Showing posts with label thankful for e love ones =]. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thankful for e love ones =]. Show all posts
Friday, July 20, 2012
][.disappointment.][
hello bloggy!
sorry that i had been blogging lesser nowadays.
not tt i have nth to share, but rather, sometimes i'm just too lazy to put them down into words.
tonight, i met some friends and thought about what happened since knee incident.
i am blessed and i truly see somethings differently.
there is really more to life than just basketball.
i had always wanted to go back and play so much.
but there is no longer a reason for me to go back.
don't worry, i still love the game. i still enjoying playing.
i may still go back to the game but for now, i know i won't go back to a certain place.
i won't go back to a certain person.
one tt i used to respect so.
i believe in effort and time.
these are the most precious things tt you can give someone.
cz, these are part of your life, esp time.
however, as i recall and reminisces i see e time n effort from some and i see the lack of it from ppl tt i tot should care more.
maybe it's my expectation.
but for me, maybe i am glad tt you din, for at least i can say..
thanks & bye.
you taught me so much.
you used to lift me from my darkest moments.
but in this darkest moment, you left me behind.
for someone who left me behind, i won't chase and ask you to place me in your sight again.
i did nth wrong to deserve this treatment and i finally saw what i am to you.
i was just a pawn in the chess set tt can be left behind once it's useless.
this is the cruelty.
i understand and i won't deny anymore.
i am gg back on my promise to fight for you.
cz, it's not worth the fight.
you were. but now...
you ain't worth it, anymore.
take gd care every1!
sorry if i sounded offensive.
it's just some boil up thoughts.
always rmb this, if someone treats you as an option, don't treat them as an priority.
jiayou!! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
Sunday, June 17, 2012
][.Life.][
Hello bloggy! I am back! Had not been posting constantly as life fell into a routine with tuitions & meet ups as well as awaiting the call for attachment.
Had cleared interviews and went for the medical check up. hope all is good and i can move on to the job proper.
sometimes, there is nothing more that you can do apart from waiting. =]
try your best and leave the rest to lao tian ye.
life is short and what matters most is living it to the fullest and not regret?
i am enjoying my life as it is and looking forward to a new beginning too.
and Happy Father's Day to my dearest daddy! <3
他是第一个抱我的男人，第一个听见我哭看见我笑的男人，第一个叫我宝贝的男人，他是一个我相信他说的承诺都会做到的男人，是敢和我说一直会陪我到最后的男人，是不管我错对美丑都觉得我是最好最优秀的男人。
that's so true! apart from mummy's love, daddy's love is also so so awesome.
my daddy always gives the best to me and loves me more than anything.
will nv forget how he brings me to the zoo, bird park, kite flying, soccer matches, beaches and to the basketball court where he played 3 on 3 and taught me back hook. (haha my daddy really raised me like a boy huh?)
will nv forget our weekly toys shopping when mummy goes shopping. (one toy per week)
will nv forget how daddy will always get me toys and play w me -- the basketball rim, the dart board.
will nv forget how i started supporting arsenal by watching soccer w daddy.
will nv forget how i call daddy secretly when my results are bad n let him help me explain to mummy.
will nv forget how i want one toy but daddy will end up buying two for me.
will nv forget how daddy came to support my B div n A div finals and all the basketball games tt he could be there.
will nv forget how daddy told me to give my best shot when i felt dishearten by nat team.
all these and so much more.
n one thing for sure, daddy is definitely the 1st man who loves me more than anything, unconditionally.
thank you daddy, i love you.
thanks to my god daddy for loving me too.
the $99bucks minnie mouse and loving me like his own too.
i am blessed for my dearest mummy, daddy, godmum and goddad.
and all i ask for is simple, get a job and repay their love to me. =]
and Happy 10th to you. =]
i had been spoilt by daddy, god daddy and didi.
mummy says all the men in my life spoils me.
so haha i guess you had a hard 10 months too.
i will try to be un-spoilt a little =P
take gd care every1!
just a random post =]
1 more hour to euro!
a game is always so unpredictable. =]
n live life to the fullest.
forgive when you can.
say thanks and show your appreciation when you can.
life is too short to be angry and miss the moments.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.has its plans for you.][
他是第一个抱我的男人，第一个听见我哭看见我笑的男人，第一个叫我宝贝的男人，他是一个我相信他说的承诺都会做到的男人，是敢和我说一直会陪我到最后的男人，是不管我错对美丑都觉得我是最好最优秀的男人。
that's so true! apart from mummy's love, daddy's love is also so so awesome.
my daddy always gives the best to me and loves me more than anything.
will nv forget how he brings me to the zoo, bird park, kite flying, soccer matches, beaches and to the basketball court where he played 3 on 3 and taught me back hook. (haha my daddy really raised me like a boy huh?)
will nv forget our weekly toys shopping when mummy goes shopping. (one toy per week)
will nv forget how daddy will always get me toys and play w me -- the basketball rim, the dart board.
will nv forget how i started supporting arsenal by watching soccer w daddy.
will nv forget how i call daddy secretly when my results are bad n let him help me explain to mummy.
will nv forget how i want one toy but daddy will end up buying two for me.
will nv forget how daddy came to support my B div n A div finals and all the basketball games tt he could be there.
will nv forget how daddy told me to give my best shot when i felt dishearten by nat team.
all these and so much more.
n one thing for sure, daddy is definitely the 1st man who loves me more than anything, unconditionally.
thank you daddy, i love you.
thanks to my god daddy for loving me too.
the $99bucks minnie mouse and loving me like his own too.
i am blessed for my dearest mummy, daddy, godmum and goddad.
and all i ask for is simple, get a job and repay their love to me. =]
and Happy 10th to you. =]
i had been spoilt by daddy, god daddy and didi.
mummy says all the men in my life spoils me.
so haha i guess you had a hard 10 months too.
i will try to be un-spoilt a little =P
take gd care every1!
just a random post =]
1 more hour to euro!
a game is always so unpredictable. =]
n live life to the fullest.
forgive when you can.
say thanks and show your appreciation when you can.
life is too short to be angry and miss the moments.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.has its plans for you.][
Monday, June 04, 2012
][.getting back.][
][.getting back =].][
life is finally getting back to track.
getting used to this jobless window period with tuitions and rest.
finally headed to the gym for 2.4km and yes it was enough to get me all tired =X
haha but it's ok.
i was that fat kid who can't run.
n now i am the once injured fatty bom bom who is getting back to fitness.
if i believe, i can, i know i will.
the sores and aches is more than i had expected and all i can say is, 只有经历过的人才知道。=]
tml will be the 6th month since my acl reconstruction.
back den, i tot that by the end of 6 month, i will be all ready for the game.
but now, all i can give is a smile and perhaps the court is no longer where i belong. =]
alright! off to watch tv n nua la!
tml will be tuitions and pandan cake making with wen <3
take gd care every1!
bye!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.blessed.][
life is finally getting back to track.
getting used to this jobless window period with tuitions and rest.
finally headed to the gym for 2.4km and yes it was enough to get me all tired =X
haha but it's ok.
i was that fat kid who can't run.
n now i am the once injured fatty bom bom who is getting back to fitness.
if i believe, i can, i know i will.
the sores and aches is more than i had expected and all i can say is, 只有经历过的人才知道。=]
tml will be the 6th month since my acl reconstruction.
back den, i tot that by the end of 6 month, i will be all ready for the game.
but now, all i can give is a smile and perhaps the court is no longer where i belong. =]
alright! off to watch tv n nua la!
tml will be tuitions and pandan cake making with wen <3
take gd care every1!
bye!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.blessed.][
Monday, April 02, 2012
][.Mixtures.][
][.Mixtures.][
done with my final presentation of academic life.
