][.respect ya 5.10.15.][

][.respect ya 5.10.15.][

sad...sad...sad...sad...sad...today i realli wanna say...5ad ah...and this time i mean it de...haiz...what a sad day...had "debate" wif mummy for e whole day...but now thats not why i sad le la ;p

now i sad coz...aljunied de seniors lost...
53 : 54...so saddening...they realli veri ping...as in both teams la...but still sad la ;p haiz...
start of e match..seniors were leading...den slowly they caught up la ;p den 4th quad last 2 secs like this...chong ghee leading by 2..48:50...den ling qin jiao liao got 2 free throws...everybody was like screaming like mad la...e whole stadium de atmosphere...onli 1 word can describe...5cary...maybe coz i always gan chiong...but i realli tink its veri 5tress de gan jue ba...as in...ppl who support u will pray for e ball to get in (pressure all on ya) den those ppl who dun support u will shout n shout dun wan e ball in (pressure also dere)...den is those kind of deciding pt...haiyo dunno wad i crapping la...anyway i was jus praying n praying n still praying...i dun dare to watch coach shoot e 2 free throws...i was jus praying...dun dare to watch her shoot..i also dunno why...haha maybe coz she my idol ba...den after e 1st shot...everybody scream...i jiu open my eyes n ask moi...den moi say...yeah score le...den 2nd shot i geng bu gan see...so i close my eyes n pray again...den ole...she scored again...realli my pro pro pro idol aka jiao liao...den moi mentioned that nantana idol also shot in e free throws n den save thailand de day...but i haha a bit ears block la ;p din realli concentrate on listening to moi...onli veri qin xin n glad n proud n happy dat e 2 free throws were in..
den jiu OT le ;p i wun say jiao liao save e day la ;p coz a match ish whole team de effort de...but jus wanna say...she realli pro...coz shooting under that atmosphere...is definitely not easy de...( at least to mi la ) so be it luck or wadever others may say...i still tink ish mental 5trength...pro pro...

den OT...they play play...52:54...again ling qin jiao liao gotta free throw...last 5 secs like this...this time round...i dun dare to see again...jus pray n pray...sadly e 1st ball din went in...den i continue praying...2nd ball went in...*phew*...but everything ended wif e last whistle...
match end le...we gather together to give them 3 cheers...n there is this qian bian de tanglin cc peeps..but nbm dun care em...they got who they support...we got who we support...

den after 3 cheers...gen..qiao xin..april..yu hao..fion..jasmin..jia hui they all left le..den moi n mi jiu stay n watch e stadium..e stadium at nite..still quite nice de...den jiu tok abt e past matches...hai lose match by 1 pt or 2 is e worst kinda of gan jue ba...esp if u get e last shot...u tends to feel e zui er gan ba...hope lqjl wun feel like this...coz feel sad for all e seniors...
den after they left...e da dui also man man de walk out le..mi n moi jiu walk also..den lqjl in front of us wif her bf..can feel e sad sad de gan jue...den we jiu quiet quiet de walk behind..den suddenly she stopped n walked a bit closer to moi n mi la ;p den jiu "catch" moi de arm den say..i heard that..thank you..(haha moi mus be shocked dao si diao ba) den after that she also..did e same thing n say e same thing to mi la ( haha i shocked n sad n blur dao si diao)...agrh so sad...moi also sad le...so i erm...haha dun nd to say ba...jiao liao jia you jia you...seniors also jia you jia you...n jus wanna tell jiao liao...ya "save" e day for once le...ya gave e team a 2nd chance...so jus hope that she wun be too remorseful...ya all roxz...

and yah..this cuming tues got match against e chong ghee u16..haiyo...shi hui jus told mi shuld be got gwen..n e bgss de no9..den zi hui also in...agrh...still say wanna win de...now i a bit dong yao le...gwen leh..she realli a veri veri li hai de center la...but hmmm i will still try my best de...believe in em la (aljunied team)...n i will prepare myself wif lots of mental strength now....i will rmb tonite's game...

][.respect ya 5.10.15.][
][.dere are many great players ard.][
][.but dere will only be 3 person who are my idols.][
][.dey may not be e best and err.][
][.but at least.dey are to mi.][

