][.Smile my friends!.][

][.Smile my friends!.][

haha ok 7/7/08 = my 1st official day off work since 2wks after my As = 29/11/07 =P
haha had my last day of work on 4/7/08.
thanks DISCO for the wonderful memories for my 1st official office job!
heh thanks to my nice nice admin dept in particular!
thanks to jinjin,cheryl,sachiko-san n sales admin dept n all for moulding mi for this 7mths =P
wells..life moves on =]
1st exposure to e adult world is a mixture of memories which i wuld always rmb =]
let these pics memo my stay dere ba =D


][.a mixture of sales admin,ce n sales ;p.][


][.my nice nice dept.][


][.n of cz, my ufo phone which tangles all e time.][

haha n apart frm e official end to my work n hafing a gd ktv session with my grandparents place with c mei n all, 5/7/08 = jing's bday!
haha let e pics memo e day ba ;p (tink i m too lazy for words nowadays ;p)
but still! Happy belated 19 jing! We love You! =P


][.Smiles G(s)!.][


][.thanks for e childish moments.][

haha hao la..end here le! take gd care my friends! n smiles!!!! cz u r nt alone =D
be positive ya! cz u r fortunate!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Seize e day.][

][.times3.][

][.times3.][

it's been quite some time since i blog.
hah bloggy.
life has been normal, nice?
tiring?
lol..i haf no idea.
maybe it's v simple n nice n i m jus too tired to blog =P
but still..i love my life! =D

immersing myself in e world of vcds n dvds.
life in e dramas are jus nice n far frm reality =P
hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.to make it true.][

][.i m back!.][

][.i m back!.][

haha i m back from e tai tai's lifestyle.
why is it e tai x2 life style?
u slp all u wan till ard 10am.
go for breakfast.
go shop till tea time.
haf lunch + tea break.
den massage.
n cont shopping!
den u go back to e hotel to rest.
n go for tonnes of food for dinner! (not forgetting to shop at e same time ;p)
haha overall this is a gd experience. =]
heh haf to apologise for e little "breakdown".
but wells..after an hr or so..things went back to normal =P
haha 6 days 5 nights jus zoom-ed past.
cool.
haf to tighten our wallets le =P
super tired nw =P so..let this pics memo this trip ba! =]


~Off we GO!~


~flying in e airplane~


~On the van to the hotel~


~Our 1st dinner at FUJI~
*gosh, we eat dao can roll le..BUT~


~we still went for earthquake at swensen~
*rolled back to the hotel =P*


~steamboat + buffet dinner!~
*met two holland ppl* haha


~dinner n photo taking with e bridge!~
*moi went up to sing! haha thou can't realli hear =P~





~after we alighted from our boat dinner e 2nd last day!~
*haha i skipped posting some of e pics in e middle, cz dere's too much le =P*


~haha lol, let this conclude e trip ba =P~

haha we had joy,
we had fun,
we had shag-ness.
but all = memories =]

hao la..i m super tired n fall sick le..so shall end here!
take gd care every1! byee..
haha my relaxing graduation trip =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.gd experience.][

][.time for a break!.][

][.time for a break!.][

haha in a few hours,
i m off to Thailand!
haha lao tian bao yu this trip to be safe and 5 of us would enjoy ourselves! =D
haha let's make this a memorable graduation trip ba!
off we go! =D
take gd care every1!
byee! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.6 days,5 nights.][

][.woah.][

][.woah.][

haha quite a lot of happening events had been gg on for e past few days.
wanted to blog but always too tired to. =P
shall jus do a random recall to remind myself of the little things tt happened. =]

~Sun~
went for guitar lesson which i can't play..den sph's table tennis event n bac hm to fetch didi n c mei for a movie.
haha those cute little kids. p4 n sec2. lol
we had tons of food man.
fried chicken, fried long beans, nachos combo, pasta.
haha n end up watching indiana jones. (a movie tt i tot i wuld nt watch ;p)
but wells..haha i enjoyed my day w e kids!
cz if nt nw..after they grow up..i m sure it wuld nt be e same experience =P
love em! =]

~Mon~
work was ok.
tuition was bad.
dun push my limits man!
walked hm frm tamp to pasir ris,
ranting to jing n moi =]
thanks pigs!

~Tues~
work was ok.
ketchup-ing w llz over mee sua was gd. =]
haha walked hm frm mrt after tt.
n yeah i love walking! haha
esp when i haf my mp3 w mi.
jus chill =]

~Wed~
everything was ok.
lol

~Thurs~
work was ok.
jus came hm frm a13's bbq.
haha n thanks to sh for walking e whole pasir ris w mi =P
lol.
as i mentioned, i fell in love w walking! =D
aw ketchuping w em was quite gd.
haha recalling e JC times.
gosh, it's jus a few mths..
but i feel old le =P
n i m hafing a tummy ache nw.
die le la.
haha aw it was a gd day =]

*random-ness*
i m nt a gd friend.
sumtimes, u jus wanna ketchup w those special peeps.
but e pace of life is too fast to be kept up w.
n sumtimes,
u jus feel like being laid back n enjoy e loner life.=X

hao la..end here le! live in e present and make it so beautiful tt it will be worth remembering. =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.treasure.][

][.treasure.][

no matter how little that thing is to your life,
treasure it.
cz u wuld onli noe e importance when u lose it. =]

went back to cgh to check out my right middle finger.
yups..thankfully there's no nd for op or wadsoever.
jus haf to leave it in e splint for 6 gd wks.
sighs.
jus 1 wk of nt playing basketball is a =[ le.

now, it's 6 mre wks.
ran ard e court while they had trng ytr.
it was a sigh.
'it' fell despite mi holding e head up to look at e stars.
sighs.
was in a nt too gd mood.
sorry to those tt i showed black face at =]
decided to cab hm cz jus dun feel like squeezing on e train.
sorry npo.

aw back to e finger.
when e temp splint was taken out.
wow..it was.haha
numbness.
cz it's been quite long since it moves.
got a permanent splint for 6wks.
hopefully 2 wks later when i go for e appt,
it will be in better condition =P

n treasure everything.
cz even a little finger can cause quite a bit of trouble w/o it. =]
so..treasure everything. =]
n pray for all e victims of e sichuan n myannmar natural disasters.
may they recover soon! =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

n special thanks to e hao huo ban - jeff for waiting w me cz even w appointments, e waiting time 'roxz'. haha xie la huo ban. =P (thou u wuld nv see this ;p)take care n get well soon! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.impossible.][

