][.nothing beats sharing a moment tgt w em.][

][.nothing beats sharing a moment tgt w em.][

haf been questioning where my guardian angel is nowadays..

hasn't been feeling too happy due to being sick n lousy results etc..

however..

i tink i found my "guardian angels" tonite..

they nv fail to make mi laugh n smile from e bottom of my heart..

e simple n sweet moments shared tgt..

doing "corrective work order" under e stars..

singing the familiar song "Di Yi Shi Jian" together once again..

n i wonder..

are we realli 18 or turning 18 soon?

it's almost a decade..

but things remained unchanged =]

n i love em so! <3

happy 18 moi!

take gd care every1! byee...

][.10.fe.15.][

][.headache.][

][.headache.][

back from school!
thankful tt i was able to deter e drowsy effect of e medicine n tried my best to listen during lessons..
but..nw tt i m bac..
i m feeling e terrible headache all over again..
it's realli hard nt to be stressed when others are scoring all e A B Cs while i m here strugglin to pass..
it's realli nt positive at all..
thou many wuld tell mi that it's ok..
u wuld work ur way up..
i m realli thankful for all these ppl who keep my hopes alive..
but yet at e same time..
i can't sink into self denial n tell myself tt it's ok..
coz..all these ain't ok at all..
n my head is exploding..
be it e SBQ or e results or everything..
agrh..
alright..i shall stop ranting n get sum rest be4 my head explodes..n pardon mi for all these rantings yeah..sorry..

ok..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.sum1 pls watch over mi.][

][.an end to youth.][

][.an end to youth.][

haha currently i m bloggin while others are having their lit tutorial..hmm yup..my 1st time pon-ing sch n staying hm..haha feeling rather floaty nw..dunno how to say but shuld be e drowsy effect of medication ba..went to c e doc ytr..waited for damm long..but e doc is nice n gd la..gt 2 days mc..so decided to realli stay hm n rest today..or rather..forced to stay hm by e drowsy medicine..=X aw..yups..jus wondering where's my guardian angel nowadays?..=P

hao la..shall stop ranting abt it..aw today's blog is to draw "an end to youth"..haha i meant playin basketball as a youth..sun was e last youth cup..glad tt it was quite a gd ending..=] hmm thur out these yrs playing youth cups..although onli played for 3 yrs (as i can rmb)..there has been ups n downs..but it sumhow taught mi lots of things..=]

2005

haha hmm..sec4 played under combine white..hmm nt much of a memory how was it like..but i knew tt i went in without e hope n expectation of being able to play much..cz..haha tt's my 1st ever time in combine n it's already an honour..so nt much of a qi wang to play..jus went in w e mindset of doing my best for every sec tt i was given..=] yups..so ended e youth cup w a 2nd placing..haha losin to combine red..=P but nt too bad too..an experience was gained..=]

2006

hmm den j1..haha i declare 2006 as my down down period in basketball..can't play well even in normal games against jc tt are of average standards..got benched..got endless scoldings frm coach..n e weak mi culd nt take it man..haha e lousy pok mi..but luckily at e end i managed to brace up a little w snr's, llz n da 1031's encouragements..haha after e turmoil of e A divn being kicked out of u18..i was met w another blow of nt getting into combine schs..haha it's jus a sucky feeling..but after a while..i jus haf to admit tt maybe i was jus lousier than others..haha but dere's always this small part of mi tt still can't take it lying down..struggling so hard..n even questioning myself..wanted to jus nt play youth cup for tt yr..cz alj also dun haf enff ppl to form a team..it was realli..haha a period of struggles..but i was glad tt i played..=]

