dun look down on gals ;p

][.Dun look down on gals hao ma.][

haha today supposed to guai guai de study de...but too sianz le...hehe so evening de time went to play bball wif moi n wei ren...haha den hai hao la...quite fun de...as in so long nv play le ma ;p hehe...

but hor...i wanna say sumthing...i realli detest guys who tink gals cannot play bball de leh...liews...wad era le..wad guys can gals also can de ma ;p hate those guys man...thou i not li hai..but *phew* moi was dere so was wei ren...trash em em si si ah...*shiok*

so ah...*ahem* all those guys who tink gals cannot play...*wakey time*...wad era u all living in man...

haha jus crapping a little up dere....paiseh if any guys ever cross this blog ( i guess wun haf ba) hehe even if haf...as long as u dun look down on gals..i jiu will respect u de :p hehe

][.mR lOneLy.][

][.wads friendship to me.][

][.wads friendship to me.][

haha rather bo liaoz de...but its ok...later gonna watch match...haha pro pro de match...heh heh
anyway jus read sh de bloggy...hehe found it rather interesting n true de ;p haha i dunno if thats wad she ish trying to say la ;p but i intepreted it as - thinkings change with time -....hehe so paiseh paiseh if i had intepreted it wrongly la ;p hehe say sorry in advance 1st...

haha anyway after i read that bloggy...i jiu haf e urge to blog abt myself ;p hehe rather *bhb* de...so if u dun mind den read la ;p mind jiu treat it as i crapping again ;p

haha basically i find myself sum1 vvvvv vulnerable de ;p hehe i told wen that be4...haha why say i m vulnerable ne ? as in i get hurt easily ba ;p (maybe every1 out dere also la) haha as in..yah i treasure n cherish friendship like u .. yes u ^_< thats reading this bloggy now la ;p hehe

i treasure every single friend that i haf...but if u wanna mi to open my heart n keep u in dere...hehe it takes lots n lots of time n love...hehe *sounds so bhb sia* haha but realli...to become my best frend...it takes a vvvvv long process...hehe coz i am vvvvv afraid of letting u into my heart so easily n get hurt so easily...haha as in...even a say hi say bye de frend can hurt mi le...so if my best frend hurt mi jiu bu shi i will shatter ;p haha *crapping* but lucky i had not tried that be4..n nv wuld i wanna try that...

haha maybe thats e reason why so many peeps that had reached e stage of my gd frend once asked mi...y u always put forever5 (*ahem* jiu shi my best frends la ;p) by ya mouth...can't u jus open ya heart n allow more best frend into ya life ? hehe den they usually get veri pissed off wif mi n sad la ;p haha when see em sad i also sad...but haha actually gd frend ish vvvvv close to best frend le...jus that 1 more step...hehe realli...

why i say that ne...coz forever5 also from strangers to frends to gd frends to best frends de ah...hehe

5tranger = who are u ?
frend = i noe who u r..i care a little for u here n dere...
gd frend = i share wif u almost everything n i care for u as much as u do..n maybe even more than dat...
best frend = e stage whereby quarrels will no longer tear u gals apart...instead every quarrel jus bring u closer n allow u to understand n change each other into better peeps...n u may not nd to show concern n care for em le..its all yi qie jing zai bu yan zhong de thingy...jus a movement..u noe wad they wan n vice versa...they understand wad u nd jus by that simple action...

haha thats my own definition abt frendship la...haha i say again la...jus my own thinkings only..so dun take it to heart wow...hehe but sum ppl in life remains as my gd frends onli becoz...i m still worried that my words might hurt them...but wif my best frends...i m nv worried that i will hurt them...same for em...they are nv afraid that they might hurt mi...haha in fact they veri straight to mi de....if i veri AP...they will jus shoot mi n say...fe u noe u veri ap ma...n i realli cannot stand n i dun like...can u change...haha or maybe...fe u suckz u noe...haha n blah blah why u suckz...den i will try to change for e better la...hehe those are real examples ok...hehe they realli veri blunt wif mi de...haha

wow haha i had crapped so much sia...but basically wad i m trying to say = at diff stages of life...there will be diff frends who will acc u thru it de...hehe so no worries wow *winks*...haha i crapped so much man..bth bth...hehe but thats mi la...sum1 thats veri emotional ? or rather say crappy la hor ;p hehe *craps*

anyway yah...u that ish reading this bloggy now...mus haf reached sumwhere beyond my frend de stage le ba ;p at least my gd frend le...*winks* if not u will not be here ;p hehe jkjk always nice to noe new frends ;p

