][.think,think,think.][

][.think,think,think.][

hello everybody!
i m back from manila! =]]
got a chance w e 7th seaba.
something i will always remember.
there's always something worth remembering each trip. =]

everything tt won't kill me will only make me stronger.
there's something weighing in my heart.
a decision to be make.
a very serious one.
deep deep thoughts needed.

whichever it is..
love my family n love forever5!





ok! take gd care every1!
rest well! nitez =]
it's gg to be back to reality tml!
face it! =]]

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][.decision.][

][.Mindset.][

][.Mindset.][

din know what to put as the title for today.
BUT..watching "huan huan ai" on channel u now.
and decided on putting "Mindset" as today's title.

no idea why..
kinda affected by the injured finger nowadays.
been taping and trying to get it back straight.
maybe the constant trainings is affecting it a little =X
but it's ok la.

nowadays is kinda tiring.
like realli.
mentally and physically draining.

all i can say is..
with power comes responsibility.
every1 is tired.
so m i.
getting ppl tgt is nv easy.
getting the plays is nv easy too.
dealing with the obligations can be tiring too.
有时后，真的很无奈。
最近，都会有这种感受。

在我的世界里也有疲惫，
也有不快乐。
也有想法。
也有不爽的时刻。

但，我还是相信我们一定做得到。
10/10/2009。
我希望我们能克服眼前的一切，
顺利夺冠。
这会是一份好的礼物。

今天，我好累。
在听到那句话的时候，
我的鼻子一酸，
眼泪就差点夺眶而出了。
为何？
我也不晓得。
我会更努力。
用努力和真心换取最后一次机会。

ok la..tired le!
shall go n rest le.
jus a side note, jap lesson is realli nice =D
take gd care every1!
byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.或许.][

][.喜欢,简简单单的生活.][

][.喜欢,简简单单的生活.][

我真的很喜欢简简单单的生活。
快乐的渡过每一天。。
做自己喜欢做的事。。
和自己喜欢的人在一起。。
这真的足够了。

我不喜欢想太多。。
因为这样很累。
所以。。当我必须去想的时候。。
我的思绪会很混乱。
我不喜欢这种感觉。
说的详细些。。是讨厌吧。

这几天都过得逍遥自在。
帮忙宿舍拍照。
没有补习，练球减少一天。
真的很逍遥。 哈哈！

忙忙碌碌的生活。
能停下来休息的每一刻。。
都有种幸福的感觉。
但，有时。。忙中也能很快乐。

haha random note..
i realli admire those who can donate blood.
went for blood test today..jus a small tube and i almost fainted.
it was scary..
the ringing in the ears..
the giddy spells.
gosh..i m so g when it comes to this.
had nv tot that i was so lousy =P
now i do =X haha
daddy and mummy was laughing and said tt i will be donating a packet and they have to revive me by using 2 packets! lol..n they were so proud of their joke =X haha

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.好朋友.][

][.Maybe I should..][

][.Maybe I should..][

jus came back from offie's bday.
gosh realli tired!
and currently is jing's bday!
happy bday jing!! =D
thanks for another yr of friendship! =D

thanks for the game of basketball.
thanks for the swim.
thanks for the food.
thanks for the joy.
thanks for the memories.
thanks for being in my life.





haha ok!
off to watch absolute boyfriend!
rest well every1! =]]

不是我不明白。
只是，连自己都不清楚。。
放手去追随属于你自己的幸福吧！

][.10.fe.15.][
][。为何生命中要做许多决定？。][

][.舍不得.][

][.舍不得.][

rars!
rars!
rars!
hai..another day of self-disappointment.
maybe it's the body tt made e mind tt way.
realli angry w myself.
realli sorry for rar-ing on court.
realli.

tired.
tt shuld be the word ba.
never mind..i will rest well and keep gg tml =]

ok..enff abt bball!
went to catch night at the museum 2 ytr =]
quite funny de..
den play arcade w sh.
i swear..tou lan ji is v tiring =P
n it just reminds me of the time tt i could nt play bball =]
n 301! high score by sh =] (i jus contribute a bit ;p)

went trng after tt den met triple identity for dinner ;p
haha yay! i got my minnie =]]


i realli love to play kiap kiap =]
hee i love the satisfying de gan jue.

haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1!
Bye..=]
oo n came across a new song today!
share share ba..

