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wen is right.
my greatest weakness and mistake in life is tt, i dunno how to reject.
i dunno how to say no.
n hence all e problems.

had jus cooled down after tears of anger n words of anger spouting out of my mouth.
u wuld nt wan to know.
sorry and thank you to moi.
n also to sh.

aw..this quote tt i saw in i-weekly exactly reflects me..
"我一生中犯下的所有错误，都是我原本意欲说“不”的时候，说了一声“是”。
拒绝，是一门学问。
是一门，我必须学习的学问。
i must learn to say "no" and "reject".
realli reject.
why must i always arrange my schedules to fit others?
why do i have to give in?
why is it tt things tt i spend time n effort trying to get e pieces in place,
are destroyed by others easily?
without e least bit of apologetic.
wt_!
why do i feel so cheated?
why do i haf to make myself free n at e last min getting it all cancelled?!
it pissed mi to e max, i swear!
i dun scold vugularities easily.
but i did for a few times today.
it's sinful.
but e anger n disappointment is even more.

it's especially so, when ppl u trust so much for yrs does tt to u.
it feels so much like a betray man.
dude, do u noe how it feels?
i realli cried.
disappointment n anger.
wasted my whole wk, my msgs n everything.
a promise is a promise.
why did your promise changed during the last min?

i m freaking pissed and irritated till e max.
this is especially so becoz u r one of e few tt i trusted so so so much.
i can't be bothered anymore.

leaving everything to moi.
thanks moi.
n wen, i nd to talk to u now! so pls dun be angry w mi le la =X
n jing, i hope u r feeling better le!

end here le..haf to go bathe n prep for tml le =] take gd care every1! byee..

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