][.the best of friendship doen't cum when u are together.][
][.it comes when u are apart and realise that despite e distance n e silence.][
][.e frienship still remains.][

<> = Eternal Friendship

<> = Eternal Friendship

zai gu dan li, zhi dao you ni bu hui gu ji
kai shi shou xin jiu xiang xi ju
jie guo hai shi fen li
yuan qu zhe pian wan wan tu di
shuo bu chu de si nian zai yan di

peng you lai lai qu qu shao le wo ye mei you guan xi
duo le ni sheng huo que bian de geng mei li
shi jie wu qiong da yao zou de lu hui jian xin
tian ya ren wo xing ji de ni zou zai yi qi
peng you lai lai qu qu you le ni jiu ying gai zhen xi
zhen xi le bu dai biao yong yuan bu hui shi qu
jiu suan you yi tian ni ba wo ming zi wang ji
ji de nian shao shi wo men fen xiang de yi qie

bu ke xi bu ke xi
wo xiang zhe jiu shi yong heng de you yi

haha this song was one of my fav songs that i nv ever managed to find even e lyrics la ;p but today need to thank sh coz this lyric ish she help mi type de...haha hmmm this song was e ending song for a variety show lai de...haha wei le this song...i everytime purposely watch e show ;p haha jkjk anyway din noe deres some1 as "orh biang" as mi to like this song which ish counted ulu...maybe not leh...coz i tink jing n fungi also noe this song rite..esp jing..coz she wrote that few lines for mi during p6 hehe ;p haha jkjk..anyway its a nice song...wif a nice title...hehe n xie le wow sh..i orh biang onli la..not u.. ;pPp

stressed world ;p

][.5tressed world.][

haha wad a world ;p...ppl seems so stressed out...so sad...so many things to tear for...so many things to worry for...exams...selections for things...friendship...and everything...haha i admit i am 1 who cried a lot...haha cry-baby right...sometimes jus tink that i m so tootpid...e world still gotta so many bigbig things going on..yet i m fretting over e smallest things...hehe so foolish rite...haha anyway jus wanna tell every1 jia u jia u jia u !!!!! hardwork do not always pay off..but perserverance will bring u dere some day *winks* thats jus my personal opinion n crapping la :D sorry sorry n dun take it to heart if u dun agree wif mi la ;p

haha n hmmm ole !!! i can finally online le ;p com was siaoz siaoz for e past few days ;p haha so i slept veri early everyday ;p n yah yah..i m so proud of myself today ^_< i did not sleep during lessons at all :D haha not even a wink leh...so proud of myself ;p haha *bhb*bhb*

hmmm n yah tml ish paper 1 le ;p hehe i haven revise yet ;p cham...haha anyway gd luck every1 & jia u jia u :D

][.life goes on no matter wad.jus take care & continue to jia u no matter wad.][

w0rld too big

haha hmmm my com siaoz again le...everytime i blog 1/2 way jiu no more..so nowadays very little blogs..hehe anyway these few days are sooo "busy" haha den i learnt 2 things la ;p

1 = ][.world hao big.legs too short.][
haha rmb i once read in i-weekly something like this...the world is so big but our legs are too short...our body is here yet our heart is there...we remain slient but our heart is so noisy...time passes yet our life remains at the same place...understanding ourselves is a journey with no ending...
haha this world is realli veri big...i m jus glad wif my own life :D hehe din noe that there were still many things going on in this world..this reality...i tot they were jus shown in shows...hehe i may sounds like a noob...but i m jus more than happy wif my own life :D

2 = ][.there will always be better things ahead?.][
haha once had an e-mail which say...heaven ask a man to pluck e best grass amidst the field and he can onli walked once across e field...e man walked n saw this 1st grass...its veri beauuuUtiful...but he decided to walk on as he believe that there will be even nicer grass ahead...so he walked on n indeed there are...n whenever he cum across a nice grass...he will say..there will be nicer ones..n he jus walked on till e end of e field without plucking e nicest grass...
hehe e morale = treasure wads right infront of u...e grass is always greener on e other side..hence in ya heart...u mus believe that ya grass is e nicest le :D hehe zhi zu chang le...

haha shall end here ;p tml still gotta e-maths test..haven study de :p take care every1 :D

][.i love this life.][

light may not lead u to where u wan..in fact...it may blind u...