][."holidays".][

finally...e long awaited holidays are here...haha i mean "holidays"...haiyo...no rest for mi this hols ba ;p i guess all e sec4s also...so much de hw...can die la ;p but still mus do la ;p who call theres sumthing known as e "0" for us at e end of this yr ;p hehe *sianz* but jia u la every1...this ish a bi jing zhi lu lai de :D

hmmm anyway jus read a book on how to control ya angers today ;p..den haha wanna blog down to remind myself n if ya dun mind also take a look la :D hehe

anger = negative attitude
why ?
positive attitude will make u happy...
but are u happy when u are angry...
at least i am sure..i am not happy when i am angry...
hence why be angry ne ??
learn to control ya temper..haf patiences and be kind towards others...
coz anger usually coz u to hurt others verbally or physically..even those u love..(which ish i always do de ;p *i will try to change* )...
however controlling ya temper is not = to plastering a smile on ya face n yet still feel angry in ya heart...coz thats being hypocrite...
hehe being patiences take time...
being angry is a bad habit..
its usually not easy to kick away a habit...
thus give yourself more time...
be patient and kind towards yaself too...
and dun let ya anger out by screaming and hitting things too...
coz in that way..ya are hurting yaself and its a negative attitude too...
jus give yaself some time to learn to be patient...
time to be patient...
and whenever u feel like letting out ya anger...
remember the harm that u had brought to e one u love...the last time u was angered...
and rmb to stand in others shoes and take a look at yaself when u are angry...
wuld any1 wans to be friend with sum1 like ya when ya are angry...
wuld u even wan to be ya own frend ?...
so always rmb...to be patience...look at things from a diff angle...
give yourself time...
not being angry is NOT = to suppressing ya anger...its jus dissolving it by putting it in another way...
=========5mile always=======
i am giving myself time to be patient...sorry to all those i threw my anger at :D...and lets all jia you to be patient and kind to others too :D its always nice to hear a word of praise and encouragement rather than a word of anger ;p


][.lost.quiet.peace.me.][

haha huh ?

][.legs breaking.yet fun.][

][.legs breaking.yet fun.][

haha my legs are breaking le...hehe actually not break la ;p but all e "muscles" or rather fats are clotting together le ;p hehe i guess ish too long nv exercise le ;p thats why jiu like this la ;p

mon went to train for heats n went "amazing race" wif moi ;p thus...
tues gotta trngs thus...
wed gotta sports heat thus...
thurs gotta trng thus...
fri = rest...but i doubt so de la ;p
sat will haf trngs thus...
sun = rest...
haha i see this wk gonna face de "things" i jiu faint le ;p thou already 1/2 e wk over le la ;p..haha how am i to study for my "o" i also dunno ;p

hehe anyway enff of that..today i wanna blog abt ytr (*craps*)...hehe ytr went aljunied trng den cramp...1st time thigh cramp..wo hoo "shuang" man..haha anyway thats not e main pt ;p e main thing ish :
e trng was rather fun de..trng at nite..veri cooling den easier also..but run de time..wind blow n blow *stomache ache* la ;p..hehe den Dasiy senior veri funny...cindy ask mi to time 1 min for e lay-ups..den i veri noob la ;p dunno how to use that watch..den i jiu ask 5hao ji (liying) for help...but she also dunno ;p den cindy coach jiu ask Daisy help...den Daisy also dunno how to use e watch...so she jiu walked over den stand dere...den she jiu say..i shall pretend that i m helping..haha that split moment jiu shi veri funny la ;p her facial expression n everything...den after that she jiu take e watch n press press...den also cannot la ;p in e end..we used yaqi de watch..

haha n yah...coach ling qin ish so pro de fast man..hehe as in...i nv see centers can run so z00m de la ;p hehe why i say she run fast ne ?..not no prove de ah..
prove no.1 = ran jit de 6 person 1 line de passing de time...she was e e extreme corner de..den ish mus chiong..den ytr we r to chiong 4 times ;p so she jiu chiong chiong chiong chiong...wahaha so pro man...super super fast hao bu hao...not onli i impressed...everybody standing beside mi was also like..wau coach veri fast man..hehe pro man...
prove no.2 =seniors do e 1 min lay up de time...daisy senior already veri fast de player le ;p but ling qin coach ish behind her de..den daisy senior still ask her to slow down..wohoho prove how fast she ish le...hehe this one ish shi hui tell mi de...
prove no.3 = seniors joggin de time...coach ling qin zoom zoom zoom de dunno pass em how many rounds la ;p
thus in conclusion...she is e fastest center i ever seen...hehe so guo ran ish pro pro pro...den shi hui say de v v v correct..if she go run 800 sure win de...haha but i tink la..if she run 800 den can qie wif natalia la ;p coz coach de stretch ish so so so de big...haha

][.wohoho wad a day~cool.][

][.wohoho wad a day :D.][

haha pardon mi for using such a bright colour today ok :D hehe paiseh paiseh..but i guess this will describe my day today ba ;p hehe

summarise a bit 1st ;p today is e day which i visited the most :
-bridges
-walked the longest km
-ate fast food for e whole day
-"met" e most bus no51
-ran e most ;p

haha yah that shuld haf summarise my long long long but fun day :D hehe *winks* (moi i say fun leh ;p *honoured ma* ;p)

haha my day...
~morning~
i was supposed to meet moi at 9:30am for breakfast den go bedok stadium meet shanrui , chu chu , nana and coconut for e run de ;p...but ne...i woke up at 7:40..den slp bac till 9:25...haha den slp till 9:35...so in e end i reached there at 10:05 like this..moi already hafing e ya kun breakfast le...hehe sorry moi !!! for being late ;p
haha ok...den we took mrt to tanah merah..den *stomache ache*...den after that went to wait for nana ;p coz she lost her way...haha den reach dere le ;p we ran la ;p den till 2 plus like this...paiseh wow moi , chu chu & nana.. hai u all mus pei mi till so long...coz i realli veri worried abt e 800 la ;p hehe (coconut n shan rui gotta things den left 1st le ;p)..alright toking abt e run..cham le la..my timing super slow man...n fungi u haven giv mi a ans...

