][.Adaptation.][
Hello bloggy,
How are you?
No worries, you ain't forgotten!
Once in a while, I will be back to type down some thoughts =]
In 6 hours, I will be travelling back to camp.
This whole weekend is filled with work too.
Tiring?
Very Much.
When we say goodbye to our cohort mates, we say..
Bye & See you in 12hours.
I see them more than my family.
Choices and sacrifices!
Part and parcels of life.
Most importantly,
I am enjoying what i am doing.
n tt's what matters most. =]
and I learnt..
It takes much more efforts to keep in touch w your friends when you start working.
I am not taking enough yet. Guilty of it.
To all my friends out there,
you ain't forgotten!
Sorry if i'm M.I.A.
Just drop me a msg ok!
I will reply once i have access to my hp =]
take gd care every1!
bye! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thanks for understanding.][
Showing posts with label life =]. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life =]. Show all posts
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Saturday, September 01, 2012
][.New Stage of Life.][
][.New Stage of Life.][
hello bloggy,
sorry for not blogging for so long.
in fact, it's been a while since i on my laptop.
i had moved on to a new stage of life -- work.
it had been 3 fulfilling weeks and i am enjoying every moment of it.
so much had been learnt and so much had happened.
but most importantly, i learnt an important lesson while i was jogging one day..
and tt's to give your very best whenever you can..
cz, you will nv ever know if tt's e last chance tt you get to give your best.
as i scrape through a "pass" for my ippt,
i felt so vv strongly.
i am thankful tt while knee is good, i managed to attain my gold.
i am thankful tt while knee is good, i went ahead w marathon and clock a personal best timing for 2.4km which seems to be so far fetched now.
but fear not, i will work back to it.
i may not be able to be there once again.
but, i am just thankful tt when i had tt chance,
i did my best and i will always have tt achievement tt i can call mine. =]
doing your best is one of the most important thing as it leaves you with no regrets.
and tt's e motto or maxim tt i am gg to live my life.
take gd care every1!
i hope you are enjoying every moment like i do =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.just do it.][
hello bloggy,
sorry for not blogging for so long.
in fact, it's been a while since i on my laptop.
i had moved on to a new stage of life -- work.
it had been 3 fulfilling weeks and i am enjoying every moment of it.
so much had been learnt and so much had happened.
but most importantly, i learnt an important lesson while i was jogging one day..
and tt's to give your very best whenever you can..
cz, you will nv ever know if tt's e last chance tt you get to give your best.
as i scrape through a "pass" for my ippt,
i felt so vv strongly.
i am thankful tt while knee is good, i managed to attain my gold.
i am thankful tt while knee is good, i went ahead w marathon and clock a personal best timing for 2.4km which seems to be so far fetched now.
but fear not, i will work back to it.
i may not be able to be there once again.
but, i am just thankful tt when i had tt chance,
i did my best and i will always have tt achievement tt i can call mine. =]
doing your best is one of the most important thing as it leaves you with no regrets.
and tt's e motto or maxim tt i am gg to live my life.
take gd care every1!
i hope you are enjoying every moment like i do =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.just do it.][
Sunday, June 17, 2012
][.Life.][
Hello bloggy! I am back! Had not been posting constantly as life fell into a routine with tuitions & meet ups as well as awaiting the call for attachment.
Had cleared interviews and went for the medical check up. hope all is good and i can move on to the job proper.
sometimes, there is nothing more that you can do apart from waiting. =]
try your best and leave the rest to lao tian ye.
life is short and what matters most is living it to the fullest and not regret?
i am enjoying my life as it is and looking forward to a new beginning too.
and Happy Father's Day to my dearest daddy! <3
他是第一个抱我的男人，第一个听见我哭看见我笑的男人，第一个叫我宝贝的男人，他是一个我相信他说的承诺都会做到的男人，是敢和我说一直会陪我到最后的男人，是不管我错对美丑都觉得我是最好最优秀的男人。
that's so true! apart from mummy's love, daddy's love is also so so awesome.
my daddy always gives the best to me and loves me more than anything.
will nv forget how he brings me to the zoo, bird park, kite flying, soccer matches, beaches and to the basketball court where he played 3 on 3 and taught me back hook. (haha my daddy really raised me like a boy huh?)
will nv forget our weekly toys shopping when mummy goes shopping. (one toy per week)
will nv forget how daddy will always get me toys and play w me -- the basketball rim, the dart board.
will nv forget how i started supporting arsenal by watching soccer w daddy.
will nv forget how i call daddy secretly when my results are bad n let him help me explain to mummy.
will nv forget how i want one toy but daddy will end up buying two for me.
will nv forget how daddy came to support my B div n A div finals and all the basketball games tt he could be there.
will nv forget how daddy told me to give my best shot when i felt dishearten by nat team.
all these and so much more.
n one thing for sure, daddy is definitely the 1st man who loves me more than anything, unconditionally.
thank you daddy, i love you.
thanks to my god daddy for loving me too.
the $99bucks minnie mouse and loving me like his own too.
i am blessed for my dearest mummy, daddy, godmum and goddad.
and all i ask for is simple, get a job and repay their love to me. =]
and Happy 10th to you. =]
i had been spoilt by daddy, god daddy and didi.
mummy says all the men in my life spoils me.
so haha i guess you had a hard 10 months too.
i will try to be un-spoilt a little =P
take gd care every1!
just a random post =]
1 more hour to euro!
a game is always so unpredictable. =]
n live life to the fullest.
forgive when you can.
say thanks and show your appreciation when you can.
life is too short to be angry and miss the moments.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.has its plans for you.][
他是第一个抱我的男人，第一个听见我哭看见我笑的男人，第一个叫我宝贝的男人，他是一个我相信他说的承诺都会做到的男人，是敢和我说一直会陪我到最后的男人，是不管我错对美丑都觉得我是最好最优秀的男人。
that's so true! apart from mummy's love, daddy's love is also so so awesome.
my daddy always gives the best to me and loves me more than anything.
will nv forget how he brings me to the zoo, bird park, kite flying, soccer matches, beaches and to the basketball court where he played 3 on 3 and taught me back hook. (haha my daddy really raised me like a boy huh?)
will nv forget our weekly toys shopping when mummy goes shopping. (one toy per week)
will nv forget how daddy will always get me toys and play w me -- the basketball rim, the dart board.
will nv forget how i started supporting arsenal by watching soccer w daddy.
will nv forget how i call daddy secretly when my results are bad n let him help me explain to mummy.
will nv forget how i want one toy but daddy will end up buying two for me.
will nv forget how daddy came to support my B div n A div finals and all the basketball games tt he could be there.
will nv forget how daddy told me to give my best shot when i felt dishearten by nat team.
all these and so much more.
n one thing for sure, daddy is definitely the 1st man who loves me more than anything, unconditionally.
thank you daddy, i love you.
thanks to my god daddy for loving me too.
the $99bucks minnie mouse and loving me like his own too.
i am blessed for my dearest mummy, daddy, godmum and goddad.
and all i ask for is simple, get a job and repay their love to me. =]
and Happy 10th to you. =]
i had been spoilt by daddy, god daddy and didi.
mummy says all the men in my life spoils me.
so haha i guess you had a hard 10 months too.
i will try to be un-spoilt a little =P
take gd care every1!
just a random post =]
1 more hour to euro!
