][.48-2-918.][

][.48-2-918.][

haha freeeddooom! =D
woohoo!
ok so g.
actually nt v excited that freedom is finally here.
but still smiles.

the drag over 3 weeks is really very tiring.
finally over.
holidays is here!
haha been thinking of what i wanna do since the end of paper.
what i wanna do to make it a meaningful and fun holiday?

some told me that my hols is already v meaningful with all the upcoming events.
yes indeed =]
but i wanna do something apart from all these too.
like maybe go on a trip with good friends.
cycle across all the park connectors.
看看夕阳，吹吹海风，看看美丽的世界。
放慢脚步，检讨这一年的忙忙碌碌。
n maybe even learn something new?
haha suddenly tot of saving up to get a gd camera.
always loved to take photographs.
maybe this shall be the big aim for this holidays!

haha i dunno.
still thinking.
but things to do are set!
trainingSsS!
for the game and for the run! =]
get fit! stay fit and be fit!
haha..shall think of what i wanna do and go do it again!

for now,
double trngs and meet up w lx n mamas tml!
ip man with kid on sat!
things to look forward to! =]

oh..n yes.
wanna blog down abt my 2nd home - 48-2-918.
spent 2 sems there.
really loads of memories.
the whole of year 2 spent there.
the happy moments,
the sad moments.
thanks to roomie!
thanks to jiaying mama!
thanks to nan da champions!
these memories and the room.
the place where i cried over bad grades, sad things and stress.
the place where i lol with my champions.
the place where my roomie n i do stupid things when e stress lvl rises.
the place where i hide from the crowd.
the place where jy mama n i mug our whole day away.
never felt so much for a room be4.
maybe yr 2 had really been a very specia yr ba.
遇到了很多挫折。
也学会了很多。

在第三年的开始之前，我一定要更努力的为自己创造难忘的回忆。
做自己。
做自己想要的事。
因为，人长大了。
要努力的往前走。
创造属于自己的未来。=]

some of the fun and happy memories of my 2nd home.
n i will miss my best hall friend - jiaying mama.
so fast! 2 yrs had past.
no mre can9 breakfast. but we shall meet for macs breakfast in sch!
no mre mugging buddy during exam period. but we can stay over n mug during exam period!
no mre friend that i can rely on in times of sadness in hall. but we shall still keep in touch yups! i believe this one ok de la =P
and thankfully i still have my roomie! =P

haha alright..some pics to memo my special room.



welcome~ haha roomie, me and bumpbump (newly bought from jp!)


the garden (the nice view we get daily)


n hall life is not a bed of roses. we have to kill bugs!


jy and me =]


the day when i threw the keys and it dropped on the aircon! we had a gd laugh amidst the studying!


this is how we keep our pizza warm!


haha n here's our pizza after we had western food for dinner! =D not fat den weird wow (bu fei cai guai!)

haha yups!
loads of other pics.
but jus all these to memo ba!
gg to drink my 2nd cup of koi for e day n rest le!
take gd care every1!
night! =D
it had been a memorable yr 2.
time flies.
n here come the holidays!
pls let it pass slower.
n pls let me do more. =]

jiayou every1!
enjoy ur hols! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.my 2nd home for my 2nd yr.][

][.random lol.][

][.random lol.][

the line of the night that made me lol.
listening to yes 933.
刘若英 - 这是我的最新专辑 “在一起”=]
但是，里头有六首歌讲述的是没有在一起。

but there's one song tt i really like from this album - 我们没有在一起。



haha..amused by this line.
ok! back to work!
one last paper! loads of thoughts on loads of things!
shall keep everything till tml after 7pm!
n yes..it's my last night in hall for this sem!

take care every1!
Bye~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.a year later.][

][.a year later.][

a yr later.
this shall be our pact.
2222s. =]
take care, bye!

today is really a hard day.
triple combo of =[.
gg to slp soon n may tml be a gd day.

take gd care every1!
Bye!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.when things go the left way.][

][.when things go the left way.][

when things go the left way.
you just have to smile and wait for the right turn.
i will learn, to be stronger.

today is really not a gd day.
had not cried so hard for so long.
felt so silly to cry there.
but it really hurts within.

one thing tt can make me cry over.
i will work harder.
n pick up frm here.
frm where i fell.

it's nt tt i had nt encountered it.
it's just pain.
thanks loads to zl,cynthia, llz, cindy coach and moi.
thanks loads.
i swear, to never ever drop a tear over tt anymore.
but for tonight, just let em be.
roars! i will be ok =]
no worries!

ok! take gd care every1!
bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i will be ok.][

][.So much to look forward to.][

][.So much to look forward to.][

woke up thinking of everything tt's gg to happen.
things tt i m gg to make it happen. =]

1st thingSsS after exams..
work - uol,tuition
train - get back the fitness, the stamina, n improve on the speed, work on my left hand, my dribbling, my strength. + train for stand chart marathon.
fun - meet up w llz! mamas + lx! forever5 (this one have to be arranged)
random(s) - k-box, photo-taking sessions, golf, n just do crazy fun stuffs =]

may - work n train n train n train.
june - hopefully i can make it for the trip.
july - women's open.
aug - yog + prep for sguni!
sept - sguni + start of sch!
oct - 21st!

haha the nxt few months really very exciting =]
n i hope my grades this sem would improve *praying real hard with all my heart*
cz..i wanna go exchange la =]

woohoo.
plans plans plans.
jiayou fe!
jiayou every1!
can't wait to get back on track.
on court.

n koi's green milk tea is my fav =]
oishi desu!
exams allow me to have more family time by having less trainings.
n these are much valued.
thanks loads to daddy who never ever say it, but always so concerned n waiting for me to get back. =]
thanks loads to mummy who cooks for me just becoz i wanna eat something. =]
thanks loads to ah di =]


haha he is just stunned. hope he grows fast fast vertically! =]

hang in there people!
it's coming to an end le =]

ok! take gd care every1!
Bye~~

p/s: leg still hurts. rars! get well soon pls! =]
- song of the day. =] almost started the tap.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m taking all tt i learnt.][

][.just take care...][

][.just take care...][

i guess that's what we need.
a cool down.
i guess it's my immaturity.
i guess it's everything that toil on.
it's the differences in how we view things.
i hate that things go this way.
but i guess this is really what we need.

a cool down.
everything deleted.
bye.

if a year later, we could still talk..
den this friendship is really worth it. =]
if not, just remember the gd things from the past.

