][.jus tt bit.][

][.jus tt bit.][

sumtimes, when u jus put in tt little bit more of effort.
tt little bit more of strength.
tt little bit more of determination.
u get tt whole lot more of satisfication.

jus came home frm trng.
love to run long dist.
esp w this cooling weather at nite.
love to run those dist where u can nv noe where's e ending.
cz, tt's when u push yaself to e limit.
been quite long since i ran this way.
thou it's jus a mere 10mins.
i miss those times.

n chilling by myself at kem cc's cafe,
reading "The Kite Runner", sipping my ice coffee (upon finishing mee rebus)
is jus relaxing.
an hr of chilling.
is enff at times. =]

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byeee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.status:i don't know.][

][.status:i don't know.][

wen always remind me tt:"fe,there's a limit to which one can take"
haha n i noe tt.
nowadays, it's been busy earning days.
work,tuition,coaching.
den learning.
guitar n trainings.

supposed to feel like a sardine fish.
but yet i m nt feeling so yet.
starting to enjoy a busy life with jus a day or two to relax.
tink i wuld allow myself 1month break be4 uni starts.(if i ever get into 1 *pray*)

yeah..in tt 1 month.
peace.
nua.
slack.
for now,
inner peace during moments such as this.
pia.
work hard for e money!
at e same time, i m enjoying life.

ppl always say, "qian shi zuan bu wan de" (u can nv finish earning money).i always agree, but sumtimes i wonder too..w/o money, u can't do anything too =P..so decided to earn n spend at e same time! haha chill =P n wen..dun worry! i wun tire myself out completely de =]

guitar-rapy is realli useful.n i jus discovered tt, it's been sumtimes since i contact w some impt ppl le. tink it's time le. haha keeping bonds r always nt easy.but wad's worth it is, it's still e same no matter how far e distance is.

for now..i m jus hoping tt forever5's trip would be a success! *pray hard* cz after this stage..u nv noe when wuld all be free again at once =]

hao la..end here le! take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.take each day, one at a time.][

][.29/3/08.][

][.29/3/08.][

haha yups u r right tt today is 30/3/08.
but i wanna note down e special day ytr.
cz 2 things happened.
1) i got e 1st n hopefully e onli stitch in life.
2) forever5's bbq.

haha had friendly ytr w u18 n got myself a stitch on the upper right lip.great one.
haha din exactly rmb wad happened.jus noe tt i felt this sharp pain after being elbowed frm e opponent while she got e rebound n came down. but e game was play on. wipped e blood, thinking tt it was jus e usual inner mouth bleeding till coach saw it n asked me to wash it.haha it was v scary. super reluctant to go n stitch it but coach say haf to. thanks loads to coach, daisy,jing hui n gwen! esp gwen who acc mi to e clinic. e lousy pok mi here is super scared of stitching. *yikes* dun wanna recall e scene.

aw after tt cmi..so cancelled tuition n came hm to rest. eat super demure n slow den off to forever5's bbq! haha it was nice..but a little tired to go into e details today ;p so e main pt is..they had fun saying jokes n making mi ctrl my laughters cz i cannot laugh!! er xin de pigs!! n i was laming n they say i jiu you zhi qu (which was quite true thou) but felt thankful too! cz they peel e food hao hao for mi..wahahaha nt shuang ma..small small pieces de..even e seldom serve mi de wen dou peel la..so dun nd to mention abt e rest la hor ;p jkjk aw xiexie ni men le! haha iloveus! hmm after tt stay over at moi's hse n went for guitar, bac hm to prep e presents n trng..trng was quite ok..all on shooting so quite shuang de n it ended early! wahahaha.. aw haha happy bday lqjl! ;p

n nw i m super tired..tink wanna go zzz le ba. take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i m who i m.][

