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i haf nv had e courage to take a roller-coaster ride.
cz i can't even stand pirate ship n wuld vomit like shit.
but right now.
i feel like i m on a roller-coaster ride.

it started off at e bottom.
n slowly climbed bac to e peak.
n goes crashing down again. [n if u take those rides, i guess when it's cuming down, u wuld scream ur lungs out so tt u wuld feel better =] ]
but i m nt screaming.
instead i m smiling at my stupidity 4 doubting.
it's my choice to get bac.
i haf to face it.
n it's getting numb =]

sumtimes reality is harsh.
u jus gotta face it.
sumtimes attitude alone is not sufficient.
hardwork is also insufficient.
at e end of e day,
it all boils down to 1 thing.
u got e skills?
u get e playing time.
w regards to cuming trng or nt.
w regards if ya attitude is gd or bad.
u score, u perform, u play.

u once asked mi wad happened n who bullied mi.
i realli wanted to tell u everything.
realli did, as always.
apart frm 1 thing tt i kept it within myself.
cz, it doesn't matter.
at e end of e day, reality matters.
i understand.
n i recognise tt.

tears no more.
cz i m in e process of learning to be stronger.
no tears when we lose a game.
no tears when warming e bench becums a routine.
no more tears.
cz, i m learning to be stronger, in e mind n in e heart.

sumtimes i realli hope tt u wuld b aware of how i feel.
but i m nt letting e tears fall.
cz i m learning to be stronger day by day.
n at e end of e day,
wad matter most is e TEAM. =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

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