i really hate quarrels.
peace to the world.
all drained.
after cooling down, i just laugh at all the immaturities of myself.
2 yrs ago, this happened.
2 yrs later(now), this happened again.
moi say when i turn 23, it will happen again.
i hope not. =]

don't ask me what happen.
i believe a yr later, i will look back and lol at myself.
just like how i lol at myself now.
but for now, i need the break.
take gd care every1!

can't wait to meet up with llz nxt wk.
i need a joy-therapy. =]

n meet up w mamas n lx for a belated celebration =]

end of exams! start of a meaningful holiday!
smile and face everyday!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Thoughts.][

][.Thoughts.][



had my 3rd paper ytr. (tues)
haha just praying for the best for all of them.

went for a late night jog all by myself =]
din noe where i wanted to jog till.
din noe how long i wanted to jog.
just started jogging.
decided to go see some stars.
the moon was bright n it turned mild.
the stars were not seen till i reached the beach where it's darker.
just listen to the songs on my ipod.
n let my legs get me where i wanna go. =]
it's the kind of jog tt every1 need once in a while.
a time all to yourself.
a solid gd 45mins to an hour.
to think about things.=]
it was gd.
haha n yes! i m gg for stand chart 2010!
excited abt it!
cz gg to do it w llz =] let's jiayou tgt kid!

came bac after e jog,
n watched tuesday reports! 星期二特写!
haha mummy told me tt's my fav show when i was young.
n i still love it.
ytr's story was abt this couple who's dream is to sail the world.
n they did it. they were prof n student who were ten yrs apart.
haha n the report's title for this few series is 寻找爱。
at the end, the guy said something which i realli like.just wanna share =]
when you're not sure if you love some1. it means tt you don't.
when you're sure that you love some1. it means tt you realli do.
v g but v true ba =]

for today,
went to eat lunch w mummy <3
study, train and went to watch date night.
n here i m. =]
highly recommend "date night" if you need a gd laugh =]
it's really funny.
haha love e scene where e car got stucked to e cab.
e whole show was nice n funny.
had not laughed so hard for so long.
we all need to laugh it out =D
n now..just looking forward to the end of exams n mongjia w llz =]

was talking to moi ytr.
n she reminded me of jc times - some past.
it was vv nostalgia.

everything seemed so blurred now.
my memories seem to be really stored somewhere where i m unable to retrive it anymore.
is it gd or bad? =]
i guess tt's part of e whole thing ba.
happy-sad-forgotten.
or rather just =] of it being remembered.

haha ok..just some random thoughts.
exams period always make me nostalgia.
n i edited this post 3times.
cz..somethings are just not worth it.
n there's no need to note things tt i dun wan to be reminded off.
cz..that's non of my business.=]

haha n back to happier thoughts,
i will miss my study n best buddy in hall nxt sem ba - jiaying mama.
jus eating our life and studying our life away.
*thumbs up*
will blog mre abt this after exams.
take gd care every1!
bye! =]

p/s. i love 东来东往's songs =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.2 mre to go!.][

][。千变万化。][

][。千变万化。][

想了许久。。
决定了 - 千变万化就能形容我现在的想法。

长大后，发现世界的千变万化。
东西不停的在改变。

人与人之间的关系，能在一夜之间改变。
也能在不知不觉中渐渐的淡化。
不是我不知道。
只是，小时候会努力的挽回。
长大后，有时真的太累了。
不想去想。

人生真的今日不知明日事。
只能努力的，快乐的过每一天。 =]

haha don't worry ppl!
i m ok! =] haha just some thoughts crossed my mind while studying.
haha stress lvl did emerged today.
guess it's e expectations ba =]
hope this is a gd source of motivation for me.
a bit tired now.
shall rest n keep gg!
u too yups! rmb to take breaks whenever needed.

haha n jus something to note.
i even thought of my fyp idea while revising hg213 today - madness.
jus feel tt my white hair is growing mre.
my eye bags growing bigger.
my stomach growing fatter!
haha but nbm la. it's exam period n i allow myself to eat all i want.
food = life.
just great.
haha it's gg to be madness till tues be4 i can take a short break n keep gg!

haha ok!
take gd care every1!
shall go off to do work le!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.H.I.T.][

][.1 down, 4 to go & my leg is burning!.][

][.1 down, 4 to go & my leg is burning!.][

had my 1st paper today.
1 down 4 to go.
n i am already so tired.
dun tink i will be able to do work tonite.
shall shower n wake up to do tml.
haha had jap n went for aijisan dinner.
super full.
n here's my leg.
still swelling.
but i shall go for a jog if i can wake up in time tml.
eat too much over e few days.
exams jus make me fat.









ok! take gd care every1!
Night!=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.tiredness.][

][.acupuncture.][

][.acupuncture.][

finally went to the doc today.
had my 1st acunpuncuture in life. =X

doc: what's ur fav no.?
me: ten
doc: oh that's a gd number! we shall have 10 needles!
me: =_="



it was ok =]
it kind of helped.
but e bruises are all out nw.
n e bruise at e botton of e leg = due to gravatiy force.
quite tired nw.
haha. but there's food tt will keep me gg! =]

take gd care every1!
jiayou with work!
have faith in yourself! =]
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][

][.斗志，忍耐.][

][。斗志，忍耐。][

斗志是看着对手的眼睛并告诉她，我绝对防得住你。
忍耐是？
痛也不说出口。
或许吧。

哈哈。。
明天要去看医生了。
希望没事。

只能希望没事。


ok! take gd care every1!
jiayou with exams!
take a break when u need it ba! =D
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.extreme mocha =].][

][.把一切跑“抛”在后头.][

][.把一切跑“抛”在后头.][



心情不好时，总喜欢出去跑跑。
呼吸新鲜空气。
看看美丽的星辰。
把烦恼往后抛。
迈开脚步往前跑。

猪脚仍出去透透气。
没有特别的不开心。
就是有点闷。
跑完后，心情也好些了。

haha today was a simple day.
lect, cut hair, late lunch, early dinnner.
prep to do work, jog n back here now.
thanks for e jog running buddy! (thou u wun see this)

ok! take gd care every1!
shall start on work le!
hope leg will get better soon!
e ice is realli cold!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.也许会比较快乐.][

][.猪脚.][

][。猪脚。][

haha so much to say.
yet nothing much to say.
cough & leg, pls brace up.
recover soon.
with the submission of e last report.
it's full blast time for work.
can't wait for a gd cup of coffee n a whole day of studying tml.
ok! shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee~ =]

a nice song tt i love.


