway..yup..abt today..had combine sch red selection..followed by trng bac in sch..followed by alj trng..hmm e 1st event of e day..thanks n sorry auntie joy..thanks for fighting hard..n yup hope ya knee will be ok..realli feel quite agrh when saw ya hurt ya knee..like damm it..haha all we wanted was to risk it again..all i wanted was to risk it all again..why mus this happen..damm it =p..anyway dun wanna tok much abt e selections..haha call it pride of wadever..jus wanted to risk it all..

den back to sch trng..haha stress..or rather..inner-self trying hard to fight..its not easy dere..its fun..at e same time stress..i dunno..haha maybe coz its e season n every1 is tired..haha go vj !..jia u ba..haha..alright..den today coach came to tok to mi..telling mi that he want to let mi "tuo tai huan gu once this season end"..haha at that split sec..i felt a gush of dunno wad e feeling overwhelming la..haha hafing to change my shooting..my lay up..my way of playing..haha its gonna be nice if i can make it..coach say 1 yr is more than enff..haha hmm wadever it is..i noe its going to be a tough period then..n i m ready to fight hard..as long as coach is willing to train mi..i m prepared..to change..haha hopefully for e better n not e worse..cz i suxz now..

den hmm went to alj trng..trust mi..i m tired le..jus cheng-ing n psycho-ing myself that i m not..n yah..fight hard..i dun realli mean fight la..but ya..jus train hard..hee anyway trng was a nice one..i found e kind of game that i enjoy once again..so shuang so shuang..i realli love it..e gan jue of it..haha..anyway sun is e finals le..thou i wun play..but i will support this team all e way de..*xingxin* haha jia u ba snrs ! hee fight hard ! its gonna be e last time we will be called alj.k le..so fight hard n leave a nice history for alj.k yeah !

hao la..end here le..i m tired..going to slp..tml after trng..i promise..i gotta pack my file n prepare to study..take gd care every1..byee..

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