2 more reports, 4 papers & that's it! end of academic life.
job rejections one after another is not that encouraging.
wells, ideal life may not be that easily reachable and life does have her plans for you right? =]
wells wells.
on the bright side, 2/4/12, 2nd run -- 20mins, half of ntu bus B route.
running really brings me joy.
with every step i take, i convince myself more.
with every step i take, i am thankful.
truthfully, i feel like a kid who had lost her balance and forgotten how it feels like to run.
有点跌跌撞撞. but it really feels good.
with every up slope, there comes a down slope.
just hang in there.
every difficulty will have a way out. =]
alrights! take gd care every1! <3
p/s: thanks mummy for the new hp. (mummy nv fail to get me a present during her birthday. lol but yes, daddy's $ =P) <3
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smiles.][
done with my final presentation of academic life.
2 more reports, 4 papers & that's it! end of academic life.
job rejections one after another is not that encouraging.
wells, ideal life may not be that easily reachable and life does have her plans for you right? =]
wells wells.
on the bright side, 2/4/12, 2nd run -- 20mins, half of ntu bus B route.
running really brings me joy.
with every step i take, i convince myself more.
with every step i take, i am thankful.
truthfully, i feel like a kid who had lost her balance and forgotten how it feels like to run.
有点跌跌撞撞. but it really feels good.
with every up slope, there comes a down slope.
just hang in there.
every difficulty will have a way out. =]
alrights! take gd care every1! <3
p/s: thanks mummy for the new hp. (mummy nv fail to get me a present during her birthday. lol but yes, daddy's $ =P) <3
][.10.fe.15.][
][.smiles.][
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
][.Crabby Day.][
][.Crabby Day.][
Hello Bloggy!
Happy V day! <3
finally start my crab eating feast!
no signboard, one butter, one chili crab, two person & awesome!
eating till we explode like what's new and butt itchy ttm like what's new.
thanks for everything!
a day where we accept each other's team and reluctantly compromise by wearing the opposing jersey =P
love the quarrels,
love the simplicity.
thank you! =]
everyday is a special day!
take gd care every1! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for giving me the best.][
Hello Bloggy!
Happy V day! <3
finally start my crab eating feast!
no signboard, one butter, one chili crab, two person & awesome!
eating till we explode like what's new and butt itchy ttm like what's new.
thanks for everything!
a day where we accept each other's team and reluctantly compromise by wearing the opposing jersey =P
love the quarrels,
love the simplicity.
thank you! =]
everyday is a special day!
take gd care every1! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for giving me the best.][
Friday, January 06, 2012
][.Spoilt.][
][.Spoilt.][
hello bloggy!
today is quite a long & good day! =]
went for hydro in e morning.
gosh, was really dragging myself out of bed.
den did 1.5hours of hydro n saw chen han wei =]
following which..went to tiong baruh plaza to have lunch - aijisen ramen (daddy's treat) and haha enjoyed being spoilt by daddy. spent 30bucks - 8toys and loads of sweets! haha just nice for cny! =P
went to sgh for 1month check up for knee.
all's good.
finally not feeling loose and saw my repaired ligament for the 1st time =]
followed by mi4 with moi.
nice show. haha
and thus, ultra tired now.
need to prep for tuitions and sleep.
back to tuition le!
jiayou fe! =]
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.LG.][
hello bloggy!
today is quite a long & good day! =]
went for hydro in e morning.
gosh, was really dragging myself out of bed.
den did 1.5hours of hydro n saw chen han wei =]
following which..went to tiong baruh plaza to have lunch - aijisen ramen (daddy's treat) and haha enjoyed being spoilt by daddy. spent 30bucks - 8toys and loads of sweets! haha just nice for cny! =P
went to sgh for 1month check up for knee.
all's good.
finally not feeling loose and saw my repaired ligament for the 1st time =]
followed by mi4 with moi.
nice show. haha
and thus, ultra tired now.
need to prep for tuitions and sleep.
back to tuition le!
jiayou fe! =]
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.LG.][
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
][.cherish.][
][.cherish.][
hello bloggy!
official 1st post of 2012! =]
life has been good! not promoting for LG but Life's Good! =]
being able to take the train, cycling and all.
it feels so good =]
so many simple joys of life which you used to take for granted till you lose it.
counting down with forever5 and family and terry with arsenal and pizza is awesome.
can't imagine my life without those pigs.
so much happiness whenever we get together. <3
and on another note, i had been having many random dreams.
haha meet-the-parents session, jc classmates, and yesterday was the best..
dreamt that i can play ivp. the dream felt so real but woke up, lol at my leg and went back to sleep. haha and yes, i really miss playing. i miss the game. so so much but i know it's something i can't do in the near future. i know mummy don't want me back to it cause this whole injury wasn't easy process.
and..it really makes my day when friends make the effort to maintain the bond that you share <3<3
catching up with jiaying mama really made my day.
and all the msgs exchanged daily.
little efforts from friends to maintain the friendship makes my day. =]
it's not all that difficult. all it takes is two person who cherish the friendship. =]
in all, life is good. =]
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
hello bloggy!
official 1st post of 2012! =]
life has been good! not promoting for LG but Life's Good! =]
being able to take the train, cycling and all.
it feels so good =]
so many simple joys of life which you used to take for granted till you lose it.
counting down with forever5 and family and terry with arsenal and pizza is awesome.
can't imagine my life without those pigs.
so much happiness whenever we get together. <3
and on another note, i had been having many random dreams.
haha meet-the-parents session, jc classmates, and yesterday was the best..
dreamt that i can play ivp. the dream felt so real but woke up, lol at my leg and went back to sleep. haha and yes, i really miss playing. i miss the game. so so much but i know it's something i can't do in the near future. i know mummy don't want me back to it cause this whole injury wasn't easy process.
and..it really makes my day when friends make the effort to maintain the bond that you share <3<3
catching up with jiaying mama really made my day.
and all the msgs exchanged daily.
little efforts from friends to maintain the friendship makes my day. =]
it's not all that difficult. all it takes is two person who cherish the friendship. =]
in all, life is good. =]
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Saturday, December 31, 2011
][.High & Low of 2011.][
][.High & Low of 2011.][
hello bloggy!
it's 819pm on 31/12/2011.
usual routine of wrapping up at the end of each year.
haha gosh time really really flies.
it was countdown to 2011 with forever5 at moi's place and now here i am at the end of 2011 with 3hrs+ to go be4 forever5 countdown to yet another year of friendship =]
remembered myself listing 11 things that i want to do in 2011.
let's see what had been accomplished and what hasn't =]
1) Blading & Wakeboarding! - wake boarding done with wen,jing,fungi & shem! it was a really good experience and i am thankful that i was able to do it be4 acl injury =]
2) Swimming! = i tried going for swimming more often and swam laps and once again i am thankful that i tried it with my frog style be4 acl injury =]
3) Golf! - went with moi to driving range and had fun. thanks & i'm thankful for the chances. =]
4) Tennis! - not done! =P
5) Photography! -yups, still went around with moi for photo shots! =]
6) Save up for get away! - done! 12 days of awesome-ness with moi & jing! one of the most memorable travelling up till now! my 1st go at backpacking <3
7) Cooking! - haha tried to learn from mummy here and there but no where near her level =P
8) First Aid! - not done! but will be done in 2012 feb! =]
9)Learn more about beer, liquor, wine and coffee & tea! =] - haha not really apart from my growing collection of vodka. =]
10) Have time for myself to do things i wanna do n love to do! =] - i guess this is done in a way. trying new things and getting away for 12 days. all these are awesome-ness which i cannot imagine in 2010.