ight may not lead u to where u wan...in fact...it may blinds u...

haha thats how i feel now ;p hehe jus came home from fungi de hse...went dere for sum tuition ;p haha thankie wow fungi...thou u din realli keep on teach n teach..but i guess u make a gd teacher ;p hehe

haha den hmmm when i was on my way bac...i looked up to e nice nice de nite sky...den i saw super lots of stars...super nice man...den walk walk walk my eyes still glued to e stars....but den abt a certain distance later...jiu gotta one lampost...e light ish so bright la...den i cannot see my stars....haha den i jiu v lame de suddenly feel that....lampost = e light which u thinks may lead u to u'r destination...however stars = sum1 there for u...always there n will lead u in e journey of life...but lampost pop out at times...n u can't see e shinning stars that are still dere for u always..as e light from e lampost are simply too strong..it blinds ya view for e stars...u may feel that they(stars) are no longer there...but in fact...it was always dere for u...nv ever deserted u ;p

haha that was jus mi laming...but apart from my lame de thinking --> everyday u go to e bus stop..u will be certain abt e bus that u wanna take to bring ya to ya destination...however...standing at e bus-stop of ya life journey....do u haf any idea...wad bus do u wanna take...do u noe which bus will bring u towards ya life destination ?...haha nice ma??? hehe mus buy patent if u wanna use it ah ;p *laming* haha apart from e life destination...tonite de stars + lampost ish "thinkings" that i m proud of le ;p hehe

haha hao la...i shall stop my craps n go to do my a maths le...haha dIfFeReNtIaTiOn....i (ry....


][.Friends are jus like (*).Trust mi.They are always there.Maybe not many.But at least 1.][
][. am always here.:D.][

o o o |ife o o o

haha now...i shuld be studying but...no mood la ;p hehe piggy daddy now shuld be on aeroplane going to korea le ;p haha hope he will haf a fulfil de learning trip n learn some useful skills la ;p hehe jia u wow ;p

haha den my eyes are so tired ;p coz i watched too much show le ;p 7-9 = fate twister...9-10=beautiful illusion...haha anyway today went sheng song n bought tibits....3 bigbig packets man..realli a lot that e cashier anuntie was stunned..n haha fungi will be "bullied" by mi tml becoz of that...i guess she knew it le ;p she even say dun wanna take same 17 as mi tml le lo ;p *humph* jkjk

haha den today went simei den after that took 9 wif fungi to sheng song...den din take mrt wif moi...den moi say !!! she met mrs seah = my fav teacher...haha den mrs seah say she saw moi in e newspaper...haha e team foto that 1...but jiu shi nv see mi ;p wahaha sad ah ;p jkjk haha moi u haf luck today lo ;p even e tako de auntie gave u 4 instead of 3 ;p hehe n yah...i tink apart from tau huay , fish n chips , i love tako too ;p hehe or rather i tink i gonna be like a balloon that ish going to expand sideways le ;p i m eating n eating non-stop...until my mummy pity my fridge n cupboard ;p n i pity my own wallet ;p *laming again*

haha n hmmm tml gotta chi test...pray that i will score la ;p haven study yet ;p hehe i m such a slacker man...i had made a choice le...yet i m so slack...haha i guess maybe i m jus too fickle-minded la...jus as ah min says ;p i cannot even make up my mind as in wad i wanna eat ;p

haha n yah...tml gonna haf 2.4...haha i wan my A...but given my physical condition...hmmmm haha i doubt i will be able to make it la ;p hehe how i wish i will be given 1 extra week...jus to train stamina ;p haha...

and yah...thanks lots for e yi lu shun feng de lyrics...its nice :D

][.wo ai.wo pan.zhi ke xi ni bu zai.][
][.haha rhymes ma ?.][

][.ahs.b.gals' 05.][

][.ahs.b.gals'05.][ 1st match :14/2/2005 last battle : 14/4/2005.][

haha hmmmm for e past few days i haf been trying to blog...but i blog finish de time.....my com jiu dc le....haha sad....

