][.不肥，才怪.][

][.不肥，才怪.][

haha buffet = 不肥.
but i think is 不肥，才怪。

had a long day today.
tuition at 9am.
met sam for lunch n went down to bukit gombak for project!

went up to the kid's hse at 3pm but she jus slept.
went down to chat w xy n jem n sam for any hr!
we realli talk rubbish! haha

went up again at 4 and started the tired but fun experience with the kid.
trying to get the kid to trust u.
talk to u.
n grabbing u using her small hand.
one reason why i love kids.
n why i love my child lang mod =]

after ard 2hrs of playing ard w e kid.
all of us were super tired.
went down to cityhall to meet zhu tous and got "scolded" by khazad for pang-sehing!

haha..opps i skipped trng.
but bo bian..gotta do project and it's wen's 21st celebration part1!
can't miss it ba!
will train more n run faster e nxt time =]

as usual, we were not all on time =P
fungi n me got ourselves sunglasses while walking there 1st!

haha coolis! fell in love w wearing it after bike rally.

so there we go!
shortly after we arrived..they arrived too!
eat, eat and eat.
talk, talk and talk.
wen n i shared abt our bike rally.
n we jus crapped.
dun ask me how.
time jus flies when u put these people together =]


my foundues! specially created by me!
haha they almost fainted when they see my grape one!
cz i love it so..n i put 6 on a stick! haha


here's my dessert plate!
haha they also almost fainted =X
woman always haf space for dessert isn't it? =]

n so..we ate till e shop close.
with wen rushing out whenever there's e kushinbo call for freebies!
haha super funny!
we all concluded tt we did not eat as much as we did last time we were there! (i was last there with llz =])

haha ok..i m praying hard tt blogger can allow me to upload photos today! =]
*crossing my finger*
haha yay ok! succeeded!


so here's a pic of us full and satisfied!
i kind of love this pic!
haha e table helped us take this!
10secs n we ran!
n while taking this pic..those pigs dumped e hongbaos into my bag!! (we got vouchers frm kushinbo ;p) haha fun as ever!

hee n now i m back hm from e long day!
tml n sun n mon n tues gg to be long days too!
but looking forward to meeting llz on mon! =]

n since blogger is in e mood for me to upload photos today..
i shall upload e bike rally day w wen =]


our 1st checkpt! we were still strong and able to smile for a pic =P



our 2nd checkpt! taken in src toilet =P haha we were coating sunblock and vaseline! still strong! =]


3rd checkpt! taken in front of sungei nature reserve! haha still ok =]

one at the 3rd checkpt with our sunglasses =P



at our 4th checkpt - yishun stadium! wen checking how far are we frm the nxt station!
haha n frm this station on..there's no pic till e end..cz this is when e real challenge begins! lol.


on our way from changi to ecp! haha nice airplanes which covered all e cursing of wen n me =P







haha n e 2 jus lay dere in e rain =P



haha n they finally got up to take a shot to prove tt they finished it! =]
We have discovered the 128km biking route! haha


and when i look to the left..all i see is the air..

haha and a g pic of myself =P
jing took it for me de..she say she is professional! haha
so i tried to add a caption to go with the pic! jus for fun!

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
bye!
i have more reasons to smile than cry.
that's why i love each day and love each one that make my day special =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.n i m going to keep smiling!.][

][.Nice Songs.][

][.Nice Songs.][

haha it's currently 3:19am on a friday morning.
wanted to randomly watch some videos and sleep.
happened to watch 娛樂百分百- 楊丞琳黃鴻升好友音樂會.
woohoo..really loads of nice songs!
n funny n all =]

some songs to recommend.
楊丞琳 - 匿名的好友
haha really nice song..
saying the relationship btw xiao gui n yang cheng ling =]

another nice song..
黃鴻升－不屑 and..
黃鴻升-搞砸了
haha dunno how to say..
but jus nice!
go listen to it ba!

haha ok! i go enjoy e nice song n sleep le!
take gd care every1!
Bye =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Cherish Each Day!.][

][.Cherish Each Day!.][

Life is full of uncertain things.
You never know what's going to happen e nxt min.
Just witness a bus and motorbike accident.
n came back to hug my mummy!
thankfully there's daddy n mummy to give me a tight hug and tell me not to be scared.<3

llz says..we often forgotten about little things in life such as treasure each day and stay happy!
it's so easy..but we often got lost in the world and forgot all these little things.
even me myself n i.
haha so silly to be upset over so many minor things.
so silly man fe! =]

went jp w roomie ytr to haf dinner and develop photos =]
all e memories.
mummy always urge me to develop em as u nv noe when will e digital stuffs go bonkers.
n i developed quite a bit =]
beautiful memories! <3s.

so..the message of the day is..
smile people!
live each day to the fullest!
treasure each moment!
don't get upset over minor stuffs..
if u r..can talk to me or your friends!
i believe tt u will feel better after tt!
i always do! =]
n from this moment, i will remind myself to smile more and live each day to the fullest.

ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
remember to tell your love ones how much u love em!
i love my family, forever5 and all my wonderful friends! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=D.][

][.Long Term vs Short Term Memory.][

][.Long Term vs Short Term Memory.][

long term memory = memories that are kept for life.
short term memory = limited amt of info stored for a short period of time.

was watching kelly pan on youtube.
brought back so many memories =]
fungi n i gg to support her semis.
butts n i gg to support her finals.
haha live.
and tada.
that was 5yrs ago!
woohoo..time flies like woohoo.

haha ok! time for bed!
rest well every1!
Bye! =]

was randomly playing w translation.
haha n as wad we learnt in linguistics.
there's nv accurate translation.
cz it's so hard. =]

Наконец,
мы расстались,
хотя они по-прежнему друзья,
но вернуться в отношениях между друзьями,
любовниками хотим,
чтобы избавиться от не легко


][.10.fe.15.][

][.Wheel you ride with me?.][

][.Wheel you ride with me?.][

haha this weekend had been fulfiling and crazy.


tuition-ed my sat away and watched valentine's day with wen =]
thanks loads wen!
it's a must watch ppl!
i love it!
esp ashton kutcher and his story =]
wen knows me best. haha
after e movie we went to get cushions so tt we can tie on our bike seats. =P
went over to wen's house to stayover in prep for sun's bike rally.
ate my huge packet of fried rice - carbo load!
watched arsenal's game be4 we went to bed.
that was like 1plus going twd 2 in the morning.
3 hours be4 we have to wake up!

woke up at 5am.
we showered and do our last min checking (to see if we forgotten anything)
spammed sunblock and vaseline on ourselves!
n wen's dad sent us dere! =]
to begin our fun and crazy day!
let me emphasize on this - CRAZY!


our bikes!
taken in the morning when the sky is not even bright yet! =]
the bikes were good! Thankfully!
and we din use the cushions in e end =P
cz..no1 did n we din wanna be g! hah

so we set off officially at 7:08am. (wen told me to note this down)
n cycled towards our 1st destination - Labrador park. From ecp to Labrador park.
it was relatively relaxing as it was only towards the 1st checkpoint and the sun was not out. =P
we just chatted randomly and cycled relaxly. =P

next station - Labrador park to NTU.
haha i kept telling wen tt we are reaching.
BUT we ain't!
haha it was quite long and the sun was great.
but we made it!
it was still ok la ;p
just the great slopes! haha

so here we are at SRC in NTU!
haha..a pic of us in the toilet spamming more sunblock and vaseline!
n wen checking to see if offie messaged her and where's our next destination.
we grabbed a bite.
i ate one slice of bread and some drink.
rested 10mins and moved on! =]

next station - NTU to Kranji
gosh. this was great.
we cycled the whole long stretch of lim chu kang road.
haha but saw many things tt i had not n will not have the chance to see if not for this bike rally.
we past by the cementry, veg farms, fish farms, and never ending plants.
saw dead snake, rats, birds. =X
saw sungei buloh natural reserves.
gosh.
pretty sights!
never knew tt singapore have such pretty places! =]
but din manage to take loads of pics as we were constantly on the move.
afraid that there would be snakes. haha

after taking a short break at kranji..
next station - kranji to yishun stadium.
haha just keep cycling.
the sun is getting there.
reached yishun and be4 we could even rest for long..
trina told me tt if we intend to finish e race..we should quickly set off!
cz..there's a sweeping going on.
ie. if u dun reach a certain destination on time, they will take u on the bus and get u back. =X
so wen n i drank some water n chiong towards our nxt station - serangoon stadium.

