][.第一個找你.][

][.第一個找你.][

今天发生了小挫折。
令我的心情有点差。

但，事情终会没事的。
感谢老天。

我真的很爱跑步。
因为，跑步总让再低落的心情变好一些。

跑着，跑着。。
再糟的事也能忘。
而且会变开心。

只能说，感谢老天。。
感谢你让雨过天晴。

最近还蛮喜欢的一首歌。。
許慧欣 - 第一個找你

我想清楚 變成知己的好處
就是 了解你的好處
(不管)你和誰同住
別忘記你曾答應
不能擁抱著相處
也能傾訴
我會第一個找你
說我感情的事
你在那裡 和誰擁抱一起
留給我傾訴的權利
第一時間想起你
算是什麼關係

好啦。
今晚真的很累。
晚安了大家！

谢谢两位好友！
谢谢你们听我倾诉。
you know who you are =]

take gd care every1!
nitez..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.因为我们已是太好的知己.][

][.haha.][

][.haha.][

haha been quite a while since i blogged.

took a break from bball for a wk.
went to camp and experienced it all over again.
being a snr and "tekan-ing" ppl instead of others doing tt to u is quite shiok.
however..feels realli old now =]

a wk away from the usual routine was realli quite nice.
met all kind of ppl.
a constant reminder that in life you just gotta know how to handle diff personalities =]

fell sick during the camp.
38.9.
haha been quite a while since i fell sick this way.
not even when i was trng 6days a wk.
still trying hard to recover.
gosh.

dragged myself to trng with a mc in the wallet after breaking camp on fri.
but haha..apparently the mc was useless ;p
and tada..my schedule bounced back to usual.
tuition, training and sleep.
nothing out of the ordinary.
seems like this is how life shuld go ba. =]

kinda dreading the new school term =X
haha opps ok! cannot..must have a positive attitude. =]
Just gotta pull thur lects, tuts, trainings and get back to tutorials for the nxt days.
come on man fe!
you gotta be physically and mentally strong to face all these again!

fight on!
fight hard!
enjoy this moment and live life to the fullest!
for you and for me and the entire human race!

hao la..go rest le!
another long day ahead tml w 3tuitions and 1 trng to conquer!
take gd care every1!
Byee!!

for now..i jus look forward to being able to climb mt pulag with llz and the other pigs =]
i need something to take my breath away.
and that is nothing than sharing nice moments and memories with nice ppl and "breathtaking" views =]
save up fe!
for a gd get away! =]]


][.10.fe.15.][
][.in life, you just gotta give your best shot and enjoy it to the fullest!.][

][.Down the memory lane..][

][.Down the memory lane..][

wanted to blog about ytr de fun =]
break, thread of destiny, kiap kiap and neoprints.
shall leave it for another day!
nice one sh!

wanted to sort out some thoughts.

But a random "visit" to my photobucket account realli brought back loads of memories..
sweet old ones..=]

let it be a night down the memory lane ba..

1st up..
FOREVER 5 <3


one of my favourtie photo! <3
those were the sweet old days.
when we were still so young.
the day when we bluff wen tt we were supposed to wear white to support jing.
when we ran for the last train after hafing cup noodles as supper tgt.




this should be after our 2.4km run at ecp =]






those days we spent at yoshi!
there's even our blog link. haha.
those were the days. =]





and you guys were there to get me to celebrate the 1st moment of 2006 together!
it realli meant so much..we always made the effort to celebrate it tgt!
n u guys coming after my arrival from a bad trip..was realli the greatest gift to start a yr! <3



what were you guys wishing for? =]

msg to em:
as we grow..
as we mature..
as we get busy with our lives..
i jus wanna say..
you guys are my best friends always..=]

nxt up..Sec sch memories!
ahs bball and mre =]



We made it! 14/4/2005 =D
the nicest ending you can ask for in a sec sch bball life.
when playing bball was so much joy!