a game is always so unpredictable. =]
n live life to the fullest.
forgive when you can.
say thanks and show your appreciation when you can.
life is too short to be angry and miss the moments.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.has its plans for you.][
Monday, June 04, 2012
][.getting back.][
][.getting back =].][
life is finally getting back to track.
getting used to this jobless window period with tuitions and rest.
finally headed to the gym for 2.4km and yes it was enough to get me all tired =X
haha but it's ok.
i was that fat kid who can't run.
n now i am the once injured fatty bom bom who is getting back to fitness.
if i believe, i can, i know i will.
the sores and aches is more than i had expected and all i can say is, 只有经历过的人才知道。=]
tml will be the 6th month since my acl reconstruction.
back den, i tot that by the end of 6 month, i will be all ready for the game.
but now, all i can give is a smile and perhaps the court is no longer where i belong. =]
alright! off to watch tv n nua la!
tml will be tuitions and pandan cake making with wen <3
take gd care every1!
bye!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.blessed.][
life is finally getting back to track.
getting used to this jobless window period with tuitions and rest.
finally headed to the gym for 2.4km and yes it was enough to get me all tired =X
haha but it's ok.
i was that fat kid who can't run.
n now i am the once injured fatty bom bom who is getting back to fitness.
if i believe, i can, i know i will.
the sores and aches is more than i had expected and all i can say is, 只有经历过的人才知道。=]
tml will be the 6th month since my acl reconstruction.
back den, i tot that by the end of 6 month, i will be all ready for the game.
but now, all i can give is a smile and perhaps the court is no longer where i belong. =]
alright! off to watch tv n nua la!
tml will be tuitions and pandan cake making with wen <3
take gd care every1!
bye!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.blessed.][
Thursday, May 31, 2012
][.life.][
hello bloggy!
i am back! sorry that i had not been posting for the past months.
been really caught up with exams and tiredness.
even till today, still v much tired. =]
life had been good.
scored the highest i can ever expect for my final semester -- 4.7.
thankful. that's all i can say.
thou i am still a second lower but no regrets.
i don't believe in blaming basketball and the commitments that i had.
for, those were the time of my life.
life had been good.
back from two grad trips and gosh i am really exhausted.
taiwan was food n food n sight seeing <3
thailand was shopping n massage n shopping! haha
life had been good.
i had cleared both interviews and received the call for the post.
thou there are still medical check ups and job attachments to clear before i get the letter of acceptance,
but still a 1st step is awesome.
especially since it is something i love.
i m thankful for things gg my way.
i really am. =]
life had been good.
but there's this part in me that ain't feeling too good.
i need to find back myself.
i hate to feel down and there is no reason for me to be down.
i just need to sort out my thoughts and emotions.
if i can, i will perhaps grab my bike and cycle around for a day all alone.
cause, i seem to had lost myself.
this is not me.
or at least, this is not the one that i want myself to be.
i don't like all these selfish-ness and lack of energy to be bothered about things about me.
i don't like these self-isolation (thou i am still v much interacting)
i don't like myself for being so insecure and all.
fe, pull your strings together and find what really makes you happy.
take gd care every1! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.get back on your feet.][
Friday, March 16, 2012
][.le MJ.][
][.le MJ.][
hello bloggy!
all's going on well.
coming home to discovery channel and animal planet.
can't express my amazement by all these prog and how much i can just watch them non-stop.
i almost got away. the haunted. i am alive.
exciting. heart-racing. inspiring.
see how criminals escape from the police.
seeing how paranormal activities happen.
and most importantly see how people stands up from all the downs and fight to survive.
as long as you don't give up on life, it won't give up on you.
really appreciate life and all.
and always believe in picking yourself up.
no1 else can pick you up.
you are the only one.
it's been more than 6months since i last ran and jumped and play.
time flies.
i missed everything but i am getting used to everything too.
life is good.
really.
the same question running through my mind over and over again.
but it's ok.
i am loving my life as it is.
gym-ing 3 times per wk.
mj once a week.
tuitions x 10 a week.
training x 0 for 6months.
haha great fe great.
final sem.
translation is taking the toil of my load.
but it's ok.
all for the last sem.
time flies.
gosh.
alright! end here le!
life's gd.
thanks for giving me what i have.
i will cherish it.
take gd care every1! =]
looking forward to "Wicked" tml =P
][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong for yourself.][
hello bloggy!
all's going on well.
coming home to discovery channel and animal planet.
can't express my amazement by all these prog and how much i can just watch them non-stop.
i almost got away. the haunted. i am alive.
exciting. heart-racing. inspiring.
see how criminals escape from the police.
seeing how paranormal activities happen.
and most importantly see how people stands up from all the downs and fight to survive.
as long as you don't give up on life, it won't give up on you.
really appreciate life and all.
and always believe in picking yourself up.
no1 else can pick you up.
you are the only one.
it's been more than 6months since i last ran and jumped and play.
time flies.
i missed everything but i am getting used to everything too.
life is good.
really.
the same question running through my mind over and over again.
but it's ok.
i am loving my life as it is.
gym-ing 3 times per wk.
mj once a week.
tuitions x 10 a week.
training x 0 for 6months.
haha great fe great.
final sem.
translation is taking the toil of my load.
but it's ok.
all for the last sem.
time flies.
gosh.
alright! end here le!
life's gd.
thanks for giving me what i have.
i will cherish it.
take gd care every1! =]
looking forward to "Wicked" tml =P
][.10.fe.15.][
][.be strong for yourself.][
Monday, January 30, 2012
][.One of the best decisions.][
][.One of the best decisions.][
this is probably one of the best decision of my uni academic life.
receiving my feedback and hearing from Francesco regarding co-publishing the paper.
it's one of the best things in my uni academic life. =]
the happiness within.
很开心。
真的。
looking forward to the day. =]
ok! should get back to work!
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
this is probably one of the best decision of my uni academic life.
receiving my feedback and hearing from Francesco regarding co-publishing the paper.
it's one of the best things in my uni academic life. =]
the happiness within.
很开心。
真的。
looking forward to the day. =]
ok! should get back to work!
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Saturday, January 07, 2012
][.Same same but different.][
][.Same same but different.][
hello bloggy!
went back to 4 kids today.
all is good. 2 more tml =]
haha all seems to be going back to normalcy.
life is good but all has its little troubles.
some thoughts that only you yourself understand and it's just hard to tell any1 cz some things are hard to explain..those mixed emotions and all. it's just =]
overall life is still good.
and a random thought..same pics taken at the same time same place through diff cams do look diff =]
the best relationship is when you two can act like lovers & best friends. =]
ok take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.simple happiness.][
hello bloggy!
went back to 4 kids today.
all is good. 2 more tml =]
haha all seems to be going back to normalcy.
life is good but all has its little troubles.
some thoughts that only you yourself understand and it's just hard to tell any1 cz some things are hard to explain..those mixed emotions and all. it's just =]
overall life is still good.
and a random thought..same pics taken at the same time same place through diff cams do look diff =]
the best relationship is when you two can act like lovers & best friends. =]
ok take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.simple happiness.][
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
][.cherish.][
][.cherish.][
hello bloggy!
official 1st post of 2012! =]
life has been good! not promoting for LG but Life's Good! =]
being able to take the train, cycling and all.
it feels so good =]
so many simple joys of life which you used to take for granted till you lose it.
