][.Down the memory lane..][

][.Down the memory lane..][

wanted to blog about ytr de fun =]
break, thread of destiny, kiap kiap and neoprints.
shall leave it for another day!
nice one sh!

wanted to sort out some thoughts.

But a random "visit" to my photobucket account realli brought back loads of memories..
sweet old ones..=]

let it be a night down the memory lane ba..

1st up..
FOREVER 5 <3


one of my favourtie photo! <3
those were the sweet old days.
when we were still so young.
the day when we bluff wen tt we were supposed to wear white to support jing.
when we ran for the last train after hafing cup noodles as supper tgt.




this should be after our 2.4km run at ecp =]






those days we spent at yoshi!
there's even our blog link. haha.
those were the days. =]





and you guys were there to get me to celebrate the 1st moment of 2006 together!
it realli meant so much..we always made the effort to celebrate it tgt!
n u guys coming after my arrival from a bad trip..was realli the greatest gift to start a yr! <3



what were you guys wishing for? =]

msg to em:
as we grow..
as we mature..
as we get busy with our lives..
i jus wanna say..
you guys are my best friends always..=]

nxt up..Sec sch memories!
ahs bball and mre =]



We made it! 14/4/2005 =D
the nicest ending you can ask for in a sec sch bball life.
when playing bball was so much joy!



haha the "twin tower" back den =P






our east zone champs!
we always were =P
*sheng zhong wooosh*

to ahs bball:
thanks loads to coach(es) who guided me =]
daddy always say..they were the ones that thought you from scratch!
and thanks to the team.
it was a unspoken aim =]
and we did it!
the runnings, the stairs, the trekking, the evenings, 85, bbt, chicken wings, chai chee pork porridge.
irreplaceable =]



n here's dong nan xi bei club!
wen, lx, ah min, butts and me!
was jus chatting with wen last nite abt our sec3 and 4 lives.
those were the nice old days.
butts running up with a bottle in each pocket, scolding wen n me for causing him to smuggle food.
lx always donating the egg york to me cz she dun like it! and scolding us compulsive gambler ;p
me being the corrupted councilor!
sk and andrew "zuo-ing" pai right be4 recess.
mrs ganesan saying.."let felicia slp, she's too tired"
mr chan shooting us when we can't do the maths qn =P
ms teo with her 1001 friends and stories.
so many nice teachers.
wen n andrew throwing paper balls across me.
wen and me forever chatting at the back of the class (abt our pri sch days ;p)
gosh those were the sweet old memories!





haha and here's some kem when it was bac in those older days =]





and a photo which i smiled when i saw it! =D
i thought i cant find this photo anymore.
it was at tt moment..
i knew tt i found a friend in YOU!
thanks loads llz!
for making the trip better with ur presence!
taking care of us!
our bus rides, mp3, the yeos jacket, kicking u off the bed,
you jus being dere when every1 else was of to enjoy the sea view..
you were dere..walking with me everywhere in search of a toilet..=]
one pic of e sea and us be4 we cont the journey!
the best thing of the trip was tt i found a friend in YOU! =D
thanks for always being dere to guide me!

haha gosh..still got more pics!
BUT..cannot le..my neck is stiff le =]
maybe nxt time ba!
n i realli love taking photos!
cz they captured the moment! =D

hao la..take gd care every1!

Byee..=]]

我是灌篮高手，樱木花道！ （疯了！）


][.10.fe.15.][
][.nostalgia.][

][.好想，好好的休息.][

][.好想，好好的休息.][




thanks to llz, my night is brighter! =]
Mount Bromo! "You" shall be my next "destination" in life.

ever wonder what you wanna try be4 u bid goodbye to the world?
for me..
1) Marathorn: =] done! + ready for more! Run your own race!

Places that i wanna visit:
Japan, Places with northern lights and more!

for now..
* I wanna try to climb a mountain! =D *
I must! Save up fe! Save up!!

the thought of conquering a mountain realli made my nite =]

this is the happy part of my day. =D
for now..doing anything else seems so special and nice.

i still love the game.
but 5 times with the possibility of it going up to 6 times is realli making me tired out.
for nw..a day without the game is a rest.
a break.
n i realli "crave" for a break.
a day where i can haf my own plans and relax.
a day where i dun haf to say "NO" to my desire..just becoz i haf trng =[
it gets realli depressing at times.

so do forgive me if i look depressed.
cz at times i realli feel sad over it.
like..where's my life? =X

i realli love the game.
i realli do.
jus pure tired-ness.
有心无力。
累垮了。

pardon my rantings!
i will be ok =]
like what daddy always say..
enjoy what you are doing =]

and things to smile over..
my wonderful family =]
my nice friends.
my life.
thankful for everything. =]

jus to note down..ytr was nice playing bball at 230..den ahs with the 5 of us meeting up..and back home for dinner w mummy and htht again! haha i love my mummy and daddy n didi of cz ;p
jus wanna note down some stuffs with mummy say..
人与人之间就好像磁铁。
若被彼此吸引了就会拉近彼此的关系。。
从陌生人到朋友。
所以，你会发现。。
生命中必定有一些磁铁和你的吸力较重。
有些朋友会成为你的好友而有的则纯属朋友。
友情和感情是一样的。
我很庆幸有几位吸力超强，可靠的好友。
另一方面呢。。
我则庆幸我放下的那段回忆。
纯属自己的回忆。
但，我也越来越清楚了。
有些人，做好朋友会比较适合。 =]


hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.one day, someday.][

][.What a random night!.][

][.What a random night!.][

haha indeed..
what a random night!

it's currently 2:39am.
i shall quickly blog and sleep!

haha jus came home from a movie.
dun realli recommend "Obessed" cz it was realli agrh watching tt show.
haha not that it's not nice..
but we realli nd a punching bag infront of us when watching tt show.
*totally agree*
aw..xie lo! =P

n what else for the nite?
running during training!
haha 60 rounds!
30 within 15mins.
and 30 within 12 mins.
n..gosh, i realli enjoy running long dist =]
it's where i know i can push myself.
and i wanna push myself.
it's a race against myself.
jus keep going fe! =]

and a random sms enquiring abt a show which got no reply after which ;p
what a night!

haha ok..i shuld go rest le!
tomorrow is another long day!
but hahaha no trng!
a rest =X

hao la!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.give me a kit-kat.][

][.Fatigue, Just Keep Breathing!.][

][.Fatigue, Just Keep Breathing!.][

tired.
that's all i can say.
when motivation becomes habit.
when habit becomes a routine.
and all only lead to fatigue.

tired beyond words.
i realli wanna give my best shot for every trng.
but with trng everyday and every other day.
even the muscles are protesting.