][.i shed a tear n u caught it.][

][.i shed a tear n u caught it.][

e best ship tt u can ever haf is..
friendship.
thanks wen! =] (my bff..haha ltr sum1 scold me =P)

aw e day hasn't been too gd.
work was ok.
but with e finger getting in e way.
n hitting it which causes pain.
e speed in work was cut down by much.
e agrh-ness.
apart frm tt, everything was rather normal n well.

driving lesson was darn bad n spoilt my day.
w e instructor scolding non stop.
i swear i was swearing in my heart for him to stop.
realli felt like screaming back at him.
wad a B*stard man.
get e hell out of it.
i was already super angry with myself n dere u r scolding n scolding.
i m sure tt helps.
in e end realli cmi n cried.
wad a b*stard man.
drain all my interests n anticipation for driving lessons.
agrh.

thankfully there's bff.
haha thanks for sitting thur e movie w mi.
i noe u jiu kuai cmi le.
thanks wen =D (a big smile for u)
n as i sat thur e show,
if dere's e 2yrs in e future,
i haf no idea how wuld i pull thur each day w/o my greatest ship.
每當我需要依靠你　你一定會在這裡
有你的地方 就有陽光
你總會在我身旁
i noe u wuld miss mi.
won't u? haha
dun worry for tt's e future =]
lets cherish now! =]

p/s: sorry sh =X

][.10.fe.15.][
][.again.][

][.6 weeks.][

][.6 weeks.][

right middle finger bony mallet finger deformity.
no basketball for u for 6wks.
may be a blessing in disguise?
haha i dunno.
everything happens for a reason.
but as i sat there for 40mins,
i realli felt like crying.
trng for e whole season,
ends w jus playing 1 game.
but nbm..everything happens for a reason =D
shuld be thankful tt it's jus a finger.
n it's just 6wks. =]
for now..i jus can't wait for fri to cum.=]
let mi noe wad i can do.

aw tt's jus e not too gd parts.
but basically, days r not too bad =P
got wen n jing to pei me for e non-govt days =P
thankie!!
"no govt" days:
.made of honour
.visitors of 230 (huo bans)
.macs
.pizza
.chilling!

haha n discussion for forever5's thai trip!
gosh..$_$ everthing needs $!
it's so diff as compared to ppl bringing u abroad.
haha we r all on our own!
l00king forward to our "bi ye lu xing" thou =P

hao la..fingers r tired le..end here!
take gd care every1! nitez!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look to e sun n e shadow will fall behind.][
][.impossible,thus can't fall into it.][

][.possibly.][

][.possibly.][

"now i had to live a whole week with this new word 'mass' " - The Kite Runner
now i understand how Amir of The Kite Runner feels.

now i haf to live with the word 'possibly'.
sighs.
pls be ok my dear finger. =X

haha today is quite a ok day.
shall nt mention e nt as gd parts =P


Good things tt happened for e day!!
.ketchup-ing w llz!
.bbt
.ba ku teh
.durians
.coconuts
.fries
haha satisfying! =D

went to catch e jnr's game after tt =]
thumbs up for e team work n spirit apart frm a little blunder at e last part.
keep gg ok!! =D
jia you!!

after which..went for tuition tt was cancelled cz e mummy forgotten =X
den went to doc n dropped by 230.
cz to quote xiao pang "it's onli once a wk".

hao la..tired le..n pls pray for all those victims in sichun n myanmmar!!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.pls be ok.][

][.voices of e heart.][

][.voices of e heart.][

this post is gg to be a random mixture of all tt i feel.
1st up.
uni life.
anticipating yet scary.
went for ntu's tea party today.
went dere as a lone ranger n met many other lone rangers.
haha i realli dislike e whole process of making friends all over again.
however..tink i did quite a lot of crapping afterall.=]
life has many obligations.
n i guess..mingling ard is jus one of it =]
realli haf to devote e whole of july to pulling up my socks for eng.
if nt, i m dead.
to sum up how i felt at e tea party,
it's like..fish out of e water.
but after a while, it was ok.
guess..it's e step i haf to take.
out of e comfort zone =]
jia you fe!

n tml..i m doing sum last min stuffs due to my indecisive attitude.
hopefully they wuld pick up their phones n everything wuld be successful =X
wells..realli haf to thanks llz n many more for their advice n suggestions =]
xiexie ni men!

hmm wad else ne?
basketball..
wells..haha i m e best cheer leader?
jkjk.
hmm fell down during warm up n had daisy n yun2 lol-ing at e toot move.
how great =P
n i realli haf to kudos to brave n strong ppl.
a smile despite e troubles is nv easy.
jia you!! support all those strong peeps! =D
cz i m nv one =X
wad else ne?
e knee is aching despite nt playing.
n i tink..e best period of bball is a history.
cz..i dun see anything else ahead tt wuld be as wonderful as those times be4 =]

den work..haha ending sooon!
hafin e whole july to relax n buck up! =]

n jus a random passing comment..
wen said i changed n prefer who i was be4.
i agreed.
i changed.
so..frm nw..
this moment.
i realli hope tt i culd be who i realli m.
ignore abt those talks n opinions of others.
but tt wuld nt be me.
no more.
sighs.
SMILEZ!

~look at e sun..n e shadows wuld fall behind~

end here le..take gd care every1! byeee...

