][.Somethings are best left unsaid.][

][.Somethings are best left unsaid.][

Sometimes, somethings..
are best left unsaid.
haha.

Sometimes, somethings..
it's best to keep it safe in my heart.

Sometimes, somethings..
it doesn't matter what others think.
i know.
i did.
just that..
in a different way.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i prayed.][

][.Random.Nice.][

][.Random.Nice.][

haha the post that i wanted to post went blank after i pressed post ;p
aw tonite is a gd random nice night.

finally watch a movie with wen n moi =]
nice nice.
n met jing be4 tt =]]
smiles! slumdog millionarie!
i jus wanna watch Look For A Star now!haha

den met gd running buddy for supper!
haha champions are making me crave for supper more than be4 =P
it was nice chatting w running buddy!
haha recalled all the marathorn events.
n jus nua n talked randomly =]

thanks loads!
realli appreciate u all =]]

hao la..tired le!
end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.pls forget.][

][.The beautiful rainbow, after the rain.=].][

][.The beautiful rainbow, after the rain.=].][

haha yu guo tian qing.
chinese realli has the best words to describe things =]
today is like zai cai guo! (mixtures)
woke up.
went for 2 projects.
super tired n drained to think of anything.

den went to meet kim guan for a last min dinner.
haha.
it was nice.
den e random little question that caused e healing gap to open up again.
millions of sorries.
haha but it's jus too much a coincidence le.
realli can't take it tt instance.
haha but wells i will be fine =D
today is such a drama day.
walking in e rain.
pouring the heart out with the rain.
den suddenly!
hey, look there!
RAINBOW!
the whole rainbow!
haha super duper duper nice de!
the last time i saw a rainbow was when i was still working in disco as admin!

haha if nt wrong,
i was also feeling down den =P
same as today!
haha n there is the rainbow!
it was so so so nice!
esp for today!
it's perfect timing man! =D

special thanks to kg n moi,wen,jing!
thanks loads to em all!
for accompanying me in the little ways. =]

gym trng was woohoo.
i m aching all over again =]
but i realli love n enjoy learning!
it feels gd to learn mre things n know why u r doing this thing this way =]
keep learning fe! hee

hao la..time to go off for work le!
undone undone undone!
projects! u r so killing me!
roars!

take gd care every1! byee..
My beautiful rainbow!
Hope it makes your day as much as it made mine! =]




][.10.fe.15.][
][.smiles,no1 is to be blamed.][

][.Reason.][

][.Reason.][

fe always say..
everything happens for a reason.

tonite is realli a nite of truth.
overwhelming in some way.
hence i have to hide in the dark.
haha. cz i can camouflage in tt way.
moi said:"fe, dun blog! u will onli be hurt more when u r reminded of it!"
but i said, i haf to =] cz i know..when i look bac, i will be lol-ing at how stupid i was.

thanks loads to moi!
realli realli!
thanks for knowing me so well.
thanks loads for just doing nth n listen n make me laugh n ask me to stop singing =]
n wen, jing, fungi, i m waiting to let u all know that, i m moving on le =]
this time round, there's no turning back, no stopping there.
nothing =]

thanks to nfb too =]
thanks for letting me scold u! wahaha n i m nt a g.

haha moi says i m leng jing.
i tink i m.
n i m jus v leng jing.
my tears already free flow dao i tink no restaurant can win me =P haha jkjk
fe is strong!
haha nah i m not =P
jus fe is iron! haha
jus feels super stupid.

haha..if u ever see this,
just wanna let u noe..
i never ever wanted to let you know.
realli.
never ever ever wanted you to know.
knowing that u know realli makes me..
dunno how to face u?
haha..n tt i knew right frm the start that nothing will change.
that's why i had never told u.
that's why i had always kept it a secret from u.
that's why frm the very second that i fell in, i stopped n pulled myself out.
it took quite a while.
but for now, jus wanna say..
let's hope u can forget this too =]
glad to haf u as my friend. if u ever consider me one =]

tonite,
is realli the final nite le.
all the truths are out.
all sorts of feelings.
betray? nah..too strong a word to use.
hurt? yups very.
relief? yups! super! moving on for real.
haha the greater the hit.
the faster the delete process.
once n for all, gone!
haha byee..

hao la..end here le every1!
take gd care!
n seriously, fe is on 5th gear for nth but work nw! chiong ah! projects! hee =]