thankfully cindy coach was dere to help mi find a team..i still rmb e nite when she broke e news to mi..my tears tt jus fell out uncontrollably..n told mi tt she wuld get mi a team to play in..n tt e coaches dun appreciate mi..but it's ok..so i ended up trng n playing w home u for youth cup..it was realli quite an enjoyable experience..started out being scared n found myself unable to click w those tt are older than mi by a yr..however thanks to elica n coach liling n all e friendly team mates dere..i finally was able to play w e team well..it was realli quite fun de..haha it was also den tt i regained bac e confidence tt i lost by getting e trust n dependancy tt i had nv felt be4..in addition to all these..coach cindy n lqjl came down for sum of e matches..n checked out how i m doing now and then..realli v grateful to them..as well as my alj team mates..n da 1031 who came down too =D..as well as my whole family for cuming down to support..haha i wuld nv forget e day which my whole family, da 1031, ah rum n employer came down to support..=] and of cz llz who gave mi my constant boost of confidence..haha realli v thankful to so many ppl! hence although 2006 is e down down period in basketball..it was e up up period whereby i discovered e love n warmth of so many ppl..it was realli a memorable yr thou we din managed to get past e 1st round..but it was realli unforgettable..=]

2007

haha den 2007..my last youth cup..hmm trained n realli wanted so much to play w alj kem..din even thought of getting into combines cz was always nt playing e main 5 in e initial part of A div..thankful for llz who was dere to tell mi tt main5 dun matter..wad matters is e contribution to e team for every sec tt i m on court..thankful to tt..i held on n was able to perform quite ok during A div..so was realli trng hard w alj kem..n was given e precious chance to be e captain of alj kem..hmm when i was given tt post..i realli wanted so much to train hard tgt w e team n tgt w them win e champs..cz they r realli a gd bunch of players..however ren suan bu ru tian suan..i got into combines..was realli thankful cz it is sumhow a kind of affirmation..however at e same time..it strips mi of e post of being kem's captain n at e same time unable to play for kem for 3 youth cups tt i had played..quite a pity..dere was a little struggle here n dere..however i noe tt if i din get in..i may start to doubt myself again..yups aw thankful for everything tt i haf got in 2007..went down to support kem w liying whenever we culd..n many a times cheering tgt for em =] so..2007 is quite a gd n beautiful ending to everything ba..got champs for both A div n milo cup! ended of w a champion title for both! wad more can i ask for?..but wadever it is..i m still thankful to kem n llz as well as my family who gave mi e support thur out all these games =]

haha to end of..jus sum pics for memories..=]

sheng zhong woosh! go vj! haha 6 yrs..so fast..we haf been playing tgt for 6 yrs! thanks for all these wonderful memories n teaching as well as guiding mi so much in e game! thanks to both of u! u gals r realli deserving of e mvps! =D thanks soOoO much!!

haha hao la..end here le..e drowsy effect is realli gettting hold of mi..jus wanna thank so many ppl for all e wonderful memories! take gd care every1! drink mre water! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.wonderful memories.][

][.transformers.][

][.transformers.][

there's more than meet the eyes. =]

haha throat is hurting.
saved mi from e fats of popcorns.
loved e oldies played at e start of e show.
loved bumble bee n e leader(which i culd nt catch his name).
admire e bravery n courage of those standing at e frontline.
loved e beautiful sunset.
loved e companion.=]
got myself another bk from cecelia ahern - A place called here!
hope it wuld be as nice as all e others!
thanks for another nice day. =]
get well soon fungi!
n o yah..i met e old blind lady again..she's brave =]

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.chocs.][

][.chocs.][

i guess chocs n gd companion realli has e effect of cheering sum1 up ba! =]
these few days haf been a mixture of feelings.
stunned at another shitified grade of my own doings.=[
however at e same time.
a sense of warmth n love of friendship.
chatted w llz till wee hours in e morning on msn was gd. =]
(thou i was laming n leng-ing) but it was realli nice.xiexie ni!
watching harry potter n shopping ard at vivo was nice too.
thou was realli tired out by e burden of my bag.
but still thanks for everything lin lao fern.=]
guessed i gotta go bathe n get started on my work soon!
coz meeting e pigs for a movie later.
haha can't wait for it =]

