][.*shugs*.][
1/2 my wk is gone wif bball n stuffs...this wk is a "busy" one..tml got match..fri got sports meet..sat got trng..sun got match..i foresee not much time for any rest..but thats not e main pt..e main pt is..i m sick now..shugs..hao sick bu sick bian zai this period of time sick..i m not worried of thurs,sat n sun..but fri...how m i going to run my 800m event when i m onli able to breathe using my mouth...haiz...i dun tink i will be able to find sum1 to help mi run ba..coz like onli 2 days left huh?..sianz...
anyway lets drop so "depressing" de topic le..hmmm ytr had match wif aljunied..den took pic wif si hui n jiao lian again..haha jiao lian say :"take lots of times le leh ;p"..hee i tink so too..but when ya idol is right infront of ya..haha sumtimes ya will go siao ba ;p hee sunday gotta take again huh ;p hee jkjk...
den hmmm realli wanna thank my parents...coz they nowadays esp..veri supportive of mi..den ytr i did finish my hist le..eat medi jiu *bom* fell asleep..i ask em help mi draw n colour..dey jus helped mi..in e morning when i wakey..e nice piece of art was there..thankie..hee realli veri gan ji...
haha n hmmm wad else ne..today i went home myself coz moi nv go sch..wen,fungi n sh wanna watch cchms de match..haha long time since i went home alone..hee still e same conclusion..i dun like e feeling of being alone..i mean i love being wif my frends..i love e crowd..e laughters..i m not used to walking alone..thou at times it is nice..coz veri peaceful n e speed is much faster...yah..den today i walk home de time..i saw a road block far far away...but i still walk towards it..thinking that there may be some short cuts out from dere..hee but in fact there isn't..haha den i suddenly veri lame de felt that actually many times in life we knew that there will be no way out if we continue to head towards that direction...but we are still veri stubborn n do not wan to change e direction coz we r not willing to let go after wasting so much time n effort on it...haha den gotta one morale from this = even if ya had put in much time n effort..yet if u knew that failure is jus in front of ya..dun continue to "perserve" le..coz it will save ya from wasting more time n effort n cause yaself to be more hurt n tortured by the ending...
haha anyway paiseh..thats mi crapping again..i dunno why la..but i jus tends to do this everytime...n if ya dun understand also nbm nbm la..psps..hee anyway i came home early den wanna rest de..but in e end..i on com le jiu decided to change my blogskin..thou its not veri nice..but i love it..i love e words...hee i hope that we can live in a world where there will be no sadness..no tears..onli laughter n happiness for every single human being..
hao la..i shall end off here le..hee i pray that i will be well enff by tml..coz i veri qi-dai e events from tml to sun..all e matches n stuffs :D n yah take care every !!! stay happy always ok ! ya nv noe how much ya smile means to sum1..*ahem* i mean friends ard ya la ;p hee *laming*
][.hanging on.][
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Monday, June 27, 2005
][.my current "situation".][
][.my current "situation".][
haha alright...for e past few days..i haf been wanting so much to blog...so much so much..coz i got too many things going on nowadays le...haha realli many things which i wanna blog n remind myself of jus in case i grow old n lose my memory...haha *laming*...
anyway lets start from friday ba..friday went bac to sch n played wif juniors vs scgs...haha played for 3 quads...hee den it rained..haha heavy rain..so nv play le...haha den coach send us down to 85 n had lunch there wif shi hui , sheryl n moi..den hmmm after that went home n went out to watch A Lot Like Love wif moi..haha its a nice show la...i mean not bad la..n it has a nice song...haha den hmmm after our show got so many "Live Telecast" la..all those couples..haha erm ya..dun say le...den went to TM to walk ard..coz waiting for si hui n li sian de fone call la ;p hee den met my parents on e 3rd level..den up e escaltor..4th floor..met wen n fungi..i saw both of em..den moi din..i was jus beating moi la..den 4 of us de yan shen jiao cha...we jus 2 by 2 de stand grounded to the ground den stare at each other..that moment i dunno how to describe...den after that bid gd bye to one another..went to eat BK wif moi..n chatted rather long de...hmmm n moi said sumthing veri meaningful "Everything ends where it begins"..i tink quite true ba...haha theres a start..theres gonna be a end..sumday...n i suddenly feel that..friendship realli is mus haf e same gong tong dian den can tang de lai ma?..i dunno..but i will look open a bit..*kan kai* thats wad moi tells mi..hehe but of coz i will still hold on de...
den wads nxt ??..hmmm haha also dunno...nxt wk gonna be another busy week wif bball n sports day n all my hols hw..haha gonna die le la !..but nbm nbm..look open a bit *kan kai yi dian*..den hmmm jus wanna tell all aljunied n combine (white) de players + take gd care of yaself...n yah ! nxt mon 4/7 is gonna be a youth day hols ! so haha 3/7 after e last u16 de aljunied cup..can fang xin de a bit later go home ba ;p hee jkjk
haha tml sch re-open le ! every1 haf a nice start + stay happy n take care always ok ! hehe...den wanna say jia u jia u...ya indiviual and special talent will yu dao a BO LE (sum1 who recognise u) de..continue to haf *XingXin* in yaself...jia u !
][.15.][
haha alright...for e past few days..i haf been wanting so much to blog...so much so much..coz i got too many things going on nowadays le...haha realli many things which i wanna blog n remind myself of jus in case i grow old n lose my memory...haha *laming*...
anyway lets start from friday ba..friday went bac to sch n played wif juniors vs scgs...haha played for 3 quads...hee den it rained..haha heavy rain..so nv play le...haha den coach send us down to 85 n had lunch there wif shi hui , sheryl n moi..den hmmm after that went home n went out to watch A Lot Like Love wif moi..haha its a nice show la...i mean not bad la..n it has a nice song...haha den hmmm after our show got so many "Live Telecast" la..all those couples..haha erm ya..dun say le...den went to TM to walk ard..coz waiting for si hui n li sian de fone call la ;p hee den met my parents on e 3rd level..den up e escaltor..4th floor..met wen n fungi..i saw both of em..den moi din..i was jus beating moi la..den 4 of us de yan shen jiao cha...we jus 2 by 2 de stand grounded to the ground den stare at each other..that moment i dunno how to describe...den after that bid gd bye to one another..went to eat BK wif moi..n chatted rather long de...hmmm n moi said sumthing veri meaningful "Everything ends where it begins"..i tink quite true ba...haha theres a start..theres gonna be a end..sumday...n i suddenly feel that..friendship realli is mus haf e same gong tong dian den can tang de lai ma?..i dunno..but i will look open a bit..*kan kai* thats wad moi tells mi..hehe but of coz i will still hold on de...
den wads nxt ??..hmmm haha also dunno...nxt wk gonna be another busy week wif bball n sports day n all my hols hw..haha gonna die le la !..but nbm nbm..look open a bit *kan kai yi dian*..den hmmm jus wanna tell all aljunied n combine (white) de players + take gd care of yaself...n yah ! nxt mon 4/7 is gonna be a youth day hols ! so haha 3/7 after e last u16 de aljunied cup..can fang xin de a bit later go home ba ;p hee jkjk
haha tml sch re-open le ! every1 haf a nice start + stay happy n take care always ok ! hehe...den wanna say jia u jia u...ya indiviual and special talent will yu dao a BO LE (sum1 who recognise u) de..continue to haf *XingXin* in yaself...jia u !
