Showing posts with label guardian angel?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label guardian angel?. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

][.how?.][

][.how?.][

had e 2nd game of e season.
the 1st game was bad.
so the 2nd can't be worst =]
it felt ok.
nt exceptionally good or bad.
jus ok.
a few mistakes here n there.
anger with myself here n there.
but apart from that, it's ok.

however, no matter how hard i try..
it nv seems enough.
nv.
i guess that's e only way i can push myself more ba.
is this ur way of pushing me?

really thankful for npo.
thankful for ur encouragment after every game.
thanks for noticing the saddness in me which i tried to hide.
thanks.
for u, i will work harder.
nothing else, but harder.

almost cramped on court today.
since how long did i have cramp? i have no idea.

jus came home from supper w van,lao fern and employer.
had tcc - treat from van. thanks van!
den went macs n i ate 9 nuggets! 9 9 9 !
gosh..like a pig.
i guess realli too hungry le.
not to mention i had pasta be4 tt.

gosh.
whole body tired ttm.
knees are not doing well.
it's like lime and lemon squeezed all over.
n tml's hall og outing.
secretly not really looking fwd to it..cz..
.jy can't go =[[[
.body is really tired. like really. there's gg to be trng tml, trng on fri, game on sat, trng on sun,mon,tues, game on wed. how on earth is e body gg to recover?! i m not superwoman.

alright. for now..nth matters. apart frm family and those tt realli matters.
i need my rest, my focus for e game.
n i nd to find npo.

n i m who i m.
if i gets angry, i m sorry.

ok..take gd care every1!
bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.我决定再也不。。.][

Sunday, February 07, 2010

][.沒那麼簡單.][

][.沒那麼簡單.][

firstly..happy advance birthday roomie!
haha the party was a blast =P
hope u enjoyed it as much as every1 did! =]]
the 1st 21st party that i went for this yr!
woohoo..seeing so many people makes me think about my own too!cool-ness!

haha in fact while planning along..i had thought of my theme too - Kites party!
haha every1 will come n fly kite together!
i shall confirm nearer to the date if that shall be the theme.*still super far*
walked in and out from sh's party and got to see so many kites!
Pretty!
especially at night when we get to see those with the lights at night!
told them tt i want it as part of my present! =D

so that was my meaningful sat.
came home n read slam dunk 30 & 31 be4 i k.o
once again..被樱木深深感动!
reading that part always make me cry and love him so so much! although he is just a fiction character =D

n tada..today's trng..think being motivated by him (Sakuragi) ba.
Ran n ran for e ball. n haha ben ben de bei elbow dao on my lower lips by szeying.
haha realli not her fault. is my own..but v funny cz e previous one tt i had a few yrs ago which required a stitch was by her too. lol
so there was my lips with the blood.
din knew tt i was bleeding.
jus laughed and walked to e washroom to wash it.
but as i walked there..tink it was e pain or e shock..in e end hai shi ku le.
n i heard foot steps running v fast.
knew tt some1 was behind but din dare to turn back.
den tada..haha npo.
went to the toilet to check out e wound n wanted to laugh..cz e blood was like those in shows where ppl get punched den got one stream down de =P
stop e blood and ice a while be4 gg back to play.
but it bled shortly after i started playing again. =X
so here i m with my great lips for CNY and daddy mummy's cute reaction to it.
n didi showing his concern while continuously playing his psp. =P

haha alright!
i should go n rest le!
got to wake up and go to sch in 6hrs!
n there's a cs818 short presentation tomorrow!
mus put lipstick to cover le la!
haha jk!
rest well every1!
night!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Jia You!.][

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

][.there are days...][

][.there are days...]

there are days which you just feel very tired.
there are days which are just too tiring.
for the mind, for the body.

mental exhausation.
physical exhausation.
i guess that's when you know you need a rest.
i guess a night of proper rest.
some time to myself will do the magic =]

feeling much better le.
sometimes, you just need to cool down, smile, face the world and fight on.

alright! let's go Nan Da!
Take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.guardian angel will u pls,be here for me?.][

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

][.Always Be Your Best!.][

][.Always Be Your Best!.][

When you think it doesn't matter
if you fail or pass the test.
Keep in mind the reason why
you should always be your best.

While the whole world may not notice
if you tried to give your all,
there is a person in you
to whom it matters if you fall.

That little voice inside you -
which directs your thoughts each day -
will make the final judgement
if you won or lost each day.

Never can you fail yourself
if you give it all you've got.
The world extends a hand to you
when you give life your best shot.

For all that really matters
when you'r finished with your test,
is not the final score at all -
but did you do your best?

-Tom Krause-

some1 whom i respect very much gave us this passage.
jus wanna share it with all. =]
hope it shed some light on u too!

below is just my random thoughts and promise to some1 who will never see this msg =]

我要说的是你要对我好一点!
我要退休了,要有人接班,不要让我等太久哦!
There are always moments of brillance and how to sustain and keep it going is the next key thing! 加油!


字字句句都深深的在我的脑海和心里。
给我多一点时间,我会努力的追上。
我答应你。

我知道自己不够好。
但,我会努力的。
给我多一点时间。。
我一定会让你放心的退休的。

难过是一定的。
最终还是没得到渴望得到的信任。
努力了这么多年。
还是一样。

但,我不会怨天忧人。
我知道自己不够好。
不够快。
不够稳。
所以,我会继续努力。
总有一天,我会站在那场上给于我的一百八仙。
我会把这几年在场外的欲望给打出来。
我一定会。
一定可以。

我要相信自己。
因为,那是第一步。

还有,对于莫人的承诺。
我一定会蜕现的。

我答应你npo.

alright..end here le =]
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz promises are meant to be fulfilled.][

Thursday, May 07, 2009

][.Respect is earned.][

][.Respect is earned.][

everyday is an experience.
a valuable one.