hmmm anyway jus wanna blog abt ][.ahs.b.gals'05.][....haha 14/4/2005...our season came to an end le...i mean for sec4s la ;p haha hmmm nothing gonna go on forever de...knew it will cum someday ;p haha laming again..anyway at least it ish a beatiful one ;p *5milez*

haha den hmmm jus wanna say a big thank you to all :p
wen,fungi,coconut,moi,ling,sh,sheryl,chuchu,sek,amanda,shanrui kor & of coz coaches :D
thanks for this wonderful team...its onli possible wif each n every1 of ya :D
haha sec3s - > continue to jia u together wif upcoming juniors :D dun scared em wow ;p
haha den sec4s - > yi yan nan jing :D

hehe and yah...always rmb OuR tOnG hUa wow *winks* hehe i lazy to type le ;p haha paiseh paiseh...n yuan lai chu chu also veri gan xin(emotional) de wor ;p when we on our way bac...she tok abt last time 1st started trng wif us de time cannot adapt...so jiu got once all juniors sick together n nv cum ;p but slowly immune to it le..but now jiu no more le ;p haha time realli files man :D *s0bz* jkjk

haha but yah...dun cry :D instead smilez....coz--->][.Don't cry coz its over.But smilez coz it happened.][.We had it.][.Thank You.][

][.|ast training + "cheated" day.][

wahaha i typed so much den my toot hand dunno went to press wad den everything gone !!!!!!
argh so pek che...*humph* dun wan re-type le ;p

jus wanna say...today ish e last day of sec life de bball de trng...saw juniors piggy bag-ing each other..jiu reminds mi of our sec2 de time n all e bag-pack jogging n walking (at least 5kg) dat we went for...time files man...*cherish wow juniors ;p*

n i feel so cheated today...but nbm nbm la ;p i learnt something too ;p nv ask shan min to help u buy food esp chai chee pork porridge...n hehe rou chou mee de auntie pls pardon her nxt time ;p haha lazy to re-type le ;p sh n shan min will understand de ;p

haha n yah...grace..libra r0xz man...this ish once again confirm with shan min as an eg today ;p hehe jkjk la sssssspj...i jkjk..sorry sorry...:D

haha ok *end* of today's day...feel so agrh now...so sick now...*ah choo* ;p

][.Jia You.][

][.Triple Joy.][

][.Triple Joy.][

haha hmmmm i m supposed to be sleeping now de ;p haha but this moi haven reach home...haven call mi...so i decided to blog ;p haha today de me veri happy ;p or rather say i had been veri happy from sat till today = mon ;p hehe a bit siao siao de...haha

why?

sat = aljunied kembagan...den took 1 photo wif my idol + jiao lian...hehe she is a pro...how i wish i can be like her...haha *dreaming*

sun = went out with wen n yuqiang for lunch at hans...den this wen ah ;p late queen leh...den we went to popular den waited for her 45 mins...haha den after lunch..we were supposed to go library to study de...wen suggested watching movie thou ;p but we already say hao wanna study ;p(haha wen psps la) haha but e toot library no more space for us le ;p hehe no fate la...so we jiu took 81 n went home lo ;p haha chatted quite a lot de...for ard 3 hrs ? haha jkjk

mon = yeah...we won aes ;p hehe finals => thurs ! jia u wow every1 :D haha i believe...hehe my leg now hurts like siao...or rather ish my knee cap...both ;p haha den jus now after e match...shanrui came to mi...hehe she showed mi something...n i was realli touched...realli....haha but i will keep it as a secret till thurs ;p hehe i will "help" ya de ;p haha den psps fungi...realli too pain le...so decided to cum home n rest...haha den i watched tv until half way...this moi jiu keep on beg mi to go airport wif her....den i reject until paiseh...so jiu went...den she still keep on laugh mi walk like a chopstick like this ;p *humph* i sacrificed my music diary n fate twister de leh ;p haha touched ma ? ;p n sorry wow sh....realli paiseh....

haha ok....thats my "triple joy"
1) foto
2) lunch
3) finals

hehe...i have a simple life...too simple too common...but its also de reason that i love it ;p
oh yah....btw R.E.M de everybody hurts veri nice...hehe e lyrics super meaningful...haha i suddenly feel so de ;p hehe so do take ya time to look at e lyrics if ya free la ;p