~afternoon~
hehe after e run went "short mary gold" wif moi,chu chu n nana...den eat eat le jiu wanna go le la ;p haha den wanted to watch movie de...after mi n moi went queensway..but haha erm...read on ba ;p

=====The Journey Begins=====

hehe chu chu wanna slp...so went home 1st n help us check if cathy gonna haf blots of love ma la ;p den nana need to go her church de things le ;p haha she trains for sooo long le la ;p hehe so moi n mi jiu went to take mrt to queenstown....
===too too too====
...queenstown...
hehe finally reach le..so we went to take bus...we ask e 111 de uncle...(not this bus)..den after that 51 came along...moi say ish this...so we hoped on la ;p ( my ying xian ish 195 ;p) den jiu take take..tok tok...den wahaha bugis le leh !!!! so we jiu gotta down n wanna go e opp side to change bac e bus la ;p but who noes ;p e opp side no 51 de !!! haha so..we decided to walk....

haha walk walk from bugis to clarke quay...haha den moi brought mi to e bridge that forever5 suppose to bring mi to my last yr de bday de ;p den took pic dere ;p anyway...we went so many bridges at clarke quay dere la ;p den saw e bungee jump thingy too ;p...so we continue to walk walk walk...haha legs can break la ;p but we an wei ourselves ;p "amazing race" wor moi ;p hehe finally...we reach tanglin mall dere..sumwhere dere la ;p den gotta 51 de !!! haha 51 !!! den jiu ask uncle if gotta go queensway de ma ?...uncle jiu say "you ah"...haha yuan lai...yuan lai...we took wrong side jus now la !...haha ok so jiu take...so tired man..both of us...haha den in e meantime..while we were lost..chuchu sms n say dun haf blots of love ;p so we decided not to watch le ;p

so finally wif the cOrReCt DiReCtIoN de 51...we finally reached queensway at ?? 5pm like this la ;p we shuld haf reached be4 4 de :p..den we went to search for thai no10. champ wan de baller id la ;p...so we find n find n find...den a sms came ;p...haha mei i dun wan e baller id le..thanks ! ha ha ha...dun wan le..haha...i almost faint la ;p but nbm...i noe moi cannot blame her de la ;p den...i also too tired to blame ;p too tired n at least we had fun at our "amazing race" right moi...hehe :D
so jiu went to makan...den rest away before we went to take 14 ;p

haha so we took 14 again...(last time near christmas de time also took 14 from queensway to tanah merah)..haha take for 1h +++ hehe den jiu chat chat...see hp etc etc...den finally after our butts ache like siao..we reached tanah merah le :D haha heaven playing a joke on us la ;p 12 gonna approach e opp de bus stop le !!! again we..chiong ah...chiong chiong..wanna reach le...den...(bet u guessed dao le la) e bus left..den moi decided to take mrt..den haha bo bian la ;p mus take mrt la ;p hehe but ish like...haha took 14 jiu shi wei le take 12 n save 1 trip of bus fare de :D haha but in e end..haha nbm at least be grateful dat we get to sit on 14...mrt sure no space de ;p haha...den we also save a trip of bus fare from e queensway de bus stop to queestown de mrt la ;p haha

den yah...now i m bac home..blogging...wif a aching leg n butt but a interesting day la ;p hehe at least i not as guilty for not going council outing...coz haha it was a "busY" day la ;p hehe n i realli love taking bus man..as in veri shuang..esp when u get to sit..n those long long journey de...can see so many nice nice de thingys..hehe n yah..everybody haf a story to tell...hehe i totally agree man moi :D haha nice day la moi ;p thou i now tired till a bit blur le la ;p but thankie thankie for e "amazing race"..."amazing day" man ;p hehe

everybody jia y0u for sports meets la !!! hehe jia u wow :D haha n take care everybody..hehe

][.wad a day.][
][.at e bus stop...u noe wad bus u wanna take to bring u to e destination u wan...but in e journey of life..do u noe wad bus u wanna take ma ?..-fe-.][

