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lol..been typing..n backspac-ing n typing n backspac-ing.
ie. jus can't find e right words to match how i feel now.
ytr or rather 15th nov was my last paper.
i screwed it.
n all i can say is.
tt's e worst feeling.
e feeling of totally defeated by yaself.
e feeling of all ya hard work gg down e drain.
e feeling of disappointment.
realli felt like.
held bac n went for trng.
thanks sh for e msg.
thanks llz for entertaining me!
thanks for e 10 mins trng tt got my mind of it at least for tt while.
when everything finally settle down n when it's all alone again,
e tears fell.
can't stop it.
it realli hurted.
when e tears stop,
i look up.
n saw my poster = take each day at a time.make this moment so beautiful tt it wuld be worth remembering. =]

woke up today.
n wow.
it's jus so diff.
everything's changed.
on e bus while i see ppl mugging on their notes,
fighting for every sec to get sumthing in.
it jus struck mi tt..for e nxt few months, gdbye my notes.
when everything's over.
reality set in.
n i have decided.
i mus spend this period of time meaningfully.
so when it's over,
i hope i can tell myself tt..
no matter wads e results,
u can face e future =]

lol..ignore e above..it's jus some post As reflection =P lol..everyday praying tt it wuld end faster. n when it finally does, e 1 thing i feel is = lost.
went out today to get ready for job interview tml.
hopefully everything will go well tml.
pls let it all be well. =]
soon, i wuld be embarking on my new journey le.
n to all those out dere who r joining mi soon.
jia you! =]

the game plan is a gd show.
go catch it if u r free!
tink it's gg to be over soon =]
mixture of laughters n tears.
n it jus brings out 2 main idea.
1) parental love is so wei da.nth can replace it.
2) e world dun revolves ard u. =]

now tt everything's over.
everything is gg to start too.
with courage,i will =]

2 yrs of j2 life had came to an end.
so much had happened.
so many lessons learnt.
so many things changed.
so many ppl enter n left my life.
when everything's over,
jus wanna say..thank you for everything.
thanks to e concourse kids! thanks for all e joy n laughters n rantings =P
thanks to my class 06A13! thanks for being such a wonderfully unique class =]
thanks for everything n every1 tt entered n left my life.
for e every short moment, it changed mi sumhow =]

n for all those tt stood by faithfully during these yrs.
i jus wanna say a v big thank you.
thanks so so so much for standing by mi esp during e As.

1)thanks to my beloved family.thanks for being so understanding n supportive.
xiexie ni men!
2)special thanks to llz! thanks for all e msgs tt u dropped whenever i feel tt i can't go on. thanks for allowing mi to rant after every paper tt i feel agrh.thanks for always being dere thur out this hmm 2 yrs? haha zhen de xiexie ni PIG! haha jkjk
3)thanks to ruthie too! xiexie ni mei! thanks for all e msgs tt u dropped during e As! haha xiexie ni! they kept mi gg..haha cya sooon ok! =]
4)of cz mus thank this bunch of ppl la ;p forever5, xiexie ni men! wen, thanks for jus being dere..thanks so much for so much ;p jing, thanks for all e mugging sessions n all e time whr we stoned n pressed on tgt. thanks for all those moments of ranting =] fungi, heh thanks for all e encouragements n patience in guiding mi.thanks for everything tt u had done.thanks for easing my fears for e day be4 my madness de maths n hist. thanks so much. u guys r e onli thing tt dun change =]
5) thanks to employer n all those tt dropped gd luck msgs during this period of time. ir realli means a lot =]
6) thanks to all those tt had drifted n din drop any msgs. cz, this period of time had allowed mi to mature n let go of many things, special ppl, unforgettable moments.thanks for letting mi settle in w my new journey.thanks for all e past memories. jus hoped tt u wuld b settling down as well too.n hopefully, e nxt time we meet..if we get to..we can laugh n recognise tt, things can nv be like be4..but we wuld go on meaningfully w our lives. zhu fu ni =]

haha lol..such a random post. dun tink it realli linked ba..haha it jus goes to show tt everything is hitting in right now.haha n of cz e fats! gosh, nd to get rid of them le! =[ hao la..take gd care every1! jia you IN LIFE! live this moment so beautiful tt it will be worth remembering =]

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