][.10.fe.15.][

][.Song of the week.][

][.Song of the week.][

haha actually it had just been my song of the day (for ytr!)
but..haha i guess it will be ongoing for a week?
hee nice nice oldies! this is by zheng zhong ji! =]
share with my blog ba =]

絕口不提! 愛你

閉上眼睛忍住呼吸
暫時要和世界脫離
就快要學會不再想你
卻聽見不斷跳動的心

我允許了你　讓愛的自由還給你
我允許了自己　承受這悲傷到天明

我不願放棄卻要故意　默默允許
我答應自己愛你的心　絕口不提
總是以為終究化作雲淡風輕
愛你到底　痛了自己

我不願放棄卻要故意　默默允許
我答應自己愛你的心　絕口不提
所有結局在這夜裡都已成形
愛到了底　痛的是我的真心

閉上眼睛忍住呼吸
暫時要和世界脫離
就快要學會不再想你
卻聽見不斷跳動的心

我允許了你　讓愛的自由還給你
我允許了自己　承受這悲傷到天明

我不願放棄卻要故意　默默允許
我答應自己愛你的心　絕口不提
總是以為終究化作雲淡風輕
愛你到底　痛了自己

我不願放棄卻要故意　默默允許
我答應自己愛你的心　絕口不提
所有結局在這夜裡都已成形
愛到了底　痛的是我的真心

所有結局在這裡都已成形
愛到了底　痛的是我的真心

haha nice oldies n nice lyrics.
so happy when i discovered that i had it (cz daddy has it in the hp's memory card!)

hao la..off to work le! do check out the nice song! hee
while i wait for the lao snr who is still glowing to be up for breakfast!
i m hungry!! i need food! wake up! jkjk
n Happy Month-sary my dearest champions! <3
take gd care every1! =]]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.絕口不提.][

][.babies nv fail to make my day.][

][.babies nv fail to make my day.][

no matter how bad the day is.
babies nv fail to brighten up my day =]
was quite sianz cz had to waste money on travelling as trng was cancelled.
However, the non-verbal communication of babies had made my day!
gave the baby tt i saw on mrt a tired smile. n she smiled back radiantly =D
realli made my day! kids are just so innocent tt they dun mind tt wad u r giving em is a tired smile. they still give u their 100% smile <3
nxt up..saw a little baby boy extending his hands to his daddy wanting to be carried.
so sweet =]

alright! enough of sian-ness!
past 2 days had been exciting!
doing things out of the usual way.
went to my 1st concert with jing!
woohoo! it was gd!
e gan jue when yoga stopped singing n quan chang sing tgt was so nice.
to add on. that was a emo song -> "wo ai de ren"

den heard many nice nice songs too.
n e refresh-ed of memory with "bei ying"..
gan xie wo bu ke yi..(thankfully that i can't)
zou jing ni de yan jing (be seen by you)
suo yi cai neng, wang zhe ni de bei ying (hence, i m given e chance to jus gaze at ur back)
yi zhi xiang qian zou, (i kept walking)
zou bu wan ju li ( but there's no way that i could close up the distance)
yi zhi xiang hou tui (i kept running away)
tui bu chu hui yi (but i just can't get out these memories)
haha used to be my fav song =]
thanks loads to jing!
we enjoyed ourselves =]
n shaking of lightsticks can make one hungry! haha
3++ hrs gd of songs =] n she n olivia r power too =]

sat..went to zoo!
haha it's been a decade since i went dere ba =P
excursion!
it was exciting n quite fun!
e sea lion was e best part! so clever la ;p
n it's jus so gd to get away n do something different =]
but it's realli tiring too =]
after which, went for lx's concert w wen n butts.
it feels gd =]
when it comes to some ppl, no matter how long it is, e gan jue is still e same.
travelling bac n talking to wen was nice =]
been vv long since we did this le.
those were e days behind e sec3 n 4 classrm where we jus chatted non-stop =] miss em so!

den bac at pasir ris, saw e guys who were gg supper =]

hao la..nua-ed.
shall nua a little mre n strum the guitar a little mre jiu go do work.
guitar-rapy =]

take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.memory status: deleting in process.][

][.Looking forward to the break-less break.][

][.Looking forward to the break-less break.][

haven been bloggin.=]
not that there's nothing going on =P
jus..too tired!

haha life has settled back to the sleep,eat,play ball, study =]
haha nt very much of study thou ;p
promise to make gd gd use of recess wk to ketchup on work!
i am aware of what i m missing out.
yet at the same time,
i know there's nothing much that i can do =]

champions are always making my day! <3sss
misses forever5 very very much too =P
n to all my friends who i had neglected =X promise to make up sooon ok! =D

hmm..this week had been quite physically tiring.
but that's gd in a way too =]
no time to think about other stuffs.