3 things to =] n 1 thing to =[ so i guess..life isn't tt bad afterall ba..=]

hao la..take gd care every1! jia u lo! if ur life suxz nw..it can't get any worst! =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.be strong.][

][.be strong.][



knee is hurting like nobody business now..
ms tan says tt's becoz i din wear shoe n did skipping on e hard grd which is bad for e knee..
shugs..realli regretted it..haha



aw..got e prelims time table..
n got bac my int hist results..
it's..haha kinda disappointing..



felt realli tired tt i jus collasped on my bed..
n slept without e fan..
practically in an "oven"..



woke up n went for a run..
i love running..
cz it helps to take ya mind of loads..
haha..



n now i m bac home..
n my heart feels a little tired..
but it got perked up when i saw this..
coz the race is all about believing in yourself. i dream i can run like the wind and be strong when my <3>



haha hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..n yah..tml is fri e 13..do take care huh! byee..

i pray for a nice tml =D



][.10.fe.15.][

][.deception.][

][.deception.][

for e past 2 days or so..e same song has been repeating over n over again on my mp3..it's jay's
Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi..不能说的秘密..haha been quite sum time since i repeat a song over n over again..n whenever i do tt..dere's onli a few reasons..1 being it's realli nice..another being i m feeling realli..haha shitty..

slept at 9plus ytr nite..was realli tired..had friendly w e teachers but can't even get myself to warm up properly..realli tired..guessed maybe it's been a long time since i play for so many consec days ba..fri,sat,sun n mon..woohoo..can't take it..haha maybe it's physical tired-ness..maybe it's mental fatigue..i dunno..got bac my maths results ytr..wow..a wonderful U..i kinda expected it..but yet at e same time..it jus ain't feeling too gd la..like u practice over n over again..yet u get this kind of shitty results..my conclusion is..it's jus not enff..n it's realli scary..sighs..aw wad struck mi e most was..i walked past a sci class n i saw ppl scoring like 80+? tt's like A while i m like a U..n while A lvls is like a wow 3 mths away?..tell mi tt i dun feel like dying..felt so shitified..yups..but ytr was nt tt bad la..it was jus..sighs..

so today..tues..wow it's e tues bad stomache day..had diarrhoea again..sianz..aw despite loads of slp e previous day..i felt so so tired today..yups..aw lessons were ok..haha din haf much of a lesson aw..haha llz came to help mi w maths after tt! haha thanks loads n loads! haha 2 mre mths..i jus hope to do maths everyday..haha jkjk..but yups..maths get fun when u noe how to do..but it gets real bad when u r lost..=\

hmm aw i was saying abt repeating e song over n over again..haha n 1 line in particular nv fails to haf an image pop out in my mind whenever i listen to it..你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见..haha i dunno how u feel..but i felt tt it was realli sad..cz i always rmb this line..再见是留给会再见的人..想必你应该明白我的意识吧。。阻止那人说再见是因为-不会再见了。。

haha ok..enough of crapping..off i go..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.nice.][

][.nice.07.07.07][

today is relatively a nice day..
rushed out despite e heavy downpour..to go for e last session of coaching..haha went for nice breakfast be4 tt..den for e 1st time in my life..i bought 12 subways cookies at one go! haha lol thou in e end i onli ate 2 =P..but haha shall note this down..*random-ness*

den after tt went for coaching de time..haha suffered 2 scratches..one on each hand..n loads of free itchy er xin wen zi de bites..haha after dropping cindy coach n yaqi at nyp..got another ride from lqjl bac to lor ah soo..hmm talked to jl abt a subject tt i tot wasnt realli appropriate..but yet i jus felt like i can't dun care abt it..but yups..jus like wad jl say..hope tt things wuld turn out as expected la..haha amber lights =P