Everybody Hurts

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along. When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) if you feel like letting go, (hold on) when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on. Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on. Well, everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade) (Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

a|junied kembagan

haha ok i shuld be studying my bio or pigging now de...but i decided not to ! hehe coz i wanna blog down my happy happy moment ;p haha jkjk..jus wanna blog down abt aljunied kembagan today ;p hehe

today had 5 on 5 de matches la dunno wad woman de bball competition also...gotta carnival de...haha each lasted for 20 mins...hehe had fun playing ba...den had injuries too ;p haha den in e end got 4th...hehe ok thats not e main pt ;p hehe e main pt is...da dui had a friendly match wif malaysia de team...hehe once again...i wanna say...da dui de seniors are realli all pros man....realli veri pro-ed man !!! haha and they are so cool ;p hehe

haha but thats not e main pt too ;p haha i veri qian bian sia ;p hehe yah all e seniors all veri pro-ed...den i i decided to stay and play for aljunied till i old old if they dun mind la ;p haha as in not becoz the seniors are pro ok...but i tink they are veri encouraging too ;p veri de supportive ;p hehe n yah...my free throw is going down e drain man...*s0bz*

thats not e main pt too ;p haha our da dui lost by 1 in e end...60-61...ah ling qin coach mus be so sad...coz she went to tap e ball den foul den e person gotta 3 free throws...den gotta 1 went in...haha i dunno if she was sad la...but i guess or rather i assumed she was...coz if mi i surely will sad like siao de ;p haha den jus wanna say i learnt quite a bit from e match la...haha jit is realli cool fast man...and all e seniors are so pro man...haha n yah...i decided to take 15 as long as i get to play for aljunied team...hehe

haha ok...den while watching e game...and i saw how ling qin jiao lian defend e big big size center...which is twice of her...coz she ish so skinny...den i tu ran xiang dao our mon de match...against aes...den sh told mi that i shuld not be like ling qin coach n be behind her to guard...coz not easy la ;p so she taught mi to stand infront n jump...haha i tink its realli a gd idea man...i shall try it if i ever guard her la ;p

haha ok den da dui de match end le...den i was jus "slacking" ard..den sh beside mi den i jiu say...those kidding kidding de say wanna take pic wif ling qin jiao lian la..but i ps ma...hehe so she jiu help mi ask coach ling qin...den wahaha she veri funny man....gotta e blur blur look 24/7 de...den she say can ah....den moi was taking wif jit...den ling qin coach told mi she no camera...i jiu say liying aka shao ji gotta la...haha den she jiu say ok..den mei lian came den they talk talk...den after that we took 2 pictures...haha e 1st one that time she say she blinks so cannot cannot...den we took a 2nd 1 den take le...she jiu ask liying let her see...den she jiu so funny de...she say she mus see 1st...if not nice mus delete n take again ;p wahahah so funny right ;p hehe jkjk den after that i thank her...den she jiu veri funny n say dun nd dun nd...hehe i so tootpid rite...jus keep on say thank you...i always does so after i take foto wif my idol or they gave mi sumthing ;p haha i rmb nantana idol even mimic our continous de thank you lo ;p haha

haha den i came up wif lots of theory today ;p
1) nxt time if i help my frend take foto wif her idol...i will take my own sweet time n let her haf more "moments" wif her idol...haha jkjk
2) having ya idol as ya coach gotta advantage n disadvantage man...hehe advantage ish can bei her coach n learn from her ;p disadvantage ish wanna take foto or signature de hua...veri weird...haha

haha n yah... thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie sh !!!!!!!!! wahahaha i owe u 2 ren qing man ;p hehe 1st time u helped mi ask nantana idol to take pic den she even sayang mi ;p wahaha i was so happy that day ;p till now i still cannot forget ;p hehe realli thanks lots ! haha den 2nd one ish today ;p hehe thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie thankie for helping mi ask coach ling qin to take foto today ;p haha thou she nv like nantana idol like this sayang mi la ;p haha if she sayang mi den will be so weird ;p coz she ish my coach(and idol) ;p haha *laming* but still thankie lots man...hehe n shao ji (liying) thanks lots too wow...hehe thankie for helping mi take e pic...hehe mus help mi develope ok ;p hehe xie le ;p

haha n yah..today take pic wif coach ling qin de time...it jus reminds mi of nantana idol...hehe realli....maybe coz both of em are my idols ba ;p haha n of coz gotta sakuragi la ;p haha but i wuld say...nantana ish my 1st idol n she ish those afar de but i will always respect her ;p den sakuragi ish..i will nv get to see him de...but he ish pro n i will always respect him...den ling qin jiao lian ish those veri "near" de idol who i can get to see n realli learn from + respect her ;p hehe realli hope to learn from her more...n of coz coach cindy n my coaches la ;p hehe

