][.its over.no pt forcing it =).][

][.its over.no pt forcing it =).][

1st-ly be4 i start this post that i feel that is going to be kind of sad etc..i mus do sumthing v important 1st..HAPPY BIRTHDAY lqjl! haha ok..hmm i noe thats jus mi being lame but yah..realli shen shen de zhu fu ni..aw its 30/3 nw..but by e time i finish e post..it wuld be 31/3 le ba =P

n i guess i will nv forget this day ba..cz its e day which i finally sorted out my thoughts..its abt how i shuld break e news to e 2 other 2 ba le..aw lets start w my day ba..it was nt exactly a gd 1..started off w stomache..shugs..so after that gp..maths..lit..econs..sports day..haha e lame lame de 8 x 50..den e nice nice de cheer leading..n when sports day commence..there was a little memory lane in mi that was gg thur a roller coaster..memories abt last yr's sports day came bac..bit by bit..so many a time i felt like sending u a msg to let u noe that..hey its sports day again..rmb last yr? i realli wanted to..but i din..cz i m afraid that i wuld end up waiting like a fool once again..n i und..e enviornment realli changed =)

so thur'out e whole sports day..i wasn't exactly in my best of mood..cz i was tinking of last yr n all e bits n pieces of memo..den requested to do crunches etc outside..cz i wan to c e sky..i wanna relax..n so many things ran thur my mind during that period of time..realli..i can hear my heart shouting..i noe how i felt..but i noe..i haf to get use to this no matter wad..

after that went thaipan w sh,chu.melia n moi..it realli cheered mi up a little w all e gossipping etc..but sumthing happened after that which i haf no wish to elaborate..but i m jus so thankful that wen is on earth n that i met her! wen..i m sorry for tiring u out w all that happened btw us..but i guess that wuld be 1 of e last..cz i guess..we jus haf to believe in wad my mummy says ba..yuan fen yi jing..when fate is up..there's no pt carrying on n forcing it..n jus as wad u said..our characters realli dun match..n this time round..i guess u resigned to wad my mummy said too ba..its jus fated to be over..no pt forcing n carrying on..n this time round..i noe u und..i noe u und how i feel n wad i m doing..with u understanding e situation n calming mi down..it realli feels so much better..sorry for all e sinful things that i haf said to pollute ya ears..thanks wen..thanks for understanding..my faithful lifetime friend..=)

aw yup..i guess its tiring to quarrel n patch up n repeat this process over such a short period of times..told wen that i used to believe that we dun haf to be afraid..cz i noe n believe that e friendship that is shared btw e 5 of us can withstand all quarrels n get better..but after all these that haf happened..i noe it can't..n i dun wanna try anymore..realli tired n sick of it..its enff..lets jus end it peacefully this way ba..no pt toking over it..cz its nt e 1st time..its been e dunno how many times since e 1st quarrel last yr..so lets jus end it peacefully ba =) sorry for rejecting ya calls..but i guess u will und mi in times to cum..thanks for all that u had did for mi thou..n yup..believe mi..it takes so much for mi to make this decision..so i wun change my mind..i guess we wuld be better off this way..=) realli..

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

p.s aw sorry sh,chu n melia for dampening e mood..=)

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][.lets end it this way.][
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