][.thankful.][

][.thankful.][

thankful.
i realli am thankful.
thanks for being alive.
thanks for hafing my family.
thanks for hafing forever5.
thanks for hafing nice friends.
thanks for being healthy.
thanks for everything.

life is a journey.
a learning journey tt u jus haf to keep going.
if u nv plan, u plan to fail.
but if u planned and worked hard for it,
e end result happens for a reason. =]

been quite sian-ed at work.
cz, there's nth tt i can do.
sighs.
but tuition and coaching is giving me a little joy.
esp teaching kids tt realli wanna learn.
it's such a pleasure. =]

hao la..tired le..shall end here..take gd care every1! byee..

~a lucky person is not one that has everything.
but one that cherish everything that he/she has.
i am lucky.~


][.10.fe.15.][
][.look at e sun & e shadows will fall behind.][
][.LMS.=].][

][.come on!.][

][.come on!.][

jus came home from trng.
might haf said sumthings tt i shuld nt haf.
but wells.
jia you snrs!
i realli realli realli wanna u guys to win. =D

alrite..hands are so tired tt i can't raise it up.
been quite long since i haf this feeling le.
no stamina.
no speed.
miss passes.
sorry to hui2 n daisy (thou u guys wuld nv read this).
come on kem!
come on!
bring it on man!

hao la..jus a random post.
n gosh, i m tired.
end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.tt's e feeling.][
][.jiayou.][

][.too much.][

][.too much.][

haha hasn't been blogging much.
quite a lot has been happening thou. =]

spent a gd sun afternoon.
den went for buffet ytr.
n jus came hm frm driving.
gosh, i nd to get my confidence lvl up in everything man.

hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.peace.][

][.无奈.][

][.无奈.][

我真的在乎。
或许我的行为和举动不能证明吧。
我的错误是我不懂得拒绝。
但，我真的在尽力了。

有时候，真的很累。
如果我能很洒脱的不管一切，
不管大家，
那么，或许会比较自由吧。

n as i think.
maybe i realli neglected you.
or rather, definitely.
i'm sorry =]

好啦。。去休息了！ 晚安！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.npo,jia you!.][

][.waiting.][

][.waiting.][

life is about waiting.
u wait for e bus to get to e destination.
u wait for ya chance.
u wait for practically everything. =]

waited at e waiting zone for e test.
waited for e interview.
waited for e train.
waited for e bus for nearly 40mins to get to tuition.
waiting seems to be a huge part of my life today. =]
but we jus haf to, cz it's part of life.

aw..watching Healing Hands 3 nw..
n there's this quote tt i like..
"my driving instructor told me to look infront, cz if you keep looking into the rear mirror or looking back, you would get into an accident."
doesn't tt reflects life too?
but it's not so easy to ignore the past and not look back at all =]
shall try thou.

hao la..v tired le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.praying for LMS.][
][.pls let mi in.][

][.the greatest mistake.][

][.the greatest mistake.][

wen is right.
my greatest weakness and mistake in life is tt, i dunno how to reject.
i dunno how to say no.
n hence all e problems.

had jus cooled down after tears of anger n words of anger spouting out of my mouth.
u wuld nt wan to know.
sorry and thank you to moi.
n also to sh.

aw..this quote tt i saw in i-weekly exactly reflects me..
"我一生中犯下的所有错误，都是我原本意欲说“不”的时候，说了一声“是”。
拒绝，是一门学问。
是一门，我必须学习的学问。
i must learn to say "no" and "reject".
realli reject.
why must i always arrange my schedules to fit others?
why do i have to give in?
why is it tt things tt i spend time n effort trying to get e pieces in place,
are destroyed by others easily?
without e least bit of apologetic.
wt_!
why do i feel so cheated?
why do i haf to make myself free n at e last min getting it all cancelled?!
it pissed mi to e max, i swear!
i dun scold vugularities easily.
but i did for a few times today.
it's sinful.
but e anger n disappointment is even more.

it's especially so, when ppl u trust so much for yrs does tt to u.
it feels so much like a betray man.
dude, do u noe how it feels?
i realli cried.
disappointment n anger.
wasted my whole wk, my msgs n everything.
a promise is a promise.
why did your promise changed during the last min?

i m freaking pissed and irritated till e max.
this is especially so becoz u r one of e few tt i trusted so so so much.
i can't be bothered anymore.