11) Work harder for GPA! =] - done! *pats on my own shoulder* these two sems yr3 sem2 and yr4 sem1 had been my best sems. let's continue and give my best for my last sem in 2012! =]
2 things that mummy want me to do in 2011:
1) Learn how to get a bf. - haha erm. did i manage to do it? i guess yes & no. it's not on a to do list but things found its way back. it had not been easy & will not be easy but it's ok. every1 have their ups & downs moments. what's most important is cherishing the moments! no1 is perfect. thanks for accepting my flaws! i'll learn to accept yours too. =] and thanks for allowing me to be just me. apart from forever5, close friends and my family, i seldom expose my "dark" side, so thanks for taking in all my rubbish! <3
2) Learn to start eating onions.
haha sorry mummy! i only eat onion rings! =P
haha so here's a sum up to my 2011. =]
it had been a good one.
it really had been.
with all the ups & downs.
ups that brought me happiness - finding the joy in playing basketball once again, scoring well in academics, doing fyp, 12 awesome days in thai, experiencing water sports which i nv tot i will, the chance to work at childcare center and caring for the kids. <3
downs which showed me the love - haha truthfully when it comes to down, all i can recall is 14/9/11. byebye acl! knowing that i can't play my last season was my biggest blow of 2011. all the down-ness,going bonkers moments, cry like mad, pain like mad moments,thanks for the moment which showed me true love. showed me those that care for me and what many things really mean in life. it had not been an easy journey but it definitely had been very much enriching and life-changing. going through it had made me realized that one can really be stronger than what you think and people who truly cares stay by you through the darkest moments, picking up your pain and showing you the way out. =] my journey continues. long way but not no way! =]
haha that sums up my 2011.
for 2012, all i hope is back to normalcy.
1) knee to recover and allow me to run and jump once again. (when even walking becomes a joy)
2) conquer mount k with llz & forever5.
3) have a nice closure to my last sem - last 6months of academic life.
4) learn cpr for i see the importance in it especially after watching discovery channel & animal planet (my new loves after acl injury)
5) for all i love to stay happy & healthy.
6) get a good job which i am happy with and clear my study loan. =]
haha that's all i ask of 2012.
being alive is one of the greatest thing & next is to find meaning and joy in it!
thanks for 2011!
Welcome 2012! i will work hard to be a better person! =]
let's go!
<3 family, forever5, friends & bear.
take gd care every1!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.我是幸福的.][
hello bloggy!
it's 819pm on 31/12/2011.
usual routine of wrapping up at the end of each year.
haha gosh time really really flies.
it was countdown to 2011 with forever5 at moi's place and now here i am at the end of 2011 with 3hrs+ to go be4 forever5 countdown to yet another year of friendship =]
remembered myself listing 11 things that i want to do in 2011.
let's see what had been accomplished and what hasn't =]
1) Blading & Wakeboarding! - wake boarding done with wen,jing,fungi & shem! it was a really good experience and i am thankful that i was able to do it be4 acl injury =]
2) Swimming! = i tried going for swimming more often and swam laps and once again i am thankful that i tried it with my frog style be4 acl injury =]
3) Golf! - went with moi to driving range and had fun. thanks & i'm thankful for the chances. =]
4) Tennis! - not done! =P
5) Photography! -yups, still went around with moi for photo shots! =]
6) Save up for get away! - done! 12 days of awesome-ness with moi & jing! one of the most memorable travelling up till now! my 1st go at backpacking <3
7) Cooking! - haha tried to learn from mummy here and there but no where near her level =P
8) First Aid! - not done! but will be done in 2012 feb! =]
9)Learn more about beer, liquor, wine and coffee & tea! =] - haha not really apart from my growing collection of vodka. =]
10) Have time for myself to do things i wanna do n love to do! =] - i guess this is done in a way. trying new things and getting away for 12 days. all these are awesome-ness which i cannot imagine in 2010.
11) Work harder for GPA! =] - done! *pats on my own shoulder* these two sems yr3 sem2 and yr4 sem1 had been my best sems. let's continue and give my best for my last sem in 2012! =]
2 things that mummy want me to do in 2011:
1) Learn how to get a bf. - haha erm. did i manage to do it? i guess yes & no. it's not on a to do list but things found its way back. it had not been easy & will not be easy but it's ok. every1 have their ups & downs moments. what's most important is cherishing the moments! no1 is perfect. thanks for accepting my flaws! i'll learn to accept yours too. =] and thanks for allowing me to be just me. apart from forever5, close friends and my family, i seldom expose my "dark" side, so thanks for taking in all my rubbish! <3
2) Learn to start eating onions.
haha sorry mummy! i only eat onion rings! =P
haha so here's a sum up to my 2011. =]
it had been a good one.
it really had been.
with all the ups & downs.
ups that brought me happiness - finding the joy in playing basketball once again, scoring well in academics, doing fyp, 12 awesome days in thai, experiencing water sports which i nv tot i will, the chance to work at childcare center and caring for the kids. <3
downs which showed me the love - haha truthfully when it comes to down, all i can recall is 14/9/11. byebye acl! knowing that i can't play my last season was my biggest blow of 2011. all the down-ness,going bonkers moments, cry like mad, pain like mad moments,thanks for the moment which showed me true love. showed me those that care for me and what many things really mean in life. it had not been an easy journey but it definitely had been very much enriching and life-changing. going through it had made me realized that one can really be stronger than what you think and people who truly cares stay by you through the darkest moments, picking up your pain and showing you the way out. =] my journey continues. long way but not no way! =]
haha that sums up my 2011.
for 2012, all i hope is back to normalcy.
1) knee to recover and allow me to run and jump once again. (when even walking becomes a joy)
2) conquer mount k with llz & forever5.
3) have a nice closure to my last sem - last 6months of academic life.
4) learn cpr for i see the importance in it especially after watching discovery channel & animal planet (my new loves after acl injury)
5) for all i love to stay happy & healthy.
6) get a good job which i am happy with and clear my study loan. =]
haha that's all i ask of 2012.
being alive is one of the greatest thing & next is to find meaning and joy in it!
thanks for 2011!
Welcome 2012! i will work hard to be a better person! =]
let's go!
<3 family, forever5, friends & bear.
take gd care every1!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.我是幸福的.][
Saturday, December 17, 2011
][.Long way but not no way.][
][.Long way but not no way.][
hello bloggy i am back!
it's 18/12/11.
one more day to 2 weeks since new acl is in. =]
removing stitches tml. slightly scared.really don't like all these needles, blood, stitching =P
aw it had been a wow 2 weeks.
sometimes, taking a step back allows you to see things clearer.
i really am thankful for my parents.
especially mummy <3
daddy is as patient with me as always.
but mummy really dotes on me ttm these two weeks.
through the hardest time, she had not once lost her patience and love.
and i am thankful for every1 that stood by me during these period of time. <3
this journey back is not a short one.
but long way doesn't mean no way.
it's possible.
step by step.
everyday, every single improvement makes me happy.
being able to walk.
being able to bend more.
of course there are moments of anguish, moments of frustrations when the leg can't bend any further, when pain sinks in, when you can't even cycle.
but during moments like this, i will think back - hey, it's a step forward from not being able to stand and walk isnt' it?
no hurries.
really no hurries.
step by step, i will be back. =]
playing ball or not seems to be a far far away goal for me at the moment.
cause every single step i take, i am thankful.
i wanna learn taiji when i get better. =]
thanks to 5-yr-old =]
wanna build back my atrophy muscles be4 getting back. (if i am)
haha during the 1st few days after the op, during a brief moment, i recalled that every moment of school life had been filled with basketball.
the joy, the pride, the hard work, the happiness, the disappointments.
these are what allows me to be who i am today.
but i am in no hurries to rush back to the game.
there's more in life to pursue. =]
take gd care every1!
life is a route that i wanna keep going.
you can do it!
you really are stronger than what you think.
but it is also really ok to break down and rest when you need.
you don't have to be strong always. =]
back to exercisese.
take care! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][
hello bloggy i am back!