counting down with forever5 and family and terry with arsenal and pizza is awesome.
can't imagine my life without those pigs.
so much happiness whenever we get together. <3
and on another note, i had been having many random dreams.
haha meet-the-parents session, jc classmates, and yesterday was the best..
dreamt that i can play ivp. the dream felt so real but woke up, lol at my leg and went back to sleep. haha and yes, i really miss playing. i miss the game. so so much but i know it's something i can't do in the near future. i know mummy don't want me back to it cause this whole injury wasn't easy process.
and..it really makes my day when friends make the effort to maintain the bond that you share <3<3
catching up with jiaying mama really made my day.
and all the msgs exchanged daily.
little efforts from friends to maintain the friendship makes my day. =]
it's not all that difficult. all it takes is two person who cherish the friendship. =]
in all, life is good. =]
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
hello bloggy!
official 1st post of 2012! =]
life has been good! not promoting for LG but Life's Good! =]
being able to take the train, cycling and all.
it feels so good =]
so many simple joys of life which you used to take for granted till you lose it.
counting down with forever5 and family and terry with arsenal and pizza is awesome.
can't imagine my life without those pigs.
so much happiness whenever we get together. <3
and on another note, i had been having many random dreams.
haha meet-the-parents session, jc classmates, and yesterday was the best..
dreamt that i can play ivp. the dream felt so real but woke up, lol at my leg and went back to sleep. haha and yes, i really miss playing. i miss the game. so so much but i know it's something i can't do in the near future. i know mummy don't want me back to it cause this whole injury wasn't easy process.
and..it really makes my day when friends make the effort to maintain the bond that you share <3<3
catching up with jiaying mama really made my day.
and all the msgs exchanged daily.
little efforts from friends to maintain the friendship makes my day. =]
it's not all that difficult. all it takes is two person who cherish the friendship. =]
in all, life is good. =]
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Saturday, December 31, 2011
][.High & Low of 2011.][
][.High & Low of 2011.][
hello bloggy!
it's 819pm on 31/12/2011.
usual routine of wrapping up at the end of each year.
haha gosh time really really flies.
it was countdown to 2011 with forever5 at moi's place and now here i am at the end of 2011 with 3hrs+ to go be4 forever5 countdown to yet another year of friendship =]
remembered myself listing 11 things that i want to do in 2011.
let's see what had been accomplished and what hasn't =]
1) Blading & Wakeboarding! - wake boarding done with wen,jing,fungi & shem! it was a really good experience and i am thankful that i was able to do it be4 acl injury =]
2) Swimming! = i tried going for swimming more often and swam laps and once again i am thankful that i tried it with my frog style be4 acl injury =]
3) Golf! - went with moi to driving range and had fun. thanks & i'm thankful for the chances. =]
4) Tennis! - not done! =P
5) Photography! -yups, still went around with moi for photo shots! =]
6) Save up for get away! - done! 12 days of awesome-ness with moi & jing! one of the most memorable travelling up till now! my 1st go at backpacking <3
7) Cooking! - haha tried to learn from mummy here and there but no where near her level =P
8) First Aid! - not done! but will be done in 2012 feb! =]
9)Learn more about beer, liquor, wine and coffee & tea! =] - haha not really apart from my growing collection of vodka. =]
10) Have time for myself to do things i wanna do n love to do! =] - i guess this is done in a way. trying new things and getting away for 12 days. all these are awesome-ness which i cannot imagine in 2010.
11) Work harder for GPA! =] - done! *pats on my own shoulder* these two sems yr3 sem2 and yr4 sem1 had been my best sems. let's continue and give my best for my last sem in 2012! =]
2 things that mummy want me to do in 2011:
1) Learn how to get a bf. - haha erm. did i manage to do it? i guess yes & no. it's not on a to do list but things found its way back. it had not been easy & will not be easy but it's ok. every1 have their ups & downs moments. what's most important is cherishing the moments! no1 is perfect. thanks for accepting my flaws! i'll learn to accept yours too. =] and thanks for allowing me to be just me. apart from forever5, close friends and my family, i seldom expose my "dark" side, so thanks for taking in all my rubbish! <3
2) Learn to start eating onions.
haha sorry mummy! i only eat onion rings! =P
haha so here's a sum up to my 2011. =]
it had been a good one.
it really had been.
with all the ups & downs.
ups that brought me happiness - finding the joy in playing basketball once again, scoring well in academics, doing fyp, 12 awesome days in thai, experiencing water sports which i nv tot i will, the chance to work at childcare center and caring for the kids. <3
downs which showed me the love - haha truthfully when it comes to down, all i can recall is 14/9/11. byebye acl! knowing that i can't play my last season was my biggest blow of 2011. all the down-ness,going bonkers moments, cry like mad, pain like mad moments,thanks for the moment which showed me true love. showed me those that care for me and what many things really mean in life. it had not been an easy journey but it definitely had been very much enriching and life-changing. going through it had made me realized that one can really be stronger than what you think and people who truly cares stay by you through the darkest moments, picking up your pain and showing you the way out. =] my journey continues. long way but not no way! =]
haha that sums up my 2011.
for 2012, all i hope is back to normalcy.
1) knee to recover and allow me to run and jump once again. (when even walking becomes a joy)
2) conquer mount k with llz & forever5.
3) have a nice closure to my last sem - last 6months of academic life.
4) learn cpr for i see the importance in it especially after watching discovery channel & animal planet (my new loves after acl injury)
5) for all i love to stay happy & healthy.
6) get a good job which i am happy with and clear my study loan. =]
haha that's all i ask of 2012.
being alive is one of the greatest thing & next is to find meaning and joy in it!
thanks for 2011!
Welcome 2012! i will work hard to be a better person! =]
let's go!
<3 family, forever5, friends & bear.
take gd care every1!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.我是幸福的.][
hello bloggy!
it's 819pm on 31/12/2011.
usual routine of wrapping up at the end of each year.
haha gosh time really really flies.
it was countdown to 2011 with forever5 at moi's place and now here i am at the end of 2011 with 3hrs+ to go be4 forever5 countdown to yet another year of friendship =]
remembered myself listing 11 things that i want to do in 2011.
let's see what had been accomplished and what hasn't =]
1) Blading & Wakeboarding! - wake boarding done with wen,jing,fungi & shem! it was a really good experience and i am thankful that i was able to do it be4 acl injury =]
2) Swimming! = i tried going for swimming more often and swam laps and once again i am thankful that i tried it with my frog style be4 acl injury =]
3) Golf! - went with moi to driving range and had fun. thanks & i'm thankful for the chances. =]
4) Tennis! - not done! =P
5) Photography! -yups, still went around with moi for photo shots! =]
6) Save up for get away! - done! 12 days of awesome-ness with moi & jing! one of the most memorable travelling up till now! my 1st go at backpacking <3
7) Cooking! - haha tried to learn from mummy here and there but no where near her level =P
8) First Aid! - not done! but will be done in 2012 feb! =]
9)Learn more about beer, liquor, wine and coffee & tea! =] - haha not really apart from my growing collection of vodka. =]
10) Have time for myself to do things i wanna do n love to do! =] - i guess this is done in a way. trying new things and getting away for 12 days. all these are awesome-ness which i cannot imagine in 2010.
