][.Brace up for the dawn!.][
hello bloggy!
i am back here once again.
encountered a down night last night when all i could do is cycle for 15mins and walk on the treadmill.
when all i could do is watch my team train and trying my best to keep my mind of the game for that 2hours plus.
it felt so bad and helpless.
it had been officially 2 weeks.
each day is a lesson.
everyday, i find myself working hard to be stronger than yesterday.
and hate all the down moments but you just can't avoid them.
right leg is currently going through muscles atrophy and it's worrying.
and part of the reason for depression and down-ness cause despite all the attempts to keep it in shape, it failed.
after cooling down, i guess perhaps it was the lack of techniques and exercises.
googled and found some pre-surgery exercises that i can do apart from cycling and hydro.
going to try them all.
come on fe!
don't be so weak!
some quotes to push me on..
(1) When the world says "Give up", Hope says "Try just one more time"
(2) In the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity.
(3) The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is the power to harm us - Voltaire
(4) You have to have a darkness..for the dawn to come!
it's tiring.
it really is.
but get up and move on!
life is a journey! =]
take gd care every1!
i am trying my best not to be down.
but if i am, just give me some time on my own..i will be ok.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.You gotta be stronger than this.][
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
][.Happy 13th Birthday DiDi!.][
][.Happy 13th Birthday DiDi!.][
Happy 13th birthday my dearest didi!
生日快乐baby bro! =]
thanks for bringing me 13years of happiness!
you taught me that it's amazing to love some1 and see some1 grow.
you brought me countless joy and it's such a nice feel to see you grow.
jiayou didi!
no matter how old you get, you will always be the didi that i wanna watch over.
no matter what challenges come in life, jiayou!
jiejie will always be watching your back! <3
Happy Birthday!
Keep smiling!
fe had regained her sanity.
road to recovery.
a year ahead.
let's go! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep the smile.][
Happy 13th birthday my dearest didi!
生日快乐baby bro! =]
thanks for bringing me 13years of happiness!
you taught me that it's amazing to love some1 and see some1 grow.
you brought me countless joy and it's such a nice feel to see you grow.
jiayou didi!
no matter how old you get, you will always be the didi that i wanna watch over.
no matter what challenges come in life, jiayou!
jiejie will always be watching your back! <3
Happy Birthday!
Keep smiling!
fe had regained her sanity.
road to recovery.
a year ahead.
let's go! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep the smile.][
Thursday, September 22, 2011
][.Sane in times of Insanity.][
][.Sane in times of Insanity.][
if i am not wrong, this is the moment that i jumped up and heard the "pop" sound.
this was the moment that drove me to the brim of insanity.
but it's ok.
it's time to face it and move on.
从哪里跌倒，就从哪里站起来。
this is definitely going to be a chapter in my life and in my basketball journey.
because, it's only when you had lost something so dear that you will understand how important and cherish it more.
i am finally gaining back my sanity.
bit by bit.
but definitely.
enough of tears.
enough of sadness.
enough of these.
anymore weaker, i will hate myself.
thanks for keeping me sane in times of insanity.
many had anchored my life during the past week.
Special thanks goes out to..
1) my ever supporting family - daddy and mummy <3
2) moi - for pessimistic talk non-stop and being there with me throughout this whole thing for all the doc and helping me distract. for all these, thanks bro! haha i won't say much coz you won't see and you will heck me anyway! but for everything, thanks bro! =]
3) 5-yr-old - thanks kid! really thanks thanks loads! you really keep me sane in times of insanity! you were there with me to receive the news.i wouldn't know how i will react if you weren't there with me. you know how devastated i was at the moment. you saw the uncontrollable me and sit me down to listen to all the options. (this reminds me of after "A" levels results where you sat me down and helped me with planning) thanks for playing the anchor of my life! =]
you truly understand and showed me the light. you know how pain it is to sit out during the last seasons but you showed me the strength that you used to pull through all these. you found ways for me when i wanted to play so much - cause you know how much pain i am going within that i am going insane. however, you were rational enough to pull me back from the brim of insanity. you taught me to calm down and face it and think. you were the only one that could bring sense to me in times of insanity.
for all these, thanks llz! thanks so so much! thanks for taking my indecisiveness! thanks for everything! <3
4) roomie - thanks roomie! you know how i almost went bonkers these few days. you saw how weak emotionally that i can just cry out all of a sudden. you saw it all and all. thanks loads roomie! i am sorry that i made you worried and if it's me, i know i won't be able to handle. i am sorry that i can't fight the last two seasons with you but i am so proud of you and i will always be here supporting you. the only moment that made me wanna step up and jumped onto the court was when i saw you almost cramping. hang in there alright? help me win these two seasons. we had had enough championship together but can i be selfish and request that you win these two for me too? thanks <3
5) bear - i am so sorry for losing it these few days. i really cannot take it but i will take it from now on. thanks for understanding and giving me time thou i always say you don't und. (that's just because i needed time on my own) no1 can help me out of these apart from myself. =]
6) thanks to my nan da team mates! thanks for taking such good care of me throughout these period. thanks to jieying ahma! thanks for accompanying me to hydro and keeping a look out for me every moment. =]
thanks loads to every1! i had found my sanity bit by bit. i know that there will still be moments where i cannot take it but i know i will take it. that's one thing for sure! coz i mark my words and today's maximum = tears in the eyes but nothing flows more than that. cause 脆弱够了。接下来就要加油了！=]]
take gd care every1!
5-yr-old shared this song with me and it really reflects how i feel this whole week.
I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah, I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of a livin' a lie
I was wishin' that I
Would die
It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight
That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings
You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't liten to all that righteous talk
I was out on the street,
Just a tryin' to survive
take good care every1!
nitez! =]
i will be back.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou fe.][
if i am not wrong, this is the moment that i jumped up and heard the "pop" sound.
this was the moment that drove me to the brim of insanity.
but it's ok.
it's time to face it and move on.
从哪里跌倒，就从哪里站起来。
this is definitely going to be a chapter in my life and in my basketball journey.
because, it's only when you had lost something so dear that you will understand how important and cherish it more.
i am finally gaining back my sanity.
bit by bit.
but definitely.
enough of tears.
enough of sadness.
enough of these.
anymore weaker, i will hate myself.
thanks for keeping me sane in times of insanity.
many had anchored my life during the past week.