][.rest-less.][

][.rest-less.][

haha restless n restless.
= no rest n restless itself.
haha started e wk w work n tuitions.
den today trng.
haha dunno wads wrong w myself too ;p
but tink keeping e time occupied is quite nice ba.
at least u noe wad u r supposed to do.
n when u haf e break..
u realli rest completely ;p

jus came hm frm trng.
agrh.
defence.
attack.
everything is like so bad.
feels guilty for hai-ing e da de(s).
thankful for high frequency de!
haha tink w/o high frequency de hua..
i wuld be super lost nw ba ;p
so xie le high frequency de!
tgt we jia u yah!
it's amazing how fate brings ppl tgt =]
hence i always believe tt..if it was meant to be, it wuld be =]

den wad else ne?
haha many bdays cuming up!
gosh gosh..haha this sun jiu got one le =P
lol time flies..n i haven prep for it =X
but everything is bought la ;p
haha n my 2 idols de bday is jus 2 days apart ;p
haha lqjl n sakuragi! haha so qiao =P

hao la..better go practice my nice nice de solo piece le.
guitar-rapy time =]
n jus wanna say,
i m so glad tt i m done w e uni applications.
they squeezed my life out of me =X

take gd care every1! byeee...

][.10.fe.15.][
][.learning.][

][.chill.][

][.chill.][

been quite long since sat haf been so chilling.
relaxing.
time alone.

woke up early to go bac to vj.
guilty for nt gg back for so many wks =X sorry2!
aw played 5 on 5 w e jnrs..n gosh, e sun can jus bbq mi to death.
i m lobster colour now.
which means..i m gg to be real dark tml! or rather nw.

haha after which cabbed down w moi to 230 to another bbq session.
enjoy playing dere.
it's e relaxing n jus be yaself de street ball time =]
wonder how long more wuld we be playing this.
cz..nth is forever, u see? =]
will cherish these moments.

after which, it rained n so i walked hm in e rain.
haha nt emo..is too tired to take a umbrella ;p
plus..i loves walkin in e rain (as long as i m nt gg out or wadsoever la)
came hm n cooked myself maggie mee! (my 1st meal of e day!)
haha n watched dou niu yao bu yao!
haha gosh..loved it!
Zi Cong!!!
haha he's realli like a guardian angel la =P
i wanna such a guardian angel!! haha jkjk

n i m slacking ard nw.
blogging after i jus finished my garlic bread. *fei si le*
n listening to bei ying - by yoga lin you jia.
it's e dou niu yao bu yao de cha qu.
exactly describe Zi Cong.=]
my wei da de Zi Cong. =]

感 谢 我 不 可 以 住 进 你 的 眼 睛.
所 以 才 能 拥 抱 你 的 背 影.


haha hao la..cont my nua-ing sat le ;p
cz after tml..nxt wk onwards will be..busy shit =P
take gd care every1! byee..


][.10.fe.15.][

][.our diary.][

][.our diary.][

they made my day. =]
things changing.
change is e only constant.
but i m thankful tt to a big extent,
sumthings remain unchanged. =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.iloveus.][

][.cross-roads.][

][.cross-roads.][

headache now.
18yrs of my life has passed.
but jus wad i wanna do in e future is kinda of a ?.

choices haf to be made w regards to uni now.
to add on to e headache is not hafing gd results.
with em, u realli haf so many doubts abt ya chances.

leaving these headaches for tml nite.=]

for today..
things tt made my day a little.

guitar lesson thou i m unable to catch up w e change of chords.=P

watching AuGuSt RuSh w moi, it was a random choice but it definitely had nt disappoint mi =P haha e guitar is nice nice! n e little boy is duper cute de! music-rapy =D
check this out ba => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnoeD9Xb6Xw

after which met llz for a brief moment be4 gg for trng.
gosh..e cough(nt to mention tt i spent at least 3mins tryin to subdue it in e cinema *embarassing*) made my thoart super dry n hard to breathe.
n e few moments realli reminds mi of e joy of competitive bball.
give mi 5yrs more =]

hao la..end here le..kinda of tired. thou tml got leave..but btt test is much earlier than working!! =X tc every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.fool.][

][.fool.][

if dere's a tunnel now.
i jus wanna go into it n reach another place.

if dere's a memories eraser,
i jus wanna erase e past few wks.

if dere's a place i wanna go.
i haf no idea where it is.

if dere's constant in this world.
i tink it's jus tt everything is not a constant.

taking full day leave on mon.
jus wanna get away frm this for a while.

tired.
guess i m still adapting.

e onli comfort nw.
is to play ball under e stars.

e onli comfort nw is to get away for a moment.
maybe sumday i shuld be a lone ranger n cycle out.
all by myself.

cz..it's getting hard.
things jus can't stop changing.
cz life is moving on.
time wun stop jus becoz u wish for it to.

northern lights.
i wanna be dere now.