Let go..=]
n it feels gd to have forgotten.
just keep deleting.
memory, you are doing well!
just keep going..
erase the last bit =]
haha actually no more left.
for the past yr..
it felt..
haha..a mixtures of everything ba.
but for now..
i think i prefer it this way =]
but still..thanks for appearing in my life.

][.放弃.][

][.放弃.][

thanks loads to moi for e nua-ing and car talk.
thanks loads to forever5 for always being dere to listen to me.
thanks loads to 5 yr old kid..dun worry! like what i told u, i m brain -"washed".
thanks loads to nfb for always listening to me rant.

我肯定可以!
this shall be the last time.
goodbye!


][.10.fe.15.][
][.忘记.][

][.Happy 21 kid!.][

][.Happy 21 kid!.][

haha happy 21 kid!
times realli flies!
haha thanks for another yr of friendship and being such a dependable constant as always =D

went to enjoy a gd meal of BKT!
ice!
tau huay!
and went to a nice nice structure --> Lasella ..
haha another simple and nice day!
things remain the change despite the changes that we have in life.

"We all take different paths in life,
But no matter where we go,
We take a little of each other everywhere."
~Tim McGraw~

Let the pics memo the day!





after which went off w moi to meet snail,pamela n xiao hua. it was a random one..but funny too! haha

n nw i m bac home!
tired tired tired!
dead dead dead!
work work work!
ok! gotta go!
take gd care every1! byee..

ming ming zai yi.
que zhong shi zhuang zuo bu zai yi.
zhuang dao lei dou bu neng reng le.
wo ren rang zai zhuang.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.the best ship of all times - friendship.][

][.it's time for work and thoughts.][

][.it's time for work and thoughts.][

these few days are a mixture of up and down.
can't escape from work anymore.
tons n tons to be done.
screwed my phonetics quiz.
dang shit.
it was a feeling of shitty-ness.
thankfully there was champions gathering at night.
the street ball session with laughing was realli gd. =D

den today was another madness of tuitionS and trng.
gosh.
tiredness.
but i m learning.
love learning n pushing myself beyond the max.
jus enjoy this 1 mth fe.

n yay!
meeting llz tml for her 21st! wahahaha
n gg to play bball in e morning!
gotta head back for work n assignments after tt thou =]

hao la..got to go n start work le =]
n to all my friends out there..
esp forever5!
sorry that i hasn't been contacting u all much =[
for e past wk i had been wanting to call (randomly) to ask how's things.
BUT..it just slip past my mind time n again =X
i promise it wun happen again =]
iloveus! =]

off for work!
happy vday to all!
haha tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.leng jing de si kao.][

][.it's time to get back on the track!.][

][.it's time to get back on the track!.][

haha move bloggy move!
it's time to get back to work!

haha loads of suffs happened over e wk / wks =P
jus din blogged ;p
haha hmmm..
haha..
recent few events..
sending DE (Mole)ment to shanghai =]
it just makes me feel like gg for exchange prog too..
always felt tt stepping out of s'pore will be a gd experience to grow =]
aw..hope she's gd n come back fast!!
haha n e steamboat tt we had on thurs n sun was exploding! haha jkjk
i love my nan da team-mates!
BUT..haha honeymoon period is over n it's time for work again!
jia you champions! =]

den ytr was a gathering of steam boat w e cks!
i love it!
haha like..can nua at hm de gan jue v shiok ;p
worth e money to eat to ur fill too!
plus dun nd to travel! wahaha
gd to ketchup w em!

n today..went to moi's hse to bai nian after trng ;p
hee forever5 <3sss..
it always feel so gd =]
10yrs le =D
keep going pigs!
iloveus! =]

haha ok..gotta end le..looking fwd to nxt sat! heh e kid's 21st!
heh..thinking hard! BUT be4 tt..gotta study! lol (if i can ;p)
take gd care every1! byee..

dream is always beautiful.
reality is sad.
i truly understood after tt dream.

