][.my 100th post.][.support kelly.][
today is my 100th post..and as i had said..i wanna share e popcorn de story...
popcorn = wo yuan yi = e korean show that i fell in love wif..its a veri ulu show unlike qiu tian de tong hua etc..everybody tinks its a wu liao show..everybody suspects wad the is with my taste to watch that kinda of show..but i jus love it..coz it can activate e sad hormones in mi..haha anyway thats jus laming..e main pt is..in that show..e female main actress made a promise that she mus reach e 100th wedding couples target be4 she wanna die..haha den i suddenly rmb Music Diary once say..why mus we set a day a special day to do a special thing...to use a special gift etc..had we ever imagine that wad if tml nv cums..haha everyday is special..dun wait till be4 its too late..
anyway i m now eating my yan yan choc biscuit and anxiously waiting for 11:30pm to noe e results for e revival round..ahhh kelly mus get in !!! she realli roxz man..see her high high marks n special n talented singing abilities..always 30 + de...den today 40.5 !!! 40.5 oh my..gosh..guess ish one of e highest or in fact highest le ba..if she still dun get in..i tell hui min le..i will sleep throughout e whole founder's day programme..i mean my mind will be sleeping..coz she realli roxz man..her voice..haha its been a long long time..that i support ppl (apart from my bball idols le)..realli a veri long time le..jus now kelly sing de time..i also veri touched..haha so pls pls..leave it to fate..but i voted for kelly..haha dunno why i realli voted more than once..not a lot..onli 3..but haha this is my 1st time voting..haha den hmmm voted for macy too coz when she sing "she bu de ni" de time realli veri touching..kelly sing "open your eyes" its a nice song too..all e female de revival candidates are good man..hmmm but still hope kelly can get in...*pray*
den hmmm for e guys side..pray wei jian will get in..hee he will de..butts dun tink too much le ok..jia u ! mus jian qiang ! he can de :D
haha alright..rather slacking now de..anyway no mood to do anything..jus waiting for 11:30pm now..hope that kelly and wei jian will get in la ! leave it to fate..but still bai tuo le lao tian !!!
][.anxious.][
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
][.little things in life.adds up to happiness of my life.][
][.little things in life.adds up to happiness of my life.][
haf a veri simple day...more simple than anything i can ask for..
supposed to haf 5 periods..
1st - 3rd had em in com labs..
=rEcEsS=
4th - chi in lecture rm
5th - bio pract in lab..and its e best bio pract that i haf ever done man..
e ratio of hafing a baby boy or a baby gal = 1:1
den e ration of hafing blue eyes kid to brown/black eyes kid = 1:3
if i nv rmb wrongly la..haha wad a fun n slacking bio pract la..haha
den assembly...
den do class notice board...
den go home wif moi n fungi..
haha tell mi is it a slacking day ? hee at least to mi..it was la..
hmmm den on e way back home..played those tootpid things wif moi n fungi..running down e chang cheng..splashing water despite kc "warning" us that "how can we let our founders down"...den went to buy $1 / durian de durian..i bought 2 n e uncle jus refused to giv mi a box..haha ap man..nbm.anyway had durians n durians tok wif my mummy while eating durian..haha i love that man..simple simple n wen xing de gan jue..
den after that i slack..den suddenly rmb that i got to pack my chi file ! o shit..n i become like a feng bo zi..searching for all my ws n tests..haha dun deny..i realli dun like my current chi teacher man..maybe coz zheng lao shi roxz ba..haiz...den din manage to find e ws n test..den i decided to fang qi and go watch project superstar...haha butts i voted for wei jian..hee coz he sing till quite gan dong de wow..there were tears in his eyes too..haha den i see 4 of em sing de time..wa i cannot wait to watch tml de revival round man..hoped kelly performed well man..n i decide le..gonna save up my seaweed chicken money..to vote..maybe 5 ? pray pray that they get in..
hmmm den after that i m back at my messy room searching for my ws n test..still cannot find..den i beg mummy for help..she is sick..so rather reluctant to help de..thou she nag n nag..but she yi chu ma..my things all found le la ;p so amazing right..haha thankie mummy...
alright part of e problem is solved..now i m left wif chi ws which are not realli complete..n i jus discovered that for e whole of sec4..i had not learnt a word for chi la..*slap mi man*..n my chi grades are like..roller coaster..going down..cannot let this happen man..anything but my onli hope = chi..mus buck up le..so tonite need to pia for those ws le ba..haiz..but jia you le la !
den hmmm haha..thou now i seems ok wif it le la..but i m still hopeful..i am still standing at the same court waiting for you all to turn back and enjoy e game together my friends..i noe..i understand..u'r love for bball had yet to cease..its jus that..e mates that u all wan is no longer mi..i can onli be your best of friend..but no longer ya best of team mates anymore..haha no longer?..i am still hopeful that we will get to play together one day..still hopeful...ya change of attitude is drastic..it even scares mi..but i pray that..1 day..we can play again...
n ya..for all those who are feeling e same as mi now..i apologise on their behalf for e drastic change in attitude..n pls do not give up on em..and at the meantime..lets cont to jia you together..i will jia you and look forward to e day they return..jia you le..
and muahaha so unbelievable..but i haf reached my 99 post today le..nxt one gonna be e 100..n i m gonna write abt popcorn !!! haha muhahah wahaha hee hoo do re mi fa so la ti do...haha ok la..take care every1 ! and tml results for revival round jiu announce le..pray hard man...hee n butts dun too jing zhang le wow ;p hehe :D
][.waiting.][
haf a veri simple day...more simple than anything i can ask for..
supposed to haf 5 periods..
1st - 3rd had em in com labs..
=rEcEsS=
4th - chi in lecture rm
5th - bio pract in lab..and its e best bio pract that i haf ever done man..
e ratio of hafing a baby boy or a baby gal = 1:1
den e ration of hafing blue eyes kid to brown/black eyes kid = 1:3
if i nv rmb wrongly la..haha wad a fun n slacking bio pract la..haha
den assembly...
den do class notice board...
den go home wif moi n fungi..
haha tell mi is it a slacking day ? hee at least to mi..it was la..
hmmm den on e way back home..played those tootpid things wif moi n fungi..running down e chang cheng..splashing water despite kc "warning" us that "how can we let our founders down"...den went to buy $1 / durian de durian..i bought 2 n e uncle jus refused to giv mi a box..haha ap man..nbm.anyway had durians n durians tok wif my mummy while eating durian..haha i love that man..simple simple n wen xing de gan jue..
den after that i slack..den suddenly rmb that i got to pack my chi file ! o shit..n i become like a feng bo zi..searching for all my ws n tests..haha dun deny..i realli dun like my current chi teacher man..maybe coz zheng lao shi roxz ba..haiz...den din manage to find e ws n test..den i decided to fang qi and go watch project superstar...haha butts i voted for wei jian..hee coz he sing till quite gan dong de wow..there were tears in his eyes too..haha den i see 4 of em sing de time..wa i cannot wait to watch tml de revival round man..hoped kelly performed well man..n i decide le..gonna save up my seaweed chicken money..to vote..maybe 5 ? pray pray that they get in..
hmmm den after that i m back at my messy room searching for my ws n test..still cannot find..den i beg mummy for help..she is sick..so rather reluctant to help de..thou she nag n nag..but she yi chu ma..my things all found le la ;p so amazing right..haha thankie mummy...
alright part of e problem is solved..now i m left wif chi ws which are not realli complete..n i jus discovered that for e whole of sec4..i had not learnt a word for chi la..*slap mi man*..n my chi grades are like..roller coaster..going down..cannot let this happen man..anything but my onli hope = chi..mus buck up le..so tonite need to pia for those ws le ba..haiz..but jia you le la !
den hmmm haha..thou now i seems ok wif it le la..but i m still hopeful..i am still standing at the same court waiting for you all to turn back and enjoy e game together my friends..i noe..i understand..u'r love for bball had yet to cease..its jus that..e mates that u all wan is no longer mi..i can onli be your best of friend..but no longer ya best of team mates anymore..haha no longer?..i am still hopeful that we will get to play together one day..still hopeful...ya change of attitude is drastic..it even scares mi..but i pray that..1 day..we can play again...
n ya..for all those who are feeling e same as mi now..i apologise on their behalf for e drastic change in attitude..n pls do not give up on em..and at the meantime..lets cont to jia you together..i will jia you and look forward to e day they return..jia you le..
and muahaha so unbelievable..but i haf reached my 99 post today le..nxt one gonna be e 100..n i m gonna write abt popcorn !!! haha muhahah wahaha hee hoo do re mi fa so la ti do...haha ok la..take care every1 ! and tml results for revival round jiu announce le..pray hard man...hee n butts dun too jing zhang le wow ;p hehe :D
][.waiting.][
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
][.no1 can ever understand how another person feel.][
][.no1 can ever understand how another person feel.][
yeah..thats how i feel now..no1 can ever understand how another person feel..there i m printing my class deco de thingy...n my mummy who was joking n toking wif mi hrs ago..suddenly jus scream at mi..say i waste time..nv study..waste electricity..waste this waste that..wad e..i almost volcano eruption can..like all of a sudden..u doing ya work..den sum1 suddenly scream at u..how will u feel ?..haha but hmmm now feeling ok le la..jus that min i wanna ask her to shut up nia..cannot angry too long or else will old and die easily..n why take her anger to torture myself..i wanna live happily de...hee
alright anyway..hmmm today see sum events..den i realli tink..realli no1 understands another person..no1 man..not even ya best of friend or ya parents..sumtimes not even yaself ba..haha..i dunno..but jus feel that way la ;p
den now i m reading a book "If tml nv cum" wahaha den i suddenly feel like asking every1 i noe..if tml nv cum..will u regret...hee i tink i not realli will ba..apart from..1) not knowing how to swim 2) yet to see the real snow 3) haha is a secret ;p haha up till now shuld be onli haf 3 regrets ba ;p hee
n yah..hmmm i dunno..maybe ppl grow..i grow u grow..we are all mature le..that day was toking to moi..den we agree that..thou our friendship is bac..there's still a bball in between us..this is sumthing which cannot be helped n changed ba..
den jus now i was asked a qn..i haf no ans for it..i m jus sorry..sorry for all my actions n not being able to ans that qn."whats the problem with..."..coz i guess its my bu jing yi de actions that had hurted em..hence now they haf a change in attitude..its not their fault..i dun nd em to change back too..coz its my past actions that haf caused em to behave in this way..they not wanting to play wif us le..is got reasons de..in fact everybody got their own reasons..everybody is right..theres no right or wrong on earth..its jus how u see it..from which point of view ya view it..it all depends...n yah..life is uncertain...jus relax and take a step back..things might not be as bad as u believe..hee
alright man..take care every1..jia u too ! :D
][.dou shi wo de cuo ba.][
yeah..thats how i feel now..no1 can ever understand how another person feel..there i m printing my class deco de thingy...n my mummy who was joking n toking wif mi hrs ago..suddenly jus scream at mi..say i waste time..nv study..waste electricity..waste this waste that..wad e..i almost volcano eruption can..like all of a sudden..u doing ya work..den sum1 suddenly scream at u..how will u feel ?..haha but hmmm now feeling ok le la..jus that min i wanna ask her to shut up nia..cannot angry too long or else will old and die easily..n why take her anger to torture myself..i wanna live happily de...hee
alright anyway..hmmm today see sum events..den i realli tink..realli no1 understands another person..no1 man..not even ya best of friend or ya parents..sumtimes not even yaself ba..haha..i dunno..but jus feel that way la ;p
den now i m reading a book "If tml nv cum" wahaha den i suddenly feel like asking every1 i noe..if tml nv cum..will u regret...hee i tink i not realli will ba..apart from..1) not knowing how to swim 2) yet to see the real snow 3) haha is a secret ;p haha up till now shuld be onli haf 3 regrets ba ;p hee
n yah..hmmm i dunno..maybe ppl grow..i grow u grow..we are all mature le..that day was toking to moi..den we agree that..thou our friendship is bac..there's still a bball in between us..this is sumthing which cannot be helped n changed ba..
den jus now i was asked a qn..i haf no ans for it..i m jus sorry..sorry for all my actions n not being able to ans that qn."whats the problem with..."..coz i guess its my bu jing yi de actions that had hurted em..hence now they haf a change in attitude..its not their fault..i dun nd em to change back too..coz its my past actions that haf caused em to behave in this way..they not wanting to play wif us le..is got reasons de..in fact everybody got their own reasons..everybody is right..theres no right or wrong on earth..its jus how u see it..from which point of view ya view it..it all depends...n yah..life is uncertain...jus relax and take a step back..things might not be as bad as u believe..hee
alright man..take care every1..jia u too ! :D
][.dou shi wo de cuo ba.][
Sunday, July 17, 2005
][.finally i understand.xie2.][
][.finally i understand.xie2.][
haha today i wanted to blog about all my coaches..but hmm haha decided to leave that for tml..coz today already lots to blog le ;p hee hmmm today is e 1st time that i went n train wif da dui..haha yeah i enjoyed it..
haha how to say ne ?..e 1st one was to do 8 zi..den is hui hui,n cindy coach..den i ask daisy to go 1st la..den she say "go la"..haha i scared sia..hee coz she like irritated or sumthing..haha veri paiseh too..den jiu do..etc etc..den after that got this full court defence thing..den was in same team as daisy senior..den i keep on defence wrongly..den i tink e coach also sianz la ;p den daisy jiu tell mi wad to do..haha this time round no fierce fierce de gan jue...so yeah..realli wanna thankie her..hmmm den we play 5 on 5..those cannot pass ball de..den in same team as daisy n hui hui senior and yaqi and li ying..den daisy n hui hui tell us wad to do la..den they veri funny..instead of doing e whole hand de "XingXin"..they put 1 finger onli..haha den veri funny la..den during that i keep on posting when i wanna daisy they all to pass ball..then after that daisy told mi that shuld go towards the person n e ball...coz during 1 on 1..if post den sure bei intercept de..haha thankie lots daisy senior..haha thou u wun see this..den hmmm played e real 5 on 5..haha as usual i did badly..hui hui senior pass those nice shots i also cannot score..haha feel guilty sia..yah sorry sorry..
den today doing shooting n stuff de time..e coach correct my shooting..i mean jump stop..den cindy coach see le..she jiu cum help mi pass ball n teach mi..den yeah..finally..after so many years i understand why my body will sway here n there when i shoot..why i haf no balance n stuff..i mean many coaches haf been telling mi this n that..den demo to mi once or twice n teach mi (i m a slow learner..so veri paiseh n xin ku all my coaches le..hee)..but no coach haf ever realli take ball for mi n see how i shoot for ard 10 times..den finally i gotta a slight feeling of doing a real jump stop n jumping up to shoot..woho..e feeling is bang bang..i wanna master it..i mean it..i dun wan those sway abt de shootings anymore..jus give mi sum time..haha maybe i need lots of time..but i dun mind..i jus wan it..wan that feeling..
den hmm wads nxt ne..today during training..i made lots of mistakes..n yeah thats how i find out wad i need to improve on n train on..den on the way to take 53..walked wif cindy coach den she talked to mi la..hee i jus say haha orh hee i c i c..coz i realli lost for words..but wad she says realli veri nice..i mean haha talking to her is nice..she told mi to practise on e jump stop thing..den she is e 1st coach that told mi sumthing which no other coaches had tell mi be4..haha n yeah..i wanna do it..hee i haf been wanting to do it..yeah.. *tniopeerht* haha finally sum1 told mi i culd practise n use it sumday..haha no hurry..but jus at that moment..practise n keep it..haha i do anticipate towards that moment..n i will nv gonna forget it ! hee..den hmmm coach talked abt da dui..den she told mi sumthing which i find it extermely meaningful..A player's saddest n sianzest thing is when there's nothing else for her to improve on..coz its like its ya max..ya limits le..nothing else u can do..haha sumhow veri inspired by it..n jus wanna share it..haha..yeah..i still gotta lots of things that i need to improve on..n i m glad that there is..n coach also said..e greatest feeling is when u improved from that..haha i hope i will get to feel that feeling..haha
den yah..thats about all ba ;p haha realli enjoyed today's trng despite all e mistakes..n yah..jus wanna thank everybody for correcting my mistakes..its onli den i can learn..
n yah..all my coach roxz man..haha pri sch-mr wong..sec sch -nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian..aljunied - baoling,cindy,lingqin n seniors too..haha lalala jus feel like this all of a sudden...dun ask mi why..maybe i m getting high le ;p haha lalala..
haha tml ish a maths test..haha wish mi all e best..i got study a little bit la...but differentiation n integration is 2 opp thing which is gonna be tough on my toot brain ;p haha take care every1 n jia u always ! haha n yah hor..few mins later got 1 pig de bday le hor..if my memory not wrong de hua la..may this pig been happy always la ! i guess this pig already veri high n happy today le ba ;p haha but i wish her always..",) everybody too..always stay happy wow :D hee
][.i promise.][
haha today i wanted to blog about all my coaches..but hmm haha decided to leave that for tml..coz today already lots to blog le ;p hee hmmm today is e 1st time that i went n train wif da dui..haha yeah i enjoyed it..
haha how to say ne ?..e 1st one was to do 8 zi..den is hui hui,n cindy coach..den i ask daisy to go 1st la..den she say "go la"..haha i scared sia..hee coz she like irritated or sumthing..haha veri paiseh too..den jiu do..etc etc..den after that got this full court defence thing..den was in same team as daisy senior..den i keep on defence wrongly..den i tink e coach also sianz la ;p den daisy jiu tell mi wad to do..haha this time round no fierce fierce de gan jue...so yeah..realli wanna thankie her..hmmm den we play 5 on 5..those cannot pass ball de..den in same team as daisy n hui hui senior and yaqi and li ying..den daisy n hui hui tell us wad to do la..den they veri funny..instead of doing e whole hand de "XingXin"..they put 1 finger onli..haha den veri funny la..den during that i keep on posting when i wanna daisy they all to pass ball..then after that daisy told mi that shuld go towards the person n e ball...coz during 1 on 1..if post den sure bei intercept de..haha thankie lots daisy senior..haha thou u wun see this..den hmmm played e real 5 on 5..haha as usual i did badly..hui hui senior pass those nice shots i also cannot score..haha feel guilty sia..yah sorry sorry..
den today doing shooting n stuff de time..e coach correct my shooting..i mean jump stop..den cindy coach see le..she jiu cum help mi pass ball n teach mi..den yeah..finally..after so many years i understand why my body will sway here n there when i shoot..why i haf no balance n stuff..i mean many coaches haf been telling mi this n that..den demo to mi once or twice n teach mi (i m a slow learner..so veri paiseh n xin ku all my coaches le..hee)..but no coach haf ever realli take ball for mi n see how i shoot for ard 10 times..den finally i gotta a slight feeling of doing a real jump stop n jumping up to shoot..woho..e feeling is bang bang..i wanna master it..i mean it..i dun wan those sway abt de shootings anymore..jus give mi sum time..haha maybe i need lots of time..but i dun mind..i jus wan it..wan that feeling..