it was super hot.
but it rained n stopped.
during our journey there..wen sort of injured her knee. or rather worsen.
stopped and looked back but she just kept telling me to go on.
so i reached serangoon stadium and waited for wen there.
saw xy and asked her how much more do we have.
she said 1/3.
wen almost fainted.
wanted to acc wen cz her knee.
but she knew tt i wanted to go on.
so she asked me to go on by myself and not get sweeped by the van tt's coming!
haha so i chiong.
this time is realli chiong.

nxt station - serangoon stadium to changi.
this is madness.
all by myself.
went past lorong ah soo..old tampines road to pasir ris (yes i cycled past my hse) den to changi.
the sun was so freaking big tt i wanted to die.
but my legs were going faster than i could ever imagine! =P
got lost at one pt at old tamp road.
thankfully the van came along n i told em tt i can n i wanna go on.
so the person in charge told me where to go and encouraged me.
that was much needed at that pt of time =] thanks to u!
there was also this v hyper road marshall! *thumbs up to her* =] under tt weather condition, leading us the directions and cheering us with pom pom! gd job! =]

when i cycled past my hse..i realli wanted to ask daddy or fungi to get me some cold water man! gosh.
but din la..no energy to make phone call le.
jus kept going!
convincing myself tt changi is v near.
den motivated myself w sugar cane drink.
but pi la.
no chance to get it due to the route tt they gave us! =X
finally saw ice cream uncle near e place where we can see airplane fly across.
got an ice cream for myself.
by tt time..i was already so hungry n burning.
i think there should be steam coming out. jk!
ate e ice cream within 3mins.
cycled with one hand while eating.
wen told me to blog this down..cz she can't imagine tt i could eat ice cream n cycle.
haha jus great.

finally reached changi v!
n saw wen there!
haha surprise.
i tot i would onli see her back at ecp.
she say..she took the bus and alighted here so tt we could cycle back together =]
took a quick rest and toilet break and cycled towards our final destination with wen.
haha did i mention tt my back was breaking already?
the legs and everything are ok.
it's jus the back.
haha..din care abt it.
jus cycled at a normal pace with wen.
cz by now..we noe tt we wun be swept away!
so we cycled past and saw more airplanes.

by den..e back was beyond words could describe.
is tt kind of agrh n go on moments =P
saw a sign saying that it was 10km till e end.
so we encouraged each other to go on.
but tmd.
haha you won't wanna know how much wen n i cursed all the way till the end.
it was definitely more than 10km!
we think it's twice la!
tmd. so cheated!
haha cycled till i wanna cry ok.
so finally we reached dere. ard 6pm.
officially cycled for 10++hrs.
minus the less than 30mins rest.
tired till can die.
haha we jus returned the bikes, get our goodie bag and lay there n dun move.
haha jus die.

overall..it was a fun experience.
with me considering to become a professional cyclist (at the 1st few checkpoints) till saying that i dun wanna take part in it again.
haha somethings are worth trying for once. =P
just once. lol.
saw many nice nice places.
did something fun n crazy!
now i can officially say tt i cycled from ntu back home.
to quote wen..we cycled all e "E"s - ecp,tpe,sle,pie. haha
haha n i think the bike rally had caused me to lose my appetite.
while bloggin..i had used 1.5hours to eat my lunch and i haven finish it.
mus be trained frm ytr.
ate jus tt bit for the whole day.
haha..gdgd. it's time to shed some weight. =P

haha mummy say i 吃饱没事做.
but bleah..she still lol when she said tt la.
she even told me to go try the 耐力to win the car since i love challenging this kind of things =P
daddy say i should take care of my body and not try everything =P
but haha..no problem de la!
they still supported me.
i still came back alive. =P
but compare this to marathon.
i guess i stil prefer marathon.
cz this is too tiring mentally.
it's like never ending!
haha ok..128km! the whole of singapore! i had conquered you!
yes!

haha ok..i shall end here and continue eating my lunch den go jap lesson le.
rar! i cannot upload e pics =X
shall do it ltr!

take gd care every1!
bye! =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.What a day! =D.][

][.What a day! =D.][

today is a relatively simple and nice day =]
started with snoozing till i got out of bed.
mummy's classic greeting "eh..i nv get breakfast for you, cz i guess you wun wake up for it!" =P haha guo ran is my mummy!

den we nua n chatted n mummy started planning for my 21st!
haha which is like 8months away!
lol..but <3s...treasure my family time =]

after which..we had lunch and went to prps with mummy to listen to the talk.
some briefing which didi require us to go due to this trip to hk. =]
10yrs back..mummy was carrying didi and listening to the talk for me to go perth.
this is how time flies.
saw my pri sch fav form teacher =P

came hm..rest a while n went trng.
trng is gd =]
shot in a few 3pts!
hah hah. lol.
wells..i m gg to fulfil my new yr resolution n play less bball n experience more of life.
but tt don't mean tt i don't love the game.
i still love it loads =]
it's just tt as we get older..you will feel tt there's a nd for you to do more things rather than jus playing the game!

aw..after trng..went out w ling,sheryl,sh and moi for dinner =]
nice chilling out!
really love it!
llz (if u see this) let's go there nxt time! =D
feels nice to see my team mates =D
irreplaceable!

came hm after which..talking to dinosaur now!
haha..i mean my childhood best friend - diana tay ann ann. =P
what a day!
haha..caught up with so many things and ppl <3
i will nv forget how we will hug and sing "i love you..you love me..we are happy family!" - the barney song.
haha n how we always wear the same kind of clothes and go out together.
how we talk non-stop for the whole day.
since baby till u left for US.
i remembered how sad i was when i sent you off that day at the airport when i was p2.
haha all these flashes of moments.
there's many things that you can forget.
but there's some moments whereby you will nv ever forget! =]
thanks for the beautiful childhood memories my childhood best friend! (thou you will nv get to see this!)

haha..this is my random-ly nice day!
once in a while..when we get caught up with life..
you just need such a day!

haha alright..end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye! =]]

another nice song..
你的选择- 郑中基

她是你最后的选择
当我们已经挣扎好久

不敢和我联络
害怕伤害我

你不会明白我有多么洒脱
就让我们还是朋友
可以互相关心问候

在我说放心的那一刻开始。
我已经很洒脱的面对了。=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

][.Nice Song - 沒那麼簡單.][

][.Nice Song - 沒那麼簡單.][

haha sh just recommened me a song - 沒那麼簡單!
n i lol..
cz it was my blog title on 7th feb. =P
heard that song for the 1st time that day n fell in love with it.
mummy loved tt song too!
so we listened to it for e whole day!

haha share with you all ba!
simple lyrics but so true n nice =]

没那么简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易 才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

haha 简简单单的歌词。
美。=]
独特的嗓音让歌曲加入了更深的感觉。=]

yums! full!
just ate my subway dinner!
haha satisfied. =]

read something n a random thought crossed my mind.
我真的失职了。
作为朋友的我。
称自己为彼此的好朋友的我们。
我们真的不像小时候那样。。时时刻刻伴在彼此左右。
得知彼此的难过和快乐。
彼此最难过的时候，
伴随我们的人。。
不是彼此。
当事情过了一段时候，
我们见面时也不愿多提。
或是提了。。
但，通常我们已度过了最失落的那一刻了。
这就是距离。
无法否认的世间的残酷。
但，没关系啦。
这是我们都逃不过的。
庆幸的事，遇到大事时还是会有彼此做避风岗。
永远的避风岗。
永远的好友们！=]

突然很想和你们说声谢谢。
特别是你和你。
谢谢你们包容我。
虽然常常都说不要管我的事了。
不要再听到我提起莫些事。。
但当我难过时，
还是会第一个想起你们。 =]
你们也会用你们对我关怀的方式来确保我没事。
谢谢！

haha so much random thoughts for today!
rar =P
take gd care every1! bye!
go n rest a while and do work le! =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.the best ship of all is the friendship between US.][

][.One last time.][

][.One last time.][

There were so many one last time.
but this is really the last one last time.
spent an hour sorting out my thoughts.
Let you know every single thing that i had chose not to.
Feels so much better after letting everything out.
yups, this is it. (no copyright from MJ ok ;p)

This is it.
Goodbye to everything.
Cause life is all about moving on.
I smiled at the end of the last bit of message.
And this is what i exactly need to feel.
Been trapped withing this for too long.
This is it. =]

This time round,
I knew that I let go of it completely.
and I am happy! =]

haha alright! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Bye..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Thanks and Goodbye!.][