][.10.fe.15.][

][.ke yi bu yao zhe yang ma..?.][

][.ke yi bu yao zhe yang ma..?.][

mei ci dou gao shu zi ji..
bu neng, bu ke yi, bu xing.

ying wei mei you ke neng.
shuo yi bu yao xiang.

dan mei hui liao dao tian liang shi.
dou hui mo ming de kai xin.
he ni liao dao tian liang de shi guang zhong shi bu hui lei.
zhong shi bu xiang shuo zai jian.

ran hou you jue de hen ben.
ying wei..bu neng zai zhe yang xia qu.

ni gang shuo le zai jian.
wan an.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.dui bu qi.][
][.innauhixowelgnawnamnamiuhow.][
][.zhen de.][

][.We are the Champions! =D.][

][.We are the Champions! =D.][

i love my nan da team mates!
i love us!
haha yes! i m finally blogging to memo OUR memorable day!
22/1/2009!
another day that i am going to rmb apart from 14/4/2005 =]

it has realli been a long long journey.
from the thought of maybe not playing for ntu basketball..
to finally joining..
till sguni which we brush past the champs n settled w a runners up..
till considering to take up e capt post..
to taking it up..
started trainings with the attendance of less than 10..
with players starting to increase with trainings..
to intensive trainings of thrice a wk, twice a day..
to fighting hard together..
to bonding together..
till today!
as an individual,
as a player,
as a team,
i tink i realli grew and learnt a lot!
realli..=D

in the process of all these..
there were things that i had to give up..
and the same goes for each and every1 of US (the team!)
n we finally reached the final destination - the finals!
i had always wanted to achieve something with this team!
this special team =D
clearing round 1 to get into semis was our 1st common goal.
getting the zheng men was our 2nd.
getting into finals was our 3rd.
n being the Champions was the unsaid one!
we all knew that regardless of the outcome..we r already THE CHAMPION in each another's heart! <3
we had came this far tgt =D
the bond tt we share ain't something tt is easily replaced =P

n here came finals!
we fought our hearts out!
with all 17players on court at any time!
we cheered each another on!
we fought tough n hard!
we never lost our focus!
cz we all know this..
lets end this beautiful season with a perfect note of achieving the title =D

n we did it!!!!
realli v proud of this special team!
the cheering that lasted thru' out the whole game!
right frm e start till e end!
right frm e 1st game till e last!
we made it TOGETHER!

i m realli thankful!
thankful for this wonderful team!
wonderful team mates n coach!
wonderful supporters!
wonderful spirit!
i'll defend our spirit! (i promise!)
i know we all will! =D

with the whistle indicating the end of the game,
we leaped in joy and tears of joy =]
this realli meant alot to us!
this is the 1st time i und n felt this way..
fighting hard for the team! each and every1!
tears of joy!
there were many memorable championship..
sec4's nationals: we knew that we must and have to get it n we got it! i still love ahs b'gals 05!
j2: the thought of ending it in a nice note!
BUT..
this championship is v diff..=]
it meant so much to each individuals and the whole team!
had always been in sch tt's defending champs (ahs n vj) so had nv felt as much when e championship was won =] (it was more off knowing tt we will n we must)
However for this season..
it's v diff =]
it's we want and we will! =]
n we really did!

just some pics to memo this unforgettable day!
n this wonderful team! i love my nan da team mates!
i realli do =D
let's keep our spirits going!
it's not what u win..but who u win it with =]]

our 1st victory shot =D


the score =P (haha i tink it's scary cz the scores for all the champs tt i had played are almost e same ;p)



Our numerous shots after prize presentations!








haha n after viewing the touching video made by deanna =D
it's on youtube now! -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioOgpGzaZkk
we went off to celebrate n haf more fun!
haha tian ji zhou and tau huay at geylang!! haha

haha the CHAMPS at geylang! =P n we were still v high!
spent e time at tau huay shop for team talk and thankful for everything =D
all the "speech" were v touching..=]
one tt i rmb was by bs: amazed by the way how we can rotate ard all 17players n haf things to talk abt as we walk along e streets of geylang! instead of just sticking tgt in cliques, we r all as 1 now =D *touching*





n finally we left geylang at ard 3plus am?! after round of htht..n yi yi bu she =P

back to hostel!
haha shower n all..jus as i tot tt our day is gg to end le..
round 3!
haha..stayed up with pey pey n pris =P
it was realli nice n high =P
with these..we chatted thur e nite and stayed awake to go for macs breakfast at 9plus be4 gg for tut n with me slping =P






haha memorable day!!
after tut i went for 2 driving lessons n followed by khazad dinner!
practically was mad cz i had nt slp for e whole day le!