今天,我领悟到。。
要别人尊重你之前,你必须尽自己的本分。
你是否想过。。
为何有些人会得到别人的尊敬。
有的却不会呢?

我自认自己的脾气并非很好。
但是,对于长辈,我还是会忍耐和尊敬。

今天练球时。。得到了这领悟。

若是要我打从心底尊敬一个人。。
他或她必须值得我尊敬和景仰。

认识我的人应该都知道我在篮球界里最尊敬的人是谁吧。。
她总是比任何人都努力。
我从来没有看过她放弃。
没有看过她气馁。
只有努力再努力。
拼命再拼命。
相信再相信。

这么多年了。
我总是跟着这脚步,努力的迈进。
跌倒后看到她的努力就会赶紧爬起来。

但是,很惭愧的。。
自己仍然没有她那坚定的意志。
我有。
但是,比起她的。。
真的是遥不可及。

在今天的冲刺时,
我真的用了最大的,所有的力量。

加油啊!
我已经看了这么多年的球了。
我真的不想看到相同的结果。
我真的不想。
我不希望看到失落的表情。
我不在乎结果。。
我在乎的是。。在定胜负之前。。
大家是否相信自己。
希望大家能多相信自己的能力。
我也会加油的 =]

和我景仰的人一样。。
尽自己一百八仙的努力。
只要相信。。
努力过。。
就不会有遗憾。

加油!

][.10.fe.15.][

Saturday, April 11, 2009

][.if only..][

][if only..][

after a few whole season of being benched.
got my 1st chance to play today.
believe it or nt,
i was in complete shock.

played like shit for e 1st quad.
played even worse for e subsequent.
yups, did a few ok stuffs.
but if u were to weigh,
tt few is nt enff to mi bu e rest.

felt so agrh when coach haf to make e comparison.
真的很累。

a whole pg of how i feel is nt enff to describe how i realli feel.
就算了。

人生究竟有多少个第二次机会。。
我努力的跌倒后再爬起。
但却有要一次又一次的面对类似的抨击。
泪水只能往心里流。
表面要装作不在意。

累了。
晚安。
守候天使,此刻只希望你能给我一个鼓励的简讯。

][.10.fe.15.][

Thursday, April 09, 2009

][.black eye.][

][.black eye.][

with the completion of the maddest wk.
it's a heave of relief.
n a mixture of tiredness.

a random thought on the bus ride today..
it realli takes fate for ppl to meet.
to be family members,
to be best friends,
to be friends,
to be hi-bye friends.
to be...

haha..shi wo xiang tai duo ba.=]
wo bu qu xiang le.
yi qie shui yuan ba

haha..alright..too tired to function le.
gotta re-charge n chiong tml =]

n w e black eye n msg,
suddenly i feel tt i returned to the past for an instance =]
how much i earn to go bac to e past at times.
to be young n protected.

but wells,
we jus haf to grow.
mature.
n be strong, stronger to face the challenges =]
this is life.

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.bu xiang le.][

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

][.Status: Minimum Point.][

][.Status: Minimum Point.][

if there are days which you feel super drained.
this is such a night.
mentally & physically.

guardian angel,
pls come back from your holiday.

n i m jus hoping for a spin by the beach,
shouting at the top of the voice and have the wind blowing against the car direction.
n let it all out.
if only..

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.rars!.][
][.hao xiang ku, dan bu neng.][

Saturday, May 03, 2008

][.100% to remember the name.][

][.100% to remember the name.][

randomly searching on youtube for basketball videos.
MJ.
wow cool!
remember the name! =]

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!


today is a different day frm the mono life.
woke up to join sh for breakfast. sorry for being so late! =]
den went back to vj to play bball.
after which, lunch and chilling a little at coffee bean.
it's been quite long since i get a break frm "work".

went for trng after which.
gosh, mus be e heat.
n a little thinking gg thur my mind.
was burning.
kinda sorry twds coach too.
cz wasn't in e gdgd best of mood.
jus in a mood of wanting to train hard.
so did nt haf much of a smile on e face.
so sorry to jiao lian n high frequency de!
cz it's been a while since i played w/o a smile during trng le.=]

trying.
realli trying.
do u noe?
do u feel e difference?
do u noe?
sumtimes, i hope u wuld guide mi more.
teach mi.
how and wad i shuld do?
here i am.
dere u are.
hardwork.
efforts.
commitment.
boils down to?
i do not know.

hao la..shal end here le!
wad a chilling day!
tuition is cancelled.
NO WORK!! muhahaha
byeee..

][.fe.][
][.i m who i m.][

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

][.spliting headache.][


][.spliting headache.][


i m hafing a bad n spliting headache nw..

shugs..

aw today again hasn't been realli productive..

coped at hm n drink n eat my life away..

agrh..


i shall scram out of hse tml to get to sumwhere to study..

i nd to like pia like siao..but nw i jus can't cz realli v headache..

sianz!


shugs..

n all of a sudden i miss e gd old times..


but ok..on a lighter n positive note..

zhu tous had replied mi le!

wahaha so after our CTs we shall embark on our plan of adoption..

haha can't wait for it thou..

doing things tgt w em always make e happiness doubles..

was digging my cupboard for my notes this morning..

n came across my 17th bday prezzie frm them..=> "the time capsule"..

haha n all e memories came bac..


hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..


][.10.fe.15.][

][.guardian angel.][

][.i nd u.][