den hmm wads nxt ne..today during training..i made lots of mistakes..n yeah thats how i find out wad i need to improve on n train on..den on the way to take 53..walked wif cindy coach den she talked to mi la..hee i jus say haha orh hee i c i c..coz i realli lost for words..but wad she says realli veri nice..i mean haha talking to her is nice..she told mi to practise on e jump stop thing..den she is e 1st coach that told mi sumthing which no other coaches had tell mi be4..haha n yeah..i wanna do it..hee i haf been wanting to do it..yeah.. *tniopeerht* haha finally sum1 told mi i culd practise n use it sumday..haha no hurry..but jus at that moment..practise n keep it..haha i do anticipate towards that moment..n i will nv gonna forget it ! hee..den hmmm coach talked abt da dui..den she told mi sumthing which i find it extermely meaningful..A player's saddest n sianzest thing is when there's nothing else for her to improve on..coz its like its ya max..ya limits le..nothing else u can do..haha sumhow veri inspired by it..n jus wanna share it..haha..yeah..i still gotta lots of things that i need to improve on..n i m glad that there is..n coach also said..e greatest feeling is when u improved from that..haha i hope i will get to feel that feeling..haha
den yah..thats about all ba ;p haha realli enjoyed today's trng despite all e mistakes..n yah..jus wanna thank everybody for correcting my mistakes..its onli den i can learn..
n yah..all my coach roxz man..haha pri sch-mr wong..sec sch -nu jiao lian n nan jiao lian..aljunied - baoling,cindy,lingqin n seniors too..haha lalala jus feel like this all of a sudden...dun ask mi why..maybe i m getting high le ;p haha lalala..
haha tml ish a maths test..haha wish mi all e best..i got study a little bit la...but differentiation n integration is 2 opp thing which is gonna be tough on my toot brain ;p haha take care every1 n jia u always ! haha n yah hor..few mins later got 1 pig de bday le hor..if my memory not wrong de hua la..may this pig been happy always la ! i guess this pig already veri high n happy today le ba ;p haha but i wish her always..",) everybody too..always stay happy wow :D hee
][.i promise.][
][.wo men dou zhang da le ba.][.wo men de gu shi.][
][.wo men dou zhang da le ba.][.wo men de gu shi.][
haha pls bear wif mi..this blog gonna be veri long n windy...gonna be rather "selfish" coz its all my thoughts n feelings abt sumthings..so read it onli if u haf e time to spare la ;p hee realli paiseh..
ok yah..today went to watch "Na Yi Ye" by our sch de CDS..haha be4 i went to watch..i was so xin tong coz my $15 jiu like this gone le..but after watching..haha i can say i nv regret..*claps* for ahs CDS members..hee realli veri touched by their performance...i personally love e 2nd n 3rd show even more...in fact...e 3rd show was e best to me..
why i love the 3rd show..coz it says in real life there is no fairytales..haha den they say ppl shuld not leave in e memories..but shuld cont creating new memories..it jus express all that i m feeling now...haha no1..theres no fairytales..no forever in reality..haha no2..i feel that i m leaving in my own memories land..where i keep on reminding myself of all those happy moments..i relish em over n over..but new memories do cum in..but its nv like be4..den no3..i looked at forever5 now..i jus dunno wad to say..so sad so sad..sorry seems to be e word to say...i tink i failed badly as a frend ba..during e whole show..i jus recalled our past..e days when we sat on e "fitness corner" that 2 bars n occupy it during the whole recess...not letting any1 play..e days where we spend all our free time at e bball court..playing those kido bball which we laugh when we see those young kids playing now...e days when we jus luff at each other n speak our minds out without any considerations..e days we fight n say dun frend u and yet patch up e other day...
while watching that show..i tot of a lot a lot...i tot of how we grew..how old are we now..how we change..we are no longer e same us..we pursue diff dreams going on diff journeys of life..2 wks ago.."feng bo" happened..i tot its over..but it came back to mi..i tot its all ok..n today i felt e strain again..i feel so agrh...in e middle of nowhere..being a sandwich..being a bridge..running here n dere..i saw the disappointment n sadness in their eyes when ya choose to leave n was so quiet when wif us...i understand e reason that u chose to be so quiet wif us..its like u understand how both sides felt n here u are in e middle..not knowing wad to do as a frend..at lost..i m a libra*jus for lame*..but that dun mean that i can balance both sides at e same time..i m not able to decide where to go n what to say...who to comfort..who to tok to..haha lalala ( my new invented "word")..i m realli not a gd frend ba...why m i getting e feeling that its nv gonna be saved le ne ?..haiz dun wanna tink so much...but my heart dun seems to be able to control my mind..i jus tink n tink of it..
to mi..friendship is when u can speak ya mind out..i mean when i regard sum1 as my real best frend..i wun hesitate..wad i wanna say i jiu say..i m not afraid that u will get angry n stuffs..but today wad moi told mi realli veri saddening..i tink its like..hmm haha i dunno..but to mi..when i m wif my frends..i feel no stress..i feel relaxed..when i m wif em..i m having e happiest moment n not e worst moment..i wan to stay at e moment n not wanting e moment to be over soon n wanna go home..i wuld wanna share all my happiness n sadness wif em rather than keeping everything to myself..i shuld not be afraid that i wuld hurt em..coz if i do..i m not treating em as my real best frend le..haha all those are jus my own definations..but after all these..i tink i grew n i learnt sumthing..it seems like only when u haf e same interests that u will be able to communicate..n it onli when u communicate that the friendship conts..haha thats wad i feel up till now..but i dun believe..i mean haha maybe i m foolish..but i do feel that if its true..everything can be overcum..but i guess thats jus a dream ba...
hmmm nbm shuld i console myself ?..at least it did improved as compared to 2 wks be4..but its not going anyway if we cont this way..n i believe like wad moi say..she will jus let go..i noe how i will react when that day cum..but no matter wad..all of u all are gonna be my greatest n nicest memories when i look back...i m jus holding on now..coz i dun wanna haf any regrets when i look back..n i believe that it will sumwad last..haha den hmmm pri sch will always be my greatest memories..coz at least up till now..i tink my sec life haf got nothing except bball team n bball which i will look back n miss..but pri sch life..i miss everything..coz theres u all..
i jus wanna all my frends to be happy..esp u all..when i was young..i tot that it wuld at least last till be4 we leave to work in e society..but now..its like gonna be over ?...from pri sch to sec sch..we overcum a barrier..which makes us sumwad closer n further..now we haf not faced e jc/poly barrier n we are already drifting..piao yi...is it realli becoz we are all old le n we tink in a more mature way..we grow n our circle of friends widen..i tink its sumthing that cannot be avoided n hafing more frends is jus part of life..ling zhi once say..at diff stage there will be diff friends acc-ing u thru..is it true that u all acc mi de period is already over le ne ?..haha i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
den hmmm i jus noe..being alone wif 4 of u..i still feel veri veri veri happy n relaxed..but when 5 of us is together..i feel so awkward..so diff atmosphere as be4...maybe when we were young..we shared e same dreams ba...made so many promises...tokyo tower..go to same sec sch..live under e same roof..play as main5 together..win everybody..form a band..haha maybe all those are onli my own dreams den..but i m sure at least when we were young..we enjoyed each others' company n nv felt sianz n awkward...but now we all grow old le..we change le..its sumthing that cannot be helped ba..haha i knew it...
jus wanna say..4 of u will always gonna be my best of friends..(of coz there are sum others too) and that even if 5 of us de friendship ends..4 of u will each remains as a special one to mi..this is not gonna change..
hmmm haha i crapped so much le...haha but thats how i feel ba..lalala i wonder how e others feel..no matter wad decisions u all make..i jus wanna u all to be happy..i will always be behind..in e journey of friendship..i will not be in front leading u e way..neither will i be beside u to hold u thru everything..coz i choose to be at ya back n give u a pat on e shoulder n a push ya on when u face difficulties..n be ya support...i may not able to do this..but at least for u all..i will try my best...lalala can take it as i crapping..can take it as mushy..can take this blog as anything u tink..but u will nv change how i feel n wad i mean..lalala
][.zhi yao ni men xing fu.she mer dou wu suo wei.][
haha pls bear wif mi..this blog gonna be veri long n windy...gonna be rather "selfish" coz its all my thoughts n feelings abt sumthings..so read it onli if u haf e time to spare la ;p hee realli paiseh..
ok yah..today went to watch "Na Yi Ye" by our sch de CDS..haha be4 i went to watch..i was so xin tong coz my $15 jiu like this gone le..but after watching..haha i can say i nv regret..*claps* for ahs CDS members..hee realli veri touched by their performance...i personally love e 2nd n 3rd show even more...in fact...e 3rd show was e best to me..
why i love the 3rd show..coz it says in real life there is no fairytales..haha den they say ppl shuld not leave in e memories..but shuld cont creating new memories..it jus express all that i m feeling now...haha no1..theres no fairytales..no forever in reality..haha no2..i feel that i m leaving in my own memories land..where i keep on reminding myself of all those happy moments..i relish em over n over..but new memories do cum in..but its nv like be4..den no3..i looked at forever5 now..i jus dunno wad to say..so sad so sad..sorry seems to be e word to say...i tink i failed badly as a frend ba..during e whole show..i jus recalled our past..e days when we sat on e "fitness corner" that 2 bars n occupy it during the whole recess...not letting any1 play..e days where we spend all our free time at e bball court..playing those kido bball which we laugh when we see those young kids playing now...e days when we jus luff at each other n speak our minds out without any considerations..e days we fight n say dun frend u and yet patch up e other day...
while watching that show..i tot of a lot a lot...i tot of how we grew..how old are we now..how we change..we are no longer e same us..we pursue diff dreams going on diff journeys of life..2 wks ago.."feng bo" happened..i tot its over..but it came back to mi..i tot its all ok..n today i felt e strain again..i feel so agrh...in e middle of nowhere..being a sandwich..being a bridge..running here n dere..i saw the disappointment n sadness in their eyes when ya choose to leave n was so quiet when wif us...i understand e reason that u chose to be so quiet wif us..its like u understand how both sides felt n here u are in e middle..not knowing wad to do as a frend..at lost..i m a libra*jus for lame*..but that dun mean that i can balance both sides at e same time..i m not able to decide where to go n what to say...who to comfort..who to tok to..haha lalala ( my new invented "word")..i m realli not a gd frend ba...why m i getting e feeling that its nv gonna be saved le ne ?..haiz dun wanna tink so much...but my heart dun seems to be able to control my mind..i jus tink n tink of it..
to mi..friendship is when u can speak ya mind out..i mean when i regard sum1 as my real best frend..i wun hesitate..wad i wanna say i jiu say..i m not afraid that u will get angry n stuffs..but today wad moi told mi realli veri saddening..i tink its like..hmm haha i dunno..but to mi..when i m wif my frends..i feel no stress..i feel relaxed..when i m wif em..i m having e happiest moment n not e worst moment..i wan to stay at e moment n not wanting e moment to be over soon n wanna go home..i wuld wanna share all my happiness n sadness wif em rather than keeping everything to myself..i shuld not be afraid that i wuld hurt em..coz if i do..i m not treating em as my real best frend le..haha all those are jus my own definations..but after all these..i tink i grew n i learnt sumthing..it seems like only when u haf e same interests that u will be able to communicate..n it onli when u communicate that the friendship conts..haha thats wad i feel up till now..but i dun believe..i mean haha maybe i m foolish..but i do feel that if its true..everything can be overcum..but i guess thats jus a dream ba...
hmmm nbm shuld i console myself ?..at least it did improved as compared to 2 wks be4..but its not going anyway if we cont this way..n i believe like wad moi say..she will jus let go..i noe how i will react when that day cum..but no matter wad..all of u all are gonna be my greatest n nicest memories when i look back...i m jus holding on now..coz i dun wanna haf any regrets when i look back..n i believe that it will sumwad last..haha den hmmm pri sch will always be my greatest memories..coz at least up till now..i tink my sec life haf got nothing except bball team n bball which i will look back n miss..but pri sch life..i miss everything..coz theres u all..
i jus wanna all my frends to be happy..esp u all..when i was young..i tot that it wuld at least last till be4 we leave to work in e society..but now..its like gonna be over ?...from pri sch to sec sch..we overcum a barrier..which makes us sumwad closer n further..now we haf not faced e jc/poly barrier n we are already drifting..piao yi...is it realli becoz we are all old le n we tink in a more mature way..we grow n our circle of friends widen..i tink its sumthing that cannot be avoided n hafing more frends is jus part of life..ling zhi once say..at diff stage there will be diff friends acc-ing u thru..is it true that u all acc mi de period is already over le ne ?..haha i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
den hmmm i jus noe..being alone wif 4 of u..i still feel veri veri veri happy n relaxed..but when 5 of us is together..i feel so awkward..so diff atmosphere as be4...maybe when we were young..we shared e same dreams ba...made so many promises...tokyo tower..go to same sec sch..live under e same roof..play as main5 together..win everybody..form a band..haha maybe all those are onli my own dreams den..but i m sure at least when we were young..we enjoyed each others' company n nv felt sianz n awkward...but now we all grow old le..we change le..its sumthing that cannot be helped ba..haha i knew it...
jus wanna say..4 of u will always gonna be my best of friends..(of coz there are sum others too) and that even if 5 of us de friendship ends..4 of u will each remains as a special one to mi..this is not gonna change..
hmmm haha i crapped so much le...haha but thats how i feel ba..lalala i wonder how e others feel..no matter wad decisions u all make..i jus wanna u all to be happy..i will always be behind..in e journey of friendship..i will not be in front leading u e way..neither will i be beside u to hold u thru everything..coz i choose to be at ya back n give u a pat on e shoulder n a push ya on when u face difficulties..n be ya support...i may not able to do this..but at least for u all..i will try my best...lalala can take it as i crapping..can take it as mushy..can take this blog as anything u tink..but u will nv change how i feel n wad i mean..lalala
][.zhi yao ni men xing fu.she mer dou wu suo wei.][
Saturday, July 16, 2005
][.jus sum updates ;p.][
][.jus some updates ;p.][
ytr went wen's hse after sch to do gym wif wen,fungi,li na and constance...yeah hmmm i enjoyed doing gym yeah...haha n i jus found out sumthing..while others love to dry their sweat wif towels..i finally found sum1 who loves letting the perspiration "drip" de feeling le..hee n that person ish--fungi..wahaha guo rang ish same surname de ;p maybe our ancestors love that too la ;p haha alright i m jus laming..anyway did gym den quite lots of perspiration de la..n yah..i love it man..den my wt shot back to my sec1 de time le..ooo sad..but after doing gym felt much better...who noes once i reach home..mummy cooked western food la..alamak my gym effort all wasted ;p haha jkjk..anyway it was nice..den i had tuition..
o mian..differentiation n integration together for a test..even my teacher say ish killing la...ya brain need to switch from this mode to another mode..n for a toot person like mi..its gonna be even worst la ;p haha alright..so after tuition..i m *exhausted* i mean my brain..so jus lay there n read slam dunk 10-13..haha its nice..esp how sakuragi was taught by akagi how to snatch a gd rebound..how sakuragi so stupid yet cute de say he is XingXing de younger bro..how rukawa fight althought veri solo la..how miyagi's speed n skills cover his weakness of being short..how mitsui say he will perform esp during those tired de moment..haha all veri gan ren..haha yah..feel like watching e animation again...
n hmmm yeah..now having stomach ache sia..hope will quick quick ok..or else later how to enjoy e CDS performance wif forever5 ne ? haha...hope tonight will be fun wif em...even if not fun..at least dun be like that day like this la ;p *choi*..haha hao la..shall pray for my stomach ache to be gone n my fried rice quickie cum bac...n yah..haha nowadays i keep on eat sweet corn wif butter for breakfast..haha its nice ! haha lalala
den quite sianz n sad la ;p jus saw e advertisement...den those go revival round in jue dui superstart de hao xiang onli got 1 chance to get into semi..means 8 contestants vying for 1 chance la..haiz..i think those at revivial round are real gd la..so ke xi..hope they will get recognised by sum bo le la...coz who dun wan to be recognised ne ?..hee take care la every1 !
][.yi lu xiang bei.][
ytr went wen's hse after sch to do gym wif wen,fungi,li na and constance...yeah hmmm i enjoyed doing gym yeah...haha n i jus found out sumthing..while others love to dry their sweat wif towels..i finally found sum1 who loves letting the perspiration "drip" de feeling le..hee n that person ish--fungi..wahaha guo rang ish same surname de ;p maybe our ancestors love that too la ;p haha alright i m jus laming..anyway did gym den quite lots of perspiration de la..n yah..i love it man..den my wt shot back to my sec1 de time le..ooo sad..but after doing gym felt much better...who noes once i reach home..mummy cooked western food la..alamak my gym effort all wasted ;p haha jkjk..anyway it was nice..den i had tuition..
o mian..differentiation n integration together for a test..even my teacher say ish killing la...ya brain need to switch from this mode to another mode..n for a toot person like mi..its gonna be even worst la ;p haha alright..so after tuition..i m *exhausted* i mean my brain..so jus lay there n read slam dunk 10-13..haha its nice..esp how sakuragi was taught by akagi how to snatch a gd rebound..how sakuragi so stupid yet cute de say he is XingXing de younger bro..how rukawa fight althought veri solo la..how miyagi's speed n skills cover his weakness of being short..how mitsui say he will perform esp during those tired de moment..haha all veri gan ren..haha yah..feel like watching e animation again...
n hmmm yeah..now having stomach ache sia..hope will quick quick ok..or else later how to enjoy e CDS performance wif forever5 ne ? haha...hope tonight will be fun wif em...even if not fun..at least dun be like that day like this la ;p *choi*..haha hao la..shall pray for my stomach ache to be gone n my fried rice quickie cum bac...n yah..haha nowadays i keep on eat sweet corn wif butter for breakfast..haha its nice ! haha lalala
den quite sianz n sad la ;p jus saw e advertisement...den those go revival round in jue dui superstart de hao xiang onli got 1 chance to get into semi..means 8 contestants vying for 1 chance la..haiz..i think those at revivial round are real gd la..so ke xi..hope they will get recognised by sum bo le la...coz who dun wan to be recognised ne ?..hee take care la every1 !