][.wahaha.][

][.wahaha.][

wahahah hohoho ;p wad a night man !!! hehe i was so sianz de playing bejewele (dunno how to spell ;p) hehe den listening to 933 ;p de Xian Ge Ji Yi...haha i was going to off it den go watch arsenal vs man u le ;p but but but wahaha wahahah ling zhi read out a sms that i dunno how long ago send de la ;p hehe den zhi yong gotta read too de ;p

haha but thats not e pt...ling zhi said : " Jin wan neng du dao zhi feng jian xun shi wo de rong xin" haha den i tot she why like this say ne...haha den who noes ??!!! yuan lai she was going to read my sms ;p hehe den she jiu say...jin wan....fe blah blah blah..den coz i say music diary roxz ! den she jiu say veri happy gotta ppl support music diary n that she hopes one day i will write in my own story n share wif her ;p wahaha wahaha wahaha so happy man !!! not becoz ling zhi read out e sms la ;p but its like so unexpected de :D hehe den e song ish Ping Guan de --> Teng ni de ze ren ;p haha i hear le immediately call fungi sia ;p haha den after e song jiu shi tao ze de --> jian dan ai..haha i almost lol till peng

haha psps i crap until veri messy ;p but psps i jus wanna remind myself of such a happy moment la ;p hehe n i m going to write our story :D hehe...music diary roxz !!! but now i shall go support my arsenal n man u de giggs onli le ;p hehe take care every1 :D

][.Music Diary roxz.][

][.Update.][

][.Update.][

haha alright...been "busy" for e past few days so nv blog ;p hehe shall update now be4 i 4get everything n haf nothing to look bac on when i old ;p

hehe ok...i m back from camp wif an injured knee coz once again...i fell down from my bike while down e slope (in pula ubin) la ;p *yikes* i hate this man..as in..gotta lots of experience in falling down from bike le ;p esp slopes..thats y i rode rather slow..n peeps may find it funny la..i looks "sporty" but yet i ride e bike like a snail...(cannot use tortise coz tortise r0xz :D)..but haha i realli scared riding bike le ;p hehe now ish pain la ;p i wonder how m i going to survive e trng tml lo ;p sum1 pray hard for mi ok :D hehe jkjk

anyway lets start wif e show DiVeRgEnCe ba...haha its rather a hmmm hmmm show la ;p hehe but e song ish nice :D hehe...anyway i realli think the li xin jie in that show nv die...i realli tink e wu yan zu jus shot her de side onli ;p den nv kill her...ish coz she accident that lost her memory...thats y she cannot rmb e guo fu cheng...n den e wu yan zu say she died a painless death in an accident coz she was like run over den he tot she wun survive le ba ;p n not becoz he shot her :D hehe this ish wad i believe la ;p thou sh say till veri got sense that she shuld be dead le ;p ish like e wu yan zu shot her dead de ;p but hehe i tink so too ;p but i still believe that she not dead ;p ish lost memo onli ;p haha psps..i veri stubborn de...hehe

haha den hmmm wad else ne ?....today actually got trng de ;p but 1/2 to e place...jasmin called sh n told her trng cancelled ;p haha i was like "huh...haha orh ok gd ;p"..haha not becoz i dun wan trng la ;p but i nd to rest e knee...dun wan e wound to open ;p hehe but tml hai shi gotta trng...*pray*pray* but i guess sure wun survive le la ;p..haha den sh n sheryl n mi went to bugis...hehe eat le den went kinokuniya...haha i fliped thru a few books there...quite nice de ;p hehe one of e bk is <> den got 1 pg ish say...when ya true frend wave across e room to ya..ya will jiu feel veri happy n smile back de ;p...hehe reminds mi of e tootpid mi smiling to myself everytime they wave ;p haha..den still got one more ish a book to test if u are happy not..den hehe yah i m happy :D..den one more ish chi bk...with a title <<>>...haha n sum nice nice books la ;p..i tink kinokuniya shuld open a cafe la ;p sure earn de ;p hehe den we met sek dere too ;p

den yah..exams de marks get back le ;p rather or veri bad de ba ;p but not sad la ;p coz thats wad i deserve for not studying hard enff...e onli thing that i sad ish my hist de sbq ba ;p *shucks* realli sad man ;p haiz...but apart from that ;p thou i failed quite a lot de ;p but haha mummy din scold la ;p she jus laugh laugh de "nag" at mi lo ;p haha...haiz..gonna wakey le ;p hehe

haha n yah...i m also trying to look for a webby that i had lost ;p ish a veri veri nice de buddha de web lai de ;p it was in my fav..but now reboot le jiu not dere le ;p den i cannot rmb e web also...*agrh*...hehe

ok...i shall end here :D jia u every1 :D if ya haf get gd results , congrats n u deserve it de ok :D hehe den if u fair not too gd like mi ;p dun mind ok...jus jia u la :D it may not be becoz u did not work hard enff..but sumtimes its jus all fated like this de la ;p hehe jus nv giv up n tink ren shen mei yi yi la ;p continue to press on...u will make it de :D

