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i m tired..
i realli m..
its nt physically tired..
but mentally tired..

i m realli starting to get sick of it..
sumthing that meant so much to mi..
but it seems to be e core source of disappointment nowadays..
esp ytr n tooday..
its realli sad..
i m realli angry w myself for feeling that way..
i hate to feel negative..
i hate it..
yet negativity is all i feel nw..

haiz..realli tired..
i realli nd a break from this tiring world..
guardian angel..
pls take mi away for a moment..
i wanna rest..

i knew wad was going to happen..
n it realli did..
i expected it..
but nt at e moment when i feel like shit..
it jus makes everything worst..
nw all i wanna do is to slp..
slp like a coward n hope to escape from all e problems..
i m realli sorry towards u..
but i realli do treasure our friendship..its jus like how chong shang tian describes it..
however u nv seem to be able to feel that..
maybe i jus ain't gd enff..
maybe wad i haf been doing is nth..
i m realli tired..
i wun let go..
but i dun haf e energy to do anything right now..

ok.. shall end here..realli v tired..wanns escape from e world for a moment or so le..byee..

ps. thankie auntie joy! being able to solve e qn is 1 of my joys of e day ! thanks !

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