11) Work harder for GPA! =] - done! *pats on my own shoulder* these two sems yr3 sem2 and yr4 sem1 had been my best sems. let's continue and give my best for my last sem in 2012! =]
2 things that mummy want me to do in 2011:
1) Learn how to get a bf. - haha erm. did i manage to do it? i guess yes & no. it's not on a to do list but things found its way back. it had not been easy & will not be easy but it's ok. every1 have their ups & downs moments. what's most important is cherishing the moments! no1 is perfect. thanks for accepting my flaws! i'll learn to accept yours too. =] and thanks for allowing me to be just me. apart from forever5, close friends and my family, i seldom expose my "dark" side, so thanks for taking in all my rubbish! <3
2) Learn to start eating onions.
haha sorry mummy! i only eat onion rings! =P
haha so here's a sum up to my 2011. =]
it had been a good one.
it really had been.
with all the ups & downs.
ups that brought me happiness - finding the joy in playing basketball once again, scoring well in academics, doing fyp, 12 awesome days in thai, experiencing water sports which i nv tot i will, the chance to work at childcare center and caring for the kids. <3
downs which showed me the love - haha truthfully when it comes to down, all i can recall is 14/9/11. byebye acl! knowing that i can't play my last season was my biggest blow of 2011. all the down-ness,going bonkers moments, cry like mad, pain like mad moments,thanks for the moment which showed me true love. showed me those that care for me and what many things really mean in life. it had not been an easy journey but it definitely had been very much enriching and life-changing. going through it had made me realized that one can really be stronger than what you think and people who truly cares stay by you through the darkest moments, picking up your pain and showing you the way out. =] my journey continues. long way but not no way! =]
haha that sums up my 2011.
for 2012, all i hope is back to normalcy.
1) knee to recover and allow me to run and jump once again. (when even walking becomes a joy)
2) conquer mount k with llz & forever5.
3) have a nice closure to my last sem - last 6months of academic life.
4) learn cpr for i see the importance in it especially after watching discovery channel & animal planet (my new loves after acl injury)
5) for all i love to stay happy & healthy.
6) get a good job which i am happy with and clear my study loan. =]
haha that's all i ask of 2012.
being alive is one of the greatest thing & next is to find meaning and joy in it!
thanks for 2011!
Welcome 2012! i will work hard to be a better person! =]
let's go!
<3 family, forever5, friends & bear.
take gd care every1!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.我是幸福的.][
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
][.Tears of Joy.][
][.Tears of Joy.][
it's been quite a while since i cried due to overwhelming happiness.
thanks year 4 sem 1. thanks fyp. thanks for letting me feel so happy once again.
sat by the com with mummy and saw my cgpa and got a shock.
it's still second lower but it was pulled up. =]
went to check the results for this sem and fyp totally made my day.
all the hard work for 5 months from having no place to do my research to having ntuc eldercare till writing and non-stop editing, not sure what to do and till it's finally done, it had been a mad mad process.
thank you francesco for more than words.
my awesome awesome supervisor.
thanks loads for giving me a nice closure to my linguistics major life.
last sem with officially nothing to do with linguistics anymore.
and fyp closed it real well.
thanks fyp, thanks elderspeak.
you had really been a milestone in my life.
and i never regretted doing fyp. <3
now going into the last sem of uni life, jiayou fe!
let's do it! =]
on the other hand, stitches are removed.
movements are getting better and life is still good. =]
take gd care every1!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
it's been quite a while since i cried due to overwhelming happiness.
thanks year 4 sem 1. thanks fyp. thanks for letting me feel so happy once again.
sat by the com with mummy and saw my cgpa and got a shock.
it's still second lower but it was pulled up. =]
went to check the results for this sem and fyp totally made my day.
all the hard work for 5 months from having no place to do my research to having ntuc eldercare till writing and non-stop editing, not sure what to do and till it's finally done, it had been a mad mad process.
thank you francesco for more than words.
my awesome awesome supervisor.
thanks loads for giving me a nice closure to my linguistics major life.
last sem with officially nothing to do with linguistics anymore.
and fyp closed it real well.
thanks fyp, thanks elderspeak.
you had really been a milestone in my life.
and i never regretted doing fyp. <3
now going into the last sem of uni life, jiayou fe!
let's do it! =]
on the other hand, stitches are removed.
movements are getting better and life is still good. =]
take gd care every1!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Sunday, December 11, 2011
][.Post-op day 7.][
][.Post-op day 7.][
hello bloggy!
i am finally back.
11/12/11. post op day 7?
things are finally gradually settling down. =]
too much thoughts.
overwhelming ones.
this journey had really been a long one till now.
and it will continue to be a long one.
when simple things don't seem simple anymore,
you really learn to cherish every single moments.
shall do a backlog to note down this significant event in my life.
thou i am certain that i will not forget anything about this.
5/12/11: Op day.
moi sent me to e hospital and all the waiting and all.
daddy and mummy accompanied me. <3
an arrow to make sure that doc ops on the right (right) leg.
no food since e night before and 100ml of drink at 9am.
all ready to go.
heart pounding as the moments pass.
finally after 3hours, time to go for the op.
lying in the op theater waiting for the anesthesia doc to come, at that instance, it was 2pm.
i really wanted to give up on the op.
just continue my life without basketball.
just cycle and all.
but..haha is it possible?
then comes the anesthesia..
the veins on the hand are too small.
so she tried the side and i felt like !)#&#()@#
it was worst than blood taking.
so they changed an anesthetist for me..handsome new zealand dr daniel.
changed a smaller needle and changed to the joint veins.
next moment..all i know is being wheel in, time out and next moment, your op is done.
feel my brace and fell asleep once again.
woke up to daddy and mummy and the start of my challenge.
super nausea from the anesthesia effect.
kept wanting to vomit but i can't and leg was so heavy.
fell back to sleep-sek-sleep-llz-sleep.
thanks loads sek and llz! my 2 advisers when i have no idea what's going on with my knee. =]
den much awake, hungry but no appetite.
nan da came - thanks loads wei wei, bao bao, lydia, jayne, cynthia, jieying, jieqi. =]
ahs came - thanks loads sh, ling, choo choo and moi.
terry too.
thanks loads to all that came down!
greatly appreciated! =]
ate 2 mouth of fish soup and felt nausea.
when food is not appealing - that's when something is vvv wrong with fe.
so daddy mummy stayed with me till 940pm and went back. <3
the night was uncomfortable.
1st night sleeping with the brace, can't eat, feeling warm all over and wanna vomit all the time. it sucks.
waking up every 30mins, using pee pan and 7am, doc came.
the night felt so long.
breakfast was not nice.
6/12/11 day 2
doc came, breakfast served, no appetite at all.
and the headache beings.
nurse shifting my leg to get me to xray and physio and can't help but cry.
pain max.
den wen and jing coming to get me home.
feel very weak and angst by den.
no food and pain.
pek che, frustration, gao wei.
all the "-" adjectives that you can think of.
just throw it out.
day 2 was a very bad day.
it was a day which i am really horrendous and should apologize to my parents maximum.
temper was on a all-time bad.
still can't eat. (that must be half of the reason)
moi and terry came over and helped me.
get ice, cyro-cuff from shem etc.
it was a bad day.