][.yi lu xiang bei.][
Thursday, July 14, 2005
][.learning to be contented with the little things in life.][
][.learning to be contented with the little things in life.][
haha alright..today is a nIcE day !!! hee i m veri high today too ;p haha mus be becoz ytr i slept at 10..all e way till today morning 5plus..woho..so shuang man ! haha yeah :D lalala
anyway today ms tay n mdm ho nv cum..so dun haf 2 sci..den e teacher who traumatize hui min last time came to relief our chem period..haha ooo hai hao today la ;p but guess our class got more ppl bth her le la ;p den mdm ho de bio period..mrs ganesan brought us to library..i read a few stories in chicken soup..den borrowed a book..n i went to do my fav task..zZz..e air con in e library so shuang summore..haha xin fu de mi ! haha den din play bball during both recess today..coz moi n i wan to eat during e 1st recess n 2nd recess need to hand over e council fund n stuffs...
haha den e other 3 periods were ok still...maths pass veri fast wif mr chan ard..den chi had ting xie for e whole hour..den lit..haha its always my relaxed period..coz i nv seems to understand wad mr peach is saying..haha den jiu sch over le..went for meeting..den i tink my attention span quite short sia..nxt time i need to go for those work without meetings de..coz i tink i will most prob be bore to death..n jus end up slping n get sack..yeah shuld be like this...
haha den after meeting went to meet moi for "trng"..met e pai car de sek on e way...haha den ran 20 rounds..60 alleys..den do some lay ups..den play a bit de 5 on 5..haha n e juniors are so cute..haha i enjoyed today's trng esp e one where we haf to stand in a circle n do 50 squats..haha den mi chu n margaret are always slower than e others..coz *ahem* we slightly taller la ;p haha jkjk..so i gave a v stupid suggestion to do separately from e others..but e moment e 3 of us do..wahaha our knees banged la..den sek n nana was doing..den their knees nv bang..this ish e diff between legs long n legs short de la ;p haha jkjk jkjk dun angry ah..ish sek n nana veri de yi de say de ;p haha den dismiss de time did sheng zhong wosh !~ling lead us de;p haha den sek wanna do g0 break g0 break..den we pei he her la ;p
den after that played 4 or rather 5 on 4 wif juniors...haha quite fun de ;p haha tyco-ly de shot in 2 3 pts ;p hee shuang dao ;p haha jkjk..anyway my knees are giving ways le la ;p i told moi..n she say she felt exactly e same for a period of time..haha anyway nbm..jus hope it dun break..hee its not as serious as chu n ling de ba..haha so any1 who sees this..pls ask chu chu n ling to take gd care of their knees la ! haha n yah..hope sek haf a speedy recovery for her ankle ;p hee n coconut needs a hairpin to clip all her hair up be4 we do e squats..or else she may ask who's pulling her hair again..n i will lol n bth ;p haha n yeah..hope nana will cont to jia u for her 3 pts..can de :D hee
ooo n yah..haha jia jia you ben nan nian de jing...hee every1 haf their own family de kun rao ba ;p jus hope that every1 will let go n be more patient n yeah esp wif parents huh ;p haha den yah wad else..let mi quote from shi hui "be contented" haha yeah..zhi zu chang le wow ! haha *5milez* every1 ;p tctc too ;p
n i m so broke..coz july so many peeps bday sia ;p haha lalala...lucky i m born in oct..at least i will haf some money to buy myself a bday present by den :D hehe jkjk take care every1 :D i go le..lalala..
][.fun.][
haha alright..today is a nIcE day !!! hee i m veri high today too ;p haha mus be becoz ytr i slept at 10..all e way till today morning 5plus..woho..so shuang man ! haha yeah :D lalala
anyway today ms tay n mdm ho nv cum..so dun haf 2 sci..den e teacher who traumatize hui min last time came to relief our chem period..haha ooo hai hao today la ;p but guess our class got more ppl bth her le la ;p den mdm ho de bio period..mrs ganesan brought us to library..i read a few stories in chicken soup..den borrowed a book..n i went to do my fav task..zZz..e air con in e library so shuang summore..haha xin fu de mi ! haha den din play bball during both recess today..coz moi n i wan to eat during e 1st recess n 2nd recess need to hand over e council fund n stuffs...
haha den e other 3 periods were ok still...maths pass veri fast wif mr chan ard..den chi had ting xie for e whole hour..den lit..haha its always my relaxed period..coz i nv seems to understand wad mr peach is saying..haha den jiu sch over le..went for meeting..den i tink my attention span quite short sia..nxt time i need to go for those work without meetings de..coz i tink i will most prob be bore to death..n jus end up slping n get sack..yeah shuld be like this...
haha den after meeting went to meet moi for "trng"..met e pai car de sek on e way...haha den ran 20 rounds..60 alleys..den do some lay ups..den play a bit de 5 on 5..haha n e juniors are so cute..haha i enjoyed today's trng esp e one where we haf to stand in a circle n do 50 squats..haha den mi chu n margaret are always slower than e others..coz *ahem* we slightly taller la ;p haha jkjk..so i gave a v stupid suggestion to do separately from e others..but e moment e 3 of us do..wahaha our knees banged la..den sek n nana was doing..den their knees nv bang..this ish e diff between legs long n legs short de la ;p haha jkjk jkjk dun angry ah..ish sek n nana veri de yi de say de ;p haha den dismiss de time did sheng zhong wosh !~ling lead us de;p haha den sek wanna do g0 break g0 break..den we pei he her la ;p
den after that played 4 or rather 5 on 4 wif juniors...haha quite fun de ;p haha tyco-ly de shot in 2 3 pts ;p hee shuang dao ;p haha jkjk..anyway my knees are giving ways le la ;p i told moi..n she say she felt exactly e same for a period of time..haha anyway nbm..jus hope it dun break..hee its not as serious as chu n ling de ba..haha so any1 who sees this..pls ask chu chu n ling to take gd care of their knees la ! haha n yah..hope sek haf a speedy recovery for her ankle ;p hee n coconut needs a hairpin to clip all her hair up be4 we do e squats..or else she may ask who's pulling her hair again..n i will lol n bth ;p haha n yeah..hope nana will cont to jia u for her 3 pts..can de :D hee
ooo n yah..haha jia jia you ben nan nian de jing...hee every1 haf their own family de kun rao ba ;p jus hope that every1 will let go n be more patient n yeah esp wif parents huh ;p haha den yah wad else..let mi quote from shi hui "be contented" haha yeah..zhi zu chang le wow ! haha *5milez* every1 ;p tctc too ;p
n i m so broke..coz july so many peeps bday sia ;p haha lalala...lucky i m born in oct..at least i will haf some money to buy myself a bday present by den :D hehe jkjk take care every1 :D i go le..lalala..
][.fun.][
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
][.5tress tor.][
][.5tress tor.][
haha ok..today 1st of all is wanna apologise to frends..esp moi n sh..coz i haf such a qian bian de black face rite after i receive the msg that tml got council meeting..haha i dunno why my mood suddenly change till like this also..i guess maybe becoz nowadays i feel like cuming home early..rest..watch tv..online...den do some studying ?..i dun like staying out n hanging round after sch le..i mean i feel 5tress..
its like O levels is approaching soon soon soon..everybody is like so prepared..tuitions n stuff..den its like so li suo dang rang thing that u should noe this n that la..n there i sit in class..not knowing this n that..its realli a veri scary de gan jue man..haiz...thats why i feel that cuming home early seems to give mi e gan jue that i haf more time to "study" n do my hw..yah thats how i m feeling now ba..thats why when they stay in sch..i jus feel like running home..but i hate e feeling of loneliness..i hate walking e road all by myself..yah..
and yah..my right knee cap hurts..i also dunno why..i din fell on it..i din bang it into sumthing..but it jus hurts la..i sit down also pain..i walk also pain..i play bball de time also pain..sianz sia..wonder wads wrong with it...gonna ask mummy help mi rub it later..i guess maybe overstrain ba ;p haha dunno pray its jus a temp thing la ;p hee
den wads nxt..ooo i tink my pri sch days is back..i m eating like siao..haha i simply love it ;p love eating n enjoying e gan jue of eating..hee so my wt is going up up..thats why mus play more bball during recess le ! haha *hinting moi* haha..
den yah..after today i seriously think that every1 haf their own views..n theres simply no need to explain to em ya views..haha thats always wad i personally tink n feel la..hee its like they wun listen to ya views de ba ;p jus like i haf my own thinkings..u cum n tell mi this this that that..i will jus orh orh haha orh orh..but i still tink in my own way..haha so wads e pt ne..waste my saliva onli la ;p haha anyway e above is onli my personal views la ;p dun nd to agree with mi la..hee
yeah feel much more relaxed after blogging..haha yeah..everybody yi qi jia u o ! haha gambate ! take care always too :D
][.sparked my change.][
haha ok..today 1st of all is wanna apologise to frends..esp moi n sh..coz i haf such a qian bian de black face rite after i receive the msg that tml got council meeting..haha i dunno why my mood suddenly change till like this also..i guess maybe becoz nowadays i feel like cuming home early..rest..watch tv..online...den do some studying ?..i dun like staying out n hanging round after sch le..i mean i feel 5tress..
its like O levels is approaching soon soon soon..everybody is like so prepared..tuitions n stuff..den its like so li suo dang rang thing that u should noe this n that la..n there i sit in class..not knowing this n that..its realli a veri scary de gan jue man..haiz...thats why i feel that cuming home early seems to give mi e gan jue that i haf more time to "study" n do my hw..yah thats how i m feeling now ba..thats why when they stay in sch..i jus feel like running home..but i hate e feeling of loneliness..i hate walking e road all by myself..yah..
and yah..my right knee cap hurts..i also dunno why..i din fell on it..i din bang it into sumthing..but it jus hurts la..i sit down also pain..i walk also pain..i play bball de time also pain..sianz sia..wonder wads wrong with it...gonna ask mummy help mi rub it later..i guess maybe overstrain ba ;p haha dunno pray its jus a temp thing la ;p hee
den wads nxt..ooo i tink my pri sch days is back..i m eating like siao..haha i simply love it ;p love eating n enjoying e gan jue of eating..hee so my wt is going up up..thats why mus play more bball during recess le ! haha *hinting moi* haha..
den yah..after today i seriously think that every1 haf their own views..n theres simply no need to explain to em ya views..haha thats always wad i personally tink n feel la..hee its like they wun listen to ya views de ba ;p jus like i haf my own thinkings..u cum n tell mi this this that that..i will jus orh orh haha orh orh..but i still tink in my own way..haha so wads e pt ne..waste my saliva onli la ;p haha anyway e above is onli my personal views la ;p dun nd to agree with mi la..hee
yeah feel much more relaxed after blogging..haha yeah..everybody yi qi jia u o ! haha gambate ! take care always too :D
][.sparked my change.][
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
][.yeah.1st step to e journey of recovery.][
][.yeah.1st step to e journey of recovery.][
haha yeah..today wen tok to mi..haha yeah..i tink fate n faith in this friendship is back le ba..haha thankie buddha for making my prayers heard ! ",) haha realli glad..but my mummy jus looked at mi as thou i m a xiao hai n say..haha chao gou le har ;p haha nbm..i noe she is happy for mi too..haha fungi,moi,sh,lx,ah min,butts also ba..haha or maybe i hallucinanting onli la ;p haha but nbm la..i m happy..hee or rather relieved ? hee who cares ;p
haha ooo n wad else ne ? haha..i also dunno..i onli noe i m repeating Yi Lu Xiang Bei & Hei Se You Mo by jay over n over again..haha quite nice huh ;p hee den now jus say hi to cindy jiao lian on msn ;p but she nv reply..haha
lalala i also dunno wad i blogging..hee maybe jus slacking some time off be4 i watch my last 5 esp of Yao Tiao Su Nu ba ;p haha yeah..a lot ppl ask mi wads this show so gd abt ;p haha dun ask mi..i also dunno..but maybe a kinda of wanna watch finish since i started watching it ? hee
den hmmm yeah i need to seriously cut down my usage of com..wanna pluck out all e wires..but i doubt i haf e "courage" la..haha shall try my self discipline more ! lalala ;p hehe hoho haha ;p laming my way to 7:30...
haha n yah..take care everybody ! hee
][.praying.][
haha yeah..today wen tok to mi..haha yeah..i tink fate n faith in this friendship is back le ba..haha thankie buddha for making my prayers heard ! ",) haha realli glad..but my mummy jus looked at mi as thou i m a xiao hai n say..haha chao gou le har ;p haha nbm..i noe she is happy for mi too..haha fungi,moi,sh,lx,ah min,butts also ba..haha or maybe i hallucinanting onli la ;p haha but nbm la..i m happy..hee or rather relieved ? hee who cares ;p
haha ooo n wad else ne ? haha..i also dunno..i onli noe i m repeating Yi Lu Xiang Bei & Hei Se You Mo by jay over n over again..haha quite nice huh ;p hee den now jus say hi to cindy jiao lian on msn ;p but she nv reply..haha
lalala i also dunno wad i blogging..hee maybe jus slacking some time off be4 i watch my last 5 esp of Yao Tiao Su Nu ba ;p haha yeah..a lot ppl ask mi wads this show so gd abt ;p haha dun ask mi..i also dunno..but maybe a kinda of wanna watch finish since i started watching it ? hee
den hmmm yeah i need to seriously cut down my usage of com..wanna pluck out all e wires..but i doubt i haf e "courage" la..haha shall try my self discipline more ! lalala ;p hehe hoho haha ;p laming my way to 7:30...
haha n yah..take care everybody ! hee
][.praying.][
Monday, July 11, 2005
][.it will nv be e same.][
][.it will nv be e same.][
many times in life..u make a certain decision n it jus changed ya life..haha i mean..yah twist ya life in a certain way..n even if its twisted back..it will nv ever be e same..its jus like u fold a paper..n if ya open it back again..it will still have e folded lines there la..haha alright i am crapping once again..but ya..thats life ba..once u make a decision..theres no turing back..even if u managed to turn back..it will nv be the same...
hehe hmmm yeah today is quite a nice day la ;p haha i mean short simple easy ;p went sch..had ss test..den 5 simple periods..den came home quite early..haha took 9 alone..coz shi hui took 31 , fungi went for lunch wif wen..moi went wif cheryl they all for her early bday lunch treat...haha yeah n i m all alone..haha hmmm hai hao la ;p i mean i chose sumthing and i haf to face up to e "consequences"..haha mus admit that being alone isn't a nice feeling..but its still nice la..i mean being alone..let things run thru ya mind n stuffs huh..hee relaxing..n yeah life..haha wad can i say ne ? .. haha i m so sianz..jus let it be ba..haha
den yah..now e weather at my hse de area here ish like going to rain..haha ooo i love this kinda of weather..slightly dark..den i open e window let e dark dark de atmosphere "diffuse" into my room..n i jus simply refused to on my light...haha i dun like to on my light during the morning and noon..but at night..i die die also mus on my light...so contradicting hor..haha i also dunno wad i saying..yeah jus laming again la ;p and yah now i listening to Yi Lu Xiang Bei by jay and jus now listening to Tian Kong by jolin..haha yeah nice songs to go wif e weather...
haha n yah..ytr is e last match of e sec4 yr..yeah last match n e 1st match lost..haha hmmm haha dunno how i feel also leh...haha jus noe that defences n focus realli veri impt ba..haha..den wad else ne..i tink i noe wad i wanna do le..rmb i once say every1 haf to haf their own move?..i haf tot of wad i wan to haf as my own move le..haha n yah..bball is gonna be even more impt now...becoz of e choice i made..yah..
oo yah..today ah min..lx n butts they all help mi create chance to go back to class wif wen n so can tok la..but i m a timid or rather reserved person huh...haha i chose not to..haha or rather..i m afraid of e awkwardness...haha i m lousy yeah..i always take very long jus to make a simple decision n it jus slips pass mi everytime i decided..haha but i also dunno la..hee oo yah tml is my maths test le ! shall go study now...shall start to be guai le..or else my Os will be die till siao ;p
time will heal all things
fate will bring us back if its meant to be
but it will nv be the same
][.nv e same.][
many times in life..u make a certain decision n it jus changed ya life..haha i mean..yah twist ya life in a certain way..n even if its twisted back..it will nv ever be e same..its jus like u fold a paper..n if ya open it back again..it will still have e folded lines there la..haha alright i am crapping once again..but ya..thats life ba..once u make a decision..theres no turing back..even if u managed to turn back..it will nv be the same...
hehe hmmm yeah today is quite a nice day la ;p haha i mean short simple easy ;p went sch..had ss test..den 5 simple periods..den came home quite early..haha took 9 alone..coz shi hui took 31 , fungi went for lunch wif wen..moi went wif cheryl they all for her early bday lunch treat...haha yeah n i m all alone..haha hmmm hai hao la ;p i mean i chose sumthing and i haf to face up to e "consequences"..haha mus admit that being alone isn't a nice feeling..but its still nice la..i mean being alone..let things run thru ya mind n stuffs huh..hee relaxing..n yeah life..haha wad can i say ne ? .. haha i m so sianz..jus let it be ba..haha
den yah..now e weather at my hse de area here ish like going to rain..haha ooo i love this kinda of weather..slightly dark..den i open e window let e dark dark de atmosphere "diffuse" into my room..n i jus simply refused to on my light...haha i dun like to on my light during the morning and noon..but at night..i die die also mus on my light...so contradicting hor..haha i also dunno wad i saying..yeah jus laming again la ;p and yah now i listening to Yi Lu Xiang Bei by jay and jus now listening to Tian Kong by jolin..haha yeah nice songs to go wif e weather...
haha n yah..ytr is e last match of e sec4 yr..yeah last match n e 1st match lost..haha hmmm haha dunno how i feel also leh...haha jus noe that defences n focus realli veri impt ba..haha..den wad else ne..i tink i noe wad i wanna do le..rmb i once say every1 haf to haf their own move?..i haf tot of wad i wan to haf as my own move le..haha n yah..bball is gonna be even more impt now...becoz of e choice i made..yah..
oo yah..today ah min..lx n butts they all help mi create chance to go back to class wif wen n so can tok la..but i m a timid or rather reserved person huh...haha i chose not to..haha or rather..i m afraid of e awkwardness...haha i m lousy yeah..i always take very long jus to make a simple decision n it jus slips pass mi everytime i decided..haha but i also dunno la..hee oo yah tml is my maths test le ! shall go study now...shall start to be guai le..or else my Os will be die till siao ;p
time will heal all things
fate will bring us back if its meant to be
but it will nv be the same
][.nv e same.][
Saturday, July 09, 2005
][.quite a nice day.][
][.quite a nice day.][
after 7 days..after a week of "feng po"..today finally have a quite nice de day sia..haha hmmm today went out wif "jie" to watch initial D for the 2nd time..haha i mean watched the show for the 2nd time la ;p hee its onli 1 week apart..but its a diff feeling..a complete contrast...
last wk..rushed down like siao..missed part of e show n got into a feng bo ;p but today still nice la ;p can luff n haf fun walking ard orchad ;p hee same cinema diff therater diff atmosphere..haha thankie "jiejie"..haha for letting mi haf some nice memo in mixture wif the "feng bo"..mixed together le jiu not too cham to recall the place ;p haha thanksz ;p and ooo yah...today met so many peeps...met gen they all..met priscilla..met fnq..haha so many peeps la..haha one of my better feeling day after a week le ;p hee yeah..
den wads nxt ne..i tink everybody haf their own troubles sia..every1 gotta their sad story..so i shall not share any of mine today..hee n i realli hope that we will be enlighten by buddha n "work hard" towards that too..hee hmm yeah *learning to let go* is the best way to be happy ba :D n tml ish e last match of this sec sch "season" le..haha xue lian bai vs xue lian hong..haha hope that it will be a nice one ;p hee den wads nxt ne..let mi tink ah..ooo you fu ytr so cute..tsamania he say tamanide haha so funny (to mi la)..hehe
paiseh today sort of like veri messy de blog..coz quite long nv blog le la ;p haha sorry sorry..i tink of wad i jiu blog wad le..hmmm wads nxt ?? oo yah..i hope e thingy that happened at london wun haf more peeps dying n that every1 on earth will be blessed la...those nan ming in africa etc etc..every living thing haf a life...treasure it always ok..hee n take care every1 !!!