][.10.fe.15.][
][.hope to nv see u again.][

][.Laugh.][

][.Laugh.][

it's amazing how we gradually forgotten how to laugh as we grow.
do u noe..
laughter adds 8yrs to our life?
haf a gd laugh over this -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXXm696UbKY&feature=related if u had not haf one for long =]
cheer up my friend!
gd bye monday blues! =D

][.10.fe.15.][
][.everything will be well.][
][.give up.][

][.Thankful.][

][.Thankful.][

today, i felt my heart in my mouth.
today, i felt e shivers down my spine.
today, i felt a tinge of relieve.
today, i feel love.

i did nt do well.
but i met my own expectations.
tried e best.
so, nt much regrets.
wadever will be will be.
cz e future is up to see =]

realli thankful to many.

1st of all..daddy + mummy for their constant support thur e mugging periods n till today..nv giving mi stress..always telling mi tt trying ya best is all tt matters.
thank you piggy daddy n mummy n of cz ah di =P and of cz my godparents n ah yi n cousin =]

thankful for e ships tt kept mi afloat =]
forever5 for e nite be4 today w e movie n msges.
thanks to moi for treating mi to arcade to calm mi down n e herbal tea for my throat. =]
thanks to wen for cuming down to meet us.
thanks to jing for being my best mugging partner n constant support thur' out these days.
thanks to fungi for e sweet encouraging msg in e morning =]

all e msges received by xy,cousin jack,kim guan, chai luan , li xue,employer n 135 etc..thou simple,but realli appreciated =]

e wonderful teachers tt i had in vj.
thou i din did well..but i met my own expectations =]
thankful to mr sayers, ms goh,mr young, mr ho, mr lee, mr kwok n etc.
esp hist n gp n lit..e period of time spent late at e tables outside staffrms.
realli v thankful tt i haf such nice n dedicated teachers who nv gave up.
special thanks to ms goh for her note. cz w/o which..i wuld nt haf e courage to flip over my result slip =]

thankful for e hugs by e jnrs.

thankful for e CKs for calming mi down n being so nice thur out these 2yr =]
w/o em, jc life wuld nt haf been nice =]
n also to my wonderful class 06A13..we always haf a special kind of bond =]
settling comfortably in our cliques yet able to inter-link.

n of cz..thankful to llz for making my day! =]
haha helping mi start by "throwing" away wad's irrelevant XP
nice meal at central be4 gg to e airport to chill.
n all we nd is a mp3 n seats =]
haha thanks for keeping mi afloat,always pig!
haha fate fate fate!
our f/ship is = wine..e older it gets..e better it is. =]
let e pics memo my day ba!
when u put felicia n joy tgt = double happiness!
why?!
cz felicia = happy 1 + joy = happiness therefore = double happiness.


tt's in parkway parade =]


a random nice shot taken be4 gg to airport =P


haha lol..e nice n spacious t3 ;p



e waterfall beside e jungle!



"bing ma yong"




on e way to t2's viewing mall..cz t3's was too noisy to enjoy e ya kun =P



mp3 + seats = shuang =] hahaha



summary of e nice day =] haha

hao la..e throat is hurtin more. shuld end here le..take gd care every1! n no matter wad..jia you! tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.loved.][

][.jus wanna get away for a while.][

][.jus wanna get away for a while.][

now it's 12am ++.
so i m officially left w 2days be4 i get my result.
got leave for tt day itself.

after trng..
i jus feel like taking leave for thurs too.
i wanna get away..
i wanna haf time to myself.
i wanna go do e things i like..
i dunno wad's it thou..
but i jus noe tt..
i realli feel like getting away.

v tired recently.
everything is gg on rather well n normal.
but..it's tiring.