][。收拾心情，会学校咯！。][

][。收拾心情，会学校咯！。][

好好的玩了五天。
是时候收拾心情回学校了！
好好的睡一觉。

最终还是因为突发状况，没能看戏。

人生就是有那么多的突发状况。
你永远都不能预知下一步。
永远都无法。

很多状况也是我们不希望会发生的。
但， 就是发生了。
这乃是人生。

我希望你能谅解。
若不能，我希望往后的日子，你能。
现在的避开已不再是生气，
而是希望你能得到你想要的幸福。

發現你和她一起　我還努力相信你是無心
怕自己會想質問你　整天忙碌藉故躲你


so in e end, forever5's meet up for movie n mahjong was changed to 230 + forever5.
cz wen sprained her ankle.
jing n fungi decided to meet up e other time instead.
so moi n me went to get loads of food, n each a tub of hagen das ice cream n nua-ed.
haha..watched tv, played 2 person dai dee.
den xiao pang called.
haha nxt moment, we got 3 more person (xp,qy n kg) to play w us!
mahjong, n 21 =]
thanks for e companying guys!
if nt..moi n me realli jus great le.
haha so this is e last day of my cny break!

woohoo! let's go!
let's fight e sem! (with all e excess oil that i haf in me now!)
haha take gd care every1! =]]
Bye!~

p/s: for now..i m looking forward to sun's 128km bike rally! =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Happy Tiger Year!.][

][.Happy Tiger Year!.][

haha huat ah every1!
Happy Happy new year!

haha hope yours was gd!
mine is normal and nice =]

eve of eve, chu xi de chu xi..went to wen's hse to haf forever5's reunion dinner.=]
the usual stuffs!
din get to watch valentine's day (cz i din went earlier to get tics.paiseh la)
so went to wen's house to play mahjong w wen,jing n jing's bf-shem.
wasabi mahjong!
thankful i won e 1st round n we changed it to drinking plain water mahjong instead =]
after which..wen jing n i jus nua-ed till ard 10pm den e other 2 came.
eat, wash up, nua, watch movie, slp.
haha n for e 1st time..
we woke up at 8am on e nxt day despite sleeping at 4plus am.
cz..we need to rush home for our tuan yuan fan! lol. we did it! =]

starting w chu xi, gg to da gu's house and helping her with some cleaning up.
dinner and back home, watching tv (bao bei ji hua) with didi =]
haha once again..baby matthew is really so cute! =D
nua-ed ard with family..
den 12am woohoo huat ah!
we jus enjoyed and had fun! =D
cheers and yam seng and food! =]


][.Our Standard Shot! =].][
chu yi..haha went to da yi's house to bai nian!
same gd food n all.
den went on to da gu's house.
haha daddy sponsor me play a bit of mahjong n woohoo.
those adults are so scary and fast!
totally not like e style i play with forever5! =P
we even un-pongs =X

den came chu er!
haha all my maternal side came over to my house. =]
for a day of gd food, gambling, gathering n fun!

haha love this candid shot that captured the moment =P
it's a tradition to be kept!
hee love it so!
teaching e young ones how to play bball, mahjong, dai dee, foodsSs!
it was fun! =]

here's one with my godsis! =]]

went to roomie's hse to surprise her n sek with ahqin,ah mole n cynthia.
played card games n nua-ed.
reach hm at 5+am.
haha thanks to cynthia for her ride =]

woke up at 9plus 10..
went to 230 to play bball =]
onli gt kimguan,qingyang,shuiming and weixiong..but kind of enjoyed it.
how long haf i not go 230 n play with em le? =]
miss those days.

n now i m waiting for those pig's replies so tt i can go get food for em.
mahjong n den watch valentine's day!
hopefully we can get e tics this time round! =]

n it's gg to be back to sch tml =X
haha wells..dun care!
enjoy today 1st!
take gd care every1!
enjoy your new yr too!
huat ah! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][Status: It's time to shed some fats!.][

][.Happy Chinese New Year In Advanced!.][

][.Happy Chinese New Year In Advanced!.][

Hey Hey Hey!
Happy Chinese New Year!
Haha..not yet..but soon!
may every1 have a good and enjoyable new year! =D

Go and eat till you roll!
Get hongbaos till ur pocket is full full!
Huat ah every1!!

woohoo!
going for my 1st reunion dinner tonite! =D
Forever5!

den..the cny will start! =D hee

take gd care every1!
bye! =D

p/s: i guess i am ok le.
no longer angry.
but jus let things remain this way ok! =D
for now!
thanks loads to mummy!
haha my mummy is super cool~ =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Smiles.][

][。办不到。][

][。办不到。][

我真的以为我能原谅。
但，现在。。我很清楚。
我办不到。
我没想像中的大方。
没想像中的潇洒。
但，比想像中的坚强。

恨一个人会很累。
所以，我不会恨你。
因为，你也曾为我做过很多。
谢谢。

但，请你谅解。。
我，无法原谅你。
答应过你的。。继续作好友，
我想我办不到。
短期内都办不到。

你也不需道歉了。
因为，你没错。
错的是我太天真。

haha dun worry ppl, i m v good!
jus some random rantings!
haha..take gd care every1!
bye!~ =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.真的，我没事.][

][.真的，我没事.][

thanks loads to moi and sek for the chilling after training today. =]
more body contact man!
run run n run more!
need to shed e fats! =]

haha n my mouth de wound is opening up!
faints!
cannot open too big le =P

moi's quote for the day..
"somethings are better left unsaid."
就这样吧。
就此吧。
别再提过去。
别再提起了。
就当是一场梦吧。
梦醒了。
忘了。

我，忘了。

][.10.fe.15.][
][.=].][

][.I will nv ever..][

][.I will nv ever..][

haha today i had a chance to be mu nai yi!
haha thanks to my roomie's creation! =P
thanks loads roomie!
that was much needed at points such as that! *hugs*
(will upload e pic another day..cz something wrong w blgospot)

2010 resolution
1) Study harder
2) Play less basketball and Enjoy life more
3) Secret

i learnt my lesson.
n i will never ever..*秘密*=]
我以为。。但错了。
都是一样的。
a quote tt llz shared w me =]

Maybe we were meant to meet many wrong people before meeting the right one, so when this happens, we’ll be thankful.
thanks loads for being here roomie!
thanks loads llz!
thanks loads moi!

for now..i jus can't wait for forever5's reunion dinner!
*hugz*

take gd care every1!
i shall go n fulfil my 1st resolution le!
there's hg213 quiz tml!
jiayou!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.believe.][

][.沒那麼簡單.][

][.沒那麼簡單.][

firstly..happy advance birthday roomie!
haha the party was a blast =P
hope u enjoyed it as much as every1 did! =]]
the 1st 21st party that i went for this yr!
woohoo..seeing so many people makes me think about my own too!cool-ness!

haha in fact while planning along..i had thought of my theme too - Kites party!
haha every1 will come n fly kite together!
i shall confirm nearer to the date if that shall be the theme.*still super far*
walked in and out from sh's party and got to see so many kites!
Pretty!
especially at night when we get to see those with the lights at night!
told them tt i want it as part of my present! =D

so that was my meaningful sat.
came home n read slam dunk 30 & 31 be4 i k.o
once again..被樱木深深感动!
reading that part always make me cry and love him so so much! although he is just a fiction character =D

n tada..today's trng..think being motivated by him (Sakuragi) ba.
Ran n ran for e ball. n haha ben ben de bei elbow dao on my lower lips by szeying.
haha realli not her fault. is my own..but v funny cz e previous one tt i had a few yrs ago which required a stitch was by her too. lol
so there was my lips with the blood.
din knew tt i was bleeding.
jus laughed and walked to e washroom to wash it.
but as i walked there..tink it was e pain or e shock..in e end hai shi ku le.
n i heard foot steps running v fast.
knew tt some1 was behind but din dare to turn back.
den tada..haha npo.
went to the toilet to check out e wound n wanted to laugh..cz e blood was like those in shows where ppl get punched den got one stream down de =P
stop e blood and ice a while be4 gg back to play.
but it bled shortly after i started playing again. =X
so here i m with my great lips for CNY and daddy mummy's cute reaction to it.
n didi showing his concern while continuously playing his psp. =P

haha alright!
i should go n rest le!
got to wake up and go to sch in 6hrs!
n there's a cs818 short presentation tomorrow!
mus put lipstick to cover le la!
haha jk!
rest well every1!
night!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Jia You!.][