SHE 愛我的資格 (a very old song of theirs)

把手放了 我也許會比較快樂
我也許會換個情人 我也許不會再撐

真的夠了 能不能讓雨別再下了
能不能讓心別再疼了 能不能不要開燈

我們的愛跟著 你寫的劇本
出現了越來越多的角色
我是你什麼人 如果不是情人
是不是不要再浪費我的 人生

你比我更清楚 你對我多好
多溫柔 多認真 不構成愛我的資格
除非你只看著我 想著我 只有我
愛本來就該獨一無二 為你傷心多一點 少一點
流下的眼淚都一樣不值得 世界上那麼多人
只有我 一個人 能拯救自己的快樂
不要再為你哭了

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

][.Take each day, one at a time.][

][.Take each day, one at a time.][



with reports being settled one after another,
the madness with work is coming to an end.
n the study madness is just about to begin!
one last report - cs818.
n i m off to my mad mugging.

realli love how i get to study on e train rides back from trng. =]
cough ain't getting better.
but i shall be guai n stop drinking cold drinks.
so may e weather be gd tml!
n may i not get choked suddenly.
e many instances of sudden choke n cough is jus mad.
i even prepared a plastic bag in times tt i cannot rush to e toilet in time.

went to trng today.
it's physically fit yet unfit.
wanted to do much more.
but e air just can't reach e lungs.
somehow it's stucked.
thanks to coach for sparing me frm all e runs.
got a super tight calf which caused me to limped all e way back here.
for tt moment, i was realli afraid tt it wuld be e knee.
thankfully, it's not =]
just let it recover soon ba lao tian ye!

e song on my playlist for these days - 忘了哭 (jacky cheung)
haha no idea why too.
maybe it's the "pride" vid ba =]
"footprints in the sand" is also v nice.

that reminds me of something..
write the good things tt ur friend had done for you on e stone so that it will be carved and remembered forever.
write all the times tt u all disappoint each other in e sand so that it will be blown away by the wind.
same for everything.
happy thing = on e stone.
sad thing = on e sand.

i will choose to write down everything tt happened too late n sad, on e sand.
so tt it will be taken away by the wind.
cz the moment had passed.
n e words came too late.
let's keep the happy moments on e stone. =]

ok!
shall go off to do my last report.
n start full blast on studying!
n sometimes, i really cannot imagine my life without basketball. =]
and "The climb" is really a v nice song.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.fight hard!.][

][.Smile and the world will smile with you.][

][.Smile and the world will smile.][

haha just as i was hoping that coughing would be the final stage of my wk-long sickness.
i m wrong.
been coughing my lungs out for the past 2 days.
coughed till i ran to puke during trng ytr.
haha tt's still ok, cz it isn't the 1st time anyway.
but just great.
puked twice today thanks to the coughing.
u cough till u cry n everything "comes out".
rushed to washroom during cs818 today and while printing my notes (after jap listening and oral) at chi lib today.

haha but tt's jus some of my rantings for coughing so badly.
i learnt something today.
something tt warms my heart.
after coming out of e toilet near the chi lib,
i saw e cleaner auntie..(i would think tt she wanna "kill" me)
haha the thought of reassuring her that the toilet is clean occured.
but be4 i knew it,
it was not reprimanding.
it was a complete's stranger's act of concern.
she smiled and asked me if i am ok.
and asked me to take care and drink more water.
and asked if i had seen the doc.
just smiles.

how often would you have the courage to ask a complete stranger if she is ok?
i guess most of us would just wonder within us if that person is ok.
but who would have the courage to ask if she is ok? =]
we would most probably think tt the person will feel tt we are poking our nose into things that don't concern us.
but at moments such as today, i feel the sincerity in the auntie and the smile.
it felt really much better.
smile, and the barrier between people is down. =]
even if it's not completely, partially it will be.
smile and pass it around.
you never know when you would make some1's day. =]

treat people the way you would wanna be treated.

for now, i just wish to recover asap.
went to gym to jog and work on my legs.
can't afford to let stamina go down the hill.
it had already went down the valley.
gotta pick it up.

haha ok.
just some random thoughts.
take gd care every1!
drink more water and eat more vitamins C.
Bye~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.and i love my gazouku.][

][.A smile, is something you can give away & still keep.][

][.A smile, is something you can give away & still keep.][

顶尖流行音乐电台yes 933.
haha my favourite =]
it's really nice to listen to fm and do work.
today was a long day.

went for yog's 1st course trng at 9am today.
n can't slp till 4am last nite.
so, it's really amazing tt i woke up n went in time for it.
quite excited for it.
guess it will be an experience and i will learn loads from it ba =]

went back to school after tt.
for momo's shooting w sh. =]
it was random fun.

haha went for tuition after which.
it's fun.
it's nice to impart knowledge to e younger generation and seeing them use the phrases that you taught them can be so fulfilling =]
it's been close to 3 yrs since i taught my longest "kid"?
haha..e bond is what keeps me going. =]
e way they call "jiejie".
haha..yes i have a bao bei didi at hm. n i love him so.
but these "kids" 5 boys, 1 girl - always have ways to amaze me and make me smile.

came hm, apply for hall n surf ard fb.
saw moi's tag of all the great old days.
lol and amazed by how skinny i really was. (now jus great)
haha..all e growing process.
it's really so memorable. =]
n added some of my collegues on fb.
haha..those ppl were in my life for a yr.
n taught me so much =]
it was realli a mixture of experience.
a 1st encouter w the society.
n i do miss them so. =]
haha i tink i can still rmb e extensions of their desk.

haha ok.
i better go study le.
there's jap oral n listening on mon.
brain.dun fail me.
running nose - blocked nose - cough.
is this a recovering process? =]
i guess it is.

oh..n heard 刘若因 - 我们没在一起 on 933 today.
it's really a nice song.
歌曲总能如此潇洒。
生命中又能承受起多少次的潇洒呢？
我真的不晓得。=]

take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][

][.Status: Sick.][

][.Status: Sick.][

最讨厌生病。
officially sick for 2days.
hopefully i can recover soon.
cz, the mind just can't function when one is not in e right state of mind.
everything tt comes out from e left state of mind is just not right.

took leave from trng ytr n today.
dun tink i wuld wanna worsen it any further.
it's exam nxt wk.
breathe breathe *blocked nose*

take gd care of yourself every1!
drink more vitamins C!
drink more water!
dun fall sick! =]

ok~ shall go shower n set of for home n rest n work.
this is gg to be a mad weekend!
n there's presentation n oral n listening on mon!
ok..all e best to me!
haha ytr was quite funny..
lms friends were saying..
A: "We need a miracle to complete the assignment"
B: "Yes we need a miracle, must pray for one"
A: "Die, we don't even have time to pray"
A & B to others: "Pray for us!"

