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are there angels ?..
if there is..
where's mine..

are there "shou hou xin" ?..
if there is..
where's mine..

i always felt that life is like a never ending journey..
in our normal day..when we arrive at e bus stop..we noe e bus that we wanna board..we noe our destination..n we r almost 100% sure that e bus will bring us to it..

however in our life journey..standing at e bus stop..do u haf any idea wad bus u wanna board ?..do u haf any idea where will e bus bring ya to..do u haf any idea where is ya true destination ?..will it be sumwhere u realli wan..i haf no idea..n i realli dunno wad bus i wanna board..

now..i feel so lost..my life is as though a lost passenger..i boarded a bus..i dunno if it is e bus that will bring mi to my destination..i m on board for kinda of long..i m starting to get tired..i wanna get off e bus..but i haf no courage..coz i haf no idea wad bus wuld i board after i get off from this bus..

yeah..jus kinda of crapping..paiseh..but thats how i m feeling now..hmm bloggy..for dunno how many wks..i finally understand wads sat like..hows sat like..i took a break ytr..cz after vj n ahs de friendly..felt unwell..so din go u18 n alj trng..1st time in dunno how many wks..i rest..dun nd to rush from here to dere without eating much..dun nd to tire out..all i do is so relaxing..

i felt bad..but i noe my body nd e rest..so came home be4 going to sh's hse to watch "be with you"..i shall blog abt e show sumday..den after that went to ms ng's hse for bball gathering..din go watch band concert wif forever5..haiz..

bloggy..i finally understand hows like to haf no trngs n rest..haf time of my own for a day..hmm i dunno how to say..but i kinda of feeling about lots of things now..every1 is telling mi to study hard le..dun play so much bball le..but which one shuld i forgo..like wad i told wen..i dun haf courage to forgo any1 of it..each trng is impt..but becoz of this..i lost myself in e world of trngs..i feel stagnant..i dun see myself improving..instead it seems like going another way..down e hill..

i nd my angel..
to my dearest angel :
wuld u pls tell mi wad to do..i haf no courage to forgo any of my trngs..but i haf no idea where m i going too ?.."shou hou xin"..wuld u pls guide mi..tell mi wad i shuld do..every1 is saying e same thing..but like wen say..no1 is in ya shoes..in my shoes..no1 understands..or maybe..i m e one that dun understand ba..

jus saw sumthing like this.."5 roads will nv converge..but can't blame any1"..angel..wuld u pls guide mi..wuld u pls guard it with lots of loves..i can't afford to lost it..yet i can't strike a perfect balance for everything..angel wuld u pls help mi..

angel wuld u guard my family too..bless em..with happiness..with health..always..

haha ok..enff of crapping..loads of work waiting for mi to complete it..jus came bac from shooting de trng..later going for da dui's trng..so haf to go bathe n do my hw le..take gd care every1..byee..n paiseh..i v zhi xiang mao dun de..dun bother abt mi la..=)

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