it's 18/12/11.
one more day to 2 weeks since new acl is in. =]
removing stitches tml. slightly scared.really don't like all these needles, blood, stitching =P
aw it had been a wow 2 weeks.
sometimes, taking a step back allows you to see things clearer.
i really am thankful for my parents.
especially mummy <3
daddy is as patient with me as always.
but mummy really dotes on me ttm these two weeks.
through the hardest time, she had not once lost her patience and love.
and i am thankful for every1 that stood by me during these period of time. <3
this journey back is not a short one.
but long way doesn't mean no way.
it's possible.
step by step.
everyday, every single improvement makes me happy.
being able to walk.
being able to bend more.
of course there are moments of anguish, moments of frustrations when the leg can't bend any further, when pain sinks in, when you can't even cycle.
but during moments like this, i will think back - hey, it's a step forward from not being able to stand and walk isnt' it?
no hurries.
really no hurries.
step by step, i will be back. =]
playing ball or not seems to be a far far away goal for me at the moment.
cause every single step i take, i am thankful.
i wanna learn taiji when i get better. =]
thanks to 5-yr-old =]
wanna build back my atrophy muscles be4 getting back. (if i am)
haha during the 1st few days after the op, during a brief moment, i recalled that every moment of school life had been filled with basketball.
the joy, the pride, the hard work, the happiness, the disappointments.
these are what allows me to be who i am today.
but i am in no hurries to rush back to the game.
there's more in life to pursue. =]
take gd care every1!
life is a route that i wanna keep going.
you can do it!
you really are stronger than what you think.
but it is also really ok to break down and rest when you need.
you don't have to be strong always. =]
back to exercisese.
take care! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][
Sunday, December 11, 2011
][.Post-op day 7.][
][.Post-op day 7.][
hello bloggy!
i am finally back.
11/12/11. post op day 7?
things are finally gradually settling down. =]
too much thoughts.
overwhelming ones.
this journey had really been a long one till now.
and it will continue to be a long one.
when simple things don't seem simple anymore,
you really learn to cherish every single moments.
shall do a backlog to note down this significant event in my life.
thou i am certain that i will not forget anything about this.
5/12/11: Op day.
moi sent me to e hospital and all the waiting and all.
daddy and mummy accompanied me. <3
an arrow to make sure that doc ops on the right (right) leg.
no food since e night before and 100ml of drink at 9am.
all ready to go.
heart pounding as the moments pass.
finally after 3hours, time to go for the op.
lying in the op theater waiting for the anesthesia doc to come, at that instance, it was 2pm.
i really wanted to give up on the op.
just continue my life without basketball.
just cycle and all.
but..haha is it possible?
then comes the anesthesia..
the veins on the hand are too small.
so she tried the side and i felt like !)#&#()@#
it was worst than blood taking.
so they changed an anesthetist for me..handsome new zealand dr daniel.
changed a smaller needle and changed to the joint veins.
next moment..all i know is being wheel in, time out and next moment, your op is done.
feel my brace and fell asleep once again.
woke up to daddy and mummy and the start of my challenge.
super nausea from the anesthesia effect.
kept wanting to vomit but i can't and leg was so heavy.
fell back to sleep-sek-sleep-llz-sleep.
thanks loads sek and llz! my 2 advisers when i have no idea what's going on with my knee. =]
den much awake, hungry but no appetite.
nan da came - thanks loads wei wei, bao bao, lydia, jayne, cynthia, jieying, jieqi. =]
ahs came - thanks loads sh, ling, choo choo and moi.
terry too.
thanks loads to all that came down!
greatly appreciated! =]
ate 2 mouth of fish soup and felt nausea.
when food is not appealing - that's when something is vvv wrong with fe.
so daddy mummy stayed with me till 940pm and went back. <3
the night was uncomfortable.
1st night sleeping with the brace, can't eat, feeling warm all over and wanna vomit all the time. it sucks.
waking up every 30mins, using pee pan and 7am, doc came.
the night felt so long.
breakfast was not nice.
6/12/11 day 2
doc came, breakfast served, no appetite at all.
and the headache beings.
nurse shifting my leg to get me to xray and physio and can't help but cry.
pain max.
den wen and jing coming to get me home.
feel very weak and angst by den.
no food and pain.
pek che, frustration, gao wei.
all the "-" adjectives that you can think of.
just throw it out.
day 2 was a very bad day.
it was a day which i am really horrendous and should apologize to my parents maximum.
temper was on a all-time bad.
still can't eat. (that must be half of the reason)
moi and terry came over and helped me.
get ice, cyro-cuff from shem etc.
it was a bad day.
7/12/11 day 3
things getting better. slowly getting used to it.
sek, choo, moi came over to visit at night.
appetite is back and slowly getting used to it.
so the days after day 3 gets better.
usual routine of thrice a day stretching and all exercising.
eating, comic, drama - in time with you, sleep.
not a day of stretching without this song..
have to sing this to start my heel slide.
a really meaningful song.
every single line is so meaningful and so apt.
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
the true love -- my parents. thank you daddy mummy! for tolerating with all my nonsense during the 1st few days. taking care of me ttm. daddy for giving in to me. they showed me the true love. the tolerance, the care and all that no1 else can. <3 for this, i will go all the way for them always. thank you daddy & mummy!
thanks loads to my bffs for caring for me in each of ur ways. for you guys, i will go the mile. forever5 <3
thanks loads to 5-yr-old for standing by all these while. you feel me and i know you really do thanks for being here! the never failing daily check ins =]
thanks loads to sek too for the help with physio stuffs!
thanks loads to terry for tolerating my nonsense too, my crankiness and all. =P
thanks loads to all that drop messages and encouragements. <3
really appreciate it!
things are slowly getting on track.
starting to get used to my new acl and my life.
cannot eat loads of stuffs,
sleeping and moving around with much difficulties.
when a distance that takes a while become thrice the timing.
moving up and down and even sleeping.
all these simple things ain't simple anymore.
i will learn.
i will. =]
thankful for those who are here =]
alright shall end here! icing is almost done and time for heel slide and all again.
take gd care every1!
and cherish it while you can! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][
hello bloggy!
i am finally back.
11/12/11. post op day 7?
things are finally gradually settling down. =]
too much thoughts.
overwhelming ones.
this journey had really been a long one till now.
and it will continue to be a long one.
when simple things don't seem simple anymore,
you really learn to cherish every single moments.
shall do a backlog to note down this significant event in my life.
thou i am certain that i will not forget anything about this.
5/12/11: Op day.
moi sent me to e hospital and all the waiting and all.
daddy and mummy accompanied me. <3
an arrow to make sure that doc ops on the right (right) leg.
no food since e night before and 100ml of drink at 9am.
all ready to go.
heart pounding as the moments pass.
finally after 3hours, time to go for the op.
lying in the op theater waiting for the anesthesia doc to come, at that instance, it was 2pm.
i really wanted to give up on the op.
just continue my life without basketball.
just cycle and all.
but..haha is it possible?
then comes the anesthesia..
the veins on the hand are too small.
so she tried the side and i felt like !)#&#()@#
it was worst than blood taking.
so they changed an anesthetist for me..handsome new zealand dr daniel.
changed a smaller needle and changed to the joint veins.
next moment..all i know is being wheel in, time out and next moment, your op is done.
feel my brace and fell asleep once again.
woke up to daddy and mummy and the start of my challenge.
super nausea from the anesthesia effect.
kept wanting to vomit but i can't and leg was so heavy.
fell back to sleep-sek-sleep-llz-sleep.
thanks loads sek and llz! my 2 advisers when i have no idea what's going on with my knee. =]
den much awake, hungry but no appetite.
nan da came - thanks loads wei wei, bao bao, lydia, jayne, cynthia, jieying, jieqi. =]
ahs came - thanks loads sh, ling, choo choo and moi.
terry too.
thanks loads to all that came down!
greatly appreciated! =]
ate 2 mouth of fish soup and felt nausea.
when food is not appealing - that's when something is vvv wrong with fe.
so daddy mummy stayed with me till 940pm and went back. <3
the night was uncomfortable.