][.15.][
Friday, June 24, 2005
][.old le.][
][.old le.][
now here pain dere pain everywhere pain...pain
old mac donalds haf some pains
e ya e ya ooo
haha alright...jus mi laming again..hmmm jus changed a blogskin..coz e previous one spoil le ba..sad sad sia..hee coz cannot find nice nice de slam dunk le ;p hee but nbm nbm...nothing is forever de :D
den hmmm..so tired..both physically n mentally la..haha coz old le la..all e bones get "sour" veri easily..thankie mummy still help mi put "oil" here n dere to relieve e pain or else...haha i also dunno le...
haha wad else ne..i tink my hw..studies.. all doom le la...feel so agrh..my whole june hols...all "dedicate" to bball...haha like many others la..but i vvv slack n lazy la...*shugs*
and yah..hee tml going bac to play friendly against scgs wif juniors..hehe quite qi dai de la..but hmm haha bones breaking le..so tml can jus see see also gd le..den i suddenly wanna be referee..haha dunno why also..i mean for tml de game..coz i tink veri can train 1 person's confidence ? hehe dunno la..
everybody jia u n take care always la ! *5milez*
][.4 more onli.][
][.motivation.][
now here pain dere pain everywhere pain...pain
old mac donalds haf some pains
e ya e ya ooo
haha alright...jus mi laming again..hmmm jus changed a blogskin..coz e previous one spoil le ba..sad sad sia..hee coz cannot find nice nice de slam dunk le ;p hee but nbm nbm...nothing is forever de :D
den hmmm..so tired..both physically n mentally la..haha coz old le la..all e bones get "sour" veri easily..thankie mummy still help mi put "oil" here n dere to relieve e pain or else...haha i also dunno le...
haha wad else ne..i tink my hw..studies.. all doom le la...feel so agrh..my whole june hols...all "dedicate" to bball...haha like many others la..but i vvv slack n lazy la...*shugs*
and yah..hee tml going bac to play friendly against scgs wif juniors..hehe quite qi dai de la..but hmm haha bones breaking le..so tml can jus see see also gd le..den i suddenly wanna be referee..haha dunno why also..i mean for tml de game..coz i tink veri can train 1 person's confidence ? hehe dunno la..
everybody jia u n take care always la ! *5milez*
][.4 more onli.][
][.motivation.][
Monday, June 20, 2005
][.tangerine.][
][.tangerine.][
now i veri wu liao de reading tangerine...its quite a nice book la..den there's sumthing on pg67..which says sumthing like.."sumtimes u wuld wan e whole grp of frends with u..but sumtimes u wuld wan to keep em in separate compartments & haf em all to yaself.."
hee tink that "line" veri meaningful or maybe rather true to mi la..dunno how ya feel abt it...hehe..den hmmm nothing much ba..today watched lots of tv...den tml going out to try do my hw le ba..every1 jia u for ya hw la ;p hehe n take care always...
][.oxjy.][
now i veri wu liao de reading tangerine...its quite a nice book la..den there's sumthing on pg67..which says sumthing like.."sumtimes u wuld wan e whole grp of frends with u..but sumtimes u wuld wan to keep em in separate compartments & haf em all to yaself.."
hee tink that "line" veri meaningful or maybe rather true to mi la..dunno how ya feel abt it...hehe..den hmmm nothing much ba..today watched lots of tv...den tml going out to try do my hw le ba..every1 jia u for ya hw la ;p hehe n take care always...
][.oxjy.][
][.impact.][
][.impact.][
now i am sitting right in front of my com...
haf lots to blog n yet i haf no idea how to put em down in words...
hehe lame ba ;p but haf ya ever felt so too...
ming ming u haf lots to say de..but jiu shi dunno how to express yaself la...
haha hmmm maybe all i can say is thank you..hee
den wanna share sumthing wif all..i tink its quite nice la...
Duo Bi (hiding from the problem) Bu Yi Ding Duo De Guo ( ya may not be able to hide successfully)
Mian Dui (facing the problem) Bu Yi Ding Jui Nan Shou (may not be the worse feeling)
Gu Dan ( being alone) Bu Yi Ding Bu Kuai Le (dun mean that u wun be happy)
De Dao ( owning it ) Bu Yi Ding Neng Chang Jiu ( dun mean that u will own it forever)
Shi Qu (losing it) Bu Yi Ding Bu Zai You ( dun mean that u wun haf it again)
Zuan Sheng (turning back) Bu Yi Ding Jui Ruan Rou ( dun mean that u are a weak one)
Bie Ji Zhe Suo Bie Wu Xuan Ze ( dun be in a hurry to say that.." i haf no choice")
Bie Yi Wei Shi Shang Zhi You Dui Yu Cuo ( dun tink that there's only correct n wrong on earth)
Xu Duo Shi Qing De Da An Dou Bu Zhi You Yi Ge (dere are many things in life which do not only haf 1 sol...)
Yi Qie De Yi Qie Duo You Ying Ying Guo Guo ( everything in life haf its consequences)
Bu Xu Yao Wo Men Qu Bian Lun ( dun need us to question it)
Suo Yi Wo Men Yong Yuan You Lu Ke Yi Zhou ( so dere will always be a way out for us)
Ni Neng Zhao Dao Li You Nan Guo ( ya can find a reason to be sad)
Ye Yi Ding Neng Zhao Dao Li You Kuai Le (so ya will also be able to find a reason to be happy)
haha alright..dats abt all that i wanna share ba...hee hope ya all can understand ;p if not paiseh paiseh...hee n take care every1 ! time files...
][.motivator.impact.thanks.][
now i am sitting right in front of my com...
haf lots to blog n yet i haf no idea how to put em down in words...
hehe lame ba ;p but haf ya ever felt so too...
ming ming u haf lots to say de..but jiu shi dunno how to express yaself la...
haha hmmm maybe all i can say is thank you..hee
den wanna share sumthing wif all..i tink its quite nice la...
Duo Bi (hiding from the problem) Bu Yi Ding Duo De Guo ( ya may not be able to hide successfully)
Mian Dui (facing the problem) Bu Yi Ding Jui Nan Shou (may not be the worse feeling)
Gu Dan ( being alone) Bu Yi Ding Bu Kuai Le (dun mean that u wun be happy)
De Dao ( owning it ) Bu Yi Ding Neng Chang Jiu ( dun mean that u will own it forever)
Shi Qu (losing it) Bu Yi Ding Bu Zai You ( dun mean that u wun haf it again)
Zuan Sheng (turning back) Bu Yi Ding Jui Ruan Rou ( dun mean that u are a weak one)
Bie Ji Zhe Suo Bie Wu Xuan Ze ( dun be in a hurry to say that.." i haf no choice")
Bie Yi Wei Shi Shang Zhi You Dui Yu Cuo ( dun tink that there's only correct n wrong on earth)
Xu Duo Shi Qing De Da An Dou Bu Zhi You Yi Ge (dere are many things in life which do not only haf 1 sol...)
Yi Qie De Yi Qie Duo You Ying Ying Guo Guo ( everything in life haf its consequences)
Bu Xu Yao Wo Men Qu Bian Lun ( dun need us to question it)
Suo Yi Wo Men Yong Yuan You Lu Ke Yi Zhou ( so dere will always be a way out for us)
Ni Neng Zhao Dao Li You Nan Guo ( ya can find a reason to be sad)
Ye Yi Ding Neng Zhao Dao Li You Kuai Le (so ya will also be able to find a reason to be happy)
haha alright..dats abt all that i wanna share ba...hee hope ya all can understand ;p if not paiseh paiseh...hee n take care every1 ! time files...
