][.一个人..][

][.一个人..][

有时候，一个人独处的时候也可以很开心。
在忙碌的今天，那一刻的单独真的让我觉得很舒服。
就自己一个，躲在角落读我的故事书，吃我爱吃的食物。。
也蛮快乐的。

每个人的人生都在追求不一样的事物。
我爱篮球。。
但，我也清楚。。有一天我也会放下它。。
因为，我也很想看看这世界。
到我想去的地方 =]
其实，现在的我真的很想，很想。。
只是，缺钱阿。。哈哈。
*无奈*

哈哈。。我庆幸加入南大篮球队。=]

好啦。。累了！
晚安大家！

][.10.fe.15.][
][。我不明白你，更不明白我自己。][
][。或许。][

][.回忆.][

][.回忆.][

haha supposed to blog abt my china trip.
but decided to leave it till i have pics =]]
all in all it was a gd trip. =D

today's post is kinda random..
but wells..jus for my own memos!
haha..

was looking for a suitable pouch to put my new "love" (mp4 =D)
and came across all these =]]





forever5's ring =]
wen and my ring. lol
forever5's 1st common possession! (whistle!) 累了不要见外，把我找出来
and a braclet made by 135. (haha this is realli the past memos le)

memories o memories =]
haha the best ship of all..is our undying friendship =]
love the pigs!

haha n let me intro my new love..
thank you daddy and mummy!!



haha ok! end here le =]]
take gd care every1!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.fate.][

][.Off to China 18th to 23rd.][

][.Off to China 18th to 23rd.][

haha ok ppl! (if any1 is reading this)
i am off to China le =]
18th to 23rd may!

haha..so take gd care of yourself!
i will be back soon! =]]

yay! let's go Champions! =D
let's enjoy and learn and bond (even more) for this trip!
haha i m sure we will enjoy it!

will blog more when i m back =]

just to note..today is the end of e woman's league le =]
nxt season will be better!
haha n on a random note..i grow up for this season le!
i nv take pic with my idol!
haha 5 yrs down the road..will i be laughing at myself like how i did when i read my sec4 post? lol..
those were the sweet old memories..=]

ok! off to china!
take gd care my friends! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.let's go!.][

][.不是我不明白.][

][.不是我不明白.][

haha super random.
but suddenly loads of thoughts.
overwhelming.

haha..too many things.
my views on this and that..=]
一言难尽。

haha 也不知该从何说起阿。。
there are realli days whereby there's so much to say..
yet u haf no idea where to start..
how to start..
n if u shuld even start..

刚刚读完橘子的。。 《不爱也是一种爱》。
喜欢把自己埋在文字里。
在那看似与现实生活相似却又不同的故事。
有时，我真的会和故事中的人物有着共同的想法。
曾经有人告诉我。。没有勇气的人会把错过当成是一种缘份。
我曾经认为自己就是那些没有勇气追求自己喜欢的人的人。
但是，我的好友告诉我。。
这是因为。。那个人并不是对的人。
在事过境迁后，我可以很肯定的说。。她们是对的。=]
我也不再去想了。
有人告诉我，我为自己套上了一层厚厚的保护色。。
或许吧。。
或许。。
哈哈。。

haha actually have loads mre to say de..but tired le..
jus wanna nua and enjoy some nice songs..
randomly came across this song on youtube.
super sad de..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_duTfJRp6E&feature=related

hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][。我要一步，一步慢慢爬。][

][。我要一步，一步慢慢爬。][

step by step.
bit by bit.
like how a tortise moves..

i will get there..
step by step.

went for youth team's trng today.
it's worth it =]
i learnt new stuffs.
got to clarify my doubts. =]

coach told me all that i shuld improve on.
which is a gd thing.
sometimes, somethings..it's realli hard to see it by yourself.
you realli nd some1 much mre experienced than you to point these out. =]
thank you coach! =]

yups, dun worry coach!
i wun make myself sick of the game.
cz i had been past that stage.

for now, it's onli the motivation to improve.
improve on all the mistakes.
for the "promise".
for the teams that i m in.
for myself.

age is gradually catching up.
i dun wish to remain stagnant.
i have a goal.