][.U may be born to 5uffered.But do not 5urrender.][

][.pride of my heart.][

][.pride of my heart.][

haha now i am so tired ;p hehe coz jus sort of "renovate" forever5 de bloggy...haha jing sorry sorry..din ask u jiu change e blogskin..hehe hope they will like it :D realli...den it will be worth it le ;p haha

haha den today went tampines wif forever5 de 4 zhu tous ;p hehe jing we bought a ring together :D hehe nxt time go out rmb to ask fungi bring ok...haha

agrh...i m so tired man....jus so tired...hehe but still happy :D *winks* why happy ? i also dunno ;p haha tml going camp le ;p so cannot online for 1 day ;p hehe so take care la everybody n those still having exams tml de :D goodie luck n jia you la ;p hehe

den haha jus now "renovate" forever5 de blog de time...came across lots of nice quotes...hehe wanna share one wif every1...
-friendship is onli lost when u haf e courage to let go
and i will nv haf courage to let go of any...

haha sorry sorry...i brain dead le ;p take care la every1 :D

][.I'll be dere for you.][

forever5

][.forever5.][


fe :
a promise is not a promise once broken
a pact is not a pact wif no actions
jus read that from jing de blog..but dunno if its forever5..but i tink it is ba ;p

hehe dunno if jing will cum to my blog ma...
but jus wanna say
lets go out together during this june holidays hao ma ??? hehe this time i mean lets realli go out n not jus say say n never go out de ;p...so long nv go out together le...
u are always part of US
we always consist of 5 peeps...
things changes wif time
and i admit that all of us changed too ;p
but i always believe that we are in a Star shape...
we start of from e middle and moves towards 5 corners as time passes...
however when we reach e end of that corner...
there's always a U-turn
n we will be back in e middle...
bac together...

i noe that ish sort of crappy..but thats what i always believe...
jia u de move on ok :D i always believe that we are together...
coz we are 5 pieces of jigsaw puzzle n e picture will nv be complete without u...

fungi :
i veri sad .....
keeping shining keep smiling.....
knowing you can always count on mi.....
thats wad friends are for.....

][.forever5.][

ps . fungi de singing realli de-proving le!!!! jing quick call her and teach her how to sing :D thou she will nv reach ya choir standard :D hehe *shhh* dun tell her ;p

chinese...

][.Chinese.][

haha tml ish chinese paper le :D now i m still left wif 50% 3a , 100% 3b and all those cheng yu...not gonna catch much slp tonite le ;p but its my own fault la :D hehe

anyway past 2 days haf been quite hao de ;p as in i realli rEsT...hehe feel so shuangz...
and while i rest...i planned how to spend the days after my mye...haha so qi-dai...
one of my 1st mission ish to make some changes to forever5 de bloggy...hehe so if jing gotta read this bloggy...can giv mi a call ma ? need to ask ya sumthing...
den of coz...go n find that "move"
and re-train up my stamina n shake away e fats !!!
i m getting fat si le la ;p
so many peeps visit my daddy den buy so much thing...my daddy cannot finish i jiu "help" him...so haha realli gonna go jog jog le ;p

anyway those are jus craps ;p i realli miss playing bball man...hehe can't wait to be on court again n play a real match...hehe i realli miss it sia ;p at e start of sec4 i tot getting to e nationals champs wif ahs.b.gals'05 gonna be a veri slow n long journey...but who noes..time so fast de ;p *zoom* jiu over le ;p haha agrh agrh agrh !!!

alright i shall stop my craps le ;p
jia u ba every1 :D 2 to 3 days more onli...hehe

][.the journey of life is your choice.][
][.choices are always tough to make.][
][.think wisely.][

ps.anyway this ish Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui by Xin 5hao nian jui le bu...how ya like it *winks*

.| pray.

.I pray.

Dear lord buddha
pls bless piggy daddy
pls bless him with a speedy recovery
pls bless him with gd health
pls reduce his pain ( due to e shoulder injury)
pls bless him from everything
pls bless mummy too
pls bless my friends
pls bless everyone on earth
pls buddha pls
thank you
homeage to buddha
homeage to dharma
homeage to saga