work.
tired of e adult world at times.
thou it's a little bit least stress than mugging non-stop.
but wells..still glad tt i m in a gd dept who will protect mi frm all those yikes ppl.
so..w em..things r well.
but been rather tired.
so quite lazy to talk.
but when u r working in e society,
u haf to be professional..even if u r unhappy n tired n moodless..
when u ans e call, u haf to be warm n sincere.
when u transfer e call to others..u haf to be nice to em even thou they shuld pick up e call tt they din.
when u do e ppt..u haf to tink if it's too childish.
u jus haf to put up a happy front no matter wad.
cz..this's work.
this is not hanging ard w ya best friends whereby u can jus be dao n nt talk at all.
jus be yaself.
quiet.
stone.
not possible at work.
maybe tt's why i wanna take off on thurs ba.
wanna get away n haf sum time to myself.
but no matter wad..thankfully i m in a gd dept =]

nxt up is competitive basketball.
today's trng was power.
e feet was tired.
but e runnings had made e stamina recovered a little la. =]
sighs.
e rebuilt con-fe-dence is shaken once again.
jus where m i n wad can i be?!
i m tired.
realli.
when u fu chu mre but in e end when reality sets in..
e truth is dere.
u r jus nt gd enff than those tt dun train jus as hard.
dun ask mi to be positive or be wei da.
cz it's tired.
tired of saying "it's ok" cz at times.."it's realli nt ok".
i dunno wad i m ranting.
but i guess i m jus ranting how i feel at times ba.

sighs.
life is so beautiful!
but i jus wanna get away frm my routine!!!
do sumthing crazy on thurs!
n face e reality on fri.

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.i hate myself for loving u.][

][.Happy 19!.][

][.Happy 19!.][

this wk had been quite a tiring wk.
but..
ytr was our da zhu's bday!!
haha happy bday wen!! =D
thankful for e guys' help cz w/o em,
ytr wuld be quite jia lat ba ;p
wells..aw..let pics be part of e memo ba =]

















den after tt went for jap buffet at elias dere. haha hmm too tired tt i spent leng-ing all at e dinner ;p after which went to moi's hse dere to play beach bball le zai came hm..haha so..i m v tired nw! haha lack of slp ;p

aw yups..HAPPY 19 Wen! haha thanks for every1's help!
iloveus! =D
take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.xiang ni de bu shi shi hou.][
][.falling.missing.u.][

][.marathon.][

][.marathon.][

it's a dream to run a marathon this lifetime.
but why when i m infront of this dream,
dere's hesitations?

sighs.
helplessly falling.
hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..aw happy leap yr! wanted to do sumthing special to memo it de..but wells..shall wait for e nxt leap yr den ;p tc!

][.10.fe.15.][
][.shuld i?.][
][.wuld u?.][

][.what can i do?.][

][.what can i do?.][

hmm sumtimes,sumthings r better left unsaid?
these days are tiring.
jinjin n cheryl talked to mi today regarding my A lvls results.
n i realli tink they r v nice heads.
e nicest u can ever get =]
n jus to quote jinjin "if u wanna help ppl, u mus 1st be able to ctrl ya own emotions." + "jus be yourself".
i tink i wuld realli miss my dept.
realli.

falling sick le.
so v tired.
went to jog w ah pek.
n all i can say is..it's been so long since i jog till so shuang le.
e more u jog,e faster u feel tt u can go. =]

ytr was dinner w e da de(s).
hmm it was a little like be4?
but sumthings r set in place le ba.
jus glad e awkwardness is no longer dere.
not as much as i imagine.
zhe yang ye hao ba. =]

den jus reached hm nw.
hmm what shuld i say ne?
life goes on no matter wad goes by.
so SMILES!

hao la..take gd care every1! byee..

][.10.fe.15.][
][.if onli u noe how i felt.][

][.fate.][

][.fate.][

darn tired.
sat n sun jus passed without a break.
like a break to recharge.
walking pace was like super slow, literally dragging myself hm frm trng jus nw.

hmm thou v tiring.
but it's well spent to a certain extent?
fri nite was spent playing basketball at 230 as usual.
w a pain in e shoulder.

sat morning started w e routine 5hrs coaching n 2 hrs chatting, travelling with coach. e relieve when e 5 hrs r up n e things tt is learnt frm coach during e sessions r nice. =]

after tt coach dropped mi at enuos n made my way to ahs.
played 2 games.
it's always nice being bac at ahs.
sumtimes if i m decisive enff,
i tink i wuld jus decide n let u noe long ago.
n i swear, i wuld promise no more.

sumtimes, sumthings r jus nt meant to be.
sum ships r jus nt meant to be.