i realli do.
i hope by the next season..
i will get a chance to play in the real game.
those tt know me shuld know what i mean by the real game.
yes, the real game.

i m earning for it.
even if it's onli for a min.
i wun sit here n wait for that min.
i will work for it.
coz i believe..
只有曾经懂得付出的人才懂得何谓痛，何谓哭。
只有努力过后才不会有遗憾。
就算努力没被回报，
你也能对得起自己。。
因为，你曾经为在乎的事努力过。

sorry wow every1!
nowadays my post dou v self-psycho.
cz i know someday i will be tired.
hence, all these post are meant to keep myself going.
cz obstacles are meant to be overcome.
and since it matters so much now.
i wanna keep myself reminded of how much i want to reach that destination.
我真的很想。
我会一步一步来的。
耐心。
信心。
加油！

haha n on a random side note..
i realli haf a guai pi..
i shi zhong feel that "fe" this nickname shuld be used by ppl whom i feel comfortable with. ppl i know well enough.
cz..today some1 whom i onli met a few times called me tt..n i find it realli realli weird. jus a random note. lol..

hao la! end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.你对我的好，我不是不知道.][

][.Always Be Your Best!.][

][.Always Be Your Best!.][

When you think it doesn't matter
if you fail or pass the test.
Keep in mind the reason why
you should always be your best.

While the whole world may not notice
if you tried to give your all,
there is a person in you
to whom it matters if you fall.

That little voice inside you -
which directs your thoughts each day -
will make the final judgement
if you won or lost each day.

Never can you fail yourself
if you give it all you've got.
The world extends a hand to you
when you give life your best shot.

For all that really matters
when you'r finished with your test,
is not the final score at all -
but did you do your best?

-Tom Krause-

some1 whom i respect very much gave us this passage.
jus wanna share it with all. =]
hope it shed some light on u too!

below is just my random thoughts and promise to some1 who will never see this msg =]

我要说的是你要对我好一点！
我要退休了，要有人接班，不要让我等太久哦！
There are always moments of brillance and how to sustain and keep it going is the next key thing! 加油！

字字句句都深深的在我的脑海和心里。
给我多一点时间，我会努力的追上。
我答应你。

我知道自己不够好。
但，我会努力的。
给我多一点时间。。
我一定会让你放心的退休的。

难过是一定的。
最终还是没得到渴望得到的信任。
努力了这么多年。
还是一样。

但，我不会怨天忧人。
我知道自己不够好。
不够快。
不够稳。
所以，我会继续努力。
总有一天，我会站在那场上给于我的一百八仙。
我会把这几年在场外的欲望给打出来。
我一定会。
一定可以。

我要相信自己。
因为，那是第一步。

还有，对于莫人的承诺。
我一定会蜕现的。

我答应你npo.

alright..end here le =]
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz promises are meant to be fulfilled.][

][.好久没这么开心了.][

][.好久没这么开心了.][

现在的心情是愉快的。
是开心的。

好久没这么开心了。。
这整个赛季总是让我。。
对自己失望。
但是，今天真的很开心。

真的。
虽然并没有最好的表现。。
但是，就这简单的几个成功的进球就足以让一度跌入谷底的信心重新的振作。

努力真的换回一些回报了。
加油！
加油！
继续加油！

这是今天简单的快乐。
谢谢大家。 =]

thanks to moi and kor kor (you know who) who came down to support =P lol
haha n backtrack a little..
i realli love running =]]
went jogging with daddy n didi ytr =]

my brother realli grow up le =]
can't wait to run a marathorn with him!
n sceneries are realli very beautiful..
jus make me feel so happy =]

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..

ps. Happy Mother's Day!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.守护天使，谢谢你.][

][.Respect is earned.][

][.Respect is earned.][

everyday is an experience.
a valuable one.