sacrificies.
a must if u wanna gain something else.
i nv regret making all these sacrifices.

but at times,
it's realli tiring.
it's like u haf no life and time to urself.
rarrs!

jus allow me to rant a bit =X
i jus need a break.
rarrs!
keep going!!!

ok! rest well every1!
nitez!
vv tired le.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it's not tt i don't love the game.][
][.it's just tt i am nt superwoman.][

][。夜空的美丽却是与心情最大的对比。][

][。夜空的美丽却是与心情最大的对比。][

今晚的夜空真的蛮美的。
但，心情并非如此。

好生自己的气。

把握啊！

好啦！
保重大家！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.agrh knee.][

][.追随.][

][.追随.][

today is quite a fulfilling day in its own way.
had 2 tuitions.
realli felt the joy of teaching when the kid starts to take interest and initiative in asking me more abt chinese =]

thou i will not be a teacher,
but the joy of seeing ur students learn and grow is realli nice =]

was waiting for the bus after the 2nd tuition..
with the rain and the music.
everything was jus so nice.
calm and serene.

suddenly feel vv thankful once again.
thankful for all that i have.
and feel that actually there's so much more i can do.

人生仿佛就是老天给你的考验。
当你“毕业”时， 会交上你满意的成绩单吗？
突然有种冲动。
我要更努力。
很感谢老天给我的一切。 =]

人生总有起有落。
就如一场球赛。。
当你有领先的优势时， 你要懂得把握。
有些机会一旦在那瞬间错过了就不会再出现。
如果是因为自己不把握而输了球赛。。
将会是非常难过的吧！

我想，生命也一样。
我想挑战自己。
下个学期， 我要努力考取好成绩！
读书，练球，补习。
家人，朋友，自己。
付出自己的一切！

因为，今天我更清楚了。。
妈妈说生命不在乎活多久，在乎的是快不快乐。
我说，生命最重要的真的是快乐。
而快乐是，对于每样事都尽力，不要留下任何遗憾。

这辈子，我想做的事很多。
想到的地方也很多。
不想只把这些当作要不可及的梦。
这些将是我的目标。
我一定会做到。
加油了！
为自己努力！
为在乎的人努力！
快乐的活每一天！

hao la!
take gd care every1!
jia you too! =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz dreams and goals are meant to be reached!.][

][.Okaeri.][

][.Okaeri.][






jus finished watching "absolute boyfriend"
haha 3rd drama completed for this holiday!
1) fated to love you
2) ying ye 3 + 1
3) absolute boyfriend!

haha it's realli nice =]
it's been quite a while since i watched jap dramas.
n now..i m jus so motivated to learn jap!
haha bi jing going to tokyo tower had always been my dream.
eh..shuld say goal!
cz dream sounds far while goal can be reached! =]]

haha yups!
happy + sad ending.
dunno why..
but it jus reminds me of one of ju zi's book which i had read.
that kind of feel ba. =]
haha a kind of..hmm mei ban fa..huo xu is the best way out de feel.

haha and jus to add on..
the actor is realli handsome! =D

haha hao la..
end here le!
a break from bball for today!
always appreciate the short day break to relax the muscles and the mind. =]
take gd care every1!
Byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.100% focus in the game!.][

][.Maybe I should..][

][.Maybe I should..][

jus came back from offie's bday.
gosh realli tired!
and currently is jing's bday!
happy bday jing!! =D
thanks for another yr of friendship! =D

thanks for the game of basketball.
thanks for the swim.
thanks for the food.
thanks for the joy.
thanks for the memories.
thanks for being in my life.





haha ok!
off to watch absolute boyfriend!
rest well every1! =]]

不是我不明白。
只是，连自己都不清楚。。
放手去追随属于你自己的幸福吧！

][.10.fe.15.][
][。为何生命中要做许多决定？。][

][.Status: Ultra tired and pain.][

][.Status: Ultra tired and pain.][

super tired.
that's all i can say.

super pain.
that's all i can say.

super shag.
that's all i can say.

keep going.
that's all i can tell myself.

good nite ppl!
rest well!
nitez =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for u, for myself..i will keep trying!.][

][.Cz life is all about moving on..=].][

][.Cz life is all about moving on..=].][

today or rather ytr is a rather nice day.
3 tuitions. *shag*
followed by training =]
thankfully all the hard work placed into trng is slowly "repaying" =]

came hm to a bowl of fried prawn mee with the prawns peeled.
all i can say is..
i realli love my family! <3

u realli haf to sacrifice things to gain other things.
this is life.
it has been half a yr since nat trng started.

can't join family for dinner.
and reach hm when all of them are asleep.
this seems to be a routine.

always keeping in mind daddy's advice..enjoy what you are doing!
so mon - sun = basketball basketball and more basketball.
all the sweat, tears, pain & joy.
all the time and energy that i have.
it's for the game.
all my emotions and mood are closely linked to the game.
not much time left for other things.

but no regrets!
since this is the life i choose.
i will live and ENJOY every moment of it till i can't take it! =]

looking at pictures on facebk realli show us how much each of us had grew and moved on. =]
hence i guess it's realli true for libra ba..
those friendship that stays despite the moves and distance is the beauty in a libra's eyes!
i m realli thankful for my lifetime friends!
can't wait for sat!
together with offie, let's play 3 on 3!
cz u guys are the reason tt i started playing.
n i m always thankful for this!

alright. tired le..rest well every1!
Byee!..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look your opponent in ur eyes and let em sense ur desire to win!.][

][.Capture the Moment!.][

][.Capture the Moment!.][

I really love taking pictures.
Coz they capture the moment and allow you to keep the beauty of it.
I won't say that I can take nice pics.
BUT I realli enjoy taking sceneries pictures.

Going around the world to take pictures of sceneries is realli my dream.
Capture all the beautiful sunrise and sunset.
Get a good camera and capture the sceneries of night sky.
Dream of all..witness northern lights and capture the beauty of nature.