aw went bac to ahs to play after tt..was waiting for fungi at e mrt be4 walking up w wen n her..haha along e way we were boastin to wen abt our 5mins reach sch de ability..cz we wanted to slim down den..haha n den lame lame stuffs..aw we reached le..den saw sh's msg..haha lol dun worry we will go de..hee yups..watched e jnrs trained a little..den play w em..haha n i tink we play w clean outdoor courts for v long le..so felt tt e court was like realli dusty? haha at least i felt tt la..ok..after tt play e game..haha onli 4 of us..so plus clara..o mian..my stamina is failing mi la..aw..yah..was trying to stop 1 of ting yi's fast break n i felt my shoulder or hand jerked backwards..was like super ouch..jus sat dere n din wan to move..clutching on to it..i can't tell u how afraid i was at tt moment..jus v scared wad if it dun jerk bac..den how to play..haha din felt so scared be4..but luckily..after a while..it came bac to normal..but still a sharp pain..so din realli dare to move it..but aw..yah..haha jus v thankful tt at least it came bac..hee after tt went to 85 w sh n wen n coaches!..haha ate like a pig..partially thanks to wen who always can't finish her food nowadays ;p haha jkjk..

aw it was home sweet home after tt..haha ate dinner w mummy n didi AgaIn! haha..aw woohoo..today is e 1st time tt i saw didi unable to finish a packet of chicken rice! haha reason being..mummy bought him char siew rice in e morning..den daddy knowing tt he loves chicken rice..bought him chicken rice for lunch..n mi..great minds think alike..bought him chicken rice for dinner too! wahaha so e poor didi was like..1st time ever => har?! why chicken rice again..nxt wk i dun wan le la..haha" den after tt brought him to econs to get sum stuffs be4 cuming home to bake cheesecake w mummy! haha mummy is realli so much patient than mi la..she made dao v xi xin while i jus agar agar =P haha den we asked e poor didi who wanted to help us to help us by keeping himself quiet =x haha e poor boy..aw after cake baking session..talked to mummy for a while regarding how glad i m tt i played basketball..n those zhu tous..haha it's always nice talking to mummy when she's in e right mood..haha =P

and now i m bloggin..haha quite tired le..tink gg to rest ltr..haha aw hope tt every1 wuld be happy! esp those tt matters to mi..love e smile on ur faces..but as always..i can be dere to c e down side yeah..n yah..today i realli feel tt..sumtimes it's better not to haf any expectations..cz when u haf expectations n it's reached..u wuld tink..it's sumthing tt shuld be..but when it's nt..u wuld b v disappointed n sad..so..it's better nt to haf expectation..=]

haha hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][。混乱。][

][。混乱。][

最近的心情总是特别的混乱或复杂。
可以在这一刻非常快乐，
却又能在瞬间内变得非常的奇怪。。
说不出口的不舒服。。

啊！受不了这样的自己。。
有时真的真的很讨厌这样的自己。。
好啦，现在有点累了。。
晚安！

我要变得更强。
因为我不想输。。

][.10.fe.15.][

][.无可取代.][

][.无可取代.][

today is a mixture of everything..

haha both happy n .. haha i dunno a mixtures of feelings..

started out quite grouchy in e morning due to e lack of sleep ytr nite..

but i noe tt everthing wuld be worth it in e end..=D

haha aw..morning was grouchy n sleepy..jus dun feel like doing anything..
in addition to tt..my super clever hp black out w no reason..so sianz by it la..

but at e same time i love it..becoz of e camera! haha..

den quite dunno how to describe de feeling de..

11 reached den tot of llz who wuld be facing e op soon..

ooo hooo..jus prayed tt everything wuld go on smoothly..

n thank so much, it did!

llz jia u! speedy recovery huh!!

after tt was e end of e short day in sch..

rushed down to pp to meet wen..

haha went to look for jing's stuff..

but ended up looking for wen's green shirt which sparked our shopping mood..

haha w mi ending up w a shorts tt i quite like de..n wen w a collar tee..