今天，我领悟到。。
要别人尊重你之前，你必须尽自己的本分。
你是否想过。。
为何有些人会得到别人的尊敬。
有的却不会呢？

我自认自己的脾气并非很好。
但是，对于长辈，我还是会忍耐和尊敬。

今天练球时。。得到了这领悟。

若是要我打从心底尊敬一个人。。
他或她必须值得我尊敬和景仰。

认识我的人应该都知道我在篮球界里最尊敬的人是谁吧。。
她总是比任何人都努力。
我从来没有看过她放弃。
没有看过她气馁。
只有努力再努力。
拼命再拼命。
相信再相信。

这么多年了。
我总是跟着这脚步，努力的迈进。
跌倒后看到她的努力就会赶紧爬起来。

但是，很惭愧的。。
自己仍然没有她那坚定的意志。
我有。
但是，比起她的。。
真的是遥不可及。

在今天的冲刺时，
我真的用了最大的，所有的力量。

加油啊！
我已经看了这么多年的球了。
我真的不想看到相同的结果。
我真的不想。
我不希望看到失落的表情。
我不在乎结果。。
我在乎的是。。在定胜负之前。。
大家是否相信自己。
希望大家能多相信自己的能力。
我也会加油的 =]

和我景仰的人一样。。
尽自己一百八仙的努力。
只要相信。。
努力过。。
就不会有遗憾。

加油！

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Random Thoughts.][

][.Random Thoughts.][

just reached home after a whole day stucked in sch in trng.
a random thought struck my mind.

bball.
bball.
n only bball.

that's what my days are about.
think again.

i m reading this meaningful bk.
it says..
you will know what you want in life..
when you imagine the kind of life that you wish to have 10 yrs down the road.

which kind of life will i wanna lead?

just a random thought.
i will think through it.

i need to meet up with forever5 and llz sooon!
Rarrs!
stop whining fe!
ok..stop stop.

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

oh..n i realli love the bk tt i m reading now.
will start to blog abt it soon!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Focus.][

][.Focus.][

currently eating my breakfast and gotta prepare to go out soon.
out to training back in sch which is so 1000miles far away.
ok..i m jus kidding.
jus vv far.

aw..throat had been hurting.
n still hurting.
rarrs.

on a side note,
i went down to 230 to play bball ytr.
haha so random.
so long since i did tt.

it was hmm gd?
haha 230 can nv be bad =P
initially jus shooting..den 2 on 2..den 3 pt challenge.
haha din wanna take up the 3 pt shoot out initially..
but decided to join in as sitting down there and watch can be quite boring ba =P

so joined in..
haha it was quite fun.
i tink i had never shot so many 3pts in my whole life.
had super loads of tyco shots!
(which i tink made e guys =_=" ba)

but in e midst of all these tyco-ness..
i knew when the balls will go in.
it was when u r realli v focus n determined to put it in.
this sounds v stupid.
but it's true.
when ur mind had nth..but only one thought of wanting to put the shot in. =]

after which played 1 on 1 w nfb.

haha madness.
this wk will be playing daily le =]
but i still love 230.
always and ever.
i miss playing w forever5.

alright! end here le =]
gotta go!

take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][。过去`让它过去。][

][.我一定会找回自己，和打球的快乐.！][

][.我一定会找回自己，和打球的快乐.！][

一次又一次的抨击。。
一次又一次的失落。。

想要快乐的打球。。
换来的却是一次又一次的心酸。。

痛哭一场后。。
就要坚强的再次爬起来。。

有位非常了解我的朋友这样对我说。。
谁能断定你存在的价值？
我说。。自己。
对了。。除了自己以外，没有人能抨击你。

他们越是打击你。。
你就越应该勇敢的站起来。
我一定会证明自己的。

我的努力和付出不是任何人三言两语就能击败的。
因为，那不是我。
如果是的话，我早就不打球了。。

要加油！
最近看命中注定我爱你。。
存息常说：加油陈欣怡！
他也说。。别说对不起！
与其说对不起，不如为自己加油！

现在，我就是要为自己加油！
加油ｆｅ！
加油！

这只是小儿科啦。
又不是没有经历过。＝］

感谢那些鼓励我的人。。
因为你们让我更快的找到不能气馁的决心。
thanks loads llz, hui jia, hui hui, szeying and yaqi =]

end here le..
take gd care every1! byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][。坚定的意志。][

][.阶段.][

][。阶段。][

人生总是有不同的阶段。
还没进入大学之前， 大家都告诉我。。
一定要尝试住在宿舍。

起初是期待和不习惯。
但渐渐的就还好啦。

哈哈。。就这样渡过一年了。

very g..but daddy always say..
the only thing that you won't wanna leave behind is memories =]]

thanks for letting me learn so much =]

haha n so we spent the last day in hall with a "camp".
thanks for the gd and nice ending =]

haha each stage of life taught me different things =]]
thanks loads to every1 tt appeared in my life =]

chill-lac w moi at ehub was nice.
lunch at ikea w wen n jing is nice too! =P
forever5 nd to meet up soon! i miss offie too!!