][.i wish for a world where e word unhappy dun exist.][
][.i wish for a world where all the relationship will last.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl wun haf troubles.][
][.i wish for a world where every1 will live happily in it.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl will not haf so much temper.][
][.i wish.][
after 7 days..after a week of "feng po"..today finally have a quite nice de day sia..haha hmmm today went out wif "jie" to watch initial D for the 2nd time..haha i mean watched the show for the 2nd time la ;p hee its onli 1 week apart..but its a diff feeling..a complete contrast...
last wk..rushed down like siao..missed part of e show n got into a feng bo ;p but today still nice la ;p can luff n haf fun walking ard orchad ;p hee same cinema diff therater diff atmosphere..haha thankie "jiejie"..haha for letting mi haf some nice memo in mixture wif the "feng bo"..mixed together le jiu not too cham to recall the place ;p haha thanksz ;p and ooo yah...today met so many peeps...met gen they all..met priscilla..met fnq..haha so many peeps la..haha one of my better feeling day after a week le ;p hee yeah..
den wads nxt ne..i tink everybody haf their own troubles sia..every1 gotta their sad story..so i shall not share any of mine today..hee n i realli hope that we will be enlighten by buddha n "work hard" towards that too..hee hmm yeah *learning to let go* is the best way to be happy ba :D n tml ish e last match of this sec sch "season" le..haha xue lian bai vs xue lian hong..haha hope that it will be a nice one ;p hee den wads nxt ne..let mi tink ah..ooo you fu ytr so cute..tsamania he say tamanide haha so funny (to mi la)..hehe
paiseh today sort of like veri messy de blog..coz quite long nv blog le la ;p haha sorry sorry..i tink of wad i jiu blog wad le..hmmm wads nxt ?? oo yah..i hope e thingy that happened at london wun haf more peeps dying n that every1 on earth will be blessed la...those nan ming in africa etc etc..every living thing haf a life...treasure it always ok..hee n take care every1 !!!
][.i wish for a world where e word unhappy dun exist.][
][.i wish for a world where all the relationship will last.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl wun haf troubles.][
][.i wish for a world where every1 will live happily in it.][
][.i wish for a world where ppl will not haf so much temper.][
][.i wish.][
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
][.leaving it to fate.][
][.leaving it to fate.][
hee now i m leaving all this in e hands of fate..whether this friendship will cum bac not i m leaving it to fate too..haha i noe thats veri stupid n coward of mi..but i m sianz la..i mean i tink hui min,lingxie as well as fungi be my middle "man" btw wen they also will tired de ba ;p hee n thanksz lots too..i noe fungi feel that its not impossible to get bac..i felt so everytime too..but this time round..i m not going to do anything le..leave it all to fate..if it can't..den like wad hui min say la..ke xi ;p
i guess now she dun wan to tok to mi n moi also suan le ba ;p hee she dun wan to tok..force her also useless la ;p she wanna go diff directions..wanna walk far apart..wanna tok to fungi n ignore my presence n stuff all suan le ba..haha i look open le ba..hee both parties got so many misunderstandings..its not any of our faults..both got reasons to be angry..i m not angry..jus sianz n sad..realli veri la ;p haha jus let it be..she happy wif other frends jiu hao le la ;p got mi no mi as her frends also no diff to her life de ba...8yrs so wad ? haha can't even survive such a simple test ma ?..i leave it to fate..but i still haf a little faith in this friendship..hope it wun disappoint mi furthur ;p hee
den wads nxt ne..this period of time also let mi see e another side of a frend..thanksz lots..esp to moi,fungi,shi hui,hui min,ling xie n butts..haha without moi i will feel so alone on e journey home..n onli she understands how i feel now..fungi is giving mi lots of support n encouragement now..thanksz nu ren..den shi hui , hui min , ling xie n butts letting mi feel happy n less worries abt the leng zhan(cold war) n stuffs la ;p realli wanna say thankie..n yah..butts wan mi to hu yu every1 to vote for superstar de m3 ;p hee yah thats abt all..i wanna go watch you fu le ;p take care every1 ;p hee n i pray that everything will end the way heaven wans it to ;p hehe
][.leave it to fate.][
hee now i m leaving all this in e hands of fate..whether this friendship will cum bac not i m leaving it to fate too..haha i noe thats veri stupid n coward of mi..but i m sianz la..i mean i tink hui min,lingxie as well as fungi be my middle "man" btw wen they also will tired de ba ;p hee n thanksz lots too..i noe fungi feel that its not impossible to get bac..i felt so everytime too..but this time round..i m not going to do anything le..leave it all to fate..if it can't..den like wad hui min say la..ke xi ;p
i guess now she dun wan to tok to mi n moi also suan le ba ;p hee she dun wan to tok..force her also useless la ;p she wanna go diff directions..wanna walk far apart..wanna tok to fungi n ignore my presence n stuff all suan le ba..haha i look open le ba..hee both parties got so many misunderstandings..its not any of our faults..both got reasons to be angry..i m not angry..jus sianz n sad..realli veri la ;p haha jus let it be..she happy wif other frends jiu hao le la ;p got mi no mi as her frends also no diff to her life de ba...8yrs so wad ? haha can't even survive such a simple test ma ?..i leave it to fate..but i still haf a little faith in this friendship..hope it wun disappoint mi furthur ;p hee
den wads nxt ne..this period of time also let mi see e another side of a frend..thanksz lots..esp to moi,fungi,shi hui,hui min,ling xie n butts..haha without moi i will feel so alone on e journey home..n onli she understands how i feel now..fungi is giving mi lots of support n encouragement now..thanksz nu ren..den shi hui , hui min , ling xie n butts letting mi feel happy n less worries abt the leng zhan(cold war) n stuffs la ;p realli wanna say thankie..n yah..butts wan mi to hu yu every1 to vote for superstar de m3 ;p hee yah thats abt all..i wanna go watch you fu le ;p take care every1 ;p hee n i pray that everything will end the way heaven wans it to ;p hehe
][.leave it to fate.][
][.balancing is nv easy.i m falling soon.][
][.balancing is nv easy.i m falling soon.][
supposed to do my compre n chem which need to be handed in tml..esp eng..if not demerit pt..haha but i m not even in a single mood to do...i haf no strenght left le la..all drained..nothing is left..i dunno wad to do..i dunno wad shuld i say..all i noe is..i m all lost..
being a libra..i always tot that i m able to balance everything in life..give everything a share of my time..a share of my concern (thou it means nothing much)..but i finally came to understand..e ans is N O..NO ! u may tink that u haf tried ya best but others wun tink so..or rather feel in that way..
those ppl waiting for u will always feel irritated coz they wait for so long le..those ppl rushing will always feel that they had tried their best too coz there's simply no rest time left for em...anyway everything is a two way thing..love = ni qing wo yuan..same for quarrels..its always becoz both sides feel that they r correct..i dunno if its true..but haiz..i tink too many misunderstandings is wad that leads to quarrels ba..dunno..i realli dunno..i m so sianz now..can sum1 duplicate mi ?..split mi into many many many many many felicia..so that i can haf time for everything..every single thing..if not i tink soon i will fall..or rather i already fell..n its hard n pain..jus wanna sit there n not stand up...
today is jing de bday..jing happy 16th bday !..went to jing de hse quite late..coz got combine trng..rushed a cab down n my $15 gone..lucky ah ma got share wif mi half..so its onli ard $8 gone..haha i cannot take 53 le ba...if not..haha will reach ard 10 ?...den i can foresee that tonite's weather will be not too nice ?...haha i dunno..we went up to jing's hse n wanna place e "present" outside..its onli at that few secs that wen look at mi n i can sense e communication..we were hiding at e dustbin dere..n jing was listening to her 933 attentively..its that few mins that i felt that everything was ok..onli that few mins when we do stupid things n haf fun together..after we enter jing's hse..there's no communication i mean direct communication..i was tinking so hard to find a thing that will make wen happy n it was hao hao xian shen..thats all ba..den jing de mummy cooked nice noodles for us ;p den fungi wanna take fotos but wen need to go..so we din take a single one..quite disappointed..but nbm also la..how to smile wif e mood ?..den after that moi took a cab..wen n fungi took a cab too..actually ish wen shun lu send fungi home...fungi asked mi to join em lots of times..but i din..i jus headed for my 53 ;p coz i vvv scared that if fungi alight le..e atmosphere in e cab will be veri qi guai ba ;p realli sorry...i guess i made a wrong choice..but at that split sec..i walk wif my zi jue..
den today tok to fungi in her class..e tears so bu zhen qi de liu chu lai..haiz..i m so tired out le..i m falling down down..realli sorry to wen n fungi esp..coz they plan so hard for e sat thingy..no reason..but jus wanna say e chi pharse.."sheng bu you ji"...there are many things which i m unable to explain..n i guess u dun wanna e explanation too...den on bus9 de time..(hey thanks sh..i guess today u wanna take 31 ish wanna let mi take 9 n tok to fungi ba..i mean zi jue tells mi so..;p haha) tok to fungi..den she say..wen veri angry coz plan so hard for us le..den we in e end late..den she feels that we place bball more impt than em..den its like everything we tok abt now is aljunied..i listen to fungi like this say..i also dunno wad to say..i realli dunno la ;p i mean wad can i say..my heart inside they are more impt..but my actions seems to be showing that bball is more impt(thou its realli impt la)..but sumtimes..its a kind of responsiblilty too..going for trng n stuffs is wad i realli look forward to..n its sumthing that i can't possibly giv up jus becoz i need time for u all..i mean..haiz dunno how to say also..
den today pe de time..hui min tell mi wen angry..i was like rather helpless de ba ;p haha i mean wad can i do huh ?..hee tok to ya ? i noe i can't..i will most prob break out la ;p haha den wad else ne..i tink like wad fungi n moi say..everything has a starting n an ending..i always say i dun wan e ending..but i guess if we dun wan e ending..we need to haf more understanding..like wad hui min say.."yi ren rang yi bu"..all giv in...i mean ya..fungi say last time still can feel e care n concern but not now...but i also wanna say...same here..i started playing bball becoz of u all..n i wanna cont..i will nv stop..coz its wad brought us together..n now its brinigng us apart..i need ya all de understanding too..or else i m falling soon...
sumtimes it may be nicer to be a loner ?
nbm..enff of sad things..ytr had aljunied outing..we went to eat n fish for prawns ! haha quite a fun day..den i din revise my chi test for today jiu slp le ;p hee *expected* de ba ;p haha
n yah..psps jiao hua..saw u today..but rather "busy" wif solving e misunderstandings..so din get to tok to ya ;p hee psps
take care every1 !
][.will u all?.][
supposed to do my compre n chem which need to be handed in tml..esp eng..if not demerit pt..haha but i m not even in a single mood to do...i haf no strenght left le la..all drained..nothing is left..i dunno wad to do..i dunno wad shuld i say..all i noe is..i m all lost..
being a libra..i always tot that i m able to balance everything in life..give everything a share of my time..a share of my concern (thou it means nothing much)..but i finally came to understand..e ans is N O..NO ! u may tink that u haf tried ya best but others wun tink so..or rather feel in that way..
those ppl waiting for u will always feel irritated coz they wait for so long le..those ppl rushing will always feel that they had tried their best too coz there's simply no rest time left for em...anyway everything is a two way thing..love = ni qing wo yuan..same for quarrels..its always becoz both sides feel that they r correct..i dunno if its true..but haiz..i tink too many misunderstandings is wad that leads to quarrels ba..dunno..i realli dunno..i m so sianz now..can sum1 duplicate mi ?..split mi into many many many many many felicia..so that i can haf time for everything..every single thing..if not i tink soon i will fall..or rather i already fell..n its hard n pain..jus wanna sit there n not stand up...
today is jing de bday..jing happy 16th bday !..went to jing de hse quite late..coz got combine trng..rushed a cab down n my $15 gone..lucky ah ma got share wif mi half..so its onli ard $8 gone..haha i cannot take 53 le ba...if not..haha will reach ard 10 ?...den i can foresee that tonite's weather will be not too nice ?...haha i dunno..we went up to jing's hse n wanna place e "present" outside..its onli at that few secs that wen look at mi n i can sense e communication..we were hiding at e dustbin dere..n jing was listening to her 933 attentively..its that few mins that i felt that everything was ok..onli that few mins when we do stupid things n haf fun together..after we enter jing's hse..there's no communication i mean direct communication..i was tinking so hard to find a thing that will make wen happy n it was hao hao xian shen..thats all ba..den jing de mummy cooked nice noodles for us ;p den fungi wanna take fotos but wen need to go..so we din take a single one..quite disappointed..but nbm also la..how to smile wif e mood ?..den after that moi took a cab..wen n fungi took a cab too..actually ish wen shun lu send fungi home...fungi asked mi to join em lots of times..but i din..i jus headed for my 53 ;p coz i vvv scared that if fungi alight le..e atmosphere in e cab will be veri qi guai ba ;p realli sorry...i guess i made a wrong choice..but at that split sec..i walk wif my zi jue..
den today tok to fungi in her class..e tears so bu zhen qi de liu chu lai..haiz..i m so tired out le..i m falling down down..realli sorry to wen n fungi esp..coz they plan so hard for e sat thingy..no reason..but jus wanna say e chi pharse.."sheng bu you ji"...there are many things which i m unable to explain..n i guess u dun wanna e explanation too...den on bus9 de time..(hey thanks sh..i guess today u wanna take 31 ish wanna let mi take 9 n tok to fungi ba..i mean zi jue tells mi so..;p haha) tok to fungi..den she say..wen veri angry coz plan so hard for us le..den we in e end late..den she feels that we place bball more impt than em..den its like everything we tok abt now is aljunied..i listen to fungi like this say..i also dunno wad to say..i realli dunno la ;p i mean wad can i say..my heart inside they are more impt..but my actions seems to be showing that bball is more impt(thou its realli impt la)..but sumtimes..its a kind of responsiblilty too..going for trng n stuffs is wad i realli look forward to..n its sumthing that i can't possibly giv up jus becoz i need time for u all..i mean..haiz dunno how to say also..
den today pe de time..hui min tell mi wen angry..i was like rather helpless de ba ;p haha i mean wad can i do huh ?..hee tok to ya ? i noe i can't..i will most prob break out la ;p haha den wad else ne..i tink like wad fungi n moi say..everything has a starting n an ending..i always say i dun wan e ending..but i guess if we dun wan e ending..we need to haf more understanding..like wad hui min say.."yi ren rang yi bu"..all giv in...i mean ya..fungi say last time still can feel e care n concern but not now...but i also wanna say...same here..i started playing bball becoz of u all..n i wanna cont..i will nv stop..coz its wad brought us together..n now its brinigng us apart..i need ya all de understanding too..or else i m falling soon...
sumtimes it may be nicer to be a loner ?
nbm..enff of sad things..ytr had aljunied outing..we went to eat n fish for prawns ! haha quite a fun day..den i din revise my chi test for today jiu slp le ;p hee *expected* de ba ;p haha
n yah..psps jiao hua..saw u today..but rather "busy" wif solving e misunderstandings..so din get to tok to ya ;p hee psps
take care every1 !
][.will u all?.][
Sunday, July 03, 2005
][.2nd n last u16 aljunied cup.][`
][.2nd n last u16 aljunied cup.][
3/7/05..haha my 2nd n last u16 aljunied cup le...hee coz thou i m onli 15+ now..but nxt yr jiu 16+ le la ;p sad hor ;p hee nbm..nbm...i veri realistic de ;p hee yah..glad that we won ! yeah haha aljunied *xingxin*
den wads up next ne..hee nothing much ba..jus took lots of pics..hee veri fun...but last yr de was somehow more feng kuang n funny ba ;p hee e 1st time de things is always e best de ba ;p (coz we tends to use that as a criteria ba )haha but still veri happy n glad that we won ! hee yeah...haha dunno wad to say also...
haha orh ya...hee
ahs b'gals'05 roxz !
aljunied kembagan roxz ! hee why ne ? they let mi end my sec4 de bball "life" so nicely..wif a champ each..n veri fun playing in both teams ;p haha...realli...each got each de fun..n from every team mate i learnt sumthing diff...haha
den wads nxt ne..hee haha hoho...my ou xiangs roxz !!! haha *high le* psps ;p hee ][.15.5.10.][ r0xz in my heart always...haha alright thats mi crapping again ;p..but haha they are pros in my heart la...hee wanna be like em someday...i mean not as pro..but i wanna aIm n be like em..haha they are my motivators to go on..hee i mean..i wanna play better everyday..i wanna be like em..hehe
haha hao la..shall blog sum other days when i m less high..hee..now go do work lo..or else tml going out again..hee and ya..today cindy jiao lian asked mi a qn n gave mi an ans..haha sumhow quite motivated after that de..dunno why also..hee ;p
][.i m happy.][
3/7/05..haha my 2nd n last u16 aljunied cup le...hee coz thou i m onli 15+ now..but nxt yr jiu 16+ le la ;p sad hor ;p hee nbm..nbm...i veri realistic de ;p hee yah..glad that we won ! yeah haha aljunied *xingxin*
den wads up next ne..hee nothing much ba..jus took lots of pics..hee veri fun...but last yr de was somehow more feng kuang n funny ba ;p hee e 1st time de things is always e best de ba ;p (coz we tends to use that as a criteria ba )haha but still veri happy n glad that we won ! hee yeah...haha dunno wad to say also...
haha orh ya...hee
ahs b'gals'05 roxz !
aljunied kembagan roxz ! hee why ne ? they let mi end my sec4 de bball "life" so nicely..wif a champ each..n veri fun playing in both teams ;p haha...realli...each got each de fun..n from every team mate i learnt sumthing diff...haha
den wads nxt ne..hee haha hoho...my ou xiangs roxz !!! haha *high le* psps ;p hee ][.15.5.10.][ r0xz in my heart always...haha alright thats mi crapping again ;p..but haha they are pros in my heart la...hee wanna be like em someday...i mean not as pro..but i wanna aIm n be like em..haha they are my motivators to go on..hee i mean..i wanna play better everyday..i wanna be like em..hehe
haha hao la..shall blog sum other days when i m less high..hee..now go do work lo..or else tml going out again..hee and ya..today cindy jiao lian asked mi a qn n gave mi an ans..haha sumhow quite motivated after that de..dunno why also..hee ;p
][.i m happy.][
Saturday, July 02, 2005
][.5ports day."training".if onli.][
][.5ports day."training".if onli.][
5ports day :
ytr was sports day..last sports day for sec sch life..yeah thanksz buddha..thanksz for letting mi finish e race n not feeling e difficulties in breathing in e process of it..and thanksz ahs bball gals..yeah thanksz lots...haha frankly..ytr i was jus sitting dere..did nothing much..as compared to e past 3 yrs where we will shout jia u together..haha..nbm..its ok..