Whenever things go wrong.
Take a look at the sky and sceneries.
And you will feel that 世界还是美好的！

Haha..so random.
BUT i realli love taking pics.
Managed to capture so many nice moments ytr. =]

For at least a yr, i had not woke up at 6am.
Woke up at 6am ytr to reach ecp at 7:30am to help out with some brisk walk event.
Imagine the crouchy potato dragging herself out of bed ba. =P

But..it's all worth it!
Let the picture explain why ba =P



haha my 1st picture of the day!
SUNRISE! (instead of the usual sunset =P)
got the america highway de feel ma? jk!



a random pic which i feel is quite nice due to the "lightings" =]



haha the clouds at your feet! =D




haha this explains why.
the beauty of nature! reflections! =D




Some pictures of the bananas with the red flags!

haha thankful for waking up early!
getting to see the beauty of nature which i had missed out for quite a long while.
get to see the elderlys enjoying their brisk walk and saying hi and caring for you.
asking you to find a shade.
saying thanks to you in their most valuable smile.
it's worth it.
being bananas with moi, yaqi, hui jia, coach and jiao lian =]

after which went to shop for van's present at parkway parade.
we were still so early tt e shops ain't open yet!
haha..and went for lunch and trng after which with hui jia and moi.

was realli tired even be4 training started.
so when coach whistled..
i jus sprint all i can.
but got tired out in a while ;p

after trng..came home to shower be4 gg to van's party.
apologises to employer.
after which was ok.
ate while trying to control =P
chatting.
den coach cindy and lqjl joined in with all their "craps".
thanks van for inviting us! =]
left at 1plus.
cont to chat with moi till wee hours in the morning.
haha i tink..when u r friends or rather best friends for yrs..
you realli dun haf to say much.
they realli get what you mean =P

so that was my eventful sunday!
sat was nice too.
tuition.
game w vanguard.
scored my 1st 3 pt in a official match =]
but played badly! legs jus came move fast enough.
went for dinner w jy,zx and ah kor after which.
den a randomness to catch a movie.
went to the cathy but all sold out =P
so ended up playing arcade and got 611 =]]
the highest score tt i haf ever gotten for tou tou lan ji! *good job ah kor*

after which shopped ard.
resisted all the temptations and took train hm =]
went for selegie tau huay =X
and came home to slp cz had to wake up realli early!
aw xie le ah kor for carrying the big heavy bag =P

haha ok! gotta end here!
it's 1540 nw ;p
gotta go tuition le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..
i love my mondays for now =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Status: Think be4 I eat - Day 3.][

][.Status: Think be4 I eat - Day 3.][

haha not too bad.
it's going towards day 3!
i mean my diet plan =]

haha..
the hardest thing in this diet plan is the need to consider..
Felicia as a player.
and Felicia as the person who wanna shed some weight =P

day 1:
Breakfast - breakfast bar and 100% apple juice!
Lunch - Salad =]
Dinner - A bit of rice and loads of vegs =]
After training - resist the temptation to eat malay food..came back and pack bitter gourd soup w bee hoon!




day 2:
Breakfast - minimal amt of bread
Lunch - Noodles
Dinner - A little bit of Chee Cheong Fun and Plain waffle
After training - Subway (without cookies and no sugar drink)

haha *pats on the shoulder for myself*
think it's getting there =]
BUT..as a player..i m still watching my diet and eating enough.
cz if nt..realli no energy man.
serious! haha

ok! enough of my "Think be4 I eat" le..
thurs and today is..
haha normal?

thurs is kinda happier?
haha i mean when it comes to bball =]
with npo teaching me e defense.
sprinting with npo by my side - my greatest motivation =D. (realli feel the spring in my steps ;p)

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1! =]
Nitez..


][.10.fe.15.][
][.determination.][

][.Simple and Nice.][

][.Simple and Nice.][

today (24 June) is a simple nice day =]
earning a day off from training.
doing the things you like.
laughing your day away.
haha..what can be better? =]

went back to ntu to train.
haha feels a bit like right be4 ivp.
when u jus haf to keep getting ppl =]
jus hope tt e attendance can get better =]

den went to ehub w moi n sh.
n back to my hse w food.
n gosh..my determination to diet is sparked by various events!

1) My granny saying tt my leg is big due to trainings =X
2) Moi and sh agreeing that my arms had indeed expanded due to hmm maybe the gym trngs =X (this one is realli sad de..i know gt strength la..n they kept comforting me! BUT my hand had always been the skinniest of me..now it become like this..heartbreak man..)
3) My brother who zhang da le who keep reminding me tt i m nt any better when i jus say tt he got a belly.

gosh.
today is such a random day.
randomly nice.
haha n trust a woman's will to diet ok!
especially a libra =]
cz they realli bth when they are fat =D

n another random-ness of the day!
i link here n dere and ended up watching f4 and meteor garden's ng!
haha gosh..childhood memories.
realli is childhood memories.

queueing up w daddy for the whole nite at bishan junction 8 to see em..
with all the other fans envious of me..
cz there's a person to help me queue when i nd to use the toilet.
there's a person who get me food when i m hungry.
and yes, they realli shuld be envious..cz when it was late at nite when i finally got to shake their hand, i haf some1 to ferry me hm on e bike =D
haha thanks loads daddy!
lao pa realli is 上辈子的情人!
haha love u daddy =D

cutting all the magazines with their interviews and their pictures =D
hafing my efficient mummy getting me a realli big file to collect all these articles.
helping me cut it nicely and paste on the scrapebook.
haha what can i say ne?
thanks loads to mummy too!

haha and my email is jing dian ba.
felicia_89_f4@Hotmail.com
haha not becoz of em ah =P

forever5's friendship song -> Di Yi Shi Jian..
not becoz of em ah..haha
when there was also "wo men de gu shi" which was so nice back den.
haha but no matter what..第一时间 is my promise to them =]
love forever5.

haha n my 1st set of drama vcd is f4's meteor garden!
haha it was my PSLE's reward =D
daddy gave me 50bucks to go celebrate w forever5 at our fav hang out - TM and get the vcds!
n i bought the vcds and watch till my tv exploded! (in the middle of e nite)
haha n i jus shit! off it!
haha f4 ah f4..
u guys were realli my childhood sweet memories =]

so..maybe..afterall hafing f4 on my hotmail ain't a thing to be shy abt ba =P
cz..it was my childhood sweet memories =]
n a stage in my life =]

haha ok! end here le =]
today is a happy day!
a random link for happiness (random childhood memories): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=952gyEN03eE&feature=related
想哭的时候只要倒立，眼泪就不会流出来了。
haha this is the one which i rmb most =]
n for nw..i always feel tt when the tears wanna drop..jus look up at the stars and it wun =]

*Warning! Moving on to a little emo-ness! Don't read on if u wanna jus remain happy! =D*
a random link for emo-ness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffSGfspBREc&feature=related
haha a nice song.
n jus as i had always wondered..
如果需分开。。为何当初要在一起呢？
为何世上没有所谓的天长地久呢？
我只是偶尔会这样想想啦。
或许以后我就会明白吧。
或许世上真的有。。因了解而分开的道理吧。
就让我慢慢理解大人的世界吧。
目前的我。。对现状还很满意。
因为，我承认。。我的复原能力不强。
曾经有段友情的变化都让我花了很长的时间忘怀。
若是真感情。。
哈哈。。 不敢想咯。
开完笑啦！
哇！ 我还真是长编大论！

haha ok!
today is so random!
even what i blog also v random!