][.10.fe.15.][

][.coz everything happens for a reason.][

][.coz everything happens for a reason.][

was about to blog about sumthings.
but e words pasted on my desk enlightened mi.
一切的一切都有它的因果。
所以我们永远都有路可以走。
你能找到一个理由难过，
也一定能找到快乐。

得到不一定能长久。
失去不一定不再有。

trng today was.
wells..haha like wad yayun says..
can onli use e subconscious mind to tell yaself.."JIA YOU!"
was telling yayun if this ends,
i wuld be ending my competitive basketball life here le ba =]
but like wad yayun says..maybe there's other things arranged?

haha n all of a sudden,
i recall this -> "Every ending is a beginning" =]

wells..i will hold on.
cz i love e game.
but how long more will it be?
i haf no idea.
i dun und why sum chose tt way.
but..i noe tt every1 thinks differently..
so smiles!
cz smile or cry, u still haf to live.
why not live it happily? =D

n there's always things to be happy over.
i passed my ftt.
n driving is so nice w gd soothing oldies =D

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.jus keep gg.][

][.jus keep gg.][

haha wanted to blog abt sumthings.
but wells..
jus feel e nd to guitar-rapy nw =]

rest well every1!
haf a great wk ahead!
n kem..jus keep gg! =]
n lol..a random comment BUT..ren bu ke mao xiang.
haha looks can n real person is diff =P

end here le..
take gd care ppl!
nitez! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.look up!.][

][.100% to remember the name.][

][.100% to remember the name.][

randomly searching on youtube for basketball videos.
MJ.
wow cool!
remember the name! =]

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

today is a different day frm the mono life.
woke up to join sh for breakfast. sorry for being so late! =]
den went back to vj to play bball.
after which, lunch and chilling a little at coffee bean.
it's been quite long since i get a break frm "work".

went for trng after which.
gosh, mus be e heat.
n a little thinking gg thur my mind.
was burning.
kinda sorry twds coach too.
cz wasn't in e gdgd best of mood.
jus in a mood of wanting to train hard.
so did nt haf much of a smile on e face.
so sorry to jiao lian n high frequency de!
cz it's been a while since i played w/o a smile during trng le.=]

trying.
realli trying.
do u noe?
do u feel e difference?
do u noe?
sumtimes, i hope u wuld guide mi more.
teach mi.
how and wad i shuld do?
here i am.
dere u are.
hardwork.
efforts.
commitment.
boils down to?
i do not know.

hao la..shal end here le!
wad a chilling day!
tuition is cancelled.
NO WORK!! muhahaha
byeee..

][.fe.][
][.i m who i m.][

][.life.][

][.life.][

been thinking so much.
been thinking about so many things.
setting e direction for e future.

work is sighs.
jin jin n cheryl are jus so nice.
sighs.
think..jus a while mre ba =]
eg.went to get my pdl today which delayed for 3hrs after lunch..n cheryl asked mi to take my time n rmb to eat lunch!!

tuition is tiring.
but..satisfying when e kids learn! =]
n always nv determine ya future too early,
cz i had always dreaded being a tutor..
BUT..
i haf 5 diff and adorable kids nw =]

basketball is..
still finding my way out.
searching.
training.
learning.
fighting.

friendship is..
seemingly far..
haha but knowing tt a few old ones are floating on strong.
thanks! =]
sumtimes maintaining the bonds are realli tiring.
trying.=]

life.
is a learning process.
n i m jus gg to explore more.
till den..live each day as thou it was e last.
n u wuld treasure it e most =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jus keep going.][

][.thankful.][

][.thankful.][

thankful.
i realli am thankful.
thanks for being alive.
thanks for hafing my family.
thanks for hafing forever5.
thanks for hafing nice friends.
thanks for being healthy.
thanks for everything.

life is a journey.
a learning journey tt u jus haf to keep going.
if u nv plan, u plan to fail.
but if u planned and worked hard for it,
e end result happens for a reason. =]

been quite sian-ed at work.
cz, there's nth tt i can do.
sighs.
but tuition and coaching is giving me a little joy.
esp teaching kids tt realli wanna learn.
it's such a pleasure. =]

hao la..tired le..shall end here..take gd care every1! byee..

~a lucky person is not one that has everything.
but one that cherish everything that he/she has.
i am lucky.~


][.10.fe.15.][
][.look at e sun & e shadows will fall behind.][
][.LMS.=].][

][.come on!.][

][.come on!.][

jus came home from trng.
might haf said sumthings tt i shuld nt haf.
but wells.
jia you snrs!
i realli realli realli wanna u guys to win. =D

alrite..hands are so tired tt i can't raise it up.
been quite long since i haf this feeling le.
no stamina.
no speed.
miss passes.
sorry to hui2 n daisy (thou u guys wuld nv read this).
come on kem!
come on!
bring it on man!

hao la..jus a random post.
n gosh, i m tired.
end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.tt's e feeling.][
][.jiayou.][

][.too much.][

][.too much.][

haha hasn't been blogging much.
quite a lot has been happening thou. =]

spent a gd sun afternoon.
den went for buffet ytr.
n jus came hm frm driving.
gosh, i nd to get my confidence lvl up in everything man.

hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.peace.][

][.无奈.][

][.无奈.][

我真的在乎。
或许我的行为和举动不能证明吧。
我的错误是我不懂得拒绝。
但，我真的在尽力了。

有时候，真的很累。
如果我能很洒脱的不管一切，
不管大家，
那么，或许会比较自由吧。

n as i think.
maybe i realli neglected you.
or rather, definitely.
i'm sorry =]

好啦。。去休息了！ 晚安！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.npo,jia you!.][

][.waiting.][

][.waiting.][

life is about waiting.
u wait for e bus to get to e destination.
u wait for ya chance.
u wait for practically everything. =]

waited at e waiting zone for e test.
waited for e interview.
waited for e train.
waited for e bus for nearly 40mins to get to tuition.
waiting seems to be a huge part of my life today. =]
but we jus haf to, cz it's part of life.

aw..watching Healing Hands 3 nw..
n there's this quote tt i like..
"my driving instructor told me to look infront, cz if you keep looking into the rear mirror or looking back, you would get into an accident."
doesn't tt reflects life too?
but it's not so easy to ignore the past and not look back at all =]
shall try thou.

hao la..v tired le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.praying for LMS.][
][.pls let mi in.][

][.the greatest mistake.][

][.the greatest mistake.][

wen is right.
my greatest weakness and mistake in life is tt, i dunno how to reject.
i dunno how to say no.
n hence all e problems.

had jus cooled down after tears of anger n words of anger spouting out of my mouth.
u wuld nt wan to know.
sorry and thank you to moi.
n also to sh.