7/12/11 day 3
things getting better. slowly getting used to it.
sek, choo, moi came over to visit at night.
appetite is back and slowly getting used to it.
so the days after day 3 gets better.
usual routine of thrice a day stretching and all exercising.
eating, comic, drama - in time with you, sleep.
not a day of stretching without this song..
have to sing this to start my heel slide.
a really meaningful song.
every single line is so meaningful and so apt.
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
the true love -- my parents. thank you daddy mummy! for tolerating with all my nonsense during the 1st few days. taking care of me ttm. daddy for giving in to me. they showed me the true love. the tolerance, the care and all that no1 else can. <3 for this, i will go all the way for them always. thank you daddy & mummy!
thanks loads to my bffs for caring for me in each of ur ways. for you guys, i will go the mile. forever5 <3
thanks loads to 5-yr-old for standing by all these while. you feel me and i know you really do thanks for being here! the never failing daily check ins =]
thanks loads to sek too for the help with physio stuffs!
thanks loads to terry for tolerating my nonsense too, my crankiness and all. =P
thanks loads to all that drop messages and encouragements. <3
really appreciate it!
things are slowly getting on track.
starting to get used to my new acl and my life.
cannot eat loads of stuffs,
sleeping and moving around with much difficulties.
when a distance that takes a while become thrice the timing.
moving up and down and even sleeping.
all these simple things ain't simple anymore.
i will learn.
i will. =]
thankful for those who are here =]
alright shall end here! icing is almost done and time for heel slide and all again.
take gd care every1!
and cherish it while you can! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][
hello bloggy!
i am finally back.
11/12/11. post op day 7?
things are finally gradually settling down. =]
too much thoughts.
overwhelming ones.
this journey had really been a long one till now.
and it will continue to be a long one.
when simple things don't seem simple anymore,
you really learn to cherish every single moments.
shall do a backlog to note down this significant event in my life.
thou i am certain that i will not forget anything about this.
5/12/11: Op day.
moi sent me to e hospital and all the waiting and all.
daddy and mummy accompanied me. <3
an arrow to make sure that doc ops on the right (right) leg.
no food since e night before and 100ml of drink at 9am.
all ready to go.
heart pounding as the moments pass.
finally after 3hours, time to go for the op.
lying in the op theater waiting for the anesthesia doc to come, at that instance, it was 2pm.
i really wanted to give up on the op.
just continue my life without basketball.
just cycle and all.
but..haha is it possible?
then comes the anesthesia..
the veins on the hand are too small.
so she tried the side and i felt like !)#&#()@#
it was worst than blood taking.
so they changed an anesthetist for me..handsome new zealand dr daniel.
changed a smaller needle and changed to the joint veins.
next moment..all i know is being wheel in, time out and next moment, your op is done.
feel my brace and fell asleep once again.
woke up to daddy and mummy and the start of my challenge.
super nausea from the anesthesia effect.
kept wanting to vomit but i can't and leg was so heavy.
fell back to sleep-sek-sleep-llz-sleep.
thanks loads sek and llz! my 2 advisers when i have no idea what's going on with my knee. =]
den much awake, hungry but no appetite.
nan da came - thanks loads wei wei, bao bao, lydia, jayne, cynthia, jieying, jieqi. =]
ahs came - thanks loads sh, ling, choo choo and moi.
terry too.
thanks loads to all that came down!
greatly appreciated! =]
ate 2 mouth of fish soup and felt nausea.
when food is not appealing - that's when something is vvv wrong with fe.
so daddy mummy stayed with me till 940pm and went back. <3
the night was uncomfortable.
1st night sleeping with the brace, can't eat, feeling warm all over and wanna vomit all the time. it sucks.
waking up every 30mins, using pee pan and 7am, doc came.
the night felt so long.
breakfast was not nice.
6/12/11 day 2
doc came, breakfast served, no appetite at all.
and the headache beings.
nurse shifting my leg to get me to xray and physio and can't help but cry.
pain max.
den wen and jing coming to get me home.
feel very weak and angst by den.
no food and pain.
pek che, frustration, gao wei.
all the "-" adjectives that you can think of.
just throw it out.
day 2 was a very bad day.
it was a day which i am really horrendous and should apologize to my parents maximum.
temper was on a all-time bad.
still can't eat. (that must be half of the reason)
moi and terry came over and helped me.
get ice, cyro-cuff from shem etc.
it was a bad day.
7/12/11 day 3
things getting better. slowly getting used to it.
sek, choo, moi came over to visit at night.
appetite is back and slowly getting used to it.
so the days after day 3 gets better.
usual routine of thrice a day stretching and all exercising.
eating, comic, drama - in time with you, sleep.
not a day of stretching without this song..
have to sing this to start my heel slide.
a really meaningful song.
every single line is so meaningful and so apt.
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
the true love -- my parents. thank you daddy mummy! for tolerating with all my nonsense during the 1st few days. taking care of me ttm. daddy for giving in to me. they showed me the true love. the tolerance, the care and all that no1 else can. <3 for this, i will go all the way for them always. thank you daddy & mummy!
thanks loads to my bffs for caring for me in each of ur ways. for you guys, i will go the mile. forever5 <3
thanks loads to 5-yr-old for standing by all these while. you feel me and i know you really do thanks for being here! the never failing daily check ins =]
thanks loads to sek too for the help with physio stuffs!
thanks loads to terry for tolerating my nonsense too, my crankiness and all. =P
thanks loads to all that drop messages and encouragements. <3
really appreciate it!
things are slowly getting on track.
starting to get used to my new acl and my life.
cannot eat loads of stuffs,
sleeping and moving around with much difficulties.
when a distance that takes a while become thrice the timing.
moving up and down and even sleeping.
all these simple things ain't simple anymore.
i will learn.
i will. =]
thankful for those who are here =]
alright shall end here! icing is almost done and time for heel slide and all again.
take gd care every1!
and cherish it while you can! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][
Sunday, December 04, 2011
][.Pre-Op.][
][.Pre-Op.][
it's currently 1220am on 5th Dec 2011.
no more food from now on. =]
wow wow wee wow.
the day finally came.
let's face it & move on from now on.
let's go fe!
hp is off for repair.
so no whatsapp, no facebook, no twitter.
just some time alone.
days after exams n be4 pre-op were well spent.
my fav past time of mj, loads of good food, meet-ups & pre-op xmas shopping by myself as well as with terry & cycle-thon with llz! <3
cycle-thon with 5-yr-old! <3
=]
haha the day had finally come.
truthfully after blood taking, i was really freaking scared.
but no worries, i have e best supports from them all.
just a small op.
i will make it through and it's time to move on.
it has been 2 months plus plus.
14/9/11 - is the day i fell.
5/12/11 - is the day i get my new acl and get on stronger.
play ball or not? i have no idea.
but i definitely miss having the wind in my hair, i miss jumping.
i miss so many things.
let's pray hard that the op will go on smoothly & things will return to its norm soon.
6 to 9 months.
slow and easy.
things to look fwd to..
dec trip to mount k with llz and all. =]
n perhaps another marathon? haha
n back to the game.
all these slow and easy.
pray for me if you see this alright.
off to bed le.
shall be g a bit..
but jiayou fe! jiayou! you can do this! =]
alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.moving on.][
it's currently 1220am on 5th Dec 2011.
no more food from now on. =]
wow wow wee wow.
the day finally came.
let's face it & move on from now on.
let's go fe!
hp is off for repair.
so no whatsapp, no facebook, no twitter.
just some time alone.
days after exams n be4 pre-op were well spent.
my fav past time of mj, loads of good food, meet-ups & pre-op xmas shopping by myself as well as with terry & cycle-thon with llz! <3
cycle-thon with 5-yr-old! <3
=]
haha the day had finally come.
truthfully after blood taking, i was really freaking scared.
but no worries, i have e best supports from them all.
just a small op.
i will make it through and it's time to move on.
it has been 2 months plus plus.