end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Status: Think be4 I eat - Day 1!.][

][.Simplicity.][

][.Simplicity.][

i love my mondays now.
carefree is the word.

read "perfect match" and teared on the bus.
gosh..a mother's love for the child.
A reminder for how easy it is to jump to conclusions and to do all the wrong things for the right reasons.
sad. sad. sad.
all the twist is realli gd thou =]

another simple day.
i love all these simplicity.
dinner with family.
slack and rest at hm.
tuition.
nice bus rides.

what more can i ask for?
nua-ing a little be4 i catch e repeat telecast of bai wan da ge xing.
randomly found a nice song on youtube.
gosh.
realli nice and sad.
曹格 - 沉默玩具

haha ok..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Mix Mix.][

][.Mix Mix.][

found the joy of playing once again. =]
thanks to ahs (Coaches, sh and moi)!
and vanguard =]
n when u play seriously..all the pain is gone =]

haha haf a stupid cut on my toe which is nicely wrapped up by mummy <3
today is quite a injury prone day.
but..haha it's ok la..it's over!

it's over.
haha somethings just start and end fast.
those were the days. =]

hao la..end here le!
back to my guitar =]

rest well every1!
tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][。有些东西， 一旦错过就不再。][
][。过往的回忆。。我会牢牢记得。][

][.Dream Interpretation.][

][.Dream Interpretation.][

haha..suddenly a random qn popped up in my mind.
why do we dream?

The key to identifying what the dream was about is its emotion.

The emotion in the dream story is always connected to what you felt but did not act upon the previous day.

So you have to make a self-reflective journey back over the story of what happened to you the previous day to discover that connection.

haha i think..
i get what it meant ba.

dreams and reality are always the complete opposite.
i dun always remember my dream.
but there's a few tt i rmb.

after i woke up from the 1st one.
it was pain, pain n more pain.
cz dream and reality is complete diff.

after i woke up from the 2nd one.
it was pain too.
cz it seems to be expressing what i had been wanting to do so much.

ok! end here le!
off to read more abt dreams =]
take gd care every1!
byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it was the look in ur eye..][

][.Not feeling too good.][

][.Not feeling too good.][

hate the roller coaster rides.
feeling happy and glad ytr and fallen to the lowest peak today.

hate feeling this way.
but this is how i feel now.

felt so happy ytr when "You" (npo) told me tt i played well.
it matters more than anything.
thou i did not express my joy..
i realli did felt that my hard work paid of =]
and u r one of the reason of me fighting so hard.

n here comes today.
gosh..everything is off.
felt like shit.
played like shit.
got scolded like free.
injured like free.
trust me.
when u r not playing well..u realli will feel vv angry and disappointed by yourself.

came back home with loads of injuries.
pain.
thankfully there's always a home sweet home for me to fall back in.
thank you my beloved family <3

ok..off i go le ;p
take gd care every1! =]
just some random rantings..things will be ok. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Barcardi + Sprite.][

][。知足。][

][。知足。][

谢谢教练！
今晚和你的对话真的让我学到了很多东西。

只有放下过去不快乐的。。
才能得到更快乐的。 =]

感情是没有对和错的。
我选择了第三。
只希望下次。。我会勇敢些。 =]

不要让人生有太多的或许了。
加油！

haha onli wanna blog down some stuffs tt i learnt =]
rest well every1!
n jus for my own info..it's currently 3:29am (18June09)

][.10.fe.15.][
][.don't have too many maybe(s) and too late in life.][

][。我希望。。][

][。我希望。。][

想必每个人在每个阶段都会有想达到的目标吧。
现在的我也有一个目标。

每天反复的练球。。
别的事总是没管太多。。
一心一意专心的练。
为的只是能快点进步。。
为的是能快点得到你的信任。。
为的是能让你对我有多一点信心。。
为的是能打篮总杯。。

我想打篮总杯。
真的很想很想很想。

今天，当一位值得尊敬的前辈问我时。。
我告诉她。。
我是真的很想打。

或许我还不够资格。
但，我真的不会放弃。
希望能快点得到多一点的信任。

我不希望自己永远都是处于那努力却不够资格的球员。
或许付出和得到的不可能对比。
但，我真的希望。。
自己不要再辜负自己了。

多两年。
若还不能。。
或许我真的得认真考虑了。

好啦。
去听歌。
休息了。
晚安大家！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.真的很想.][

][。乌龟精神。][

][。乌龟精神。][

努力不懈，勇往直前。

乌龟乌龟就是力量！
乌龟乌龟就是力量！
乌龟乌龟力量最大！

我很喜欢乌龟。
因为，它虽然爬的很慢。。
但，它是不会放弃的。

因为，总有一天。。
它一定会到终点。
一定。 =]

现在都在看微笑pasta!
轻松有趣。
喜欢戏中提到的“乌龟精神”！

我想，生命中不如意的是十之八九。
只有努力不懈，勇往直前才能得到成功吧。
这也是我的生活原则。
加油！
永不放弃！
为自己和关心你的人努力！

戏中还有另一句名言 - 只要笑一笑，没有事过不了!

我，真的很喜欢打球。 =]
因为，打球能让我集中精神，快乐的作自己喜欢的事。
偶尔或许会累。
但，它带给我的快乐是真实的。
谢谢！
i love learning.
i love playing. =]



哈哈。。还有，因为这部戏，我有点喜欢“阿哲”
也就是 K-One de Gino =]



好啦！
去看戏了！
珍重了大家！ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i love the game.][

][.第一时间.][

][.第一时间.][




haha just came back from forever5's outing after ages =]
haha tired? yes!
but i must blog la..
haha 1st hand de memories for the future ma =P
(fe..ni bu hui g ah? -- tt's what they wuld say =])

i love us.
i realli do.

i tink it will be easier for me to express it in chi ba =]
i will go on abt tt later =]
be4 tt..nice 1 on 1 sh =]
nxt wk come again ok! hee
我会去研究多一些招。 =P

haha ok..back to those pigs. =]
虽然我们会有不同的意见。
虽然我们会因为意见不和而争吵。
虽然我们也会有不愉快的时候。。
但，这些真的敌不过这些年温馨的时刻。

我真的很庆幸有你们。
虽然不想承认。。
但，你们真的很了解我。
我想，这就是所谓用真心呵护一段友情的回报吧。

我喜欢能在你们面前软弱的自己。
不需掩饰任何东西的我。
虽然你们会取笑我的软弱。。
但是，你们也总有法子逗我笑。
让我破涕而笑。
你们总有办法。　＝］

今天看的这部戏真的让我有很多启示。
剧中真的有很多经典的台词是我也共鸣的。
我真的深深的明白。
真的深深的领悟。。

*Warning..Spoiler!*

"It's only when you find another person that you can care more..that you will be able to forget about.."