][.I pray.][

][.wei he na bie ren de cuo wu lai cheng fa zi ji.][

][.wei he na bie ren de cuo wu lai cheng fa zi ji.][.why take others de fault n punish ourselves.][

hehe 6 paper gone..still gotta 6 papers to go :D hehe everybody jia u ok ! can de can de...soon its gonna be sunshine after e rain le ;p *crapping* realli veri tired le ;p gonna fall asleep on my paper le la ;p

anyway today de blog ish wanna share abt sumthing that i heard from Music Diary ytr n i used it in life today ;p haha ytr 5huo 5huo er yi (music diary de 1 section) shared sumthing like --> why take others fault n punish yourself...psps my eng veri lan..dunno how to translate..but it jus mean why bother to get angry jus becoz others throw their temper at u or sumthing ;p hehe they being in a bad mood dun mean that u mus be affected n be in a bad mood too ba ;p hehe i dunno wad i crappping also..psps but today sum1 threw a little temper n i decided not to "fight" bac...n in e end..i had a happy day...hehe wad i trying to say is...sumtimes jus smile n be deaf when quarrels happen...jus take a step bac n everything will be jus fine...Tui Yi Bu Hai Kuo Tian Kong...

haha n yah...nowadays exam period then i finally noe how stressful is it to see ppl stress...hehe jus wanna tell fungi n moi...relax relax a bit ok :D esp fungi...seeing ya panic mins rite be4 e exams realli veri scary...hehe u are not like e fungi i noe during that time...haha i realli afraid u will go siao ;p haha jkjk jus relax a bit la :D hehe u can do it de...even if cannot..e world wun collaspe on ya de la :D hehe jia u ok :D

haha n hmmm everybody smile smile la :D hehe smiling will sumhow make ya mood better de :D hehe -^-^-

oh n yah yah !!! mus share sumthing...hehe sh say chris n fann admit to their relationship le :D hehe 3 yrs le !!! wahaha *claps*claps* gong xi gong xi em !!! haha i was jumping abt after i heard it lo ;p haha so tootpid hor...hehe anyway thankie for telling mi wow ! and hehe can bring mi e newspaper ;p haha thanks lots :D hehe

][.all was in e silence.][
][.u all done so much for mi.][
][.yet i was blind n din notice.][
][.and tot much of it.][
][.now that i noe.][
][.i feel fortunate n grateful.][
][.thanksz lots.][
][.my frends.][

bballer ?

][.your move.][

hehe alright...today ish e 1st paper ;p in fact 1st 2 paper ;p tink my a maths n ss gone case le ba ;p haha den tml ish bio n lit..but now study bio till veri bored le ;p so again...i haf e urge to blog...

haha that day..sat day de trng by sydney coaches de time..i learnt how to train myself up physically..but i guess thats not e most important thing that i had learnt (thou realli veri gotta use..hehe)...instead its sumthing which e coach said which left a great impact to mi ;p hehe...he said sumthing like...every player has their own moves...for eg..kobe bryant..he will do a cross over 1st..n if u cum over..he will cut in...if not he will jus jump shot ;p

hehe after i heard abt e every player has their own moves..or rather shuld haf their own move..i jiu wonder if i haf my own move ? hehe after much thoughts...i tink i haf no own moves ba ;p hehe gonna find my own move after this mye..yesh right after this mye...haha

haha in e meantime..jia u ba every1..can study de jiu study..cannot de jiu let it go ba ;p dun too stress out wow ;p coz seeing ya frends stress simply makes u stres too ;p haha this mye gonna be my worse ba ;p thou i realli hope not :d hehe

][.do i haf 1 ?.][

Happy Mother's Day

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hehe a maths is driving mi up the wall !!! haha so decided to take a break n blog abt this special day today...= Mother's Day...

haha since ish mother's day..hence i m using my mummy's fav colour to blog...hehe apart from e "title"...haha din buy anything for mummy this yr..onli made her a bouqet of flowers...haha

wad can i say ne?...i onli tink mummy are veri wei da de...at least thats wad i feel abt my mummy la...since young...thou she scold n nag at mi...i still tink she ish e best mummy le...coz if not for all those...hehe i jiu not where i m today la (veri cliche..but thats a fact ;p) so jus wanna thank her lots la ;p

den as i was doing my a maths until siao siao...i jiu veri suddenly de wan my mummy by my side...hehe jus like when i was young ;p dunno why...whenever i face some problems...i jiu will call for mummy to be by my side...her presence jus give mi a sense of security...hehe dunno why also...thus i m gonna ask her to acc mi tonite..coz i realli veri veri veri veri veri afraid of tml de a maths exam..thou i like veri dun care abt it de gan jue la ;p

hehe thats abt all ba...gonna go bac to my a maths le...every1 jia u jia u wow..n dun forget to wish ya dearest mummy a veri happy mother's day...they realli did a lot for us..hehe

][.Mummy's fav = No matter how old u are.U r still a kid in mummy's eye.][
][.i m still a kid.][

|ie huo zhan shi ( Full Throttle )

...lie huo zhan shi...

hehe jus watched finish lie huo zhan shi...a movie abt racing de...den main actor ish andy lau etc etc...haha thou that show got a bit old de gan jue ;p but there are 2 quotes which i still quite like de ;p hehe

1) e fastest bike may allow u to be faster than e speed of e wind...but it will nv allow u to be able to chase bac e time u lost...
2) not having any memories to look bac on when u r old may be scary...but having loads of regrets as u look bac is even scary...