5/7/07..2:50PM..e 1st time in a decade tt we went shopping for clothes tgt =P

haha a moment worth remembering =P

haha aw we got jing's stuff in e end la..

haha moon river n braclet..

sooo tired by e end of e whole shopping..

haha came hm instead of gg to wen's hse..

cz i wanna get a shirt to pei my new shorts..haha

rested a while be4 rushing out to meet e others to embark on our plan!

haha supposed to reach e palace by 7:30pm de..

but due to e "hey jing!" msgs we past e princess hour! haha

aw made our way dere n cont to plan plan..

haha every1 was so jing zhang..

fungi jing zhang w her video cam-ing..
all jing zhang n hoping tt everything goes on smoothly..

haha n yeah man..

Di Yi Shi Jian + "To us, you are special"..

haha think it was quite successful ba!

thou e bday song was not sang on cue..

n dere was xiao chang..

but overall..it was quite..

haha i dunno..

went to ws's xing wang for dinner after tt..haha

n we r gd influences of each another! =P

after dinner we started our pic taking time again..

haha n as usual..

its taking every little thing be4 taking us..haha

den it was time for home sweet home..

n dere goes tan tan wong chee chee bac to their homes..

but be4 tt..

e lame but traditional sms-ing..

haha..Happy Birthday Jing !

haha poor fungi hafing to send "!"..haha

aw gotcha our reply..but dere was no spare camera to take down e msges..so haf to save it 1st..

haha after tt took 3 hm w fungi..

haha w a happy happy mood..

to me, they r jus so special!

thanks for making my day!

haha yups! tt's my day of mixtures which ended off w a sweet n happy nite! haha..pardon mi for bloggin every single detail down..cz..haha it's been so long since i enjoy myself tt much..n i dun wanna forget anything..=] never..

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

ps. thank for this blessed n wonderful day!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.倒流.][

][.倒流.][

想哭之前，抬头看星星。
那样，泪水就会倒流了。

但，没有必要忍住泪。
想哭就哭，
痛快地哭一场后再坚强的站起来。
那就行了。。

好累啊！
但，谁又何尝不累呢？
这就是所谓的人生吧。。
加油！

][.10.fe.15.][

][.缘分.][

][.缘分.][

有些人你会莫名的喜欢，有些人你会没有原因特别讨厌，都讲缘分。

要相信人与人的相处确实讲求缘分，有些人一拍即合，有些人就算用强力胶黏在一起还是会撕破脸皮，完全不可强求。

相聚别离，别离相聚，一切早有定数。聪明的话，别问到底，暗中吸取教训，下次更聪明，日子更美丽。

][.10.fe.15.][

][.status: fat n unfit.][

][.status: fat n unfit.][

haha went to sch for a period of maths today..so diaoz..but haha like matong says..this kind of things happen onli once in 5 wks..so its like ok..haha

aw went to library w sh n got myself 3 chi books..haha wu qing kang's bk ->23:59 is realli quite nice de..v my type of book..haha

aw came hm n nua-ed a while be4 i went for a jog..haha be4 i culd even start..it rained..but i ran la..cz i noe tt if i turn bac n go hm nw..i wuld end up feeling fatter than ever..haha so ran like snail speed n came hm for sum light gym..was jus doing stats ( i meant e gym kind..nt maths =P)..den my right hand cramped..haha tt's how super unfit i m nw =[ like a pig..fat n unfit la..

haha ok..so gg to rest a while be4 gg to meet moi n ly to go n visit snail..cz cmi on thurs..due to ahem's bday..haha wad else ne..o yah..i haf this super bad stomache since this morning..been rushing to my toilet..all my bro's fault la..haha jkjk..it jus so happened tt he is hafing gastric flu nw..so this v mei you liang xin de da jie jus blamed him =P aw yah..do take gd care of ya stomache huh..dunno why but nowadays like lots of ppl dou keep on stomache..maybe e weather la..haha but jus take care..=]

hmm haha n yah..did i mentioned tt kem won! haha realli v happy! haha but it's jus different..haha cz can't be dere to fight w em..but nbm la..u haf to give up sumthing to get sumthing..so i m jus praying n hoping tt wbl division B wuld be after my A lvls so tt i can play w e team..i realli wanna..haha but if it's not..i wuld still support em de =D hee..