][.Status: Sick and Off for a Break.][

][.Status: Sick and Off for a Break.][

whenever my body fails me, ie.-sick.
that's when i know tt i need a break.

went to training but did not train.
wanted to but wanted the break too.
sat there and watched them train.

a line in toothfairy says "doing things you love will never be a waste of time"
so when things become a waste of time for you..
maybe you ain't doing the thing you love.

having a splitting headache and burning throat now.
shall go and have a gd rest!
take gd care every1!
Bye..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i need to take a break.][

][.还是好朋友.][

][.还是好朋友.][

没有人要内疚
没需要原宥在十字街头
就相互保佑那些体贴问候
那美丽镜头没必要一分开就变成了诅咒
相爱这一场可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友
还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受）
那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头
亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头
没有激情有感情有另一种邂逅
相爱这一场可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友
还是好朋友 比爱人长久不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受）
那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头（是什么叫你我 只配做一对好朋友）

这首歌就送你吧。。我的好朋友！
我们升华（放下）以后 = 好朋友！ =]
好适合的一首歌！

从今后，我们都不要再回头看了。
好吗？

][.10.fe.15.][

][.life is really learnt backwards.][

][.life is really learnt backwards.][

many things in life are learnt backwards.
you see things and grow from it..after it happened.

for tonight..
容祖兒's songs are dominating my playlist.
就这样，听着歌曲。。
沉浸在里头。


take gd care every1!
Bye~

][.10.fe.15.][
][.if only.][

][.Life can only be lived forward BUT learned backward.][

][.Life can only be lived forward BUT learned backward.][

for the past few days,
loads had happened.

i lost stuffs.
but i gained stuffs too.
loads had been going thur my mind.
shall blog it down be4 i start my journey again.

can i jus say..
nan da basketball girls..aishiteru!
every season has it's own story.
this season made me grow in certain ways.
thanks loads to each and every special individual!
it's e benefit of being in a team game.
u r in it together.
let's continue to fight hard for our next season and all e upcoming ones!
u guys are champions in my heart. =]
thanks loads to daddy, llz, nfb, kem and all those who came down to support us.
llz: thanks for coming man! =D waiting for u to return o =P jkjk!
nfb: thanks loads buddy!=]

i lost my clothes.
rar.
vv sad.
wen comforted me and told me tt it went to a place called here - cecilia adhern's bk.
realli v thankful for all my friends =]
esp forever5.
whenever my things get lost, wen haf her way to comfort me.
e last time tt i tot i lost my music diary cd and cried..she immediately told me tt she will give me hers.
this time round when i lost my clothes..she told me she will give me hers too. *hugs* - not realli hug cz 5 of us dun hug..but yes *hugs*
moi is nt ard for this wk. haha but thankfully there's still wen to hear me.
fri's meet up was much needed.
we watched hachiko.
a vv touching movie.
thanks loads wen!
thanks for our nice nice fri. =]
thanks for 10yrs of friendship. <3

followed by sat.
official rest day.
no bball.
met up w mei to get yaqi's present.
ketchup a bit w mei =]
it was gd! hee n went tuition after tt.
n went to god dad's mummy's hse for dinner.
a randomly relaxing sat.
haha n when we turn to say byebye to them who were on e other bus..
haha things tt happen in drama happened.
2 buses passing by.
let's sum it in our way - so near yet so far.


n sun..woke up for tuition.
followed by shopping w mummy!
den trng..
den yaqi's 21st! (made me think so much abt my own 21st!)
daddy suggested tt i can hold it at a basketball court.
n came bac home..chatted w daddy n mummy for hours.
n all i can say is..
i haf e best parents tt i can ever ask for.
they allow me to do things i love.
enter e course i want.
play e game i love.
nv giving me any pressure w studies.
give me all tt i nd.
they listen to me.
they support me.
they guide me along all aspects of life.

what more can i ask for from them?
thank you daddy and mummy!
hee n of cz..thank you didi!
love em so!

with this, i shall end and go rest le.
thanks for everything.
thank you nan da!
thank you forever5, llz and nfb.
thank you family!

take gd care every1!
till i blog again!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.loved.][

][.Let's GO for THE GOLD!.][

][.Let's GO for THE GOLD!.][




in 17hours, we will be playing our finals!
yes we are and we will get the gold! =D
Nothing but the gold!
just wanna let the team know..no matter what, i believe in u guys!
n we shall fight hard till e end tgt!
let's do it!

semis was ytr.
72 to 70.
we won during overtime!
haha the most exciting game that i had ever played.
but somehow i felt tt we could win.
we were hungry for it.
let's remain hungry for it tml!!

haha my angel told me that my face shows "no, it's my ball! 休想得到!it's mine!" when i was lying on e floor n snatching for e ball.
haha lol-ing at tt part.
but yes..promise to give nth but my best for tml!
for the team.
we shall fight hard n enjoy e game.
encourage each another till e end.
it had been a tiring and fulfilling season.
we had been through so much with each other.
all the trainings, all the games, the downs and ups.
and now we r heading towards the final destination.
let's enjoy our final game and create a new page of history!
i believe in u guys!
n i promise to give nth but my best! =D

alright..end here already!
take gd care every1!
Byee..=]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Fight till the final whistle!.][

][.Come on finger! Come on NTU!.][

][.Come on finger! Come on NTU.][

come on finger!
brace up! =]
you got to snatch all the rebounds down and anticipate all the hard passes and defend and score!
it is not going to affect me!

JiaYou Nan Da!
one step at a time!
I believe everything happens for a reason!
it doesn't matter if we take a longer route to the championship!
cz i believe we will get there =]
let's go!
fight hard!

when u believe u can,
u can.

Take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.keep the faith!.][

][.there are days...][

][.there are days...]

there are days which you just feel very tired.
there are days which are just too tiring.
for the mind, for the body.

mental exhausation.
physical exhausation.
i guess that's when you know you need a rest.
i guess a night of proper rest.
some time to myself will do the magic =]

feeling much better le.
sometimes, you just need to cool down, smile, face the world and fight on.

alright! let's go Nan Da!
Take gd care every1!
Byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.guardian angel will u pls,be here for me?.][

][.Summer Studies.][

][.Summer Studies.][

haha told forever5 tt my 2010 resolution is to play less basketball and get more out of life.
wen n moi lol and told me tt..given e 10yrs they know me, it is not possible.

haha..random-ness.
i jus went to find out more.
n saw summer studies.
jus nice.
not too long, not too short.
it won't clash with ivp n sguni. =]

BUT..
rar..gpa too lousy now.
shall get it up and start to save up!
so that i can apply nxt jan and go nxt or nxt nxt yr. =]

things to accomplish in 2010!
1) IVP - have a great season and end beautifully.
2) GPA - pull up! pull up!
3) be more mature.
4) More time for family and friends and self.

haha ok!
random-ness.
but..我真的很想出去看看世界。

for now..JIAYOU NAN DA! =]

take gd care every1!
Bye..=]

p.s: celest chong's - ju li = NICE!
][.10.fe.15.][

][.2010!.][

][.2010!.][

HAPPY 2010!
haha happy new year everyone! =D

this new year had been a nice start so far!
bbq, nua, countdown with forever5!
haha n this year, my wish is finally granted!
cycled thru the year!!



i loved how we nua.
how we "quarrel", how we scold one another!
n i m realli thankful for this decade of friendship.
don't need to meet up v often.. jus be dere in times of needs. =]

so the first moment of 2010 was spent with forever5.
haha..sometimes i jus miss our childish moments.
n i m glad we always find some! =]

followed by meet up with llz!
thanks loads for another year of friendship too!
haha..thou we each have things to be busy with, i m realli thankful for the constant support n meet ups!

n 2nd day of jan..
went back to vj!
haha..play bball den lunch den ikea w roomie den coffee making session at moi's house? such a nua life. n i love it so. =]




and tada!
here i m 2010!
for this yr..
my biggest wish is to..
TRAVEL!
i wanna get out for a get away!
haha to chill to relax to get away!

n i wanna run stand chart marathon!
i wanna improve my gpa!
i wanna do so much more.
2009's focus was so so much on basketball.
for 2010, the focus shall remain..BUT..i wanna do so much more.
no more holding back becoz of basketball!
erm..maybe not as much!
but a little?
haha my wish for 2010!
eh..no no..my dream!
haha n dreams r meant to be fulfilled.
so shall work towards it!

hao la..take gd care every1!
Byee!
enjoy ur 2010!
n just a nice song to share..
蕭敬騰-原諒我