Special thanks goes out to..
1) my ever supporting family - daddy and mummy <3
2) moi - for pessimistic talk non-stop and being there with me throughout this whole thing for all the doc and helping me distract. for all these, thanks bro! haha i won't say much coz you won't see and you will heck me anyway! but for everything, thanks bro! =]
3) 5-yr-old - thanks kid! really thanks thanks loads! you really keep me sane in times of insanity! you were there with me to receive the news.i wouldn't know how i will react if you weren't there with me. you know how devastated i was at the moment. you saw the uncontrollable me and sit me down to listen to all the options. (this reminds me of after "A" levels results where you sat me down and helped me with planning) thanks for playing the anchor of my life! =]
you truly understand and showed me the light. you know how pain it is to sit out during the last seasons but you showed me the strength that you used to pull through all these. you found ways for me when i wanted to play so much - cause you know how much pain i am going within that i am going insane. however, you were rational enough to pull me back from the brim of insanity. you taught me to calm down and face it and think. you were the only one that could bring sense to me in times of insanity.
for all these, thanks llz! thanks so so much! thanks for taking my indecisiveness! thanks for everything! <3
4) roomie - thanks roomie! you know how i almost went bonkers these few days. you saw how weak emotionally that i can just cry out all of a sudden. you saw it all and all. thanks loads roomie! i am sorry that i made you worried and if it's me, i know i won't be able to handle. i am sorry that i can't fight the last two seasons with you but i am so proud of you and i will always be here supporting you. the only moment that made me wanna step up and jumped onto the court was when i saw you almost cramping. hang in there alright? help me win these two seasons. we had had enough championship together but can i be selfish and request that you win these two for me too? thanks <3
5) bear - i am so sorry for losing it these few days. i really cannot take it but i will take it from now on. thanks for understanding and giving me time thou i always say you don't und. (that's just because i needed time on my own) no1 can help me out of these apart from myself. =]
6) thanks to my nan da team mates! thanks for taking such good care of me throughout these period. thanks to jieying ahma! thanks for accompanying me to hydro and keeping a look out for me every moment. =]
thanks loads to every1! i had found my sanity bit by bit. i know that there will still be moments where i cannot take it but i know i will take it. that's one thing for sure! coz i mark my words and today's maximum = tears in the eyes but nothing flows more than that. cause 脆弱够了。接下来就要加油了！=]]
take gd care every1!
5-yr-old shared this song with me and it really reflects how i feel this whole week.
I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah, I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of a livin' a lie
I was wishin' that I
Would die
It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight
That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings
You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't liten to all that righteous talk
I was out on the street,
Just a tryin' to survive
take good care every1!
nitez! =]
i will be back.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou fe.][
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
][.fe, stop it.][
][.fe, stop it.][
this is killing me from within.
every moment of convincing myself.
every moment of crying it all out.
i need to stop crying.
but i just can't.
it hurts so much that nothing apart from tears can express.
nothing.
there's really nothing that can make this pain lessen.
i don't wanna be down.
but i am quite certain i am in e deepest pit one can ever find.
every day, every moment of silence, every single thing that triggers it,
i would wonder why? why now?
why?
why?
why?
歇斯底里的痛哭。
这是第一次，没人能治愈这痛处。
how am i supposed to get through this?
how am i going to?
i feel so sorry towards all that had been here with me.
but this is beyond words.
every one has their own story.
and this story is too pain for me to bear.
i can withstand all the heartbreaks but this is more than that.
this is devastating.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.brace up.][
this is killing me from within.
every moment of convincing myself.
every moment of crying it all out.
i need to stop crying.
but i just can't.
it hurts so much that nothing apart from tears can express.
nothing.
there's really nothing that can make this pain lessen.
i don't wanna be down.
but i am quite certain i am in e deepest pit one can ever find.
every day, every moment of silence, every single thing that triggers it,
i would wonder why? why now?
why?
why?
why?
歇斯底里的痛哭。
这是第一次，没人能治愈这痛处。
how am i supposed to get through this?
how am i going to?
i feel so sorry towards all that had been here with me.
but this is beyond words.
every one has their own story.
and this story is too pain for me to bear.
i can withstand all the heartbreaks but this is more than that.
this is devastating.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.brace up.][
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
][.哭着睡着，哭着醒来.][
][.哭着睡着，哭着醒来.][
哭着睡着，哭着醒来。
哭，似乎成了唯一能减轻我的痛的方法。
但是越哭越痛。
我快哭疯了。
泪流不止。
心碎到极点。
在这样下去，我一定会疯。
我需要找会自己。
找回真正快乐的自己。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.快疯了.][
哭着睡着，哭着醒来。
哭，似乎成了唯一能减轻我的痛的方法。
但是越哭越痛。
我快哭疯了。
泪流不止。
心碎到极点。
在这样下去，我一定会疯。
我需要找会自己。
找回真正快乐的自己。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.快疯了.][
][.14/9/11 - 20/9/11.][
][.14/9/11 - 20/9/11.][
it had been a tough week.
it really had been.
emotional upheavals.
optimism being built up and lost each day.
this is draining.
it's confirmed.
acl complete tear.
i am just thankful that it's only acl and not mcl and meniscus is going to recover on its own.
i am just thankful that through it all, i have my ever supportive family, moi, 5-yr-old, roomie, my ntu team mates, coaches and bear.
i am just thankful that they are here for me.
it's not easy.
it really isn't.
allow myself some down time.
but i don't want to wallow in self-pity.
sadness can and must be overcome.
there must come a day where i must be able to put down the thought that it's ok.
this two seasons don't matter to me thou it means almost everything that i had been working for for the past-i-don't-know-how-long.
knowing that i can't be back for ivp is really a blow.
a big big blow.
dear knee, why?
why now?
i don't wanna ask why me?
i am ready to take all these.
but why? why now?