][.motivator.impact.thanks.][
Sunday, June 19, 2005
][.touching song.][
][.touching song.][
for the past few days i haf been trying to find out wads the song at jing's de blog..coz to mi la..the song veri e nice..but its onli until today that i manage to find the lyrics..hee now my background song ish the song...i tink i will call it the touching song ba...haha hope u all like it too..and if ya haf this song in ya com de desktop..can send mi ma..thankie lots...
hmmm anyway today ish another so so day...haha rmb sum1 once asked mi...who say ppl haf to luff when they are happy n haf to cry when they are sad..hee suddenly thought of e qn...any1 haf an ans for it ma..
haha jus treat it that i crapping again ba...i m jus not in the right frame of mind now...jus noe that today ish e 1st combine match that i "witness" n play little while..n yah..combine de team mates all played veri well n realli veri qiang..hehe pei fu pei fu..haha den tml gotta match..jia u ba every1...
hee alright shall share e touching song de lyrics now...if not wrong..the song shuld be I will stand by you :
Oh why do you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through
Cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you,
you don't know what to do
Nothing you can confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you ,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you
So if your mad ,get mad , don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
And hey what you got to hide,I get angry too
But i'm a lot like you
When your standing at the cross roads don't know which paths to choose
Let me come along cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you ,I'll stand by you won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you
And when the night falls on you baby your feeling all alone
you won't be on your own i'll stand by you ill stand by you,
I'll stand by you wont let anybody hurt you i'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour ,And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you.
][.motivation.][
for the past few days i haf been trying to find out wads the song at jing's de blog..coz to mi la..the song veri e nice..but its onli until today that i manage to find the lyrics..hee now my background song ish the song...i tink i will call it the touching song ba...haha hope u all like it too..and if ya haf this song in ya com de desktop..can send mi ma..thankie lots...
hmmm anyway today ish another so so day...haha rmb sum1 once asked mi...who say ppl haf to luff when they are happy n haf to cry when they are sad..hee suddenly thought of e qn...any1 haf an ans for it ma..
haha jus treat it that i crapping again ba...i m jus not in the right frame of mind now...jus noe that today ish e 1st combine match that i "witness" n play little while..n yah..combine de team mates all played veri well n realli veri qiang..hehe pei fu pei fu..haha den tml gotta match..jia u ba every1...
hee alright shall share e touching song de lyrics now...if not wrong..the song shuld be I will stand by you :
Oh why do you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through
Cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you,
you don't know what to do
Nothing you can confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you ,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you
So if your mad ,get mad , don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
And hey what you got to hide,I get angry too
But i'm a lot like you
When your standing at the cross roads don't know which paths to choose
Let me come along cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you ,I'll stand by you won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you
And when the night falls on you baby your feeling all alone
you won't be on your own i'll stand by you ill stand by you,
I'll stand by you wont let anybody hurt you i'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour ,And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you.
][.motivation.][
Saturday, June 18, 2005
][.obligation.][.dream came true.][
][.obligation.][
hehe ytr was another "busy" day...went for project den went for bbq...rather tired for e bbq de...n rather moodless la...so left rather early...hehe
ytr be4 i left for bbq...huimin say sumthing like...somethings in life are jus obligation...u dun wan to do it...yet u haf to do it...she say ish desperate housewife de show say de...u may not feel like doing ya hw..but u mus...something like this ba...n i realli feel so sia...i tink many things in life is merely obligation...u dun wan...yet u haf to do it...haha sometimes i realli veri veri pei fu those who haf their own thinkings...they dun feel like doing sumthing..den jiu dun do...i guess i will nv haf e courage to do so de la...no matter how tired i am or wadsoever...i will still oblige...haha tootpid ba...or rather a coward ? hee i haf no idea..but also nbm...coz i m still glad that i choose to oblige...
haha alright...enff of my craps..hee rmb in previous blog i say i will blog if it came true..hee yeah...it realli did..and i m realli happy...haha thanksz for cuming true ;pPp
haha hao de...i guess i shuld end here le ba ;p gotta go rest n slack n study le..or else later going out again...hope today de match can be played successfully...dun postpone or wadsoever le ! *choi*
][.15.5.10.][
hehe ytr was another "busy" day...went for project den went for bbq...rather tired for e bbq de...n rather moodless la...so left rather early...hehe
ytr be4 i left for bbq...huimin say sumthing like...somethings in life are jus obligation...u dun wan to do it...yet u haf to do it...she say ish desperate housewife de show say de...u may not feel like doing ya hw..but u mus...something like this ba...n i realli feel so sia...i tink many things in life is merely obligation...u dun wan...yet u haf to do it...haha sometimes i realli veri veri pei fu those who haf their own thinkings...they dun feel like doing sumthing..den jiu dun do...i guess i will nv haf e courage to do so de la...no matter how tired i am or wadsoever...i will still oblige...haha tootpid ba...or rather a coward ? hee i haf no idea..but also nbm...coz i m still glad that i choose to oblige...
haha alright...enff of my craps..hee rmb in previous blog i say i will blog if it came true..hee yeah...it realli did..and i m realli happy...haha thanksz for cuming true ;pPp
haha hao de...i guess i shuld end here le ba ;p gotta go rest n slack n study le..or else later going out again...hope today de match can be played successfully...dun postpone or wadsoever le ! *choi*
][.15.5.10.][
Friday, June 17, 2005
][.i'll stand by you.][
][.i'll stand by you.][
wahaha jing !!! if u ever read this blog...pls tell mi wads the title of the song at ya blog ok..hee its jus so nice :D
haha alright..today shuld haf 2 matches de..but haha due to sum reason..i veri lazy to explain..den din get to play e 2nd match..haha no fate sia ;p
den hmmm tml my 2 big idols leaving in diff countries with diff teams to Bejing le..haha may both of them yi lu shun feng la..den hope they wun meet each other de team..or else i wun noe who to support le ;p hee..nantana idol jia you ! lingqin jiao lian aka idol jia you too ! hehe
haha den i rather qi-dai tml morning de..haha si hui mus remind mi ok..but hmmm i shall not qi-dai so much too...jus in case i get more disappointed...but *choi*...i pray pray la..hehe...if it cums true...tml will be a beautiful day...haha if it cums true...i will blog in my blog tml ;p haha pls i pray that i will..hee
][.I'll stand by you.][
][.pls.][
wahaha jing !!! if u ever read this blog...pls tell mi wads the title of the song at ya blog ok..hee its jus so nice :D
haha alright..today shuld haf 2 matches de..but haha due to sum reason..i veri lazy to explain..den din get to play e 2nd match..haha no fate sia ;p
den hmmm tml my 2 big idols leaving in diff countries with diff teams to Bejing le..haha may both of them yi lu shun feng la..den hope they wun meet each other de team..or else i wun noe who to support le ;p hee..nantana idol jia you ! lingqin jiao lian aka idol jia you too ! hehe
haha den i rather qi-dai tml morning de..haha si hui mus remind mi ok..but hmmm i shall not qi-dai so much too...jus in case i get more disappointed...but *choi*...i pray pray la..hehe...if it cums true...tml will be a beautiful day...haha if it cums true...i will blog in my blog tml ;p haha pls i pray that i will..hee
][.I'll stand by you.][
][.pls.][
Thursday, June 16, 2005
][.another day.another special one.][
][.another day.another special one.][
hee basically today ish jus another simple yet special day...
everyday is special...or rather every sec..coz ya jus got to experience sumthing different..hee alright mi and my craps again...
anyway hmmm i am looking forward to tml...dunno why also...but i am certain...i will definitely be real awake for both matches...esp aljunied u16...hehe
den hmmm wad else ne...haha orh yah...wanna blog a little abt my bao bei "friend" today...hee actually wanted to blog about her ytr de..but 4get la ;p..haha
==========My "Friend"==========
she is my 1st friend
15++ yrs had past , friends quarrel and fight...
however this friend had never left me fending for myself...
she is always here to protect me...
sometimes i find her a nag (paiseh)
sometimes i hope she will leave me alone
however at the end of the day
whenever i am afraid and scared
she is still the one which i run to
with her by my side
i feel safe
i am no longer the baby gal
however when i am sad
she knows...
i dun haf to show it out...
she knows the right word to comfort me...
she knows how i exactly feels
she knows how her baby gal feels and need...
and she is just here for her...