14/9/11 - is the day i fell.
5/12/11 - is the day i get my new acl and get on stronger.
play ball or not? i have no idea.
but i definitely miss having the wind in my hair, i miss jumping.
i miss so many things.
let's pray hard that the op will go on smoothly & things will return to its norm soon.
6 to 9 months.
slow and easy.
things to look fwd to..
dec trip to mount k with llz and all. =]
n perhaps another marathon? haha
n back to the game.
all these slow and easy.
pray for me if you see this alright.
off to bed le.
shall be g a bit..
but jiayou fe! jiayou! you can do this! =]
alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
nitez! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.moving on.][
Thursday, November 24, 2011
][.Buzzer beater & Derek Redmond.][
][.Buzzer beater & Derek Redmond.][
two inspirational videos that drove me to tears.
yups it's exams but haha just some inspirational videos ba.
hooked on to these as the op date edge nearer and nearer.
moving on to another stage. =]
Thailand Women's Team in 2011 SEA games.
ping shot the buzzer beater that drove me to tears.
always can't help but cry at buzzer beaters.
it's the split moment of faith and hope and miracle.
i won't call it miracle cause that shot came from numerous practice.
and feel so happy for ping.
1st saw her when i was in sec3.
back then, who would have thought that she could take e crucial winning shot?
or rather, who would have trusted her with that shot when there are senior players around?
but she did it. she did it this year.
claps and salutes.
buzzer beaters driving me to tears and i really miss the game.
Derek Redmond
another video and another guy that made me cry like mad.
http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/espn25/story?page=moments/94
went on to read about him and cried even more.
how much heartbreak can a man take?
this guy had the nightmare of all the athletes.
he withdrew from 1988 Olympics 10mins before because of an Achilles tendon injury. He then underwent five surgeries over the next year. This was the same runner who had shattered the British 400-meter record at age 19. So when the 1992 Games arrived, this was his time, his moment, his stage, to show the world how good he was and who he was.
only to have his dreams shattered once again.
and this was the Olympics.
really feel for him.
and in comparison, what i lost is only a season.
or maybe two.
before the 3rd month comes, i will get my new acl. =]
all smiles.
i will make it through the rain.
i will stand up once again.
on my own.
and i know.
i will make it through the rain.
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will make it through the rain.][
two inspirational videos that drove me to tears.
yups it's exams but haha just some inspirational videos ba.
hooked on to these as the op date edge nearer and nearer.
moving on to another stage. =]
Thailand Women's Team in 2011 SEA games.
ping shot the buzzer beater that drove me to tears.
always can't help but cry at buzzer beaters.
it's the split moment of faith and hope and miracle.
i won't call it miracle cause that shot came from numerous practice.
and feel so happy for ping.
1st saw her when i was in sec3.
back then, who would have thought that she could take e crucial winning shot?
or rather, who would have trusted her with that shot when there are senior players around?
but she did it. she did it this year.
claps and salutes.
buzzer beaters driving me to tears and i really miss the game.
Derek Redmond
another video and another guy that made me cry like mad.
http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/espn25/story?page=moments/94
went on to read about him and cried even more.
how much heartbreak can a man take?
this guy had the nightmare of all the athletes.
he withdrew from 1988 Olympics 10mins before because of an Achilles tendon injury. He then underwent five surgeries over the next year. This was the same runner who had shattered the British 400-meter record at age 19. So when the 1992 Games arrived, this was his time, his moment, his stage, to show the world how good he was and who he was.
only to have his dreams shattered once again.
and this was the Olympics.
really feel for him.
and in comparison, what i lost is only a season.
or maybe two.
before the 3rd month comes, i will get my new acl. =]
all smiles.
i will make it through the rain.
i will stand up once again.
on my own.
and i know.
i will make it through the rain.
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will make it through the rain.][
Monday, November 14, 2011
][.Thoughts & Updates.][
][.Thoughts & Updates.][
hello bloggy!
it's 251pm on a tuesday! (15/11/11)
woohoo! i am done with fyp! =]
my dearest "baby" that i had been working on since june.
it had been a wonderful process.
i meant, a good learning process.
one that i will not regret.
thanks "Elderspeak in Singapore" & thanks my wonderful supervisor - Francesco.
thank you everyone who assisted me in a way or another. you guys assisted me in completing this work. (haha acknowledgement)
never thought of producing 60pgs and 12,000+ words.
this is a milestone in life.
on a side note,
when i was on the way to submit my fyp, i heard sec sch kids talking about their 'O' levels and random thoughts emerged.
PSLE, 'O' levels, 'A' levels & finally Uni.
这些路，这些年，我都走过了！
有好友相伴的一同走过。
在生命中的每个阶段都有苦与乐，但都走过了。
很庆幸，很幸福。
aw..after submission, went to watch "In Time" with my course mates & had awesome korean bbq -- 2 days 1 night. =]
"In Time" is really quite a cool show concept.
you will never learn to cherish your time if you have all the time in the world.
just as how we always managed to finish our work in time when e deadline is there.
guess we or maybe i must learn to have the clock tickling away and know that we are running out of time before we learn to cherish what we have ba.
so cherish it guys!
cherish the precious time. =]
and wanted to blog about you are the apple of my eyes. =]
just a simple nice show.
something that reminds everyone of their youth.
friends doing stupid things together.
simple sweet moments.
believed every1 have those days.
a take-away from the show..sometimes misunderstandings and lack of courage causes one to lose things in life. but everything happens for a reason. what's meant to be would be what's meant to be. there may be this little regret but everything does happen for a reason. =]
will start to read my book after exams!
heh ok..so that's what's going on in my life.
9 days to exams and less than 3 weeks to op.
5/12/10 i ran after my dream.
5/12/11 i am going to be brave and embrace my chance to go after my passion again.
such a coincidence.
5-yr-old and me could't stop laughing when we thought about it.
within a year of marathon, both of us have to go through that.
it's been 2 months & 1 day.
you can never forget the day. never.
现在的我，已经不晓得自己是否还有那热程了。
我很喜欢，很想念。
但这些日子的无奈让我不知该如何。
只想快点动手术，好让我能够往康复的道路前进。
裹足不前久了，会闷，会累。
haha alright.
just a random post.
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
hello bloggy!
it's 251pm on a tuesday! (15/11/11)
woohoo! i am done with fyp! =]
my dearest "baby" that i had been working on since june.
it had been a wonderful process.
i meant, a good learning process.
one that i will not regret.
thanks "Elderspeak in Singapore" & thanks my wonderful supervisor - Francesco.
thank you everyone who assisted me in a way or another. you guys assisted me in completing this work. (haha acknowledgement)
never thought of producing 60pgs and 12,000+ words.
this is a milestone in life.
on a side note,
when i was on the way to submit my fyp, i heard sec sch kids talking about their 'O' levels and random thoughts emerged.
PSLE, 'O' levels, 'A' levels & finally Uni.