"training" :
today had aljunied "training"..haha actually is no trng la..jus went to draw bball stools..each person 1 for e da dui..i drew a twin pair of balls wif si hui..for van n lqjl..we started round 11plus..end at round 6..ate lunch together..e last part e foto part veri fun..n haha cindy jiao lian is a nice jiao lian too..hehe veri fun..
if onli :
after e "training" rushed home..den rushed down to meet wen jing n fungi for initial D..supposed to meet em for dinner too..but moi need eat medi..n we feel so sticky..so decided to go home in e end..n hence we missed e dinner..realli sorry to wen jing n fungi..dey mus had a hard time persuading e uncle to extent e time..n den we still din went n dey mus haf had a hard time to peruade em to allow em to take away e food for us ba..
moi n mi rushed down in a cab n yet was still late for e movie..after e movie we went home..on e mrt..i so wanna speak..but i can't..wen seems not bothered by moi n my presence..i guess dey a bit angry ba..haha i dunno..or maybe i over sensitive..den intial D quite funny..inside there's also this nice "quote" : life is onli meaningful when u found e world that u belong to...i guess i sort of found my world le..but it leaves mi wif little time to give em..little time n little energy le..haiz..i dunno..nowadays i m so bothered by all this..mummy tells mi i shuld not be bothered if this friendship can withstand not..coz if its strong enff it will..haha i dunno also la...jus noe its isn't a nice feeling today...
if onli u all can feel e pain in my heart
if onli u all can understand my desire to stay together
if onli...
but now i m feeling tired
i can't give u all as much as be4
i need more understanding from u all
after today
i m tired
beyond my limits...
i wanna jus let it be
i dun haf e courage to let go
so maybe sumhow sumday it will be gone..
i noe i will be down like crazy when its gone
but meanwhile when i cherish
pls giv mi or rather giv each others more understanding...
more encouragment..care n concern..
thats wad keeps a friendship going on..
spending time together is not wad we need..
we need to be like be4..
caring for each another n not asking for anything in return...
haha anyway hmmm tml ish aljunied cups de finals le...i haf been looking forward to it..every1 jia u ba..hee
][.eclipse.][
5ports day :
ytr was sports day..last sports day for sec sch life..yeah thanksz buddha..thanksz for letting mi finish e race n not feeling e difficulties in breathing in e process of it..and thanksz ahs bball gals..yeah thanksz lots...haha frankly..ytr i was jus sitting dere..did nothing much..as compared to e past 3 yrs where we will shout jia u together..haha..nbm..its ok..
"training" :
today had aljunied "training"..haha actually is no trng la..jus went to draw bball stools..each person 1 for e da dui..i drew a twin pair of balls wif si hui..for van n lqjl..we started round 11plus..end at round 6..ate lunch together..e last part e foto part veri fun..n haha cindy jiao lian is a nice jiao lian too..hehe veri fun..
if onli :
after e "training" rushed home..den rushed down to meet wen jing n fungi for initial D..supposed to meet em for dinner too..but moi need eat medi..n we feel so sticky..so decided to go home in e end..n hence we missed e dinner..realli sorry to wen jing n fungi..dey mus had a hard time persuading e uncle to extent e time..n den we still din went n dey mus haf had a hard time to peruade em to allow em to take away e food for us ba..
moi n mi rushed down in a cab n yet was still late for e movie..after e movie we went home..on e mrt..i so wanna speak..but i can't..wen seems not bothered by moi n my presence..i guess dey a bit angry ba..haha i dunno..or maybe i over sensitive..den intial D quite funny..inside there's also this nice "quote" : life is onli meaningful when u found e world that u belong to...i guess i sort of found my world le..but it leaves mi wif little time to give em..little time n little energy le..haiz..i dunno..nowadays i m so bothered by all this..mummy tells mi i shuld not be bothered if this friendship can withstand not..coz if its strong enff it will..haha i dunno also la...jus noe its isn't a nice feeling today...
if onli u all can feel e pain in my heart
if onli u all can understand my desire to stay together
if onli...
but now i m feeling tired
i can't give u all as much as be4
i need more understanding from u all
after today
i m tired
beyond my limits...
i wanna jus let it be
i dun haf e courage to let go
so maybe sumhow sumday it will be gone..
i noe i will be down like crazy when its gone
but meanwhile when i cherish
pls giv mi or rather giv each others more understanding...
more encouragment..care n concern..
thats wad keeps a friendship going on..
spending time together is not wad we need..
we need to be like be4..
caring for each another n not asking for anything in return...
haha anyway hmmm tml ish aljunied cups de finals le...i haf been looking forward to it..every1 jia u ba..hee
][.eclipse.][
Friday, July 01, 2005
][.i will nv forget e happy times.][
][.i will nv forget e happy times.][
i shuld be resting now..coz tml got sports day..*wish mi all e best n pray for mi ok*..i wonder how can i breathe..anyway nbm..thats not e main pt..jus came home abt 2 hrs ago..today is combine white vs combine red..a nice game to play thou i din get to play much..hehe i mean..its been a long time..maybe since e game which i had in sec3(vs anderson that one)..that i m in a team which haf such close scores..as thou roller coaster..veri interesting..veri nice to watch..but definitlely not easy to play ba ;p..haha n i dun look forward to ;p c
den wads nxt..moi called mi n asked mi to wear e same grey jersey shorts as her tml..but ya sorry moi..i onli wear dark colour shorts..unless it is a match den i wear light colour de shorts...paiseh...moi was persuading mi to wear..but i jus kept quiet...maybe too tired or wadsoever le ba..i mean coz all e medi taking their effect le..sorry moi for causing u so late den wash shorts...realli sorry...
den yah..today finally got my ahs bball tee...haha after 4 yrs in the team..hee so happy...glad that at least still haf a shirt that i can wear..n tell ppl that i m from this sch..this great team..][.ahs.b.gals'05.][...den hmm wad else ne..nowadays a bit tired..yah i mean i also dunno is physically or mentally tired la..maybe this long weekend will be a gd rest...but i doubt so..theres trng theres match..but haha i dun mind !!! realli..i haf been looking forward to 3/7 for so long le..haha realli veri long le...
and yah...today chatted wif moi n sh on bus...den i discover that...i m jus a nobody esp when it cums to bball..as in i dun analyse things like em..i dun go and see such a chim thing from things that are going on...all i noe is i play e game..i try to do my best..n i wan to improve n get better...thats all...i mean..i m simple minded or toot...hehe but i quite pei fu their abilities of being able to play n analyse the game...hee
toking abt bball..nowadays i feel quite agrh too..coz like its frends that brought mi to bball and its bball which brought mi frends..but now..i feel that i m "losing" those buddies that brought mi into bball..i mean..yah..going diff directions n stuff huh ;p..they brought mi in..n now they are "leaving" mi.."leaving" mi all alone in the world (thou there are many new frends on the way which helps mi lots too)..but its em which brought mi into the world which i fell in love wif it becoz of em..i noe they are still dere..but they are no longer there to play bball wif mi le..no longer e happy days where we jus play the way we wan..no1 cares..no1 scolds..i guess its been like this since we came into sec sch ba..there are too many outstanding players ard le..i always believe that sum ppl are born to play..i m not..and sad to say..i guess these buddies that brought mi in are not born to play too...maybe its becoz of these n hence despite all e hardwork..they r not recognise n hence decided to leave for a diff direction ? (jus my assumption..psps)"leaving" mi in my world wif onli a few more frends to hold on n continue to work towards my dream ? haha i haf no idea...but as i had told moi...i guess its fate that arranged them to bring mi into this world (bball)..but its gonna be this world (bball) which is going to seperate mi wif em..they are going to another world to persue another dreams le ba..haha no matter wad..jus wanna say jia u to em..n it realli hurts when i see ya all slowly drifting away from bball...slowly walking away from the court..coz..i realli do not hope that u all will not walk away from bball..walkaway from the court..but if thats wad u all realli choose..i will respect ya all , wish ya all e best n pray for ya...but wad i wun wish for is..step by step..ya can choose to walk away from bball from court..n maybe from mi..but nv forget that..we once had those happy times..happy times becoz of bball...
][.i will stay.][
i shuld be resting now..coz tml got sports day..*wish mi all e best n pray for mi ok*..i wonder how can i breathe..anyway nbm..thats not e main pt..jus came home abt 2 hrs ago..today is combine white vs combine red..a nice game to play thou i din get to play much..hehe i mean..its been a long time..maybe since e game which i had in sec3(vs anderson that one)..that i m in a team which haf such close scores..as thou roller coaster..veri interesting..veri nice to watch..but definitlely not easy to play ba ;p..haha n i dun look forward to ;p c
den wads nxt..moi called mi n asked mi to wear e same grey jersey shorts as her tml..but ya sorry moi..i onli wear dark colour shorts..unless it is a match den i wear light colour de shorts...paiseh...moi was persuading mi to wear..but i jus kept quiet...maybe too tired or wadsoever le ba..i mean coz all e medi taking their effect le..sorry moi for causing u so late den wash shorts...realli sorry...
den yah..today finally got my ahs bball tee...haha after 4 yrs in the team..hee so happy...glad that at least still haf a shirt that i can wear..n tell ppl that i m from this sch..this great team..][.ahs.b.gals'05.][...den hmm wad else ne..nowadays a bit tired..yah i mean i also dunno is physically or mentally tired la..maybe this long weekend will be a gd rest...but i doubt so..theres trng theres match..but haha i dun mind !!! realli..i haf been looking forward to 3/7 for so long le..haha realli veri long le...
and yah...today chatted wif moi n sh on bus...den i discover that...i m jus a nobody esp when it cums to bball..as in i dun analyse things like em..i dun go and see such a chim thing from things that are going on...all i noe is i play e game..i try to do my best..n i wan to improve n get better...thats all...i mean..i m simple minded or toot...hehe but i quite pei fu their abilities of being able to play n analyse the game...hee
toking abt bball..nowadays i feel quite agrh too..coz like its frends that brought mi to bball and its bball which brought mi frends..but now..i feel that i m "losing" those buddies that brought mi into bball..i mean..yah..going diff directions n stuff huh ;p..they brought mi in..n now they are "leaving" mi.."leaving" mi all alone in the world (thou there are many new frends on the way which helps mi lots too)..but its em which brought mi into the world which i fell in love wif it becoz of em..i noe they are still dere..but they are no longer there to play bball wif mi le..no longer e happy days where we jus play the way we wan..no1 cares..no1 scolds..i guess its been like this since we came into sec sch ba..there are too many outstanding players ard le..i always believe that sum ppl are born to play..i m not..and sad to say..i guess these buddies that brought mi in are not born to play too...maybe its becoz of these n hence despite all e hardwork..they r not recognise n hence decided to leave for a diff direction ? (jus my assumption..psps)"leaving" mi in my world wif onli a few more frends to hold on n continue to work towards my dream ? haha i haf no idea...but as i had told moi...i guess its fate that arranged them to bring mi into this world (bball)..but its gonna be this world (bball) which is going to seperate mi wif em..they are going to another world to persue another dreams le ba..haha no matter wad..jus wanna say jia u to em..n it realli hurts when i see ya all slowly drifting away from bball...slowly walking away from the court..coz..i realli do not hope that u all will not walk away from bball..walkaway from the court..but if thats wad u all realli choose..i will respect ya all , wish ya all e best n pray for ya...but wad i wun wish for is..step by step..ya can choose to walk away from bball from court..n maybe from mi..but nv forget that..we once had those happy times..happy times becoz of bball...
][.i will stay.][
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
][.*shugs*.][
][.*shugs*.][
1/2 my wk is gone wif bball n stuffs...this wk is a "busy" one..tml got match..fri got sports meet..sat got trng..sun got match..i foresee not much time for any rest..but thats not e main pt..e main pt is..i m sick now..shugs..hao sick bu sick bian zai this period of time sick..i m not worried of thurs,sat n sun..but fri...how m i going to run my 800m event when i m onli able to breathe using my mouth...haiz...i dun tink i will be able to find sum1 to help mi run ba..coz like onli 2 days left huh?..sianz...
anyway lets drop so "depressing" de topic le..hmmm ytr had match wif aljunied..den took pic wif si hui n jiao lian again..haha jiao lian say :"take lots of times le leh ;p"..hee i tink so too..but when ya idol is right infront of ya..haha sumtimes ya will go siao ba ;p hee sunday gotta take again huh ;p hee jkjk...
den hmmm realli wanna thank my parents...coz they nowadays esp..veri supportive of mi..den ytr i did finish my hist le..eat medi jiu *bom* fell asleep..i ask em help mi draw n colour..dey jus helped mi..in e morning when i wakey..e nice piece of art was there..thankie..hee realli veri gan ji...
haha n hmmm wad else ne..today i went home myself coz moi nv go sch..wen,fungi n sh wanna watch cchms de match..haha long time since i went home alone..hee still e same conclusion..i dun like e feeling of being alone..i mean i love being wif my frends..i love e crowd..e laughters..i m not used to walking alone..thou at times it is nice..coz veri peaceful n e speed is much faster...yah..den today i walk home de time..i saw a road block far far away...but i still walk towards it..thinking that there may be some short cuts out from dere..hee but in fact there isn't..haha den i suddenly veri lame de felt that actually many times in life we knew that there will be no way out if we continue to head towards that direction...but we are still veri stubborn n do not wan to change e direction coz we r not willing to let go after wasting so much time n effort on it...haha den gotta one morale from this = even if ya had put in much time n effort..yet if u knew that failure is jus in front of ya..dun continue to "perserve" le..coz it will save ya from wasting more time n effort n cause yaself to be more hurt n tortured by the ending...
haha anyway paiseh..thats mi crapping again..i dunno why la..but i jus tends to do this everytime...n if ya dun understand also nbm nbm la..psps..hee anyway i came home early den wanna rest de..but in e end..i on com le jiu decided to change my blogskin..thou its not veri nice..but i love it..i love e words...hee i hope that we can live in a world where there will be no sadness..no tears..onli laughter n happiness for every single human being..
hao la..i shall end off here le..hee i pray that i will be well enff by tml..coz i veri qi-dai e events from tml to sun..all e matches n stuffs :D n yah take care every !!! stay happy always ok ! ya nv noe how much ya smile means to sum1..*ahem* i mean friends ard ya la ;p hee *laming*
][.hanging on.][
1/2 my wk is gone wif bball n stuffs...this wk is a "busy" one..tml got match..fri got sports meet..sat got trng..sun got match..i foresee not much time for any rest..but thats not e main pt..e main pt is..i m sick now..shugs..hao sick bu sick bian zai this period of time sick..i m not worried of thurs,sat n sun..but fri...how m i going to run my 800m event when i m onli able to breathe using my mouth...haiz...i dun tink i will be able to find sum1 to help mi run ba..coz like onli 2 days left huh?..sianz...
anyway lets drop so "depressing" de topic le..hmmm ytr had match wif aljunied..den took pic wif si hui n jiao lian again..haha jiao lian say :"take lots of times le leh ;p"..hee i tink so too..but when ya idol is right infront of ya..haha sumtimes ya will go siao ba ;p hee sunday gotta take again huh ;p hee jkjk...
den hmmm realli wanna thank my parents...coz they nowadays esp..veri supportive of mi..den ytr i did finish my hist le..eat medi jiu *bom* fell asleep..i ask em help mi draw n colour..dey jus helped mi..in e morning when i wakey..e nice piece of art was there..thankie..hee realli veri gan ji...
haha n hmmm wad else ne..today i went home myself coz moi nv go sch..wen,fungi n sh wanna watch cchms de match..haha long time since i went home alone..hee still e same conclusion..i dun like e feeling of being alone..i mean i love being wif my frends..i love e crowd..e laughters..i m not used to walking alone..thou at times it is nice..coz veri peaceful n e speed is much faster...yah..den today i walk home de time..i saw a road block far far away...but i still walk towards it..thinking that there may be some short cuts out from dere..hee but in fact there isn't..haha den i suddenly veri lame de felt that actually many times in life we knew that there will be no way out if we continue to head towards that direction...but we are still veri stubborn n do not wan to change e direction coz we r not willing to let go after wasting so much time n effort on it...haha den gotta one morale from this = even if ya had put in much time n effort..yet if u knew that failure is jus in front of ya..dun continue to "perserve" le..coz it will save ya from wasting more time n effort n cause yaself to be more hurt n tortured by the ending...
haha anyway paiseh..thats mi crapping again..i dunno why la..but i jus tends to do this everytime...n if ya dun understand also nbm nbm la..psps..hee anyway i came home early den wanna rest de..but in e end..i on com le jiu decided to change my blogskin..thou its not veri nice..but i love it..i love e words...hee i hope that we can live in a world where there will be no sadness..no tears..onli laughter n happiness for every single human being..
hao la..i shall end off here le..hee i pray that i will be well enff by tml..coz i veri qi-dai e events from tml to sun..all e matches n stuffs :D n yah take care every !!! stay happy always ok ! ya nv noe how much ya smile means to sum1..*ahem* i mean friends ard ya la ;p hee *laming*
][.hanging on.][
Monday, June 27, 2005
][.my current "situation".][
][.my current "situation".][
haha alright...for e past few days..i haf been wanting so much to blog...so much so much..coz i got too many things going on nowadays le...haha realli many things which i wanna blog n remind myself of jus in case i grow old n lose my memory...haha *laming*...
anyway lets start from friday ba..friday went bac to sch n played wif juniors vs scgs...haha played for 3 quads...hee den it rained..haha heavy rain..so nv play le...haha den coach send us down to 85 n had lunch there wif shi hui , sheryl n moi..den hmmm after that went home n went out to watch A Lot Like Love wif moi..haha its a nice show la...i mean not bad la..n it has a nice song...haha den hmmm after our show got so many "Live Telecast" la..all those couples..haha erm ya..dun say le...den went to TM to walk ard..coz waiting for si hui n li sian de fone call la ;p hee den met my parents on e 3rd level..den up e escaltor..4th floor..met wen n fungi..i saw both of em..den moi din..i was jus beating moi la..den 4 of us de yan shen jiao cha...we jus 2 by 2 de stand grounded to the ground den stare at each other..that moment i dunno how to describe...den after that bid gd bye to one another..went to eat BK wif moi..n chatted rather long de...hmmm n moi said sumthing veri meaningful "Everything ends where it begins"..i tink quite true ba...haha theres a start..theres gonna be a end..sumday...n i suddenly feel that..friendship realli is mus haf e same gong tong dian den can tang de lai ma?..i dunno..but i will look open a bit..*kan kai* thats wad moi tells mi..hehe but of coz i will still hold on de...
den wads nxt ??..hmmm haha also dunno...nxt wk gonna be another busy week wif bball n sports day n all my hols hw..haha gonna die le la !..but nbm nbm..look open a bit *kan kai yi dian*..den hmmm jus wanna tell all aljunied n combine (white) de players + take gd care of yaself...n yah ! nxt mon 4/7 is gonna be a youth day hols ! so haha 3/7 after e last u16 de aljunied cup..can fang xin de a bit later go home ba ;p hee jkjk
haha tml sch re-open le ! every1 haf a nice start + stay happy n take care always ok ! hehe...den wanna say jia u jia u...ya indiviual and special talent will yu dao a BO LE (sum1 who recognise u) de..continue to haf *XingXin* in yaself...jia u !
