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hmm..e 5days nat break is gg to be over soon..n it's so depressing!
sighs..aw these 5 days ain't too bad..
haha slacked n rest for 1 day =P
spent a fruitful day w forever5 =]
spent 2 days coping myself up at e fav corner of pasir ris lib =]
n spent e last day w trng n w a tinge of nostalgia =]

hmm realli v glad n thankful for many things in my life..realli..was talking to mummy today..n felt realli v fortunate to haf forever5 w mi..thou sumthings change regarding my relationship w one of em..but it makes mi cherish e friendship even more..(ahem nt tt i dun in e past ;p) but yah..jus feel tt we can't take certain things for granted..=] i love u guys! thanks for everything that u guys had d0ne for e decade =] e times tt we spent tgt are always so relaxed n filled w joy..e moments when u wuld do stupid things and act like a 8 yr old when u r already 18 =P these r e kind of things tt i wuld nv haf e chance to do w e others..this is wad made em always so special =] lifetime friends..thats wad we wuld be =D

apart from em..there's still others tt u met as u grew..those tt guided u n were dere for u..realli thankful for all of em too..1031,llz,employer,ah rum..w special thanks to 1031 n llz..to 1031..thou ur temper is realli quite bad..but thanks for tolerating my bad temper too =P..haha thanks for everything tt u had done for mi =]..n to llz..u r e onli gd thing tt happened in u18..thanks for always knowing e right words n always being dere to give mi e con-fe-dence to fight on! thanks so so so much =] realli thankful to these ppl for guiding mi..=]

also v thanful to all those friends tt i haf met then n now..ahs, vj and alj.kem basketball team mates n friends! as well as concourse kids! thanks for being in my life =]

hmm haha i din start of thinking tt i wanna post n blog abt all these..but my hand went across e keyboard n these words of thanks jus appeared on e screen..haha realli thanks so much to every1 for everything..=]

aw..yah..was talking abt e 5 days hols..hmm today's trng n ytr's 9 mins jog realli made mi feel that sumtimes realli li bu chong xin..it's nt tt u dun wan to..its jus tt ur actions can't coordinate w ur mind..it's been so long tt i jogged n played basketball..n for a split sec..i tot..maybe i wun wanna play anymore..haha tt's jus for a split sec..but no1 wuld noes wad wuld happen in e future..cz if not for forever5..i wuld nt haf joined tt game..=]

n i took out my ruan n played a few songs..haha missed those days which i practice hard for syf too..maybe i wuld pick it up again afterAs ba..=]

n haha..sumtimes dun we jus miss so so so much n get so so so tired over sumthings..if dere is such a moment..i m feeling such nw..a sense of nostalgia n lost..n sumtimes i mus admit tt i love isolation too..being alone n think abt stuffs..haha every1 need a moment alone isn't it? if u nv haf..try to haf a moment all to urself ba =]

hao la..end here le..n if u r nt feeling too happy nw..listen to ->living next door to alice by smokie ba..haha nowadays whenever i feel v tired n stone..i wuld listen to tt song n e catchy tempo wuld make u nod n shake for a few moments like an idiot..haha jkjk..quite nice..listen to it ba =] (it got sad lyrics thou =P)

take gd care every1! byee...

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