][.10.fe.15.][

][.countdown to 2010!.][

][.countdown to 2010!.][

currently it is 2:08am 31st dec 2009.
2009 is gg to come to an end soon!
haha gosh..this year had zoom-ed past!

what a year.
yr1 sem2 and yr2 sem1.
ivp and sguni!
champions!
let's go team! let's fight hard for another season ba! =]

studies.
ok la.
not too gd. not too bad.
just gotta keep going! looking fwd to take child language.
cz this is where i wanna head towards.
kids are angels whose wings grow shorter when their legs grow longer.
i love them so.
it would be nice to be able to work with kids ba! <3

family.
the only constant support whenever things go wrong.
daddy and mummy's support is irreplaceable.
allowing me to do whatever i like - basketball.
reminding me to keep going and guiding me whenever i m tired out by life.
thank you daddy, mummy and my baby didi! =] love em so!

best friends.
thanks loads! u guys are my getaway!
whenever i nd a break, i love how we nua tgt!
thanks loads forever5!

thanks loads to many many special grp of ppl too!
my roomie! llz! employer, van, lin lao fern, jiaying, nfb and my course mates! ntu bball too! thanks for walking thur this 2009 with me.

what a yr.
this yr, i had my fair share of tears n joy.
studies, bball and all.
i learnt a lot.
realli a lot.
对于感情，人际关系等等。
我，学会了很多。
在新的一年，祝福大家哦！

haha can't wait to cycle towards 2010 with forever5!
since how many yrs ago had i always wanted us to cycle tgt twds 2010 le!
when i m back, it wuld be 2010!

new yr resolution!
be a better person!
in all areas of life.
be less bad tempered.
be more matured.
be more decisive.
bring more happiness to every1!
be myself! =]

take gd care every1!
may ur 2010 be a blessed one too!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.笑着迎接美好的一年.][

][.i still prefer it this way =].][

][.i still prefer it this way =.][

还是习惯做你的好朋友。
有些人注定就只能是好朋友。=]

但，至少我们尝试过。
也没留下任何问号了。

谢谢你，我的好兄弟。
千言万语，不如一句：谢了我的好友！

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Respect.][

][.Respect.][

i always feel tt respect is earned.
respect ur team mates.
respect the game.

i dun nd a team of super stars.
all i nd is a team with the same goal in mind.
it don't nd to be said.
it's just a common understanding.

i nd to know tt when we sink into a tough game,
we will continue to fight hard and trust each other.
i nd this.

i noe we are all tired.
let's press on.
for the beautiful process n nice ending.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.fight hard n fight on team!.][

][。说不出的感觉。][

][。说不出的感觉。][

最近不知为何。。
脾气总不是很好。
就怪怪的。
并没有发生不快乐的事。
但就是也没有能很快乐。
有点烦躁的感觉吧。

所以。。若我对你发脾气，真的很抱歉。
我会尽快地调整这心情。
长大真的很累。
好多东西要想，要规划。

长大真的发现有些事变了。
有些话总是说不出口。
很想。
但不知要如何，所以就不说了。

好想放个假。
到海边起脚车。
吹海风。
看日出。
任何事都不要管。

“说”出来。。
好多了。
晚安大家。
明天又要再奋斗了。
对于表演者，舞台是他们苦练后发光发亮的地方。
对我而言，球场就是我的舞台。

take care every1!
=]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.后来.][

][。后来。][

后来。。我终算学会了。。
后来。。终于在眼泪中明白。。
奶茶刘若英的这首歌总是那么悦耳动听。

很多时候，
很多事都等过了太久才发觉。
人生有太多的早知道。
只有把握当下。。生命就会快乐些吧！

累了。
晚安大家！

p/s: i bought a new pairs of shoes! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][。我欠你一个答案，若想知道为何就问我吧。][

][。突然，很想再跑一次马拉松。][

][。突然，很想再跑一次马拉松。][

考完了。
终于。
这个考试有数不尽的各种心情。

但，过了就好!
现在只想明年能快点再参加马拉松!
因为，有目标的前进真的让生活变得更充实！

明年，我一定会再一次征服你！
突然好怀念！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.coz dreams are meant to be accomplished.][

][.Love.][

][.Love.][



this is e best gift i ever get frm kinder surprise <3
realli love this pic for i see love in it.
e 1st love tt one experience - from ur parents. =]

in my daily rountine,
there's a precious moment each day which i have to do something tt's vv important.
call home.
it always make me feels so much better.
just hearing mummy, daddy n didi over e phone.
it always make things feel so much easier =]
esp daddy n mummy. no matter how old i get, i know i would always need em.
thank you daddy mummy! <3 u all!

finally submitted the last assignment.w just 2 hrs of slp n full day of lesson, i m amazed tt i m still rather awake now.
past few wks had been a mad rush for projects, assignments, quizzes.
falling sick, recovering n falling sick again.
no fried n spicy food for days.
finally things is returning to the normal routine.
time to chiong n not stop.
no time to look back.
let's go fe!

don't be bothered by the past for it's over.
don't be worried about the future for it has yet to come.
just focus on giving ur best this v moment.
a moment used to be defined as 1.5mins.
why not take a moment to call hm or tell some1 how much they had made ur day? =]

smiles!
keep gg! =D
You can do it!
Tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.gazouku.][

][.Unspoken.][

][。Unspoken。][




不说出的话，只有自己最明白吧。
解放过后，好多了！
继续前进！

微笑，勇敢的面对眼前的一切吧！
打不倒你的事，只会让你更坚强！

加油了大家！

][.10.fe.15.][

][.公平.][

][。公平。][

今晚特别有感触。
或许是等巴士等太久了吧！
或许。

人们常说世界有多么的不公平。
为何那人比较有钱？
为何那人那么有魅力?
为何别人比我出色？
不公平！不公平！

不知道为何。。
我还是认为这世界是公平的。
就是那种不公平中的公平！

贴切些的想一想。
很多时候，付出都不会等于回报。
很多人都会为此难过或抱怨世界有多不公平。
无可否认，当我累的时候也会这样想。
但是，清醒后。。
在天平座的天平里，确实有一样东西叫做-公平。

若付出了还是得不到回报。。
就拿篮球来说吧。
若你付出比别人多的时间和精力但最终任没“回报”。。
你只能承认是自己不够好。
因为别人虽然没付出还是比你好。。
在这种情况下，你只能继续的努力。
因为，至少你懂得付出。
有一首歌。。好像是这样唱的。
只有曾经懂得付出的人才懂得何谓哭，为何哭.
继续努力。
这就是这几年保持的态度吧。
因为，只要努力就对得起自己。
只要努力，总有一天。。
这就是推动我的力量。

哈哈。。请别担心。不是发生了事啦！
一切很好。
只是有感而发。 =]

对于生命的很多东西。。
与其说或怨别人。
为何不停下脚步，想一想自己。
检讨一下自己？

haha super random.
dun worry! everything is gd.
jus feels tt somethings..ppl tend to move so fast tt we forgotten to be thankful for what we have.
i m always thankful.
for my family.
for my friends.
for everything tt i haf in my life.
bball.
studies.
n every other aspects.
jus enjoy everything you do.
enjoy ur life!
smile and look to the sun! & the shadow will fall behind!
jiayou ppl!

ok! shall end here le!
tonnes of work waving at me!
take gd care! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.heal the world.make it a better place.][

][.Random Fun.][

][.Random Fun.][

once in a while..
you just have to have some fun.
do things randomly and lol at ur stupidity.

last night was such a nite =P
spent hours packing my rm and cleaning up!
n it's still in the same shape! BUT at least i feel happier la =]
with all the work stress coming up..
it's a needed packing.
it's time i get some neat-ness and get organised! =]

but what was more random was "role-switching" with sh.
gosh.
it was so lame but so fun n hou tiring ah.
her trying to be me.
and me trying to be her.
what's more..i just learnt "discourse and identity" during HG330 ytr.
define identity.
it's too broad!
how would you define yourself? =]

n there's our merry-go-round in the small small room btw 2 laptops.
eating 2 doughnuts each and feeling fat.
going for a jog and some sprintings!
thanks dude! u knew tt i needed some sprinting n sprinting w some1 beside you is realli woohoo! hou fun ah! u run till you haf no idea which gear you are man.

n we cont our random-ness by doing more exercises outside our rm.core.jumping.squats.
a little silly.
but fun!
haha how many times will you be so motivated to exercise by urself and do some much?!
haha once in a while! =]

that was my fun night!
my 1st night without trng since this sem ba!
cool-ness!

n ta da!
it's time to get my heart settled down for work le =]
n can i jus say it once more..
i realli love 方炯鑌's song.
somehow..it touches my heart.
haha loads of songs..
but jus some links here..jus in case i wanna listen n can't find it nxt time =]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feapgU_fnX8&feature=player_embedded
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1ffWxDSV0U

haha ok! end here le!
take gd care every1!
Byee..