][.15.][
haha alright...for e past few days..i haf been wanting so much to blog...so much so much..coz i got too many things going on nowadays le...haha realli many things which i wanna blog n remind myself of jus in case i grow old n lose my memory...haha *laming*...
anyway lets start from friday ba..friday went bac to sch n played wif juniors vs scgs...haha played for 3 quads...hee den it rained..haha heavy rain..so nv play le...haha den coach send us down to 85 n had lunch there wif shi hui , sheryl n moi..den hmmm after that went home n went out to watch A Lot Like Love wif moi..haha its a nice show la...i mean not bad la..n it has a nice song...haha den hmmm after our show got so many "Live Telecast" la..all those couples..haha erm ya..dun say le...den went to TM to walk ard..coz waiting for si hui n li sian de fone call la ;p hee den met my parents on e 3rd level..den up e escaltor..4th floor..met wen n fungi..i saw both of em..den moi din..i was jus beating moi la..den 4 of us de yan shen jiao cha...we jus 2 by 2 de stand grounded to the ground den stare at each other..that moment i dunno how to describe...den after that bid gd bye to one another..went to eat BK wif moi..n chatted rather long de...hmmm n moi said sumthing veri meaningful "Everything ends where it begins"..i tink quite true ba...haha theres a start..theres gonna be a end..sumday...n i suddenly feel that..friendship realli is mus haf e same gong tong dian den can tang de lai ma?..i dunno..but i will look open a bit..*kan kai* thats wad moi tells mi..hehe but of coz i will still hold on de...
den wads nxt ??..hmmm haha also dunno...nxt wk gonna be another busy week wif bball n sports day n all my hols hw..haha gonna die le la !..but nbm nbm..look open a bit *kan kai yi dian*..den hmmm jus wanna tell all aljunied n combine (white) de players + take gd care of yaself...n yah ! nxt mon 4/7 is gonna be a youth day hols ! so haha 3/7 after e last u16 de aljunied cup..can fang xin de a bit later go home ba ;p hee jkjk
haha tml sch re-open le ! every1 haf a nice start + stay happy n take care always ok ! hehe...den wanna say jia u jia u...ya indiviual and special talent will yu dao a BO LE (sum1 who recognise u) de..continue to haf *XingXin* in yaself...jia u !
][.15.][
Friday, June 24, 2005
][.old le.][
][.old le.][
now here pain dere pain everywhere pain...pain
old mac donalds haf some pains
e ya e ya ooo
haha alright...jus mi laming again..hmmm jus changed a blogskin..coz e previous one spoil le ba..sad sad sia..hee coz cannot find nice nice de slam dunk le ;p hee but nbm nbm...nothing is forever de :D
den hmmm..so tired..both physically n mentally la..haha coz old le la..all e bones get "sour" veri easily..thankie mummy still help mi put "oil" here n dere to relieve e pain or else...haha i also dunno le...
haha wad else ne..i tink my hw..studies.. all doom le la...feel so agrh..my whole june hols...all "dedicate" to bball...haha like many others la..but i vvv slack n lazy la...*shugs*
and yah..hee tml going bac to play friendly against scgs wif juniors..hehe quite qi dai de la..but hmm haha bones breaking le..so tml can jus see see also gd le..den i suddenly wanna be referee..haha dunno why also..i mean for tml de game..coz i tink veri can train 1 person's confidence ? hehe dunno la..
everybody jia u n take care always la ! *5milez*
][.4 more onli.][
][.motivation.][
now here pain dere pain everywhere pain...pain
old mac donalds haf some pains
e ya e ya ooo
haha alright...jus mi laming again..hmmm jus changed a blogskin..coz e previous one spoil le ba..sad sad sia..hee coz cannot find nice nice de slam dunk le ;p hee but nbm nbm...nothing is forever de :D
den hmmm..so tired..both physically n mentally la..haha coz old le la..all e bones get "sour" veri easily..thankie mummy still help mi put "oil" here n dere to relieve e pain or else...haha i also dunno le...
haha wad else ne..i tink my hw..studies.. all doom le la...feel so agrh..my whole june hols...all "dedicate" to bball...haha like many others la..but i vvv slack n lazy la...*shugs*
and yah..hee tml going bac to play friendly against scgs wif juniors..hehe quite qi dai de la..but hmm haha bones breaking le..so tml can jus see see also gd le..den i suddenly wanna be referee..haha dunno why also..i mean for tml de game..coz i tink veri can train 1 person's confidence ? hehe dunno la..
everybody jia u n take care always la ! *5milez*
][.4 more onli.][
][.motivation.][
Monday, June 20, 2005
][.tangerine.][
][.tangerine.][
now i veri wu liao de reading tangerine...its quite a nice book la..den there's sumthing on pg67..which says sumthing like.."sumtimes u wuld wan e whole grp of frends with u..but sumtimes u wuld wan to keep em in separate compartments & haf em all to yaself.."
hee tink that "line" veri meaningful or maybe rather true to mi la..dunno how ya feel abt it...hehe..den hmmm nothing much ba..today watched lots of tv...den tml going out to try do my hw le ba..every1 jia u for ya hw la ;p hehe n take care always...
][.oxjy.][
now i veri wu liao de reading tangerine...its quite a nice book la..den there's sumthing on pg67..which says sumthing like.."sumtimes u wuld wan e whole grp of frends with u..but sumtimes u wuld wan to keep em in separate compartments & haf em all to yaself.."
hee tink that "line" veri meaningful or maybe rather true to mi la..dunno how ya feel abt it...hehe..den hmmm nothing much ba..today watched lots of tv...den tml going out to try do my hw le ba..every1 jia u for ya hw la ;p hehe n take care always...
][.oxjy.][
][.impact.][
][.impact.][
now i am sitting right in front of my com...
haf lots to blog n yet i haf no idea how to put em down in words...
hehe lame ba ;p but haf ya ever felt so too...
ming ming u haf lots to say de..but jiu shi dunno how to express yaself la...
haha hmmm maybe all i can say is thank you..hee
den wanna share sumthing wif all..i tink its quite nice la...
Duo Bi (hiding from the problem) Bu Yi Ding Duo De Guo ( ya may not be able to hide successfully)
Mian Dui (facing the problem) Bu Yi Ding Jui Nan Shou (may not be the worse feeling)
Gu Dan ( being alone) Bu Yi Ding Bu Kuai Le (dun mean that u wun be happy)
De Dao ( owning it ) Bu Yi Ding Neng Chang Jiu ( dun mean that u will own it forever)
Shi Qu (losing it) Bu Yi Ding Bu Zai You ( dun mean that u wun haf it again)
Zuan Sheng (turning back) Bu Yi Ding Jui Ruan Rou ( dun mean that u are a weak one)
Bie Ji Zhe Suo Bie Wu Xuan Ze ( dun be in a hurry to say that.." i haf no choice")
Bie Yi Wei Shi Shang Zhi You Dui Yu Cuo ( dun tink that there's only correct n wrong on earth)
Xu Duo Shi Qing De Da An Dou Bu Zhi You Yi Ge (dere are many things in life which do not only haf 1 sol...)
Yi Qie De Yi Qie Duo You Ying Ying Guo Guo ( everything in life haf its consequences)
Bu Xu Yao Wo Men Qu Bian Lun ( dun need us to question it)
Suo Yi Wo Men Yong Yuan You Lu Ke Yi Zhou ( so dere will always be a way out for us)
Ni Neng Zhao Dao Li You Nan Guo ( ya can find a reason to be sad)
Ye Yi Ding Neng Zhao Dao Li You Kuai Le (so ya will also be able to find a reason to be happy)
haha alright..dats abt all that i wanna share ba...hee hope ya all can understand ;p if not paiseh paiseh...hee n take care every1 ! time files...
][.motivator.impact.thanks.][
now i am sitting right in front of my com...
haf lots to blog n yet i haf no idea how to put em down in words...
hehe lame ba ;p but haf ya ever felt so too...
ming ming u haf lots to say de..but jiu shi dunno how to express yaself la...
haha hmmm maybe all i can say is thank you..hee
den wanna share sumthing wif all..i tink its quite nice la...
Duo Bi (hiding from the problem) Bu Yi Ding Duo De Guo ( ya may not be able to hide successfully)
Mian Dui (facing the problem) Bu Yi Ding Jui Nan Shou (may not be the worse feeling)
Gu Dan ( being alone) Bu Yi Ding Bu Kuai Le (dun mean that u wun be happy)
De Dao ( owning it ) Bu Yi Ding Neng Chang Jiu ( dun mean that u will own it forever)
Shi Qu (losing it) Bu Yi Ding Bu Zai You ( dun mean that u wun haf it again)
Zuan Sheng (turning back) Bu Yi Ding Jui Ruan Rou ( dun mean that u are a weak one)
Bie Ji Zhe Suo Bie Wu Xuan Ze ( dun be in a hurry to say that.." i haf no choice")
Bie Yi Wei Shi Shang Zhi You Dui Yu Cuo ( dun tink that there's only correct n wrong on earth)
Xu Duo Shi Qing De Da An Dou Bu Zhi You Yi Ge (dere are many things in life which do not only haf 1 sol...)
Yi Qie De Yi Qie Duo You Ying Ying Guo Guo ( everything in life haf its consequences)
Bu Xu Yao Wo Men Qu Bian Lun ( dun need us to question it)
Suo Yi Wo Men Yong Yuan You Lu Ke Yi Zhou ( so dere will always be a way out for us)
Ni Neng Zhao Dao Li You Nan Guo ( ya can find a reason to be sad)
Ye Yi Ding Neng Zhao Dao Li You Kuai Le (so ya will also be able to find a reason to be happy)
haha alright..dats abt all that i wanna share ba...hee hope ya all can understand ;p if not paiseh paiseh...hee n take care every1 ! time files...
][.motivator.impact.thanks.][
Sunday, June 19, 2005
][.touching song.][
][.touching song.][
for the past few days i haf been trying to find out wads the song at jing's de blog..coz to mi la..the song veri e nice..but its onli until today that i manage to find the lyrics..hee now my background song ish the song...i tink i will call it the touching song ba...haha hope u all like it too..and if ya haf this song in ya com de desktop..can send mi ma..thankie lots...
hmmm anyway today ish another so so day...haha rmb sum1 once asked mi...who say ppl haf to luff when they are happy n haf to cry when they are sad..hee suddenly thought of e qn...any1 haf an ans for it ma..
haha jus treat it that i crapping again ba...i m jus not in the right frame of mind now...jus noe that today ish e 1st combine match that i "witness" n play little while..n yah..combine de team mates all played veri well n realli veri qiang..hehe pei fu pei fu..haha den tml gotta match..jia u ba every1...
hee alright shall share e touching song de lyrics now...if not wrong..the song shuld be I will stand by you :
Oh why do you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through
Cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you,
you don't know what to do
Nothing you can confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you ,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you
So if your mad ,get mad , don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
And hey what you got to hide,I get angry too
But i'm a lot like you
When your standing at the cross roads don't know which paths to choose
Let me come along cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you ,I'll stand by you won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you
And when the night falls on you baby your feeling all alone
you won't be on your own i'll stand by you ill stand by you,
I'll stand by you wont let anybody hurt you i'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour ,And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you.
][.motivation.][
for the past few days i haf been trying to find out wads the song at jing's de blog..coz to mi la..the song veri e nice..but its onli until today that i manage to find the lyrics..hee now my background song ish the song...i tink i will call it the touching song ba...haha hope u all like it too..and if ya haf this song in ya com de desktop..can send mi ma..thankie lots...
hmmm anyway today ish another so so day...haha rmb sum1 once asked mi...who say ppl haf to luff when they are happy n haf to cry when they are sad..hee suddenly thought of e qn...any1 haf an ans for it ma..
haha jus treat it that i crapping again ba...i m jus not in the right frame of mind now...jus noe that today ish e 1st combine match that i "witness" n play little while..n yah..combine de team mates all played veri well n realli veri qiang..hehe pei fu pei fu..haha den tml gotta match..jia u ba every1...
hee alright shall share e touching song de lyrics now...if not wrong..the song shuld be I will stand by you :
Oh why do you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through
Cause i've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you,
you don't know what to do
Nothing you can confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you ,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you
So if your mad ,get mad , don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
And hey what you got to hide,I get angry too
But i'm a lot like you
When your standing at the cross roads don't know which paths to choose
Let me come along cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you ,I'll stand by you won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you
And when the night falls on you baby your feeling all alone
you won't be on your own i'll stand by you ill stand by you,
I'll stand by you wont let anybody hurt you i'll stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour ,And i'll never dessert you
I'll stand by you.
][.motivation.][
Saturday, June 18, 2005
][.obligation.][.dream came true.][
][.obligation.][
hehe ytr was another "busy" day...went for project den went for bbq...rather tired for e bbq de...n rather moodless la...so left rather early...hehe
ytr be4 i left for bbq...huimin say sumthing like...somethings in life are jus obligation...u dun wan to do it...yet u haf to do it...she say ish desperate housewife de show say de...u may not feel like doing ya hw..but u mus...something like this ba...n i realli feel so sia...i tink many things in life is merely obligation...u dun wan...yet u haf to do it...haha sometimes i realli veri veri pei fu those who haf their own thinkings...they dun feel like doing sumthing..den jiu dun do...i guess i will nv haf e courage to do so de la...no matter how tired i am or wadsoever...i will still oblige...haha tootpid ba...or rather a coward ? hee i haf no idea..but also nbm...coz i m still glad that i choose to oblige...
haha alright...enff of my craps..hee rmb in previous blog i say i will blog if it came true..hee yeah...it realli did..and i m realli happy...haha thanksz for cuming true ;pPp
haha hao de...i guess i shuld end here le ba ;p gotta go rest n slack n study le..or else later going out again...hope today de match can be played successfully...dun postpone or wadsoever le ! *choi*
][.15.5.10.][
hehe ytr was another "busy" day...went for project den went for bbq...rather tired for e bbq de...n rather moodless la...so left rather early...hehe
ytr be4 i left for bbq...huimin say sumthing like...somethings in life are jus obligation...u dun wan to do it...yet u haf to do it...she say ish desperate housewife de show say de...u may not feel like doing ya hw..but u mus...something like this ba...n i realli feel so sia...i tink many things in life is merely obligation...u dun wan...yet u haf to do it...haha sometimes i realli veri veri pei fu those who haf their own thinkings...they dun feel like doing sumthing..den jiu dun do...i guess i will nv haf e courage to do so de la...no matter how tired i am or wadsoever...i will still oblige...haha tootpid ba...or rather a coward ? hee i haf no idea..but also nbm...coz i m still glad that i choose to oblige...
haha alright...enff of my craps..hee rmb in previous blog i say i will blog if it came true..hee yeah...it realli did..and i m realli happy...haha thanksz for cuming true ;pPp
haha hao de...i guess i shuld end here le ba ;p gotta go rest n slack n study le..or else later going out again...hope today de match can be played successfully...dun postpone or wadsoever le ! *choi*
][.15.5.10.][
Friday, June 17, 2005
][.i'll stand by you.][
][.i'll stand by you.][
wahaha jing !!! if u ever read this blog...pls tell mi wads the title of the song at ya blog ok..hee its jus so nice :D
haha alright..today shuld haf 2 matches de..but haha due to sum reason..i veri lazy to explain..den din get to play e 2nd match..haha no fate sia ;p
den hmmm tml my 2 big idols leaving in diff countries with diff teams to Bejing le..haha may both of them yi lu shun feng la..den hope they wun meet each other de team..or else i wun noe who to support le ;p hee..nantana idol jia you ! lingqin jiao lian aka idol jia you too ! hehe
haha den i rather qi-dai tml morning de..haha si hui mus remind mi ok..but hmmm i shall not qi-dai so much too...jus in case i get more disappointed...but *choi*...i pray pray la..hehe...if it cums true...tml will be a beautiful day...haha if it cums true...i will blog in my blog tml ;p haha pls i pray that i will..hee
][.I'll stand by you.][
][.pls.][
wahaha jing !!! if u ever read this blog...pls tell mi wads the title of the song at ya blog ok..hee its jus so nice :D
haha alright..today shuld haf 2 matches de..but haha due to sum reason..i veri lazy to explain..den din get to play e 2nd match..haha no fate sia ;p
den hmmm tml my 2 big idols leaving in diff countries with diff teams to Bejing le..haha may both of them yi lu shun feng la..den hope they wun meet each other de team..or else i wun noe who to support le ;p hee..nantana idol jia you ! lingqin jiao lian aka idol jia you too ! hehe
haha den i rather qi-dai tml morning de..haha si hui mus remind mi ok..but hmmm i shall not qi-dai so much too...jus in case i get more disappointed...but *choi*...i pray pray la..hehe...if it cums true...tml will be a beautiful day...haha if it cums true...i will blog in my blog tml ;p haha pls i pray that i will..hee
][.I'll stand by you.][
][.pls.][
Thursday, June 16, 2005
][.another day.another special one.][
][.another day.another special one.][
hee basically today ish jus another simple yet special day...
everyday is special...or rather every sec..coz ya jus got to experience sumthing different..hee alright mi and my craps again...
anyway hmmm i am looking forward to tml...dunno why also...but i am certain...i will definitely be real awake for both matches...esp aljunied u16...hehe
den hmmm wad else ne...haha orh yah...wanna blog a little abt my bao bei "friend" today...hee actually wanted to blog about her ytr de..but 4get la ;p..haha
==========My "Friend"==========
she is my 1st friend
15++ yrs had past , friends quarrel and fight...
however this friend had never left me fending for myself...
she is always here to protect me...
sometimes i find her a nag (paiseh)
sometimes i hope she will leave me alone
however at the end of the day
whenever i am afraid and scared
she is still the one which i run to
with her by my side
i feel safe
i am no longer the baby gal
however when i am sad
she knows...
i dun haf to show it out...
she knows the right word to comfort me...
she knows how i exactly feels
she knows how her baby gal feels and need...
and she is just here for her...
thank you my "friend"
thank you mummy
i love ya lots :D
==========My Mummy==========
haha yah...that special friend jiu shi my mummy...hee *laming*..but suddenly feel that my mummy ish getting nicer n nicer + cuter le ;p haha but paiseh to tell her la...so jus blog down ;p hee i hope she can feel it la ;p hee anyway thankie mummy...for ya 15++ yrs de love...haha daddy also la ;p
den hmmm haha now hor..wherever...whenever i go hor..deres sumthing for sure that i would hear..."haf u start ya preparation for ya "o"?"...haha wanna *faint* le la ;p hee jus pray that ppl wun ask le la ;p hee pls pls...i will study de...when i am ready ;p hee give mi a bit of time pls...haha
thats about all la ;p take gd care every1 esp those with injuries ! :D
][.iwdmbt.plamp.ip.iwnmyaaa.][
hee basically today ish jus another simple yet special day...
everyday is special...or rather every sec..coz ya jus got to experience sumthing different..hee alright mi and my craps again...
anyway hmmm i am looking forward to tml...dunno why also...but i am certain...i will definitely be real awake for both matches...esp aljunied u16...hehe
den hmmm wad else ne...haha orh yah...wanna blog a little abt my bao bei "friend" today...hee actually wanted to blog about her ytr de..but 4get la ;p..haha
==========My "Friend"==========
she is my 1st friend
15++ yrs had past , friends quarrel and fight...
however this friend had never left me fending for myself...
she is always here to protect me...
sometimes i find her a nag (paiseh)
sometimes i hope she will leave me alone
however at the end of the day
whenever i am afraid and scared
she is still the one which i run to
with her by my side
i feel safe
i am no longer the baby gal
however when i am sad
she knows...
i dun haf to show it out...
she knows the right word to comfort me...
she knows how i exactly feels
she knows how her baby gal feels and need...
and she is just here for her...
thank you my "friend"
thank you mummy
i love ya lots :D
==========My Mummy==========
haha yah...that special friend jiu shi my mummy...hee *laming*..but suddenly feel that my mummy ish getting nicer n nicer + cuter le ;p haha but paiseh to tell her la...so jus blog down ;p hee i hope she can feel it la ;p hee anyway thankie mummy...for ya 15++ yrs de love...haha daddy also la ;p
den hmmm haha now hor..wherever...whenever i go hor..deres sumthing for sure that i would hear..."haf u start ya preparation for ya "o"?"...haha wanna *faint* le la ;p hee jus pray that ppl wun ask le la ;p hee pls pls...i will study de...when i am ready ;p hee give mi a bit of time pls...haha
thats about all la ;p take gd care every1 esp those with injuries ! :D
][.iwdmbt.plamp.ip.iwnmyaaa.][
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
][.a day of sorrys.sorry.][
][.a day of sorrys.sorry.][
pardon mi...i always say ya mus be happy happy de live ya life...i always say "sad ah" ish jus my kou tou chan...but for today...pls pardon mi for saying sad ah for real...n sorry to many...