haha the "twin tower" back den =P






our east zone champs!
we always were =P
*sheng zhong wooosh*

to ahs bball:
thanks loads to coach(es) who guided me =]
daddy always say..they were the ones that thought you from scratch!
and thanks to the team.
it was a unspoken aim =]
and we did it!
the runnings, the stairs, the trekking, the evenings, 85, bbt, chicken wings, chai chee pork porridge.
irreplaceable =]



n here's dong nan xi bei club!
wen, lx, ah min, butts and me!
was jus chatting with wen last nite abt our sec3 and 4 lives.
those were the nice old days.
butts running up with a bottle in each pocket, scolding wen n me for causing him to smuggle food.
lx always donating the egg york to me cz she dun like it! and scolding us compulsive gambler ;p
me being the corrupted councilor!
sk and andrew "zuo-ing" pai right be4 recess.
mrs ganesan saying.."let felicia slp, she's too tired"
mr chan shooting us when we can't do the maths qn =P
ms teo with her 1001 friends and stories.
so many nice teachers.
wen n andrew throwing paper balls across me.
wen and me forever chatting at the back of the class (abt our pri sch days ;p)
gosh those were the sweet old memories!





haha and here's some kem when it was bac in those older days =]





and a photo which i smiled when i saw it! =D
i thought i cant find this photo anymore.
it was at tt moment..
i knew tt i found a friend in YOU!
thanks loads llz!
for making the trip better with ur presence!
taking care of us!
our bus rides, mp3, the yeos jacket, kicking u off the bed,
you jus being dere when every1 else was of to enjoy the sea view..
you were dere..walking with me everywhere in search of a toilet..=]
one pic of e sea and us be4 we cont the journey!
the best thing of the trip was tt i found a friend in YOU! =D
thanks for always being dere to guide me!

haha gosh..still got more pics!
BUT..cannot le..my neck is stiff le =]
maybe nxt time ba!
n i realli love taking photos!
cz they captured the moment! =D

hao la..take gd care every1!

Byee..=]]

我是灌篮高手，樱木花道！ （疯了！）


][.10.fe.15.][
][.nostalgia.][

][.好想，好好的休息.][

][.好想，好好的休息.][




thanks to llz, my night is brighter! =]
Mount Bromo! "You" shall be my next "destination" in life.

ever wonder what you wanna try be4 u bid goodbye to the world?
for me..
1) Marathorn: =] done! + ready for more! Run your own race!

Places that i wanna visit:
Japan, Places with northern lights and more!

for now..
* I wanna try to climb a mountain! =D *
I must! Save up fe! Save up!!

the thought of conquering a mountain realli made my nite =]

this is the happy part of my day. =D
for now..doing anything else seems so special and nice.

i still love the game.
but 5 times with the possibility of it going up to 6 times is realli making me tired out.
for nw..a day without the game is a rest.
a break.
n i realli "crave" for a break.
a day where i can haf my own plans and relax.
a day where i dun haf to say "NO" to my desire..just becoz i haf trng =[
it gets realli depressing at times.

so do forgive me if i look depressed.
cz at times i realli feel sad over it.
like..where's my life? =X

i realli love the game.
i realli do.
jus pure tired-ness.
有心无力。
累垮了。

pardon my rantings!
i will be ok =]
like what daddy always say..
enjoy what you are doing =]

and things to smile over..
my wonderful family =]
my nice friends.
my life.
thankful for everything. =]

jus to note down..ytr was nice playing bball at 230..den ahs with the 5 of us meeting up..and back home for dinner w mummy and htht again! haha i love my mummy and daddy n didi of cz ;p
jus wanna note down some stuffs with mummy say..
人与人之间就好像磁铁。
若被彼此吸引了就会拉近彼此的关系。。
从陌生人到朋友。
所以，你会发现。。
生命中必定有一些磁铁和你的吸力较重。
有些朋友会成为你的好友而有的则纯属朋友。
友情和感情是一样的。
我很庆幸有几位吸力超强，可靠的好友。
另一方面呢。。
我则庆幸我放下的那段回忆。
纯属自己的回忆。
但，我也越来越清楚了。
有些人，做好朋友会比较适合。 =]


hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.one day, someday.][

][.What a random night!.][

][.What a random night!.][

haha indeed..
what a random night!

it's currently 2:39am.
i shall quickly blog and sleep!

haha jus came home from a movie.
dun realli recommend "Obessed" cz it was realli agrh watching tt show.
haha not that it's not nice..
but we realli nd a punching bag infront of us when watching tt show.
*totally agree*
aw..xie lo! =P

n what else for the nite?
running during training!
haha 60 rounds!
30 within 15mins.
and 30 within 12 mins.
n..gosh, i realli enjoy running long dist =]
it's where i know i can push myself.
and i wanna push myself.
it's a race against myself.
jus keep going fe! =]

and a random sms enquiring abt a show which got no reply after which ;p
what a night!