aw..this quote tt i saw in i-weekly exactly reflects me..
"我一生中犯下的所有错误，都是我原本意欲说“不”的时候，说了一声“是”。
拒绝，是一门学问。
是一门，我必须学习的学问。
i must learn to say "no" and "reject".
realli reject.
why must i always arrange my schedules to fit others?
why do i have to give in?
why is it tt things tt i spend time n effort trying to get e pieces in place,
are destroyed by others easily?
without e least bit of apologetic.
wt_!
why do i feel so cheated?
why do i haf to make myself free n at e last min getting it all cancelled?!
it pissed mi to e max, i swear!
i dun scold vugularities easily.
but i did for a few times today.
it's sinful.
but e anger n disappointment is even more.

it's especially so, when ppl u trust so much for yrs does tt to u.
it feels so much like a betray man.
dude, do u noe how it feels?
i realli cried.
disappointment n anger.
wasted my whole wk, my msgs n everything.
a promise is a promise.
why did your promise changed during the last min?

i m freaking pissed and irritated till e max.
this is especially so becoz u r one of e few tt i trusted so so so much.
i can't be bothered anymore.

leaving everything to moi.
thanks moi.
n wen, i nd to talk to u now! so pls dun be angry w mi le la =X
n jing, i hope u r feeling better le!

end here le..haf to go bathe n prep for tml le =] take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.pissed and disappointed.][

][.n i felt like a fool.][

][.n i felt like a fool.][

全世界的人都知道。
只有我不知道。
感觉就像是一个傻瓜吧。
大家问我的时候，我是应该知道这件事的吗？
说不出口的感受。

double disappointments.
nt disappointed by kem.
cz, they played a fairly gd game despite e lost.
n i will always support em =]
thou i can't play my part on court,
i will play my part, as a bench warmer.
too much had changed.
but i m not giving up.
found my new motivation to fight on.

nt disappointed by arsenal despite e lost.
it's onli resign tt finishing is always v impt.
e efforts n process is nth,
once e finishing is made.

alright, n i feel like crying now.
how great.
u r such a G loser man!
agrh!

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.status: mixed emotions.][

][.holding on.looking ahead.][

][.holding on.looking ahead.][

jus reached hm from trng.
mus haf been mad to train despite e medication.
felt my hands trembling.
had a run.
reminds mi of vj's running.
n my upcuming 10km in june which i had yet to train for.
dead.

after e run, gosh cold *brr*.
went to sbc n had some shootings.
hmm tt was ok.
den 5 on 5.
stress lvl reached max.
if onli i culd noe wad to do, at e right time.

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
if onli i can ignore all those.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for e future tt has yet to cum.][

][.drive.][

][.drive.][

wad a day.
been kinda of tired cz of e medicine.
took mc today to c a doc n rest for e noon.
super nua-ing n drowsy.
woke up super grumpy n irritated.
dunno why also.
thanks loads to wen for waiting sooo long for mi n being so patient w e grumpy n bad mood G = me =]

went to apply for pdl..but once again was too late.
agrh.
haha e turning pt for e day = 1st pratical driving lesson.
woohoo..e 1st time when i step on e accelaration n went forward,
haha i wuld nv forget how it feels.
n i finally noe how it feels like to be in e driver seat =D
haha thankfully my instructor is quite nice =P
haha moving forward n reversing n smooth breakings n stalling e engines.
haha all i can say is, i enjoyed myself =D
n changed my moody n grumpy mood a little.

n i discovered tt,
i realli enjoy walking =]
give mi an mp3 n i will walk u a journey.
countryroad, take mi home..
to e place, i belong!!

end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.away from here.][

][.jus tt bit.][

][.jus tt bit.][

sumtimes, when u jus put in tt little bit more of effort.
tt little bit more of strength.
tt little bit more of determination.
u get tt whole lot more of satisfication.

jus came home frm trng.
love to run long dist.
esp w this cooling weather at nite.
love to run those dist where u can nv noe where's e ending.
cz, tt's when u push yaself to e limit.
been quite long since i ran this way.
thou it's jus a mere 10mins.
i miss those times.

n chilling by myself at kem cc's cafe,
reading "The Kite Runner", sipping my ice coffee (upon finishing mee rebus)
is jus relaxing.
an hr of chilling.
is enff at times. =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byeee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.status:i don't know.][

][.status:i don't know.][

wen always remind me tt:"fe,there's a limit to which one can take"
haha n i noe tt.
nowadays, it's been busy earning days.
work,tuition,coaching.
den learning.
guitar n trainings.

supposed to feel like a sardine fish.
but yet i m nt feeling so yet.
starting to enjoy a busy life with jus a day or two to relax.
tink i wuld allow myself 1month break be4 uni starts.(if i ever get into 1 *pray*)

yeah..in tt 1 month.
peace.
nua.
slack.
for now,
inner peace during moments such as this.
pia.
work hard for e money!
at e same time, i m enjoying life.

ppl always say, "qian shi zuan bu wan de" (u can nv finish earning money).i always agree, but sumtimes i wonder too..w/o money, u can't do anything too =P..so decided to earn n spend at e same time! haha chill =P n wen..dun worry! i wun tire myself out completely de =]

guitar-rapy is realli useful.n i jus discovered tt, it's been sumtimes since i contact w some impt ppl le. tink it's time le. haha keeping bonds r always nt easy.but wad's worth it is, it's still e same no matter how far e distance is.

for now..i m jus hoping tt forever5's trip would be a success! *pray hard* cz after this stage..u nv noe when wuld all be free again at once =]

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.take each day, one at a time.][

][.29/3/08.][

][.29/3/08.][

haha yups u r right tt today is 30/3/08.
but i wanna note down e special day ytr.
cz 2 things happened.
1) i got e 1st n hopefully e onli stitch in life.
2) forever5's bbq.

haha had friendly ytr w u18 n got myself a stitch on the upper right lip.great one.
haha din exactly rmb wad happened.jus noe tt i felt this sharp pain after being elbowed frm e opponent while she got e rebound n came down. but e game was play on. wipped e blood, thinking tt it was jus e usual inner mouth bleeding till coach saw it n asked me to wash it.haha it was v scary. super reluctant to go n stitch it but coach say haf to. thanks loads to coach, daisy,jing hui n gwen! esp gwen who acc mi to e clinic. e lousy pok mi here is super scared of stitching. *yikes* dun wanna recall e scene.