1st night sleeping with the brace, can't eat, feeling warm all over and wanna vomit all the time. it sucks.
waking up every 30mins, using pee pan and 7am, doc came.
the night felt so long.
breakfast was not nice.
6/12/11 day 2
doc came, breakfast served, no appetite at all.
and the headache beings.
nurse shifting my leg to get me to xray and physio and can't help but cry.
pain max.
den wen and jing coming to get me home.
feel very weak and angst by den.
no food and pain.
pek che, frustration, gao wei.
all the "-" adjectives that you can think of.
just throw it out.
day 2 was a very bad day.
it was a day which i am really horrendous and should apologize to my parents maximum.
temper was on a all-time bad.
still can't eat. (that must be half of the reason)
moi and terry came over and helped me.
get ice, cyro-cuff from shem etc.
it was a bad day.
7/12/11 day 3
things getting better. slowly getting used to it.
sek, choo, moi came over to visit at night.
appetite is back and slowly getting used to it.
so the days after day 3 gets better.
usual routine of thrice a day stretching and all exercising.
eating, comic, drama - in time with you, sleep.
not a day of stretching without this song..
have to sing this to start my heel slide.
a really meaningful song.
every single line is so meaningful and so apt.
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
the true love -- my parents. thank you daddy mummy! for tolerating with all my nonsense during the 1st few days. taking care of me ttm. daddy for giving in to me. they showed me the true love. the tolerance, the care and all that no1 else can. <3 for this, i will go all the way for them always. thank you daddy & mummy!
thanks loads to my bffs for caring for me in each of ur ways. for you guys, i will go the mile. forever5 <3
thanks loads to 5-yr-old for standing by all these while. you feel me and i know you really do thanks for being here! the never failing daily check ins =]
thanks loads to sek too for the help with physio stuffs!
thanks loads to terry for tolerating my nonsense too, my crankiness and all. =P
thanks loads to all that drop messages and encouragements. <3
really appreciate it!
things are slowly getting on track.
starting to get used to my new acl and my life.
cannot eat loads of stuffs,
sleeping and moving around with much difficulties.
when a distance that takes a while become thrice the timing.
moving up and down and even sleeping.
all these simple things ain't simple anymore.
i will learn.
i will. =]
thankful for those who are here =]
alright shall end here! icing is almost done and time for heel slide and all again.
take gd care every1!
and cherish it while you can! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][
Sunday, December 04, 2011
][.Pre-Op.][
][.Pre-Op.][
it's currently 1220am on 5th Dec 2011.
no more food from now on. =]
wow wow wee wow.
the day finally came.
let's face it & move on from now on.
let's go fe!
hp is off for repair.
so no whatsapp, no facebook, no twitter.
just some time alone.
days after exams n be4 pre-op were well spent.
my fav past time of mj, loads of good food, meet-ups & pre-op xmas shopping by myself as well as with terry & cycle-thon with llz! <3
cycle-thon with 5-yr-old! <3
=]
haha the day had finally come.
truthfully after blood taking, i was really freaking scared.
but no worries, i have e best supports from them all.
just a small op.
i will make it through and it's time to move on.
it has been 2 months plus plus.
14/9/11 - is the day i fell.
5/12/11 - is the day i get my new acl and get on stronger.
play ball or not? i have no idea.
but i definitely miss having the wind in my hair, i miss jumping.
i miss so many things.
let's pray hard that the op will go on smoothly & things will return to its norm soon.
6 to 9 months.
slow and easy.
things to look fwd to..
dec trip to mount k with llz and all. =]
n perhaps another marathon? haha
n back to the game.
all these slow and easy.
pray for me if you see this alright.
off to bed le.
shall be g a bit..
but jiayou fe! jiayou! you can do this! =]
alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.moving on.][
it's currently 1220am on 5th Dec 2011.
no more food from now on. =]
wow wow wee wow.
the day finally came.
let's face it & move on from now on.
let's go fe!
hp is off for repair.
so no whatsapp, no facebook, no twitter.
just some time alone.
days after exams n be4 pre-op were well spent.
my fav past time of mj, loads of good food, meet-ups & pre-op xmas shopping by myself as well as with terry & cycle-thon with llz! <3
cycle-thon with 5-yr-old! <3
=]
haha the day had finally come.
truthfully after blood taking, i was really freaking scared.
but no worries, i have e best supports from them all.
just a small op.
i will make it through and it's time to move on.
it has been 2 months plus plus.
14/9/11 - is the day i fell.
5/12/11 - is the day i get my new acl and get on stronger.
play ball or not? i have no idea.
but i definitely miss having the wind in my hair, i miss jumping.
i miss so many things.
let's pray hard that the op will go on smoothly & things will return to its norm soon.
6 to 9 months.
slow and easy.
things to look fwd to..
dec trip to mount k with llz and all. =]
n perhaps another marathon? haha
n back to the game.
all these slow and easy.
pray for me if you see this alright.
off to bed le.
shall be g a bit..
but jiayou fe! jiayou! you can do this! =]
alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.moving on.][
Monday, November 14, 2011
][.Thoughts & Updates.][
][.Thoughts & Updates.][
hello bloggy!
it's 251pm on a tuesday! (15/11/11)
woohoo! i am done with fyp! =]
my dearest "baby" that i had been working on since june.
it had been a wonderful process.
i meant, a good learning process.
one that i will not regret.
thanks "Elderspeak in Singapore" & thanks my wonderful supervisor - Francesco.
thank you everyone who assisted me in a way or another. you guys assisted me in completing this work. (haha acknowledgement)
never thought of producing 60pgs and 12,000+ words.
this is a milestone in life.
on a side note,
when i was on the way to submit my fyp, i heard sec sch kids talking about their 'O' levels and random thoughts emerged.
PSLE, 'O' levels, 'A' levels & finally Uni.
这些路，这些年，我都走过了！
有好友相伴的一同走过。
在生命中的每个阶段都有苦与乐，但都走过了。
很庆幸，很幸福。
aw..after submission, went to watch "In Time" with my course mates & had awesome korean bbq -- 2 days 1 night. =]
"In Time" is really quite a cool show concept.
you will never learn to cherish your time if you have all the time in the world.
just as how we always managed to finish our work in time when e deadline is there.
guess we or maybe i must learn to have the clock tickling away and know that we are running out of time before we learn to cherish what we have ba.
so cherish it guys!
cherish the precious time. =]
and wanted to blog about you are the apple of my eyes. =]
just a simple nice show.
something that reminds everyone of their youth.
friends doing stupid things together.
simple sweet moments.
believed every1 have those days.
a take-away from the show..sometimes misunderstandings and lack of courage causes one to lose things in life. but everything happens for a reason. what's meant to be would be what's meant to be. there may be this little regret but everything does happen for a reason. =]
will start to read my book after exams!
heh ok..so that's what's going on in my life.
9 days to exams and less than 3 weeks to op.
5/12/10 i ran after my dream.
5/12/11 i am going to be brave and embrace my chance to go after my passion again.
such a coincidence.
5-yr-old and me could't stop laughing when we thought about it.
within a year of marathon, both of us have to go through that.
it's been 2 months & 1 day.
you can never forget the day. never.
现在的我，已经不晓得自己是否还有那热程了。
我很喜欢，很想念。
但这些日子的无奈让我不知该如何。
只想快点动手术，好让我能够往康复的道路前进。
裹足不前久了，会闷，会累。
haha alright.
just a random post.