haha ok..i shuld go rest le!
tomorrow is another long day!
but hahaha no trng!
a rest =X

hao la!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.give me a kit-kat.][

][.Fatigue, Just Keep Breathing!.][

][.Fatigue, Just Keep Breathing!.][

tired.
that's all i can say.
when motivation becomes habit.
when habit becomes a routine.
and all only lead to fatigue.

tired beyond words.
i realli wanna give my best shot for every trng.
but with trng everyday and every other day.
even the muscles are protesting.

sacrificies.
a must if u wanna gain something else.
i nv regret making all these sacrifices.

but at times,
it's realli tiring.
it's like u haf no life and time to urself.
rarrs!

jus allow me to rant a bit =X
i jus need a break.
rarrs!
keep going!!!

ok! rest well every1!
nitez!
vv tired le.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it's not tt i don't love the game.][
][.it's just tt i am nt superwoman.][

][。夜空的美丽却是与心情最大的对比。][

][。夜空的美丽却是与心情最大的对比。][

今晚的夜空真的蛮美的。
但，心情并非如此。

好生自己的气。

把握啊！

好啦！
保重大家！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.agrh knee.][

][.追随.][

][.追随.][

today is quite a fulfilling day in its own way.
had 2 tuitions.
realli felt the joy of teaching when the kid starts to take interest and initiative in asking me more abt chinese =]

thou i will not be a teacher,
but the joy of seeing ur students learn and grow is realli nice =]

was waiting for the bus after the 2nd tuition..
with the rain and the music.
everything was jus so nice.
calm and serene.

suddenly feel vv thankful once again.
thankful for all that i have.
and feel that actually there's so much more i can do.

人生仿佛就是老天给你的考验。
当你“毕业”时， 会交上你满意的成绩单吗？
突然有种冲动。
我要更努力。
很感谢老天给我的一切。 =]

人生总有起有落。
就如一场球赛。。
当你有领先的优势时， 你要懂得把握。
有些机会一旦在那瞬间错过了就不会再出现。
如果是因为自己不把握而输了球赛。。
将会是非常难过的吧！

我想，生命也一样。
我想挑战自己。
下个学期， 我要努力考取好成绩！
读书，练球，补习。
家人，朋友，自己。
付出自己的一切！

因为，今天我更清楚了。。
妈妈说生命不在乎活多久，在乎的是快不快乐。
我说，生命最重要的真的是快乐。
而快乐是，对于每样事都尽力，不要留下任何遗憾。

这辈子，我想做的事很多。
想到的地方也很多。
不想只把这些当作要不可及的梦。
这些将是我的目标。
我一定会做到。
加油了！
为自己努力！
为在乎的人努力！
快乐的活每一天！

hao la!
take gd care every1!
jia you too! =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz dreams and goals are meant to be reached!.][

][.Okaeri.][

][.Okaeri.][






jus finished watching "absolute boyfriend"
haha 3rd drama completed for this holiday!
1) fated to love you
2) ying ye 3 + 1
3) absolute boyfriend!

haha it's realli nice =]
it's been quite a while since i watched jap dramas.
n now..i m jus so motivated to learn jap!
haha bi jing going to tokyo tower had always been my dream.
eh..shuld say goal!
cz dream sounds far while goal can be reached! =]]

haha yups!
happy + sad ending.
dunno why..
but it jus reminds me of one of ju zi's book which i had read.
that kind of feel ba. =]
haha a kind of..hmm mei ban fa..huo xu is the best way out de feel.

haha and jus to add on..
the actor is realli handsome! =D

haha hao la..
end here le!
a break from bball for today!
always appreciate the short day break to relax the muscles and the mind. =]
take gd care every1!
Byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.100% focus in the game!.][

][.Maybe I should..][

][.Maybe I should..][

jus came back from offie's bday.
gosh realli tired!
and currently is jing's bday!
happy bday jing!! =D
thanks for another yr of friendship! =D

thanks for the game of basketball.
thanks for the swim.
thanks for the food.
thanks for the joy.
thanks for the memories.
thanks for being in my life.





haha ok!
off to watch absolute boyfriend!
rest well every1! =]]

不是我不明白。
只是，连自己都不清楚。。
放手去追随属于你自己的幸福吧！

][.10.fe.15.][
][。为何生命中要做许多决定？。][

][.Status: Ultra tired and pain.][

][.Status: Ultra tired and pain.][

super tired.
that's all i can say.