leaving everything to moi.
thanks moi.
n wen, i nd to talk to u now! so pls dun be angry w mi le la =X
n jing, i hope u r feeling better le!

end here le..haf to go bathe n prep for tml le =] take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.pissed and disappointed.][

][.n i felt like a fool.][

][.n i felt like a fool.][

全世界的人都知道。
只有我不知道。
感觉就像是一个傻瓜吧。
大家问我的时候，我是应该知道这件事的吗？
说不出口的感受。

double disappointments.
nt disappointed by kem.
cz, they played a fairly gd game despite e lost.
n i will always support em =]
thou i can't play my part on court,
i will play my part, as a bench warmer.
too much had changed.
but i m not giving up.
found my new motivation to fight on.

nt disappointed by arsenal despite e lost.
it's onli resign tt finishing is always v impt.
e efforts n process is nth,
once e finishing is made.

alright, n i feel like crying now.
how great.
u r such a G loser man!
agrh!

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.status: mixed emotions.][

][.holding on.looking ahead.][

][.holding on.looking ahead.][

jus reached hm from trng.
mus haf been mad to train despite e medication.
felt my hands trembling.
had a run.
reminds mi of vj's running.
n my upcuming 10km in june which i had yet to train for.
dead.

after e run, gosh cold *brr*.
went to sbc n had some shootings.
hmm tt was ok.
den 5 on 5.
stress lvl reached max.
if onli i culd noe wad to do, at e right time.

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
if onli i can ignore all those.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for e future tt has yet to cum.][

][.drive.][

][.drive.][

wad a day.
been kinda of tired cz of e medicine.
took mc today to c a doc n rest for e noon.
super nua-ing n drowsy.
woke up super grumpy n irritated.
dunno why also.
thanks loads to wen for waiting sooo long for mi n being so patient w e grumpy n bad mood G = me =]

went to apply for pdl..but once again was too late.
agrh.
haha e turning pt for e day = 1st pratical driving lesson.
woohoo..e 1st time when i step on e accelaration n went forward,
haha i wuld nv forget how it feels.
n i finally noe how it feels like to be in e driver seat =D
haha thankfully my instructor is quite nice =P
haha moving forward n reversing n smooth breakings n stalling e engines.
haha all i can say is, i enjoyed myself =D
n changed my moody n grumpy mood a little.

n i discovered tt,
i realli enjoy walking =]
give mi an mp3 n i will walk u a journey.
countryroad, take mi home..
to e place, i belong!!

end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.away from here.][

][.jus tt bit.][

][.jus tt bit.][

sumtimes, when u jus put in tt little bit more of effort.
tt little bit more of strength.
tt little bit more of determination.
u get tt whole lot more of satisfication.

jus came home frm trng.
love to run long dist.
esp w this cooling weather at nite.
love to run those dist where u can nv noe where's e ending.
cz, tt's when u push yaself to e limit.
been quite long since i ran this way.
thou it's jus a mere 10mins.
i miss those times.

n chilling by myself at kem cc's cafe,
reading "The Kite Runner", sipping my ice coffee (upon finishing mee rebus)
is jus relaxing.
an hr of chilling.
is enff at times. =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byeee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.status:i don't know.][

][.status:i don't know.][

wen always remind me tt:"fe,there's a limit to which one can take"
haha n i noe tt.
nowadays, it's been busy earning days.
work,tuition,coaching.
den learning.
guitar n trainings.

supposed to feel like a sardine fish.
but yet i m nt feeling so yet.
starting to enjoy a busy life with jus a day or two to relax.
tink i wuld allow myself 1month break be4 uni starts.(if i ever get into 1 *pray*)

yeah..in tt 1 month.
peace.
nua.
slack.
for now,
inner peace during moments such as this.
pia.
work hard for e money!
at e same time, i m enjoying life.

ppl always say, "qian shi zuan bu wan de" (u can nv finish earning money).i always agree, but sumtimes i wonder too..w/o money, u can't do anything too =P..so decided to earn n spend at e same time! haha chill =P n wen..dun worry! i wun tire myself out completely de =]

guitar-rapy is realli useful.n i jus discovered tt, it's been sumtimes since i contact w some impt ppl le. tink it's time le. haha keeping bonds r always nt easy.but wad's worth it is, it's still e same no matter how far e distance is.

for now..i m jus hoping tt forever5's trip would be a success! *pray hard* cz after this stage..u nv noe when wuld all be free again at once =]

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.take each day, one at a time.][