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
hello bloggy!
it's 251pm on a tuesday! (15/11/11)
woohoo! i am done with fyp! =]
my dearest "baby" that i had been working on since june.
it had been a wonderful process.
i meant, a good learning process.
one that i will not regret.
thanks "Elderspeak in Singapore" & thanks my wonderful supervisor - Francesco.
thank you everyone who assisted me in a way or another. you guys assisted me in completing this work. (haha acknowledgement)
never thought of producing 60pgs and 12,000+ words.
this is a milestone in life.
on a side note,
when i was on the way to submit my fyp, i heard sec sch kids talking about their 'O' levels and random thoughts emerged.
PSLE, 'O' levels, 'A' levels & finally Uni.
这些路，这些年，我都走过了！
有好友相伴的一同走过。
在生命中的每个阶段都有苦与乐，但都走过了。
很庆幸，很幸福。
aw..after submission, went to watch "In Time" with my course mates & had awesome korean bbq -- 2 days 1 night. =]
"In Time" is really quite a cool show concept.
you will never learn to cherish your time if you have all the time in the world.
just as how we always managed to finish our work in time when e deadline is there.
guess we or maybe i must learn to have the clock tickling away and know that we are running out of time before we learn to cherish what we have ba.
so cherish it guys!
cherish the precious time. =]
and wanted to blog about you are the apple of my eyes. =]
just a simple nice show.
something that reminds everyone of their youth.
friends doing stupid things together.
simple sweet moments.
believed every1 have those days.
a take-away from the show..sometimes misunderstandings and lack of courage causes one to lose things in life. but everything happens for a reason. what's meant to be would be what's meant to be. there may be this little regret but everything does happen for a reason. =]
will start to read my book after exams!
heh ok..so that's what's going on in my life.
9 days to exams and less than 3 weeks to op.
5/12/10 i ran after my dream.
5/12/11 i am going to be brave and embrace my chance to go after my passion again.
such a coincidence.
5-yr-old and me could't stop laughing when we thought about it.
within a year of marathon, both of us have to go through that.
it's been 2 months & 1 day.
you can never forget the day. never.
现在的我，已经不晓得自己是否还有那热程了。
我很喜欢，很想念。
但这些日子的无奈让我不知该如何。
只想快点动手术，好让我能够往康复的道路前进。
裹足不前久了，会闷，会累。
haha alright.
just a random post.
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
][.Fe's Prehab Prog.][
][.Fe's Prehab Prog.][
haha hello bloggy!
been a week since i blogged.
all's good. =]
some stuffs that happened over the week..
awesome spaghetti by chef terry tho! haha
really quite nice! thou appetizer and dessert was left out in e end =P
thanks terry tho!
Happy 2nd! =]
sat was forever5's bbq.
life will nv be the same without these 4 pigs. <3
my 1st birthday card! thanks guys! haha too paiseh to take it out in front of u all!
"turn to the sun and the shadow will fall behind"
my cutest mummy says:"turn to the sun and i will be chao-ta" =.=
after bbq n 1/2 round of mj. went home in e rain.
tot tt i will fall asleep but it turned out to be a emo night.
super super emo night.
chatted with moi from 130am till 530am.
about our knees.
about returning or not to the game.
about changes tt can't be helped with the injuries.
about the moments.
about the pain.
about the wu nai-ness.
about the cruelty.
haha n all the craps in the world.
it was a rainy night.
went to jq's 21st and back to tamp for massage tt night.
happy 21st jq meimei! =]
den here comes this wk.
so much a breather compared to the last.
had not headed to the gym this wk but went to physio to get a proper prehab plan.
quads had decreased from 44.5 to 43.5.
need to work on it =]
e flexibility is obvious when seen through the mirror.
but it's ok! i will work it back.
prehab is tired but it's just the start!
the road ahead is long.
walk it slow and steady fe! =]
positive self-talk once a day. haha
my prehap prog! special thanks to sek for all her help in explaining and simplifying the terms for me!
so many people to thank!
already tot of wad i can do after op apart from physio le!
but be4 tt..thanks to all who helped me one way or the other thru out this month!
2 more days to a month of "pop" goes my heart.
i wun be able to pull it thru without each of ur help!
thanks guys!
haha ok! shall go try n do some work le!
take gd care every1!
and shout out to 5-yr-old: 不要累坏了!
p/s: looking forward to timbre with family on sat! <3
][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong.][
haha hello bloggy!
been a week since i blogged.
all's good. =]
some stuffs that happened over the week..
awesome spaghetti by chef terry tho! haha
really quite nice! thou appetizer and dessert was left out in e end =P
thanks terry tho!
Happy 2nd! =]
sat was forever5's bbq.
life will nv be the same without these 4 pigs. <3
my 1st birthday card! thanks guys! haha too paiseh to take it out in front of u all!
"turn to the sun and the shadow will fall behind"
my cutest mummy says:"turn to the sun and i will be chao-ta" =.=
after bbq n 1/2 round of mj. went home in e rain.
tot tt i will fall asleep but it turned out to be a emo night.
super super emo night.
chatted with moi from 130am till 530am.
about our knees.
about returning or not to the game.
about changes tt can't be helped with the injuries.
about the moments.
about the pain.
about the wu nai-ness.
about the cruelty.
haha n all the craps in the world.
it was a rainy night.
went to jq's 21st and back to tamp for massage tt night.
happy 21st jq meimei! =]
den here comes this wk.
so much a breather compared to the last.
had not headed to the gym this wk but went to physio to get a proper prehab plan.
quads had decreased from 44.5 to 43.5.
need to work on it =]
e flexibility is obvious when seen through the mirror.
but it's ok! i will work it back.
prehab is tired but it's just the start!
the road ahead is long.
walk it slow and steady fe! =]
positive self-talk once a day. haha
my prehap prog! special thanks to sek for all her help in explaining and simplifying the terms for me!
so many people to thank!
already tot of wad i can do after op apart from physio le!
but be4 tt..thanks to all who helped me one way or the other thru out this month!
2 more days to a month of "pop" goes my heart.
i wun be able to pull it thru without each of ur help!
thanks guys!
haha ok! shall go try n do some work le!
take gd care every1!
and shout out to 5-yr-old: 不要累坏了!
p/s: looking forward to timbre with family on sat! <3
][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong.][
Tuesday, October 04, 2011
][.New Hair, New Start.][
][.New Hair, New Start.][
Hello bloggy!
Here's my new best friend - my knee guard.
and my new hair style - short hair (that looks like a mushroom, coconut n any sort of food =P)
haha wells, let's have a new start with my new hair! =]
things are really not as hard as it seems.
and nothing is permanent.
so is pain.
things may not be the same as before but it's ok. (haha maybe not but yups, it will be ok! =])
you always need some changes in life.
whatever that don't kill you, really makes you stronger isn't it?
i can't do things that i can normally do.
i can't jog when i feel sad.
i can't put resistance on the bike and go faster on cross trainer.
but it's ok.
i can still train 20mins on cross trainer.
i can experience cycling fast on the bike.
and i am still who i am. =]
went to shoot after gym-ing today and i really respect those who came back after the injury.
cz i know deep down that as much as how much i want things to be like before,
i may not be able to play without that psychological barrier.
sometimes, it gets confusing.
you have no idea if you wanna tell yourself that you are ok so that you will function normally or you wanna tell yourself that things are diff.
it gets scary when it suddenly gives way.
it is scary.
but it's ok..=]
the hardest part was accepting.
that part is over, so now things are good =]
how can it not be when you have the best family and friends around?
little cards and notes never fail to make my day. <3
thanks loads to all! <3
injury is a sportswoman greatest fear.
but it's also one that she have to overcome to grow.
however if given a choice, i hope that all the sports woman in my life do not need to go through this phase. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Hello bloggy!