我很累。
真的很累。
乐观得累了。
坚强得累了。
假装无所谓得累了。
但，我更讨厌自我可怜的自己。
所以我要用最多的力量重新爬起来。
这真是我整个篮球生涯中最痛的一刻。
但，我庆幸在我的生命中，一切仍是美好的。
若我再次脆弱，请原谅我。
给我多点时间。
因为，这次真的跌得很重，很痛。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.哭累了就睡.][
it had been a tough week.
it really had been.
emotional upheavals.
optimism being built up and lost each day.
this is draining.
it's confirmed.
acl complete tear.
i am just thankful that it's only acl and not mcl and meniscus is going to recover on its own.
i am just thankful that through it all, i have my ever supportive family, moi, 5-yr-old, roomie, my ntu team mates, coaches and bear.
i am just thankful that they are here for me.
it's not easy.
it really isn't.
allow myself some down time.
but i don't want to wallow in self-pity.
sadness can and must be overcome.
there must come a day where i must be able to put down the thought that it's ok.
this two seasons don't matter to me thou it means almost everything that i had been working for for the past-i-don't-know-how-long.
knowing that i can't be back for ivp is really a blow.
a big big blow.
dear knee, why?
why now?
i don't wanna ask why me?
i am ready to take all these.
but why? why now?
我很累。
真的很累。
乐观得累了。
坚强得累了。
假装无所谓得累了。
但，我更讨厌自我可怜的自己。
所以我要用最多的力量重新爬起来。
这真是我整个篮球生涯中最痛的一刻。
但，我庆幸在我的生命中，一切仍是美好的。
若我再次脆弱，请原谅我。
给我多点时间。
因为，这次真的跌得很重，很痛。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.哭累了就睡.][
Monday, September 19, 2011
][.Guardian angels?.][
][.Guardian angels?.][
世界是美好的。
就算现在的心情不是最美好的。
但，世界仍是美好的。
我的乐观只是短暂的。
医生的一句"Suspected acl and mcl tear" 就足以让整个心跌进无底深渊。
做了MRI。
明天将知道成绩。
每当气愤，难过，伤心时，
老天总会提醒我，
身旁仍有很多人关心自己，陪伴自己。
这几天也感受到陌生人的温情。
让位给我的女生。
在摇晃的地铁中扶我一把，问候我的女士。
在巴士上看见我流泪而给我一包纸巾的女生。
每当想不通时，难过时，老天总会让这些陌生人提醒自己-- 生命仍是美好的。
感谢一群陪伴我左右的朋友。
你们的帮助和存在让我安心。
感谢家人从不责怪，耐心的相伴。
感谢尽在不言中。
每天的心情都像坐过山车。
我最不喜欢。
但一定不会有事。。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.学会坚强是我现在唯一能做的.][
世界是美好的。
就算现在的心情不是最美好的。
但，世界仍是美好的。
我的乐观只是短暂的。
医生的一句"Suspected acl and mcl tear" 就足以让整个心跌进无底深渊。
做了MRI。
明天将知道成绩。
每当气愤，难过，伤心时，
老天总会提醒我，
身旁仍有很多人关心自己，陪伴自己。
这几天也感受到陌生人的温情。
让位给我的女生。
在摇晃的地铁中扶我一把，问候我的女士。
在巴士上看见我流泪而给我一包纸巾的女生。
每当想不通时，难过时，老天总会让这些陌生人提醒自己-- 生命仍是美好的。
感谢一群陪伴我左右的朋友。
你们的帮助和存在让我安心。
感谢家人从不责怪，耐心的相伴。
感谢尽在不言中。
每天的心情都像坐过山车。
我最不喜欢。
但一定不会有事。。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.学会坚强是我现在唯一能做的.][
Sunday, September 18, 2011
][.Optimistic.][
][.Optimistic.][
first time that i truly feel optimistic after so many days.
(the rest were just faked optimism =P)
woke up feeling that knee is good and bendable.
thank you lao tian ye!
nonetheless, still going for the doc consultation later.
hoping that everything will be good.
*crosses finger*
take gd care every1!
hopefully my next post will be with loads of =D
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
first time that i truly feel optimistic after so many days.
(the rest were just faked optimism =P)
woke up feeling that knee is good and bendable.
thank you lao tian ye!
nonetheless, still going for the doc consultation later.
hoping that everything will be good.
*crosses finger*
take gd care every1!
hopefully my next post will be with loads of =D
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.夜晚是最脆弱的时刻.][
][.夜晚是最脆弱的时刻.][
又到了夜晚。
到了最软弱的时刻。
今天忙了一整天。
让自己不去想。
明天将看医生。
negative thoughts please deplete yourself.
down moments please get out of my life.
i hate living in such self-pity moments.
i hate tearing at the thought of it.
i hate such a weak me.
i need to be zen.
i need to really smile.
i need to really be ok.
i need to be able to be more than ok.
i need to stop all these.
ps. thanks to all that had been here through these days. <3
][.10.fe.15.][
][.mood swings.][
又到了夜晚。
到了最软弱的时刻。
今天忙了一整天。
让自己不去想。
明天将看医生。
negative thoughts please deplete yourself.
down moments please get out of my life.
i hate living in such self-pity moments.
i hate tearing at the thought of it.
i hate such a weak me.
i need to be zen.
i need to really smile.
i need to really be ok.
i need to be able to be more than ok.
i need to stop all these.
ps. thanks to all that had been here through these days. <3
][.10.fe.15.][
][.mood swings.][
Saturday, September 17, 2011
][.Leg Spoil,Brain Spoil, Heart Spoil.][
][.Leg Spoil,Brain Spoil, Heart Spoil.][
快疯了。
心碎最痛，这就好像胫骨断裂，没有人看得到，但每次呼吸都会痛 。
每刻一静下就会想哭。
每刻一想起就想哭。
哭到心碎了，累了就去睡。
讨厌如此软弱的自己。
但，真的很怕，很心碎。
不能不去想。
只希望。。。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.pain maximum.][
快疯了。
心碎最痛，这就好像胫骨断裂，没有人看得到，但每次呼吸都会痛 。
每刻一静下就会想哭。
每刻一想起就想哭。
哭到心碎了，累了就去睡。
讨厌如此软弱的自己。
但，真的很怕，很心碎。
不能不去想。
只希望。。。
][.10.fe.15.][
][.pain maximum.][
Thursday, September 15, 2011
][.Give me some time.][
][.Give me some time.][
hey bloggy! i should not be here at this hour.