haha n yah....i jus found out that both nantana idol n ling qin coach aka idol ish so "alike" in some ways...hehe
similarity :
1) both of them are pros in my eyes ;p
2)both of them are easy to tok to n humourous....acc to moi la n wad i see...coz i always get nervous den will jus listen while others tok to em ;p haha so sad rite ;p
3)both of em are teachers..wahaha their students are so xin fu man !!! pray pray moe swap Maths + PE teacher to our sch ;p jkjk
haha thats their similarity...but i respect n idolize them as an individual...they are not e splitting image of either 1...nantana idol ish nantana idol....ling qin idol ish ling qin idol...they are diff de peeps which impress mi wif their diff de skills ;p hehe

haha o o o i happy until can fly over e moon le ;p so e abv e blog gotta a bit siao siao de...sorry sorry wow ;p hehe n yah...coach ling qin started playing when she was sec1...i wonder when did nantanat idol started playing...hehe but that don't realli matters...both of em are such pros now...i shall go n train on my basics 1st ;p hehe n i haf in mind how to train myself after e tournament (sch) de le ;p hehe *5milez*

shall go rest le ;p hehe once again...thankie sh...thankie liying :D
haha n yah...nantana idol (5) , sakuragi (10) , ling qin idol aka coach (15) r0xz :D
and of coz ahs.b.gals'05,forever5,aljunied kembagan r0xz too...
wahaha e value of happiness ish irreplaceable...
pls pardon mi for being so crazy today ;p hehe

][.5.10.15.][

this is the real team

][.this is wad i love.][

haha ok....today vs jss....51:38 => won
hmmm yeah...today quite a nice day ? haha as in....i dunno how others feel la...but i jus feel that its 1 of the best nationals game that we played...it reminds mi of e east zone de gan jue...1st time i get bac e east zone de gan jue whereby ( i dunno how others feels ;p) but i saying myself la...i get bac those kinda of gan jue where u haf e upper hand n is controlling e game...e kinda of smooth movements n mo qi btw e players etc etc...1st time i feel in this way since cuming to nationals ;p den today male coach jus said he dun tink we can make it as the champs if we continue to play that way ;p(be4 e match) haha i dunno how others feel la...but i guess...lets jus jia you n prove him wrong huh ? *fei hua*

haha ok...den had a "heart to heart" chatting session wif wen today during our chi lesson ;p (so bad hor ;p) haha den we came to this conclusion that...--->"Everyone haf their own thinkings ,so its realli hard to understand any1 or rather...dere's no need to understand others la ;p"--->so sorry sorry to any1 out there if i had clashes in ideology wif ya la ;p----den we also feel that "being ren ah...realli not easy la ;p" haha but i still love being a human *craps*

haha den hmmmm went to watch aljunied de trng today wif moi liying n sh....haha e seniors are so pro ;p haha realli impressed by them...hehe *claps*claps*

haha alright man....now my hair is still wet n i can't slp la ;p so jus allow mi to crap la ;p
ahs.b.gals'05 jia yOu !!!!!
jia yOu jia yOu jia yOu !!!!!
we are reaching where we wish for le
we had been playing so hard
trying so hard
esp sec4s
our last yr le
jia yOu jia yOu jia yOu
to make a mark ok ?! :D

][. pray.][.tbftt.][

Sunshine after the rain

][.5unshine after the Rain.][

haha hmmm yeah....thats my mood for today ba ? haha sunshine after the rain...haha patched bac wif moi le...yup...haha wad more can i ask for ?

haha den of coz i read sh's blog ;p haha hmmm wun comment abt that (but maybe somewhere down dere i commented? ;p) jus gotta admit that i got a bad temper...haha ok...anyway had a great chat wif moi ytr nite...we actually belongs to the same boat huh moi ? ;p haha

there's this veri meaningful thing which she told mi..she said our whole team is COMPLACENT....i told her no...i wasn't...but she managed to convince mi that we was...she told mi that everyone was still veri relaxed when we were losing to cedar...i told her that was becoz i believe we will win...but she say...having that mindset of being relaxed is already a sign of complacency...and of coz i completely agree...haha den she gave mi lots of impt "talks" n of coz i am gonna keep in my heart n not say la ;p...so jus hope our team wun be complacent anymore ;p

and yah....speaking of my bad temper ytr....i wuld say its already stirred up be4 e game...i wuld not say its anybody's fault or blame any1 la...but i was rather pissed of...yes...or rather veri pissed off...i jus feel that after we get to clementi...every1 shuld be ready...e most get ready by 10mins...not dilly dally here n dere...esp as sec4s...not get there den slowly get to change jersey...den wear all e guards needed...den change shoes...i realli feel that...if u knew u had so much to change...den change in sch...change on e bus...n not get there n dilly dally...seeing other sch already all warmed up n us still "slacking" dere realli bu hao shou man... understand?...i told moi abt it n she understood n felt the same way as mi...but she is immune to it le...immune is the word she told mi...