thank you my "friend"
thank you mummy
i love ya lots :D
==========My Mummy==========
haha yah...that special friend jiu shi my mummy...hee *laming*..but suddenly feel that my mummy ish getting nicer n nicer + cuter le ;p haha but paiseh to tell her la...so jus blog down ;p hee i hope she can feel it la ;p hee anyway thankie mummy...for ya 15++ yrs de love...haha daddy also la ;p
den hmmm haha now hor..wherever...whenever i go hor..deres sumthing for sure that i would hear..."haf u start ya preparation for ya "o"?"...haha wanna *faint* le la ;p hee jus pray that ppl wun ask le la ;p hee pls pls...i will study de...when i am ready ;p hee give mi a bit of time pls...haha
thats about all la ;p take gd care every1 esp those with injuries ! :D
][.iwdmbt.plamp.ip.iwnmyaaa.][
hee basically today ish jus another simple yet special day...
everyday is special...or rather every sec..coz ya jus got to experience sumthing different..hee alright mi and my craps again...
anyway hmmm i am looking forward to tml...dunno why also...but i am certain...i will definitely be real awake for both matches...esp aljunied u16...hehe
den hmmm wad else ne...haha orh yah...wanna blog a little abt my bao bei "friend" today...hee actually wanted to blog about her ytr de..but 4get la ;p..haha
==========My "Friend"==========
she is my 1st friend
15++ yrs had past , friends quarrel and fight...
however this friend had never left me fending for myself...
she is always here to protect me...
sometimes i find her a nag (paiseh)
sometimes i hope she will leave me alone
however at the end of the day
whenever i am afraid and scared
she is still the one which i run to
with her by my side
i feel safe
i am no longer the baby gal
however when i am sad
she knows...
i dun haf to show it out...
she knows the right word to comfort me...
she knows how i exactly feels
she knows how her baby gal feels and need...
and she is just here for her...
thank you my "friend"
thank you mummy
i love ya lots :D
==========My Mummy==========
haha yah...that special friend jiu shi my mummy...hee *laming*..but suddenly feel that my mummy ish getting nicer n nicer + cuter le ;p haha but paiseh to tell her la...so jus blog down ;p hee i hope she can feel it la ;p hee anyway thankie mummy...for ya 15++ yrs de love...haha daddy also la ;p
den hmmm haha now hor..wherever...whenever i go hor..deres sumthing for sure that i would hear..."haf u start ya preparation for ya "o"?"...haha wanna *faint* le la ;p hee jus pray that ppl wun ask le la ;p hee pls pls...i will study de...when i am ready ;p hee give mi a bit of time pls...haha
thats about all la ;p take gd care every1 esp those with injuries ! :D
][.iwdmbt.plamp.ip.iwnmyaaa.][
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
][.a day of sorrys.sorry.][
][.a day of sorrys.sorry.][
pardon mi...i always say ya mus be happy happy de live ya life...i always say "sad ah" ish jus my kou tou chan...but for today...pls pardon mi for saying sad ah for real...n sorry to many...
1st - sorry sh...realli paiseh for forgetting to call u at 12...hope ya wasn't too late and realli sorry...
2nd - sorry to sharon for being late...hee paiseh paiseh
3rd - sorry to aljunied team for "lou-ing" so many scgs de players today...realli din play hao hao ba...sorry sorry to cause u all so much trouble for helping mi take cover...
4th - jiao lian(s) sorry...
hai was jus chatting wif wen ytr abt each other de character...i guess wen ish correct ba...i m veri easily affected...realli...agrh agrh...feel so down on luck nowadays...so agrh...i realli tink i shuld not haf went to malaysia...cum bac le i jiu feel so...haiz...dunno how to say also...jus hope i will be able to be more focus n play hao lai on thurs...no more easy games le...need to focus n jia u le...dun wanna hai my team again...dun wanna say sorry to em anymore...
den hmmm shao ji pls take gd care of ya hand...jia u jia u...den every1 in aljunied kembagan jia u la !!! guess will rush down to watch n support aljunied youth team tml ba ;p jia u le every1 :D hee *xingxin*
i guess i will be alright tml...sorry for blogging sumthing so "depressing" n full of complains...hee every1 jia u & stay happy always ok :D after tonite i will be fine again...hee every1 also ok...mus believe that theres sunshine after e rain...n rainbow may even appear wow ! *winks*
][.nv felt in this way.for a long time le.sorry.][
pardon mi...i always say ya mus be happy happy de live ya life...i always say "sad ah" ish jus my kou tou chan...but for today...pls pardon mi for saying sad ah for real...n sorry to many...
1st - sorry sh...realli paiseh for forgetting to call u at 12...hope ya wasn't too late and realli sorry...
2nd - sorry to sharon for being late...hee paiseh paiseh
3rd - sorry to aljunied team for "lou-ing" so many scgs de players today...realli din play hao hao ba...sorry sorry to cause u all so much trouble for helping mi take cover...
4th - jiao lian(s) sorry...
hai was jus chatting wif wen ytr abt each other de character...i guess wen ish correct ba...i m veri easily affected...realli...agrh agrh...feel so down on luck nowadays...so agrh...i realli tink i shuld not haf went to malaysia...cum bac le i jiu feel so...haiz...dunno how to say also...jus hope i will be able to be more focus n play hao lai on thurs...no more easy games le...need to focus n jia u le...dun wanna hai my team again...dun wanna say sorry to em anymore...
den hmmm shao ji pls take gd care of ya hand...jia u jia u...den every1 in aljunied kembagan jia u la !!! guess will rush down to watch n support aljunied youth team tml ba ;p jia u le every1 :D hee *xingxin*
i guess i will be alright tml...sorry for blogging sumthing so "depressing" n full of complains...hee every1 jia u & stay happy always ok :D after tonite i will be fine again...hee every1 also ok...mus believe that theres sunshine after e rain...n rainbow may even appear wow ! *winks*
][.nv felt in this way.for a long time le.sorry.][
Monday, June 13, 2005
][.happening trip.][
][.happening trip.][
jus came bac from malaysia a few hours ago..n i wuld say it ish e most happening trip in my life..hee gotta quite lots to blog about..but be4 that..pardon mi..jus wanna share sumthing with i feel makes great sense to mi :
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed
What has been accumulated will be exhausted
What has been built up will collaspe
& What has been high will be brought low
This existence of ours is as transient as autumn clouds
To watch the birth and death of beings is like looking at the movements of a dance
A lifetime is like a flash of lightning in the sky
Rushing by, like a torrent down a steep mountain
haha alright..finish "sharing" le..paiseh paiseh..shall blog abt e happening trip le..
1. its happening coz..ytr went to theme park wif denise..sin hwee..hui min..jemima..shi min and ginny...den on our way bac the time..on the shuttle...there was onli 7 of us la..den suddenly a bigbig bunch of indian workers hop on to the shuttle la..n they were like surrounding us ?! den keep on shoot their dirty looks .. and say "wo ai ni" all those stuffs la...i dunno how others felt...but i guess every1 was veri veri afraid ba...but we acted calm and stuff la..den once we alight..we chiong!!! to the guys bungalow..coz we dun wanna let em noe where we stay..realli a veri scary n happening experience la..coz ish like at nite..den e tootpid afamosa ish so big...haha this make mi learns a lesson la...u nv experience it..u realli wun noes the real feeling de..so nv assume how others feel from today onwards ish 1 of my motives of life ? ;p haha jkjk
den 2nd happening thingy ish gotta caught for smuggling chewing gums in..so all e gums are gone...and realli paiseh to all that wan gums la ;p hee...i can say...the abv 2 are e scariest moments that i had encountered in life ba..haha realli veri scary n happening...n i swear i wuld nv wan to experience it anymore ba...
haha n yah yah...i suddenly rmb abt this indian woman on 67 who offer to allow mi to put e bigbig combine de converse bag on her lap...coz the bus was too crowded...agrh...so sad i din get a chance to thank her...realli wanna thank this lady a lot...nv met sum1 so nice be4...a complete stranger of a diff race summore...thanks lots auntie !!!