super pain.
that's all i can say.

super shag.
that's all i can say.

keep going.
that's all i can tell myself.

good nite ppl!
rest well!
nitez =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for u, for myself..i will keep trying!.][

][.Cz life is all about moving on..=].][

][.Cz life is all about moving on..=].][

today or rather ytr is a rather nice day.
3 tuitions. *shag*
followed by training =]
thankfully all the hard work placed into trng is slowly "repaying" =]

came hm to a bowl of fried prawn mee with the prawns peeled.
all i can say is..
i realli love my family! <3

u realli haf to sacrifice things to gain other things.
this is life.
it has been half a yr since nat trng started.

can't join family for dinner.
and reach hm when all of them are asleep.
this seems to be a routine.

always keeping in mind daddy's advice..enjoy what you are doing!
so mon - sun = basketball basketball and more basketball.
all the sweat, tears, pain & joy.
all the time and energy that i have.
it's for the game.
all my emotions and mood are closely linked to the game.
not much time left for other things.

but no regrets!
since this is the life i choose.
i will live and ENJOY every moment of it till i can't take it! =]

looking at pictures on facebk realli show us how much each of us had grew and moved on. =]
hence i guess it's realli true for libra ba..
those friendship that stays despite the moves and distance is the beauty in a libra's eyes!
i m realli thankful for my lifetime friends!
can't wait for sat!
together with offie, let's play 3 on 3!
cz u guys are the reason tt i started playing.
n i m always thankful for this!

alright. tired le..rest well every1!
Byee!..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look your opponent in ur eyes and let em sense ur desire to win!.][

][.Capture the Moment!.][

][.Capture the Moment!.][

I really love taking pictures.
Coz they capture the moment and allow you to keep the beauty of it.
I won't say that I can take nice pics.
BUT I realli enjoy taking sceneries pictures.

Going around the world to take pictures of sceneries is realli my dream.
Capture all the beautiful sunrise and sunset.
Get a good camera and capture the sceneries of night sky.
Dream of all..witness northern lights and capture the beauty of nature.

Whenever things go wrong.
Take a look at the sky and sceneries.
And you will feel that 世界还是美好的！

Haha..so random.
BUT i realli love taking pics.
Managed to capture so many nice moments ytr. =]

For at least a yr, i had not woke up at 6am.
Woke up at 6am ytr to reach ecp at 7:30am to help out with some brisk walk event.
Imagine the crouchy potato dragging herself out of bed ba. =P

But..it's all worth it!
Let the picture explain why ba =P



haha my 1st picture of the day!
SUNRISE! (instead of the usual sunset =P)
got the america highway de feel ma? jk!



a random pic which i feel is quite nice due to the "lightings" =]



haha the clouds at your feet! =D




haha this explains why.
the beauty of nature! reflections! =D




Some pictures of the bananas with the red flags!

haha thankful for waking up early!
getting to see the beauty of nature which i had missed out for quite a long while.
get to see the elderlys enjoying their brisk walk and saying hi and caring for you.
asking you to find a shade.
saying thanks to you in their most valuable smile.
it's worth it.
being bananas with moi, yaqi, hui jia, coach and jiao lian =]

after which went to shop for van's present at parkway parade.
we were still so early tt e shops ain't open yet!
haha..and went for lunch and trng after which with hui jia and moi.

was realli tired even be4 training started.
so when coach whistled..
i jus sprint all i can.
but got tired out in a while ;p

after trng..came home to shower be4 gg to van's party.
apologises to employer.
after which was ok.
ate while trying to control =P
chatting.
den coach cindy and lqjl joined in with all their "craps".
thanks van for inviting us! =]
left at 1plus.
cont to chat with moi till wee hours in the morning.
haha i tink..when u r friends or rather best friends for yrs..
you realli dun haf to say much.
they realli get what you mean =P

so that was my eventful sunday!
sat was nice too.
tuition.
game w vanguard.
scored my 1st 3 pt in a official match =]
but played badly! legs jus came move fast enough.
went for dinner w jy,zx and ah kor after which.
den a randomness to catch a movie.
went to the cathy but all sold out =P
so ended up playing arcade and got 611 =]]
the highest score tt i haf ever gotten for tou tou lan ji! *good job ah kor*

after which shopped ard.
resisted all the temptations and took train hm =]
went for selegie tau huay =X
and came home to slp cz had to wake up realli early!
aw xie le ah kor for carrying the big heavy bag =P

haha ok! gotta end here!
it's 1540 nw ;p
gotta go tuition le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..
i love my mondays for now =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Status: Think be4 I eat - Day 3.][