Take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.recover recover!.][

][.The mad race against time =X.][

][.The mad race against time =X.][

the verdict is out.
death.
the next month will be madness.

but.
it's ok.
breathe in n fight hard!
fe = iron.
iron = strong.

haha..but if u see me not smiling,
sorry yups!
haha..too tired le =]
but i m ok!
jia you everybody! =]


Determination

If you can't get through the mountain, try going around it.
If you can't go around it, try going over it.
If you can't go over it, ask yourself if getting over to the other side is all that important.
If it is, set your heart out to dig a tunnel through it. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.dig a tunnel through it!.][

][.Smiles.][

][.Smiles.][

smile.
cz i get to spend a gd weekend!
happy birthday mummy! <3
managed to get off trng earlier to have dinner with family n god family for mummy's birthday. =]
always love these precious moments spent with the beloved family! =]

it's gg to be tough weeks ahead.
facing all the deadlineS.
n all the trainings.
but jus smile n face it.
笑着面对。
jiayou ppl!
ok! shall go study rm with jiaying mama le! =]
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

p/s: there's no friendship that is built to destroy. =]
。。的挫折让人越变越成熟。 =]
let bygones be bygones.
let go of the past.
for friends ain't supposed to leave each another in the lurch.=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.明天以后.][

][.You never know, till the end.][

][.You never know, till the end.][

they kept my heart in e air for 93mins.
but they kept the hopes alive with merely 1 min left in e game.
thankfully they did.
if i had not said be4,
i m a gunner's fan =]
go arsenal!
you really never know, till the end.
the chase for the title ship continues =]

ytr n today had been relatively nice.
ytr was spent w family n the pigs.
went shopping with mummy n didi got loads of food n stuffs =]
studied w moi for a while be4 meeting the rest for a movie marathon at wen's hse.
haha as usual, i failed in the marathon.
only managed to watch one movie - the blind side.
highly recommended.
really nice movie.
showed us that there's really good people on earth.

went to sleep around 5plus am?
thanks to jing who helped me lay out e tatami. =]
woke up officially at 12plus pm.
we ate breakfast.
for the 1st time, it ain't processed food.
thanks to wen's parents.
as usual.
when it's 5 of us.
it's just great.


moi is jus so g in this pic! =P



introducing fungi's new love - cocopops aka popsy!
n here's offie with us - forever6 =]

haha the other pics are too unglam to be shown =P

came hm n went to tuition.
n now i m bac hm.
cycled in e rain thur n fro.
but it was colder on e way back cz it was really pouring.

ok. better get down to work le!
cs818's night.
n i kept seeing this nowadays - we won't take pics of things that we wanna forget.
very true =]
but what if we wanna forget that thing one day?
would you choose to delete the photo?
just a random qn.
cz..i have no idea.
but i have yet to do so. =]

alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.till the end.][

][.Random Quotes!.][

][.Random Quotes!.][

haha currently in hg211's lect.
no worries, i am listening to my lect.
but exploring facebook too.
saw a love quote on one of my friend's wall and love it so..

When you found a reason to walk away,
never look back..
Just keep walking..
It's better to get lost walking than to get stuck and stranded broken. =]

haha ok!
back to lect!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep walking. =].][

][.Picardsso.][

][.Picardsso.][

haha i forgotten to blog abt e vvv pretty cards tt i bought today!
haha they made my day! =]

places tt i wanna go..someday =]







haha apart frm the happy bday tt is meant for npo.
the rest, i tink i jus wanna keep ba! =]

ok..random post! go check out e cards if u like it too!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.nice cards.][

][.To be the best, you have to beat the best.][

][.To be the best, you have to beat the best.][

jus saw this on the article which was talking abt arsenal's showdown with barcerlona.
all the way arsenal!
all the way arsharvin! =]

to be the best,
you just have to beat the best!
i believe deep down inside every1, there's a desire to win.
some may show it out,
some may not.

whichever category you belong to,
just wanna say..
have faith in yourself.
n work hard.
that's only when you can be proud to say that you tried e best. =]
there's really many things tt's possible!
it's all in e mind. =]

that's why i love marathon.
n i m gg to challenge myself again this yr.
hopefully more prepared to get a better timing. =]
you never try, you never know.

i hate to have regrets.
i really hate to.
especially after so many minor things tt have happened.
i really learnt that..there's so many things tt you won't know till you try.
n i really learnt that i hate to be second.
if i can't be the 1st, i rather not be in the picture.
i never know tt i can be so persistent.
but now i do. =]
cz it hurts too much to be second.

god dad or daddy used to tell me that..
the one in e second placing always feel e shittest.
cz..e one in e 3rd place will be contented tt at least they got a placing.
but e 2nd will always live in e regret of nt getting 1st. =]

so..i m just gg to keep gg n be e best tt i can =]
some pics frm kem's carnival tt i like =]






keep gg team! =]
alright! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it's nt tt i like to win, it's just tt i hate to lose.][

][.Safe in a crazy world.][

][.Safe in a crazy world.][

sitting in front of my piles n piles of notes,
my laptop n all.
there's so much tt i nd to do.
but there's jus no idea where to start from.
*breathe in* breathe out*
haha ok..cool down if u are feeling as panicky as me.

we can never go back and make a change..
but we can always start frm now and make a difference =]
you can do it!

corrinne may's songs = to te mo ii desu.
my loves nowadays.
vv nice melody and calming.

haha n now i m all red n burnt frm ytr's 3 on 3.
but glad tt we made it =]

alright..shall go wash my face n try to start for my work.
jiayou every1!
we can do it! =]


enjoy the song..=]
take gd care!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep me safe in a crazy world.][

][.Good Buys!.][

][.Good Buys!.][

ran the 1st leg of run around s'pore for ntu today with nan da! =]
super tired.
slept at 4plus am.
woke up at 7plus am.
ran, went back to hall and wash clothes, rest and watch 就想赖着你. =]
love jerry!
den went to parkway w roomie and momo.
wanted to buy mummy n npo's present but end up buying things for myself!






haha spent 60bucks and got..
shoes, belt, shirt and shorts!
mummy says it's gd buy!!
she say it's worth the money and i should dote on myself =P
jus remember to earn the money back! =D





went to tuitionS after that!
haha n i did not eat lunch.
went to meet van, employer, llf and moi for dinner at buddy hodges.
n back home now =]

waiting for hair to dry!
den rest..cz tml is gg to be a whole day of 3 on 3!
jiayou team kem! =]
let's do it!