i should be studying for my quiz.
but there's nowhere else that i can think of expressing how i feel.
it's been so long so long since i feel so pain.
it's been so long so long since i feel so helpless and speechless.
it feels so bad that i just wish to go on a trip alone for the next few days.
all by myself.
injured my knee and ankle.
good news amidst everything = knee is ok apart from acl n lcl strain.
but the flexibility is not there.
friends who truly care is helping me max.
and i call these my true friends who knock senses into me at this pt of time.
they are trying their best to convince me not to play.
i am absolutely thankful for my team mates.
really really thankful.
i understand tt i should not be stubborn.
i understand tt if i wasn't in my shoes, i will definitely do all i can to stop tt team mate from playing too.
but now here i am.
the person in these shoes.
these f-ing shoes.
if i disappear for these 2days or so, don't worry.
i just need some time alone.
sorry to cost you all so much worry and headache.
just give me sometime alright?
some time without thinking about all these.
all i ask for is some time to let me heal.
let me heal emotionally and physically.
meanwhile, let's go team! go get it down! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.away.][
Monday, September 05, 2011
][.Cherish.][
][.Cherish.][
hello bloggy!
everything is going on well.
kinda lazy to blog cz every moment the nua-er just want to nua and rest.
season is starting in a week.
looking forward to it.
and will do everything within my abilities to help the team get it!
been a while since i feel this flame in me.
last 2 seasons in ntu.
6 seasons had passed.
to me, this team is like a precious baby.
we started off with nothing and became something.
we been through all the shit and fought through all the seasons to get where we are today.
it had not been easy. it really hasn't.
only people who had been through all the shits understands it.
so i won't allow anyone to destroy it.
in short, ntu basketball is my greatest achievement and joy in NTU.
and i truly cherish the team. <3
if you truly cherish something,
you would do everything you can for it.
and not otherwise.
let's go nan da!
we can and we will do it!
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.fight hard!.][
hello bloggy!
everything is going on well.
kinda lazy to blog cz every moment the nua-er just want to nua and rest.
season is starting in a week.
looking forward to it.
and will do everything within my abilities to help the team get it!
been a while since i feel this flame in me.
last 2 seasons in ntu.
6 seasons had passed.
to me, this team is like a precious baby.
we started off with nothing and became something.
we been through all the shit and fought through all the seasons to get where we are today.
it had not been easy. it really hasn't.
only people who had been through all the shits understands it.
so i won't allow anyone to destroy it.
in short, ntu basketball is my greatest achievement and joy in NTU.
and i truly cherish the team. <3
if you truly cherish something,
you would do everything you can for it.
and not otherwise.
let's go nan da!
we can and we will do it!
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.fight hard!.][
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
][.Wednesday.][
][.Wednesday.][
Hello bloggy!
It's currently 10am. I am up and awake!
Free day today! =]
time really flies! last Wednesday was away from the city with llz!
shall back track a little today!! hee
17/8/11
3-yr-old and 5-yr-old decided that they should make a trip to kusu island on a wed! =D
haha feels so good to be away from the city!
away from all the buzz and just nua by the beach, walk around, eat and catch up with a good friend!
enjoy such moments! once in a while, every1 should do this!
and..那里真的很美！
thanks loads to 5-yr-old for bringing me there!
it had been 5yrs but i am certain that this is a f/s to be cherished!
and as always..i'm thankful.
here's a nice sad song!
enjoy! =]
and woohoo..time flies.
we made it past e 4days. =]
we are still as diff as we can but e understanding over e yrs had made us und each other more.
i always believe that things happen for a reason.
n there are still many things that we have to overcome bit by bit.
but i hope this will be diff from the rest.
let time prove it yups =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Hello bloggy!
It's currently 10am. I am up and awake!
Free day today! =]
time really flies! last Wednesday was away from the city with llz!
shall back track a little today!! hee
17/8/11
3-yr-old and 5-yr-old decided that they should make a trip to kusu island on a wed! =D
haha feels so good to be away from the city!
away from all the buzz and just nua by the beach, walk around, eat and catch up with a good friend!
enjoy such moments! once in a while, every1 should do this!
and..那里真的很美！
thanks loads to 5-yr-old for bringing me there!
it had been 5yrs but i am certain that this is a f/s to be cherished!
and as always..i'm thankful.
here's a nice sad song!
enjoy! =]
and woohoo..time flies.
we made it past e 4days. =]
we are still as diff as we can but e understanding over e yrs had made us und each other more.
i always believe that things happen for a reason.
n there are still many things that we have to overcome bit by bit.
but i hope this will be diff from the rest.
let time prove it yups =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][
Sunday, August 14, 2011
][.情人知己.][
][.情人知己.][
hello bloggy!
been a while since i blogged.
school had started. =]
work goes on as usual. life goes on as usual.
looking forward to kusu with 5-yr-old on wed! =]
here's a nice song!
Enjoy! =]
像一個孩子賴在你懷裡 願二十四小時形影不離
兩個人的悄悄話 一輩子說不煩聽不膩
仰頭看你微笑瞇起眼睛 溫柔的好像愛情的詩句
你無條件包容我 被疼愛的感覺很快樂
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
你有改不掉的粗心大意 我有偶爾發作的小任性
因為相愛就可以 對每個小毛病 有耐心
每次想你我就更愛自己 原來思念也可以很溫馨
世上最近的距離 是兩個人的心 在一起
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
我~非常愛你 非常確定 愛的甜蜜 愛的貼心
每次爭吵都要練習 壞情緒轉過身就失憶
非常愛你 深深愛你 沒有懷疑
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
每次看你就有一份安定 知道今後我哪兒也不去
在我們的小天地 專心的愛著你
haha ok! off to bed!
long week ahead!
take gd care every1!
nitez!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.<3 fcr.][
hello bloggy!
been a while since i blogged.
school had started. =]
work goes on as usual. life goes on as usual.
looking forward to kusu with 5-yr-old on wed! =]
here's a nice song!