][.Status: Think be4 I eat - Day 3.][

haha not too bad.
it's going towards day 3!
i mean my diet plan =]

haha..
the hardest thing in this diet plan is the need to consider..
Felicia as a player.
and Felicia as the person who wanna shed some weight =P

day 1:
Breakfast - breakfast bar and 100% apple juice!
Lunch - Salad =]
Dinner - A bit of rice and loads of vegs =]
After training - resist the temptation to eat malay food..came back and pack bitter gourd soup w bee hoon!




day 2:
Breakfast - minimal amt of bread
Lunch - Noodles
Dinner - A little bit of Chee Cheong Fun and Plain waffle
After training - Subway (without cookies and no sugar drink)

haha *pats on the shoulder for myself*
think it's getting there =]
BUT..as a player..i m still watching my diet and eating enough.
cz if nt..realli no energy man.
serious! haha

ok! enough of my "Think be4 I eat" le..
thurs and today is..
haha normal?

thurs is kinda happier?
haha i mean when it comes to bball =]
with npo teaching me e defense.
sprinting with npo by my side - my greatest motivation =D. (realli feel the spring in my steps ;p)

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1! =]
Nitez..


][.10.fe.15.][
][.determination.][

][.Simple and Nice.][

][.Simple and Nice.][

today (24 June) is a simple nice day =]
earning a day off from training.
doing the things you like.
laughing your day away.
haha..what can be better? =]

went back to ntu to train.
haha feels a bit like right be4 ivp.
when u jus haf to keep getting ppl =]
jus hope tt e attendance can get better =]

den went to ehub w moi n sh.
n back to my hse w food.
n gosh..my determination to diet is sparked by various events!

1) My granny saying tt my leg is big due to trainings =X
2) Moi and sh agreeing that my arms had indeed expanded due to hmm maybe the gym trngs =X (this one is realli sad de..i know gt strength la..n they kept comforting me! BUT my hand had always been the skinniest of me..now it become like this..heartbreak man..)
3) My brother who zhang da le who keep reminding me tt i m nt any better when i jus say tt he got a belly.

gosh.
today is such a random day.
randomly nice.
haha n trust a woman's will to diet ok!
especially a libra =]
cz they realli bth when they are fat =D

n another random-ness of the day!
i link here n dere and ended up watching f4 and meteor garden's ng!
haha gosh..childhood memories.
realli is childhood memories.

queueing up w daddy for the whole nite at bishan junction 8 to see em..
with all the other fans envious of me..
cz there's a person to help me queue when i nd to use the toilet.
there's a person who get me food when i m hungry.
and yes, they realli shuld be envious..cz when it was late at nite when i finally got to shake their hand, i haf some1 to ferry me hm on e bike =D
haha thanks loads daddy!
lao pa realli is 上辈子的情人!
haha love u daddy =D

cutting all the magazines with their interviews and their pictures =D
hafing my efficient mummy getting me a realli big file to collect all these articles.
helping me cut it nicely and paste on the scrapebook.
haha what can i say ne?
thanks loads to mummy too!

haha and my email is jing dian ba.
felicia_89_f4@Hotmail.com
haha not becoz of em ah =P

forever5's friendship song -> Di Yi Shi Jian..
not becoz of em ah..haha
when there was also "wo men de gu shi" which was so nice back den.
haha but no matter what..第一时间 is my promise to them =]
love forever5.

haha n my 1st set of drama vcd is f4's meteor garden!
haha it was my PSLE's reward =D
daddy gave me 50bucks to go celebrate w forever5 at our fav hang out - TM and get the vcds!
n i bought the vcds and watch till my tv exploded! (in the middle of e nite)
haha n i jus shit! off it!
haha f4 ah f4..
u guys were realli my childhood sweet memories =]

so..maybe..afterall hafing f4 on my hotmail ain't a thing to be shy abt ba =P
cz..it was my childhood sweet memories =]
n a stage in my life =]

haha ok! end here le =]
today is a happy day!
a random link for happiness (random childhood memories): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=952gyEN03eE&feature=related
想哭的时候只要倒立，眼泪就不会流出来了。
haha this is the one which i rmb most =]
n for nw..i always feel tt when the tears wanna drop..jus look up at the stars and it wun =]