haha oh..n while doing hg213's proj..
digged out some baby pics.
haha..the crybaby me will smile so radiantly whenever there's food!(since young) =P

haha ok..just for laugh!

haha ok! take gd care every1!
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.life is like a marathon!.][

][.Growing up.][

][.Growing up.][

really thankful for each day that i get to live.
live each day to the fullest. =]

every moment tt u r sad,
u lose tt moment of happiness.
hence i shan't be angry, sad n all as much as i can.

thankful for all the pillars in life.
they are the anchor to the life when things goes too fast n too furious.
thanks to llz. it always feels much clearer and motivated after each rants. =]

overslept n was 10mins late for lesson today.
knew tt was coming.
so packed my bag e night be4.
been having weird dreams.
dreams tt make me 哭笑不得.
3 in a row.
tt shuld be it.
pls let tt be e end to all these! =]

had trng.
shot in a 3pt and draw the game =]
maybe it was luck. but it was a gamble too. =]
for e game i love, i hope i can play it w more maturity.
bit by bit. gradually.

for e endless amount of work.
jus wanna say thanks to my course mates who wun see this.
thanks for accomodating with my training timings n hafing discussion at 1130pm earliest.
thanks loads guys!
let's fight on! =]

n after hearing frm llz abt what happens at the Emergency dept,
everything else tt happened seems so minor.
cherish each moment that you have =]

ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~~ =]


song of the day - 東來東往 - 連哭都是我的錯

][.10.fe.15.][
][.If you want the rainbow, endure the rain.][

][.Stay the Same.][

][.Stay the Same.][

Joey Mclntyre - Stay the Same.
Song of the day!

love the lyrics.
a belief that i always have.
no1 should change for any1.
stay the same =]
coz..u r as good as you can ever be =]
the song says out what i wanna say..
so...enjoy the song!
and just be yourself, learn to love yourself and you are the best!
have faith in what you do and you will make it through! =]

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

apart frm the song..
jus some random thoughts.
this is a v tiring wk.
rest-less wk.
trngs n non-stop events n work.
it's driving me a bit crazy.
i guess..tt's why i thought of random stuffs such as these ba..

rest-less: less rest
care-less: less care and concern
heart-less: haha the meaning itself is very obvious =P
sleep-less: less sleep
haha the "linguist" in me will tell you that which ever thing that you add the suffix "-less" will turn out to be something negative as seen from the data above.
any other stuffs that you can add the suffix "-less" and yet be positive?
let me know ok!
haha..cz all that i have now are jus "-" =]

ok..back to work!
roars! fight hard!
yes! keep the faith and the stars will surely shine again! =]
take gd care every1!
Bye!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.nightmares, nightmares go away!.][

][.Honesty.][

][.Honesty.][

my day is normal n nice =]
woke up 6am.
dragged myself to school.

jap was nice.
went jp with dinner w employer. =]
had carls jnr cz employer had craving!
but she onli ate cheese fries with loads of salsa while i had a whole meal!!
rars =P
den we went to shop for wed's lunch!
employer is cooking pasta for me! =D hee
i m e luckiest employee man =P

came back n skip the fats away.
joined jy mama,zx n roomie to do work in study rm.
n nw i m back here =]

heard a sad song which reminded me of music diary.
Honesty by Rodney Atkins.
simple lyrics which can break your heart.
it's like a story being unfolded.

He said,"Just think it over,and write me a list"
"So we can figure out what we both deserve"
She hardly could believe it,that their love had come to this
Dividing and deciding his and hers
But she grabbed a paper napkin and asked the waitress for a pen
An one by one she wrote down what she wanted most from him

Honesty,sincerity,tenderness and trust
A little less time for the rest of the world
And more for the two of us
Kisses each mornin' I love you's at night
Just like it used to be
The way life was when you were in love with me

She reached across the table and placed it in his hand
And said,"You know this isn’t easy for me"
As he thought about the new car the house and the land
And wondered what that bottom line would be
And a thousand other things that she'd want him to leave behind
But he never dreamed he'd open up that napkin and find

Honesty,sincerity,tenderness and trust
A little less time for the rest of the world
And more for the two of us
Kisses each mornin', I love you's at night
Just like it used to be
The way life was when you were in love with me

Well,he fought back the tears as he looked in her eyes
And said “I don’t know where to start.”
And she said,"Everything on that list in your hand"
“Is written somewhere in your heart”

Honesty,sincerity just like it used to be
The way life was when you were in love with me

v beautiful lyrics.
reminded me so much of music diary.
how ppl regret only when things are over.
but it's just too late.
how many second chance are you given in life? =]

sometimes, you take so long to find a word to describe how you feel.
you take ages to find a sentence to sums up all.
i guess i finally find a sentence to sum up all i feel. =]
if i am sorry.
the only thing that i m sorry for is..for all the things tt i can't say.
somethings are better left unsaid.
thanks jy mama for letting me und why i m feeling this way.=]

aw..one song's lyrics is stucked in my head nw.
but i dunno what's e song..
so blog down e lyrics 1st =]
我想着想着泪都干了
我想着想着天又亮了
我不想再想了
这一次说真的算了.

haha no worries ppl!
all is gd =]
jiayou with sch work man!
i shall go rest n jiayou for my presentation tml! =D
smiles and the shadow will fall behind! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.always hurt the most but is the best.][

][.Nice Sat!.][

][.Nice Sat!.][

12hrs.
i woke up at 1230pm.
rushed for lunch w the pigs.
went to project.
went to tuitionS.
n went to meet the pigs for dinner.
it's nice and enough for my sat =]

why?
meet ups.
studies.
n money earned!
all in a day within 12hours =]
time is stretched to e max.

cycled to meet the pigs who went to eat small cage buns buffet be4 tt.(w/o me, cause i gt project n tuitions)
e wind is so cold.
e stars n moon so nice.
n i saw e kites with the lights.
lovely nite =]

just love my day.
n wanna say..
no matter what happens, u lean on me and i lean on you and things will be ok.
lifetime friend will support each other on all the decisions for a lifetime =]

ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
bye~~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.只要好友开心，我就挺你 =].][

][.倔强.][

][.倔强.][

我和我骄傲的倔强。
就算失望，不能绝望。

trying to teach my tuition kid chinese through chinese songs.
so..mayday is on my playlist for e day.
haha 倔强。
每个人都有倔强的一面。
因为，比想象中还要坚强。

went to changi airport right after lesson ytr!
a pic tt i took when i took e skytrain frm t2 to t3.