aw after tt cmi..so cancelled tuition n came hm to rest. eat super demure n slow den off to forever5's bbq! haha it was nice..but a little tired to go into e details today ;p so e main pt is..they had fun saying jokes n making mi ctrl my laughters cz i cannot laugh!! er xin de pigs!! n i was laming n they say i jiu you zhi qu (which was quite true thou) but felt thankful too! cz they peel e food hao hao for mi..wahahaha nt shuang ma..small small pieces de..even e seldom serve mi de wen dou peel la..so dun nd to mention abt e rest la hor ;p jkjk aw xiexie ni men le! haha iloveus! hmm after tt stay over at moi's hse n went for guitar, bac hm to prep e presents n trng..trng was quite ok..all on shooting so quite shuang de n it ended early! wahahaha.. aw haha happy bday lqjl! ;p

n nw i m super tired..tink wanna go zzz le ba. take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m who i m.][

][.rest-less.][

][.rest-less.][

haha restless n restless.
= no rest n restless itself.
haha started e wk w work n tuitions.
den today trng.
haha dunno wads wrong w myself too ;p
but tink keeping e time occupied is quite nice ba.
at least u noe wad u r supposed to do.
n when u haf e break..
u realli rest completely ;p

jus came hm frm trng.
agrh.
defence.
attack.
everything is like so bad.
feels guilty for hai-ing e da de(s).
thankful for high frequency de!
haha tink w/o high frequency de hua..
i wuld be super lost nw ba ;p
so xie le high frequency de!
tgt we jia u yah!
it's amazing how fate brings ppl tgt =]
hence i always believe tt..if it was meant to be, it wuld be =]

den wad else ne?
haha many bdays cuming up!
gosh gosh..haha this sun jiu got one le =P
lol time flies..n i haven prep for it =X
but everything is bought la ;p
haha n my 2 idols de bday is jus 2 days apart ;p
haha lqjl n sakuragi! haha so qiao =P

hao la..better go practice my nice nice de solo piece le.
guitar-rapy time =]
n jus wanna say,
i m so glad tt i m done w e uni applications.
they squeezed my life out of me =X

take gd care every1! byeee...

][.10.fe.15.][
][.learning.][

][.chill.][

][.chill.][

been quite long since sat haf been so chilling.
relaxing.
time alone.

woke up early to go bac to vj.
guilty for nt gg back for so many wks =X sorry2!
aw played 5 on 5 w e jnrs..n gosh, e sun can jus bbq mi to death.
i m lobster colour now.
which means..i m gg to be real dark tml! or rather nw.

haha after which cabbed down w moi to 230 to another bbq session.
enjoy playing dere.
it's e relaxing n jus be yaself de street ball time =]
wonder how long more wuld we be playing this.
cz..nth is forever, u see? =]
will cherish these moments.

after which, it rained n so i walked hm in e rain.
haha nt emo..is too tired to take a umbrella ;p
plus..i loves walkin in e rain (as long as i m nt gg out or wadsoever la)
came hm n cooked myself maggie mee! (my 1st meal of e day!)
haha n watched dou niu yao bu yao!
haha gosh..loved it!
Zi Cong!!!
haha he's realli like a guardian angel la =P
i wanna such a guardian angel!! haha jkjk

n i m slacking ard nw.
blogging after i jus finished my garlic bread. *fei si le*
n listening to bei ying - by yoga lin you jia.
it's e dou niu yao bu yao de cha qu.
exactly describe Zi Cong.=]
my wei da de Zi Cong. =]

感 谢 我 不 可 以 住 进 你 的 眼 睛.
所 以 才 能 拥 抱 你 的 背 影.


haha hao la..cont my nua-ing sat le ;p
cz after tml..nxt wk onwards will be..busy shit =P
take gd care every1! byee..


][.10.fe.15.][

][.our diary.][

][.our diary.][

they made my day. =]
things changing.
change is e only constant.
but i m thankful tt to a big extent,
sumthings remain unchanged. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.iloveus.][

][.cross-roads.][

][.cross-roads.][

headache now.
18yrs of my life has passed.
but jus wad i wanna do in e future is kinda of a ?.

choices haf to be made w regards to uni now.
to add on to e headache is not hafing gd results.
with em, u realli haf so many doubts abt ya chances.

leaving these headaches for tml nite.=]

for today..
things tt made my day a little.

guitar lesson thou i m unable to catch up w e change of chords.=P

watching AuGuSt RuSh w moi, it was a random choice but it definitely had nt disappoint mi =P haha e guitar is nice nice! n e little boy is duper cute de! music-rapy =D
check this out ba => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnoeD9Xb6Xw

after which met llz for a brief moment be4 gg for trng.
gosh..e cough(nt to mention tt i spent at least 3mins tryin to subdue it in e cinema *embarassing*) made my thoart super dry n hard to breathe.
n e few moments realli reminds mi of e joy of competitive bball.
give mi 5yrs more =]

hao la..end here le..kinda of tired. thou tml got leave..but btt test is much earlier than working!! =X tc every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.fool.][

][.fool.][

if dere's a tunnel now.
i jus wanna go into it n reach another place.

if dere's a memories eraser,
i jus wanna erase e past few wks.

if dere's a place i wanna go.
i haf no idea where it is.

if dere's constant in this world.
i tink it's jus tt everything is not a constant.

taking full day leave on mon.
jus wanna get away frm this for a while.

tired.
guess i m still adapting.

e onli comfort nw.
is to play ball under e stars.

e onli comfort nw is to get away for a moment.
maybe sumday i shuld be a lone ranger n cycle out.
all by myself.

cz..it's getting hard.
things jus can't stop changing.
cz life is moving on.
time wun stop jus becoz u wish for it to.

northern lights.
i wanna be dere now.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.hope to nv see u again.][

][.Laugh.][

][.Laugh.][

it's amazing how we gradually forgotten how to laugh as we grow.
do u noe..
laughter adds 8yrs to our life?
haf a gd laugh over this -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXXm696UbKY&feature=related if u had not haf one for long =]
cheer up my friend!
gd bye monday blues! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.everything will be well.][
][.give up.][

][.Thankful.][

][.Thankful.][

today, i felt my heart in my mouth.
today, i felt e shivers down my spine.
today, i felt a tinge of relieve.
today, i feel love.

i did nt do well.
but i met my own expectations.
tried e best.
so, nt much regrets.
wadever will be will be.
cz e future is up to see =]

realli thankful to many.