这些路，这些年，我都走过了！
有好友相伴的一同走过。
在生命中的每个阶段都有苦与乐，但都走过了。
很庆幸，很幸福。
aw..after submission, went to watch "In Time" with my course mates & had awesome korean bbq -- 2 days 1 night. =]
"In Time" is really quite a cool show concept.
you will never learn to cherish your time if you have all the time in the world.
just as how we always managed to finish our work in time when e deadline is there.
guess we or maybe i must learn to have the clock tickling away and know that we are running out of time before we learn to cherish what we have ba.
so cherish it guys!
cherish the precious time. =]
and wanted to blog about you are the apple of my eyes. =]
just a simple nice show.
something that reminds everyone of their youth.
friends doing stupid things together.
simple sweet moments.
believed every1 have those days.
a take-away from the show..sometimes misunderstandings and lack of courage causes one to lose things in life. but everything happens for a reason. what's meant to be would be what's meant to be. there may be this little regret but everything does happen for a reason. =]
will start to read my book after exams!
heh ok..so that's what's going on in my life.
9 days to exams and less than 3 weeks to op.
5/12/10 i ran after my dream.
5/12/11 i am going to be brave and embrace my chance to go after my passion again.
such a coincidence.
5-yr-old and me could't stop laughing when we thought about it.
within a year of marathon, both of us have to go through that.
it's been 2 months & 1 day.
you can never forget the day. never.
现在的我，已经不晓得自己是否还有那热程了。
我很喜欢，很想念。
但这些日子的无奈让我不知该如何。
只想快点动手术，好让我能够往康复的道路前进。
裹足不前久了，会闷，会累。
haha alright.
just a random post.
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Friday, November 11, 2011
][.blurring eyes. fyp.][
][.blurring eyes.fyp.][
i love you so.
so much that my heart, my thoughts and my eyes are just all on you.
yes you, my dearest fyp.
it's 330am in the morning.
i am surviving with a mocha latte from coffee bean.
editing my what's supposed to be final draft AGAIN for the FINAL draft.
don't get me wrong, not complaining.
am vvv much grateful and thankful towards francesco (my supervisor) for going over my draft again and again.
if i have to edit it again and again, he has to read it again and again.
for this, i am thankful.
mon 14/11/11 is going to be the submission.
haha just as i typed down the date, it's going to be the 2nd month of my torn acl.
life goes on.
that's all i gotta say.
for now, just have to focus on my fyp and settle it asap.
on a separate note, you are the apple of my eyes is really really awesome.
went to catch it and love it much.
will have a separate post on it after mon.
for now, take gd care every1!
back to work. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.sorry.][
i love you so.
so much that my heart, my thoughts and my eyes are just all on you.
yes you, my dearest fyp.
it's 330am in the morning.
i am surviving with a mocha latte from coffee bean.
editing my what's supposed to be final draft AGAIN for the FINAL draft.
don't get me wrong, not complaining.
am vvv much grateful and thankful towards francesco (my supervisor) for going over my draft again and again.
if i have to edit it again and again, he has to read it again and again.
for this, i am thankful.
mon 14/11/11 is going to be the submission.
haha just as i typed down the date, it's going to be the 2nd month of my torn acl.
life goes on.
that's all i gotta say.
for now, just have to focus on my fyp and settle it asap.
on a separate note, you are the apple of my eyes is really really awesome.
went to catch it and love it much.
will have a separate post on it after mon.
for now, take gd care every1!
back to work. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.sorry.][
Monday, October 31, 2011
][.f.y.p.][
][.f.y.p.][
typing typing.
staring staring.
editing editing.
oh shit oh shit.
this is the current state of my mind.
and world.
not overly stressed.
not un-stressed.
elderspeak oh elderspeak.
yes i love you so n no i don't when words don't flow.
how to put everything down in words.
so much can be going through your mind but translating things down into words can be hard at times isn't it?
if only my fyp word count goes up as fast as my blogging word count.
all and all..
i am just thankful for my ever supportive family <3
nothing feels better than being at home.
i miss meeting and chilling with my comfort company. <3
nov is madness.
hang in there every1! =]
on a side note, 4/11/11 is finally coming.
time to get a date for op.
i need to move on to the next phase.
it had been more than a month. =]
ok! back to stones and stares and type.
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.Happy 14th! =].][
typing typing.
staring staring.
editing editing.
oh shit oh shit.
this is the current state of my mind.
and world.
not overly stressed.
not un-stressed.
elderspeak oh elderspeak.
yes i love you so n no i don't when words don't flow.
how to put everything down in words.
so much can be going through your mind but translating things down into words can be hard at times isn't it?
if only my fyp word count goes up as fast as my blogging word count.
all and all..
i am just thankful for my ever supportive family <3
nothing feels better than being at home.
i miss meeting and chilling with my comfort company. <3
nov is madness.
hang in there every1! =]
on a side note, 4/11/11 is finally coming.
time to get a date for op.
i need to move on to the next phase.
it had been more than a month. =]
ok! back to stones and stares and type.
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.Happy 14th! =].][
Thursday, October 27, 2011
][.Sometimes, all it takes is that little effort.][
][.Sometimes, all it takes is that little effort.][
been a while since i blogged.
wanted to blog about 22nd but din had e time.
thanks to all that made my day special. <3
really appreciate it!
will have a separate post on that.
aw..today's post is kinda random but just my current mood and all.
i know i am rigid with my principles, i know i get stubborn when it comes to some but..
Sometimes, all it takes is that little effort to make our world a better place.
heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race!
it really really takes just that tiny bit from every1 to make things better for each and everyone.
but why do some people just refuse to play that part.
it really irks me whenever i see such situations and things.
1) BASIC! MOVE IN WHEN THERE IS SPACE ON THE BUS!
there was this guy who stood guard by his gf and refused to move in when there was so much space on the bus. hello dude! your gf is not a 3 year old kid, she don't need your protection so much such that you have to stand guard over her and not move your ass in when so many people are waiting to board the bus and it's raining dude! really really cannot stand such inconsiderate people.
2) TAKE THE INNER SEAT SO THAT OTHERS CAN HAVE A SEAT!
super selfish and super cannot stand it when people just refuse to move in to the inner seat. fine if you are going to alight soon and find it a trouble then at least make it a pt to offer people the inner seat! you have no idea if that person is feeling unwell or maybe his/ her leg is giving her problems at that instant! Be more considerate, seriously.
3) DRIVE WITH CARE! WHEN YOU ARE ON THE ROAD, DRIVE WITH CARE! FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY AS WELL AS OTHERS!
really can't take it when drivers refuses to stop at pedestrian crossing! hello! i know that our driving instructors told us that once you get your license you won't be as careful as when you are learning but still?! lives are at stake! stop that bloody car when people are crossing & it's not even jay walking! it's at the pedestrian crossing! HELLO DRIVERS! and the speed is like super fast! are you in a race? are you in a rush? you may just kill someone with your recklessness dude! get some sense! wake up your idea dudes!
things really can be so so simple.
but people loves to complicate it.
to all the selfish people out there, spare a thought, make some1's day. spare a thought, save a life.
and all these being said,
i believe there are many kind souls out there still.
thanks to all <3
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15][
][.就这么简单.][
been a while since i blogged.
wanted to blog about 22nd but din had e time.
thanks to all that made my day special. <3
really appreciate it!
will have a separate post on that.
aw..today's post is kinda random but just my current mood and all.
i know i am rigid with my principles, i know i get stubborn when it comes to some but..