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.sumtimes.][

][.sumtimes.][

days after cts haf been quite eventful =]
sat went for coaching but din do much cz of my unstable ankle..haha
o yah..be4 tt went for breakfast..haha quite nice de la..
rushed off to help up w e closure of national stadium after tt..
woohoo..e fireworks were nice =D haha

sun..nua-ed at hm be4 gg to support kem! haha
den had a game w home u..be4 gg down to team bbq tgt! haha
o yah..thanks llz =D haha
e bbq was more like a buffet i tink..
haha thanks lots to coconut's bro!
haha i tink it was quite nice..
talking abt clubs etc..
haha i din haf much to talk abt..cz..
haha but no worries..i love my club..
but at e same time..i m open to comments de la =P

after that..sorry to those tt stayed over..
haha sorry for pangseh-ing!
sorry sorry!

hmm ran for bus n went to wen's hse..
haha watched nada sou sou..
haha e guy is so uncle to wen..
but he is shuai la..
den hmm e story was quite sad but nt truly sad at e end..
haha i felt tt e ending was too abrupt..hee
but overall nt bad la..
after tt i can't get to slp..dunno why also..
so jus watched beyond e glory..
kobe n kelvin garnet de..
haha KG de was quite nice n touching de..

haha so spent my day eating my life away at wen's hse..
den bac hm..
haha hm sweet hm..=D

hmm n sumtimes i jus feel so fortunate..
n at e same time..
i feel so lousy..
thanks n sorry for everything my friends! =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.loved.][

][.insecure.][

][.insecure.][

nv felt as insecure as this v moment now..
nv ever..
told llz tt it mus be my guardian angel knocking on my door n telling mi dat..-> it's time fe..=]

haha thanks guardian angel..
thanks for ringing this bell in mi..
i hope it wuld be in time..

it's e last battle..
give mi all e strength to fight it n fight on..
n conquer it w a smile..=]

there's no substitue for hardwork..
you have to give up sumthings to get sumthings..
goals are dreams with deadline..

thanks llz for listening to mi..
thanks for all ya advice..
xie xie ni..=]

hao la..
take gd care every1..
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.bu an de qing xu.][

][.everything will be alright.][

][.everything will be alright.][

hmm ct2 is finished..n so m i..
nv felt tt defeated..
but truly defeated by maths..
shugs..was feeling realli agrh..
but went out w concourse kids..hee =D

hmm aw den was chatting w mamajan on e way bac..
haha deja vu of our ct1s huh..
tt mama..always throwing mi insights tt i nv tot of..
haha how do u define best friends?

aw i met e blind auntie again ytr nite..
this time round she was standing by e road for v long..
i was standing dere w her for a moment be4 i asking her if she wuld wan mi to acc her across e road..
after we crossed she showed mi 2 can food tt's like rusty..
n i told her not to eat it..
she say she bought it for 2bucks cz e person tt sold it like v ke lian..
n i felt kinda angry for her for a moment..
how can tt person cheat her of her money..
this blind lady is realli nice..
she is still caring for others despite her own "misfortune"..
after chatting for a while..
she told mi she culd n noe e way hm le..
so i jiu left..
crossed e road n stood dere to see her till i lost her..
wanted to pei her to e destination de..
but..
mummy say we shuld respect em n their own abilities..

hmm it's so deja vu..cz whenever i m feeling down i wuld meet this blind old lady..n she wuld make mi feel tt my problems are jus so mini tiny as compared to hers..try opening your eyes in ya dark..staring into e darkness..it's realli so scary..v v scary..so..my friends..cherish everything n rmb u r a fortunate kid!