"Love is a risk..don't be afraid to get hurt..cz it hurts more to regret everyday than to be hurted by that person.."

"The party who care less will have more power in a relationship.."

或许是很普通的两句话。
但，我得到了无限的启示。
所以想和大家分享。

哈哈。。喜欢和她们一起出去的感觉。
五个人真的很棒。
因为，跌倒，软弱，不行时。。
你知道。。
一个人或许不够力。。
但，四个一定有办法让你再次爬起来。

虽然大家每次都在挖苦彼此。
但是，彼此挺彼此的感觉真的很温馨。
谢谢你们！　

也谢谢啊哥(kor) ＝］
谢谢你把它给拼起来了。
你先收着吧。
我现在还不能拿回来。
快了。。快了。。

今天，当“它”落下时。。
我明白了心中的答案。
她们也明白了。
也再次在那陪伴着我。
谢谢！

好啦！
去休息了！
晚安大家！
我是幸福的！ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.iloveus.][

][。我，也会有心情不好的时候。][

][。我，也会有心情不好的时候。][

最近的心情都没有很好。
就很普通。
当然，也因为家的温暖而快乐。<3
(eg. was kaypo-ing abt my cousins be4 i blog =) )

但，今晚心情不是很好。
并没发生不快乐的事。

在这，我想陈清。。
我虽然常说谢谢或对不起。。
并不代表我不诚恳。
每次说的时候，我都是真诚的。

这是我想说的。
有些习惯不是一时间可以改的。
有些东西是一种性格吧。
我会改。
或许，从今以后。。
我不会那么容易就说了。

其实，我也会有。。
不爽。
不悦。
生气。
难过。
悲伤。

我不说，不发出来并不代表我没事。
只是，选择不说。
说了又如何？

谢谢哥哥。
谢谢你倾听我最近的心情。
从圣诞节那天，你就成了我。。
难过，心痛却不知如何对我好友倾诉时的依靠。
虽然你受不了我的原则。
我受不了你的“欠扁”态度。
但，我们之间的友谊是真诚的。
谢谢你咯！
还有，预先感谢你答应帮我把那段回忆拼起来咯。
你就先收下它吧。
哈哈。。或应该说是交换!
当我不再想起时，我就会把它拿回来。。
然后，笑笑自己曾经的傻气。

最近都很多好歌。
听了会心痛的歌则是。。
王心凌 - 我和你
周蕙 - 不想讓你知道
F.I.R　and luo zhi xiang's song also v nice =]

ok! end here le =D
take gd care every1!
Byee..

haha feeling so so much better now le!
thanks loads lao tian ye! =D

][.10.fe.15.][

][.北极星的眼泪.][

][.北极星的眼泪.][



my current favourite song.
woohoo..zhang dong liang's voice is power o.
trust me.
realli got the sad sad de feel.
wanna sing along with him..
but can't cz dun haf tt feel =P
been watching a new drama now..
微笑pasta =]
haha it's vcd..so dun nd to come online so often..
so got a bit 与世隔离's feel. =P
haha..anything just msg me ba!

n haha today had a realli good chat with mummy =]
haha realli nice chat..i have a cool mummy ok!
to be able to chat with me about all these..and giving me her views abt <3..=]
next time i must be a good mummy too..
communicate with my child well enough..so when they r my age..they can open up to me too =]

spending quite loads of quality time with my family recently. =D
happy..cz with all the trainings, the time i get to spend with my family is realli little. =]
BUT..these few days, i m touched =]

below is just 本人 wanna blog down to remember de things..so haha paiseh le =P

by mummy who is ready to listen to my long long story and laugh at me and telling me tt my choice is right. =]

by ah di who ran down to buy ice-cream for me and chased after the ice-cream uncle and happily told me tt.."jiejie, i m realli v happy cz this is the 1st time i buy ice cream for ppl and not ppl buying for me" gosh..my heart just melted with the ice cream =P

by daddy who gave me a smile and told me to jia you for training..realli enlightened =] so what if it's realli tiring, since it's my choice, i should enjoy it! daddy enlightened me..=] if u r not happy and dreading it..den you won't enjoy it =] but since it's your choice..go all out and enjoy this process..cz this is gg to be a v special experience =]

i realli love my family.
whatever i face, i know they are there for me.
(although at times realli cannot stand mummy's nagging =P)
but i still love them! <3 *muackz*

haha
haha ok!
end here le =D
take gd care every1!
Byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.等待.][

][.Guitar-rapy.][

][.Guitar-rapy.][

i love mondays.
haha weird to say this..
but yups..i love my monday now!
why?

sleep till my content.
tuition and nua.
thanks loads to C mei and A di for the treat of bubble tea and waffle!

came home on 109 after tuition..
the nice evening sceneries..
i realli love the feeling of taking bus and enjoying the evening sceneries.
trust me..
apart from night..
evening is the best time to take a bus..
i always loved bus rides =]

came hm to watch bai wan da ge xing!
love it..=]
coz can sing along with it!
haha..can't wait to have enough $_$ to go ktv to sing till my hearts content.
but also must be in happy mood 1st =]
cz if emo den sing nt gd ;p (nt tt i m emo nw la ;p)

after which..played com games tt c mei and a di was playing!
haha gosh..since how long had i played com games n got addicted to it?
lol..

hao la..
end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..=]

今天在搭巴士的时候，
望着窗外的黄昏。
我知道。。我做了对的抉择。
因为，不能自私。
希望多年后，我不会后悔自己的决定。

Emo songs:
一个人的我依然会微笑
心中的遗憾
612星球

][.10.fe.15.][
][.下次.][

][.王紹偉.][

][.王紹偉.][

*claps* for shao wei!
watching all the random videos and realli pei fu him.
the full schedule yet nv complain and throw temper de him is realli impressive.
always keeping the smile and nv rant.
realli impressive. =D

keep going shao wei!
jia you!
jia you!
jia you!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Everything, happen for a reason.][

][.Everything, happen for a reason.][

我常常都会告诉大家，
人生中发生的每一件事，
出现的每一个人都并非意外。
也不要后悔与那人曾经相识过。

但是，偶尔。。
偶尔。。
在宁静的深夜里， 当我莫名的回想着许多过去的记忆时。。
就没人在乎的记忆时。。
偶尔。。 还是会难过。

这种偶尔的胡思乱想。。
就留给自己吧。
想说的话没说出口。

只希望，下次。。
下次会是快乐的。

haha ok! take gd care every1!
just some random postings after listening to nice songs!
byee =]
off to watch all the random videos of call outs le =]
lol..they r realli funny =D