Sometimes, all it takes is that little effort to make our world a better place.
heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race!
it really really takes just that tiny bit from every1 to make things better for each and everyone.
but why do some people just refuse to play that part.
it really irks me whenever i see such situations and things.
1) BASIC! MOVE IN WHEN THERE IS SPACE ON THE BUS!
there was this guy who stood guard by his gf and refused to move in when there was so much space on the bus. hello dude! your gf is not a 3 year old kid, she don't need your protection so much such that you have to stand guard over her and not move your ass in when so many people are waiting to board the bus and it's raining dude! really really cannot stand such inconsiderate people.
2) TAKE THE INNER SEAT SO THAT OTHERS CAN HAVE A SEAT!
super selfish and super cannot stand it when people just refuse to move in to the inner seat. fine if you are going to alight soon and find it a trouble then at least make it a pt to offer people the inner seat! you have no idea if that person is feeling unwell or maybe his/ her leg is giving her problems at that instant! Be more considerate, seriously.
3) DRIVE WITH CARE! WHEN YOU ARE ON THE ROAD, DRIVE WITH CARE! FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY AS WELL AS OTHERS!
really can't take it when drivers refuses to stop at pedestrian crossing! hello! i know that our driving instructors told us that once you get your license you won't be as careful as when you are learning but still?! lives are at stake! stop that bloody car when people are crossing & it's not even jay walking! it's at the pedestrian crossing! HELLO DRIVERS! and the speed is like super fast! are you in a race? are you in a rush? you may just kill someone with your recklessness dude! get some sense! wake up your idea dudes!
things really can be so so simple.
but people loves to complicate it.
to all the selfish people out there, spare a thought, make some1's day. spare a thought, save a life.
and all these being said,
i believe there are many kind souls out there still.
thanks to all <3
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15][
][.就这么简单.][
Tuesday, October 04, 2011
][.New Hair, New Start.][
][.New Hair, New Start.][
Hello bloggy!
Here's my new best friend - my knee guard.
and my new hair style - short hair (that looks like a mushroom, coconut n any sort of food =P)
haha wells, let's have a new start with my new hair! =]
things are really not as hard as it seems.
and nothing is permanent.
so is pain.
things may not be the same as before but it's ok. (haha maybe not but yups, it will be ok! =])
you always need some changes in life.
whatever that don't kill you, really makes you stronger isn't it?
i can't do things that i can normally do.
i can't jog when i feel sad.
i can't put resistance on the bike and go faster on cross trainer.
but it's ok.
i can still train 20mins on cross trainer.
i can experience cycling fast on the bike.
and i am still who i am. =]
went to shoot after gym-ing today and i really respect those who came back after the injury.
cz i know deep down that as much as how much i want things to be like before,
i may not be able to play without that psychological barrier.
sometimes, it gets confusing.
you have no idea if you wanna tell yourself that you are ok so that you will function normally or you wanna tell yourself that things are diff.
it gets scary when it suddenly gives way.
it is scary.
but it's ok..=]
the hardest part was accepting.
that part is over, so now things are good =]
how can it not be when you have the best family and friends around?
little cards and notes never fail to make my day. <3
thanks loads to all! <3
injury is a sportswoman greatest fear.
but it's also one that she have to overcome to grow.
however if given a choice, i hope that all the sports woman in my life do not need to go through this phase. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Hello bloggy!
Here's my new best friend - my knee guard.
and my new hair style - short hair (that looks like a mushroom, coconut n any sort of food =P)
haha wells, let's have a new start with my new hair! =]
things are really not as hard as it seems.
and nothing is permanent.
so is pain.
things may not be the same as before but it's ok. (haha maybe not but yups, it will be ok! =])
you always need some changes in life.
whatever that don't kill you, really makes you stronger isn't it?
i can't do things that i can normally do.
i can't jog when i feel sad.
i can't put resistance on the bike and go faster on cross trainer.
but it's ok.
i can still train 20mins on cross trainer.
i can experience cycling fast on the bike.
and i am still who i am. =]
went to shoot after gym-ing today and i really respect those who came back after the injury.
cz i know deep down that as much as how much i want things to be like before,
i may not be able to play without that psychological barrier.
sometimes, it gets confusing.
you have no idea if you wanna tell yourself that you are ok so that you will function normally or you wanna tell yourself that things are diff.
it gets scary when it suddenly gives way.
it is scary.
but it's ok..=]
the hardest part was accepting.
that part is over, so now things are good =]
how can it not be when you have the best family and friends around?
little cards and notes never fail to make my day. <3
thanks loads to all! <3
injury is a sportswoman greatest fear.
but it's also one that she have to overcome to grow.
however if given a choice, i hope that all the sports woman in my life do not need to go through this phase. =]
take gd care every1!
nitez~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
][.Brace up for the dawn!.][
][.Brace up for the dawn!.][
hello bloggy!
i am back here once again.
encountered a down night last night when all i could do is cycle for 15mins and walk on the treadmill.
when all i could do is watch my team train and trying my best to keep my mind of the game for that 2hours plus.
it felt so bad and helpless.
it had been officially 2 weeks.
each day is a lesson.
everyday, i find myself working hard to be stronger than yesterday.
and hate all the down moments but you just can't avoid them.
right leg is currently going through muscles atrophy and it's worrying.
and part of the reason for depression and down-ness cause despite all the attempts to keep it in shape, it failed.
after cooling down, i guess perhaps it was the lack of techniques and exercises.
googled and found some pre-surgery exercises that i can do apart from cycling and hydro.
going to try them all.
come on fe!
don't be so weak!
some quotes to push me on..
(1) When the world says "Give up", Hope says "Try just one more time"
(2) In the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity.
(3) The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is the power to harm us - Voltaire
(4) You have to have a darkness..for the dawn to come!
it's tiring.
it really is.
but get up and move on!
life is a journey! =]
take gd care every1!
i am trying my best not to be down.
but if i am, just give me some time on my own..i will be ok.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.You gotta be stronger than this.][
hello bloggy!
i am back here once again.
encountered a down night last night when all i could do is cycle for 15mins and walk on the treadmill.
when all i could do is watch my team train and trying my best to keep my mind of the game for that 2hours plus.
it felt so bad and helpless.
it had been officially 2 weeks.
each day is a lesson.
everyday, i find myself working hard to be stronger than yesterday.
and hate all the down moments but you just can't avoid them.
right leg is currently going through muscles atrophy and it's worrying.
and part of the reason for depression and down-ness cause despite all the attempts to keep it in shape, it failed.
after cooling down, i guess perhaps it was the lack of techniques and exercises.
googled and found some pre-surgery exercises that i can do apart from cycling and hydro.
going to try them all.
come on fe!
don't be so weak!
some quotes to push me on..
(1) When the world says "Give up", Hope says "Try just one more time"
(2) In the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity.
(3) The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is the power to harm us - Voltaire
(4) You have to have a darkness..for the dawn to come!
it's tiring.
it really is.
but get up and move on!
life is a journey! =]
take gd care every1!
i am trying my best not to be down.
but if i am, just give me some time on my own..i will be ok.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.You gotta be stronger than this.][
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