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ok now is 7:33pm..
gan chu hen duo..
hasn't been hm so early for this hols..

haha but today got pw..n e lazy mi decided nt to go bac to study out..
so came bac hm n pig..den hmm went to a few blogs..
haha read 2 in particular n kinda of earned my tears..

I would gladly want a hug from you.You would make things ok...You always do.But I realised that I haven't done anything for us for the past few years.
I haven't been there when Wen's going through her awful period.
I haven't been there when Moi lost her favourite passion due to her injury.
I haven't been there when Fe felt that nothing's going right for her.
I haven't been there when you were hurt by your commando.
I selfishly went on alone without you all, thinking that scars would eventually heal and you would carry on by yourselves.I'm not strong, neither are all of you.

i read this n i teared..thats jing's reply to fungi..i noe i m a crybaby..can lol if u wan..but it jus makes mi feel so much..i immediately went to our bloggy to blog..trying to re-assure zhu tous that i will still be dere..jus a call away..which is wad i promise n always will be..but after bloggin..i felt e same too..where m i when they needed mi e most?..where was i?..was i dere by their side?..i dun seem to rmb so..maybe apart from that stupid woman (moi)..i was nt dere for em..i m realli sorry zhu tous..i hate to say sorry to u all..cz sorry is jus myself trying to reduce my "guilt"..n it serves no purpose to u all..but jus once again..for e dunno how many times..*always in my heart*always dere*my onli forever*

den hmm yup..realli glad that we got to meet up during this hols..thou its at moi's ward..but who cares..i love e simple moments with u all..playing cards..laming our way thur things..like little kids..wo jiu shi xi huan zhe yang jian jian dan dan de wo men..n i suddenly feel that..friendship is e effort made..but it dun matter who sacrifice more or less..thats wad i feel la..cz if its sumthing i realli cherish..i dun mind doing more..n its not counted as sacrifice..but thats onli how i feel..dun haf to agree wif mi la =p

haha alrite..hmm jus kit tung em all of a sudden..haha act is always la =P..hee aw mye is real near..n i hasn't been productive yet..still got tons to study..n jus receieved e msg that we r officially out of milo cup..haha stoned for a moment..its all over..=)..guess i jus gotta smile.."dun cry cz its over..but smile cz it happened"..tctc every1 ! byee..

*excellence is not found in being e best.but is in doing your best*

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