][.thankful.][
thankful.
i realli am thankful.
thanks for being alive.
thanks for hafing my family.
thanks for hafing forever5.
thanks for hafing nice friends.
thanks for being healthy.
thanks for everything.
life is a journey.
a learning journey tt u jus haf to keep going.
if u nv plan, u plan to fail.
but if u planned and worked hard for it,
e end result happens for a reason. =]
been quite sian-ed at work.
cz, there's nth tt i can do.
sighs.
but tuition and coaching is giving me a little joy.
esp teaching kids tt realli wanna learn.
it's such a pleasure. =]
hao la..tired le..shall end here..take gd care every1! byee..
~a lucky person is not one that has everything.
but one that cherish everything that he/she has.
i am lucky.~
][.10.fe.15.][
][.look at e sun & e shadows will fall behind.][
][.LMS.=].][
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
][.come on!.][
][.come on!.][
jus came home from trng.
might haf said sumthings tt i shuld nt haf.
but wells.
jia you snrs!
i realli realli realli wanna u guys to win. =D
alrite..hands are so tired tt i can't raise it up.
been quite long since i haf this feeling le.
no stamina.
no speed.
miss passes.
sorry to hui2 n daisy (thou u guys wuld nv read this).
come on kem!
come on!
bring it on man!
hao la..jus a random post.
n gosh, i m tired.
end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.tt's e feeling.][
][.jiayou.][
jus came home from trng.
might haf said sumthings tt i shuld nt haf.
but wells.
jia you snrs!
i realli realli realli wanna u guys to win. =D
alrite..hands are so tired tt i can't raise it up.
been quite long since i haf this feeling le.
no stamina.
no speed.
miss passes.
sorry to hui2 n daisy (thou u guys wuld nv read this).
come on kem!
come on!
bring it on man!
hao la..jus a random post.
n gosh, i m tired.
end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.tt's e feeling.][
][.jiayou.][
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
][.too much.][
][.too much.][
haha hasn't been blogging much.
quite a lot has been happening thou. =]
spent a gd sun afternoon.
den went for buffet ytr.
n jus came hm frm driving.
gosh, i nd to get my confidence lvl up in everything man.
hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1!
byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.peace.][
haha hasn't been blogging much.
quite a lot has been happening thou. =]
spent a gd sun afternoon.
den went for buffet ytr.
n jus came hm frm driving.
gosh, i nd to get my confidence lvl up in everything man.
hao la..end here le..
take gd care every1!
byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.peace.][
Thursday, April 17, 2008
][.无奈.][
][.无奈.][
我真的在乎。
或许我的行为和举动不能证明吧。
我的错误是我不懂得拒绝。
但，我真的在尽力了。
有时候，真的很累。
如果我能很洒脱的不管一切，
不管大家，
那么，或许会比较自由吧。
n as i think.
maybe i realli neglected you.
or rather, definitely.
i'm sorry =]
好啦。。去休息了！ 晚安！
][.10.fe.15.][
][.npo,jia you!.][
我真的在乎。
或许我的行为和举动不能证明吧。
我的错误是我不懂得拒绝。
但，我真的在尽力了。
有时候，真的很累。
如果我能很洒脱的不管一切，
不管大家，
那么，或许会比较自由吧。
n as i think.
maybe i realli neglected you.
or rather, definitely.
i'm sorry =]
好啦。。去休息了！ 晚安！
][.10.fe.15.][
][.npo,jia you!.][
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
][.waiting.][
][.waiting.][
life is about waiting.
u wait for e bus to get to e destination.
u wait for ya chance.
u wait for practically everything. =]
waited at e waiting zone for e test.
waited for e interview.
waited for e train.
waited for e bus for nearly 40mins to get to tuition.
waiting seems to be a huge part of my life today. =]
but we jus haf to, cz it's part of life.
aw..watching Healing Hands 3 nw..
n there's this quote tt i like..
"my driving instructor told me to look infront, cz if you keep looking into the rear mirror or looking back, you would get into an accident."
doesn't tt reflects life too?
but it's not so easy to ignore the past and not look back at all =]
shall try thou.
hao la..v tired le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.praying for LMS.][
][.pls let mi in.][
life is about waiting.
u wait for e bus to get to e destination.
u wait for ya chance.
u wait for practically everything. =]
waited at e waiting zone for e test.
waited for e interview.
waited for e train.
waited for e bus for nearly 40mins to get to tuition.
waiting seems to be a huge part of my life today. =]
but we jus haf to, cz it's part of life.
aw..watching Healing Hands 3 nw..
n there's this quote tt i like..
"my driving instructor told me to look infront, cz if you keep looking into the rear mirror or looking back, you would get into an accident."
doesn't tt reflects life too?
but it's not so easy to ignore the past and not look back at all =]
shall try thou.
hao la..v tired le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.praying for LMS.][
][.pls let mi in.][
Monday, April 14, 2008
][.the greatest mistake.][
][.the greatest mistake.][
wen is right.
my greatest weakness and mistake in life is tt, i dunno how to reject.
i dunno how to say no.
n hence all e problems.
had jus cooled down after tears of anger n words of anger spouting out of my mouth.
u wuld nt wan to know.
sorry and thank you to moi.
n also to sh.
aw..this quote tt i saw in i-weekly exactly reflects me..