Enjoy! =]
像一個孩子賴在你懷裡 願二十四小時形影不離
兩個人的悄悄話 一輩子說不煩聽不膩
仰頭看你微笑瞇起眼睛 溫柔的好像愛情的詩句
你無條件包容我 被疼愛的感覺很快樂
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
你有改不掉的粗心大意 我有偶爾發作的小任性
因為相愛就可以 對每個小毛病 有耐心
每次想你我就更愛自己 原來思念也可以很溫馨
世上最近的距離 是兩個人的心 在一起
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
我~非常愛你 非常確定 愛的甜蜜 愛的貼心
每次爭吵都要練習 壞情緒轉過身就失憶
非常愛你 深深愛你 沒有懷疑
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
每次看你就有一份安定 知道今後我哪兒也不去
在我們的小天地 專心的愛著你
haha ok! off to bed!
long week ahead!
take gd care every1!
nitez!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.<3 fcr.][
Wednesday, August 03, 2011
][。突然很想念在场上的感觉。][
][。突然很想念在场上的感觉。][
突然被一阵思念吞没。
突然超想念在场上的那感觉。
篮球为我带来了悲伤。
但，它带给我的快乐更是无法形容的。
没有篮球，就没有今天的我。
没有想要比任何人好。只是想超越自己。
我突然很想把球打好。
很久没有这种感觉了。
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.misses much.][
突然被一阵思念吞没。
突然超想念在场上的那感觉。
篮球为我带来了悲伤。
但，它带给我的快乐更是无法形容的。
没有篮球，就没有今天的我。
没有想要比任何人好。只是想超越自己。
我突然很想把球打好。
很久没有这种感觉了。
take gd care every1!
nitez. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.misses much.][
Sunday, July 31, 2011
][.12 days in Thailand!.][
][.12 days in Thailand!.][
Sawadee ka!! cheu felicia!
i am back in Singapore bloggy!
i just had one of the best trips! =]
12 days away from everything - tuitions, work, trainings.
just every moment of surprise and amazement with the world and we amaze ourselves! =]
Day 1: 20th July 2011! Set off to BKK!
we set off with 2 bag packs and met moi at Bangkok interplace hotel!
it was raining when we reached! got on a cab and say sawadee ka thailand! here we come! =]
after a simple dinner, we tot e day would end with nua-ing and mj so we bought loads of food! sotong, prata, etc BUT it wasn't!
moi's cousin jie aee came and brought us out to dessert! awesome dessert! <3
haha but due to our over eating, we all had stomach prob tt night and moi had to wrap towel and come out cz i was in v much of a pain. lol. *testimonial of f/s! moi's sexiest moment! haha jing n me jus couldn't stop laughing*
Day 2 - 4 : KhaoYai!
奶爸 came to fetch us! haha 2hrs ++ journey!
we stopped by and had lunch by e river! super chill-lax.
and we went to the amusement park to play be4 gg to palio in love and back to our mud house (with no tv, no aircon, no fridge!) but we enjoyed e simplicity of it!
baan sujipuri! that's where we have our sleep be4 10pm, nua and play mj, exercise day! jogging for 20mins with sumo (my 1st experience)!
listening to the river and go to slp but nv fail to ask jing, is it raining? haha n 2 super cute dogs - sumo and nina!
2nd days upon reaching khao yai, we went to see e waterfall and nai pa dun allow us to walk as much as he can!
Day 4: On the way to Ayutthaya, we went to chokchai farm!
a very nice experience and we even sat on e ma che and had LOTR feelings!
Day 4-5: Ayutthaya
that's where we see nice historical places. floating market and ride the elephants!
at the same time, we got into a hotel which only care about fa-rangs (ang moh) and not us! but it's ok! we had our own fun! hahaha
there was a toilet with no door, but we invented our own! =P
Day 5-6: Ayutthaya-BKK-Nakhon Pathom
24/7/11. i knock my head, moi lost her phone and jing bled with no reason.
that was our suay day but we smiled n moved on!
we went to moi's ah ma's hometown and stayed in a hotel tt recognized moi since she was a baby! and our adventure nv stops!
4 of us (moi,jing,phun and me) rode on a motorbike with no helmet! i swear i was holding on for my life! =X
den we went to hospital for thai massage! (cz moi visit her ah ma and say on the way!) and we ate 35 bath owning chicken rice at the market!
after tt, we went to moi's ahyi place for dinner! home cook food but v heart warming! so for 2 days we repeat our routine and 2nd night, we met phun's friend and a group of 6 people, 3 singapore, 3 thais started laughing the night away.
they are really super funny! we had thai udon (glass noodles) and thai + korean fusion bbq while they drink and stun us! haha
Day 7-8: Kanchanaburi
we almost had to forfeit this province due to transportation, but thankfully for our crazy night, we managed to rent the car from nuun (phun's friend) and we set of to Kanchanaburi! the owning breathtaking dam, death railway over river kwai and all. we went to sing ktv on the night of day 1 too! haha
day 2 in kanchanaburi was driving up the mountain, climbing 7 tier erawan waterfall! pretending that we are tarzans and going on all fours cz all we had were slippers and not a sip of water for 3 hours plus plus. the test of friendship and trust as we lol our way and watch each other's back! there were monkeys and it was really slippery as we got higher up! it was like rock climbing with no strings! *we went out of our comfort zone straight into danger zone!*
Day 9-12: BKK
back to bkk, on our own we shopped like mad, eat like mad and nua like mad!
i really shopped like mad with jing! haha 8 tops, 2 shorts, 2 bags, 3 pairs of shoes (and these are only for myself) not counting 2 watches for mummy, 1 shirt for daddy, 1 wallet for didi, 1 clock for c mei and purses for godma and ahyis and prezzie for roomie, jy, llz and friends! haha feng le man!
and jie aee came to bring us to nice places on one night too!
we went to drink and looked at the river! super nice! no such places in Singapore i think..=X
this is the 1st time i watched movie in thailand! we watched horrible bosses and had a great laugh. and now i know that there will be thai national anthem be4 e show. =]
jing and me went to do mani and padi too =]
with this, i conclude my 12 days in thai!