den hmmm...after this malaysia trip..i realli think being home ish the best thing of life le ! :D i love singapore..n most important...my home :D hee...i mean my family + frends...haha..den nowadays...read buddha de teachings...den i guess n believe...theres realli no forever de ba...but i still love e word "hen" (perserve/forever)..i still love it..hee *winks*
den hmmm i hope n pray that every1 will be happy happy..dun be angry or sad wif any1 ok..jus wanna share a short story :
1 day..a mother quarrelled with her son
the son set off with the father for a fishing trip
and on the way
the son died in a accident
can u imagine the pain and sufferings of the mother?
its not onli becoz she lost her son...
its also becoz..the last words she spoke to him were angry ones...
haha hao de...i finish blogging le ba...hee take goodie care ever1 + be happy ba..life ish short..so jus enjoy it ! ;p
][.fe.][
jus came bac from malaysia a few hours ago..n i wuld say it ish e most happening trip in my life..hee gotta quite lots to blog about..but be4 that..pardon mi..jus wanna share sumthing with i feel makes great sense to mi :
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed
What has been accumulated will be exhausted
What has been built up will collaspe
& What has been high will be brought low
This existence of ours is as transient as autumn clouds
To watch the birth and death of beings is like looking at the movements of a dance
A lifetime is like a flash of lightning in the sky
Rushing by, like a torrent down a steep mountain
haha alright..finish "sharing" le..paiseh paiseh..shall blog abt e happening trip le..
1. its happening coz..ytr went to theme park wif denise..sin hwee..hui min..jemima..shi min and ginny...den on our way bac the time..on the shuttle...there was onli 7 of us la..den suddenly a bigbig bunch of indian workers hop on to the shuttle la..n they were like surrounding us ?! den keep on shoot their dirty looks .. and say "wo ai ni" all those stuffs la...i dunno how others felt...but i guess every1 was veri veri afraid ba...but we acted calm and stuff la..den once we alight..we chiong!!! to the guys bungalow..coz we dun wanna let em noe where we stay..realli a veri scary n happening experience la..coz ish like at nite..den e tootpid afamosa ish so big...haha this make mi learns a lesson la...u nv experience it..u realli wun noes the real feeling de..so nv assume how others feel from today onwards ish 1 of my motives of life ? ;p haha jkjk
den 2nd happening thingy ish gotta caught for smuggling chewing gums in..so all e gums are gone...and realli paiseh to all that wan gums la ;p hee...i can say...the abv 2 are e scariest moments that i had encountered in life ba..haha realli veri scary n happening...n i swear i wuld nv wan to experience it anymore ba...
haha n yah yah...i suddenly rmb abt this indian woman on 67 who offer to allow mi to put e bigbig combine de converse bag on her lap...coz the bus was too crowded...agrh...so sad i din get a chance to thank her...realli wanna thank this lady a lot...nv met sum1 so nice be4...a complete stranger of a diff race summore...thanks lots auntie !!!
den hmmm...after this malaysia trip..i realli think being home ish the best thing of life le ! :D i love singapore..n most important...my home :D hee...i mean my family + frends...haha..den nowadays...read buddha de teachings...den i guess n believe...theres realli no forever de ba...but i still love e word "hen" (perserve/forever)..i still love it..hee *winks*
den hmmm i hope n pray that every1 will be happy happy..dun be angry or sad wif any1 ok..jus wanna share a short story :
1 day..a mother quarrelled with her son
the son set off with the father for a fishing trip
and on the way
the son died in a accident
can u imagine the pain and sufferings of the mother?
its not onli becoz she lost her son...
its also becoz..the last words she spoke to him were angry ones...
haha hao de...i finish blogging le ba...hee take goodie care ever1 + be happy ba..life ish short..so jus enjoy it ! ;p
][.fe.][
Friday, June 10, 2005
][.sadist?.maybe ba.][
][.sadist ?. maybe ba.][
haha "long" time nv hao hao de blog abt my life le ;p (thou no1 cares la hor) jus sort of packed my luggage..hee going off to malacca wif coucil on sat morning..den dunno mon wad time will reutrn..shugs i wan trng...i tink i gonna miss e ball man since now is almost everyday also in touch wif it de..anyway learnt quite lots of things these few days...
read 2 buddhist de books...no religous "promoting" here ah ;p its jus my own belief...hehe so dun nd to agree wif mi de la :D..read "working with anger" den rmb 1 line in particular : If that matter can be solved...go ahead n solved it n not get angry..If that matter can't be solved...den wads the point of getting angry in the 1st place ;p...hehe i loved this line...and i realli hope to put it into practice slowly...so that i wun hurt peeps wif harsh words which even sorry is useless..;p
den the 2nd book i read is "How to overcome your difficulties"...haha nice book...dunno how to say also...hehe nothing in particular caused mi to haf deep impression on...if there is then maybe its : Dun always pick on others...coz the negative parts of others are jus the reflection of yours..we are mirrors of 1 another... + Praises are always sweet n nice like sugars...but its critisim that cure us and make us a better person...coz critism ish jus like medicine..liang yao ku kou li yu bing
haha den hmmm today jus had e last match for our 1st round...vs nygh...they quite strong ba..haha i also not too sure...but sure to say is...today ish for so long since i fell n roll on the ground...haha alright...i sounds so lame rite...like i love to round on the ground or sumthing ;p hee but i maybe a bit sadist la..but i love to fall on the court...haha i mean fall n not sprain or hurt my legs n hands or even head la ;p i mean...i love the feeling of diving for the ball...coz its only during a match when playing bball on a court dat i wuld haf no other worries and jus dive...i guess its onli when on the court that i wuld haf e stupid "courage" to dive for e ball n fall not going to bother abt e consequences (injuries)...hehe coz in real life..where will ppl so stupid de purposely fall down n hurt themselves de ne ? ;p haha paiseh paiseh...i also dunno wad i laming aGaIn...
anyway...haha den speaking of matches...read from the book that...wad makes you feel that u'r team is the best and u deserve the win ?...every1 will feel that they are in the best team too...haha...i tink...every1 jus play hard n the rest is fate le ba ;p hee i haf no idea..but realli realli realli hope n pray pray that aljunied kembagan team will win e u16 title this time round...coz i will nv ever be u16 again le ;p and many others also la...other team de also...hee so all i can say ish...everybody esp aljunied team jus jia you ba !!! '',) *xingxin*
o n yah...mus haf xingxin wow mei ;p hee and take care everybody !!! esp gotta injuries de...pls take gd care ok '',) and may all ya injuries heal soon :D !
][.
haha "long" time nv hao hao de blog abt my life le ;p (thou no1 cares la hor) jus sort of packed my luggage..hee going off to malacca wif coucil on sat morning..den dunno mon wad time will reutrn..shugs i wan trng...i tink i gonna miss e ball man since now is almost everyday also in touch wif it de..anyway learnt quite lots of things these few days...
read 2 buddhist de books...no religous "promoting" here ah ;p its jus my own belief...hehe so dun nd to agree wif mi de la :D..read "working with anger" den rmb 1 line in particular : If that matter can be solved...go ahead n solved it n not get angry..If that matter can't be solved...den wads the point of getting angry in the 1st place ;p...hehe i loved this line...and i realli hope to put it into practice slowly...so that i wun hurt peeps wif harsh words which even sorry is useless..;p
den the 2nd book i read is "How to overcome your difficulties"...haha nice book...dunno how to say also...hehe nothing in particular caused mi to haf deep impression on...if there is then maybe its : Dun always pick on others...coz the negative parts of others are jus the reflection of yours..we are mirrors of 1 another... + Praises are always sweet n nice like sugars...but its critisim that cure us and make us a better person...coz critism ish jus like medicine..liang yao ku kou li yu bing
haha den hmmm today jus had e last match for our 1st round...vs nygh...they quite strong ba..haha i also not too sure...but sure to say is...today ish for so long since i fell n roll on the ground...haha alright...i sounds so lame rite...like i love to round on the ground or sumthing ;p hee but i maybe a bit sadist la..but i love to fall on the court...haha i mean fall n not sprain or hurt my legs n hands or even head la ;p i mean...i love the feeling of diving for the ball...coz its only during a match when playing bball on a court dat i wuld haf no other worries and jus dive...i guess its onli when on the court that i wuld haf e stupid "courage" to dive for e ball n fall not going to bother abt e consequences (injuries)...hehe coz in real life..where will ppl so stupid de purposely fall down n hurt themselves de ne ? ;p haha paiseh paiseh...i also dunno wad i laming aGaIn...