some time alone is always gd =]

went to meet gan die and c mei for dinner! hee
den walked ard t3.
chatted and ketchup w c mei.
haha she's already sec4. just how time flies.
but she's forever my younger sis =]

chatted n chatted till we see didi!
another one which made me feel so old.
these two are the ones tt i get to see em grow.
from babies till now.
shall find a day to bring em out for movie when i m free! (after exams)




after getting didi, we went to get daddy n mummy!
haha den came home.
gosh. super tired.
i waited till ard 9?
haha it's e 1st time tt 3 of em go overseas n I go pick em up!
usually, it's e other case. =]
but glad tt they enjoy e trip!
n got stuffs for me! =D

haha..so now i m back hm after trng.
slept my whole afternoon away after tuition in e morning.
n now i m watching a korean movie "a moment to remember" on channel u.
n doing project at e same time.
haha i guess..it's gg to be another sad sad typical nice movie.
shall go do work le!
if e movie is nice, i will blog abt it again.
因为宽恕是给自己在心里留一些空间。
a line from e movie which is cool.
jus wanna blog it down to share.
n e movie is nice n sad =X
losing ur memory.
sometimes, forgetting can be so scary.
i guess that's why we wanna note down everything that happened and that's worth remembering ba =]
n my roomie told me tt i told her abt this show loads of times!
haha n i told her no.
but as i watch n watch..
i tink..i realli watched this show be4 n i loved it =]
haha gosh! i m losing my memo too! =X
haha jk!
ok..here's a clip w e movie n e nice song which i love too. =]


tml is gg to be a packed day!
meet up w em =], project n tuitionS.
this is my sat. n i will =]

take gd care every1! =]
Bye~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.stretch ur time!.][

][.yums!.][

][.yums!.][



chocs really have the effect to make someone feel happy!
jus ate the sinfully nice slice of cake that employer gave me!
n feel so loved! thanks loads employer!
the walk back from hall 1 to hall 9 was *thumbs up*
the stars were realli nice tonite as compared to last nite =]

trng in the pool was gd!
thou water had always been my fear.
but the work out was cool.
1st time i managed to sit on the ground inside the pool thanks to cynthia n jayne's patience in teaching! =] n weibin's patience too! haha practically whole team!
it was realli fun! =]
thou i had calf and toe cramp *cui*

n nw i m back here..eating my choc cake!
gg to fetch didi, daddy n mummy frm e airport tml!
haha tt means i will haf to miss trng n lpbt!
sorry sorry..cannot leave my baby didi there =]]
n looking fwd to my presents! lol. n of cz all their experiences in hk!

haha nowadays..onli like to blog abt happy stuffs! =]
cz like this den can sustain the happiness.
unhappy things just leave it behind! =]
cz..i m so much more fortunate than many of the people in the 3rd world country. =]

ok! take gd care every1!
Bye~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.white lies.][

][.becoz we grow and learn.][

][.becoz we grow and learn.][

every step that we take.
every decision we make.
decides what we are today.

i used to wish that this happened in real life.
especially during my jc times.
but as i grow, i discovered that i don't need this to happen in real life. =]


coz..

life goes on =]
everything that happened along the journey will jus make u learn n grow from it.
e gd things will make u =]
e bad things will teach u..


as i looked back, i smiled.
but i und that there's only moving on n i had moved on.
somethings are better left unsaid. =]

thankful for roomie n moi =]
for more than words can say.

rest well everyone!
jia you with life! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.cz there's no backspace in life =].][

][.Spoilt Kid!.][

][.Spoilt Kid!.][



baby didi went hk today =]
after tut, project, trng was cancelled.
so went IT fair with daddy and mummy.
n bought my harddisk, a bag n a levis shirts.
haha woohoo!
it's always gd to go out with daddy n mummy!
n there's my pluto soft toy that daddy n mummy bought after they went to send didi off to hk.
haha gazouku loves! =]

n we went to 85 to eat.
eat till we roll! =]]
n here i m!
back hm n ready for the week.
daddy n mummy are flying off tml!
may they have a safe, fun n memorable trip!
n didi sms-ed us.
haha super cute sms with his love for e bathtub in e hotel! =P

haha end here le!
let's jiayou for the wk ahead! =D
take gd care every1!
Bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.family loves!.][

][.for a better life!.][

][.for a better life!.][





just some funny road signs to share =P

haha no idea why these words kept ringing in my head.
fight hard fe!
for a better life! lol.
so g.
no worries! i love my life as it is.
but i wanna work and let it be better.

felt the need to be better.
in all aspects.
studies, bball, and jus myself as a whole.
haha..had my tuitionS day today.
tut tut n tut.
went to study a little in between.
n gosh..more of such is needed.
the focus need to be there =]
for a better life! fight for the gpa! haha

den went off to orchad to meet cks for dinner!
super sorry for being so late!
haha n i realli dun like crowds =X
feel v squashed!
haha meeting up w mamas n endless photo taking session was nice =]
cks were one of e nicest memories of jc =]

haha came hm n felt realli nt too fit n nice.
so worked out a little n decided to keep it gg!
resolution be4 i turn 21 =]
shhh.

haha n rewind back to ytr..
i forgotten to blog abt my cactus!
my poor cactus which was blown by e wind! =X
it had been w me since sec3? or maybe even sec2 =]
my strong cactus!
pls let it survive and all its 子子孙孙 survive too!
i believe my strong cactus can! =D



mummy n i did our best in saving it!
n i haf faith in it.
cz cactus survive all e tough times and remain tough n strong =]

oh and baby didi is flying to hk tml le!
haha..let him have a safe, fun and memorable trip ba!

haha ok! shall go transcript n rest le!
take gd care every1!
Bye~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.n i will be =].][

][.Nice show.][

][.Nice show.][



had always wanted to buy the vcd of this show.
but nv did.
was super happy to find out tt channel u would show it.
stayed awake for it!
n yes, it's worth it!
love e show! =]
love e combi of actor n actress. cz 新娘18岁 was acted by them too.
love how korean shows can make ur heart really feel the ache and lol at the same time. =]
this show managed to make me feel this way.
something tt i had not felt from show for a v long time =]

so..instead of sleeping,
decided to blog about this show! =]
n a very nice song tt was in the show.
realli sweet couple.
but too bad they broke up in real life =[.
hope to see more of their combi cz it nv fails to haf =] and =[.
n this is life isn't it? =]



haha ok..enjoy the song!
n catch e show if u nd a break from work.
had a gd rest for fri!
shall watch a bit more of their clips,
rest and jiayou with work a little in e morning be4 the tuition combo and dinner w cks!! =D

take gd care every1!
Bye! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

][.Realisations.][

][.Realisations.][


my smiley which i got for RM7 when we went for yayun's wedding. =D

yes yes.
*a pat on e shoulder*
i survived the wk. =]
cs818 paper presentation.
hg342 quiz and assignment.