"我一生中犯下的所有错误，都是我原本意欲说“不”的时候，说了一声“是”。
拒绝，是一门学问。
是一门，我必须学习的学问。
i must learn to say "no" and "reject".
realli reject.
why must i always arrange my schedules to fit others?
why do i have to give in?
why is it tt things tt i spend time n effort trying to get e pieces in place,
are destroyed by others easily?
without e least bit of apologetic.
wt_!
why do i feel so cheated?
why do i haf to make myself free n at e last min getting it all cancelled?!
it pissed mi to e max, i swear!
i dun scold vugularities easily.
but i did for a few times today.
it's sinful.
but e anger n disappointment is even more.
it's especially so, when ppl u trust so much for yrs does tt to u.
it feels so much like a betray man.
dude, do u noe how it feels?
i realli cried.
disappointment n anger.
wasted my whole wk, my msgs n everything.
a promise is a promise.
why did your promise changed during the last min?
i m freaking pissed and irritated till e max.
this is especially so becoz u r one of e few tt i trusted so so so much.
i can't be bothered anymore.
leaving everything to moi.
thanks moi.
n wen, i nd to talk to u now! so pls dun be angry w mi le la =X
n jing, i hope u r feeling better le!
end here le..haf to go bathe n prep for tml le =] take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.pissed and disappointed.][
wen is right.
my greatest weakness and mistake in life is tt, i dunno how to reject.
i dunno how to say no.
n hence all e problems.
had jus cooled down after tears of anger n words of anger spouting out of my mouth.
u wuld nt wan to know.
sorry and thank you to moi.
n also to sh.
aw..this quote tt i saw in i-weekly exactly reflects me..
"我一生中犯下的所有错误，都是我原本意欲说“不”的时候，说了一声“是”。
拒绝，是一门学问。
是一门，我必须学习的学问。
i must learn to say "no" and "reject".
realli reject.
why must i always arrange my schedules to fit others?
why do i have to give in?
why is it tt things tt i spend time n effort trying to get e pieces in place,
are destroyed by others easily?
without e least bit of apologetic.
wt_!
why do i feel so cheated?
why do i haf to make myself free n at e last min getting it all cancelled?!
it pissed mi to e max, i swear!
i dun scold vugularities easily.
but i did for a few times today.
it's sinful.
but e anger n disappointment is even more.
it's especially so, when ppl u trust so much for yrs does tt to u.
it feels so much like a betray man.
dude, do u noe how it feels?
i realli cried.
disappointment n anger.
wasted my whole wk, my msgs n everything.
a promise is a promise.
why did your promise changed during the last min?
i m freaking pissed and irritated till e max.
this is especially so becoz u r one of e few tt i trusted so so so much.
i can't be bothered anymore.
leaving everything to moi.
thanks moi.
n wen, i nd to talk to u now! so pls dun be angry w mi le la =X
n jing, i hope u r feeling better le!
end here le..haf to go bathe n prep for tml le =] take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.pissed and disappointed.][
][.n i felt like a fool.][
][.n i felt like a fool.][
全世界的人都知道。
只有我不知道。
感觉就像是一个傻瓜吧。
大家问我的时候，我是应该知道这件事的吗？
说不出口的感受。
double disappointments.
nt disappointed by kem.
cz, they played a fairly gd game despite e lost.
n i will always support em =]
thou i can't play my part on court,
i will play my part, as a bench warmer.
too much had changed.
but i m not giving up.
found my new motivation to fight on.
nt disappointed by arsenal despite e lost.
it's onli resign tt finishing is always v impt.
e efforts n process is nth,
once e finishing is made.
alright, n i feel like crying now.
how great.
u r such a G loser man!
agrh!
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.status: mixed emotions.][
全世界的人都知道。
只有我不知道。
感觉就像是一个傻瓜吧。
大家问我的时候，我是应该知道这件事的吗？
说不出口的感受。
double disappointments.
nt disappointed by kem.
cz, they played a fairly gd game despite e lost.
n i will always support em =]
thou i can't play my part on court,
i will play my part, as a bench warmer.
too much had changed.
but i m not giving up.
found my new motivation to fight on.
nt disappointed by arsenal despite e lost.
it's onli resign tt finishing is always v impt.
e efforts n process is nth,
once e finishing is made.
alright, n i feel like crying now.
how great.
u r such a G loser man!
agrh!