anyway...haha den speaking of matches...read from the book that...wad makes you feel that u'r team is the best and u deserve the win ?...every1 will feel that they are in the best team too...haha...i tink...every1 jus play hard n the rest is fate le ba ;p hee i haf no idea..but realli realli realli hope n pray pray that aljunied kembagan team will win e u16 title this time round...coz i will nv ever be u16 again le ;p and many others also la...other team de also...hee so all i can say ish...everybody esp aljunied team jus jia you ba !!! '',) *xingxin*
o n yah...mus haf xingxin wow mei ;p hee and take care everybody !!! esp gotta injuries de...pls take gd care ok '',) and may all ya injuries heal soon :D !
][.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
][.its been a long time.][
][.its been a long time.][
8 years had gone by...
seeing ya grow as days past by...
from the innocent one to a mature one...
dere are changes...
definetly dere are...
but seeing you almost everyday had blinded mi of em...
however deres one thing i am sure of...
ya are meant to be my friend for life...
i know u dun believe in forever...
sumtimes i look at our photos...
recall all those memories...
u are realli a "sister" to mi...
taking care of mi without complaning and asking for anything in return...
i know i m stubborn at times and u had tolerated em all...
however u still tells me the truth when u must...
they may be hurtful but they are always useful...
they made mi grow stronger...
they made mi realise lots of things...
its all becoz i haf u as my friend...
sum1 whom i can always rely on...
its all becoz of this friendship that i am able to believe in true friendship...
its all becoz of ya that i am not afraid to make friends...
its becoz of ya that sum of my friendship last...
its all becoz of ya that i noe how to "treat" peeps ard mi...
i wuld not say i understand ya...
coz no1 on earth will be able to understand another person...
never will this happen...
ya always haf your own thinkings which i find it hard to agree upon at times...
however i m sure...u dun need my agreement...
i m certain...u know wad u are doing...
i dunno how long more will our friendship last...
i can foresee a diff way of life that we are gonna lead...
each of us going our ways...
i am afraid...
afraid of the loneliness ahead without a friend like you...
thou there are many other good friends...
if i am not wrong...
you told mi you are not gd wif words n will always choose to keep things to your heart...
hence i jus wanna tell you...
i am opp from you...
i jus wanna tell you...
its been a wonderful journey knowing you...
thanks for this friendship that you had gave mi...
i realli pray hard that we will be friends for life...
i noe...life ish a journey that diff friends will keep ya company at diff stage...
but jus wanna say...
i will be jus a phone call away whenever u need a listening ear...
i promise..if u jus need a shoulder..i will be dere...
however...u are always the strong one...
no matter wad happens...u had nv cried...
unlike mi...a cry baby...
no matter wad my friend...
i pray hard...
pray that our friendship will last...
even if we lost contact n stuffs...
i jus wan you to know...
i had nv regret knowing you...
thou we quarrel n fight...
so wuld u jus cum to this blog...if we ever lose contact...
if this blog , our numbers had changed...
i believe that our friendship will haf e strong affinity to bring us together again...
i believe...
sorry peeps...thats jus mi crapping again...was on the phone wif a friend...den suddenly veri sianz so wanna write a "poem"...thou its more like a crap ba...haha jus wanna tell this friend--> good luck n jia u for tml...or rather today...dun be afraid...i am sure it will be over soon de...and the pain ish ya can endure de...coz i believe in ya..my friend ;p haha dun puke ok...i noe u feel like puking le.."
and hmmm to all my friends or rather any1...be brave...u r stronger than wad u believe...dun too sad le ok...
][.life journey.][
8 years had gone by...
seeing ya grow as days past by...
from the innocent one to a mature one...
dere are changes...
definetly dere are...
but seeing you almost everyday had blinded mi of em...
however deres one thing i am sure of...
ya are meant to be my friend for life...
i know u dun believe in forever...
sumtimes i look at our photos...
recall all those memories...
u are realli a "sister" to mi...
taking care of mi without complaning and asking for anything in return...
i know i m stubborn at times and u had tolerated em all...
however u still tells me the truth when u must...
they may be hurtful but they are always useful...
they made mi grow stronger...
they made mi realise lots of things...
its all becoz i haf u as my friend...
sum1 whom i can always rely on...
its all becoz of this friendship that i am able to believe in true friendship...
its all becoz of ya that i am not afraid to make friends...
its becoz of ya that sum of my friendship last...
its all becoz of ya that i noe how to "treat" peeps ard mi...
i wuld not say i understand ya...
coz no1 on earth will be able to understand another person...
never will this happen...
ya always haf your own thinkings which i find it hard to agree upon at times...
however i m sure...u dun need my agreement...
i m certain...u know wad u are doing...
i dunno how long more will our friendship last...
i can foresee a diff way of life that we are gonna lead...
each of us going our ways...
i am afraid...
afraid of the loneliness ahead without a friend like you...
thou there are many other good friends...
if i am not wrong...
you told mi you are not gd wif words n will always choose to keep things to your heart...
hence i jus wanna tell you...
i am opp from you...
i jus wanna tell you...
its been a wonderful journey knowing you...
thanks for this friendship that you had gave mi...
i realli pray hard that we will be friends for life...
i noe...life ish a journey that diff friends will keep ya company at diff stage...
but jus wanna say...
i will be jus a phone call away whenever u need a listening ear...
i promise..if u jus need a shoulder..i will be dere...
however...u are always the strong one...
no matter wad happens...u had nv cried...
unlike mi...a cry baby...
no matter wad my friend...
i pray hard...
pray that our friendship will last...
even if we lost contact n stuffs...
i jus wan you to know...
i had nv regret knowing you...
thou we quarrel n fight...
so wuld u jus cum to this blog...if we ever lose contact...
if this blog , our numbers had changed...
i believe that our friendship will haf e strong affinity to bring us together again...
i believe...
sorry peeps...thats jus mi crapping again...was on the phone wif a friend...den suddenly veri sianz so wanna write a "poem"...thou its more like a crap ba...haha jus wanna tell this friend--> good luck n jia u for tml...or rather today...dun be afraid...i am sure it will be over soon de...and the pain ish ya can endure de...coz i believe in ya..my friend ;p haha dun puke ok...i noe u feel like puking le.."
and hmmm to all my friends or rather any1...be brave...u r stronger than wad u believe...dun too sad le ok...
][.life journey.][
Monday, June 06, 2005
][.5tar Runner.][
][.5tar Runner.][
i was supposed to be guai n do hw...but i veri sianz so watch Star Runner...wahaha so gan ren...touching touching...haha vanness wu in that show = Bond..wahaha his determination veri qiang de...haha den he last round fight wif e tank de time...so touching...so got sportsmanship both of em...hehe pei fu pei fu...
anyway thats jus mi crapping...so bored...haha hmmm nothing much le ba ;p shall go slack ard a while ;p hehe take care every1 :D !!!
][.I am afraid.but i am sure too.Jus gotta take and let go at e same time.][
i was supposed to be guai n do hw...but i veri sianz so watch Star Runner...wahaha so gan ren...touching touching...haha vanness wu in that show = Bond..wahaha his determination veri qiang de...haha den he last round fight wif e tank de time...so touching...so got sportsmanship both of em...hehe pei fu pei fu...
anyway thats jus mi crapping...so bored...haha hmmm nothing much le ba ;p shall go slack ard a while ;p hehe take care every1 :D !!!