Here's my new best friend - my knee guard.
and my new hair style - short hair (that looks like a mushroom, coconut n any sort of food =P)
haha wells, let's have a new start with my new hair! =]
things are really not as hard as it seems.
and nothing is permanent.
so is pain.
things may not be the same as before but it's ok. (haha maybe not but yups, it will be ok! =])
you always need some changes in life.
whatever that don't kill you, really makes you stronger isn't it?
i can't do things that i can normally do.
i can't jog when i feel sad.
i can't put resistance on the bike and go faster on cross trainer.
but it's ok.
i can still train 20mins on cross trainer.
i can experience cycling fast on the bike.
and i am still who i am. =]
went to shoot after gym-ing today and i really respect those who came back after the injury.
cz i know deep down that as much as how much i want things to be like before,
i may not be able to play without that psychological barrier.
sometimes, it gets confusing.
you have no idea if you wanna tell yourself that you are ok so that you will function normally or you wanna tell yourself that things are diff.
it gets scary when it suddenly gives way.
it is scary.
but it's ok..=]
the hardest part was accepting.
that part is over, so now things are good =]
how can it not be when you have the best family and friends around?
little cards and notes never fail to make my day. <3
thanks loads to all! <3
injury is a sportswoman greatest fear.
but it's also one that she have to overcome to grow.
however if given a choice, i hope that all the sports woman in my life do not need to go through this phase. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Friday, September 23, 2011
][.Happy 13th Birthday DiDi!.][
][.Happy 13th Birthday DiDi!.][
Happy 13th birthday my dearest didi!
生日快乐baby bro! =]
thanks for bringing me 13years of happiness!
you taught me that it's amazing to love some1 and see some1 grow.
you brought me countless joy and it's such a nice feel to see you grow.
jiayou didi!
no matter how old you get, you will always be the didi that i wanna watch over.
no matter what challenges come in life, jiayou!
jiejie will always be watching your back! <3
Happy Birthday!
Keep smiling!
fe had regained her sanity.
road to recovery.
a year ahead.
let's go! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep the smile.][
Happy 13th birthday my dearest didi!
生日快乐baby bro! =]
thanks for bringing me 13years of happiness!
you taught me that it's amazing to love some1 and see some1 grow.
you brought me countless joy and it's such a nice feel to see you grow.
jiayou didi!
no matter how old you get, you will always be the didi that i wanna watch over.
no matter what challenges come in life, jiayou!
jiejie will always be watching your back! <3
Happy Birthday!
Keep smiling!
fe had regained her sanity.
road to recovery.
a year ahead.
let's go! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep the smile.][
Sunday, July 03, 2011
][.我们终于团聚了！.][
][.我们终于团聚了！.][
It's 1.51am at the moment!
I have to be up in 5 hrs time! and the long week will begin again!
BUT it's ok!
tonight is a happy night!
Welcome back fungi! and Happy 22nd in advance Jing!
We are only complete with all 5 thou we still hate(love) each another so much over e years. <3
as we get older, our time clashes more and we see how each characters differ.
we have our rough patches, moments of really wanting to kill each another, the spectrum of balancing a 5 person f/s. and girls f/s are like r/s.
but one thing for sure, this is a f/s that i'll want to have for a lifetime.
we'll have our wong chee tan, tan chee wong, chee tan wong (and whichever permutation and combination!)
sorry to fungi for not being able to send you a postcard in time! =X
forever5 <3
heh so many had happened over e past few weeks..
managed to meet up with friends (thou it's all late after work) but it's worth it!
and i always feel that time is the most precious thing you can give some1..cz that's what constitutes your life and every r/s requires efforts to maintain.
1) Met up with llz! had a gd night with duck pizza and a good movie! thanks loads llz! thanks for being the anchor in my life, always playing the role of a big sis, checking on me and making sure that everything is gg on well! Welcome back kid!Gd to have you back! =]] looking forward to a cycling day!
2) Kilkenny and stoning contest by the beach!our f/s is a lost and found. jiayou and make ur present so beautiful and not let it turn into a memory. (you know what i mean) and jiayou as you move on to ur new stage of life!
3) Hello Ghost with Fnq! Really really love the show and highly recommend it! it's amazing how our f/s manage to survive over the decade. haha i guess it's all thanks to our "best friend" =] enjoy our once in a while meet up and chatting as thou we were still in 6B. showing each other the diff side and views of opposing genders and giving each other advice. I am thankful for our f/s. =]
4) Shout-out to roomie! we need to meet up soooon! =] jiayou with trainings!
ok la! time for bed! =]
officially 4++ hrs left.
take gd care every1!
nitez~ =]
p/s: dirk's shirt is coming soon! hopefully it'll come before i go thai!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful.][
It's 1.51am at the moment!
I have to be up in 5 hrs time! and the long week will begin again!
BUT it's ok!
tonight is a happy night!
Welcome back fungi! and Happy 22nd in advance Jing!
We are only complete with all 5 thou we still hate(love) each another so much over e years. <3
as we get older, our time clashes more and we see how each characters differ.
we have our rough patches, moments of really wanting to kill each another, the spectrum of balancing a 5 person f/s. and girls f/s are like r/s.
but one thing for sure, this is a f/s that i'll want to have for a lifetime.
we'll have our wong chee tan, tan chee wong, chee tan wong (and whichever permutation and combination!)
sorry to fungi for not being able to send you a postcard in time! =X
forever5 <3
heh so many had happened over e past few weeks..
managed to meet up with friends (thou it's all late after work) but it's worth it!
and i always feel that time is the most precious thing you can give some1..cz that's what constitutes your life and every r/s requires efforts to maintain.
1) Met up with llz! had a gd night with duck pizza and a good movie! thanks loads llz! thanks for being the anchor in my life, always playing the role of a big sis, checking on me and making sure that everything is gg on well! Welcome back kid!Gd to have you back! =]] looking forward to a cycling day!
2) Kilkenny and stoning contest by the beach!our f/s is a lost and found. jiayou and make ur present so beautiful and not let it turn into a memory. (you know what i mean) and jiayou as you move on to ur new stage of life!
3) Hello Ghost with Fnq! Really really love the show and highly recommend it! it's amazing how our f/s manage to survive over the decade. haha i guess it's all thanks to our "best friend" =] enjoy our once in a while meet up and chatting as thou we were still in 6B. showing each other the diff side and views of opposing genders and giving each other advice. I am thankful for our f/s. =]
4) Shout-out to roomie! we need to meet up soooon! =] jiayou with trainings!
ok la! time for bed! =]
officially 4++ hrs left.
take gd care every1!
nitez~ =]
p/s: dirk's shirt is coming soon! hopefully it'll come before i go thai!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful.][
Thursday, April 14, 2011
][.thankful.][
][.thankful.][
super tired from a long day.
bbq with court games friends are fun!
guess this is the best mod i ever took! =]
looking forward to our nxt outing! =]
an overwhelming surge of thankful-ness.
whenever i think of the friends i have in life, i can't help but smile.
thanks g.y.m.
i think i have the best best friends i can't ask for.
i think i have the best friends that i can ever look for.
for everything, thank you!
n of cz, i have an awesome family! <3
n just a lol pic for the night.
loads had happened for this wk.
like 7kids at a go --> 10.5 hrs straight of tuition.
overnight canvassing. 28hrs without slp.
