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if only..
if only..

dere's so so so much that i wanna say..
dere's so so so much that i wanna let u all noe..
but i dunno how..
i dunno where shuld i start from..

all of a sudden..
i missed the times that we shared tgt lots..
i realli do..

i miss u all..
i miss e old days..
those days spent at e fitness corners as though we own it..
those days spent at e court playing till e sun sets..
those days..
those innocent laughters..
those caring acts..
those lame stuffs that onli we wuld do tgt..

i realli missed those days..
sumtimes at nite..
i wuld ask myself so many qn..

my dearest lifetime friends..
how are u all doing?..

i asked myself that..
n i discovered that..
yes..u all r my lifetime friends..
but i haf no idea how u all r doing at this v moment..
happy? sad?
is everything ok?

things changed..
n we can't help it..

certain things happened..
n i noe it hurted u all too..
thats wad i dread most..
i hate it when sumthing hurt u all..
but e irony is that..i m e one that caused all these..

i realli hate e situation now..
i realli hope i can reverse everything..
i realli hope that i can forget all e unhappiness btw both of us..
i realli hope i can do that..
so that..5 of us culd move on jus as e past..

but i can't..
at least nt at this v moment..

my mind is nt in e right place..it's confusing..

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

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