][.10.fe.15.][

][.I am thankful too =].][

][.I am thankful too =].][

to the friend tt had always walked with me on parallel lines =]

thanks for the mutual understanding =]
it feels realli gd.
knowing how each another feel but not saying everything out.
if i had nv told u this..
jus wanna say thank you =]

tonite is a nice nite.
i realli learnt loads n sorted out loads of thoughts. =]

哈哈。。
突然想起这首歌。。
只有曾经懂得付出的人才懂得为何哭，何谓哭。

谁又不曾难过过呢？
你，我都曾为情落过泪吧。
亲情，友情，爱情。

谢谢今晚的一切。
我真的想清楚了。
也学会了很多。

haha ok!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee.. =]

致给三位的。。
1）谢谢你让我知道喜欢和痛的定义。=]
2）谢谢你原谅我的不果断。希望你快找到你的幸福！ 你行的！ =]
3）谢谢你对我的好！加油！ 一定要找到属于你自己的幸福哦！我会为你祈祷的。 =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.对不起，谢谢！][
][.相信我，我真的认真的思考过.][

][。其实，我的脾气很坏。][

][。其实，我的脾气很坏。][

我承认。
我的脾气是蛮坏的。
但是，只有家人和好友知道吧。

今天，我找回了打球的快乐。
膝盖和手都弄伤了。
但，无所谓！
心才是最重要的。

反复的练习着同一个动作。
一直到身体记得了它。
感觉还不错。

好啦。
去休息了。
晚安！


][.10.fe.15.][
][。有些机会一旦错过就不再。][

][.舍不得.][

][.舍不得.][

rars!
rars!
rars!
hai..another day of self-disappointment.
maybe it's the body tt made e mind tt way.
realli angry w myself.
realli sorry for rar-ing on court.
realli.

tired.
tt shuld be the word ba.
never mind..i will rest well and keep gg tml =]

ok..enff abt bball!
went to catch night at the museum 2 ytr =]
quite funny de..
den play arcade w sh.
i swear..tou lan ji is v tiring =P
n it just reminds me of the time tt i could nt play bball =]
n 301! high score by sh =] (i jus contribute a bit ;p)

went trng after tt den met triple identity for dinner ;p
haha yay! i got my minnie =]]


i realli love to play kiap kiap =]
hee i love the satisfying de gan jue.

haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1!
Bye..=]
oo n came across a new song today!
share share ba..

舍不得当情人

你关心眼神　传达你无声的慰问
她远走你默默　陪我到早晨
你手心炙热的体温　传来你无言疑问
不懂我会拒绝　你温存

我们想法接近　默契很深　常哼同一首歌
知心朋友难得　我舍不得　当情人

爱总太多意外的事发生　友情却能真挚陪伴一生
从不需要费心保证　不断猜测　谁爱谁比较深
我真心想保有你当后盾　当我无奈为情为爱心意冷
等你给我温暖微笑　关怀眼神　就像　从前那样真

haha..ok!
end here le!
tonite is a tired nite =]
take gd care every1! Byee..

p/s: this song dun mean anything =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.没勇气的人.][

][。七里雾。][

][。七里雾。][

today is a mixture of JOY and sadness.
Joy was becoz i met up w auntie joy!
haha it was realli nice =]

i was brought to another place tt i seem to wanna go but din noe of =]
it was nice chill-laxing with nice coffee and cakes =D
haha old friends are the best =]
spent our day nua-ing at vivo!
let the pics memo this beautiful day ba =]
and so..time flies..3 yrs had passed? lol..
thanks for the friendship kid =D




haha ok..so that's the JOYful part for today. =D

trng was tiring.
rars.
incompetence.
realli feel v v lousy.
so weak.
haiz.
xin li jiao cui.

realli wanted to rant and talk to npo.
realli want to.
but rars..i can't.
i dunno how to say.
i dunno how to put words across.
i dun wan to disturb u w such things.
n i guess u won't know what to say too ba.

came hm feeling realli haiz.
den found e disc with all the pics of the past.
saw ur nice shooting posture.
recalled the story tt coach told me the other day.
the game tt i watched and got realli impressed by u.
the day that i started to regard you as my idol.
i never regretted it.

coz for days such as today..
when self confidence go plunging down.
when i start to doubt myself for all the efforts yet stagnant motions..
i recall the reason behind me regarding u as my idol.

ur constant determination.
it's nt a moment.
it's the constant effort tt u put in.
constant.
always giving your best.
thanks loads my idol. =]

thanks for giving me the determination to fight on.
to conquer all these.
to keep trying.
who cares if i fail once or twice.
as long as i keep trying..
i wanna follow your path.
i wanna keep fighting.
i believe your route wasn't that easy too.
the efforts you put in must have been loads too.
thanks for teaching me all these thur ur actions.

haha ok..oh no..so random..thanking my idol =P
not that she will ever see..
maybe 5 yrs down e road..i will be laughing at myself ba..
haha but at this v moment..
my nite changed a little due to my idol (thou she nv do anything ;p)..
so haha dun care!
i must blog this down =]

xie xie ni!




haha photos taken ages ago..=P
lol..shugs..i shy..haha 1st time i announce my idol officially on the blog!
haha so g..dun care le la..
cz 5 yrs down e road..i will be too old to be doing silly stuffs le ;p
haha ok! take gd care every1!
Bye..=]]

oh..n i went food fair e other day ;p
haha..jus some pics to memo ba. =]


to nfb: i dun care =P my legs are nicer =D

ok! take gd care every1!
Bye..=]]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Sundown Marathorn - My next target.][

][.Sundown Marathorn - My next target.][

on my way back home..
i saw the sundown marathorn runners!
Keep going runners!
You have my utmost respect and support! =]]
Jia You!

watching them run..
make me wanna run my marathorn again =]
nxt challenge: sundown marathorn nxt yr =]]

i love running!
cz the race is all abt believing in yourself.
run your own race =]
the pain is worth the gain and experience =]

n it jus brings back the memories of e last yr's sundown where we walked back frm changi village after dinner =]
those were the days.
every part of life have diff memories.
those were the sweet memories.

horoscope says i will recall a lot abt the past this wk.
n i tink..it's realli true.
esp after moi told me the dream.
i realli realli tot so much of the past.
haha..but what's over is over.