1st of all..daddy + mummy for their constant support thur e mugging periods n till today..nv giving mi stress..always telling mi tt trying ya best is all tt matters.
thank you piggy daddy n mummy n of cz ah di =P and of cz my godparents n ah yi n cousin =]

thankful for e ships tt kept mi afloat =]
forever5 for e nite be4 today w e movie n msges.
thanks to moi for treating mi to arcade to calm mi down n e herbal tea for my throat. =]
thanks to wen for cuming down to meet us.
thanks to jing for being my best mugging partner n constant support thur' out these days.
thanks to fungi for e sweet encouraging msg in e morning =]

all e msges received by xy,cousin jack,kim guan, chai luan , li xue,employer n 135 etc..thou simple,but realli appreciated =]

e wonderful teachers tt i had in vj.
thou i din did well..but i met my own expectations =]
thankful to mr sayers, ms goh,mr young, mr ho, mr lee, mr kwok n etc.
esp hist n gp n lit..e period of time spent late at e tables outside staffrms.
realli v thankful tt i haf such nice n dedicated teachers who nv gave up.
special thanks to ms goh for her note. cz w/o which..i wuld nt haf e courage to flip over my result slip =]

thankful for e hugs by e jnrs.

thankful for e CKs for calming mi down n being so nice thur out these 2yr =]
w/o em, jc life wuld nt haf been nice =]
n also to my wonderful class 06A13..we always haf a special kind of bond =]
settling comfortably in our cliques yet able to inter-link.

n of cz..thankful to llz for making my day! =]
haha helping mi start by "throwing" away wad's irrelevant XP
nice meal at central be4 gg to e airport to chill.
n all we nd is a mp3 n seats =]
haha thanks for keeping mi afloat,always pig!
haha fate fate fate!
our f/ship is = wine..e older it gets..e better it is. =]
let e pics memo my day ba!
when u put felicia n joy tgt = double happiness!
why?!
cz felicia = happy 1 + joy = happiness therefore = double happiness.


tt's in parkway parade =]


a random nice shot taken be4 gg to airport =P


haha lol..e nice n spacious t3 ;p



e waterfall beside e jungle!



"bing ma yong"




on e way to t2's viewing mall..cz t3's was too noisy to enjoy e ya kun =P



mp3 + seats = shuang =] hahaha



summary of e nice day =] haha

hao la..e throat is hurtin more. shuld end here le..take gd care every1! n no matter wad..jia you! tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.loved.][

][.jus wanna get away for a while.][

][.jus wanna get away for a while.][

now it's 12am ++.
so i m officially left w 2days be4 i get my result.
got leave for tt day itself.

after trng..
i jus feel like taking leave for thurs too.
i wanna get away..
i wanna haf time to myself.
i wanna go do e things i like..
i dunno wad's it thou..
but i jus noe tt..
i realli feel like getting away.

v tired recently.
everything is gg on rather well n normal.
but..it's tiring.

work.
tired of e adult world at times.
thou it's a little bit least stress than mugging non-stop.
but wells..still glad tt i m in a gd dept who will protect mi frm all those yikes ppl.
so..w em..things r well.
but been rather tired.
so quite lazy to talk.
but when u r working in e society,
u haf to be professional..even if u r unhappy n tired n moodless..
when u ans e call, u haf to be warm n sincere.
when u transfer e call to others..u haf to be nice to em even thou they shuld pick up e call tt they din.
when u do e ppt..u haf to tink if it's too childish.
u jus haf to put up a happy front no matter wad.
cz..this's work.
this is not hanging ard w ya best friends whereby u can jus be dao n nt talk at all.
jus be yaself.
quiet.
stone.
not possible at work.
maybe tt's why i wanna take off on thurs ba.
wanna get away n haf sum time to myself.
but no matter wad..thankfully i m in a gd dept =]

nxt up is competitive basketball.
today's trng was power.
e feet was tired.
but e runnings had made e stamina recovered a little la. =]
sighs.
e rebuilt con-fe-dence is shaken once again.
jus where m i n wad can i be?!
i m tired.
realli.
when u fu chu mre but in e end when reality sets in..
e truth is dere.
u r jus nt gd enff than those tt dun train jus as hard.
dun ask mi to be positive or be wei da.
cz it's tired.
tired of saying "it's ok" cz at times.."it's realli nt ok".
i dunno wad i m ranting.
but i guess i m jus ranting how i feel at times ba.

sighs.
life is so beautiful!
but i jus wanna get away frm my routine!!!
do sumthing crazy on thurs!
n face e reality on fri.

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i hate myself for loving u.][

][.Happy 19!.][

][.Happy 19!.][

this wk had been quite a tiring wk.
but..
ytr was our da zhu's bday!!
haha happy bday wen!! =D
thankful for e guys' help cz w/o em,
ytr wuld be quite jia lat ba ;p
wells..aw..let pics be part of e memo ba =]

















den after tt went for jap buffet at elias dere. haha hmm too tired tt i spent leng-ing all at e dinner ;p after which went to moi's hse dere to play beach bball le zai came hm..haha so..i m v tired nw! haha lack of slp ;p

aw yups..HAPPY 19 Wen! haha thanks for every1's help!
iloveus! =D
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.xiang ni de bu shi shi hou.][
][.falling.missing.u.][

][.marathon.][

][.marathon.][

it's a dream to run a marathon this lifetime.
but why when i m infront of this dream,
dere's hesitations?

sighs.
helplessly falling.
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..aw happy leap yr! wanted to do sumthing special to memo it de..but wells..shall wait for e nxt leap yr den ;p tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.shuld i?.][
][.wuld u?.][

][.what can i do?.][

][.what can i do?.][

hmm sumtimes,sumthings r better left unsaid?
these days are tiring.
jinjin n cheryl talked to mi today regarding my A lvls results.
n i realli tink they r v nice heads.
e nicest u can ever get =]
n jus to quote jinjin "if u wanna help ppl, u mus 1st be able to ctrl ya own emotions." + "jus be yourself".
i tink i wuld realli miss my dept.
realli.

falling sick le.
so v tired.
went to jog w ah pek.
n all i can say is..it's been so long since i jog till so shuang le.
e more u jog,e faster u feel tt u can go. =]

ytr was dinner w e da de(s).
hmm it was a little like be4?
but sumthings r set in place le ba.
jus glad e awkwardness is no longer dere.
not as much as i imagine.
zhe yang ye hao ba. =]

den jus reached hm nw.
hmm what shuld i say ne?
life goes on no matter wad goes by.
so SMILES!