1st - sorry sh...realli paiseh for forgetting to call u at 12...hope ya wasn't too late and realli sorry...
2nd - sorry to sharon for being late...hee paiseh paiseh
3rd - sorry to aljunied team for "lou-ing" so many scgs de players today...realli din play hao hao ba...sorry sorry to cause u all so much trouble for helping mi take cover...
4th - jiao lian(s) sorry...
hai was jus chatting wif wen ytr abt each other de character...i guess wen ish correct ba...i m veri easily affected...realli...agrh agrh...feel so down on luck nowadays...so agrh...i realli tink i shuld not haf went to malaysia...cum bac le i jiu feel so...haiz...dunno how to say also...jus hope i will be able to be more focus n play hao lai on thurs...no more easy games le...need to focus n jia u le...dun wanna hai my team again...dun wanna say sorry to em anymore...
den hmmm shao ji pls take gd care of ya hand...jia u jia u...den every1 in aljunied kembagan jia u la !!! guess will rush down to watch n support aljunied youth team tml ba ;p jia u le every1 :D hee *xingxin*
i guess i will be alright tml...sorry for blogging sumthing so "depressing" n full of complains...hee every1 jia u & stay happy always ok :D after tonite i will be fine again...hee every1 also ok...mus believe that theres sunshine after e rain...n rainbow may even appear wow ! *winks*
][.nv felt in this way.for a long time le.sorry.][
pardon mi...i always say ya mus be happy happy de live ya life...i always say "sad ah" ish jus my kou tou chan...but for today...pls pardon mi for saying sad ah for real...n sorry to many...
1st - sorry sh...realli paiseh for forgetting to call u at 12...hope ya wasn't too late and realli sorry...
2nd - sorry to sharon for being late...hee paiseh paiseh
3rd - sorry to aljunied team for "lou-ing" so many scgs de players today...realli din play hao hao ba...sorry sorry to cause u all so much trouble for helping mi take cover...
4th - jiao lian(s) sorry...
hai was jus chatting wif wen ytr abt each other de character...i guess wen ish correct ba...i m veri easily affected...realli...agrh agrh...feel so down on luck nowadays...so agrh...i realli tink i shuld not haf went to malaysia...cum bac le i jiu feel so...haiz...dunno how to say also...jus hope i will be able to be more focus n play hao lai on thurs...no more easy games le...need to focus n jia u le...dun wanna hai my team again...dun wanna say sorry to em anymore...
den hmmm shao ji pls take gd care of ya hand...jia u jia u...den every1 in aljunied kembagan jia u la !!! guess will rush down to watch n support aljunied youth team tml ba ;p jia u le every1 :D hee *xingxin*
i guess i will be alright tml...sorry for blogging sumthing so "depressing" n full of complains...hee every1 jia u & stay happy always ok :D after tonite i will be fine again...hee every1 also ok...mus believe that theres sunshine after e rain...n rainbow may even appear wow ! *winks*
][.nv felt in this way.for a long time le.sorry.][
Monday, June 13, 2005
][.happening trip.][
][.happening trip.][
jus came bac from malaysia a few hours ago..n i wuld say it ish e most happening trip in my life..hee gotta quite lots to blog about..but be4 that..pardon mi..jus wanna share sumthing with i feel makes great sense to mi :
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed
What has been accumulated will be exhausted
What has been built up will collaspe
& What has been high will be brought low
This existence of ours is as transient as autumn clouds
To watch the birth and death of beings is like looking at the movements of a dance
A lifetime is like a flash of lightning in the sky
Rushing by, like a torrent down a steep mountain
haha alright..finish "sharing" le..paiseh paiseh..shall blog abt e happening trip le..
1. its happening coz..ytr went to theme park wif denise..sin hwee..hui min..jemima..shi min and ginny...den on our way bac the time..on the shuttle...there was onli 7 of us la..den suddenly a bigbig bunch of indian workers hop on to the shuttle la..n they were like surrounding us ?! den keep on shoot their dirty looks .. and say "wo ai ni" all those stuffs la...i dunno how others felt...but i guess every1 was veri veri afraid ba...but we acted calm and stuff la..den once we alight..we chiong!!! to the guys bungalow..coz we dun wanna let em noe where we stay..realli a veri scary n happening experience la..coz ish like at nite..den e tootpid afamosa ish so big...haha this make mi learns a lesson la...u nv experience it..u realli wun noes the real feeling de..so nv assume how others feel from today onwards ish 1 of my motives of life ? ;p haha jkjk
den 2nd happening thingy ish gotta caught for smuggling chewing gums in..so all e gums are gone...and realli paiseh to all that wan gums la ;p hee...i can say...the abv 2 are e scariest moments that i had encountered in life ba..haha realli veri scary n happening...n i swear i wuld nv wan to experience it anymore ba...
haha n yah yah...i suddenly rmb abt this indian woman on 67 who offer to allow mi to put e bigbig combine de converse bag on her lap...coz the bus was too crowded...agrh...so sad i din get a chance to thank her...realli wanna thank this lady a lot...nv met sum1 so nice be4...a complete stranger of a diff race summore...thanks lots auntie !!!
den hmmm...after this malaysia trip..i realli think being home ish the best thing of life le ! :D i love singapore..n most important...my home :D hee...i mean my family + frends...haha..den nowadays...read buddha de teachings...den i guess n believe...theres realli no forever de ba...but i still love e word "hen" (perserve/forever)..i still love it..hee *winks*
den hmmm i hope n pray that every1 will be happy happy..dun be angry or sad wif any1 ok..jus wanna share a short story :
1 day..a mother quarrelled with her son
the son set off with the father for a fishing trip
and on the way
the son died in a accident
can u imagine the pain and sufferings of the mother?
its not onli becoz she lost her son...
its also becoz..the last words she spoke to him were angry ones...
haha hao de...i finish blogging le ba...hee take goodie care ever1 + be happy ba..life ish short..so jus enjoy it ! ;p
][.fe.][
jus came bac from malaysia a few hours ago..n i wuld say it ish e most happening trip in my life..hee gotta quite lots to blog about..but be4 that..pardon mi..jus wanna share sumthing with i feel makes great sense to mi :
What is born will die
What has been gathered will be dispersed
What has been accumulated will be exhausted
What has been built up will collaspe
& What has been high will be brought low
This existence of ours is as transient as autumn clouds
To watch the birth and death of beings is like looking at the movements of a dance
A lifetime is like a flash of lightning in the sky
Rushing by, like a torrent down a steep mountain
haha alright..finish "sharing" le..paiseh paiseh..shall blog abt e happening trip le..
1. its happening coz..ytr went to theme park wif denise..sin hwee..hui min..jemima..shi min and ginny...den on our way bac the time..on the shuttle...there was onli 7 of us la..den suddenly a bigbig bunch of indian workers hop on to the shuttle la..n they were like surrounding us ?! den keep on shoot their dirty looks .. and say "wo ai ni" all those stuffs la...i dunno how others felt...but i guess every1 was veri veri afraid ba...but we acted calm and stuff la..den once we alight..we chiong!!! to the guys bungalow..coz we dun wanna let em noe where we stay..realli a veri scary n happening experience la..coz ish like at nite..den e tootpid afamosa ish so big...haha this make mi learns a lesson la...u nv experience it..u realli wun noes the real feeling de..so nv assume how others feel from today onwards ish 1 of my motives of life ? ;p haha jkjk
den 2nd happening thingy ish gotta caught for smuggling chewing gums in..so all e gums are gone...and realli paiseh to all that wan gums la ;p hee...i can say...the abv 2 are e scariest moments that i had encountered in life ba..haha realli veri scary n happening...n i swear i wuld nv wan to experience it anymore ba...
haha n yah yah...i suddenly rmb abt this indian woman on 67 who offer to allow mi to put e bigbig combine de converse bag on her lap...coz the bus was too crowded...agrh...so sad i din get a chance to thank her...realli wanna thank this lady a lot...nv met sum1 so nice be4...a complete stranger of a diff race summore...thanks lots auntie !!!
den hmmm...after this malaysia trip..i realli think being home ish the best thing of life le ! :D i love singapore..n most important...my home :D hee...i mean my family + frends...haha..den nowadays...read buddha de teachings...den i guess n believe...theres realli no forever de ba...but i still love e word "hen" (perserve/forever)..i still love it..hee *winks*
den hmmm i hope n pray that every1 will be happy happy..dun be angry or sad wif any1 ok..jus wanna share a short story :
1 day..a mother quarrelled with her son
the son set off with the father for a fishing trip
and on the way
the son died in a accident
can u imagine the pain and sufferings of the mother?
its not onli becoz she lost her son...
its also becoz..the last words she spoke to him were angry ones...
haha hao de...i finish blogging le ba...hee take goodie care ever1 + be happy ba..life ish short..so jus enjoy it ! ;p
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Friday, June 10, 2005
][.sadist?.maybe ba.][
][.sadist ?. maybe ba.][
haha "long" time nv hao hao de blog abt my life le ;p (thou no1 cares la hor) jus sort of packed my luggage..hee going off to malacca wif coucil on sat morning..den dunno mon wad time will reutrn..shugs i wan trng...i tink i gonna miss e ball man since now is almost everyday also in touch wif it de..anyway learnt quite lots of things these few days...
read 2 buddhist de books...no religous "promoting" here ah ;p its jus my own belief...hehe so dun nd to agree wif mi de la :D..read "working with anger" den rmb 1 line in particular : If that matter can be solved...go ahead n solved it n not get angry..If that matter can't be solved...den wads the point of getting angry in the 1st place ;p...hehe i loved this line...and i realli hope to put it into practice slowly...so that i wun hurt peeps wif harsh words which even sorry is useless..;p
den the 2nd book i read is "How to overcome your difficulties"...haha nice book...dunno how to say also...hehe nothing in particular caused mi to haf deep impression on...if there is then maybe its : Dun always pick on others...coz the negative parts of others are jus the reflection of yours..we are mirrors of 1 another... + Praises are always sweet n nice like sugars...but its critisim that cure us and make us a better person...coz critism ish jus like medicine..liang yao ku kou li yu bing
haha den hmmm today jus had e last match for our 1st round...vs nygh...they quite strong ba..haha i also not too sure...but sure to say is...today ish for so long since i fell n roll on the ground...haha alright...i sounds so lame rite...like i love to round on the ground or sumthing ;p hee but i maybe a bit sadist la..but i love to fall on the court...haha i mean fall n not sprain or hurt my legs n hands or even head la ;p i mean...i love the feeling of diving for the ball...coz its only during a match when playing bball on a court dat i wuld haf no other worries and jus dive...i guess its onli when on the court that i wuld haf e stupid "courage" to dive for e ball n fall not going to bother abt e consequences (injuries)...hehe coz in real life..where will ppl so stupid de purposely fall down n hurt themselves de ne ? ;p haha paiseh paiseh...i also dunno wad i laming aGaIn...
anyway...haha den speaking of matches...read from the book that...wad makes you feel that u'r team is the best and u deserve the win ?...every1 will feel that they are in the best team too...haha...i tink...every1 jus play hard n the rest is fate le ba ;p hee i haf no idea..but realli realli realli hope n pray pray that aljunied kembagan team will win e u16 title this time round...coz i will nv ever be u16 again le ;p and many others also la...other team de also...hee so all i can say ish...everybody esp aljunied team jus jia you ba !!! '',) *xingxin*
o n yah...mus haf xingxin wow mei ;p hee and take care everybody !!! esp gotta injuries de...pls take gd care ok '',) and may all ya injuries heal soon :D !
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haha "long" time nv hao hao de blog abt my life le ;p (thou no1 cares la hor) jus sort of packed my luggage..hee going off to malacca wif coucil on sat morning..den dunno mon wad time will reutrn..shugs i wan trng...i tink i gonna miss e ball man since now is almost everyday also in touch wif it de..anyway learnt quite lots of things these few days...
read 2 buddhist de books...no religous "promoting" here ah ;p its jus my own belief...hehe so dun nd to agree wif mi de la :D..read "working with anger" den rmb 1 line in particular : If that matter can be solved...go ahead n solved it n not get angry..If that matter can't be solved...den wads the point of getting angry in the 1st place ;p...hehe i loved this line...and i realli hope to put it into practice slowly...so that i wun hurt peeps wif harsh words which even sorry is useless..;p
den the 2nd book i read is "How to overcome your difficulties"...haha nice book...dunno how to say also...hehe nothing in particular caused mi to haf deep impression on...if there is then maybe its : Dun always pick on others...coz the negative parts of others are jus the reflection of yours..we are mirrors of 1 another... + Praises are always sweet n nice like sugars...but its critisim that cure us and make us a better person...coz critism ish jus like medicine..liang yao ku kou li yu bing
haha den hmmm today jus had e last match for our 1st round...vs nygh...they quite strong ba..haha i also not too sure...but sure to say is...today ish for so long since i fell n roll on the ground...haha alright...i sounds so lame rite...like i love to round on the ground or sumthing ;p hee but i maybe a bit sadist la..but i love to fall on the court...haha i mean fall n not sprain or hurt my legs n hands or even head la ;p i mean...i love the feeling of diving for the ball...coz its only during a match when playing bball on a court dat i wuld haf no other worries and jus dive...i guess its onli when on the court that i wuld haf e stupid "courage" to dive for e ball n fall not going to bother abt e consequences (injuries)...hehe coz in real life..where will ppl so stupid de purposely fall down n hurt themselves de ne ? ;p haha paiseh paiseh...i also dunno wad i laming aGaIn...
anyway...haha den speaking of matches...read from the book that...wad makes you feel that u'r team is the best and u deserve the win ?...every1 will feel that they are in the best team too...haha...i tink...every1 jus play hard n the rest is fate le ba ;p hee i haf no idea..but realli realli realli hope n pray pray that aljunied kembagan team will win e u16 title this time round...coz i will nv ever be u16 again le ;p and many others also la...other team de also...hee so all i can say ish...everybody esp aljunied team jus jia you ba !!! '',) *xingxin*
o n yah...mus haf xingxin wow mei ;p hee and take care everybody !!! esp gotta injuries de...pls take gd care ok '',) and may all ya injuries heal soon :D !
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
][.its been a long time.][
][.its been a long time.][
8 years had gone by...
seeing ya grow as days past by...
from the innocent one to a mature one...
dere are changes...
definetly dere are...
but seeing you almost everyday had blinded mi of em...
however deres one thing i am sure of...
ya are meant to be my friend for life...
i know u dun believe in forever...
sumtimes i look at our photos...
recall all those memories...
u are realli a "sister" to mi...
taking care of mi without complaning and asking for anything in return...
i know i m stubborn at times and u had tolerated em all...
however u still tells me the truth when u must...
they may be hurtful but they are always useful...
they made mi grow stronger...
they made mi realise lots of things...
its all becoz i haf u as my friend...
sum1 whom i can always rely on...
its all becoz of this friendship that i am able to believe in true friendship...
its all becoz of ya that i am not afraid to make friends...
its becoz of ya that sum of my friendship last...
its all becoz of ya that i noe how to "treat" peeps ard mi...
i wuld not say i understand ya...
coz no1 on earth will be able to understand another person...
never will this happen...
ya always haf your own thinkings which i find it hard to agree upon at times...
however i m sure...u dun need my agreement...
i m certain...u know wad u are doing...
i dunno how long more will our friendship last...
i can foresee a diff way of life that we are gonna lead...
each of us going our ways...
i am afraid...
afraid of the loneliness ahead without a friend like you...
thou there are many other good friends...
if i am not wrong...
you told mi you are not gd wif words n will always choose to keep things to your heart...
hence i jus wanna tell you...
i am opp from you...
i jus wanna tell you...
its been a wonderful journey knowing you...
thanks for this friendship that you had gave mi...
i realli pray hard that we will be friends for life...
i noe...life ish a journey that diff friends will keep ya company at diff stage...
but jus wanna say...
i will be jus a phone call away whenever u need a listening ear...
i promise..if u jus need a shoulder..i will be dere...
however...u are always the strong one...
no matter wad happens...u had nv cried...
unlike mi...a cry baby...
no matter wad my friend...
i pray hard...
pray that our friendship will last...
even if we lost contact n stuffs...
i jus wan you to know...
i had nv regret knowing you...
thou we quarrel n fight...
so wuld u jus cum to this blog...if we ever lose contact...
if this blog , our numbers had changed...
i believe that our friendship will haf e strong affinity to bring us together again...
i believe...
sorry peeps...thats jus mi crapping again...was on the phone wif a friend...den suddenly veri sianz so wanna write a "poem"...thou its more like a crap ba...haha jus wanna tell this friend--> good luck n jia u for tml...or rather today...dun be afraid...i am sure it will be over soon de...and the pain ish ya can endure de...coz i believe in ya..my friend ;p haha dun puke ok...i noe u feel like puking le.."
and hmmm to all my friends or rather any1...be brave...u r stronger than wad u believe...dun too sad le ok...