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1!..byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.love em.][

][.be yourself.][

][.be yourself.][

be who you are

& say what you feel

because those who matter don't mind

& those who mind don't matter

super tired now..but jus wanna blog this down..jing got it from a photography web n i got it from our blog..

love these few simple lines..
so jus wanna blog it down n share..
hope u enjoy it as much as i do..=]
n thanks to e person who wrote it thou i nv know who u r..

take gd care every1! byee..off to rest be4 starting on lit =X

][.10.fe.15.][
][.nth else matters.][

][.dead.][

][.dead.][

i declare myself dead for my upcuming ct2..
realli super no mood to study..
too much distractions..
sighs..
i realli realli will work hard after this..
but for nw..
its dead..
so many things undone..
those tt are done r like nt done too..
sianz..
sighs..

n today is another sianz day..
sprained ankle after so long..
n my toe is bleeding..dunno why also..
thanks to those tt helped mi..esp liying =P
hmm n paiseh to buddy for ps u last min..
wasn't realli feeling v gd..
so if i stayed to watch e game i wuld blame myself de..

aw today isn't realli a gd day..
but ytr was nt too bad..
haha went for coaching little cute kids..
den went to pinic for rum's bday at ecp..
it was quite nice..jus lying dere n enjoying e breeze..
haha shall post e pics sum other day..cz currently i haven went to get my hp bac..sighs..
hmm den o yah..
ytr was e 1st time tt i sat e car tt npo drove..
wahahaha it was funny..
n memorable..=]

hao la..shall end here n try to get bac to my econs tt's nt even half done la..
take gd care every1!..byee...

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][.why ain't u tt 1?.or maybe i m realli hoping for too much frm u.sighs.][

][.meaningful.][

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came hm earlier than planned due to headache once again..

shugs..

went to repair my hp again!

n i guess..e reason i love my hp so much is becoz of e camera function ba..

but e sad thing is..

there's sumthing wrong w e software again!

soo..that means all e files wuld be deleted again..

shugs..

aw yah..forgive my rantings yeah..

jus v sian tt i haf to lose everything in my hp for twice in less than a month..

o aw..felt e headache n realli felt like giving up on my studying le..cz it's nt getting anywhere far..but jus as i was blog hopping..n trying to escape..i came across sumthing tt is sumwad meaningful on yy's blog..it was frm ren hui..(sorry for mentioning e names..cz i tink it's better to credit it to em =D)..

it's sumthing like..

if u decided to spend today slacking away..u wuld haf to work double hard tml..n if u decided to slack tml away again..u wuld noe wad e consequences is..so..dun spend another day slacking..if u dun work hard nw..when will u? dun spend another day regretting ! =D

haha yups..jus found it v motivating n true..so off i go..bac to e place tt i haf been wanting to escape from..=D take gd care every1!..byee..n haha forgot to mention..e pic is abv was taken by mi a few days bac..n i named it hope ! get it? =P tc!

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][.n i jus wan u to be here.][

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i m hafing a bad n spliting headache nw..

shugs..

aw today again hasn't been realli productive..

coped at hm n drink n eat my life away..

agrh..

i shall scram out of hse tml to get to sumwhere to study..

i nd to like pia like siao..but nw i jus can't cz realli v headache..

sianz!

shugs..

n all of a sudden i miss e gd old times..

but ok..on a lighter n positive note..

zhu tous had replied mi le!

wahaha so after our CTs we shall embark on our plan of adoption..

haha can't wait for it thou..

doing things tgt w em always make e happiness doubles..

was digging my cupboard for my notes this morning..

n came across my 17th bday prezzie frm them..=> "the time capsule"..

haha n all e memories came bac..

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1 ! byee..

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