haha..n splashing ard in moi's pool was quite nice tonite =]

hao la..take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.f.a.t.e.][

][.一个人..][

][.一个人..][

有时候，一个人独处的时候也可以很开心。
在忙碌的今天，那一刻的单独真的让我觉得很舒服。
就自己一个，躲在角落读我的故事书，吃我爱吃的食物。。
也蛮快乐的。

每个人的人生都在追求不一样的事物。
我爱篮球。。
但，我也清楚。。有一天我也会放下它。。
因为，我也很想看看这世界。
到我想去的地方 =]
其实，现在的我真的很想，很想。。
只是，缺钱阿。。哈哈。
*无奈*

哈哈。。我庆幸加入南大篮球队。=]

好啦。。累了！
晚安大家！

][.10.fe.15.][
][。我不明白你，更不明白我自己。][
][。或许。][

][.回忆.][

][.回忆.][

haha supposed to blog abt my china trip.
but decided to leave it till i have pics =]]
all in all it was a gd trip. =D

today's post is kinda random..
but wells..jus for my own memos!
haha..

was looking for a suitable pouch to put my new "love" (mp4 =D)
and came across all these =]]





forever5's ring =]
wen and my ring. lol
forever5's 1st common possession! (whistle!) 累了不要见外，把我找出来
and a braclet made by 135. (haha this is realli the past memos le)

memories o memories =]
haha the best ship of all..is our undying friendship =]
love the pigs!

haha n let me intro my new love..
thank you daddy and mummy!!



haha ok! end here le =]]
take gd care every1!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.fate.][

][.Off to China 18th to 23rd.][

][.Off to China 18th to 23rd.][

haha ok ppl! (if any1 is reading this)
i am off to China le =]
18th to 23rd may!

haha..so take gd care of yourself!
i will be back soon! =]]

yay! let's go Champions! =D
let's enjoy and learn and bond (even more) for this trip!
haha i m sure we will enjoy it!

will blog more when i m back =]

just to note..today is the end of e woman's league le =]
nxt season will be better!
haha n on a random note..i grow up for this season le!
i nv take pic with my idol!
haha 5 yrs down the road..will i be laughing at myself like how i did when i read my sec4 post? lol..
those were the sweet old memories..=]

ok! off to china!
take gd care my friends! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.let's go!.][

][.不是我不明白.][

][.不是我不明白.][

haha super random.
but suddenly loads of thoughts.
overwhelming.

haha..too many things.
my views on this and that..=]
一言难尽。

haha 也不知该从何说起阿。。
there are realli days whereby there's so much to say..
yet u haf no idea where to start..
how to start..
n if u shuld even start..

刚刚读完橘子的。。 《不爱也是一种爱》。
喜欢把自己埋在文字里。
在那看似与现实生活相似却又不同的故事。
有时，我真的会和故事中的人物有着共同的想法。
曾经有人告诉我。。没有勇气的人会把错过当成是一种缘份。
我曾经认为自己就是那些没有勇气追求自己喜欢的人的人。
但是，我的好友告诉我。。
这是因为。。那个人并不是对的人。
在事过境迁后，我可以很肯定的说。。她们是对的。=]
我也不再去想了。
有人告诉我，我为自己套上了一层厚厚的保护色。。
或许吧。。
或许。。
哈哈。。

haha actually have loads mre to say de..but tired le..
jus wanna nua and enjoy some nice songs..
randomly came across this song on youtube.
super sad de..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_duTfJRp6E&feature=related

hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][。我要一步，一步慢慢爬。][

][。我要一步，一步慢慢爬。][

step by step.
bit by bit.
like how a tortise moves..

i will get there..
step by step.

went for youth team's trng today.
it's worth it =]
i learnt new stuffs.
got to clarify my doubts. =]

coach told me all that i shuld improve on.
which is a gd thing.
sometimes, somethings..it's realli hard to see it by yourself.
you realli nd some1 much mre experienced than you to point these out. =]
thank you coach! =]

yups, dun worry coach!
i wun make myself sick of the game.
cz i had been past that stage.

for now, it's onli the motivation to improve.
improve on all the mistakes.
for the "promise".
for the teams that i m in.
for myself.

age is gradually catching up.
i dun wish to remain stagnant.
i have a goal.

i realli do.
i hope by the next season..
i will get a chance to play in the real game.
those tt know me shuld know what i mean by the real game.
yes, the real game.

i m earning for it.
even if it's onli for a min.
i wun sit here n wait for that min.
i will work for it.
coz i believe..
只有曾经懂得付出的人才懂得何谓痛，何谓哭。
只有努力过后才不会有遗憾。
就算努力没被回报，
你也能对得起自己。。
因为，你曾经为在乎的事努力过。

sorry wow every1!
nowadays my post dou v self-psycho.
cz i know someday i will be tired.
hence, all these post are meant to keep myself going.
cz obstacles are meant to be overcome.
and since it matters so much now.
i wanna keep myself reminded of how much i want to reach that destination.
我真的很想。
我会一步一步来的。
耐心。
信心。
加油！

haha n on a random side note..
i realli haf a guai pi..
i shi zhong feel that "fe" this nickname shuld be used by ppl whom i feel comfortable with. ppl i know well enough.
cz..today some1 whom i onli met a few times called me tt..n i find it realli realli weird. jus a random note. lol..

hao la! end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.你对我的好，我不是不知道.][

][.Always Be Your Best!.][

][.Always Be Your Best!.][

When you think it doesn't matter
if you fail or pass the test.
Keep in mind the reason why
you should always be your best.

While the whole world may not notice
if you tried to give your all,
there is a person in you
to whom it matters if you fall.

That little voice inside you -
which directs your thoughts each day -
will make the final judgement
if you won or lost each day.

Never can you fail yourself
if you give it all you've got.
The world extends a hand to you
when you give life your best shot.

For all that really matters
when you'r finished with your test,
is not the final score at all -
but did you do your best?