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.status: mixed emotions.][
Thursday, April 10, 2008
][.holding on.looking ahead.][
][.holding on.looking ahead.][
jus reached hm from trng.
mus haf been mad to train despite e medication.
felt my hands trembling.
had a run.
reminds mi of vj's running.
n my upcuming 10km in june which i had yet to train for.
dead.
after e run, gosh cold *brr*.
went to sbc n had some shootings.
hmm tt was ok.
den 5 on 5.
stress lvl reached max.
if onli i culd noe wad to do, at e right time.
hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
if onli i can ignore all those.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.for e future tt has yet to cum.][
jus reached hm from trng.
mus haf been mad to train despite e medication.
felt my hands trembling.
had a run.
reminds mi of vj's running.
n my upcuming 10km in june which i had yet to train for.
dead.
after e run, gosh cold *brr*.
went to sbc n had some shootings.
hmm tt was ok.
den 5 on 5.
stress lvl reached max.
if onli i culd noe wad to do, at e right time.
hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
if onli i can ignore all those.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.for e future tt has yet to cum.][
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
][.drive.][
][.drive.][
wad a day.
been kinda of tired cz of e medicine.
took mc today to c a doc n rest for e noon.
super nua-ing n drowsy.
woke up super grumpy n irritated.
dunno why also.
thanks loads to wen for waiting sooo long for mi n being so patient w e grumpy n bad mood G = me =]
went to apply for pdl..but once again was too late.
agrh.
haha e turning pt for e day = 1st pratical driving lesson.
woohoo..e 1st time when i step on e accelaration n went forward,
haha i wuld nv forget how it feels.
n i finally noe how it feels like to be in e driver seat =D
haha thankfully my instructor is quite nice =P
haha moving forward n reversing n smooth breakings n stalling e engines.
haha all i can say is, i enjoyed myself =D
n changed my moody n grumpy mood a little.
n i discovered tt,
i realli enjoy walking =]
give mi an mp3 n i will walk u a journey.
countryroad, take mi home..
to e place, i belong!!
end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.away from here.][
wad a day.
been kinda of tired cz of e medicine.
took mc today to c a doc n rest for e noon.
super nua-ing n drowsy.
woke up super grumpy n irritated.
dunno why also.
thanks loads to wen for waiting sooo long for mi n being so patient w e grumpy n bad mood G = me =]
went to apply for pdl..but once again was too late.
agrh.
haha e turning pt for e day = 1st pratical driving lesson.
woohoo..e 1st time when i step on e accelaration n went forward,
haha i wuld nv forget how it feels.
n i finally noe how it feels like to be in e driver seat =D
haha thankfully my instructor is quite nice =P
haha moving forward n reversing n smooth breakings n stalling e engines.
haha all i can say is, i enjoyed myself =D
n changed my moody n grumpy mood a little.
n i discovered tt,
i realli enjoy walking =]
give mi an mp3 n i will walk u a journey.
countryroad, take mi home..
to e place, i belong!!
end here le..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.away from here.][
Thursday, April 03, 2008
][.jus tt bit.][
][.jus tt bit.][
sumtimes, when u jus put in tt little bit more of effort.
tt little bit more of strength.
tt little bit more of determination.
u get tt whole lot more of satisfication.
jus came home frm trng.
love to run long dist.
esp w this cooling weather at nite.
love to run those dist where u can nv noe where's e ending.
cz, tt's when u push yaself to e limit.
been quite long since i ran this way.
thou it's jus a mere 10mins.
i miss those times.
n chilling by myself at kem cc's cafe,
reading "The Kite Runner", sipping my ice coffee (upon finishing mee rebus)
is jus relaxing.
an hr of chilling.
is enff at times. =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byeee..
][.10.fe.15.][
sumtimes, when u jus put in tt little bit more of effort.
tt little bit more of strength.
tt little bit more of determination.
u get tt whole lot more of satisfication.
jus came home frm trng.
love to run long dist.
esp w this cooling weather at nite.
love to run those dist where u can nv noe where's e ending.
cz, tt's when u push yaself to e limit.
been quite long since i ran this way.
thou it's jus a mere 10mins.
i miss those times.
n chilling by myself at kem cc's cafe,
reading "The Kite Runner", sipping my ice coffee (upon finishing mee rebus)
is jus relaxing.
an hr of chilling.
is enff at times. =]
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byeee..
][.10.fe.15.][
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
][.status:i don't know.][
][.status:i don't know.][
wen always remind me tt:"fe,there's a limit to which one can take"
haha n i noe tt.
nowadays, it's been busy earning days.
work,tuition,coaching.
den learning.
guitar n trainings.
supposed to feel like a sardine fish.
but yet i m nt feeling so yet.
starting to enjoy a busy life with jus a day or two to relax.
tink i wuld allow myself 1month break be4 uni starts.(if i ever get into 1 *pray*)
yeah..in tt 1 month.
peace.
nua.
slack.
for now,
inner peace during moments such as this.
pia.
work hard for e money!
at e same time, i m enjoying life.
ppl always say, "qian shi zuan bu wan de" (u can nv finish earning money).i always agree, but sumtimes i wonder too..w/o money, u can't do anything too =P..so decided to earn n spend at e same time! haha chill =P n wen..dun worry! i wun tire myself out completely de =]
guitar-rapy is realli useful.n i jus discovered tt, it's been sumtimes since i contact w some impt ppl le. tink it's time le. haha keeping bonds r always nt easy.but wad's worth it is, it's still e same no matter how far e distance is.