1300++ photos, countless moments of surprise and new experience!
this trip is really a hard-earned, long awaited, relaxing trip!
thanks goes out to loads especially moi's relatives who made our trip so much more fun and simple and enjoyable!
thanks loads to moi n jing for tolerating me saying heeooo (hungry) every now and den and thanks to jing for enduring the 1/4 of bed space and my elbows and snatching blanket each night!
i truly enjoyed myself! and recharged from this trip! =]
thanks loads guan yin niang niang for blessing us with a safe and fun-filled trip!
thanks to all that made this trip sucessful!
this will be a trip to remember! (thou every trip is also vv memorable!) =]
nitez every1!
i shall sleep and face august with strength!
whatever it is, i had 12days of awesomeness and it's time to face my work be4 i earn my next trip! =]
take care!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.every moment is an adventure.][
Sawadee ka!! cheu felicia!
i am back in Singapore bloggy!
i just had one of the best trips! =]
12 days away from everything - tuitions, work, trainings.
just every moment of surprise and amazement with the world and we amaze ourselves! =]
Day 1: 20th July 2011! Set off to BKK!
we set off with 2 bag packs and met moi at Bangkok interplace hotel!
it was raining when we reached! got on a cab and say sawadee ka thailand! here we come! =]
after a simple dinner, we tot e day would end with nua-ing and mj so we bought loads of food! sotong, prata, etc BUT it wasn't!
moi's cousin jie aee came and brought us out to dessert! awesome dessert! <3
haha but due to our over eating, we all had stomach prob tt night and moi had to wrap towel and come out cz i was in v much of a pain. lol. *testimonial of f/s! moi's sexiest moment! haha jing n me jus couldn't stop laughing*
Day 2 - 4 : KhaoYai!
奶爸 came to fetch us! haha 2hrs ++ journey!
we stopped by and had lunch by e river! super chill-lax.
and we went to the amusement park to play be4 gg to palio in love and back to our mud house (with no tv, no aircon, no fridge!) but we enjoyed e simplicity of it!
baan sujipuri! that's where we have our sleep be4 10pm, nua and play mj, exercise day! jogging for 20mins with sumo (my 1st experience)!
listening to the river and go to slp but nv fail to ask jing, is it raining? haha n 2 super cute dogs - sumo and nina!
2nd days upon reaching khao yai, we went to see e waterfall and nai pa dun allow us to walk as much as he can!
Day 4: On the way to Ayutthaya, we went to chokchai farm!
a very nice experience and we even sat on e ma che and had LOTR feelings!
Day 4-5: Ayutthaya
that's where we see nice historical places. floating market and ride the elephants!
at the same time, we got into a hotel which only care about fa-rangs (ang moh) and not us! but it's ok! we had our own fun! hahaha
there was a toilet with no door, but we invented our own! =P
Day 5-6: Ayutthaya-BKK-Nakhon Pathom
24/7/11. i knock my head, moi lost her phone and jing bled with no reason.
that was our suay day but we smiled n moved on!
we went to moi's ah ma's hometown and stayed in a hotel tt recognized moi since she was a baby! and our adventure nv stops!
4 of us (moi,jing,phun and me) rode on a motorbike with no helmet! i swear i was holding on for my life! =X
den we went to hospital for thai massage! (cz moi visit her ah ma and say on the way!) and we ate 35 bath owning chicken rice at the market!
after tt, we went to moi's ahyi place for dinner! home cook food but v heart warming! so for 2 days we repeat our routine and 2nd night, we met phun's friend and a group of 6 people, 3 singapore, 3 thais started laughing the night away.
they are really super funny! we had thai udon (glass noodles) and thai + korean fusion bbq while they drink and stun us! haha
Day 7-8: Kanchanaburi
we almost had to forfeit this province due to transportation, but thankfully for our crazy night, we managed to rent the car from nuun (phun's friend) and we set of to Kanchanaburi! the owning breathtaking dam, death railway over river kwai and all. we went to sing ktv on the night of day 1 too! haha
day 2 in kanchanaburi was driving up the mountain, climbing 7 tier erawan waterfall! pretending that we are tarzans and going on all fours cz all we had were slippers and not a sip of water for 3 hours plus plus. the test of friendship and trust as we lol our way and watch each other's back! there were monkeys and it was really slippery as we got higher up! it was like rock climbing with no strings! *we went out of our comfort zone straight into danger zone!*
Day 9-12: BKK
back to bkk, on our own we shopped like mad, eat like mad and nua like mad!
i really shopped like mad with jing! haha 8 tops, 2 shorts, 2 bags, 3 pairs of shoes (and these are only for myself) not counting 2 watches for mummy, 1 shirt for daddy, 1 wallet for didi, 1 clock for c mei and purses for godma and ahyis and prezzie for roomie, jy, llz and friends! haha feng le man!
and jie aee came to bring us to nice places on one night too!
we went to drink and looked at the river! super nice! no such places in Singapore i think..=X
this is the 1st time i watched movie in thailand! we watched horrible bosses and had a great laugh. and now i know that there will be thai national anthem be4 e show. =]
jing and me went to do mani and padi too =]
with this, i conclude my 12 days in thai!
1300++ photos, countless moments of surprise and new experience!
this trip is really a hard-earned, long awaited, relaxing trip!
thanks goes out to loads especially moi's relatives who made our trip so much more fun and simple and enjoyable!
thanks loads to moi n jing for tolerating me saying heeooo (hungry) every now and den and thanks to jing for enduring the 1/4 of bed space and my elbows and snatching blanket each night!
i truly enjoyed myself! and recharged from this trip! =]
thanks loads guan yin niang niang for blessing us with a safe and fun-filled trip!
thanks to all that made this trip sucessful!
this will be a trip to remember! (thou every trip is also vv memorable!) =]
nitez every1!
i shall sleep and face august with strength!
whatever it is, i had 12days of awesomeness and it's time to face my work be4 i earn my next trip! =]
take care!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.every moment is an adventure.][
Sunday, July 17, 2011
][.Things happen for a reason.][
][.Things happen for a reason.][
hey bloggy! been really a while since i blogged.
been busy with life in general.
haha life used to be basketball basketball and basketball.
but it had been not part of my life for more than a week for now.
life really has its plan for you don't it?