][.life journey.][
8 years had gone by...
seeing ya grow as days past by...
from the innocent one to a mature one...
dere are changes...
definetly dere are...
but seeing you almost everyday had blinded mi of em...
however deres one thing i am sure of...
ya are meant to be my friend for life...
i know u dun believe in forever...
sumtimes i look at our photos...
recall all those memories...
u are realli a "sister" to mi...
taking care of mi without complaning and asking for anything in return...
i know i m stubborn at times and u had tolerated em all...
however u still tells me the truth when u must...
they may be hurtful but they are always useful...
they made mi grow stronger...
they made mi realise lots of things...
its all becoz i haf u as my friend...
sum1 whom i can always rely on...
its all becoz of this friendship that i am able to believe in true friendship...
its all becoz of ya that i am not afraid to make friends...
its becoz of ya that sum of my friendship last...
its all becoz of ya that i noe how to "treat" peeps ard mi...
i wuld not say i understand ya...
coz no1 on earth will be able to understand another person...
never will this happen...
ya always haf your own thinkings which i find it hard to agree upon at times...
however i m sure...u dun need my agreement...
i m certain...u know wad u are doing...
i dunno how long more will our friendship last...
i can foresee a diff way of life that we are gonna lead...
each of us going our ways...
i am afraid...
afraid of the loneliness ahead without a friend like you...
thou there are many other good friends...
if i am not wrong...
you told mi you are not gd wif words n will always choose to keep things to your heart...
hence i jus wanna tell you...
i am opp from you...
i jus wanna tell you...
its been a wonderful journey knowing you...
thanks for this friendship that you had gave mi...
i realli pray hard that we will be friends for life...
i noe...life ish a journey that diff friends will keep ya company at diff stage...
but jus wanna say...
i will be jus a phone call away whenever u need a listening ear...
i promise..if u jus need a shoulder..i will be dere...
however...u are always the strong one...
no matter wad happens...u had nv cried...
unlike mi...a cry baby...
no matter wad my friend...
i pray hard...
pray that our friendship will last...
even if we lost contact n stuffs...
i jus wan you to know...
i had nv regret knowing you...
thou we quarrel n fight...
so wuld u jus cum to this blog...if we ever lose contact...
if this blog , our numbers had changed...
i believe that our friendship will haf e strong affinity to bring us together again...
i believe...
sorry peeps...thats jus mi crapping again...was on the phone wif a friend...den suddenly veri sianz so wanna write a "poem"...thou its more like a crap ba...haha jus wanna tell this friend--> good luck n jia u for tml...or rather today...dun be afraid...i am sure it will be over soon de...and the pain ish ya can endure de...coz i believe in ya..my friend ;p haha dun puke ok...i noe u feel like puking le.."
and hmmm to all my friends or rather any1...be brave...u r stronger than wad u believe...dun too sad le ok...
][.life journey.][
Monday, June 06, 2005
][.5tar Runner.][
][.5tar Runner.][
i was supposed to be guai n do hw...but i veri sianz so watch Star Runner...wahaha so gan ren...touching touching...haha vanness wu in that show = Bond..wahaha his determination veri qiang de...haha den he last round fight wif e tank de time...so touching...so got sportsmanship both of em...hehe pei fu pei fu...
anyway thats jus mi crapping...so bored...haha hmmm nothing much le ba ;p shall go slack ard a while ;p hehe take care every1 :D !!!
][.I am afraid.but i am sure too.Jus gotta take and let go at e same time.][
i was supposed to be guai n do hw...but i veri sianz so watch Star Runner...wahaha so gan ren...touching touching...haha vanness wu in that show = Bond..wahaha his determination veri qiang de...haha den he last round fight wif e tank de time...so touching...so got sportsmanship both of em...hehe pei fu pei fu...
anyway thats jus mi crapping...so bored...haha hmmm nothing much le ba ;p shall go slack ard a while ;p hehe take care every1 :D !!!
][.I am afraid.but i am sure too.Jus gotta take and let go at e same time.][
Saturday, June 04, 2005
][.post.][
][.post.][
haha today jus had match => aljunied (red) vs rgs...won...nice game aljunied team...
but also let mi noe how lan a center i m...can't even do a proper post against a c div team...haiyo...*wakey*wakey* no post how to be center ?... haiz...
alright..enff of ju shang stuffs le...hmmm today quite tiring de la (got trng too);p but i guess there are many others who are even tired..eg..jasmin,van etc etc..den after trng went to mac wif sh n cas...haha sh...e thingy that u said that day...e 1 pt against cedar n (forget e other team le) cas realli said again today leh ;p haha i almost lol till peng ;p haha
den hmmm ytr sign e vj thing le..no turing back le ba :D n i wun la...but rather worried for my studies de...wanted to revise during this june hols..but everyday i m out...out on e court ( our playground..ms leo say de) jus like many others..but i gotta admit...like wad ms teo says...i m onli awake on court...my stamina veri lan de...reach home jiu 1.2.3 slp..zZz like this how to study ? i also haf no idea la ;p gotta find some motivation le ;p hee
alright i shall end here le...sorry this blog rather messy de...coz i also haf no idea wad i blogging...take care la every1 !
o n yah yah..tml ish da dui vs home u...i will definetely go n watch de...da dui jia u !!! haha n jiao lian aka idol (lqjl) jia u jia u also !
][.give mi some time.n trust.i will.][
haha today jus had match => aljunied (red) vs rgs...won...nice game aljunied team...
but also let mi noe how lan a center i m...can't even do a proper post against a c div team...haiyo...*wakey*wakey* no post how to be center ?... haiz...
alright..enff of ju shang stuffs le...hmmm today quite tiring de la (got trng too);p but i guess there are many others who are even tired..eg..jasmin,van etc etc..den after trng went to mac wif sh n cas...haha sh...e thingy that u said that day...e 1 pt against cedar n (forget e other team le) cas realli said again today leh ;p haha i almost lol till peng ;p haha
den hmmm ytr sign e vj thing le..no turing back le ba :D n i wun la...but rather worried for my studies de...wanted to revise during this june hols..but everyday i m out...out on e court ( our playground..ms leo say de) jus like many others..but i gotta admit...like wad ms teo says...i m onli awake on court...my stamina veri lan de...reach home jiu 1.2.3 slp..zZz like this how to study ? i also haf no idea la ;p gotta find some motivation le ;p hee
alright i shall end here le...sorry this blog rather messy de...coz i also haf no idea wad i blogging...take care la every1 !
o n yah yah..tml ish da dui vs home u...i will definetely go n watch de...da dui jia u !!! haha n jiao lian aka idol (lqjl) jia u jia u also !
][.give mi some time.n trust.i will.][
Thursday, June 02, 2005
][.3:2....4:1.][.i m scared.][
][.3:2...4:1.][.i m scared.][
i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...
anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...
haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee
i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever
][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][
i m feeling down down...i m scared...veri scared...read jing's blog...guess wen + fungi + jing going tjc together ba...den moi also 50:50...haiz i dunno...i can sense a 3:2 or 4:1 cuming soon...feel veri scared...scared for getting separated from em...knew this day gonna cum some day...knew it will cum when we reach jc...but nv knew it wuld be so scary...Gu Dan De Gan Jue...hao kong bu...wo xiang ku...
anyway today went to watch match...sort of one-sided de...haha dun realli haf mood to blog abt e match...but all of em played well la :D n moi n i so qiao de wore e same shirt...den cindy coach was like...errrmmm u all dun nd to even wear e same shirt de ba...haha *pengz*..moi nxt time dun so xin ling xiang tong le la...
haha n yah...today ish ling qin jiao lian de training...haha so fun...gotta more breaks de...den more relaxed too...hee but i can sense my physical "fitness" dunno go where le la...all gone le ;p mus go for "trngs" le..hee
i pray that it wun happen
i hope to convience myself that it wun
but if i do so
i am sure that i am just decieving myself
pure deceiving...
i pray that all of us can be strong...
coz i believe that all ya choices will be leading ya to where ya realli wan...
no matter wad happen...
i will support ya all
even if i m not by ya sides anymore...
believe mi...
i will always keep ya all in my soul...
one day more than forever...
once = forever
][.dang ni pong dao she me kun nan.wo hui shou zai ni de shen pang.pei ni fan guo zhe yi zuo shan.][
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
][.1/6/2005.my 1st day at work.my happy day.unforgettable day.][
][.1/6/2005.my 1st day at work.my happy day.unforgettable day.][
haha today ish a happy day...its gonna be an unforgettable day too :D hee..muhahah wahahah wooohoooo haha *laming*
haha anyway today ish 1st day at "work"..hee my 1st real pay ;p
lets start from e veri start...so its gonna be long :D
haha today supposed to worked as table official for e aljunied cup u16 wif moi,yaqi and elaine de...wif ling qin + daisy + cindy as our Ic...hehe den supposed to report to work at 2pm..but i overslept..so met moi le..den a bit de late la ;p haha we reached ard 2:05pm..den ling qin coach n elaine was dere le...i guess yaqi also long long ago reach le ;p den went to buy things or wad la ;p anyway ling qin coach n elaine was setting up things at 121..den we try to help la ;p after that ling qin coach jiu ask us go 127 wif her...haha
=====the day begins=====
haha so we went to e store rm to get those equiments..haha n e wall ish so low la ;p so lingqin jiao lian bend until veri xin ku..den i stand outside..den moi jiu say..that ish her job..coz her head wun be bang..den jiu luff n luff la ;p coz e trolley ish faulty de :D haha den we went to set-up those score board n stuffs...haha i tink jiao lian was bei wo make until can faint la ;p coz i veri veri de lousy wif those wires n stuff...den she jiu ask u all nv study physics de ah ;p den told her i took bio n chem..she jiu say..now this kind of combi veri pop. is it ;p hehe den chat a bit la ;p...
finally we set everything up le ;p den 1st match comence...haha scgs vs unity...wahaha there's this unity gal which super looks like moi pri sch de style la ;p from looks to style of playing to...wahaha everything :p...den ling qin jiao lian bought moi n mi this 1.5l de 100plus...haha n e referee was huang jiao lian ;p haha anyway e match jiu play play le ;p den 2nd match...shohoku vs gryphons (b)...but e referee haven cum or sumthing...den ling qin jiao lian asked if can shoot balls not...den e referee say ok la ;p den we jiu ask jiao lian if we can shoot balls not ;p as we are wearing sandals..she jiu say..ok la ;p but dun luan luan pao ;p..so shoot shoot a bit...moi n mi jiu gotta e same thinking...haha wanna play 2 on 1 wif jiao lian ;p but haha jiao lian say we wear sandals...so its out of qn ;p den she say AbC jiu ok la ;p so we say abt e rules...den start a while le..jiu..haha felt something...~rAiN~...wahaha chiong to keep all e stuff ;p e score board ish e 1st thing..den jiu went to e flat to bi yu...haha
===Bi Yu-ing===
haha while we were getting sum shelter...we chatted la...den tok abt coach de sec sch n jc..den blah blah...den abt moi young de time de hair style..den wanted to see her china doll hair de pic..so i browse thru my wallet n showed jiao lian e sec1 de ;p den she jiu say lucky i cut hair ;p or else...looks more like fillipino ;p haha anyway..jiao lian also said..she dun rmb mi at seba ! haha she rmb every1 jiu shi not mi la ;p coz i was wif long hair ;p den she say cannot imagine mi wif long hair ;p wahaha anyway while browsing thru e fotos ;p i saw e one which i took wif jiao lian..den i jiu veri wan her to sign it la for memo or anything ;p hehe..so i jiu took it out n ask moi ;p haha to help mi...so moi jiu asked her la ;p den ling qin jiao lian veri funny lo...she was like..haha erm...can dun sign not..write name la ;p nobody asked for my signature be4 leh..hehe my signature veri ugly de ;p..haha den jiu veri gao xiao la ;p den she jiu say...e blk 122 so obvious dere...den so dark..where to sign..den blah blah....in e end she jiu wrote sumthing behind e pic la :D hehe..but in e end...still nv sign ;p onli write name n a short msg...wahaha nbm nbm...enff le :D hehe..after all those..haha e rain stopped le ;p we went to set up e stuffs...den haha heaven playing wif us la ;p...rain again :D...we took out everything n went for shelter again...den it stops again...so e we set up le den rain again..haha lei si le la ;p but jiao lian more cham..coz those referee veri e keep on ask her this n that..den she mus handle em..and e teams..n e phone calls..so ke lian man ;p if i were her i guess i sure ask em to diam de ;p haha jkjk..
anyway e rain finally stop..den we jiu set up everything n e games continues...do e same thing over n over..den evening time like this..cindy coach came..n bought us dinner...den ling qin jiao lian ate le jiu went off for trng wif hui hui n daisy senior...haha n yah..they gotta so many bags sia ;p ling qin jiao lian gotta one flower pattern de cloth bag...one pouch...one her normal bag..haha so many sia...den cindy jiao lian gotta one pouch..one sling bag..2 bigbig files..haha anyway..jiu shi do e same things la ;p den cindy coach bought us barley too ;p den be4 ling qin jiao lian left for her trng..she gave us m&m chocs...hehe mini de...she say in case hungry la ;p den jiu left le...
haha den jiu cindy coach wif us...den jiu ask us keep stuffs together..den say u all not scare e things bei steal ah..den say ling qin jiao lian like veri blur n tired today..coz she sick...haha yah lo...den hui hui got ask why her voice like this..den she (lgjl) say veri sexy hor ;p haha anyway..jus copy those papers (payment slips) n press e scores etc etc la ;p tungsan vs pierce sec was e last game...tungsan quite not bad de ... as in pierce ish not too strong coz they still young..den coach cindy also say tungsan veri sporty...as in they nv toy wif pierce la ;p nv bully em...like big bro play wif small bro de game...veri funni...but also got sportsmanship de...nv like wan to trash e pierce sec la ;p thou their diff ish ard 40 ? haha but realli nv toy ard..hehe
den end of day le...we packed n left...to 121 to help pack a bit...den haha moi de newspaper was took away by team manager..coz of sum haha "mis communications" haha ;p jkjk den cindy coach treat us to malay food den huang jiao lian sent us home...haha
haha today ish a veri fun day...hehe thankie all coaches + moi la!!! haha nice nice de day...unforgettable too :D muhaha now i shall be off to slp wif 5weet dreams + wonderful memories...haha n tml gotta trng..hee looking forward to it :D...hehe 1/6/2005
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haha today ish a happy day...its gonna be an unforgettable day too :D hee..muhahah wahahah wooohoooo haha *laming*
haha anyway today ish 1st day at "work"..hee my 1st real pay ;p
lets start from e veri start...so its gonna be long :D
haha today supposed to worked as table official for e aljunied cup u16 wif moi,yaqi and elaine de...wif ling qin + daisy + cindy as our Ic...hehe den supposed to report to work at 2pm..but i overslept..so met moi le..den a bit de late la ;p haha we reached ard 2:05pm..den ling qin coach n elaine was dere le...i guess yaqi also long long ago reach le ;p den went to buy things or wad la ;p anyway ling qin coach n elaine was setting up things at 121..den we try to help la ;p after that ling qin coach jiu ask us go 127 wif her...haha
=====the day begins=====
haha so we went to e store rm to get those equiments..haha n e wall ish so low la ;p so lingqin jiao lian bend until veri xin ku..den i stand outside..den moi jiu say..that ish her job..coz her head wun be bang..den jiu luff n luff la ;p coz e trolley ish faulty de :D haha den we went to set-up those score board n stuffs...haha i tink jiao lian was bei wo make until can faint la ;p coz i veri veri de lousy wif those wires n stuff...den she jiu ask u all nv study physics de ah ;p den told her i took bio n chem..she jiu say..now this kind of combi veri pop. is it ;p hehe den chat a bit la ;p...
finally we set everything up le ;p den 1st match comence...haha scgs vs unity...wahaha there's this unity gal which super looks like moi pri sch de style la ;p from looks to style of playing to...wahaha everything :p...den ling qin jiao lian bought moi n mi this 1.5l de 100plus...haha n e referee was huang jiao lian ;p haha anyway e match jiu play play le ;p den 2nd match...shohoku vs gryphons (b)...but e referee haven cum or sumthing...den ling qin jiao lian asked if can shoot balls not...den e referee say ok la ;p den we jiu ask jiao lian if we can shoot balls not ;p as we are wearing sandals..she jiu say..ok la ;p but dun luan luan pao ;p..so shoot shoot a bit...moi n mi jiu gotta e same thinking...haha wanna play 2 on 1 wif jiao lian ;p but haha jiao lian say we wear sandals...so its out of qn ;p den she say AbC jiu ok la ;p so we say abt e rules...den start a while le..jiu..haha felt something...~rAiN~...wahaha chiong to keep all e stuff ;p e score board ish e 1st thing..den jiu went to e flat to bi yu...haha
===Bi Yu-ing===
haha while we were getting sum shelter...we chatted la...den tok abt coach de sec sch n jc..den blah blah...den abt moi young de time de hair style..den wanted to see her china doll hair de pic..so i browse thru my wallet n showed jiao lian e sec1 de ;p den she jiu say lucky i cut hair ;p or else...looks more like fillipino ;p haha anyway..jiao lian also said..she dun rmb mi at seba ! haha she rmb every1 jiu shi not mi la ;p coz i was wif long hair ;p den she say cannot imagine mi wif long hair ;p wahaha anyway while browsing thru e fotos ;p i saw e one which i took wif jiao lian..den i jiu veri wan her to sign it la for memo or anything ;p hehe..so i jiu took it out n ask moi ;p haha to help mi...so moi jiu asked her la ;p den ling qin jiao lian veri funny lo...she was like..haha erm...can dun sign not..write name la ;p nobody asked for my signature be4 leh..hehe my signature veri ugly de ;p..haha den jiu veri gao xiao la ;p den she jiu say...e blk 122 so obvious dere...den so dark..where to sign..den blah blah....in e end she jiu wrote sumthing behind e pic la :D hehe..but in e end...still nv sign ;p onli write name n a short msg...wahaha nbm nbm...enff le :D hehe..after all those..haha e rain stopped le ;p we went to set up e stuffs...den haha heaven playing wif us la ;p...rain again :D...we took out everything n went for shelter again...den it stops again...so e we set up le den rain again..haha lei si le la ;p but jiao lian more cham..coz those referee veri e keep on ask her this n that..den she mus handle em..and e teams..n e phone calls..so ke lian man ;p if i were her i guess i sure ask em to diam de ;p haha jkjk..
anyway e rain finally stop..den we jiu set up everything n e games continues...do e same thing over n over..den evening time like this..cindy coach came..n bought us dinner...den ling qin jiao lian ate le jiu went off for trng wif hui hui n daisy senior...haha n yah..they gotta so many bags sia ;p ling qin jiao lian gotta one flower pattern de cloth bag...one pouch...one her normal bag..haha so many sia...den cindy jiao lian gotta one pouch..one sling bag..2 bigbig files..haha anyway..jiu shi do e same things la ;p den cindy coach bought us barley too ;p den be4 ling qin jiao lian left for her trng..she gave us m&m chocs...hehe mini de...she say in case hungry la ;p den jiu left le...
haha den jiu cindy coach wif us...den jiu ask us keep stuffs together..den say u all not scare e things bei steal ah..den say ling qin jiao lian like veri blur n tired today..coz she sick...haha yah lo...den hui hui got ask why her voice like this..den she (lgjl) say veri sexy hor ;p haha anyway..jus copy those papers (payment slips) n press e scores etc etc la ;p tungsan vs pierce sec was e last game...tungsan quite not bad de ... as in pierce ish not too strong coz they still young..den coach cindy also say tungsan veri sporty...as in they nv toy wif pierce la ;p nv bully em...like big bro play wif small bro de game...veri funni...but also got sportsmanship de...nv like wan to trash e pierce sec la ;p thou their diff ish ard 40 ? haha but realli nv toy ard..hehe
den end of day le...we packed n left...to 121 to help pack a bit...den haha moi de newspaper was took away by team manager..coz of sum haha "mis communications" haha ;p jkjk den cindy coach treat us to malay food den huang jiao lian sent us home...haha
haha today ish a veri fun day...hehe thankie all coaches + moi la!!! haha nice nice de day...unforgettable too :D muhaha now i shall be off to slp wif 5weet dreams + wonderful memories...haha n tml gotta trng..hee looking forward to it :D...hehe 1/6/2005
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