for now..i m jus hoping tt forever5's trip would be a success! *pray hard* cz after this stage..u nv noe when wuld all be free again at once =]
hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.take each day, one at a time.][
wen always remind me tt:"fe,there's a limit to which one can take"
haha n i noe tt.
nowadays, it's been busy earning days.
work,tuition,coaching.
den learning.
guitar n trainings.
supposed to feel like a sardine fish.
but yet i m nt feeling so yet.
starting to enjoy a busy life with jus a day or two to relax.
tink i wuld allow myself 1month break be4 uni starts.(if i ever get into 1 *pray*)
yeah..in tt 1 month.
peace.
nua.
slack.
for now,
inner peace during moments such as this.
pia.
work hard for e money!
at e same time, i m enjoying life.
ppl always say, "qian shi zuan bu wan de" (u can nv finish earning money).i always agree, but sumtimes i wonder too..w/o money, u can't do anything too =P..so decided to earn n spend at e same time! haha chill =P n wen..dun worry! i wun tire myself out completely de =]
guitar-rapy is realli useful.n i jus discovered tt, it's been sumtimes since i contact w some impt ppl le. tink it's time le. haha keeping bonds r always nt easy.but wad's worth it is, it's still e same no matter how far e distance is.
for now..i m jus hoping tt forever5's trip would be a success! *pray hard* cz after this stage..u nv noe when wuld all be free again at once =]
hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.take each day, one at a time.][
Sunday, March 30, 2008
][.29/3/08.][
][.29/3/08.][
haha yups u r right tt today is 30/3/08.
but i wanna note down e special day ytr.
cz 2 things happened.
1) i got e 1st n hopefully e onli stitch in life.
2) forever5's bbq.
haha had friendly ytr w u18 n got myself a stitch on the upper right lip.great one.
haha din exactly rmb wad happened.jus noe tt i felt this sharp pain after being elbowed frm e opponent while she got e rebound n came down. but e game was play on. wipped e blood, thinking tt it was jus e usual inner mouth bleeding till coach saw it n asked me to wash it.haha it was v scary. super reluctant to go n stitch it but coach say haf to. thanks loads to coach, daisy,jing hui n gwen! esp gwen who acc mi to e clinic. e lousy pok mi here is super scared of stitching. *yikes* dun wanna recall e scene.
aw after tt cmi..so cancelled tuition n came hm to rest. eat super demure n slow den off to forever5's bbq! haha it was nice..but a little tired to go into e details today ;p so e main pt is..they had fun saying jokes n making mi ctrl my laughters cz i cannot laugh!! er xin de pigs!! n i was laming n they say i jiu you zhi qu (which was quite true thou) but felt thankful too! cz they peel e food hao hao for mi..wahahaha nt shuang ma..small small pieces de..even e seldom serve mi de wen dou peel la..so dun nd to mention abt e rest la hor ;p jkjk aw xiexie ni men le! haha iloveus! hmm after tt stay over at moi's hse n went for guitar, bac hm to prep e presents n trng..trng was quite ok..all on shooting so quite shuang de n it ended early! wahahaha.. aw haha happy bday lqjl! ;p
n nw i m super tired..tink wanna go zzz le ba. take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m who i m.][
haha yups u r right tt today is 30/3/08.
but i wanna note down e special day ytr.
cz 2 things happened.
1) i got e 1st n hopefully e onli stitch in life.
2) forever5's bbq.
haha had friendly ytr w u18 n got myself a stitch on the upper right lip.great one.
haha din exactly rmb wad happened.jus noe tt i felt this sharp pain after being elbowed frm e opponent while she got e rebound n came down. but e game was play on. wipped e blood, thinking tt it was jus e usual inner mouth bleeding till coach saw it n asked me to wash it.haha it was v scary. super reluctant to go n stitch it but coach say haf to. thanks loads to coach, daisy,jing hui n gwen! esp gwen who acc mi to e clinic. e lousy pok mi here is super scared of stitching. *yikes* dun wanna recall e scene.
aw after tt cmi..so cancelled tuition n came hm to rest. eat super demure n slow den off to forever5's bbq! haha it was nice..but a little tired to go into e details today ;p so e main pt is..they had fun saying jokes n making mi ctrl my laughters cz i cannot laugh!! er xin de pigs!! n i was laming n they say i jiu you zhi qu (which was quite true thou) but felt thankful too! cz they peel e food hao hao for mi..wahahaha nt shuang ma..small small pieces de..even e seldom serve mi de wen dou peel la..so dun nd to mention abt e rest la hor ;p jkjk aw xiexie ni men le! haha iloveus! hmm after tt stay over at moi's hse n went for guitar, bac hm to prep e presents n trng..trng was quite ok..all on shooting so quite shuang de n it ended early! wahahaha.. aw haha happy bday lqjl! ;p
n nw i m super tired..tink wanna go zzz le ba. take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m who i m.][
Friday, March 28, 2008
][.rest-less.][
][.rest-less.][
haha restless n restless.