可以暂时失去。。
但是一定要赶紧找回来。
我一定要重新找回快乐和信心。。=]
谢谢wen!

或许是我想得太多。。
但我也真的想清楚了。。
希望这是对的抉择。
希望这段友谊能持续。。
加油！

end here le!
take gd care every1 =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.sorry.][

][.this is life! =D.][

][.this is life! =D.][

haha welcome back to the real life fe!
haha so g to welcome myself back to "real life".
but it just feels so so so gd.

ytr was my last paper.
this sem is realli jia lat.
but just not gonna think about it for now le.

woooohoooo!
i m back to life!
the real life =]
words just can't describe how happy i feel =]

this whole sem was madness.
only the 1st part..ie. ivp season was gd!
haha fighting hard with Champions for the Champion.
gd job champions!
had loads of crazy fun with this special team =]]

so basically..the 1st part of sem2 was gd.
e 2nd half was purely madness.
endless projects, individual reports, trainings.
haha..it was realli wooohooo.

thankfully everything is over for now!
haha when you look back,
things always seem ok =]

haha past wk of mugging for exams had its fair share of ups n downs.
super sorry to those tt i threw temper on.
haha u noe who u r =P
sorry sorry!
thankful for my roomie and jy,zx and nfb.
thanks loads for being dere w me during the mugging darkness =D

haha n now..
welcome back to life!
simple joys of life.
watching dramas!
going to the beach!
reading story books!
just nua! =D

haha ytr and today are the 1st 2 days of freedom!
it feels just so so gd =]]
headed right down to trng after my paper ytr.
haha after a wk of hiding indoors w my bks and not playing bball..
immediately cramped when i got back hm =P
watched "fated to love you" till 4am!

den woke up for tuition..
haha witnessed a real fire today.
escaped from the 12th floor!
it jus set as a reminder that we should always be careful and not feel that things won't happen to us!
always be careful!

den came hm to watch show again.
haha den went to ecp for kem's bbq!
haha the food is really gd man! thanks to hui hui who marinate the food so well =]]
den i got to cycle too!
for so so long!
love the way the wind blows..
love the way the sky changes from blue to red to starry.
love the way we relax as the world goes by.
it's just perfect!
i tink..after a whole madness of sem2..
this is just too great =]]

after which we played "i have never.."
haha reminds me of orientation.
n i have realli never...
lol..
it can realli get v fun =P

now i m back home =]
loading my shows again!
just allow me to nua for a while =]
cz..i haf been looking fwd to it..
for this break =]

can't wait to do so many things =]

haha on a random note,
i m reading 橘子-“不爱，也是一种爱”
我发现自己真的不懂爱。
我不会爱。
也不敢爱。
或许是因为对的人还没出现吧。
或许是看太多偶像剧和浪漫小说了，
发现现实生活中并没有如此美丽的爱。
无论如何，都没关系啦。
亲情和友情到目前为止，
真的足够了。

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!

byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.enjoy!.][

][.how?.][

][.how?.][

i m feeling hungry!
how?
it's like within 2 hrs jiu hungry yi xia tt kind!
think i er du fa yu man =X

haha aw..realli tired.
nth much is gg into mind.
so jiu nua ba ;p
haha

listening to some nice songs nw =]
nice songs w nice lyrics =]

haha
hao la..nite every1! tc!!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.r u?.][
][.i m not supposed to feel this way.=X.][