][.I am afraid.but i am sure too.Jus gotta take and let go at e same time.][
Saturday, June 04, 2005
][.post.][
][.post.][
haha today jus had match => aljunied (red) vs rgs...won...nice game aljunied team...
but also let mi noe how lan a center i m...can't even do a proper post against a c div team...haiyo...*wakey*wakey* no post how to be center ?... haiz...
alright..enff of ju shang stuffs le...hmmm today quite tiring de la (got trng too);p but i guess there are many others who are even tired..eg..jasmin,van etc etc..den after trng went to mac wif sh n cas...haha sh...e thingy that u said that day...e 1 pt against cedar n (forget e other team le) cas realli said again today leh ;p haha i almost lol till peng ;p haha
den hmmm ytr sign e vj thing le..no turing back le ba :D n i wun la...but rather worried for my studies de...wanted to revise during this june hols..but everyday i m out...out on e court ( our playground..ms leo say de) jus like many others..but i gotta admit...like wad ms teo says...i m onli awake on court...my stamina veri lan de...reach home jiu 1.2.3 slp..zZz like this how to study ? i also haf no idea la ;p gotta find some motivation le ;p hee
alright i shall end here le...sorry this blog rather messy de...coz i also haf no idea wad i blogging...take care la every1 !
o n yah yah..tml ish da dui vs home u...i will definetely go n watch de...da dui jia u !!! haha n jiao lian aka idol (lqjl) jia u jia u also !
][.give mi some time.n trust.i will.][
haha today jus had match => aljunied (red) vs rgs...won...nice game aljunied team...
but also let mi noe how lan a center i m...can't even do a proper post against a c div team...haiyo...*wakey*wakey* no post how to be center ?... haiz...
alright..enff of ju shang stuffs le...hmmm today quite tiring de la (got trng too);p but i guess there are many others who are even tired..eg..jasmin,van etc etc..den after trng went to mac wif sh n cas...haha sh...e thingy that u said that day...e 1 pt against cedar n (forget e other team le) cas realli said again today leh ;p haha i almost lol till peng ;p haha
den hmmm ytr sign e vj thing le..no turing back le ba :D n i wun la...but rather worried for my studies de...wanted to revise during this june hols..but everyday i m out...out on e court ( our playground..ms leo say de) jus like many others..but i gotta admit...like wad ms teo says...i m onli awake on court...my stamina veri lan de...reach home jiu 1.2.3 slp..zZz like this how to study ? i also haf no idea la ;p gotta find some motivation le ;p hee
alright i shall end here le...sorry this blog rather messy de...coz i also haf no idea wad i blogging...take care la every1 !
o n yah yah..tml ish da dui vs home u...i will definetely go n watch de...da dui jia u !!! haha n jiao lian aka idol (lqjl) jia u jia u also !
][.give mi some time.n trust.i will.][
Thursday, June 02, 2005
][.3:2....4:1.][.i m scared.][
][.3:2...4:1.][.i m scared.][
i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...
anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...
haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee
i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever
][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][
i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...
anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...
haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee
i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever
][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
][.1/6/2005.my 1st day at work.my happy day.unforgettable day.][
][.1/6/2005.my 1st day at work.my happy day.unforgettable day.][
haha today ish a happy day...its gonna be an unforgettable day too :D hee..muhahah wahahah wooohoooo haha *laming*
haha anyway today ish 1st day at "work"..hee my 1st real pay ;p
lets start from e veri start...so its gonna be long :D
haha today supposed to worked as table official for e aljunied cup u16 wif moi,yaqi and elaine de...wif ling qin + daisy + cindy as our Ic...hehe den supposed to report to work at 2pm..but i overslept..so met moi le..den a bit de late la ;p haha we reached ard 2:05pm..den ling qin coach n elaine was dere le...i guess yaqi also long long ago reach le ;p den went to buy things or wad la ;p anyway ling qin coach n elaine was setting up things at 121..den we try to help la ;p after that ling qin coach jiu ask us go 127 wif her...haha
=====the day begins=====
haha so we went to e store rm to get those equiments..haha n e wall ish so low la ;p so lingqin jiao lian bend until veri xin ku..den i stand outside..den moi jiu say..that ish her job..coz her head wun be bang..den jiu luff n luff la ;p coz e trolley ish faulty de :D haha den we went to set-up those score board n stuffs...haha i tink jiao lian was bei wo make until can faint la ;p coz i veri veri de lousy wif those wires n stuff...den she jiu ask u all nv study physics de ah ;p den told her i took bio n chem..she jiu say..now this kind of combi veri pop. is it ;p hehe den chat a bit la ;p...
finally we set everything up le ;p den 1st match comence...haha scgs vs unity...wahaha there's this unity gal which super looks like moi pri sch de style la ;p from looks to style of playing to...wahaha everything :p...den ling qin jiao lian bought moi n mi this 1.5l de 100plus...haha n e referee was huang jiao lian ;p haha anyway e match jiu play play le ;p den 2nd match...shohoku vs gryphons (b)...but e referee haven cum or sumthing...den ling qin jiao lian asked if can shoot balls not...den e referee say ok la ;p den we jiu ask jiao lian if we can shoot balls not ;p as we are wearing sandals..she jiu say..ok la ;p but dun luan luan pao ;p..so shoot shoot a bit...moi n mi jiu gotta e same thinking...haha wanna play 2 on 1 wif jiao lian ;p but haha jiao lian say we wear sandals...so its out of qn ;p den she say AbC jiu ok la ;p so we say abt e rules...den start a while le..jiu..haha felt something...~rAiN~...wahaha chiong to keep all e stuff ;p e score board ish e 1st thing..den jiu went to e flat to bi yu...haha
===Bi Yu-ing===
haha while we were getting sum shelter...we chatted la...den tok abt coach de sec sch n jc..den blah blah...den abt moi young de time de hair style..den wanted to see her china doll hair de pic..so i browse thru my wallet n showed jiao lian e sec1 de ;p den she jiu say lucky i cut hair ;p or else...looks more like fillipino ;p haha anyway..jiao lian also said..she dun rmb mi at seba ! haha she rmb every1 jiu shi not mi la ;p coz i was wif long hair ;p den she say cannot imagine mi wif long hair ;p wahaha anyway while browsing thru e fotos ;p i saw e one which i took wif jiao lian..den i jiu veri wan her to sign it la for memo or anything ;p hehe..so i jiu took it out n ask moi ;p haha to help mi...so moi jiu asked her la ;p den ling qin jiao lian veri funny lo...she was like..haha erm...can dun sign not..write name la ;p nobody asked for my signature be4 leh..hehe my signature veri ugly de ;p..haha den jiu veri gao xiao la ;p den she jiu say...e blk 122 so obvious dere...den so dark..where to sign..den blah blah....in e end she jiu wrote sumthing behind e pic la :D hehe..but in e end...still nv sign ;p onli write name n a short msg...wahaha nbm nbm...enff le :D hehe..after all those..haha e rain stopped le ;p we went to set up e stuffs...den haha heaven playing wif us la ;p...rain again :D...we took out everything n went for shelter again...den it stops again...so e we set up le den rain again..haha lei si le la ;p but jiao lian more cham..coz those referee veri e keep on ask her this n that..den she mus handle em..and e teams..n e phone calls..so ke lian man ;p if i were her i guess i sure ask em to diam de ;p haha jkjk..