haha i m thankful!
realli thankful for the team! =D
i love us! (apart from forever5, this is another time tt i said this ;p)
i love my nan da team mates! =D
those with big ankles or not.
those in ben ben pai hang bang or not.
those with moles or not.
those that are square (ah fang) or not.
those that are clever or not.
those above 30 or not.
the white ones, black ones and other colour ones =P

thanks for all that each and every1 of u had taught me!
thanks for everything this few months!
thanks for all the support and encouragements!
thanks for all the joy and laughters that u all had brought into my life!
thanks for all the cards!
thanks for always being here!
thanks for being yourselves!
let's keep our spirit going ok - my beloved champions!
n lastly..thanks for always giving me the support,
without these, i wun know wad to do =]]

nan da! jiayou!
nan da! jiayou!
nan da nan da nan da!!!! jia you!! jia you!! jia you!!



let's jia you & keep fighting on!!
n last but not the least..
thanks loads to all the support from my beloved friends (forever5, sh, nfb, lms mates & every1 tt had told me jiayou!) and my family!
without your understandings and encouragements,
i may haf been tired out le =P
thanks loads!! realli appreciate u all! =P

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1! byee..=P

][.10.fe.15.][
][.You all roxz!.][

][.GO GO GO Nan Da!!.][

][.GO GO GO Nan Da!!.][

Good Job Team!!
haha we r IN!!!
to???
let's stay focus and cont to fight hard on mon!
win a nice entry ticket into finals shall be our goal for now! =D
Nan Da Jia You!!

haha had our game against tp ytr =]
we stayed focus, defend n fought our way into semis =]

keep going NTU!
after e game, we had supper at our usual ah fang (ahem, my place ;p)
den bac to shower be4 gg to bs n jp's rm to play!
haha taboo, twisters, 7 lvl pigs etc
had breakfast at 5am?
den dismissed!
back to sleep! haha
went to pey2's rm cz was too lazy to conquer my wu dang san again!
slept tilll...
ahem! deeana's prank call!
haha n pey2's being v efficient de woke jayne n me up! haha
soo..deeana of cz is bei scolded la =P

after tt, we went to haf lunch at can2 instead of canA =P
den trng n back hm =]
quite tired nw =P
lol..had a gd sleep during the long bus ride =P

hao la..shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
n thanks to daddy n moi who came down to watch =]

let's go nan da!
keep going!
others fight w 5,
we fight w 15!!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.there's only 1 thing on my mind!.][

][.Just Keep Going!.][

][.Just Keep Going!.][





Just keep going ntu!
keep going!
nan da!
jia you!
nan da!
jia you!
nan da! nan da! nan da!
jia you! jia you! jia you!!

haha i mus be mad!
nth else is on my mind apart from the games now =P
yes we made it!
nxt round here we come =]]
the relief once the whistle was blew ytr was *phewwwww*

can't imagine what will happen if things happen the other way round =]
realli thumbs up for the spirit and morale of the team throughout the whole game!
all the players!
the support was realli gd!
the cheers!
the water that was dished out to us whenever there is a break =]

during 3rd quad,
the ache in e knee is beyond words culd say.
roar-ed.
legs, pls be stronger!
pls hang in there!
i need u! =]

jia you every1!
keep going!
tml will be the game against tp!
jia you team!!
we will do it together!! =]]

hao la..end here le!
take gd care every1! byeee..

n if i nv said it be4, i wanna achieve something together with this team =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m loving it!.][

][.Let's Go Nan Da!.][

][.Let's Go Nan Da!.][

haha i tink age is really catching up with me =]
trying hard to recover frm the games =]
this wk is gg to be madness with mon to fri full packed with games & trainings =]

realli thankful for this team.
such wonderful team mates =]
realli feel incompetent at times.
ytr during trng was super tired with knee aching like acid was free =X
so was a little down?
haha sorry sorry to my team =]
n thanks loads for all e encouragements,
lai lai,jiang pin, wan mei and all =]
we are a team, supporting each another both on and off court =]

let's keep this spirit up!
we will make it together!
let's go nan da!!
nan da wooooshhh!
we will make it together!
let's fight & nv give in till e v last sec =]

will update more after the games!
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.We can do it!.][