smiles to hg213 and hg211's quiz.
always gd to share gd results w mummy n daddy.
make u feel so young again.
like a kid who proudly present ur parents w ur grades n waiting for them to say "gd job", which they did.
nothing else matters more than that.
mummy always say 读书是为了自己 which i totally agree.
but when u can share ur joy w ur parents..it feels gd too. =]

had dance session during gym trng ytr!
haha it was fun.
seeing how the coach's sis dance!
haha so pretty, cute and nice!
make me imagine tt if i haf a daughter nxt time..i will let her learn dance! (if she dun like basketball ;p) haha jk..i will let em pursue whichever interest them! but that's provided if i have children. lol.

i m nv a person for dance.
but it reminds me of e council times when we have to learn dance for all e occassions.
a growing up process.
stepping out of comfort zone.
learning while leading.
that was then. =]
every decision you make,
moulds ur future.
very cliche but true.

den there was today's friendly with rj.
the encouragement and recognition from coach was much needed at times such as this.
thanks coach!
make me realise so many things.
thanks loads to my zhi fe zhe mo ni de roomie =]
i will keep working.
keep trying.
to give my best shot for the season. =]

haha went to meet employer for dinner w moi after tt.
seeing how we grow frm jc till uni.
n how employer look at me n tell me tt i have grew frm all the things tt happened ard me.
n we smiled.
lol at the "market value".
pepper lunch.
n now i m bac hm blogging.
it had been a tiring week.
but it was a mixtures.
tiring, fruitful, just keep fighting on! =]

haha alright!
end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee~~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Status: Rest Night.][

][.街角的祝福.][

][.街角的祝福.][

the wonders of songs.
from the stressed and sian mode..i became more relaxed n =] le.
thanks to all the nice nice songs.

really thumbs up for all the song writers and composers! =]
aw..wanna introduce a song to my blog for tonite.
sh had sent me this long ago.
just tot tt it was a nice song.
but upon knowing tt it is written by penny herself and what sparked her to write it.
thumbs up x2.
nice!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMF1AbAwJ4U&NR=1 - a link which intro what sparked her to write it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKqtkYEh-Mk - a link to listen to the nice song. =]

and some other nice songs.
all classic! haha
莫文蔚&张洪量-广岛之恋
陶晶瑩 - 離開我
曾宝仪 - 没有人

後來才知道 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX-pq9BS_OA&feature=related

nice songs,
nice mood.
back to my 40%!(20% each for quiz and assignment) jiayou! =P

take care every1!
Bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.nice.][

][.Cz there's only so much one can take.][

][.Cz there's only so much one can take.][

每个人都有24小时。
在这说长不长，说短不短的时限之内。。
需要做的事真的是两只手都数不完。

不喜欢埋怨。
因为，我是幸福的。
但，有时真的很累。

力。
我真的很努力的想要有力。
但还是不够。

课业，练球，生活。
发现自己近日比较想把时间花在课业上。
所以，有机会去香港的话，我一定会去。
我要离开现在停不下来的步伐。
我要到外头闯闯。
所以，就算不能去香港。。
我也很想努力的把成绩考好。。
然后，出国。

有些朋友问我。。“你放得下吗？”
之前的我或许放不下。
但，现在。。我很确定的放得下。
我过够这样的生活了。
把24小时排得满满的生活。
我想去闯闯。
想去看看世界。
远离这一切。

just some random rantings.
sorry ppl!
the only thing that could make me smile from the bottom of the heart for today is..
getting 4.5/5 for my hg213 quiz. =]
as for the =[ parts, shan't talk about it!
shall go do my hg342 now.
take gd care every1!
Bye!
I believe..tomorrow will be a better day! =]

n babies nv fail to make my day.
playing with katlin ytr for hg213's project really made my day!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.勇敢的往前走，不再依赖曾经.][

][.fight fight fight!.][

][.fight fight fight!.][

haha i had never thought that basketball is so violent.
i mean yes.
i know it's violent and rough.
but woohoo..so violent?!

haha maybe it's becoz of the weather.(the weather nowadays is madness! total!)
maybe it's becoz we all went all out to win.
tt's why i feel tt today's trng n 5 on 5 was especially rough.
it's like every open basket that you are going for..BE PREPARED!
haha you will be grabbed from behind and pushed and whatever.
just not spared!

haha it's really scary to play so violently.
but at the same time, it gives you the zeal and rar-ness to take ur opponent!
it's like come on! i am not afraid! =P
haha jk!

so tt's my woohoo bruised and battered day.
need to get fitter.
but for now..let's jus focus on my work!
堆积如山的功课.
haha not kidding man.
jus finished e paper presentation for tml.
gg to collect more data for hg213 tml.
quiz n assignment due on thurs. all 30% done due to the endless projects.
n there's endless readings, tutorials.
screams!
rars!

haha alright.
so g!
just fight on fe!
fight fight fight!
fight the work.
fight the game.
fight hard for this life! =]

alright! end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..=]

p/s:陈慧琳-不要说抱歉 is nice =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][

][.Fe in Wonderland.][

][.Fe in Wonderland.][

haha hard to nt guess correctly what show i went to watch ba =P
yes yes "alice in e wonderland".
not my kind of show but nonetheless enjoyed it!
Favourite line of the show "Tears can never solve a problem"
something along that line.

enjoyed the company tonite.
it's a weird yet nice company.
thanks to ling, moi, kg, qy and jeff.
the movie, asahi beer, stars, sea, moon and laughters were much needed.

so many things.
so many coincidence that reminded me of the past.
the last time that i went to pasir ris park to gaze at the stars etc.
but this time round,
i m back there with a nice grp of friends and a good asahi beer which had done me gd today! =]
what's in the past.
is really in the past.
i faced it today.
and i smiled at the past.
i think i did.
at least it was definitely not a =[.