舍不得当情人

你关心眼神　传达你无声的慰问
她远走你默默　陪我到早晨
你手心炙热的体温　传来你无言疑问
不懂我会拒绝　你温存

我们想法接近　默契很深　常哼同一首歌
知心朋友难得　我舍不得　当情人

爱总太多意外的事发生　友情却能真挚陪伴一生
从不需要费心保证　不断猜测　谁爱谁比较深
我真心想保有你当后盾　当我无奈为情为爱心意冷
等你给我温暖微笑　关怀眼神　就像　从前那样真

haha..ok!
end here le!
tonite is a tired nite =]
take gd care every1! Byee..

p/s: this song dun mean anything =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.没勇气的人.][

][.一个人..][

][.一个人..][

有时候，一个人独处的时候也可以很开心。
在忙碌的今天，那一刻的单独真的让我觉得很舒服。
就自己一个，躲在角落读我的故事书，吃我爱吃的食物。。
也蛮快乐的。

每个人的人生都在追求不一样的事物。
我爱篮球。。
但，我也清楚。。有一天我也会放下它。。
因为，我也很想看看这世界。
到我想去的地方 =]
其实，现在的我真的很想，很想。。
只是，缺钱阿。。哈哈。
*无奈*

哈哈。。我庆幸加入南大篮球队。=]

好啦。。累了！
晚安大家！

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][。我不明白你，更不明白我自己。][
][。或许。][

][.n i felt like a fool.][

][.n i felt like a fool.][

全世界的人都知道。
只有我不知道。
感觉就像是一个傻瓜吧。
大家问我的时候，我是应该知道这件事的吗？
说不出口的感受。

double disappointments.
nt disappointed by kem.
cz, they played a fairly gd game despite e lost.
n i will always support em =]
thou i can't play my part on court,
i will play my part, as a bench warmer.
too much had changed.
but i m not giving up.
found my new motivation to fight on.

nt disappointed by arsenal despite e lost.
it's onli resign tt finishing is always v impt.
e efforts n process is nth,
once e finishing is made.

alright, n i feel like crying now.
how great.
u r such a G loser man!
agrh!

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

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][.status: mixed emotions.][

][.falling.][

][.falling.][

A's results is getting nearer.
mind n heart getting even messier.

helplessly falling.
impossible.
possible?
dere's jus so much i wanna noe.
heart, mind?
jus what's this that's gg on?

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for u.][

][.alone.][

][.alone.][

nw i wanna shut my hp n try to shut myself from e world.
but i can't.
maybe i shuld soon.

can't get e thoughts arranged properly.
e last thing tt i ever wanna is to hurt em.
how much i hope tt sumthings had never ever happened.
so that it wun hurt so much nw.

end here le.
take gd care every1!
bye.

][.10.fe.15.][

][.tired.][

][.tired.][

today is a super tiring day..
mentally n physically..
tml will be a brand new day..
n tml i haf t0 start my engine at full blast le..
can't slack n joke ard anymore..

aw..looking forward to nxt sun n dinner w buddy they all..haha
jia you buddy!

hao la..super moodless nw..take gd care every1! byee..

jus wad the hell m i to u?..
stop treating mi tt way will u?..
it suckz..
i m tired..

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][.status: stone.][

][.confusion.][

][.confusion.][

mind is in a state of confusion..

for no reasons..

none of e songs on e playlist seems to suit my mood..

none seems to be e right song that i wanna listen to..

none of e pics seems to be e right dp..

none of it seems to be e right wall paper..

everything dun seems to be in place..

once again i feel like hiding..

nth seems to be right..

sighs..

breakfast at macs was gd in e morning..

afternoon was life at sph..

nite was nice w family..

my mind is already nt in e right state to use words..

so let e pics speak for mi..

sumtimes it hurts when every1 moves on w life..

seeing e once familiar figures busy w life..

leaving only their shadows casted behind..

which will soon disappears as e sun sets..

voices by e fone yet hearts nt in e conversations..

msgs appearing on e conversation box..yet..

i know..

i understand..

its nt their fault..

its jus..

every1 is too busy w life..

so m i..

i m guilty for all e aboves too..

sighs..

end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.FEarless.][

][.when everything goes wrong.][

][.i jus feel like hiding.][