= no rest n restless itself.
haha started e wk w work n tuitions.
den today trng.
haha dunno wads wrong w myself too ;p
but tink keeping e time occupied is quite nice ba.
at least u noe wad u r supposed to do.
n when u haf e break..
u realli rest completely ;p
jus came hm frm trng.
agrh.
defence.
attack.
everything is like so bad.
feels guilty for hai-ing e da de(s).
thankful for high frequency de!
haha tink w/o high frequency de hua..
i wuld be super lost nw ba ;p
so xie le high frequency de!
tgt we jia u yah!
it's amazing how fate brings ppl tgt =]
hence i always believe tt..if it was meant to be, it wuld be =]
den wad else ne?
haha many bdays cuming up!
gosh gosh..haha this sun jiu got one le =P
lol time flies..n i haven prep for it =X
but everything is bought la ;p
haha n my 2 idols de bday is jus 2 days apart ;p
haha lqjl n sakuragi! haha so qiao =P
hao la..better go practice my nice nice de solo piece le.
guitar-rapy time =]
n jus wanna say,
i m so glad tt i m done w e uni applications.
they squeezed my life out of me =X
take gd care every1! byeee...
][.10.fe.15.][
][.learning.][
haha restless n restless.
= no rest n restless itself.
haha started e wk w work n tuitions.
den today trng.
haha dunno wads wrong w myself too ;p
but tink keeping e time occupied is quite nice ba.
at least u noe wad u r supposed to do.
n when u haf e break..
u realli rest completely ;p
jus came hm frm trng.
agrh.
defence.
attack.
everything is like so bad.
feels guilty for hai-ing e da de(s).
thankful for high frequency de!
haha tink w/o high frequency de hua..
i wuld be super lost nw ba ;p
so xie le high frequency de!
tgt we jia u yah!
it's amazing how fate brings ppl tgt =]
hence i always believe tt..if it was meant to be, it wuld be =]
den wad else ne?
haha many bdays cuming up!
gosh gosh..haha this sun jiu got one le =P
lol time flies..n i haven prep for it =X
but everything is bought la ;p
haha n my 2 idols de bday is jus 2 days apart ;p
haha lqjl n sakuragi! haha so qiao =P
hao la..better go practice my nice nice de solo piece le.
guitar-rapy time =]
n jus wanna say,
i m so glad tt i m done w e uni applications.
they squeezed my life out of me =X
take gd care every1! byeee...
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][.learning.][
Saturday, March 22, 2008
][.chill.][
][.chill.][
been quite long since sat haf been so chilling.
relaxing.
time alone.
woke up early to go bac to vj.
guilty for nt gg back for so many wks =X sorry2!
aw played 5 on 5 w e jnrs..n gosh, e sun can jus bbq mi to death.
i m lobster colour now.
which means..i m gg to be real dark tml! or rather nw.
haha after which cabbed down w moi to 230 to another bbq session.
enjoy playing dere.
it's e relaxing n jus be yaself de street ball time =]
wonder how long more wuld we be playing this.
cz..nth is forever, u see? =]
will cherish these moments.
after which, it rained n so i walked hm in e rain.
haha nt emo..is too tired to take a umbrella ;p
plus..i loves walkin in e rain (as long as i m nt gg out or wadsoever la)
came hm n cooked myself maggie mee! (my 1st meal of e day!)
haha n watched dou niu yao bu yao!
haha gosh..loved it!
Zi Cong!!!
haha he's realli like a guardian angel la =P
i wanna such a guardian angel!! haha jkjk
n i m slacking ard nw.
blogging after i jus finished my garlic bread. *fei si le*
n listening to bei ying - by yoga lin you jia.
it's e dou niu yao bu yao de cha qu.
exactly describe Zi Cong.=]
my wei da de Zi Cong. =]
感 谢 我 不 可 以 住 进 你 的 眼 睛.
所 以 才 能 拥 抱 你 的 背 影.
haha hao la..cont my nua-ing sat le ;p
cz after tml..nxt wk onwards will be..busy shit =P
take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
been quite long since sat haf been so chilling.
relaxing.
time alone.
woke up early to go bac to vj.
guilty for nt gg back for so many wks =X sorry2!
aw played 5 on 5 w e jnrs..n gosh, e sun can jus bbq mi to death.
i m lobster colour now.
which means..i m gg to be real dark tml! or rather nw.
haha after which cabbed down w moi to 230 to another bbq session.
enjoy playing dere.
it's e relaxing n jus be yaself de street ball time =]
wonder how long more wuld we be playing this.
cz..nth is forever, u see? =]
will cherish these moments.
after which, it rained n so i walked hm in e rain.
haha nt emo..is too tired to take a umbrella ;p
plus..i loves walkin in e rain (as long as i m nt gg out or wadsoever la)
came hm n cooked myself maggie mee! (my 1st meal of e day!)
haha n watched dou niu yao bu yao!
haha gosh..loved it!