nono..dun worry!
i dun drink very often and i dun encourage drinking!
BUT..a drink once in a while really helps =]
thanks for the beer. =]

it had been a relatively busy n mad recess wk.
but thankful that i get to catch up with people that i wun be able to if nt for the break-less break.
thankful for the chance to catch 3 movies within a wk.
it had been a long time seems i m so crazy to spend so much on movie within a wk.
but the 1st was on a wkend morning which is good.
the 2nd was the usage of the voucher.
only today's was slightly steep. i mean the price.
but it was =].

haha alright.
shall go on finish up some work.
n rest.
it's already 320am.
take gd care every1!
bye! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.一个人的我，依然微笑.][

][。或许。。][

][。或许。。][

或许。。
或许我真的很累了。
所以，无论睡多少都还很累。

累得很迷惑。
累得不知自己究竟在追逐的目标。
累得只想好好的放个假。

好啦！
不想,想了。
只想休息。
明天再努力。

晚安。



][.10.fe.15.][

][.Rainbow.][

][.Rainbow.][

had a good rest.
funny dream about me not being able to take pic w fab at emirates stadium.(must note down to tell wen!)
n back to work now be4 trng tonite.
saw this message in an email and smiled.

The rain is a necessary prelude to beautiful weather.
So even if your heart is in downpour right now..
It only means that it will become exceptionally beautiful in time. =)

yups! just keep believing, keep smiling.
i believe my rainbow will appear some time. =]


cz promises are meant to be kept.
if you cannot keep a promise,
don't make one. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.no more expectations.][

][.tired.][

][.tired.][

gosh.
another long day!
tuition, went to gym w sek, project all e way till ard 10plus 11 =X
wad a recess wk man!
e onli diff is tt i m bac hm!
thankful tt i get to chat w daddy today!
guilty tt there's not even time to have dinner w family.
rars!
there's still so much work.
i won't say one by one.
it's tonnes by tonnes.

haha as i m typing this..
my tiredness is seeping in.
supposed to do work.
but k.o-ing soon.
guess i will do tml ba!

may tml be a gd day!
may tonite be a sweet night sleep. =]

haha ok!
take gd care every1!
nitez =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.被伤过的人，就会懂得保护自己.][

][.Recess week - Break.][

][.Recess week - Break.][

tiring day.
sort of injured my knee.
long day w tuition, project and trng.
mad recess week.
practically no rest.
whole day of project tml! =X

but thankfully for a movie,
it makes my mood better =]
not tt it was bad!
it's jus tt..
whenever i get to catch a movie after a long day of madness..
it just takes me away from the madness and make me feel better =]

watched hot summer days.
not bad =]
i like.
haha..the movies tt i watched nowadays are all v nice =]

touching.
sad.
funny.
i like. =]
especially one of the post-its scene.
so nice!
but moi say..i dream faster! haha
ok..so i shall go rest and dream! =P

take gd care every1!
Bye!

ห่างกันสักพัก"
Hahng Gun Suk Puk
haha random.
nice thai song. lol.
quite catchy and learnt a new phrase..cz it repeats for 6mins! haha


][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep smiling cz memories are not meant to be forgotten.][

][.Happy 21st Wen!.][

][.Happy 21st Wen!.][

Happy 21st wen! =]
haha another 21st party.
feel so happy for her. =]

went earlier to help wen after meeting up w llz.
haha ketchup with llz was gd!
haha breakfast was good!
movie was nice n funny! easy to watch n lol. - 72 tenants.
walking around and updating each other abt life was gd! =]
once in a while, you just need to let each other know that you are still in touch w each other n will never walk away =]
thanks llz! =] never walk away! =]

haha went on to wen's hse after that.
haha started with the sandwich!
thankful for my 1st encounter as a helper for 21st,
i borrowed a t-shirt from wen!
cz..u r bound to sweat like mad.
haha changed n got on to work - sandwiches, tomatoes with cherries, streamers and all. =]
haha while making e endless sandwiches..(5 loafs) i told wen that i may wanna be a birthday planner next time.
haha there's wedding planner.
but jus wondering if there's birthday planner? =P
however..on 2nd thoughts, i decided maybe not!

haha why?
coz..when u plan for some1's birthday, it's for some1 that mean a lot.
it's for a special friend =]
for now..the 2 parties tt i helped with are v special friends =]
1 is my best roomie and good friend that had been there for years.
2 is for my bestest best friend! one that had been here for me all these years. through all the tears and pain. one that i would consider as my 1st and bestest best friend! no1 can replace her. =]

haha so..ya.
i won't wanna earn money for such occasion.
cz..when u help ur special friend,
from the bottom of ur heart, you hope tt everything goes well.
you hope that she will be vvv happy and blessed.
you hope that she will be the happiest person on the special day.
it's your way of saying "thank you my friend!" =]
haha every1 deserve a few friends who are willing to do all these for him/ her.
thus, there's no need for birthday planner.
cz the best planners are the ones that knows tt you deserve nothing but the best! =]

haha..so after helping out, went to shower n eat, played a bit of black jack.
see wen cut the icy hard rock ice cream cake.
took pics after pics!
n got "hurted" once n again!
haha jk de la.
i m not hurted! so dun worry jing! dun worry moi!
i can take all these le! i m perfectly ok le!
back to the fe that you all had known! =]
but my toe is indeed hurted! haha
but dun worry jing! it's jus an accident n it always happened! haha
so that's my happy n "hurted" night.
just wanna say, iloveus!
and wen, glad you enjoyed your 21st! =]
weloveyou! glad that we bought wad u wanted.
you not like a super big g!
haha did you realli think that we will just buy u book vouchers for ur big day?!
haha HAPPY 21st! You are the best and you deserve the best! =] (thou u may nt see this!)



i love this pic. somehow it just feels very 温馨. <3


haha one with offie! forever6!





forever5 and e "dream boots" =]

n did i mentioned, it's the 1st time that i hugged my best friend. ( i m nt a person who hugs. especially with these pigs! we dun ever ever hug cz it's too g for us! =P)
n it's the 1st time tt my best friend said that 3 special words that could make me cry.
this is the love of friendship.
a special bond that is unbreakable.
a promise for a lifetime. =]
i nv believe in forever.
but i know that you guys will be my lifetime BFFs =]
iloveus!

haha ok!
rest well every1!
i feel loved. =]
every single day that i get to breathe,
every single day that i get to spend with my family, forever5 and every1!
every single day that i get to do my favourite things..
is a day that is worth my smile.
so there isn't any day tt i shan't smile. =]

thanks to ahqin and ling for their care for my toe too! =]
nice nice day.
take gd care every1!
Bye~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.reason to smile!.][