was dreading hss foc 2011 be4 i went for it.
but it turned out tt i wun regret gg for it!
officially completed 4yrs of hss f.o.c. =]
gosh i m gg to be yr4 in a blink of eyes!
seeing the freshies coming in. haha
and finally thai trip is coming! 20th july 我等了你好久！
did serious packing with jing from 6plus till 9plus! =]
stuffing and sitting on the clothes!
planning our finances and trip!
the long awaited long trip is finally coming! =]]
my hard-earned trip! =]
12 days away!! (from tuitions and trainings (not that i have loads thou))
hahaha byebye singapore!
sawadee thailand! <3
and a random side note..
it's funny how fate plays a game on people.
now i know eating a 7 course meal is like running a race.
cz it's nv ending! haha.
ok! end here le! take gd care every1!
nitez! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.what if?.][
hey bloggy! been really a while since i blogged.
been busy with life in general.
haha life used to be basketball basketball and basketball.
but it had been not part of my life for more than a week for now.
life really has its plan for you don't it?
was dreading hss foc 2011 be4 i went for it.
but it turned out tt i wun regret gg for it!
officially completed 4yrs of hss f.o.c. =]
gosh i m gg to be yr4 in a blink of eyes!
seeing the freshies coming in. haha
and finally thai trip is coming! 20th july 我等了你好久！
did serious packing with jing from 6plus till 9plus! =]
stuffing and sitting on the clothes!
planning our finances and trip!
the long awaited long trip is finally coming! =]]
my hard-earned trip! =]
12 days away!! (from tuitions and trainings (not that i have loads thou))
hahaha byebye singapore!
sawadee thailand! <3
and a random side note..
it's funny how fate plays a game on people.
now i know eating a 7 course meal is like running a race.
cz it's nv ending! haha.
ok! end here le! take gd care every1!
nitez! =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.what if?.][
Sunday, July 03, 2011
][.我们终于团聚了！.][
][.我们终于团聚了！.][
It's 1.51am at the moment!
I have to be up in 5 hrs time! and the long week will begin again!
BUT it's ok!
tonight is a happy night!
Welcome back fungi! and Happy 22nd in advance Jing!
We are only complete with all 5 thou we still hate(love) each another so much over e years. <3
as we get older, our time clashes more and we see how each characters differ.
we have our rough patches, moments of really wanting to kill each another, the spectrum of balancing a 5 person f/s. and girls f/s are like r/s.
but one thing for sure, this is a f/s that i'll want to have for a lifetime.
we'll have our wong chee tan, tan chee wong, chee tan wong (and whichever permutation and combination!)
sorry to fungi for not being able to send you a postcard in time! =X
forever5 <3
heh so many had happened over e past few weeks..
managed to meet up with friends (thou it's all late after work) but it's worth it!
and i always feel that time is the most precious thing you can give some1..cz that's what constitutes your life and every r/s requires efforts to maintain.
1) Met up with llz! had a gd night with duck pizza and a good movie! thanks loads llz! thanks for being the anchor in my life, always playing the role of a big sis, checking on me and making sure that everything is gg on well! Welcome back kid!Gd to have you back! =]] looking forward to a cycling day!
2) Kilkenny and stoning contest by the beach!our f/s is a lost and found. jiayou and make ur present so beautiful and not let it turn into a memory. (you know what i mean) and jiayou as you move on to ur new stage of life!
3) Hello Ghost with Fnq! Really really love the show and highly recommend it! it's amazing how our f/s manage to survive over the decade. haha i guess it's all thanks to our "best friend" =] enjoy our once in a while meet up and chatting as thou we were still in 6B. showing each other the diff side and views of opposing genders and giving each other advice. I am thankful for our f/s. =]
4) Shout-out to roomie! we need to meet up soooon! =] jiayou with trainings!
ok la! time for bed! =]
officially 4++ hrs left.
take gd care every1!
nitez~ =]
p/s: dirk's shirt is coming soon! hopefully it'll come before i go thai!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful.][
It's 1.51am at the moment!
I have to be up in 5 hrs time! and the long week will begin again!
BUT it's ok!
tonight is a happy night!
Welcome back fungi! and Happy 22nd in advance Jing!
We are only complete with all 5 thou we still hate(love) each another so much over e years. <3
as we get older, our time clashes more and we see how each characters differ.
we have our rough patches, moments of really wanting to kill each another, the spectrum of balancing a 5 person f/s. and girls f/s are like r/s.
but one thing for sure, this is a f/s that i'll want to have for a lifetime.
we'll have our wong chee tan, tan chee wong, chee tan wong (and whichever permutation and combination!)
sorry to fungi for not being able to send you a postcard in time! =X
forever5 <3
heh so many had happened over e past few weeks..
managed to meet up with friends (thou it's all late after work) but it's worth it!
and i always feel that time is the most precious thing you can give some1..cz that's what constitutes your life and every r/s requires efforts to maintain.
1) Met up with llz! had a gd night with duck pizza and a good movie! thanks loads llz! thanks for being the anchor in my life, always playing the role of a big sis, checking on me and making sure that everything is gg on well! Welcome back kid!Gd to have you back! =]] looking forward to a cycling day!
2) Kilkenny and stoning contest by the beach!our f/s is a lost and found. jiayou and make ur present so beautiful and not let it turn into a memory. (you know what i mean) and jiayou as you move on to ur new stage of life!
3) Hello Ghost with Fnq! Really really love the show and highly recommend it! it's amazing how our f/s manage to survive over the decade. haha i guess it's all thanks to our "best friend" =] enjoy our once in a while meet up and chatting as thou we were still in 6B. showing each other the diff side and views of opposing genders and giving each other advice. I am thankful for our f/s. =]
4) Shout-out to roomie! we need to meet up soooon! =] jiayou with trainings!
ok la! time for bed! =]
officially 4++ hrs left.
take gd care every1!
nitez~ =]
p/s: dirk's shirt is coming soon! hopefully it'll come before i go thai!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful.][
Sunday, June 19, 2011
][.Updates.][
][.Updates.][
Hello bloggy!
I am back to blog be4 i lose all the precious memory of things tt had been going on since exams was over!