][.10.fe.15.][
][.放开.][

][.Home Sick.][

][.Home Sick.][

i miss home.
i really really do.
when things don't go in the right way..
somehow you just wish to get home.
and be the kid once again.
hiding behind your parents n let them protect you.
i m such a pampered kid.

but no.
no. i miss home.
but i m already 20.
can't hide behind mummy n daddy n asked them to protect me anymore.
face it.
come on fe!
face it. =] *brave smiles*

academically..things are not going in the right way.
20days to the 1st paper.
brace up! let's go!
whack for the nxt 20days!
rarrs!

n so this is how it feels back in hall at night.
n i mean night, not mid night.
since when did i have the luxury to eat a proper dinner at the proper dinner time? =]
it just feels so relaxed.
shall enjoy my dinner, and start to pack my table to face the battle which is in 20days!
Jia You!
Jia You every1! =]]

shall end here!
rest a while more..n go for hall trng ltr =]
take gd care every1!
Byee..

最近，我买了一本书。。
上面写着..
“不爱比较快乐吧。
有些人就是只适合当朋友而不适合当情人吧。”

相信我。。
真的不是故意。。
我也在重新习惯，现在的我们。

最近很喜欢听--方炯鑌的歌。
很好听。

][.10.fe.15.][
][.坏人.][

][.Sometimes when we touch.][

][.Sometimes when we touch.][

been trying to find a nice song.
songs n lyrics nv fail to express what i can't with words.
n here's one.
enjoy this nice song ba =]

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

a soothing song to go with work.
for u.
谢谢你的潇洒。
谢谢你曾做过的一切。
谢谢你！

约好了。。
十年后，还会是好兄弟哦！＝］

ok! back to work!
it's going to be another challenging wk!
let's go every1!
jiayou!! =D

][.10.fe.15.][

][.my lava lamp!.][

][.my lava lamp!.][

ha.
ha.
ha.

today is a ha ha ha day.
thanks for to roomie for providing me a place to study!
haha feels like study camp thou we did not study much =P
BUT still enjoyed it!
thanks loads =P

n ha ha ha.
buy 4d also not so accurate.
i told moi tt u wun be here today.
somehow i just had e feeling tt u can't make it today.
ha ha.
n in e end..despite pushing it back for a wk.
u realli can't make it due to last min stuffs.

ha ha hai.
if it was in e past..
i wuld be quite sad ba ;p
but ha ha.
it has been so long le.
things changed till it can't changed and we had remained so since then.

ha ha.
nowadays realli reminded of that past.
e past tt made me grow.
made me learnt.
ha ha.

ok! enough of ha ha hai.
thanks loads to employer n van n moi for taking out time to celebrate w me! =]
realli appreciate it! =D

haha yups! take gd care every1!
Bye! =D

was talking to moi.
n life is realli a cycle.
esp these few occurances.
get hurt.hurt others.
things jus comes in a circle.
let me get back to my circle.
no more hurting and no more of being hurted.

sorry.
i can't make ur dreams come true.
someday somewhere somehow, there will be someone for u.
thanks for everything tt u did.
everything.
thanks for being there at the darkest moments.
sorry that i can't.
sorry.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.libra.][

][.The same old route.][

][.The same old route.][


taking 36.
climbing the overhead bridge.
watch the sun sets.
it's the same old route.

2 years of memories of jc.
those days when assays were tiring but fun.
those were the days.

haha n watching my lava lamp is really therapeutic man!
so much thoughts and all.
but jus laying on my bed,
seeing the lamp, the neat room, the aircon.
it jus feels so gd to be back home. =]

20 already.
no more escaping.
face it fe!
jiayou!


][.10.fe.15.][
][。utruhannawnudi。][

][.Impermanance.][

][.Impermanance.][

haha does nostalgia comes with age?
maybe?
lol.
for the past few days, flashes of past memories, moments would occur.
these will remind me how much things had changed.
Change.
Change.
Change.
It is the only constant.
this used to be jing's nick and i agree with it.

some happens bit by bit.
some happens so suddenly.
those that occurs suddenly put you in a state of shock for that moment and cont to feels so whenever u look back.
those that happens bit by bit will leave u with a tinge of sadness when you pause for a moment and look at it.

i m always contented with things that i haf now.
always.
i m very thankful for everything tt i haf now.
but there are still moments when the past will take me back for a sec.
n make me smile n think abt it.
n make me resign at the state it is in now.

those things tt used to matters so much.
those things which used to matters so much to us.
how things change.
how things which used to be of high importance became just another event.
how ppl which can used to mean so much fades away from ur life.
how u fade away from their life too.
it's something so far now.
all that's left is tt u guys did shared a nice moment be4.
tt's enough.
n at the end, you will have a smile on ur face, once again!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.memories, that's all is left.][

][.Happy 20!.][

][.Happy 20!.][

haha yes i am finally back to blog!!
sweep away the dust on my blog!
haha lol..had always wanted to blog..but din want to do a brief one =P
there's just so much that had happened over this few wks!
so many big big events!
haha..ok! bit by bit ok! =]

10/10/2009!
SgUni Champions!


yay! we made it once again! =]
let's keep gg ok!
hopefully with each season, we can get even better!
on and off court! =D
may e bond stays strong! (i haf e faith!)
may e mo qi gets even better!
may e power be with us!
keep gg nan da! =]
this team had made me grew in so many ways. =]
so many so many! and i m thankful for it! haha

den 11/10/2009.
kem's carnival!
*xingxin* my last u21 cup!
it's gg to be a new lvl frm now on.
no longer a teen.
it's gg to be woman's bball league frm nw on =]
jiayou!!


den..haha what's nxt?
there's many mre little things here n dere..but all ok la ;p
so here's my 20th!
gosh! 20 le. i can no longer say i m 19+.
cannot say i m a teen le =X
but haha nbm..move on!
time to be more responsible for my own life.
time to be more determined.
time to make some changes.

haha aw..thanks loads for all e well wishes!
really appreciate it!
all e msgs and facebook's msgs too!
thanks thanks! realli appreciate it! =]
reminds me of how many diff phrases of life had i been thur =]
and lastly..thanks loads to all who made an effort to give me a nice birthday! =]

1st up!
LMS course mates with a nice choc cake! thanks loads! =]

Nxt on the list!
Nan Da!
haha thanks loads for e choc cake! (thankfully there wasn't much smashing)
thanks loads for making it at timber! i realli love tt place. e one at old sch!
it brings back nice memories! =]
thanks for being there!
thanks for the bag which i realli love..reminds me of my sec sch days n i love how i can stuff so much n it still looks so slim!
love the 10 days after! it's something which i realli like =D hee e pics are so cool!
thanks loads for everything! =]

haha we dun haf a team photo that nite! but i will rmb everything! thanks loads! <3

n here's one of my roomie =P
realli love this pics! thanks for listening to all my rants!
thanks for always being there =]


haha what were u thinking man? =P

so here's my bday present be4 e actual day!!
thanks loads to e team and ah kor for e crocs too!
haha came hm on fri wanting to blog abt my 19yrs of life..but was too tired.
so k.o! ooo n mummy n didi bought me a wallet and a card holder n some $_$ inside! <3

den went trng n chalet n chalet n chalet n only back on sun!
so din get a chance to blog.
haha..aw during chalet..lol
i can realli eat till i roll for these few days!
timber's pizza!
chalet's bbq!
chalet's sakura!
coach realli take gd care of us man!
every single meal n e tons of food! *rolll*
n yups! thanks to team kem for getting me a cake n celebrating at sakura! =]]
ooo talking abt cake!
i haf a triple combo of choc cakes for this yr!
1) lms course mates =D thanks thanks to em too!
2) nan da! =D
3) team kem!
haha..but it's all vvv nice =]]
n i discovered tt i m realli quite camera n crowd shy when it comes to such things =P

haha n of cz..there was forever5 =]
thanks loads for e lava lamp!(which i m praying hard tt it's nt spoilt nw =X)
the gelare treat!
n e 20bucks for me to kiap kiap!
haha thanks loads for coming down too!
thanks for another yr of friendship <3 it's a wonderful decade w u all!