after tt, "tumble" down e hill with an acute pain in e knee.
agrh.
n went to meet llz for subway + guitar concert.
heh food! my 1st meal of e day, hungry dao nt hungry =P
n i ate super slowly..cz there was onions! *pukes*
den went to e concert.
wow e ucc was realli nice =]
heh n guitar was realli nice, how their fingers move swiftly across e guitar.
tt realli made us feel darn chui to quote llz =P
haha n due to e long day,
e super chui mi was struggling to keep awake at e end part.
but haha din zzz la ;p
e ride hm was nice as usual.
but was realli shag once bac hm.

sun, woke up early to practise my hw be4 gg for guitar lesson.
heh realli enjoy e lessons especially when u get to learn a new song each day.
guitar-rapy realli works. =]

rushed down to sph after lessons.
it's nice meeting up w li xue, ao nan they all.
after tt rushed down to trng.
gosh, center moves.
e missed lan di's tt r unforgivable.
e 1 on 1 tt shuld be taken.
so many things tt shuld be done yet e confidence lvl tt's nt dere.
getting bac.
getting bac.
tiring.tough.
but nt gg to give up.
5 yrs. =]

n here i m..hm sweet hm..w a few mre hrs to nua be4 i slp n start my whole wk again.
life, jus goes on no matter wad goes by.hao la..take gd care every1! byee..haf a gd wk ahead!

if i see u nxt to never,
how can i see forever..

][.10.fe.15.][

][.falling.][

][.falling.][

A's results is getting nearer.
mind n heart getting even messier.

helplessly falling.
impossible.
possible?
dere's jus so much i wanna noe.
heart, mind?
jus what's this that's gg on?

][.10.fe.15.][
][.for u.][

][.tired.][

][.tired.][

haven been bloggin much.
nt becoz nth happen.
but rather..a little tired.
started e wk with jing n mi agreeing tt sumtimes it's jus so tiring to interact w others.
so it's e best hanging ard with best friends.
cz even w/o e interactions,it's jus e same.
no tinge of awkwardness.
so tired n guilty.

work has been as usual n nice.
realli thankful for e heads of my dept.
they realli keep mi going.
n hence at work.
despite e tiredness n stoning,
i jus wanna complete my task with perfection. =]

basketball.
gg for trngs.
trying my best.
but at times..e body is still not up to e lvl as be4.
but realli trying hard to get back.
cz of a 5yrs pact which is in mi.
n i m waiting for ah sam to cum bac =]
street ball with pri sch guys at nite after work is realli relaxing.
play freely n put everything behind.
sweat it out. =]

gd friends.
like wad jing n mi agreed,
i m stoning n kind of nt taking e effort to keep in touch with many.
eg. llz, ruth mei, sh, employer, van, mf..etc.
realli v guilty n sorry.
but at e same time, v tired for heaven noe wad reasons.

best friends.
they r supposed to be my bi feng gang nw.
nua-ing inside n hafing isolation mode.
wen, still same as be4, nv fail to suan mi..but nv fails to be dere for mi.
jing, still e nice jing, always here to pei mi. n balancing btw her r/s n our friendship. keeping mi gg on everyday at work. entertaining mi.
moi, i m glad tt we r getting bac to being much more normal le. tink it was realli mi tt culd nt fang xia be4. sorry.
fungi, it was nice meeting up on sun. e distance seems so near, yet at times nt so. =]
a little disappointments here n dere. but when e understandings set in, all these r gone. cz e time spent had made us und each other beyond words can say =] dere's no reason why but we r jus linked =]

heart n mind.
a little confusion n perplexed.
n i dun und jus wad's wrong.
i tink i dun.
yet at times i tink i do.
i rather trust e 1st gut feeling.

hao la..end here le..realli tired. take gd care every1! byee..n to all those tt i haven been in touch with, hope u guys r doing well! jia u! =]

][.10.fe.15.][
][.jus why?.][

][.Happy 20!.][

][.Happy 20!.][

haha happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to llz!
happy birthday to u!
haha mus be tired dao high le =P
aw da jia say w mi..HAPPY 20!