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.if onli u noe how i felt.][

][.fate.][

][.fate.][

darn tired.
sat n sun jus passed without a break.
like a break to recharge.
walking pace was like super slow, literally dragging myself hm frm trng jus nw.

hmm thou v tiring.
but it's well spent to a certain extent?
fri nite was spent playing basketball at 230 as usual.
w a pain in e shoulder.

sat morning started w e routine 5hrs coaching n 2 hrs chatting, travelling with coach. e relieve when e 5 hrs r up n e things tt is learnt frm coach during e sessions r nice. =]

after tt coach dropped mi at enuos n made my way to ahs.
played 2 games.
it's always nice being bac at ahs.
sumtimes if i m decisive enff,
i tink i wuld jus decide n let u noe long ago.
n i swear, i wuld promise no more.

sumtimes, sumthings r jus nt meant to be.
sum ships r jus nt meant to be.

after tt, "tumble" down e hill with an acute pain in e knee.
agrh.
n went to meet llz for subway + guitar concert.
heh food! my 1st meal of e day, hungry dao nt hungry =P
n i ate super slowly..cz there was onions! *pukes*
den went to e concert.
wow e ucc was realli nice =]
heh n guitar was realli nice, how their fingers move swiftly across e guitar.
tt realli made us feel darn chui to quote llz =P
haha n due to e long day,
e super chui mi was struggling to keep awake at e end part.
but haha din zzz la ;p
e ride hm was nice as usual.
but was realli shag once bac hm.

sun, woke up early to practise my hw be4 gg for guitar lesson.
heh realli enjoy e lessons especially when u get to learn a new song each day.
guitar-rapy realli works. =]

rushed down to sph after lessons.
it's nice meeting up w li xue, ao nan they all.
after tt rushed down to trng.
gosh, center moves.
e missed lan di's tt r unforgivable.
e 1 on 1 tt shuld be taken.
so many things tt shuld be done yet e confidence lvl tt's nt dere.
getting bac.
getting bac.
tiring.tough.
but nt gg to give up.
5 yrs. =]

n here i m..hm sweet hm..w a few mre hrs to nua be4 i slp n start my whole wk again.
life, jus goes on no matter wad goes by.hao la..take gd care every1! byee..haf a gd wk ahead!

if i see u nxt to never,
how can i see forever..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.falling.][

][.falling.][

A's results is getting nearer.
mind n heart getting even messier.

helplessly falling.
impossible.
possible?
dere's jus so much i wanna noe.
heart, mind?
jus what's this that's gg on?

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for u.][

][.tired.][

][.tired.][

haven been bloggin much.
nt becoz nth happen.
but rather..a little tired.
started e wk with jing n mi agreeing tt sumtimes it's jus so tiring to interact w others.
so it's e best hanging ard with best friends.
cz even w/o e interactions,it's jus e same.
no tinge of awkwardness.
so tired n guilty.

work has been as usual n nice.
realli thankful for e heads of my dept.
they realli keep mi going.
n hence at work.
despite e tiredness n stoning,
i jus wanna complete my task with perfection. =]

basketball.
gg for trngs.
trying my best.
but at times..e body is still not up to e lvl as be4.
but realli trying hard to get back.
cz of a 5yrs pact which is in mi.
n i m waiting for ah sam to cum bac =]
street ball with pri sch guys at nite after work is realli relaxing.
play freely n put everything behind.
sweat it out. =]

gd friends.
like wad jing n mi agreed,
i m stoning n kind of nt taking e effort to keep in touch with many.
eg. llz, ruth mei, sh, employer, van, mf..etc.
realli v guilty n sorry.
but at e same time, v tired for heaven noe wad reasons.

best friends.
they r supposed to be my bi feng gang nw.
nua-ing inside n hafing isolation mode.
wen, still same as be4, nv fail to suan mi..but nv fails to be dere for mi.
jing, still e nice jing, always here to pei mi. n balancing btw her r/s n our friendship. keeping mi gg on everyday at work. entertaining mi.
moi, i m glad tt we r getting bac to being much more normal le. tink it was realli mi tt culd nt fang xia be4. sorry.
fungi, it was nice meeting up on sun. e distance seems so near, yet at times nt so. =]
a little disappointments here n dere. but when e understandings set in, all these r gone. cz e time spent had made us und each other beyond words can say =] dere's no reason why but we r jus linked =]

heart n mind.
a little confusion n perplexed.
n i dun und jus wad's wrong.
i tink i dun.
yet at times i tink i do.
i rather trust e 1st gut feeling.

hao la..end here le..realli tired. take gd care every1! byee..n to all those tt i haven been in touch with, hope u guys r doing well! jia u! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jus why?.][

][.Happy 20!.][

][.Happy 20!.][

haha happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to llz!
happy birthday to u!
haha mus be tired dao high le =P
aw da jia say w mi..HAPPY 20!

haha jus reached hm from a nice dinner w a nice companion ( as always ;p)
haha let pics tell u my nice day la ;p haha
not forgetting to mention tt i was late again! sorry sorry sorry llz! haha
plus unforeseen circumstances..so was super late! haha sorry sorry!
aw ta da..pics to memo this special day for the special "pig"! =D



haha food food =D



haha tt's e 1st expression =P lol jkjk




haha make a wish! *shhh* dun say it out =D



huff n puff n llz still fails to blow em down =P cz she's nt big bad wolf! *leng*



haha *note! dun cut dao wan! reason : forgotten le =P haha



a random shot of e nite =]




to sum up! relaxed.comfortable.nice..thur' e yrs n many more =D

haha once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LLZ!! Thanks for everything! Enjoy being 6! (while i enjoy being 4 ;p) lol jkjk..no worries..u r still young! haha