den we chatted....n we agree that this isn't our style of playing...we shuld be playing like we were during east zone...

anyway enff of unhappiness le ;p today i saw a rainbow after the rain :D *5milez* been a long time since i saw a rainbow...gonna throw all my unhappiness behind...coz life is better not being sad n haf a true friendship...:D

and jia y0u tml !!! moi haf confidences ok...its coach lost for not allowing u to play for e past 2 matches...ya did nothing wrong :D

][.so many yrs le.its rooted in my heart.e onli 1 i believe in.forever.][

5hattered |)ay

today vs mjr...score = 43 :59...won
my team won a game.but i lost my temper.i lost my friend.
all i can rmb is.
3 person shouting at me.
shouting e same "scoldings" at me for not catching e ball at e right timing.
3 of their "scoldings" add on to my moodless mood today.
i can't help and shouted wad i felt.
the floor is so slippery.how do u expect mi to jump?.
but heaven knows.
i shouted right into the face of my friend.fate?
i guess she is one of three who told mi my mistake?.
maybe yes maybe no.
i can't rmb anything.
the next thing i saw was her crying like nobody's business.
i teared too.
but i knew the game gotta go on.
and sheryl told mi.not to let this affect the game.
i tot it was only right to play finish e game 1st.
i wept away my tears.
i tried to concentrate on a game which is even harder than usual.
i was not nervous at all.
but it was realli hard to concentrate.
realli hard as whenever i turn.
my friend was facing another direction n i could see the tears in her eyes.
my tears are close to gushing out too.
i knew she was very angry with mi.
i knew i was in e wrong.
be4 i got on e court i tried to apologise.
but all she gave mi was a finger telling or rather warning mi not to talk to her.
tears are in her eyes.
her face was red.
it was realli hard to play under that mood.
i tried my best to focus.
*whistle*
the game ends.
i walked towards her.
she told mi not to talked to her.
but it was rather a warning and a torture to mi.
tears gushed out of my heart.
i allow my head to be bend.
i shake e oppenent's hand and return to my bag.
only then did i allow myself to cry as i want.
ms ng came.coach came.
coach wan us to patch up.
i stood up.
but again e finger was shown.
i can't stand it.
i threw my temper & walked away.
i sat on the stairs n cried.
while she changed and walked away.
looking at her back.
i haf a mixtures of feelings.
i m angry.i m sad.
lucky there was still fungi n wen.
we sat there.
having them by my side is already more than enough.
fungi n i listened to wen's i-pod.
there was Di Yi Shi Jian.
thats our friendship song.
i cannot help but allow my tears to flow as thou a spolit tap.
we went to change & went off.
they cracked a little joke or so.
but i was in no mood for it.
i jus smiled.
i received an sms.
asking mi to smile.
even a little will do.
i was touched.
realli touched.
and at that moment.
i smiled like a fool to that sms.
but i was too tired to reply.
i felt so weak.
i dragged my body all e way to e mrt station.
i collasped onto a seat in the mrt.
listened to wen's i-pod wif fungi & fell asleep.
i woke up.
we went to TM for a movie.
with their company.
i felt better.
we watched House Of Fury.
it was rather nice.
but rather normal n cliche too.
there was some touching parts.
but my tears have all been used up.
i haf no more for the show.
i jus tried my best to lol when there are funny parts.
the movie end.
we headed for home.
3 came.
i ran.
1/3 way i stopped.
fungi continued running.
i started running again.
it was den that i discovered.
i am someone with such lousy determination.
we boarded the bus.
we chatted.
i cried.
i got of the bus.
dragged myself home.
had my dinner while watching fate twister.
life is all fated.is wad i feel.
now all i pray for is.
to get bac this friendship be4 thurs.
be4 our nxt game.