haha thanks loads for e book n bookmark too npo!
wad else? haha..
had dinner w gan die, gan ma n c mei at changi v with my family!
haha food again! i tink i put on a few kgs over these few days! haha
thanks loads for e treat, e hong bao n e card c mei and gan die and gan ma!
thanks loads to daddy for the hong bao too!

so it comes today! shop till you drop!
i realli feel tt now!
my legs are gone! shopping can realli qie w trng! (in fact, it's so tiring!)
haha so here's my mon! tut at 9am (which i was late) den k-lunch! den shop n eat n eat n shop!
haha k-lunch was nice! jieqi can realli realli sing!
n cynthia was super funny! haha gd sport! =D
proceed on to shopping w pris n sh with em trying hard to transform me ;p xin ku lo ;p
n cont to shop w sh! our plan to come bac hall earlier to do work failed!
we realli shopped n shopped! or rather i buy n buy while she controlled?
lol..i got a dress, belt, tank top, ju zi's story bk!
n loads of gd food! haha we had tako and loads of food be4 proceeding on to shop w pris n sh! realli loads of gd food w e champions!
den shop n we eat again!
ate ice cream!
n came bac to ntuc express to stock up and buy more food!sushi and cherry tomatoes!
i m so gg to eat e wind for this wk le! =D
hou broke ah!

haha so many pics tt i wanna post! but i tink my blogger a bit siao siao so can't post it =[ tt's also e reason why i took so long to blog! cz i wanna post e pics but can't! haha but nbm. =P

here's the happy post!
thanks loads to every1 for making it a HAPPY birthday! realli appreciate it! =D
知足！幸福！
haha ok! shall end this happy post here! will get a chance to post e pics la!
take gd care every1!
Bye!
n once again..thank YOU! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.thankful!.][

][.This Moment.][

][.This Moment.][

got loads to blog.
but for nw..the stress lvl is high.
There's a song "Love will keep you up all night"
I guess there's another on my list now - "Stress will keep you up all night" =P jk!

just wanna blog something down be4 gg back to assignment =]
always wondered why i love the word moment so much.
and thus my blog add and all.
the following line explains it all..
"We do not remember days; we remember moments." - Cesare Pavese.

haha ok! back to work!
Take gd care every1!
Byee..
till i blog again! (mad wk ahead!)

][.10.fe.15.][
][.10/10/09.][

][.Let's go 7s!.][

][.Let's go 7s!.][

currently it's 12:48am (fri morning).
this recess wk had been crazily fun n tiring.

had a game against smu on tues!
wonderful game 7s!
let's keep this up and fight our last battle ok! =D
went down to nus earlier to meet the mamas and ah xie!
haha had fun! those were the vj days!
they were the ones tt made my stay in vj less stressful n more fun!
thanks loads mamas!

o n thanks loads to daddy, moi, mei and kor for coming down to support n helping out w e video-ing =]

went to cascaden be4 joining the team for stayover!
gosh gosh gosh!
we are feng le!
played charades and murderer till ard 7am.
tian hei till tian liang.
den..went for my hotcakes breakfast!
den went back to slp!
with pris n cynthia jumping on us! (ah mole, sh, ah qin n me!)
but we jus ignored them and fell asleep.
was woke up at 1pm by cynthia who wanted to get e toothpaste to attack ah mole.
den den..be4 u noe..every1 was attacked n wide awake!
went for lunch n gym trng after which.
not tired ah.

haha..went to walawala for the live band!
gosh! i love live band man!
love the music! the atmosphere!
n ah mole's jing dian!
i m nt drunk! i m just a little more excited!
haha her walking zig zag and the jing dian : "of coz la!".
one pharse to make the whole car scream! lol

n here comes today (thurs) or rather ytr!
woke up w sh telling me.."dun scream! but it's already 230pm now!"
*faints*
wanted to wake up earlier to do work de.
so here comes trng.
super duper tired frm gym so can't realli run n do things.
n gosh.
i kinda look fwd to sun's kem's trng.
to haf some1 guide me along.
tell me what's right n what's wrong.
tell me what i can do.
what i m able to and what i can't and shan't.
the tiredness and ?s in e mind is enough to keep me shut my mouth.
super no mood de.
for some reasons,
i jus wanna stone.
so sorry 7s!
becoz of all these incompetent feeling..i really look fwd to playing the kem's carnival nxt sat.
cz i know what coach is capable of!
she is fit to scold me till i m worthless.
cz she is able to get me up and fight.
she is able to show me the light.
she is able to.
n nowadays during kem's training..
i just feel tt i m given more trust.
i haf more faith in myself when i m dere.
i noe i m in safe hands.
i noe wad i m supposed to do.
n i believe tt i can.
thanks coach! =]

aw after trng..was super hungry..
went back to hall n had 2 plates of rice!
twisties!
apple tea!
after which went clementi and cont to haf cheese chicken pasta.
bread.
curry fish balls.
mos's milk tea.
n went on to bbq to haf chicken wings and choc cakes!
gosh gosh!
super fattening de!
BUT..
food jus never fail to make my day =D

hao la! end here le!
enough of fun!
the nexts 3 days gonna be hell loads of work!
take gd care every1!
Byee..

最近常听人诉说相同的故事。
让我偶然想起些事。
最终的结局，任何人都无法预测。
人生总是这样让人无法预测。
马吗？

][.10.fe.15.][
][.banzai banzai! fighting!.][

][.10.fe.15.][
][..][

][.Life is like a graph.][

][.Life is like a graph.][

you never fail to have your shares of ups and downs.
had my down down ytr.
had a little up today.
hopefully i will be able to fight on and like the graph keep rising.

let's go nan da!
let's go 7s!
we will do it together! =D

here comes recess week.
things on the list:
** loads n loads of fun with 7s! **
n loads of work.
4 interviews to be completed with transcription. BUT it's ok..xiang qian kan! (double meaning!) n it seems like a fun task to do.
alec's 201 assignment.
this is a real headache man.
BUT it's ok! i shall conquer it! *humph* the more you wanna put me down..the more i wanna prove u wrong!
n more ketchup on readings.
gotta utilise this wk properly!

aw..ytr was fun with ah mole, wanmei, ah qin n jieqi staying over.
haha we had a slide in e rm!
n donkey n horse! till 4am.
was trying so hard not to doze of during jap!
reminds me of the night with pey pey n pris after we won the champs during ivp =]
looking forward to our stayover! =DD

hao la..end here le..shall go nua a while n rest.
3 tuitions ahead tml!
xiang qian kan fe!
haha jiayou every1!

take gd care!
Byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.a1 is so soothing!.][

][.Let's go Let's go!.][

][.Let's go Let's go!.][

gosh it's 8am in the morning and I am wide awake!
haha that's becoz i fell asleep at 12am last nite!
(right after showerin and talking to wen)
no idea why i was so tired.
but it was realli K.O! Gone!

yay! had our 1st game of the season.
individually..hmmm..really have to work super hard for all the rebounds man!
come on fe!
come on!
stop tapping the balls out!
1 week to work on it!
grab it down!
haha..1st time playing against moi.
been a long time since i played against van n mei. (ruth)
n van was realli funny n gd as always.
we collided n fell and she jus lay on me and said "wah fe, hen hao tang leh, let me rest a while!" during the game! *faints* bruised knee.

for the team!
Jia You! Jia You!!
let's fight hard and do better for the next game ok!
I believe we can do it de.
just gotta cool down more.
adjust the pace of the momentum.
and not onli gg for fast breaks.
we can do it de =]
after today's game, i felt that it was a gd start in a way that we won but not by a lot but this will act as a "reminder" to us that we gotta fight hard for every game!
they are really not easy opponents whom we can just play and expect to get the championship.
we gotta fight fight fight!
come on nan da!
jia you!
n i gotta say..the spirit on and off the court was realli power!
that's the way man nan da! <3

haha n thanks loads to daddy for coming down to support!
nfb for helping with the video-ing.
mei (ruthie) for the sweet letter! ( haha it's been so long since we write ;p)

hao la! let's go team!
i shall go wash up and prep for my tutorial already! =]
take gd care every1!
Byee! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Rebounds in need!.][

][.Just wanna rest now!.][

][.Just wanna rest now!.][

for now,
i just wanna rest.
yes rest. =]

no bball for today (sun) and tml (mon).
i jus wanna rest.
rest rest rest.
the muscles are woohoo.
the arms are woohoo.
jus rest man!

super tire out nowadays.
by the unspoken factors.