Firstly--> NTU Guangzhou Trip! =]
thankful for the team!
been there once and twice.
met our friends from JiNan Uni again.
every trip is a memorable and eventful one.
pass the baton onto jq and bx! our dearest dumb twins!
n they are doing a wonderful job!
thankful for cynthia for teaching me so much and working together over e past 3yrs.
thanks to roomie for hearing me for the past yrs too!
being a part of NTU basketball n hoping that everything goes right is one of my greatest joy!
for the last two seasons, i will just take a back seat and play the game i love. =]
heh..apart from guangzhou trip, life had been a rather big mesh of things.
taking it as much as i can.
thou sometimes it really gets too much to manage.
but as long as i squeeze sometime out for myself each day, i will be ok =]
thankful for my hp and all the twitter updates to allow myself to know how dallas mavs is doing cz there's work daily.
n dirk nowitzki had made this season the 1st nba tt i m so much into.
basically watching mavs from exams till game 6 had been one of my greatest entertainment.
really happy tt dirk is the mvp and the layup tt he made with his left hand nv fails to touch me! (cz he was injured)
but somehow, the game feels different to me now.
really different. but the feeling is indescribable. =]
just let it be!
congrats dirk! =]
so basically..my hols had been guangzhou, work work work, dirk, and squeezed sometime out on fri to try sailing! =]
there's 11 things tt i wanna try in 2011 and currently 4 is down. 7 to go.
haha somehow experiencing diff things feel gd.
wanna conquer my fear for water and try diving w forever5 at the end of the year.=]
right now, 30days countdown to thai trip w jing n moi =]
one of my motivation to work hard!
n thanks to moi n jing for acc-ing me this weekend.
love my bffs for more than words can say! =]
alright! back to essay markings and rest.
it's a long week ahead! n long day too!
give me e energy to chiong and remain as calm as i can! =]
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][
Hello bloggy!
I am back to blog be4 i lose all the precious memory of things tt had been going on since exams was over!
Firstly--> NTU Guangzhou Trip! =]
thankful for the team!
been there once and twice.
met our friends from JiNan Uni again.
every trip is a memorable and eventful one.
pass the baton onto jq and bx! our dearest dumb twins!
n they are doing a wonderful job!
thankful for cynthia for teaching me so much and working together over e past 3yrs.
thanks to roomie for hearing me for the past yrs too!
being a part of NTU basketball n hoping that everything goes right is one of my greatest joy!
for the last two seasons, i will just take a back seat and play the game i love. =]
heh..apart from guangzhou trip, life had been a rather big mesh of things.
taking it as much as i can.
thou sometimes it really gets too much to manage.
but as long as i squeeze sometime out for myself each day, i will be ok =]
thankful for my hp and all the twitter updates to allow myself to know how dallas mavs is doing cz there's work daily.
n dirk nowitzki had made this season the 1st nba tt i m so much into.
basically watching mavs from exams till game 6 had been one of my greatest entertainment.
really happy tt dirk is the mvp and the layup tt he made with his left hand nv fails to touch me! (cz he was injured)
but somehow, the game feels different to me now.
really different. but the feeling is indescribable. =]
just let it be!
congrats dirk! =]
so basically..my hols had been guangzhou, work work work, dirk, and squeezed sometime out on fri to try sailing! =]
there's 11 things tt i wanna try in 2011 and currently 4 is down. 7 to go.
haha somehow experiencing diff things feel gd.
wanna conquer my fear for water and try diving w forever5 at the end of the year.=]
right now, 30days countdown to thai trip w jing n moi =]
one of my motivation to work hard!
n thanks to moi n jing for acc-ing me this weekend.
love my bffs for more than words can say! =]
alright! back to essay markings and rest.
it's a long week ahead! n long day too!
give me e energy to chiong and remain as calm as i can! =]
take gd care every1!
bye~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.jiayou!.][
Sunday, June 12, 2011
][.Busy Bumble Bee.][
][.Busy Bumble Bee.][
hello bloggy!
pls forgive me!
i will blog really sooon!
there's just too much going on at the moment.
mon to sun work work and work.
there's no t.g.y.m.i.f. (thank guan yin ma it's fri)
cz it's same for e weekend.
the routine goes on and on.
childcare-tuition-ahyi's work
or
childcare-ahyi's work-tuition
or
tuitions-ahyi's work
this is mad.
i swear.
every moment of wanting to just put everything down and run.
but every moment of come on fe! let's pull thur this!
life and it's obligations.
moments of cannot take it.
n moments of ok just do it.
it can be so tiring wanting to be responsible for ur own life.
but it can be so satisfying knowing that you are earning ur own trips and life.
so for every moment of agrh.
there's a moment of gritting on and just do it!
and there's fyp!
all set! elderspeak here i come.
n reality hits now!
find papers, find a nursing home where i can do my data collection.
n tyvm.
there's so many things on hand now.
i seriously feel like a octopus.
ok! time to get down to reading papers.
n t.y.v.m.g.y.m. i finally have a better gpa for this sem. =]
Bye guys~
i will blog soon!
take gd care!!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.busy.busy.][
hello bloggy!
pls forgive me!
i will blog really sooon!
there's just too much going on at the moment.
mon to sun work work and work.
there's no t.g.y.m.i.f. (thank guan yin ma it's fri)
cz it's same for e weekend.
the routine goes on and on.
childcare-tuition-ahyi's work
or
childcare-ahyi's work-tuition
or
tuitions-ahyi's work
this is mad.
i swear.
every moment of wanting to just put everything down and run.
but every moment of come on fe! let's pull thur this!
life and it's obligations.
moments of cannot take it.
n moments of ok just do it.
it can be so tiring wanting to be responsible for ur own life.
but it can be so satisfying knowing that you are earning ur own trips and life.
so for every moment of agrh.
there's a moment of gritting on and just do it!
and there's fyp!
all set! elderspeak here i come.
n reality hits now!
find papers, find a nursing home where i can do my data collection.
n tyvm.
there's so many things on hand now.
i seriously feel like a octopus.
ok! time to get down to reading papers.
n t.y.v.m.g.y.m. i finally have a better gpa for this sem. =]
Bye guys~
i will blog soon!
take gd care!!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.busy.busy.][
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