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..happy v day to all those attached! n to those tt ain't (jus as mi) no worries! it will jus be as nice w ya friends =D smiles! haha

][.10.fe.15.][
][.simple joys of life.][

][.Happy Chinese New Year!.][

haha HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
byebye piggy! welcome rat da ge!
lol..this yr's new yr came while i was sweetly in my dreams w zhou gong n our chess set =P haha

woke up ard 6plus am e nxt day w a smile plastered across my face =D
received 5 msgs n got 1 tt made mi smiled =] haha xiexie ni npo!

haha den woke up on chu yi to watch tv n vcds till ard 2plus zai went to da gugu's hse =P nt to forget tt chu xi was reunioun dinner at da gugu's hse also =D
den e usual thingy during new yr..eat, gamble n watch shows..
haha kinda weird at da gugu de hse..coz nt v close to daddy's side =P
thou sum ppl are realli nice eg cousin jack, eng seng kor kor etc..there's sum nasty ones too..but wells shall nt mention who =P
aw..went hm ard 10plus to my vcds =P

den wooohooo chu er le! ie. today!! haha let pics tell my nice day to u ba! aw e new way to get ppl to open e door for u this yr is.."huat ah!" haha



my little cousins watching n munching away =P




haha frm this pic..u could tell who won tt round ba =P




heh 1 out of 3 of our family portrait =P



haha n yu sheng time!! heh yum yum! not to forget..ah ma cooked loads of delicious stuffs today =D xiexie ah ma!



haha both of us loves this pic =P

heh so tt sums up 3/4 of my day..nt to mention tt i lost quite a bit while playing dai dee =P haha

den off to 4th gu zhang's hse =] haha din feel as comfy as i felt at ah ma's hse la..but wells..not bad la..they r nice ppl too..eg lengleng jiejie n gu zhang n etc..den quite sian de..till daddy let mi play mahjong w his capital =P haha den after tt daddy played e fast fast rounds de..wow..i mus admit..this piggy daddy is realli quite pro w it de =X haha den here i m..home sweet home =D haha
so jus sum more random pics taken during this new yr la! =D *huat ah!*



haha this was taken ytr be4 we left for da gugu's hse..kinda lol la =P haha like it thou!



got these flowers w mummy at sheng song e nite be4 chu xi =P went dere ard 11 plus 12 la =P haha got quite a lot of gd bargins thou..haha



haha e abv 2 are currently declared as my fav flowers! =D

heh..so this is my new yr up till today..tml gg ah yi's hse =D haha pardon mi for all these lor shor telecast =P cz..haha amidst these routines of my life nowadays..cny realli spices it up a little =D

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! n haf a nice new yr! enjoy ya food n hongbaos! n may u be blessed w great health n happiness in this new yr! =D tc!!

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today is a looking bac day.
known n "lose" so many friends throughout these yrs.
it's amazing how close u can get w sum n e distance after which is so scary. =]

looking thur sum pics n hmm.
realli is zui shou xi de mo sheng ren.
supposed to meet up tml tgt w all.
but shifted to nxt wk.
hmm i dun wan to tink why.
cz i tink tt wuld be thinking too much.
cz..it doesn't matter anymore.
things which used to matter so much.

looked thur all e little stuffs.
all those r onli memories.
memories meant to be let go.
so tt i wuld be freed of all e strings tt's holding mi to em.
n now, u r nth more than a stranger to mi.
a stranger tt was once so close.
realli so distance.
so scary.
so strange.

ironically, i haf nv regretted e wonderful times.
but if possible, i hoped our world nv met too.
2 contrasting world.

in this ever changing, inconstant world.
there's onli 3 places tt i wanna be.
home.
with gd old pals. eg.forever5.
alone.

how much i hope tt i can go on a trip now! to a place w e nicest scenery n capture every precious moment w my cam. =]

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][.i hate myself for thinking bac at times.][

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in e routine life.
a little excitement here n dere is necessary.

blading at ecp ytr was fun.
n jus felt so much.
hafing wen being e support n falling tgt =]
hafing xiao pang w his help n e bike as e support.=]
hafing kim guan falling down onto his "push up" position.=]
hafing jeff breaking w his "stuns".=]
hafing jing n qy far ahead of us.=]
such a simple day.
but it's been quite some time since my life has such fun rather than jus work n basketball n eating n shopping. =]

n throughout e process of blading.
i fell many many times.
n everytime..jus felt like getting up all by myself again. =]
it jus feels like a journey of life.
quote wen: "jus treat it like an obstacle, overcum it & dere will be many more that cums."
guess blading n falling down during e process is jus like life.
u stumble but u jus grow stronger frm each fall n with more tries..u jus get more confidence =]
haha n to quote llz "sumtimes we tink too much" =P

apart frm ytr.
today is also quite a nice day w guitar n reunion dinner =]
hmm apart frm a little agrh n hai in btw e day.
everything is gd.
nth can go wrong w forever5 rite? =P
haha too bad we onli took a polarid so cannot post e pic.
but will make sure i do it e nxt time la =P

hmm..life is a journey. n throughout this journey..diff ppl will acc u thur it =] but sum jus wun change =] iloveus! take gd care every1! byee..

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since when did blogging ceased to be a habit.
hmm maybe it's when life becomes a routine ba.
it's as thou..i can let u noe where would i be, nxt time this wk.
everything is a routine.
tired.
but sumthings jus keep u moving on.
eg. hafing a nice dept n nice supervisors =]

aw today is lili's last day at work.
tears glistered tgt w jing.
it's amazing how time flies.
i had started working for 2 mths le.

hmm enjoy playing basketball in e rain.
in fact love e rain.
feeling a little emo here n dere.
cz there's a mixture of feelings held within.
n i jus can't find e words to pharse it.
can onli say..手心是肉，手背也是肉.
choices are always tiring.

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..


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