ytr was ah di's bday party.
had forever5 over.
met em for 3 conseq sat is jus so gd =]
but this will be the last of hat trick cz jing is starting work nxt sat.
n every1 will be busy.
but wells..it's ok! <3

so apart frm ah di's bday party and gg katek's hse for hari raya.
all the other spare time were spent on tuitions.
so i jus wanna rest well for tonite.
so tt i will haf e energy to settle my tuitions and head back to sch to do work tml nite!
clear e work be4 the games!

ok! desserts dessserts go away!
don't come again another day! =]
hao la! go rest le!

take gd care every1!
Byee!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Status: 76 will be ready to play after this rest =].][

][.Desserts.][

][.Desserts.][

for those that know my style.
desserts don't realli mean desserts.

yes.
i m feeling desserts now.

over?
wells..quite a few factor.
but the most worrying of all is..

sighs.
it's just a overwhelming surge of incapable feel.
there's so much that i wanna do.
n need to do.
but i just have no idea where n how to start.

just what can i do?
if i was jus a player, i will jus play n give my best.
but there is an extra responsibility and there is just other things tt i know i haf to do.
but jus where n how?

hai.
come on.
get the positivity back man.
i hate it this way.

ok! gotta rest a while n go tut tut trng n hm n trng.
tc every1!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.what can i do?.][

][.Random Sat!.][

][.Random Sat!.][

today is such a random sat!
haha..slept at 3plus am last nite.
woke up at 7plus am today.
n started my random sat.
one without tuition due to cancellation one after another.

so..1st event of the day!
Prawning at bottle neck park with my ah kor.
heh. nw my shoulders are burning frm the sun burnt!
(ok, i wun peel..but i m like burnt! red and dark!)

let the pics speak for me ok =]



BottleNeck park near khatib!



heh..is this a f1 race car?



haha my nt too big BUT nt too small prawn!
gosh there's pincer!



ah..haha my super small prawn! =P




our shou huo!
it was a draw!
haha..e prawns are realli huge compared to the ones we usually see n eat.
n e patience needed for prawning is realli woohoo.
teaches u so much too =]
jus keep the faith tt e prawn will come to ur bait.
if the de-bait it.
u jus gotta keep trying! =]]

2nd event of e day!
came hm n ah di wanted to go out!
so we decided to go cycle..but we took out his bike n discovered how small it became ;p
so i decided to get him a bike as advanced bday present!
we got it and went on to cycle! =D
it was like trekking for him.
haha frm our hse till end of pasir ris park!
haha for a 1st timer..
it's realli a gd try for him.
jus feels so gd to haf siblings time.
seeing how much he grew.
from the baby till p5.
(but to me, he will always be the young little bro)

let the pics explain ba =]






went to wen's hse for steamboat w forever5!
e food made us roll!
n as always, jing the de-shelling machine.
us hating each another.
unwillingness to drop down to another frequency!
n to forever5..
when i say it.
i meant it.
cz i dun say these words easily.
keep gg each n every1 of u!
u haf me behind u all! =]
lifetime friends nt dere for nth ok ;p
iloveus.





haha ok!
this is my random sat.
nice n sweet.
n i m realli tired le.
k,o ppl!
nite!

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Let's have a good rest!.][

][.Let's have a good rest!.][

yes!
rest rest rest!
it's finally the weekend!

the past wk had been filled with training and work.
sighs here n dere.
anger here n dere.
but wells..
it is still a not too bad wk la.

gotta work harder for work.
catch up more for readings.
rars!
when life becomes a cycle,
u jus gotta keep cycling.
ok lame.

hmm..n i guess i gotta speak up more.
air my opinions.
haf more confidence in myself.
speak up when there's a need.
so many times,
there's so much to say.
but jus a hai and swallow things back.

for the past wk,
i did not went to slp thinking that i wanna slp.
i jus fell asleep subconciously.
dunno why too.

no tuition today due to cancellation n all.
came hm right after sch.
had lunch n plok onto mummy's bed.
be4 i know, it's time for trng.

n now back home..
there's realli no place better than home. <3

shall go rest soon!
tml will be an exciting day!
prawning with kor.
steamboat with forever5. <3

n studying on sun.
haha for some reason,
i m looking fwd to the weekend get away!

rest well every1!
byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i jus wanna rest.][

][。原来，真的很想。][

][。原来，真的很想。][




原来， 我真的很想打球。
打一个赛季。a real one.
刚和roomie(sh)聊天。。发现自己想打比赛的欲望真的很强。

这或许是太久没打的关系吧。(the last one tt i realli played was ivp =])
或许也是想看自己这阵子的努力究竟有没有效果。

不管这么多了。
我要打球。

好啦。
该去做功课了。
再见！

][.10.fe.15.][
][.con-fe-dence.][

][.Honey Stars are addictive!.][

][.Honey Stars are addictive!.][

haha it's currently 3:09am.
i m trying to make e resolution work for my roomie.
haha jkjk.
jiaying came over to eat fruits (thanks to sh's parents ;p)
and chit chat =P
it's nice..cz apart frm breakfast, we dun realli see each other.

not realli tired yet.
hai ok la =P
nd to do work..but brain nt realli functioning..so..haha

aw..these 2 days had been nice w bball.
you jus realli gotta believe urself.
it's only when u stop doubting urself..will u be able to do things u want.
it feels so much better as compared to last wk.
jus keep the faith going.
con-fe-dence.
n trng do helps. =]
it's during split moments when u feel tt..ur legs are able to go faster =]

haha ok!
i shall go back to my jap and aim to slp by 330 =P

rest well every1!
nitez =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.We can't swim.][

][.Random-ness.][

][.Random-ness.][

This weekend is just filled with randomness.
meet up with forever5 on a sat night is just..haha
just so us!

cycled to meet them after tuition.
met for dinner at lurk thai.


which was not enough for us! (i mean maybe me ;p)

and thus..we went on to macs!
i have my mega mac spicy while wen haf her filet o fish and the others ate fries and nuggets with loads of garlic chilli =P


haha went to jing's house for more random-ness!
mahjong session and moi tap tap w wen's hp =P
mahjong on a dinning table with the map as the paper.
orange tea that's hot.
keeping mahjong tiles intact.
when you put 5 of us together, it's jus so f.o.s!



haha so that's my random sat night meet up with them!
it realli brighten up the whole weekend =]]

so..after feeling super guilty for coming home late and not studying..
sun was a make up!
realli enjoy my own studying session after guitar every sun.
it's just me with food, mocha frap and readings to be done.
music, highlighter, jacket.
that's all i need. =]
always feel good to study!
o..n met my ah kor at starbucks with pretty girl! wahaha

went for trng after that.
good quality time of 3 hours of work.
felt better during trng.
after feeling like shit for all the trngs and doubting myself.
this trng jus makes me feel that it's getting there.
it will get back.
u jus gotta trust yourself more.
you jus gotta haf faith in yourself.
with this trng, i m ready to face all the other challenges =]

hao la!
super fulfilling and tiring weekend.
i shall go rest le!
but be4 tt..
let me intro my new best friend!
my faithful bike!


with my chase, i can go anywhere my heart desires =]
(my bike = chase!)

][.10.fe.15.][
][.我希望能清楚的知道自己的答案.][

][.G conversation.][

][.G conversation.][

haha having a super g conversation on the phone w wen nw.
cycled my day away.
went tuts and meet up w wen n jing for a random dinner =P

i love cycling.
fetched ah di and got him supper.
family loves!

haha wells..
what a random day!
haha shall go rest le!

take gd care every1!
Byee!..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.shhh secret wen!.][

][.Status: Mr Bump.][

][.Status: Mr Bump.][

it's currently 2:07am.
quite tired de.
gosh..my body is falling apart.
1st shoulder.
nxt leg.
shugs.
feels like mr bump!

jus came bac frm sch trng and card games at hall2 =P
it's always fun with Champions.
But shugs, work is piling.
Come on fe!

but head is hurting a little nw.
maybe i can't strain it further for tonite =X

hao la..rest well every1!
take gd care! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.Can't wait for home sweet home!.][

][.Moments of being a kid.][

][.Moments of being a kid.][



haha smiles!
it is 4:03am now.
haha..tired..but cool.
thanks roomie for bringing me along!

heh..shugs!
i m hungry again!

but i shall leave the bread for tml =D
i mean later =]

moments of being a kid?
it's when u smile over the small little things *shy*
and ignore all the other factors!

hao la..
i shall end here le!

take gd care every1!
nitez!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.it's when u say 坚持 -npo.][