anyway e rain finally stop..den we jiu set up everything n e games continues...do e same thing over n over..den evening time like this..cindy coach came..n bought us dinner...den ling qin jiao lian ate le jiu went off for trng wif hui hui n daisy senior...haha n yah..they gotta so many bags sia ;p ling qin jiao lian gotta one flower pattern de cloth bag...one pouch...one her normal bag..haha so many sia...den cindy jiao lian gotta one pouch..one sling bag..2 bigbig files..haha anyway..jiu shi do e same things la ;p den cindy coach bought us barley too ;p den be4 ling qin jiao lian left for her trng..she gave us m&m chocs...hehe mini de...she say in case hungry la ;p den jiu left le...
haha den jiu cindy coach wif us...den jiu ask us keep stuffs together..den say u all not scare e things bei steal ah..den say ling qin jiao lian like veri blur n tired today..coz she sick...haha yah lo...den hui hui got ask why her voice like this..den she (lgjl) say veri sexy hor ;p haha anyway..jus copy those papers (payment slips) n press e scores etc etc la ;p tungsan vs pierce sec was e last game...tungsan quite not bad de ... as in pierce ish not too strong coz they still young..den coach cindy also say tungsan veri sporty...as in they nv toy wif pierce la ;p nv bully em...like big bro play wif small bro de game...veri funni...but also got sportsmanship de...nv like wan to trash e pierce sec la ;p thou their diff ish ard 40 ? haha but realli nv toy ard..hehe
den end of day le...we packed n left...to 121 to help pack a bit...den haha moi de newspaper was took away by team manager..coz of sum haha "mis communications" haha ;p jkjk den cindy coach treat us to malay food den huang jiao lian sent us home...haha
haha today ish a veri fun day...hehe thankie all coaches + moi la!!! haha nice nice de day...unforgettable too :D muhaha now i shall be off to slp wif 5weet dreams + wonderful memories...haha n tml gotta trng..hee looking forward to it :D...hehe 1/6/2005
][.i will.][
haha today ish a happy day...its gonna be an unforgettable day too :D hee..muhahah wahahah wooohoooo haha *laming*
haha anyway today ish 1st day at "work"..hee my 1st real pay ;p
lets start from e veri start...so its gonna be long :D
haha today supposed to worked as table official for e aljunied cup u16 wif moi,yaqi and elaine de...wif ling qin + daisy + cindy as our Ic...hehe den supposed to report to work at 2pm..but i overslept..so met moi le..den a bit de late la ;p haha we reached ard 2:05pm..den ling qin coach n elaine was dere le...i guess yaqi also long long ago reach le ;p den went to buy things or wad la ;p anyway ling qin coach n elaine was setting up things at 121..den we try to help la ;p after that ling qin coach jiu ask us go 127 wif her...haha
=====the day begins=====
haha so we went to e store rm to get those equiments..haha n e wall ish so low la ;p so lingqin jiao lian bend until veri xin ku..den i stand outside..den moi jiu say..that ish her job..coz her head wun be bang..den jiu luff n luff la ;p coz e trolley ish faulty de :D haha den we went to set-up those score board n stuffs...haha i tink jiao lian was bei wo make until can faint la ;p coz i veri veri de lousy wif those wires n stuff...den she jiu ask u all nv study physics de ah ;p den told her i took bio n chem..she jiu say..now this kind of combi veri pop. is it ;p hehe den chat a bit la ;p...
finally we set everything up le ;p den 1st match comence...haha scgs vs unity...wahaha there's this unity gal which super looks like moi pri sch de style la ;p from looks to style of playing to...wahaha everything :p...den ling qin jiao lian bought moi n mi this 1.5l de 100plus...haha n e referee was huang jiao lian ;p haha anyway e match jiu play play le ;p den 2nd match...shohoku vs gryphons (b)...but e referee haven cum or sumthing...den ling qin jiao lian asked if can shoot balls not...den e referee say ok la ;p den we jiu ask jiao lian if we can shoot balls not ;p as we are wearing sandals..she jiu say..ok la ;p but dun luan luan pao ;p..so shoot shoot a bit...moi n mi jiu gotta e same thinking...haha wanna play 2 on 1 wif jiao lian ;p but haha jiao lian say we wear sandals...so its out of qn ;p den she say AbC jiu ok la ;p so we say abt e rules...den start a while le..jiu..haha felt something...~rAiN~...wahaha chiong to keep all e stuff ;p e score board ish e 1st thing..den jiu went to e flat to bi yu...haha
===Bi Yu-ing===
haha while we were getting sum shelter...we chatted la...den tok abt coach de sec sch n jc..den blah blah...den abt moi young de time de hair style..den wanted to see her china doll hair de pic..so i browse thru my wallet n showed jiao lian e sec1 de ;p den she jiu say lucky i cut hair ;p or else...looks more like fillipino ;p haha anyway..jiao lian also said..she dun rmb mi at seba ! haha she rmb every1 jiu shi not mi la ;p coz i was wif long hair ;p den she say cannot imagine mi wif long hair ;p wahaha anyway while browsing thru e fotos ;p i saw e one which i took wif jiao lian..den i jiu veri wan her to sign it la for memo or anything ;p hehe..so i jiu took it out n ask moi ;p haha to help mi...so moi jiu asked her la ;p den ling qin jiao lian veri funny lo...she was like..haha erm...can dun sign not..write name la ;p nobody asked for my signature be4 leh..hehe my signature veri ugly de ;p..haha den jiu veri gao xiao la ;p den she jiu say...e blk 122 so obvious dere...den so dark..where to sign..den blah blah....in e end she jiu wrote sumthing behind e pic la :D hehe..but in e end...still nv sign ;p onli write name n a short msg...wahaha nbm nbm...enff le :D hehe..after all those..haha e rain stopped le ;p we went to set up e stuffs...den haha heaven playing wif us la ;p...rain again :D...we took out everything n went for shelter again...den it stops again...so e we set up le den rain again..haha lei si le la ;p but jiao lian more cham..coz those referee veri e keep on ask her this n that..den she mus handle em..and e teams..n e phone calls..so ke lian man ;p if i were her i guess i sure ask em to diam de ;p haha jkjk..
anyway e rain finally stop..den we jiu set up everything n e games continues...do e same thing over n over..den evening time like this..cindy coach came..n bought us dinner...den ling qin jiao lian ate le jiu went off for trng wif hui hui n daisy senior...haha n yah..they gotta so many bags sia ;p ling qin jiao lian gotta one flower pattern de cloth bag...one pouch...one her normal bag..haha so many sia...den cindy jiao lian gotta one pouch..one sling bag..2 bigbig files..haha anyway..jiu shi do e same things la ;p den cindy coach bought us barley too ;p den be4 ling qin jiao lian left for her trng..she gave us m&m chocs...hehe mini de...she say in case hungry la ;p den jiu left le...
haha den jiu cindy coach wif us...den jiu ask us keep stuffs together..den say u all not scare e things bei steal ah..den say ling qin jiao lian like veri blur n tired today..coz she sick...haha yah lo...den hui hui got ask why her voice like this..den she (lgjl) say veri sexy hor ;p haha anyway..jus copy those papers (payment slips) n press e scores etc etc la ;p tungsan vs pierce sec was e last game...tungsan quite not bad de ... as in pierce ish not too strong coz they still young..den coach cindy also say tungsan veri sporty...as in they nv toy wif pierce la ;p nv bully em...like big bro play wif small bro de game...veri funni...but also got sportsmanship de...nv like wan to trash e pierce sec la ;p thou their diff ish ard 40 ? haha but realli nv toy ard..hehe
den end of day le...we packed n left...to 121 to help pack a bit...den haha moi de newspaper was took away by team manager..coz of sum haha "mis communications" haha ;p jkjk den cindy coach treat us to malay food den huang jiao lian sent us home...haha
haha today ish a veri fun day...hehe thankie all coaches + moi la!!! haha nice nice de day...unforgettable too :D muhaha now i shall be off to slp wif 5weet dreams + wonderful memories...haha n tml gotta trng..hee looking forward to it :D...hehe 1/6/2005
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