haha jus reached hm from a nice dinner w a nice companion ( as always ;p)
haha let pics tell u my nice day la ;p haha
not forgetting to mention tt i was late again! sorry sorry sorry llz! haha
plus unforeseen circumstances..so was super late! haha sorry sorry!
aw ta da..pics to memo this special day for the special "pig"! =D



haha food food =D



haha tt's e 1st expression =P lol jkjk




haha make a wish! *shhh* dun say it out =D



huff n puff n llz still fails to blow em down =P cz she's nt big bad wolf! *leng*



haha *note! dun cut dao wan! reason : forgotten le =P haha



a random shot of e nite =]




to sum up! relaxed.comfortable.nice..thur' e yrs n many more =D

haha once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LLZ!! Thanks for everything! Enjoy being 6! (while i enjoy being 4 ;p) lol jkjk..no worries..u r still young! haha

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! byee..happy v day to all those attached! n to those tt ain't (jus as mi) no worries! it will jus be as nice w ya friends =D smiles! haha

][.10.fe.15.][
][.simple joys of life.][

][.Happy Chinese New Year!.][

haha HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
byebye piggy! welcome rat da ge!
lol..this yr's new yr came while i was sweetly in my dreams w zhou gong n our chess set =P haha

woke up ard 6plus am e nxt day w a smile plastered across my face =D
received 5 msgs n got 1 tt made mi smiled =] haha xiexie ni npo!

haha den woke up on chu yi to watch tv n vcds till ard 2plus zai went to da gugu's hse =P nt to forget tt chu xi was reunioun dinner at da gugu's hse also =D
den e usual thingy during new yr..eat, gamble n watch shows..
haha kinda weird at da gugu de hse..coz nt v close to daddy's side =P
thou sum ppl are realli nice eg cousin jack, eng seng kor kor etc..there's sum nasty ones too..but wells shall nt mention who =P
aw..went hm ard 10plus to my vcds =P

den wooohooo chu er le! ie. today!! haha let pics tell my nice day to u ba! aw e new way to get ppl to open e door for u this yr is.."huat ah!" haha



my little cousins watching n munching away =P




haha frm this pic..u could tell who won tt round ba =P




heh 1 out of 3 of our family portrait =P



haha n yu sheng time!! heh yum yum! not to forget..ah ma cooked loads of delicious stuffs today =D xiexie ah ma!



haha both of us loves this pic =P

heh so tt sums up 3/4 of my day..nt to mention tt i lost quite a bit while playing dai dee =P haha

den off to 4th gu zhang's hse =] haha din feel as comfy as i felt at ah ma's hse la..but wells..not bad la..they r nice ppl too..eg lengleng jiejie n gu zhang n etc..den quite sian de..till daddy let mi play mahjong w his capital =P haha den after tt daddy played e fast fast rounds de..wow..i mus admit..this piggy daddy is realli quite pro w it de =X haha den here i m..home sweet home =D haha
so jus sum more random pics taken during this new yr la! =D *huat ah!*



haha this was taken ytr be4 we left for da gugu's hse..kinda lol la =P haha like it thou!



got these flowers w mummy at sheng song e nite be4 chu xi =P went dere ard 11 plus 12 la =P haha got quite a lot of gd bargins thou..haha



haha e abv 2 are currently declared as my fav flowers! =D

heh..so this is my new yr up till today..tml gg ah yi's hse =D haha pardon mi for all these lor shor telecast =P cz..haha amidst these routines of my life nowadays..cny realli spices it up a little =D

hao la..end here le..take gd care every1! n haf a nice new yr! enjoy ya food n hongbaos! n may u be blessed w great health n happiness in this new yr! =D tc!!

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today is a looking bac day.
known n "lose" so many friends throughout these yrs.
it's amazing how close u can get w sum n e distance after which is so scary. =]

looking thur sum pics n hmm.
realli is zui shou xi de mo sheng ren.
supposed to meet up tml tgt w all.
but shifted to nxt wk.
hmm i dun wan to tink why.
cz i tink tt wuld be thinking too much.
cz..it doesn't matter anymore.
things which used to matter so much.

looked thur all e little stuffs.
all those r onli memories.
memories meant to be let go.
so tt i wuld be freed of all e strings tt's holding mi to em.
n now, u r nth more than a stranger to mi.
a stranger tt was once so close.
realli so distance.
so scary.
so strange.

ironically, i haf nv regretted e wonderful times.
but if possible, i hoped our world nv met too.
2 contrasting world.

in this ever changing, inconstant world.
there's onli 3 places tt i wanna be.
home.
with gd old pals. eg.forever5.
alone.

how much i hope tt i can go on a trip now! to a place w e nicest scenery n capture every precious moment w my cam. =]

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