][.everything happens for a reason.][
][.ppl dun meet by chance.][
][.but by fate.][
][.in meeting u however.][
][who cares abt e reason.][

|ife without rest ;p

haha hmmm ok....today had match against rgs....wahaha score = 45 : 35....we won by 10...hehe hmmm i guess we lost out on rebounds ba ;p which ish my "job" ;p *laming* anyway dunno y de...everytime i block out le...sh block out le...we haven get e ball...in e middle some rgs player will jus pop out n get e ball n *shoot*...so qi gei man...as in yah...qi gei...wif my own limbs for not moving fast enff ba ;p

today's game was rather scary de...but i nv feel any stress as in yah...i believe we will win in e end de ;p den 1st quarter we were losing...2nd quarter draw...den after that jiu shi like this la ;p...hehe den to mi la ;p i guess sheryl de last quarter de 1 of e 3pts make our win more definite ba...den everybody did a gd game too ;p but i guess our starting always not strong enff ba....rather scary in some ways de wow ;p...hehe

haha den after e game...i "heard" (*ahem* overheard la ;p) e mjr coach telling his players that "they played a veri gd game today...den i tink he say sumthing like...siew ling did a few impressive shots...den their rebounds all this improve a lot le...den blah blah blah...to e main point...--> tml game against ahs....a lot ppl say they will make it to the top4...n they had won u all by 20+ be4...so in their heart...they will be like...aiya wads mjr...but u all can make it de...if u all win tml...it will be a bonous...but if u all nv win...jus pray that they will win jurong..." haha e abv ish jus i tink wad i heard la so may not be accurate..psps...den i hear le i jiu pray...as in realli pray that our team wun be over-confident tml...theres no sure win de...so lets jia u la :D hehe jia u jia u jia u :D

haha n ok...i haven do my eng n study my chi test...coz jus finished watching fate twister not long ago...rather nice de...thou i noe its jus another typical show...n yah today ms teo cum n tok to mi..den she say...felicia ah...u seems to be awake onli when u are on court...den u see wendy now so alive in my lesson le...realli mus praise her...hehe den jus now moi called mi...i was rather irritated de...coz i watching fate twister ma...haha so i sound irritated la ;p...haha psps...n yah...yuan lai when i watch tv...best ish ppl dun cum chao mi ;p or else...haha i dunno wad will happen la ;p

anyway shall slack till 10 like this den go pia my chi le ;p hehe n team :D lets jia u tml ok :D theres no sure win ! no over-confident but cannot no confident ;p hehe *laming* oh yah yah...anyway happy birthday mummy :D *hUgZ*

][. wun let go or change my mind.][
][.ife without rest=ife.][

hAppy @pril f00l day ;p

haha here i am to blog again le...today i wanna blog about april fool + etc etc ;p

hehe ytr was april fool ;p i onli managed to fool moi ( wif grace de help) haha den i gotta bei fool by grace ytr...she told mi that her sis broke her tooth again ;p n sharon was trying to fool mi abt e same thingy ;p so i nv bei fool again la ;p haha den today e chou nu ren = fungi....jus fooled mi again...she sent mi an sms say wad...fe. i realli hate you.realli hate u more n more.dun wanna be friend with u anymore.n u dun nd to call mi. sumthing like this la ;p haha i sort of knew its gonna be a joke or wad coz i nv do anything wrong ma ;p but at that moment i still panic den wanna cry le ;p haha *oei nu ren...see wad u did to mi la ;p* jkjk

anyway today had aljunied trng...hmmm rather slacked n not tired de...but i mus say i learnt quite a lot today...learnt quite a lot abt defences n i tink its realli useful...how to position myself during zone defence + when man on man de time how to guard etc etc...realli useful i mus say...hehe mus thanks coach cindy n of coz coach ling qing ;p thankie thankie

hmmm yah n we gotta our nxt round grpings le....rgs , mjr , jss....i tink its not gonna be easy....but as compared to e other grping which haf nayang , aes , cedar n naval base..... i tink we are quite lucky le ;p hehe so hmmm yah lets jia u la ;p hehe ~Believe~ but nv ever be over-confident wow team ;p hehe

haha n ole ole ole ole...ling xie de frend = martin san sent mi e GTO movie from argentina le...wahahah so happy ;p hehe he say if i receive this den he will send mi e tv series de ;p heh heh i wanna buy him thank you card le ;p haha so happy ;p shall go watch it later ;p hehe

and hmmm....yah i discover that i long time nv send msg to reg n phi team le...shall send them after e season ends ;p hehe

][.a true friendship = u can sit beside 1 another n be silent for e whole day...yet still walk away feeling that u haf had e best conversation ever....][.i suddenly find this quote veri nice...den i tried to tink of friends who allows mi to feel this way...n a few jus pop out of my mind ;p hehe nu ren = 1 of em wow ;p.][