Zi Cong!!!
haha he's realli like a guardian angel la =P
i wanna such a guardian angel!! haha jkjk
n i m slacking ard nw.
blogging after i jus finished my garlic bread. *fei si le*
n listening to bei ying - by yoga lin you jia.
it's e dou niu yao bu yao de cha qu.
exactly describe Zi Cong.=]
my wei da de Zi Cong. =]
感 谢 我 不 可 以 住 进 你 的 眼 睛.
所 以 才 能 拥 抱 你 的 背 影.
haha hao la..cont my nua-ing sat le ;p
cz after tml..nxt wk onwards will be..busy shit =P
take gd care every1! byee..
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][.our diary.][
][.our diary.][
they made my day. =]
things changing.
change is e only constant.
but i m thankful tt to a big extent,
sumthings remain unchanged. =]
][.10.fe.15.][
][.iloveus.][
Sunday, March 16, 2008
][.cross-roads.][
][.cross-roads.][
headache now.
18yrs of my life has passed.
but jus wad i wanna do in e future is kinda of a ?.
choices haf to be made w regards to uni now.
to add on to e headache is not hafing gd results.
with em, u realli haf so many doubts abt ya chances.
leaving these headaches for tml nite.=]
for today..
things tt made my day a little.
guitar lesson thou i m unable to catch up w e change of chords.=P
watching AuGuSt RuSh w moi, it was a random choice but it definitely had nt disappoint mi =P haha e guitar is nice nice! n e little boy is duper cute de! music-rapy =D
check this out ba => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnoeD9Xb6Xw
after which met llz for a brief moment be4 gg for trng.
gosh..e cough(nt to mention tt i spent at least 3mins tryin to subdue it in e cinema *embarassing*) made my thoart super dry n hard to breathe.
n e few moments realli reminds mi of e joy of competitive bball.
give mi 5yrs more =]
hao la..end here le..kinda of tired. thou tml got leave..but btt test is much earlier than working!! =X tc every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
headache now.
18yrs of my life has passed.
but jus wad i wanna do in e future is kinda of a ?.
choices haf to be made w regards to uni now.
to add on to e headache is not hafing gd results.
with em, u realli haf so many doubts abt ya chances.
leaving these headaches for tml nite.=]
for today..
things tt made my day a little.
guitar lesson thou i m unable to catch up w e change of chords.=P
watching AuGuSt RuSh w moi, it was a random choice but it definitely had nt disappoint mi =P haha e guitar is nice nice! n e little boy is duper cute de! music-rapy =D
check this out ba => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnoeD9Xb6Xw
after which met llz for a brief moment be4 gg for trng.
gosh..e cough(nt to mention tt i spent at least 3mins tryin to subdue it in e cinema *embarassing*) made my thoart super dry n hard to breathe.
n e few moments realli reminds mi of e joy of competitive bball.
give mi 5yrs more =]
hao la..end here le..kinda of tired. thou tml got leave..but btt test is much earlier than working!! =X tc every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
Friday, March 14, 2008
][.fool.][
][.fool.][
if dere's a tunnel now.
i jus wanna go into it n reach another place.
if dere's a memories eraser,
i jus wanna erase e past few wks.
if dere's a place i wanna go.
i haf no idea where it is.
if dere's constant in this world.
i tink it's jus tt everything is not a constant.
taking full day leave on mon.
jus wanna get away frm this for a while.
tired.
guess i m still adapting.
e onli comfort nw.
is to play ball under e stars.
e onli comfort nw is to get away for a moment.
maybe sumday i shuld be a lone ranger n cycle out.
all by myself.
cz..it's getting hard.
things jus can't stop changing.
cz life is moving on.
time wun stop jus becoz u wish for it to.
northern lights.
i wanna be dere now.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.hope to nv see u again.][
if dere's a tunnel now.
i jus wanna go into it n reach another place.
if dere's a memories eraser,
i jus wanna erase e past few wks.
if dere's a place i wanna go.
i haf no idea where it is.
if dere's constant in this world.
i tink it's jus tt everything is not a constant.
taking full day leave on mon.
jus wanna get away frm this for a while.
tired.
guess i m still adapting.
e onli comfort nw.
is to play ball under e stars.
e onli comfort nw is to get away for a moment.
maybe sumday i shuld be a lone ranger n cycle out.
all by myself.
cz..it's getting hard.
things jus can't stop changing.
cz life is moving on.
time wun stop jus becoz u wish for it to.
northern lights.
i wanna be dere now.
][.10.fe.15.][
][.hope to nv see u again.][
Monday, March 10, 2008
][.Laugh.][
][.Laugh.][
it's amazing how we gradually forgotten how to laugh as we grow.
do u noe..
laughter adds 8yrs to our life?
haf a gd laugh over this -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXXm696UbKY&feature=related if u had not haf one for long =]
cheer up my friend!
gd bye monday blues! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.everything will be well.][
][.give up.][
it's amazing how we gradually forgotten how to laugh as we grow.
do u noe..
laughter adds 8yrs to our life?
haf a gd laugh over this -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXXm696UbKY&feature=related if u had not haf one for long =]
cheer up my friend!
gd bye monday blues! =D
][.10.fe.15.][
][.everything will be well.][
][.give up.][
Friday, March 07, 2008
][.Thankful.][
][.Thankful.][
today, i felt my heart in my mouth.
today, i felt e shivers down my spine.
today, i felt a tinge of relieve.
today, i feel love.
i did nt do well.
but i met my own expectations.
tried e best.
so, nt much regrets.
wadever will be will be.
cz e future is up to see =]
realli thankful to many.