][.Nice song - Dreaming of You.][

][.Nice Song - Dreaming of You.][

just wanna share a nice song!
will blog more nxt time =]
haha n jus thankful tt takeshi kaneshiro is quite clever in red cliff 2 =D (special thanks to kg for the treat ;p)
n nan da!! jia you!! go go nan da! we can do it! =D
going to be a tough BUT enjoyable wk ahead! =D

here'e the song =]]

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause Im dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, Ill be holding you tight
And theres nowhere in the world Id rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and i
Wonder if you know Im there (am I there, am i? )
If you looked in my eyes would you see whats inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
To take the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do

Ill be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, Ill be holding you tight
And theres nowhere in the world Id rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and mehaha n there's a 2nd part..do go check tt song out =P
thou' it's a little like oldies ;p
haha http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFXAPdoNfAQ

alright! i shall end here le!
take gd care every1!
byee..

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][.Nan Da WOOOSH!.][

][.Nan Da WOOOOSH!.][

Nan Da!
Jia You!
Nan Da!
Jia You!
Nan Da! Nan Da! Nan Da!
Jia You! Jia You! Jia You!!!

go go GO NTU!!
haha i m loving this team more and more =]

we had our 1st game against smu ytr =]
what touched me e most was not the win.
it was the spirit!
the morale!
the bond <3

the cheering all e way!
frm warm ups till the end of e game =]]
some1 will start nan da!
n it will go on!
some1 starts defence n e tempo is there!
since how long do i feel so gd?
i have no idea =]

realli thankful for this team =]
we shall keep striving!
keep going!
encouraging each other!
no matter what's e result,
treasure the time we haf tgt on court n off court!

let the joy continue!
let's haf fun n fight hard tgt! haha

ytr was realli a super high day for us!
after the game, we had bday celebration for kalai!
haha let the pics memo e "celebration" ba =P

1st..team photos!



next..the specially designed cake is out!!


haha make a wish..

haha what's up next?! tt's of cz..



revenge time for e bday gal! (or should i say woman ;p) lol



haha but too bad! maj wins!



haha ok time to open the 'present' =P


haha tt's e mess after 23 layers.. n greeted w pey2's notes =P



ok..1 mre team pic & mre creaming with lai lai throwing creams while we take pic =P
n her real bday present --> shoes!


haha n e uncle was locking up the stadium already..
so we went out to shower the bday gal w champange n water!


haha n e celebration ended with a nan da woosh! with lai lai sitting on all our hands! haha lucky she's light =P

BUT..
the fun did not stop dere ;p
we went on the bs n jp's hall to cont our high-ness!
thanks loads to deeana for fetching me to hall n home ytr!
thanks loads loads!!

haha so we went to hall3 n had our macs suppers delivered by cynthia n belicia n wan mei! (thanks loads!!)

while eating under the stars (thou there was no stars ytr ;p) we played qi ji zhu! (7lvl pig!)
haha super duper funny!!
n there are realli ppl who dun response to it! haha
at 1st it was e pigs tt were v poor thing cz no1 refused to talk to em!
BUT..
eventually it was e human tt was vvv ke lian!
eg. bs n me!
haha in e end we onli had each other to talk to!
haha super ke lian!
xiang yi wei ming!
realli v funny when we talk into e air (as we can't respond to the pigs ;p)

haha after tt we played indian poker!
haha e game of deception!
den when xiao hei went to do her forfeit..
we rushed into e room!
n started to play hide n seek!
haha so 1 person will go out while rest hide!
e person haf to indicate who she wanna find n will be allowed back into e rm!

super duper funny n amazing as to how the rm can hide so many ppl!
n haha..eventually e hiding skills get mre n mre pro =P
shall upload e pics another time as i had forgotten to bring the adaptor of my laptop..so nt enff batt =P

haha it was realli a nice high day!
thanks loads to this wonderful team =D
loves!

haha alrite! end here le =P
take gd care every1! byee =D

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][.let's achieve it together!.][

][.Bring It On!.][

][.Bring It On!.][

it's been quite a while since i feel this way.
e drive.
e motivation.
e burning passion.
e zeal.
e readiness.
e excitement.
e zen.