hehe jus 2 quotes that i tink is nice and wanna share la ;p hehe take care always + jia u every1 :D

][.forever.][

jus another day...another step closer to exams

][.jus another day.][

hehe today is jus like any normal day...haha but still its a special day...everyday is a special day...coz u will tend to learn diff things everyday...diff theory...diff lessons...diff knowledge...haha even if u learnt nothing...still be grateful...coz at least u had lived to breathe e air today...haha maybe sum will not agree wif mi...sum feel that being dead is even better...but thats for mi la ;p i nv thought that being dead was better...hehe

anyway today ish our "Ren Ming Zhong Tong" de funeral ceremony..caught it on news...he looks realli ci xiang thou i nv heard of him till nowadays...jus wanna pray for him dat this gd man will go to a gd place...

haha den hmmm 2 more days to exams...hehe den mi haven start...haha dunno wad will happened sia..haha...but now all i pray ish to survive training tml...i so long nv train le...guess all my energy no more le ba ;p

hee hao la...shall go nap le ;p hehe take care every1 ! dun stay up too late wow...not gd for health...n jus share a little sumthing la ;p a normal person can onli remain awake n not slp for e longest of 5 days...after that limit...it may be fatigue...however there is 1 person who stayed up for 18 days? if i nv rmb wrongly la ;p hehe den if a person dunno lack of slp for how many hours le jiu will mixed reality wif illusions le ;p...he / she wun noe which is which le...hehe so take care la every1....

][.it din.it wun.but life still goes on.so.face it.live it.][
][.only 1 life.i haf no idea wad i wan.][
][.but definitely i m not going to waste it.][

in e end...it din came true still...

haha i waited...i carried hopes...hehe but hmmm in e end...it still din came true...haha lucky for mi...i did not realli carried that much hope ;p...hehe thanks to moi...she say...dun ever carry so much hopes...or else e disappointment will be even greater...haha i noe everybody preach that...but its realli true ;p..realli...

haha ok...now i shall watch e time tickles by...40 mins more to go...after this 40 mins...there will nv be it again...nv....actually will la ;p but it gonna be 100 years later when i m not ard le ;p
05.05.05...05:05 but be4 this 40mins end...i will still carry wif mi...e hope ;p

][.nv give up on hope.][
][.i believe in miracles.][
][.sunshine after e rain.][
][.rainbow after e shower.][

05.05.05

][.05.05.05.][

today ish 05.05.05...hehe ytr be4 i slept...i had a simple wish...which i hope wuld come true ;p but it din la ;p so jus wanna write it down now...its quite stupid thou ;p
i wished that sum1..any1 wuld sms mi at 05 : 05 today...coz if like this...there jiu will be 05.05.05 , 05:05 le...hehe den i wuld keep e sms always...haha but it din came true...maybe coz it was too early ;p so i told fungi...can u sms mi at 17:10.15 today..which ish 5:10pm + 15 secs la ;p haha den i waited...but also dun haf...quite sad de ;p hehe jkjk..so now i can onli pray that sum1 wuld make my day ;p maybe by sms-ing mi at 10:17.37 today ? hehe jkjk...but realli hope la...coz after today...i wuld haf to wait for another 100 yr for this 05.05.05 thing to cum le...n by then...haha i probably not ard le ba ;p hehe...

anyway enff of my wish le ;p

haha...coz now raining...den i listening to those sad sad de music la ;p so a lot of emotions too ;p hehe *craps* anyway...yah...jus wanna say...sumtimes i feel that i veri selfish la...hehe or maybe stubborn ? haha jus wanna apologise to some peeps (thou sorry may not help , i believe it wuld onli make mi feel better n add more harm to e person ;p ) haha so no sorry la ;p..anyway why apologise to em ne?...coz i mus admit that i m jus a little gal living in a little world...realli little world...hehe maybe coz i m feeling too comfortable in this world...hence i do not realli jump out of it to this big big world la ;p...thus not jumping out of my little world = i m onli able to care totally for e peeps in my little world...n i m not a gd frend who can care for every1 ard mi...realli...gotta admit it...maybe becoz of this...i hurt some gd frends at times too...frends that are realli nice n gd to me...

haha no reason no excuse for myself for not caring for every1...but jus gotta say...i do try to care for every1...but maybe there is this differences...hehe maybe e care given out is sumhow lesser at times...i wuld not giv excuse n say...hey but i realli tried...coz its all crap...i understand how it feels like when ya frend giv u less attention..less care...it jus feels like...ain't i worth her care too ?...

opps...i crapped so much again...haha but jus wanna say sorry to all my frends who feel that i do not realli care so much for em la...realli sorry that i m not a nice frend...but i will try...no promise thou...