17hours of slp.
golf and fresh-ness burger.
quite a bit had happened.
n i feel quite tired.
so shall blog nxt time.
for now, night night.
take gd care every1! =]
rmb to tell your friends how thankful you are for them.
don't take things that they do for you for granted.
cz no1 owes you anything.
so, thank you my bffs and my gd gd friends. =]
you guys know who you are!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
super tired from a long day.
bbq with court games friends are fun!
guess this is the best mod i ever took! =]
looking forward to our nxt outing! =]
an overwhelming surge of thankful-ness.
whenever i think of the friends i have in life, i can't help but smile.
thanks g.y.m.
i think i have the best best friends i can't ask for.
i think i have the best friends that i can ever look for.
for everything, thank you!
n of cz, i have an awesome family! <3
n just a lol pic for the night.
loads had happened for this wk.
like 7kids at a go --> 10.5 hrs straight of tuition.
overnight canvassing. 28hrs without slp.
17hours of slp.
golf and fresh-ness burger.
quite a bit had happened.
n i feel quite tired.
so shall blog nxt time.
for now, night night.
take gd care every1! =]
rmb to tell your friends how thankful you are for them.
don't take things that they do for you for granted.
cz no1 owes you anything.
so, thank you my bffs and my gd gd friends. =]
you guys know who you are!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Monday, April 04, 2011
][.Happy Birthday Mummy!.][
][.Happy Birthday Mummy!.][
4/4/2011
Happy Birthday Mummy! =]
Thanks for loving me through e years!
Thanks for buying me a present on your birthday! lol.
<3 ya too! =]
This weekend (fri till sun) had been gd with meet-ups.
met 5-yr-old on sat morning for a gd breakfast or rather 2? haha
we had two rounds. opps!
always good to meet up with kid!
jiayou with tian ya xia yi! =]]
den as usual, golf and freshness burger with moi.
haha i really have a v lame best friend who can irritate me till i wanna throw the golf club at her but always able to stop be4 i do it! thankfully.
n mj with shem n jing n moi n daddy on sat.
was kinda funny how we always lose everything to daddy.
thankfully i dun nd to pay. hahaha.
bbaxn game be4 tt.
really tired ttm.
super duper unfit.
need to get it back.
trng on sun!
gosh, really is unfit ttm.
need to do something abt it!
love my weekends.
so it means more work during weekday.
finished court games module today! =]
4 mods to focus till e end of the sem!
haha ok..actually i m quite tired now.
waiting for hair to dry n slp.
gg to be another long day tml!
haha..rest well every1!
nitez.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
4/4/2011
Happy Birthday Mummy! =]
Thanks for loving me through e years!
Thanks for buying me a present on your birthday! lol.
<3 ya too! =]
This weekend (fri till sun) had been gd with meet-ups.
met 5-yr-old on sat morning for a gd breakfast or rather 2? haha
we had two rounds. opps!
always good to meet up with kid!
jiayou with tian ya xia yi! =]]
den as usual, golf and freshness burger with moi.
haha i really have a v lame best friend who can irritate me till i wanna throw the golf club at her but always able to stop be4 i do it! thankfully.
n mj with shem n jing n moi n daddy on sat.
was kinda funny how we always lose everything to daddy.
thankfully i dun nd to pay. hahaha.
bbaxn game be4 tt.
really tired ttm.
super duper unfit.
need to get it back.
trng on sun!
gosh, really is unfit ttm.
need to do something abt it!
love my weekends.
so it means more work during weekday.
finished court games module today! =]
4 mods to focus till e end of the sem!
haha ok..actually i m quite tired now.
waiting for hair to dry n slp.
gg to be another long day tml!
haha..rest well every1!
nitez.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Saturday, March 26, 2011
][.Quality Time.][
][.Quality Time.][
managed to spend some quality time with didi today.
love such moments =]
went for 45 mins jog, 1hr 15 min walk n buying dinner with didi.
so gd to see him grow, being here for him n him here for me.
i am really thankful tt i get to be a sis n not e only child.
we had decided tt sat wuld be our jogging day!
2hrs each wk!
nice jog, nice sunset!
hopefully when he is 18, we can get to complete a marathon tgt =]
so sat shall be tuition and jogging day!
n fri is now my official golf day!
went to marina golf club instead of e usual ytr.
love e peaceful-ness n complete attention when playing golf =]
so far so gd, spent fri n sat doing stuffs tt i enjoy! =]
back to work now n tml!
chiong ah fe! =]
ooo n yups..i have a new interest --> collect hard liquor bottles!
i intend to have a cupboard to display all my hard liquor when i get my house in e future!
haha mummy say it's a nice idea..so if u happen to go overseas n don't intend to use e duty-free for hard liquor, let me know ok! =] thanks in advance!
proudly presenting collection no1 & no2. =]
hee intend to get all e limited editions.
no1: is limited edition
no2: traveler's exclusive =]
n no worries! i am not alcoholic coz i m not gonna drink em.
just for collections! =]
ok! back to work!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.<3.][
managed to spend some quality time with didi today.
love such moments =]
went for 45 mins jog, 1hr 15 min walk n buying dinner with didi.
so gd to see him grow, being here for him n him here for me.
i am really thankful tt i get to be a sis n not e only child.
we had decided tt sat wuld be our jogging day!
2hrs each wk!
nice jog, nice sunset!
hopefully when he is 18, we can get to complete a marathon tgt =]
so sat shall be tuition and jogging day!
n fri is now my official golf day!
went to marina golf club instead of e usual ytr.
love e peaceful-ness n complete attention when playing golf =]
so far so gd, spent fri n sat doing stuffs tt i enjoy! =]
back to work now n tml!
chiong ah fe! =]
ooo n yups..i have a new interest --> collect hard liquor bottles!
i intend to have a cupboard to display all my hard liquor when i get my house in e future!
haha mummy say it's a nice idea..so if u happen to go overseas n don't intend to use e duty-free for hard liquor, let me know ok! =] thanks in advance!
proudly presenting collection no1 & no2. =]
hee intend to get all e limited editions.
no1: is limited edition
no2: traveler's exclusive =]
n no worries! i am not alcoholic coz i m not gonna drink em.
just for collections! =]
ok! back to work!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.<3.][
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
][.Recess Week.][
][.Recess Week.][
Recess week 是幸福的。
会因为做不完的事而感到很累，很累。
但是，每天早上起床就有妈妈准备好的早餐，水果和聊一聊世界发生的各种事，我人生的点滴，我未来的梦想。
这个感觉很好。
下午和傍晚，努力的做事，到了夜晚很爸爸聊聊天，和弟弟踢球。
到了夜晚，看看电视，做自己想做的事，真的很开心。
家，真的很舒服，很温馨。
大家一定在想，难道周末就没有这样的机会吗？
答案其实是，真的没有。
因为，有责任。
因为需要补习。
所以，每个周末总是早上就出门，然后不吃午餐的补到近乎傍晚。
周末总是忙忙碌碌。
根本没有时间停下来陪他们。
所以，我真的很享受这个星期。
而且，刚刚和妈妈聊天，她说，并不介意我出国做工。
哈哈。。或许我真的会这么做。
好啦。
该回去做事了！
保重了大家！
][.10.fe.15.][
][.my happy family!.][
Recess week 是幸福的。
会因为做不完的事而感到很累，很累。
但是，每天早上起床就有妈妈准备好的早餐，水果和聊一聊世界发生的各种事，我人生的点滴，我未来的梦想。
这个感觉很好。
下午和傍晚，努力的做事，到了夜晚很爸爸聊聊天，和弟弟踢球。
到了夜晚，看看电视，做自己想做的事，真的很开心。
家，真的很舒服，很温馨。
大家一定在想，难道周末就没有这样的机会吗？
答案其实是，真的没有。
因为，有责任。
因为需要补习。
所以，每个周末总是早上就出门，然后不吃午餐的补到近乎傍晚。
周末总是忙忙碌碌。
根本没有时间停下来陪他们。
所以，我真的很享受这个星期。
而且，刚刚和妈妈聊天，她说，并不介意我出国做工。
哈哈。。或许我真的会这么做。
好啦。
该回去做事了！
保重了大家！
][.10.fe.15.][
][.my happy family!.][
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