*Warning! Moving on to a little emo-ness! Don't read on if u wanna jus remain happy! =D*
a random link for emo-ness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffSGfspBREc&feature=related
haha a nice song.
n jus as i had always wondered..
如果需分开。。为何当初要在一起呢？
为何世上没有所谓的天长地久呢？
我只是偶尔会这样想想啦。
或许以后我就会明白吧。
或许世上真的有。。因了解而分开的道理吧。
就让我慢慢理解大人的世界吧。
目前的我。。对现状还很满意。
因为，我承认。。我的复原能力不强。
曾经有段友情的变化都让我花了很长的时间忘怀。
若是真感情。。
哈哈。。 不敢想咯。
开完笑啦！
哇！ 我还真是长编大论！

haha ok!
today is so random!
even what i blog also v random!

end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..=]

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][.Status: Think be4 I eat - Day 1!.][

][.Simplicity.][

][.Simplicity.][

i love my mondays now.
carefree is the word.

read "perfect match" and teared on the bus.
gosh..a mother's love for the child.
A reminder for how easy it is to jump to conclusions and to do all the wrong things for the right reasons.
sad. sad. sad.
all the twist is realli gd thou =]

another simple day.
i love all these simplicity.
dinner with family.
slack and rest at hm.
tuition.
nice bus rides.

what more can i ask for?
nua-ing a little be4 i catch e repeat telecast of bai wan da ge xing.
randomly found a nice song on youtube.
gosh.
realli nice and sad.
曹格 - 沉默玩具

haha ok..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..=]

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][.Mix Mix.][

][.Mix Mix.][

found the joy of playing once again. =]
thanks to ahs (Coaches, sh and moi)!
and vanguard =]
n when u play seriously..all the pain is gone =]

haha haf a stupid cut on my toe which is nicely wrapped up by mummy <3
today is quite a injury prone day.
but..haha it's ok la..it's over!

it's over.
haha somethings just start and end fast.
those were the days. =]

hao la..end here le!
back to my guitar =]

rest well every1!
tc!

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][。有些东西， 一旦错过就不再。][
][。过往的回忆。。我会牢牢记得。][

][.Dream Interpretation.][

][.Dream Interpretation.][

haha..suddenly a random qn popped up in my mind.
why do we dream?

The key to identifying what the dream was about is its emotion.

The emotion in the dream story is always connected to what you felt but did not act upon the previous day.

So you have to make a self-reflective journey back over the story of what happened to you the previous day to discover that connection.

haha i think..
i get what it meant ba.

dreams and reality are always the complete opposite.
i dun always remember my dream.
but there's a few tt i rmb.

after i woke up from the 1st one.
it was pain, pain n more pain.
cz dream and reality is complete diff.

after i woke up from the 2nd one.
it was pain too.
cz it seems to be expressing what i had been wanting to do so much.

ok! end here le!
off to read more abt dreams =]
take gd care every1!
byee!

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][.it was the look in ur eye..][

][.Not feeling too good.][

][.Not feeling too good.][

hate the roller coaster rides.
feeling happy and glad ytr and fallen to the lowest peak today.

hate feeling this way.
but this is how i feel now.

felt so happy ytr when "You" (npo) told me tt i played well.
it matters more than anything.
thou i did not express my joy..
i realli did felt that my hard work paid of =]
and u r one of the reason of me fighting so hard.

n here comes today.
gosh..everything is off.
felt like shit.
played like shit.
got scolded like free.
injured like free.
trust me.
when u r not playing well..u realli will feel vv angry and disappointed by yourself.

came back home with loads of injuries.
pain.
thankfully there's always a home sweet home for me to fall back in.
thank you my beloved family <3

ok..off i go le ;p
take gd care every1! =]
just some random rantings..things will be ok. =]

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][.Barcardi + Sprite.][

][。知足。][

][。知足。][

谢谢教练！
今晚和你的对话真的让我学到了很多东西。

只有放下过去不快乐的。。
才能得到更快乐的。 =]

感情是没有对和错的。
我选择了第三。
只希望下次。。我会勇敢些。 =]

不要让人生有太多的或许了。
加油！

haha onli wanna blog down some stuffs tt i learnt =]
rest well every1!
n jus for my own info..it's currently 3:29am (18June09)

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