1st of all..daddy + mummy for their constant support thur e mugging periods n till today..nv giving mi stress..always telling mi tt trying ya best is all tt matters.
thank you piggy daddy n mummy n of cz ah di =P and of cz my godparents n ah yi n cousin =]
thankful for e ships tt kept mi afloat =]
forever5 for e nite be4 today w e movie n msges.
thanks to moi for treating mi to arcade to calm mi down n e herbal tea for my throat. =]
thanks to wen for cuming down to meet us.
thanks to jing for being my best mugging partner n constant support thur' out these days.
thanks to fungi for e sweet encouraging msg in e morning =]
all e msges received by xy,cousin jack,kim guan, chai luan , li xue,employer n 135 etc..thou simple,but realli appreciated =]
e wonderful teachers tt i had in vj.
thou i din did well..but i met my own expectations =]
thankful to mr sayers, ms goh,mr young, mr ho, mr lee, mr kwok n etc.
esp hist n gp n lit..e period of time spent late at e tables outside staffrms.
realli v thankful tt i haf such nice n dedicated teachers who nv gave up.
special thanks to ms goh for her note. cz w/o which..i wuld nt haf e courage to flip over my result slip =]
thankful for e hugs by e jnrs.
thankful for e CKs for calming mi down n being so nice thur out these 2yr =]
w/o em, jc life wuld nt haf been nice =]
n also to my wonderful class 06A13..we always haf a special kind of bond =]
settling comfortably in our cliques yet able to inter-link.
n of cz..thankful to llz for making my day! =]
haha helping mi start by "throwing" away wad's irrelevant XP
nice meal at central be4 gg to e airport to chill.
n all we nd is a mp3 n seats =]
haha thanks for keeping mi afloat,always pig!
haha fate fate fate!
our f/ship is = wine..e older it gets..e better it is. =]
let e pics memo my day ba!
when u put felicia n joy tgt = double happiness!
why?!
cz felicia = happy 1 + joy = happiness therefore = double happiness.
tt's in parkway parade =]
a random nice shot taken be4 gg to airport =P
haha lol..e nice n spacious t3 ;p
e waterfall beside e jungle!
"bing ma yong"
on e way to t2's viewing mall..cz t3's was too noisy to enjoy e ya kun =P
mp3 + seats = shuang =] hahaha
.jpg)
summary of e nice day =] haha
hao la..e throat is hurtin more. shuld end here le..take gd care every1! n no matter wad..jia you! tc!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.loved.][
today, i felt my heart in my mouth.
today, i felt e shivers down my spine.
today, i felt a tinge of relieve.
today, i feel love.
i did nt do well.
but i met my own expectations.
tried e best.
so, nt much regrets.
wadever will be will be.
cz e future is up to see =]
realli thankful to many.
1st of all..daddy + mummy for their constant support thur e mugging periods n till today..nv giving mi stress..always telling mi tt trying ya best is all tt matters.
thank you piggy daddy n mummy n of cz ah di =P and of cz my godparents n ah yi n cousin =]
thankful for e ships tt kept mi afloat =]
forever5 for e nite be4 today w e movie n msges.
thanks to moi for treating mi to arcade to calm mi down n e herbal tea for my throat. =]
thanks to wen for cuming down to meet us.
thanks to jing for being my best mugging partner n constant support thur' out these days.
thanks to fungi for e sweet encouraging msg in e morning =]
all e msges received by xy,cousin jack,kim guan, chai luan , li xue,employer n 135 etc..thou simple,but realli appreciated =]
e wonderful teachers tt i had in vj.
thou i din did well..but i met my own expectations =]
thankful to mr sayers, ms goh,mr young, mr ho, mr lee, mr kwok n etc.
esp hist n gp n lit..e period of time spent late at e tables outside staffrms.
realli v thankful tt i haf such nice n dedicated teachers who nv gave up.
special thanks to ms goh for her note. cz w/o which..i wuld nt haf e courage to flip over my result slip =]
thankful for e hugs by e jnrs.
thankful for e CKs for calming mi down n being so nice thur out these 2yr =]
w/o em, jc life wuld nt haf been nice =]
n also to my wonderful class 06A13..we always haf a special kind of bond =]
settling comfortably in our cliques yet able to inter-link.
n of cz..thankful to llz for making my day! =]
haha helping mi start by "throwing" away wad's irrelevant XP
nice meal at central be4 gg to e airport to chill.
n all we nd is a mp3 n seats =]
haha thanks for keeping mi afloat,always pig!
haha fate fate fate!
our f/ship is = wine..e older it gets..e better it is. =]
let e pics memo my day ba!
when u put felicia n joy tgt = double happiness!
why?!
cz felicia = happy 1 + joy = happiness therefore = double happiness.
tt's in parkway parade =]
a random nice shot taken be4 gg to airport =P
haha lol..e nice n spacious t3 ;p
e waterfall beside e jungle!