-Tom Krause-

some1 whom i respect very much gave us this passage.
jus wanna share it with all. =]
hope it shed some light on u too!

below is just my random thoughts and promise to some1 who will never see this msg =]

我要说的是你要对我好一点！
我要退休了，要有人接班，不要让我等太久哦！
There are always moments of brillance and how to sustain and keep it going is the next key thing! 加油！

字字句句都深深的在我的脑海和心里。
给我多一点时间，我会努力的追上。
我答应你。

我知道自己不够好。
但，我会努力的。
给我多一点时间。。
我一定会让你放心的退休的。

难过是一定的。
最终还是没得到渴望得到的信任。
努力了这么多年。
还是一样。

但，我不会怨天忧人。
我知道自己不够好。
不够快。
不够稳。
所以，我会继续努力。
总有一天，我会站在那场上给于我的一百八仙。
我会把这几年在场外的欲望给打出来。
我一定会。
一定可以。

我要相信自己。
因为，那是第一步。

还有，对于莫人的承诺。
我一定会蜕现的。

我答应你npo.

alright..end here le =]
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz promises are meant to be fulfilled.][

][.好久没这么开心了.][

][.好久没这么开心了.][

现在的心情是愉快的。
是开心的。

好久没这么开心了。。
这整个赛季总是让我。。
对自己失望。
但是，今天真的很开心。

真的。
虽然并没有最好的表现。。
但是，就这简单的几个成功的进球就足以让一度跌入谷底的信心重新的振作。

努力真的换回一些回报了。
加油！
加油！
继续加油！

这是今天简单的快乐。
谢谢大家。 =]

thanks to moi and kor kor (you know who) who came down to support =P lol
haha n backtrack a little..
i realli love running =]]
went jogging with daddy n didi ytr =]

my brother realli grow up le =]
can't wait to run a marathorn with him!
n sceneries are realli very beautiful..
jus make me feel so happy =]

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..

ps. Happy Mother's Day!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.守护天使，谢谢你.][

][.Respect is earned.][

][.Respect is earned.][

everyday is an experience.
a valuable one.

今天，我领悟到。。
要别人尊重你之前，你必须尽自己的本分。
你是否想过。。
为何有些人会得到别人的尊敬。
有的却不会呢？

我自认自己的脾气并非很好。
但是，对于长辈，我还是会忍耐和尊敬。

今天练球时。。得到了这领悟。

若是要我打从心底尊敬一个人。。
他或她必须值得我尊敬和景仰。

认识我的人应该都知道我在篮球界里最尊敬的人是谁吧。。
她总是比任何人都努力。
我从来没有看过她放弃。
没有看过她气馁。
只有努力再努力。
拼命再拼命。
相信再相信。

这么多年了。
我总是跟着这脚步，努力的迈进。
跌倒后看到她的努力就会赶紧爬起来。

但是，很惭愧的。。
自己仍然没有她那坚定的意志。
我有。
但是，比起她的。。
真的是遥不可及。

在今天的冲刺时，
我真的用了最大的，所有的力量。

加油啊！
我已经看了这么多年的球了。
我真的不想看到相同的结果。
我真的不想。
我不希望看到失落的表情。
我不在乎结果。。
我在乎的是。。在定胜负之前。。
大家是否相信自己。
希望大家能多相信自己的能力。
我也会加油的 =]

和我景仰的人一样。。
尽自己一百八仙的努力。
只要相信。。
努力过。。
就不会有遗憾。

加油！

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Random Thoughts.][

][.Random Thoughts.][

just reached home after a whole day stucked in sch in trng.
a random thought struck my mind.

bball.
bball.
n only bball.

that's what my days are about.
think again.

i m reading this meaningful bk.
it says..
you will know what you want in life..
when you imagine the kind of life that you wish to have 10 yrs down the road.

which kind of life will i wanna lead?

just a random thought.
i will think through it.

i need to meet up with forever5 and llz sooon!
Rarrs!
stop whining fe!
ok..stop stop.

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

oh..n i realli love the bk tt i m reading now.
will start to blog abt it soon!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Focus.][

][.Focus.][

currently eating my breakfast and gotta prepare to go out soon.
out to training back in sch which is so 1000miles far away.
ok..i m jus kidding.
jus vv far.

aw..throat had been hurting.
n still hurting.
rarrs.

on a side note,
i went down to 230 to play bball ytr.
haha so random.
so long since i did tt.

it was hmm gd?
haha 230 can nv be bad =P
initially jus shooting..den 2 on 2..den 3 pt challenge.
haha din wanna take up the 3 pt shoot out initially..
but decided to join in as sitting down there and watch can be quite boring ba =P

so joined in..
haha it was quite fun.
i tink i had never shot so many 3pts in my whole life.
had super loads of tyco shots!
(which i tink made e guys =_=" ba)

but in e midst of all these tyco-ness..
i knew when the balls will go in.
it was when u r realli v focus n determined to put it in.
this sounds v stupid.
but it's true.
when ur mind had nth..but only one thought of wanting to put the shot in. =]

after which played 1 on 1 w nfb.

haha madness.
this wk will be playing daily le =]
but i still love 230.
always and ever.
i miss playing w forever5.

alright! end here le =]
gotta go!

take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][。过去`让它过去。][

][.我一定会找回自己，和打球的快乐.！][

][.我一定会找回自己，和打球的快乐.！][

一次又一次的抨击。。
一次又一次的失落。。

想要快乐的打球。。
换来的却是一次又一次的心酸。。

痛哭一场后。。
就要坚强的再次爬起来。。

有位非常了解我的朋友这样对我说。。
谁能断定你存在的价值？
我说。。自己。
对了。。除了自己以外，没有人能抨击你。

他们越是打击你。。
你就越应该勇敢的站起来。
我一定会证明自己的。

我的努力和付出不是任何人三言两语就能击败的。
因为，那不是我。
如果是的话，我早就不打球了。。

要加油！
最近看命中注定我爱你。。
存息常说：加油陈欣怡！
他也说。。别说对不起！
与其说对不起，不如为自己加油！

现在，我就是要为自己加油！
加油ｆｅ！
加油！

这只是小儿科啦。
又不是没有经历过。＝］

感谢那些鼓励我的人。。
因为你们让我更快的找到不能气馁的决心。
thanks loads llz, hui jia, hui hui, szeying and yaqi =]

end here le..
take gd care every1! byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][。坚定的意志。][

][.阶段.][

][。阶段。][

人生总是有不同的阶段。
还没进入大学之前， 大家都告诉我。。
一定要尝试住在宿舍。

起初是期待和不习惯。
但渐渐的就还好啦。

哈哈。。就这样渡过一年了。

very g..but daddy always say..
the only thing that you won't wanna leave behind is memories =]]

thanks for letting me learn so much =]

haha n so we spent the last day in hall with a "camp".
thanks for the gd and nice ending =]

haha each stage of life taught me different things =]]
thanks loads to every1 tt appeared in my life =]

chill-lac w moi at ehub was nice.
lunch at ikea w wen n jing is nice too! =P
forever5 nd to meet up soon! i miss offie too!!

可以暂时失去。。
但是一定要赶紧找回来。
我一定要重新找回快乐和信心。。=]
谢谢wen!

或许是我想得太多。。
但我也真的想清楚了。。
希望这是对的抉择。
希望这段友谊能持续。。
加油！

end here le!
take gd care every1 =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.sorry.][