I am ready!
Bring It On!

with the hols coming to an end & 2009's sem embarking..
i tot i was not ready for it!
i realli din realli felt quite ready till today =]]

keep going! =]]
just take whatever that comes with e mentality of doing ur best =]]
rmb..
excellence is not being the best..BUT..doing ur best!
n something quite meaningful tt i heard today =]
there are onli 2 reasons tt u cry..
1) u did not try your best
2) u tried your best BUT did not make it.

i had have enough of tears in 2008.
2009 shall be a strong n tough one!

i m thankful!
realli v thankful =]
even e sch's blues tt i tot will be dere..
disappeared!
i got e mod i want!
translation! (can't wait to let mummy noe this tml morning! thou she will most prob say..o ok..den study hard ba =P)

n i will be a gd student!
gpa! i will try my best to no longer be average or below average =]

ivp!
na da woooosh!!!

haha alrite!
i m high!
haha ought to feel tired thou as i reached hm at 12:21am due to friendly =P

haha ok! off i go =D
take gd care every1! byee =]]

ps. listening to a nice song nw =]
breathing by lifehouse =]
recommended by e 5yr old kid =P

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][.2008.][

][.2008.][

jus wanna blog down some thoughts about 2008 1st =]
jus in case by the time that i reached hm..
it's already 2009 =]

this year had been a v fruitful year?
haha though it's only 1 year.
i must admit that i grew quite a bit.

1st part of the year was..
busy working n learning more about the adult world.
saw both sides =]
had nice collegues who took care of me as well as..
haha lol..there's definitely good and bad.
jus very thankful to have jing with us! =]]
some1 to hear me rant n be there for me when things are bad =]

haha den..
hmm collection of A levels results was another big event of the year?
the uncertain emotional turmoil that was in me was =X
haha so many uncertain factors ahead be4 results were collected =]
what if? what if? what if?
thankfully there was CKs, forever5 and llz who were there for me =]]

hmm..after A levels results..
it was the interviews and the entering to uni?
haha e excitment, e uncertain..a mixture of everything =]]
was at ntu's bus stop telling mummy abt e interview and how much i wanted to get
into linguistics =]

so...
for a few months..
the waiting time was madness..=P
haha den enterance to uni =D
all the orientation, hall life..
a v v diff experience =]
for a home sick person..
haha staying in hall n doing e housework =P

haha ok! those are the phrases of 2008 =]]

~Some Ups & Downs of 2008~

Downs 1st =P
Injuries on my right =P
Stitch on right lip =X
(on foreve5's bbq day! which allow me to see their "wen rou" side for once)
haha n my middle finger?
right middle finger bone mallet deformity =X
haha stop playing bball for a few mths after getting bac to it after As.
it was realli quite down.
BUT..
everything happens for a reason..
so i guess..haha
apart from a deformed middle finger now..
everything is good! =D

losing the last game of sguni =[
losing inter hall game =[

Ups! =D
haha life is a roller coaster right?
with downs, there will be ups!
u jus have to keep believing n keep going =D

for 2008 i m thankful for many many things =]]
thankful for my beloved family.
my best friends =] forever5.
n all the special friends that i have in life! =]
n realli let go of some friendship n gain back some which i will und not to let go again =]

thankful for heaven for allowing me to get into the course i like.
thankful for e nice uni life, nice course mates, nice hall mates, nice team mates!
Na Da WooosH!!

n thankful for the 1st sem of uni =]
thankful that e grades are ok. thou nt gd =P

thankful for the recovery of finger =]

haha thankful for all the support that i had from every1 of u! =]
family,forever5,llz,ah rum n employer n 135,sh, ruth mei,coaches, 230 buddies n all the new friends made in this year =]]

haha n glad tt i managed to finish my dream in 2008 =]
my 1st marathorn =]]

haha realli vv thankful for this leap year =D
2008!
u realli made me grow by a lot =]
i thank YOU for the ups & downs.
i thank YOU for making me stronger with the ups n downs.
i thank YOU for bringing me through after bringing me to it!

for the upcoming year..
pls bless my beloved family & friends with good health & happiness =]
new yr resolution..
i will try to be a better daughter,
a better friend.
a better student! (i promise to study hard!!)
a better team mate =]

haha ok!
gotta end here le!
take gd care every1!!

Have a blessed 2009 ahead!
i love u all =D

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