][。光良。][

][。光良。][

最近总是听着光良的歌。
抒情主打。。
首首动人。

好歌真的让人的心情好起来。
最近的心情也没很糟啦。
只是。。平平的。
淡淡的。。

期待考完试的解脱。
期待到海边看着夕阳落下。
期待吹着海风。。
轻松自在的感觉。

期待把近期发生的一切好好的记下或忘掉。
很多事情必须忘了才能继续往前走。

期待与好友欢聚。
好久没和她们聊聊了。
很想念。。

好啦。。
也该去休息了。。

最近有首歌总在脑海反复的重播着。。
由光良和静如演唱的--〉《只能，抱着你》
真的很好听。
此刻，我又再听了。。

][.10.fe.15.][
][。好想这样。。][

][.我只想快乐的。。][

][。我只想快乐的。。][

我只想快乐的打球。
有自信的球。

加油!
继续努力。。
这是唯一能为自己做的事吧。

在不能承受的时候，
就大声的发泄出来。
之后就继续往前冲刺。

人生仅是如此吧。=]
谢谢那些聆听的耳朵。
真的谢谢你们。

好啦。
该去努力了。

晚安大家！＝］

][.10.fe.15.][

][.if only..][

][if only..][

after a few whole season of being benched.
got my 1st chance to play today.
believe it or nt,
i was in complete shock.

played like shit for e 1st quad.
played even worse for e subsequent.
yups, did a few ok stuffs.
but if u were to weigh,
tt few is nt enff to mi bu e rest.

felt so agrh when coach haf to make e comparison.
真的很累。

a whole pg of how i feel is nt enff to describe how i realli feel.
就算了。

人生究竟有多少个第二次机会。。
我努力的跌倒后再爬起。
但却有要一次又一次的面对类似的抨击。
泪水只能往心里流。
表面要装作不在意。

累了。
晚安。
守候天使，此刻只希望你能给我一个鼓励的简讯。

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Seize the Day!.][

][.Seize the Day!.][

after so many days of madness,
today is really a GOOD friday =]

a relaxing day =]
woke up for double instead of combo tuition.
met lin lao fern to study after tt.
lol..but we end up gossiping..=P
den went to walk ard while be4 she meets her "friend".

got a notebk tt i realli love =]
it's a notebk with "Seize the Day" on the beautiful sunset cover =]

Do not grieve over the past,
for it is gone.

Do not worry about the future,
for it has yet to come.

As long as it is called Today,
live this day as if it was your last,
and you will find each day
worth living for!

haha beautiful words =]
w cherish the moment being written inside e notebk.
realli beautiful one =]

if only we noe which is the last day of our life..
we will start planning the stuffs we want to do..right? haha
but we don't..
so..we gotta live each day to e fullest isn't it? =]
smile ppl =]

apart from a random meet up w lin lao fern,
saw yuqiang at ehub..
den boss at whitesands..
haha random "meet up" with ppl who had been in my life be4..
lol..wad a random day..
wad a gd day..
wad a relaxing day..
o..wad a day =]

i m a simple person,
seeking the simple joys of life.
haha so g.
but so true =]

n as we grow,
i realli start to realise - impermanace.
nothing is forever.
just cherish each moment =]
n things will be fine! =]]

hao la..take gd care every1!
byee..






p/s: wad a random day =]
n..haha watching the ping pong show realli reminds me of..=]
算了。=]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4yqqhuwBTI

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with the completion of the maddest wk.
it's a heave of relief.
n a mixture of tiredness.

a random thought on the bus ride today..
it realli takes fate for ppl to meet.
to be family members,
to be best friends,
to be friends,
to be hi-bye friends.
to be...

haha..shi wo xiang tai duo ba.=]
wo bu qu xiang le.
yi qie shui yuan ba

haha..alright..too tired to function le.
gotta re-charge n chiong tml =]

n w e black eye n msg,
suddenly i feel tt i returned to the past for an instance =]
how much i earn to go bac to e past at times.
to be young n protected.

but wells,
we jus haf to grow.
mature.
n be strong, stronger to face the challenges =]
this is life.

take gd care every1! byee..

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haha happy birthday mummy!<3
went out for e whole day today =]]
(not something that a LMS student will wanna do nw BUT it's ok ;p)

haha wonder if it's mummy or my bday!
i got whole loads of goodies from our shopping =DD
shopping-therapy.

haha..o no..feeling tired again!
rars!
shall go rest a while n start work!
take gd care every1!
byee..

n jus a side note, smoothies at pasir ris town park is gd wow.
haha..=]

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