"bing ma yong"
on e way to t2's viewing mall..cz t3's was too noisy to enjoy e ya kun =P
mp3 + seats = shuang =] hahaha
.jpg)
summary of e nice day =] haha
hao la..e throat is hurtin more. shuld end here le..take gd care every1! n no matter wad..jia you! tc!
][.10.fe.15.][
][.loved.][
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
][.jus wanna get away for a while.][
][.jus wanna get away for a while.][
now it's 12am ++.
so i m officially left w 2days be4 i get my result.
got leave for tt day itself.
after trng..
i jus feel like taking leave for thurs too.
i wanna get away..
i wanna haf time to myself.
i wanna go do e things i like..
i dunno wad's it thou..
but i jus noe tt..
i realli feel like getting away.
v tired recently.
everything is gg on rather well n normal.
but..it's tiring.
work.
tired of e adult world at times.
thou it's a little bit least stress than mugging non-stop.
but wells..still glad tt i m in a gd dept who will protect mi frm all those yikes ppl.
so..w em..things r well.
but been rather tired.
so quite lazy to talk.
but when u r working in e society,
u haf to be professional..even if u r unhappy n tired n moodless..
when u ans e call, u haf to be warm n sincere.
when u transfer e call to others..u haf to be nice to em even thou they shuld pick up e call tt they din.
when u do e ppt..u haf to tink if it's too childish.
u jus haf to put up a happy front no matter wad.
cz..this's work.
this is not hanging ard w ya best friends whereby u can jus be dao n nt talk at all.
jus be yaself.
quiet.
stone.
not possible at work.
maybe tt's why i wanna take off on thurs ba.
wanna get away n haf sum time to myself.
but no matter wad..thankfully i m in a gd dept =]
nxt up is competitive basketball.
today's trng was power.
e feet was tired.
but e runnings had made e stamina recovered a little la. =]
sighs.
e rebuilt con-fe-dence is shaken once again.
jus where m i n wad can i be?!
i m tired.
realli.
when u fu chu mre but in e end when reality sets in..
e truth is dere.
u r jus nt gd enff than those tt dun train jus as hard.
dun ask mi to be positive or be wei da.
cz it's tired.
tired of saying "it's ok" cz at times.."it's realli nt ok".
i dunno wad i m ranting.
but i guess i m jus ranting how i feel at times ba.
sighs.
life is so beautiful!
but i jus wanna get away frm my routine!!!
do sumthing crazy on thurs!
n face e reality on fri.
hao la..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i hate myself for loving u.][
now it's 12am ++.
so i m officially left w 2days be4 i get my result.
got leave for tt day itself.
after trng..
i jus feel like taking leave for thurs too.
i wanna get away..
i wanna haf time to myself.
i wanna go do e things i like..
i dunno wad's it thou..
but i jus noe tt..
i realli feel like getting away.
v tired recently.
everything is gg on rather well n normal.
but..it's tiring.
work.
tired of e adult world at times.
thou it's a little bit least stress than mugging non-stop.
but wells..still glad tt i m in a gd dept who will protect mi frm all those yikes ppl.
so..w em..things r well.
but been rather tired.
so quite lazy to talk.
but when u r working in e society,
u haf to be professional..even if u r unhappy n tired n moodless..
when u ans e call, u haf to be warm n sincere.
when u transfer e call to others..u haf to be nice to em even thou they shuld pick up e call tt they din.
when u do e ppt..u haf to tink if it's too childish.
u jus haf to put up a happy front no matter wad.
cz..this's work.
this is not hanging ard w ya best friends whereby u can jus be dao n nt talk at all.
jus be yaself.
quiet.
stone.
not possible at work.
maybe tt's why i wanna take off on thurs ba.
wanna get away n haf sum time to myself.
but no matter wad..thankfully i m in a gd dept =]
nxt up is competitive basketball.
today's trng was power.
e feet was tired.
but e runnings had made e stamina recovered a little la. =]
sighs.
e rebuilt con-fe-dence is shaken once again.
jus where m i n wad can i be?!
i m tired.
realli.
when u fu chu mre but in e end when reality sets in..
e truth is dere.
u r jus nt gd enff than those tt dun train jus as hard.
dun ask mi to be positive or be wei da.
cz it's tired.
tired of saying "it's ok" cz at times.."it's realli nt ok".
i dunno wad i m ranting.
but i guess i m jus ranting how i feel at times ba.
sighs.
life is so beautiful!
but i jus wanna get away frm my routine!!!
do sumthing crazy on thurs!
n face e reality on fri.
hao la..take gd care every1! byee..
][.10.fe.15.][
][.i hate myself for loving u.][
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