][.i am jus a "little" gal with min power n love.][
][.i am sorry that i tend to ignore u at times.][
][.coz theres realli a limitation to wad i can do.][
][.i am no supergal.][
][.instead...i need to be childish at times too.][

cherish u all :D

jus listened to music diary..hehe in fact still listening to it ba ;p haha today de story is abt 2 gals de friendship which turned sour due to some misunderstandings...haha quite saddening de sia ;p hehe...

haha ok anyway today is jus another nice n simple day ba ;p played e 9 lian huan de game with fungi...wahaha miracle sort of happen de...so i tyco de win la ;p so fun...hehe apart from e 9 lian huan game...today e Dong Nan Xi Bei Tuan went to save e gayta de crane for dunno how many tines sia ;p...even put our hand into e dustbin ah ;p hehe butts mus thanks us wow ;p

haha den today is jus a fun fun de toot toot day ba ;p hehe but jiu shi veri nice ;p hehe anyway jus wanna share a poem which i came across while i browse thru 4ever5 de past archive..which ish like during 2003 de ;p *sad* haha jkjk

No one really knows
What kind of bond we share
And even if I told them
They probably wouldn't care
You are very dear to me
I hope you know it's true
And now that you are sick
Tell me what that I should do?
While you've been gone
A part of me has been lost
It's like I've taken our friendship for granted
And now I'm paying the cost
I never knew how much you meant to me
Until you went away
The thought of you being really sick haunted me everyday
I spent a few days at school alone
And my weekend was such a bore
A lot of my time was spent in my room
I think my mum's ready to break down the door
And now i make this vow to you
To keep until the endI'll help you through the pain and tears
Until our rivers bend
So if you ever ever need someone
You know jus who to call
I'll be here by the phone
To catch you if you fall


hehe realli tink that this poem ish quite nice ;p haha esp e 1st part (in orange de ;p)...realli veri nice ;p hehe to me la ;p anyway..jus take care always everybody + dun giv u'rself too much stress la :D

][.)(i.][

TnT = TtE

][.TnT = TtE.][

today after sch pei nu ren go cut hair...den met moi n cheryl dere ;p den nu ren was forced to treat mi subway ;p hehe no worries nu ren..i will treat ya some day de ;p..haha sumday la ;p hehe

anyway thats not e main pt...e main pt ish...chatted with nu ren quite a lot of thingy de ;p hehe den rather happy n glad that can share e thoughts n listen to her problems too ;p haha laming...

jus chatted abt sum stuffs...den theres one thingy she said which i wanna blog down in case i old le den forget ;p hehe..she said sumthing like...e TnT dat we been thru ish wad that is keeping us going...haha den this chou nu ren also say...thou sumtimes everyday see e same peeps veri sianz...but when not seeing those peeps you veri xiang niang ;p wahaha of coz la nu ren...(they are so cute rite ;p )

hehe anyway after chatting wif nu ren..felt quite happy de la ;p as in been quite long since we not so lame de hao hao chat le ma ;p

haha n yah..moi ah i tink u influence mi a lot sia ;p i now becoming more like ya "goup" thingy de behaviour le la ;p need to change le !!! ;p

jus a little something which came up to mi suddenly ;p

<<.TnT=TtE.>>
1 year 365 days
2 years 730 days
3 years 1095 days
4 years 1460 days
5 years 1825 days
6 years 2190 days

our TnT is irreplaceable as it is jus so valueable n simple....
in this complicated world...
u realli need some childish-ness n simple life at times...
jus a simple moment when u dun haf to fret abt e troubles of life...
dun haf to worry abt how others feel...
n be e real person in front of em...

][.once is enough for life.][

coach carter

hehe today went to cut hair..sham cut de...still not too bad i hope ;p hehe den went wif moi to watch coach carter again...

haha second time watched this movie le ;p quite nice de :D hehe..i still like e song alot alot e one when coach carter sat in e middle of e court den e song ish sumthing like....determination , humilation etc etc...haha jiu shi like e song...hehe no reason why...haha..den watch de time...i feel like playing a real match again...hehe those which u realli lose n win...those that ish gotta foul etc etc n those which u can fall like nobody's business...haha i m a sadist or bo liaoz ba ;p but i tink falling on those hall that kinda of court veri shuang ;p hehe coz normally wuld u be so bo liaoz n jus fall ? hehe jkjk *crapping* but realli crave to play a real de match again...hehe

den hmmm haha moi xin fu wow ;p unbelieveable hor...hehe shuang la u...and ya...nowadays de weather realli ish not super de hot man..n my air - con spoil at this moment...agrh....tonite i not gonna slp in my own room man...so hot !!!

haha n yah...i tink tian kong ish a not bad de song ;p hehe so sianz....agrh....tml still gotta chi test...hehe agrh agrh...take care ba every1...hehe

][.in life.u jus haf to be a deaf froggy at times.][